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Thursday, June 13, 2002 -- 11:59 a.m.
Trance de Janeiro always makes me want to play DDR... Jay is coming over in 30 min... and I still haven't talked to Cheez... GAH!!!!! SHE LEAVES TODAY!!!! ::rips out hair:: Wednesday, June 12, 2002 -- 09:42 a.m.
::giggles:: After last night I have to wash my sheets XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
I woke up this morning at 6:30 and I was freezing! It was so good! I hope it stays cold... I'll have to call Cheez later today, because I still have no idea whats going on other than I'm picking her up Friday afternoon... Wednesday, June 12, 2002 -- 01:01 a.m.
Ok, it was really weird the first time... and my bladder intervened ::mutters::
The second was still odd, but wierd factor was -3.7, but my damn bladder intervened again! ::gahs::
I need to find out more info on Cheez! Wednesday, June 12, 2002 -- 12:55 a.m.
Where do viriginities go when you lose them?
Is mine having like a cocktail party somewhere?
How odd... Friday, June 7, 2002 -- 08:42 a.m.
Wow, dream recollection is odd... I saw this kid Frank from my Chemistry Class at the mall yesterday... He was like summoning me inaudibly and then I saw him O.x;;... I was like Hi X.x;;;... Then we chatted for like 5 seconds and Carolynne, Jay and I all left...
On to my dream, These are the active people in my dream:
Me, Frank, Josh Hall, and This guy whom I assumed was Frank's BF.
Frank and I were sitting on a set of bleachers just talking when all of a sudden, Josh is coming toward us I wave and then look the other way for like 2 seconds, then I look back and Josh and Frank were kissing (well more like I had seen the last like half a second of them kiss)... I was really confused, then I started to get mad at Josh... and then I noticed who I assumed to be Frank's friend, he also saw them kiss and looked distraught, so I was like is that his BF? Blah Blah Blah, I think Frank and Josh flirt a little more and then Frank and I are in class... It ends I tell him to follow me and we end up in a library and I pull him off into a sedcluded area and ask him If he's gay and he gets this frantic and kind of angry look on his face and grabs my shoulders and tells me never to discuss anything like that with him in public again, then everything gets fuzzy after that...
::mutters and shakes fists:: I never got the damn answer ^_^;; ::shrugs:: oh well!
Oh yeah, Last night at work the gay to straight ratio was 3:1... It made me happy, two of the three new hires are lesbians... Lesbians are funny ^_^;; Tuesday, June 4, 2002 -- 09:22 a.m.
hehe... last night was fun... hehe... Carolynne, Jay and I saw Undercover Brother... hehe... Then we went to Denny's and saw some people Carolynne knew ^^;... Monday, June 3, 2002 -- 06:66 p.m.
It's 6:66 pm! Monday, June 3, 2002 -- 12:03 a.m.
I'm too tired to explain again...
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: ok my mother sucks
Maya Cecile: What happened?
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: shes being really bitchy
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: like not outright
Maya Cecile: *nod*
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: but shes giving me attitude about my car
Maya Cecile: Oh?
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: yeah i was like.... yeah so i think im gonna take wed off and have lex take me to Bjs for my tire
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: and she was like why didnt you have Jay bring you
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: i was like cause lex is the only one w/ a Bjs card
Maya Cecile: Mhm...
SaiLoR KuCHiBiRu: then it got weird after that
We'll at least I had a good time seeing Jay tonight and I also saw NIkki! Yay! TIme for bed i have to walk to work tomorrow... Sunday, June 2, 2002 -- 02:30 a.m.
Well, The night started with a call from Cheez, I love her, She is coming the 14th.... So Jay arrived he came up and said hi and then we were off... So we get to Snookers it was packed oh well I was with Jay... We got there, there was a brief exchange of pleasantries???? And I found out that someone hates me, but they like Jay but they said, in a nutshell, jay sucks... So I am now liberated from this two faced jerk... but i was erked at the time, but someone told me to "get over it"... You don't tell me to get over it... my mother told me this for my entire life... so i don't get over things if you say that it just pisses me off deep inside... So we go inside & i'm already angered for the night... la la la we all say hi to the rest of the people... then Tabitha, Sabrina's sister wanted to talk to Jay, alone... I was like well I'm not really good friends with any of them... except for like Sabrina ~_~;;;... So I let them talk... I go sit down board out of my mind cause Jay was the only reason I was there... Well lets just fast forward to some of the more angering parts of the night... When Tabitha started playing moderator between jay and I... And then she told me I was annoying and really mean't it... and to put the icing on the cake of my life... she said that it made her uncomfortable to see Jay and I together... at that point she managed to attack me at every vulerable point of my existance... and then she lit up a cigarette and I got a headache... I just wanted to cry... So I'm sorry for the lack of coherency... I'm going to bed now...
