Name: Ky
Age: 19
Birthday: April 28
Location: Chicopee, MA
School: HCC
Movie: Barbarella
Anime: Sailormoon
Game: Anything Squaresoft, Para Para Paradise
Music: Anything Super Eurobeat!
Hate: Dubbed anime
Site: Shudaika.com
Playing: Various PS Games, Game Boy Advance
Blood: Mmmm!

AIM: EldritchDiscord
E-mail: Marzipan@charter.net
My Test: The Craaaaazy Hookers!
Personal Site: Randomness
Self Respect Down!: HoN
My Others: Livejournal
Misc: .rootyou
Archives: Previous Posts

Alli: Undo
Cass: Spiritualized
Laura: Love Chaser / Livejournal
Jiyu: Memoirs / Livejournal
Adam: Pens Have No Feet
Dan: Seal Spell
Natalya: mute.nu
Matt: YMNJ
Anka: War Dance
Jay: Tenebreus
Stosh: Livejournal
Aaron: Livejournal
Angela: Livejournal
Sarah: Livejournal
Lilli: Livejournal
Sue: Livejournal
Chris: Livejournal
Bessy: Livejournal
Cheez: Livejournal
Cam: Livejournal
Krisha: Livejournal
Keisha: Livejournal
Amanda: Livejournal
Aaron: Livejournal
Brianne: Livejournal
Cassie: Livejournal
Nate: Livejournal
Aaron: Livejournal
Sam: Livejournal
Dan: Livejournal
Annette: Livejournal
Carolynne: Livejournal
Yaya: Angelic Star (Awesome Cosplayer)

Wednesday, September 3, 2003 -- 02:48 p.m.
Music -- Seo Taiji - Nan Araro (I Know) (Live Version)
Whee! So I've been to all of my classes once. Here are my impressions.

Algebra - The teacher is nice. The people in the class are stupid. It's at night I'm kinda bitter. At least I befriended two people in that class. One girl looks like Movie X-Men rogue... O.x;;
Sociology - The teacher is a guy =P. A nbeing of angst is in there. And Diane DiCosmo one of my old managers is in there. How odd.
Organic Chemistry - It's like good old times. I love science and some of my old friends from year one are there. It's full of pre-pharmcy majors and two pharm. techs from my store.
Western Civ. - The teacher is crazy but nice. Katie Piela is also there and Crow. ::laughs:: Maybe it will be ok.

Oh yeah, So I had an Orthodontist Appt. I don't get it. Stick their hands in my mouth and tell me to wear rubber bands in a different way @_@;;

Tuesday, September 2, 2003 -- 04:48 p.m.
Music -- Baby Vox - Floral Bikini
Whee. So since I only have like 3 friends around me now, I've decided to start posting again. This post is going to be lacking of things such as any kind of point. So let's begin.

New!:
-School starts today, I have my "stupid" math class
tonight. (6:15-8:15)
-Tuan's back. I hung out with him and Yaya last night. It was a rollercoaster of feelings.
-I got a parking ticket at UMASS. ()
-I managed to lose my masspike ticket so I had to pay .60 to go to Holyoke from Chicopee.

Sunday, June 29, 2003 -- 01:40 p.m.
Music -- TTma - Loner
Lead Crow's
Battle Imp

is
Who's your battle imp?
Eaery
Backstabbing: 2
Dodgin': 9
Guts: 6
Magic Mojo: 6
Smackdown: 10

Will your battle imp beat Lead Crow's?
Enter your name and fight.

Friday, June 20, 2003 -- 05:22 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Far Away (Dub's Mute & Feedback Remix)

take the "Which Funkified Anime Internet Emoticon Are You Quiz" @ undead friday.

Thursday, June 5, 2003 -- 08:15 p.m.
Music -- Barbie Young - Cartoon Heroes (Speedy Mix)
I spent the night at Jay's house last night. I now truely know that I don't ever want to be with him ever again. No nothing horrible happened or anything like that. I just came to the realization that it's over. So over that it's funny. O.x; I didn't think I could think the way that I did this morning. So weird.

Sunday, May 25, 2003 -- 10:01 p.m.
Music -- TV Ambience
... my mother liked Tuan. Tuan liked my mother ^_^;;. Normally this is good. But now my next romantic interest is doomed. Cause now they get to be compared to Tuan. Ugh, It's doomed.

