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Name: Ky
AIM: EldritchDiscord
Alli: Undo
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Sunday, March 2, 2003 -- 09:54 a.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Ba Kkwo
Yesterday, at the mall... Maria from Pizzaria Regina said I looked like I was losing weight... SO HAPPY!
I just had to listen to my 1st CD while working out. It's nice. But I need alot of fast songs. I need to make a Workout CD #2!
Sunday, March 2, 2003 -- 07:31 a.m.
Music -- Turbo - Black Cat
Yaya is the hottest woman alive. She just the greatest, I wish she was going to AB. That way I could cry over her costumes. Then she would be my friend ^^;.
Amanda's mother translated the opening to that movie I have and apparently it's a boy and a girl... but I don't believe it!
Whee! ::sighs:: I... don't know...
Saturday, March 1, 2003 -- 09:04 a.m.
Music -- Apocripha - Opening Theme (?)
Yesterday was one hell of a day... It was the 28th... 28 is a good kid but it tried way too hard. Not that I didn't like yesterday.
Thursday, February 27, 2003 -- 02:17 p.m.
Music -- Final Fantasy X - Suteki da ne
I hate you Alli... Why is this song on my computer?! Are you trying to kill me?! ::cries::
Thursday, February 27, 2003 -- 11:13 a.m.
Music -- Super Smash Bros. Melee - Fountain of Dreams
My hands are dry and cut up. I'm down to 206 pounds, 7 more and I'm not fat. I'm wicked excited. I'm also cooking my ritualistic sauce. I hope it comes out good. I made so many meatballs.
Tuesday, February 25, 2003 -- 09:08 p.m.
Music -- Super Smash Bros. Melee - Hyrule Temple
I hung out with Merrill today. Finished evicting Cheez. Was happy. Was sad. Pulled meat out of fridge to defrost. Thinking about cleaning now. I miss being held.
Sunday, February 23, 2003 -- 08:29 a.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Depend on You (Orchestral Mix)
What business of yours was it?! Jerk! >.<
Friday, February 21, 2003 -- 07:40 p.m.
Music -- Aqua - Lollipop
I cleaned out my closet in my old room. I cried, Alot. I knew everything that was in there. EVERYTHING. I knew it all. I threw away most of my childhood. I saved 2 games and like 5 stuffed animals. And I saved 3 of Camryn's dolls. 2 Popples and her bear. It played the song "teddy bear picnic" It made me cry. It made all of us cry. Camryn attacked my Mother when she got home and was like, "Look what Kyle found" and played it. I burst into tears and my mother did. Then I cried cause of all of Alexis' writing inside her closet. I found her crobar too. ::shrugs:: Too many memories... this is why I didn't want to clean it.
Friday, February 21, 2003 -- 08:44 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I'm a 7.6 O.x;;;... wiggy...
Sunday, February 16, 2003 -- 11:40 a.m.
Music -- Suikoden II - The War
408 Women agreed with me that Gackt would be the best sex partner of all time. ::laughs:: and I'm only 68% gay ::snickers::
Sunday, February 16, 2003 -- 10:50 a.m.
Music -- Vicki - Ai Qing Da Mo Zhou
I just worked out for like an hour.... I think I'm gonna puke XD XD XD.... I burned like 1.15kcals (::laughs:: I just wanted to say kcals)... That should make up for my laziness from yesterday. I'm such a freak. As soon as I get home I just want to go back and work out more. I think it's cause I'm fat and I want to lose weight. FASTER!
I kinda feel like going to Greenfield and popping up and saying HI to the owner... She's nice... and used to have Korea ver2 ::sighs::
Saturday, February 15, 2003 -- 02:33 p.m.
Music -- Wild Arms 3 playing in the background...
::sighs:: That's how I feel. I feel wicked depressed. Everything around me is blah. I have work in like 15 minutes.
I remember why I don't like to sleep at Matt's ... Cause I don't get any sleep. ::gurgles:: Cass threw herself on the futon next to me and sapped my sleep. I need to get dressed now.
Wednesday, February 12, 2003 -- 12:43 p.m.
Music -- ...
I'm ugly! Ever since I changed my picture... My rating dropped like 2 points... I want to cry ;___;. So people should give me a couple 10s.
Wednesday, February 12, 2003 -- 12:01 a.m.
Music -- The thoughts in my head...
Tonight was fun and crappy! Socially is was a success but my main was a supreme failure. I met some nice people from Nashua. I also met a nice DJ he was wicked cool. I also saw one of Camryn's friends and some other randoms, Like Nelson.
Well now for the good stuff... I met Ian... He was nice, we talked for a while. La La La then his friend Dallas came and stole him (She's nice though!) cause she had someone she wanted him to meet. Jon. Apparently this Jon knows Kendra... Wicked amusing... La la la time passes... talk talk talk... ::casts haste:: Ian is on Jon's lap... I blink. And was like "Oh, Ok." Luckily, Carolynne has work in the morning so we ended up having to leave rather early. We made a couple more rounds and then as we were on our way out Carolynne stopped me from saying bye to Ian, because Ian and Jon were making out... I was like "Oh; Thanks!" So we left...