I went to Snooker's with Jay... Because I wanted to be with him... Saturday, June 1, 2002 -- 10:50 a.m.
My mind has currently erased 60% of what happened last night, Like the emotional part has been erased and certain minor things...
I never got a hold of Cheez, Stosh or Matt though...
Cheez was probably making a basket at a Luau...
Stosh's sister should burn...
and Matt has vanished completly since yesterday... Friday, May 31, 2002 -- 11:34 p.m.
I want to be mad... BUT! If I'm mad, that means I don't get to see Jay... If I don't see Jay... Do I win? No.
Poor Kirby, He suffered a terrible accident when I lobbed him down the stairs... I'll be mad at Kirby instead, Maybe I'll lob his pieces down the stairs, I wish I had gone to that recital, then I could have seen Nikki and Alli... I miss then both, But I miss Jay more. I just want to spend some time with him, but we can't even do that tomorrow ::smiles:: Cause we're going to Heather's house tomorrow................. AFTER we go to Snookers................. Maybe after Snookers him and I can go off on our own, I would enjoy that... We're is Matt?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! It's obvious that he has unplugged his phone... But he hasn't even been online.... Status: Not Yet Read..... I wish Stosh would call.... I now have a loathing for Adam, Why did he call Jay late and night and get him in trouble, next time I see him, I shall stab him with a straw; I want blood.... I'll call Cheez! Friday, May 31, 2002 -- 11:00 p.m.
Today, was all for nothing...
Oh sweet ceramic Kirby, How I want to break thee, So I think I will...
Emotions: Emptiness, I have nothing left... I wanted so much for today to work... Alas, I failed...
There is always tomorrow. I have plans with Jay tomorrow. ::snarls:: TOMORROW TOMORROW I HATE YOU TOMORROW YOU'RE ONLY AN HOUR AWAY ::smashes Kirby:: Friday, May 31, 2002 -- 10:16 p.m.
Jay? Friday, May 31, 2002 -- 01:39 p.m.
::dances in the kitchen to summon the devil::
I cleaned my house today... O.x;;;;
The washing machine tried to lob itself down the stairs...
Jay is coming over tonight, We'll probably watch Margaret Cho! My name's GWEN!
Music: Max - Ride on Tine ::grins::
Tine two DYNE ALLI!
Oh yeah, I've decided I'm going to color my hair pink ^_~;;;;; Thursday, May 30, 2002 -- 11:45 p.m.
::smiles contently:: Ah, Jay visited me at work and I went with him afterwards... We went to Snookers(?) and hung out with Sabrina, Steve and Heather... ::smiles:: I was just so happy to see Jay...
Yay! Jay is coming over tomorrow!! ::cackles with insane glee:: Thursday, May 30, 2002 -- 09:38 a.m.
teehee... I've been playing DDR at home alot recently O.x;;;
I hope I reach Jay today ;____;
Music: Bellini / DDR 7th Mix - Trance de Janeiro
Thursday, May 30, 2002 -- 01:07 a.m.
I miss Jay so much ;___;... I haven't seen/talked to him in days... ::throws himself on the ground in dispair:: Wednesday, May 29, 2002 -- 02:48 p.m.
Well... I got my grades for this semester... I'm not that happy but it could have been much worse:
Biology Today II - C-
Inorganic Chemistry II - C-
Internet for Everyone - A-
Language & Literature II - C-
I kinda wanna cry now.... My GPA went from a 3.048 to a 2.498 Monday, May 27, 2002 -- 09:27 p.m.
::sighs:: I talked to someone I hadn't talked to in weeks... He now hates men and is going to throw himself into the river, fake his death and move to Georgia...
On another note, Zorak is the god of Hookers he can turn Infinity and Negative Infinity Tricks Sunday, May 26, 2002 -- 11:20 p.m.
Thou hast discovered... GEMS! Sunday, May 26, 2002 -- 11:11 p.m.
I wonder what Stosh is doing... He stopped talking to me... Last time I saw him was at the pride march...
Apparently, I've become weak against the elements, Door and Key... ::shakes fists:: Sunday, May 26, 2002 -- 11:08 p.m.
Recap of today:
Food at Cassie's yum! Cassie's family KOWAI YO!
Work... was SLOW! I can't f***in' believe it... for the first time it was SLOW ALL DAY! I wanted to DIE! 8 hours of thinking about how tired I was... I went to the bathroom like 6 times... Apparently time moves quicker when your in the bathroom...
Jay picked me up from work... Gods, I love him... I'm so happy... Sunday, May 26, 2002 -- 07:23 a.m.
::gurgles:: I forgot, no matter how much sleep you get at Matt's... You're always tired... ::falls over:: Saturday, May 25, 2002 -- 09:09 a.m.