Monday, May 5, 2003 -- 11:25 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Star went on a liqour run for us. ::laughs:: We have a typical college fridge now.

Monday, May 5, 2003 -- 12:03 p.m.
Music -- Key-A-Kiss - Deluxe
I love sleeping when someone has their arm around you. It's the best feeling.
Oh yeah, I got Para Para Paradise.

Monday, May 5, 2003 -- 12:02 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Useless
You got yourself some useless minions...

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Saturday, May 3, 2003 -- 11:48 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Saturday, May 3, 2003 -- 11:38 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
My day was good. Up until the end. Then it got crappy. About 5 minutes before bed. How much does that suck. Alot...

Thursday, May 1, 2003 -- 02:42 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
lancelot
Let's not bicker and argue about who killed who!

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Tuesday, April 29, 2003 -- 08:06 a.m.
Music -- Malice Mizer - Illuminati
I am Illuminati!
ILLUMINATI Wow. You have major issues...but you're also
unforgettable. The ultimate visual shock, dirty
yet somehow profound. Oh, and seeing that hot
vocalist have an orgasm at the end isn't half
bad either. But, for future reference, we would
prefer to be alive, if the mood strikes you
again.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2003 -- 07:52 a.m.
Music -- Nothing... ^_^;;;
Klaha (Malice Mizer)
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Tuesday, April 29, 2003 -- 07:38 a.m.
Music -- Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon Musical - Harsh! Saint Cry!!
My gym membership expires May 5th. I should go today. I'm feeling wicked tired and like... "Screw that" right now. Ok, I think I'm gonna go really soon now.

Monday, April 28, 2003 -- 09:13 a.m.
Music -- MAX - Shinin'on - Shinin'love (Dub's Pop Vocal Remix)
Heh, So I spent like all weekend at UMASS. Things I did. (Not in chronological order)
- I got drunk. It was really weird. I felt torn between laughing insanely and weeping in a corner. I don't know. Maybe it was circumstances.
- I almost got a ticket 1 hour before my birthday. Happy birthday to me O.x;;;
- Talked alot with Tuan.
- Cried.
- Laughed.
- Slept.
- Played alot of Candy (Star).
- Oh I'm just about healthy again too!

I was supposed to have today off from work. But instead I got yesterday and tomorrow off. O.x;;; I don't think it's supposed to work like that. So basically I have a 9 hour shift on my birthday. Whoo! I went to the gym this morning. I still weigh 192. So I haven't bounced back from my illness. Unless this is my new weight. Ok, I'm sorry I'm just rambling. My thoughts are clouded and I'm feeling kinda depressed. Oh well. Happy Birthday to me. I'm going to go get ready for work.

Thursday, April 24, 2003 -- 06:59 p.m.
Music --
God, I'm so sick of being sick. I've done my time. I've been sick for over a week. It's not really doing much to me now. It's like a cold. A very annoying cold that just doesn't know how to move on. So far I've spent most of my vacation asleep or sick. With the exception of seeing Tuan yesterday and Anime Boston. ::laughs:: Sorry, I'm rambling... I just wanted to post. Luckily, I've been able to keep my nose from turning red. I hope I'm better before my birthday.

Sunday, April 20, 2003 -- 08:17 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Well Anime Boston, What to say. Success? Flop? I had a little bit of both. Or alot of both. I'm way to sick to type about it in detail. But I was sick through the whole thing. Unfortunately at points it was unbearable. I got to see like all of my old mikkakan friends. So I thought that was pretty cool. I had a good time, when I wasn't writhing in pain.
I have to stop by work tomorrow to get paperwork for the doctors. I need medical help now.

Thursday, April 17, 2003 -- 10:29 a.m.
Music -- Naoki Maeda - Nonstop Select
Ok, So i'm feeling alot better. All I have left is a sore throat, big F*ing deal. I can live. But I have to admit, it really hurts >.<;;

Thursday, April 17, 2003 -- 04:58 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I'm feeling better. Aside from the dizzing headache I have. I think it's just from the pill I took to knock me out last night. I just took another + 3 excedrine migraines, I was hoping the sleep would kick in before the caffiene. I don't think that is going to be the case.

Sunday, April 13, 2003 -- 01:40 p.m.
Music -- See Saw - Obsession
I'm so pissed. I've been totally shafted at work. My hours are *fucking* shitty. All are 3-9s except of course sunday and those two 12-9 shifts I have. I'm so mad. Now I probably won't see Tuan till after that Con. I Am of the missing!

Sunday, April 13, 2003 -- 01:39 p.m.
Music -- Kenji Ito - Trick
I cleaned the apartment today. I'm wicked happy. It's all clean. I even quelled the angry hair deity living in our sink. And I got more windshield wiper fluid for Betty. However, I need to go grab my laundry from the dryer now. I kinda wish it was an hour earlier. I would go to a craft store. Alas, cleaning was done. ::shrugs::

Saturday, April 12, 2003 -- 08:38 p.m.
Music -- See-Saw - Obsession
I hung out with Tuan Friday and for a little bit today.

Friday went as such:
I went to UMASS. No Parking. So we went to the Holyoke Mall (for food)
- Tuan got Taco Bell. I played DDR ^_^
- - I played 2 rounds and decided I was hungry.
- - - I finished my McDonalds and then I convinced Tuan toplay DDR
- - - - We played for like 30 minutes or so ^_^ (we stopped cause I needed my haircut)
- - - - - We left the mall and arrived at Nat's at 2:30ish (30 min. too early)

- I love Natalie. She cut my hair and we were out of there by at latest 3:15
- - We headed back to UMASS. But diverted to the hampshire mall to play some more DDR ^_^ (I got Tuan addicted XD XD XD)
- - - We played until 5ish and then headed back to his dorm
- - - - We then proceeded to watch Harry Potter. (XD XD XD XD) Then we passed out for a couple hours and woke up at like 9ish.

- Then we get in touch w/ Sayaka. Her sorority is having a party. We are invited.
- - I was starving. So we stopped at H.O.T. (House of Teriyaki) It was ok ^^;
- - - Then we went to the party (Note: This is my 1st college party. and sorority party)
- - - - I would have liked to participated a little more but alas I was driving. So the extent of my drinking was trying some Smirnoff Ice. Which is suprisingly good. I had to use all my resistance to not drink. It was so good =P.
- - - - - So at around 1-2ish we head back to the dorm and pass out to Beauty and the Beast (We = Tuan, Sayaka and I)

Today's events are as such:
- Woke up. Tuan and Sayaka attacked each other for a bit. We all got ready to go to the Hampster Mall. (I came prepared this time! I Brought my toothbrush!)
- - Tuan and I played a couple rounds of DDR. Then I did a show off round. Then Sayaka and Tuan played ^^;
- - - At that point, It was time for me to rejoin the world, so I went home and got ready for work.

Friday, April 11, 2003 -- 08:42 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Why? I don't get it. What's so tempting about me?
I got a haircut ^^;, Watched Harry Potter, and played alot of DDR w/ Tuan. It's was a good and tiring day. Oh well, it's still not over (took a minor nap). I'm kinda hungry though. Maybe I'll wake him up so we can go get food or something. I kinda have a little headache though. Maybe it's from lack of food. Oh well, I still need some supplies for my costume. I wonder what everyone did today. @_@;

Thursday, April 10, 2003 -- 08:55 p.m.
Music -- My Soul Yearning...
You are a Fluff Fan!
Fluff Fan

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Thursday, April 10, 2003 -- 09:56 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Ugh, I sense my light fading. This sucks.

Tuesday, April 8, 2003 -- 09:57 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Free & Easy
I love the light. My light is back. I talked to my father today. He told me to just keep limping by with Betty for now. But he'll be looking soon. Like possibly saturday. I hope he finds something cheap and easy.

Tuesday, April 8, 2003 -- 11:05 a.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Free and Easy (Instrumental)
I have nails on my right hand. It's amazing. Not to mention I can't get my flippin' wire fixed until tomorrow >.<;;;

Thursday, April 3, 2003 -- 09:32 a.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Kanariya (System F Remix)
I've taken to writing in my LJ. It's weird I don't know why. I'm not ditching my blog or anything but I think it's just that my comments link is so satisfying. Oh well. Most people check both for me anyway. Those who look anyway. ^^;

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 -- 11:08 a.m.
Music -- Only The Music In My Head
I'm a Sex on the Beach, discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 -- 01:38 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Ayu Trance 2
I'm hungry. But food depresses me. When I get hungry and eat It's been leaving me feeling very empty. Seriously, Right now I'm hungry but at the same time I'm not. Like I can continue to exist with only minor discomfort if I don't eat. But if I eat then I get depressed. I don't get it. I'll probably eat something in a couple minutes or something. (Well that's what I've been saying for a couple hours now)

Monday, March 31, 2003 -- 01:22 p.m.
Music -- Ambience
I've been trying to keep myself busy all morning. But It's not working. I keep spacing out and falling into a rift of thought. Oh well. I have work at 4 today, I get out at 8.