Sometimes... I really hate tests...
Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*
Saturday, May 25, 2002 -- 09:01 a.m.
I don't think laundry is my strong point when I first wake up... Apparently I had stuff in all of my pockets O.x;;; Saturday, May 25, 2002 -- 01:03 a.m.
::rolls dice:: Come on lady luck! betty needs a new set of wheels!!
Yeah, so my car's spare tire exploded today... and apparently it was the dangerous form of tire blowouts... The tread flew off in a million pieces and took out a piece of Betty's chrome... If my tire had blown 5 minutes previous, Alli and I would probably be dead... I contribute our lack of death due to the fact that Alli was in the car and she negated damage long enough for us to survive... Betty is down for the count till I get money for tires...
On a better note, Jay came and got me from work... at least I got to see him tonight... Friday, May 24, 2002 -- 09:20 a.m.
I wish I was martha stewart cause then I could fashion something "special" out of grass and ethereal material for my room. O.x;; It's a good thing? Friday, May 24, 2002 -- 08:55 a.m.
w00t! At work I got another raise... I'm now up to $7.75/hr when means i make $11.63/hr on Sundays and Holidays XD...
Speaking of which I stayed an extra hour and a half... I wanted to cry... Never again...
I'm so confused... maybe it's because I'm hungry... Friday, May 24, 2002 -- 08:43 a.m.
2 Nights ago I had a dream that my friend, Amanda, her brother was gay and had a boyfriend... It made me giggle it was cute... Thursday, May 23, 2002 -- 03:35 p.m.
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The unthinkable has happened... My room is clean... It has been rearranged, vacuumed, and relativly dusted... ::drools:: if only I had more money... I'd fix it up mad ghetto style O.x;;;... I mean... I'd use the gay powers of interior design to decorate it...
On another note... who the hell is (Chken In a Box) That is someone's AOL SN gah! GAH! GAH!? Thursday, May 23, 2002 -- 08:29 a.m.
At least I was Gaz, someone i've heard of O.x;;;
Which Jhonen Vaquez character are you? By EmReznor. Thursday, May 23, 2002 -- 08:19 a.m.
Yesterday, I was bitten by a dog O.x;;;... My wrist has been mangled with ***MAULING*** intensity. It really hurts ;___;...
On another note, Jay and I are going to be renting a movie or two on Saturday (Yay!).. I need to clean my room now XD..
On ANOTHER note, Need to reduce my spending -_-;;;... Tuesday, May 21, 2002 -- 11:49 p.m.
::inhales contently:: Jay's sweater smells like him ::laughs::... Time for bed ^_^... Good Night! Tuesday, May 21, 2002 -- 11:46 p.m.
I Am A: Chaotic Good Elf Mage Bard
Alignment: Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.
Race: Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.
Primary Class: Mages harness the magical energies for their own use. Spells, spell books, and long hours in the library are their loves. While often not physically strong, their mental talents can make up for this.
Secondary Class: Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan (e-mail)
Tuesday, May 21, 2002 -- 11:45 a.m.
I'm the tool of Satan O.x;;;;

Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!
Tuesday, May 21, 2002 -- 11:38 a.m.

Tuesday, May 21, 2002 -- 11:00 a.m.
Yeah, My blogging lately has been almost non-existant... time for a recap...
--A few weeks ago... Alli had her prom... I went with her and got keychains ::waves them around::
--Later that week I started talking to Jay again ^_^
--Even Later that week we started to hang out...
--A little while after that I went to visit him and he told me to make nice with Carolynne and We became friends again...
--Betty has her bad bologna... which eventually becomes minty fresh and then dissapates to nothingness...
--Jay and I started to hang out alot more...
--Then the day before the pride march... Carolynne and I and a few other slept over Jay's house... ^_^;; Let's leave that there...
Jay and I hung out at the pride march for about 90% of it... We wandered through the ritzy mall holding hands ::cackles madly:: Oh yeah... O.x;; I was wearing raver pants... and on the bus ride home we fell asleep together ::smiles contently::
--Last Sunday (May 19)... Betty's tire exploded O.x;;; My hands become dirty... I almost didn't hang out with Jay... Sunday should have been perfect... But we (Carolynne, Jay and I) went and saw panic room ^_^;;;... We went to Denny's and we saw Camryn (wow, she's alive... haven't seen her in like 4 days)... Jay was cold so i gave him my jacket ::laughs:: sounds like something on TV O.x;;;... He felt like a scene kid with it on ^_^... SO when we got back to his car I latched onto his sweater ^_^...
--Yesterday, I beat FF10 again ::weeps::... Had a horrible day at work ^_^;;... And then started to date Jay again... I say it was a flippin' awesome day... |