Monday, March 31, 2003 -- 02:09 a.m.
Music -- Chaos - SaGa Frontier TheCastleofEverlastingNight OC ReMix
Well, I posted on my LJ and I'm too lazy to bring it over here... But I did forget something. I liked my outfit but my pants made me feel fat... They're were from before I started to lose the weight... Oh well.

Oyasumi!

Sunday, March 30, 2003 -- 01:54 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - July 1st

Marzipan
is a
Rock-Eating Samurai Monkey


...with a Battle Rating of 8.7



To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Marzipan, enter your name:

Sunday, March 30, 2003 -- 01:45 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - July 1st
That was close I almost didn't have pants for tonight. I'm so nervous, I can't dance (or at least I don't think I can). I can dance and be fun about it, I think. But for me to really dance I don't know. The gods of DDR can't help me here.
Apparently, Airline has seen something. ::laughs:: All I know is that it has to do w/ Me, Tuan, Airline, or Sayaka. Cause he said I would run and tell them. ::shrugs:: I don't think it can be that bad.

Sunday, March 30, 2003 -- 02:52 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I'm tired. I talked to Tuan. We're friends. I think we're going to stay friends. ::sighs::

Saturday, March 29, 2003 -- 11:57 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I'm going to talk to Jay. I need someone to talk to right now.

Saturday, March 29, 2003 -- 12:36 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Well, lucky you!  You get the funny, smart and cute guy!  He's pretty short, but that doesnt bother you.. does it?  At least he's caring!
Minwoo!! YAY!! R u happy? Well you should be!
He's got looks, dancing skills, presonality and
well.. lets juss say.. EVERYTHING! Lucky you!
And get him on the bed and he'll do
perfectly... *wink wink*

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Thursday, March 27, 2003 -- 12:18 p.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - July 1st
The path I'm currently on will not lead to happiness. Just a spiral of depression. I what I want cannot be achieved in this fashion. I'm so screwed.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003 -- 07:31 p.m.
Music -- Syusaku Uchiyama - Mind If I Cut In?! (Cut Man's Theme)
I hate my hair. I always have to do something with it. Or it looks like crap. It's so flippin' irritating.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003 -- 07:30 p.m.
Music -- Syusaku Uchiyama - Mind If I Cut In?! (Cut Man's Theme)
I don't think drinking was mean't to be so fun. Maybe it was because it was a double corruption. Two wrongs make a right kind of thing?
Well, I'm wicked tired. Tuan and I stayed up till like 6am talking and such. I had a really good time. I hope he enjoyed it as much as I did. ^_^; I went to the mall today with Airline, Sayaka, and Tuan. Can I tell you that was a very draining experience. Oi oi, It made me want to shop wicked badly. I need my tax money back. ::shrugs::
Now to make plans for Friday or something. What to do what to do.

Monday, March 24, 2003 -- 10:56 p.m.
Music -- Ganasia - Electrical Communications

Melodies of Life
Why? Why is your life going the way it is? You, my dear, tend to dwell on the past, and sometimes have a negative outlook on almost everything. The shadows of what was tend to haunt you and affect everything you do in life. You most likely have lost a loved one. As time goes on, however, you will find peace and happiness, or perhaps someone in your future rather than past will lift you up to where you belong. Life's given you so many troubles, but everything will work out in the end, and you'll soon be granted the perfect life you deserve.
Which Final Fantasy Theme Song Is YOUR Theme?

Monday, March 24, 2003 -- 08:32 p.m.
Music -- Ganasia - Electrical Communications
Well, Yeah, I'm trying to collect all my con friend's phone numbers (you know cell). That way it makes it 10 times easier for me to hunt you down and I don't have to rely purely on my papillion powers. I already have - Lilly and Dan. I would really like the following (if you are going or if you have a cell phone) - Liz (leahvincent), Aaron (dethmonkey), Jay (shorty2255) and Anyone else that I know ^_~; If you e-mail me (marzipan@charter.net) that would be hottt! Gods, I'm so excited!

Sunday, March 23, 2003 -- 08:09 p.m.
Music -- Ganasia - Electrical Communications
I miss you. I don't think you have a clue.

Saturday, March 22, 2003 -- 08:37 a.m.
Music -- Megaman 2 - Lottery (Stage Select)
Oh yeah, I saw Jay yesterday. I hung out w/ him for a couple hours. I also saw Laura and hung out with her for an hour. Then I *did* end up seeing Nate for like an hour. ::blinks:: and Alli and Cassie were around for a while too.

Saturday, March 22, 2003 -- 08:31 a.m.
Music -- Brian Duque - Final Fantasy Battle Theme OC ReMix
Another Dream, oh my.

Who: Me, Con-Jay, Camryn
Where: My Old Room
Plot: heh... umm... I don't think this belongs here. But my sister was stupid and makes me mad. Even in my dreams she still wouldn't go away when I want her to.

Friday, March 21, 2003 -- 08:22 a.m.
Music -- MAX - Hikari no Veil
Yay, I remember 80% of my weird dream.

Place: My Dads House (well, most of it)
Who: Stosh, Me, Noel, and Zombies
Plot: I liked Noel, We spent alot of the dream cuddling and such. But we also spent alot of the movie running from Zombies. But there was a way to dodge the zombies and that was if you were evil. But apparently by sticking your hand in your mouth it simulates evil. But then we ended up back at my dad's house. Noel took a shower and Stosh and I were sitting in my dad's living room. Noel comes back fully dressed and such (nothing bad really happened in my dream). I hug him and I ask him if he wants to date me. But he already has someone else. And then Stosh got really bitter and said something like, "Yeah, Just like you ALWAYS DO!" And then I woke up. The weird thing was that Noel was really nice in my dream, looked slightly different, was taller, and lacked any kind of arrogance. ::laughs:: Oh well.

Thursday, March 20, 2003 -- 09:56 a.m.
Music -- Secret of Mana - Pandora Village
I'm tired I went to the gym today. Ugh! I've signed myself over for the next week. Stupid Ice Cream!

Wednesday, March 19, 2003 -- 10:14 a.m.
Music -- McVaffe - Actraiser Freestyle OC ReMix
Yeah, so my cleansing ritual lasted about a month... Now it is time to clean again... Not because the house is filthy or anything but because the time is right. ::hmms:: Maybe I'll do this tonight, Can't do it tomorrow I have to gym it up a notch again. Oh well, now to continue waiting for the cable guy before work. (11-8pm again! w00t!)

Tuesday, March 18, 2003 -- 10:40 a.m.
Music -- Shoujo Kakumei Utena - Tenshi Androgynous
I shouldn't think of such things... like the last episode of Utena. ::sighs:: I want to watch it. ;____; You can't be my prince.

Tuesday, March 18, 2003 -- 08:52 a.m.
Music -- Shoujo Kakumei Utena - Virtual Star Hasseigaku (Kikuko Inoue Remix)
I'm happy with the way I look! What kind of motivation is that for me to go to the gym. Although, I do feel rather fat after eating a package of Thin Mints. XD
I have a lunch today, I think I'll be going to the mall and using those tokens I have. I need to get some exercise somehow. I'm working 11-8pm, I **hope** no one is playing DDR when I go. Or else I will have to smite.

Monday, March 17, 2003 -- 08:26 a.m.
Music -- DDR 5th Mix - Insertion
On another note, Nate and I are supposed to hang out on Friday. I hope we do. If he voids, I'll go after him X.x; ::tra la la la::

Monday, March 17, 2003 -- 08:12 a.m.
Music -- DDR 5th Mix - Insertion
USURPTION! You know, not only is it St. Patrick's Day, but it's Alli's birthday. ::rolls eyes:: Grreeeaaat! J/K! Who knows when I'll talk to you but I remembered when I woke up soooooo! La La! Happy Birthday... And Look at my song... I played it just for you... Baby! Koi no Dance Site! Dance Site!

Sunday, March 16, 2003 -- 09:13 a.m.
Music -- SaGa Frontier - Theme of Asellus
Yeah, so I went to the gym again yesterday... and I saw some old woman wearing a "Proud to be an American" Shirt... and I laughed to myself. I want to make a "Proud to be French" Shirt... Well, I *AM* French and I like being French... so Why not?

Friday, March 14, 2003 -- 08:02 a.m.
Music -- FFmusicdj - Breath of Fire Sad Melody OC ReMix
I love Sara... ;____; ::Weeps:: I should maybe play the Breath of Fire.

Tuesday, March 11, 2003 -- 10:46 p.m.
Music -- .hack//SIGN - A Stray Child
::spins!:: Yay! Tuan is so flippin' awesome. I can't wait for the 25th; a day of corruption.

Tuesday, March 11, 2003 -- 09:41 a.m.
Music -- Super Smash Bros. Melee - Dream Land 64
I haven't been to the gym in almost a week. Today and Tomorrow I have 9 hour shifts (11am-8pm) I want to scream. Well I dyed my hair black cause i need some sort of drastic change immediately. It came out ok... Some people say it looks blue... but it's a black w/ blue undertones. Ugh, and the modem keeps konking out.

Merrill and Tom... I have no idea what is going on w/ them right now. I hope everything works out for the best ;___;...

I'm so hungry right now. ::gurgles::... I know I'm forgetting something but... erk...

Sunday, March 9, 2003 -- 12:56 a.m.
Music -- Saga Frontier - Asellus's Theme
Ruin... It will all come to ruin..

Saturday, March 8, 2003 -- 01:09 p.m.
Music -- Saga Frontier 2 - Field Battle 1
Drooling is just weeping from the mouth, such is the way of my people.

Thursday, March 6, 2003 -- 09:14 a.m.
Music -- .hack//SIGN OST 1 - A Stray Child
::weeps insanely:: so. sad.


if you are lost in your way
deep in an awesome story
don't be in doubt and stray
cling to your lonesome folly

now you're too close to the pain
let all the rain go further
come back and kiss me in vain
mother oh do not bother

hear the chorus of pain
taking you back to proper ways
it's so easy to find
if you could remind me

now you are lost in your way
deep in an awesome story
so I will find you again
kiss you for lonesome folly

Wednesday, March 5, 2003 -- 09:30 p.m.
Music -- See-Saw - Obsession
I like you alot... It must be this way. I miss you so much... It's only been a day. I don't want to do this. But I want the best for you. A part of me wishes I could have you but I can't. I cried today alot. Heh, I also realized that I hadn't been lonely for the past week. Then my system reset and that familiar feeling came back. That depressing lonely feeling. Oh well, It's just not mean't. But this is the consequences. I must live with them.

Wednesday, March 5, 2003 -- 02:35 p.m.
Music -- See-Saw - Obsession
It is done. The ruination continues. ::sighs::

Wednesday, March 5, 2003 -- 10:17 a.m.
Music -- See-Saw - .hack ending
Alli needs to watch .hack//sign... friday... I will be forcing her to watch like 15 episodes... ;____;... She must seeeee! >.<

Tuesday, March 4, 2003 -- 09:04 p.m.
Music -- See-Saw - Obsession

Which member of the Homestar Runner gang are you?

Tuesday, March 4, 2003 -- 08:33 p.m.
Music -- See Saw - Obsession
I've been thinking, alot. About things that have been happening to me recently. I've been trying to figure out the best solution. I think I've found the best choice. It may not seem like the best. But it's the only way.

Monday, March 3, 2003 -- 12:08 p.m.
Music -- Turbo - Black Cat
.hack//SIGN is hot. I'm downloading the episodes now. Stupid cartoon network... I'm also going to play Smash Bros.

Monday, March 3, 2003 -- 10:48 a.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Nuh
I think these are Lilli's crazy friends ^^;;;

YnS Outer
You are Mara.
Flirty, witty, productive, and breath-takingly honest, you're always ready to lay the smack down or let someone know that you think they are wonderful.
Oh, and you're head-over-heels in love ^_^

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Monday, March 3, 2003 -- 09:43 a.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Ba Kkwo
Feeling Incoherent... Moment when you just woke up...
Added some links, Archived, and decided I was going to the gym tonight cause I'm afraid of the personal trainer golem. She's small and used some sort of curse on me I think.
I think I'm going to make my Worked #2 CD now. ::scampers off::