On a fun note:
I danced in a goth club to Bjork! So hottttt!
Tuesday, February 11, 2003 -- 08:08 a.m.
Music -- Blümchen vs E-Type - Es Ist Nie Vorbei
I'm wicked sad. I can't go to the gym today. ::sighs:: Oh well It's for a good cause. Tonight Carolynne and I are going to Haven (A goth club). I'm wicked nervous. Heh, we're going because I'm meeting a boy (Ian). Yay! I'm feeling really optimistic. I really hope things go well. If so, It gives me enough time to dodge the V-Day bullet! ::laughs:: I will have someone before V-Day! ::snickers::
I wish I had the power of True Goth (Victorian Goth) I could be the hottest man alive. And I could command the power of goth. Oh yeah, I've given up soda too. I figure if I'm not going to change my diet, I can at least change what I consume to drink. SO now I'm drinking alot more water. ::gags:: I wish to die. ::yawns:: I really want to go to the gym ;___;.
Tuesday, February 11, 2003 -- 07:52 a.m.
Music -- Akira Yamaoka - I Feel...
Ok... I can deal with my personal space being encroached upon... well for a short period of time... I mean I had to do it for most of the summer. BUt last night a sin was committed. I don't have a very strong personal smell, so it takes a while for my stuff to smell like me. But I laid down on my bed last night and it didn't smell like me. I became enraged. I'm now down to about 12% patience left. I deal with being encroached physically, emotionally, visually, and by sounds far better than if my Ol' factory senses are attacked. I'm now at the point where I don't want *ANYONE* to touch my stuff... I'm just sick of my space being violated so. My homeostatis is failing.
I personally don't know how much more I can take before I totally lose my mind.
Saturday, February 8, 2003 -- 01:21 p.m.
Music -- Jefferson Airplane - Somebody to Love
Well.. I've regained my papillion sphere and positive optimism. ::rolls eyes:: Great. Well, Carolynne and I went to the Gym This morning. It was ok. I wish the nice girl had been there. Teehee... There was a man w/ a big package in the locker room. I was almost dumbfounded. I had a brief recollection of gym class. There were a couple cute guys in the gym. I was too afraid to look at them though. ::shrugs:: oh well..
Last night was hott... I made a ton of new friends... Judy is wicked awesome... and this guy from Northampton IM'd me last night. I was wicked excited. ::shattered thoughts:: Well... Carolynne and I are going to Haven on Tuesday. I'm excited and nervous... well... my thoughts are unorganized and hurt to type... so I'm off...
Friday, February 7, 2003 -- 01:38 p.m.
Music -- Blumchen - Herz an Herz
I joined a Gym today. And saw a car flipped over when I got off the mass pike.
Sunday, February 2, 2003 -- 01:59 a.m.
Music -- Blümchen - Herz an Herz
I posted on my LJ too...
You are Tsukino Usagi
You are love food, boys, shopping, and hanging out with your friends. You tend to cry when things get too hard, and have trouble doing things right the first time. You probably need to study a little harder. Your faith in the basic goodness of all people keeps you on the right track, even when others don't see it.
Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz
Saturday, February 1, 2003 -- 01:45 p.m.
Music -- Sailormoon SuperS DVD 5...
hehe... I bought a webcam and sailormoon dvd 5... now to toy with both...
Friday, January 31, 2003 -- 12:24 a.m.
Music -- Blümchen - Herz an Herz
I've been given far too many paths. I look at them all. They all have very very different outcomes. Some good & some bad. I just don't know.
Earlier, I poured all of my sadness into crafting something. I cried tears for it. It sounds silly but I'm sending it to my friend who also needs to smile<3. Heh, You have such a nice smile too! You should use it more!
Tuesday, January 30, 2003 -- 12:20 p.m.
Music -- Blümchen - Herz an Herz
I added an entry in my Livejournal... Because pitas doesn't support japanese text.
Wednesday, January 29, 2003 -- 11:39 p.m.
Music -- ....
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Wednesday, January 29, 2003 -- 03:33 p.m.
Music -- Aqua - Aquarius
Never. Ever. Will I ever. Meet someone from online again. I now cast aside my generation and will rely on my friends for set ups.................................. I now know more than ever that I want a relationship.
Monday, January 27, 2003 -- 12:26 a.m.
Music -- ...
I'm really irritated right now.
I really really really **REALLY** hate when people don't call me back. Especially when I leave a message. I don't leave messages... I'm really angry.
Tonight was a night wasted, I think I should go to sleep now. It would be easier that way.
I know what I want right now. I want a boyfriend. Someone I can cuddle with. Someone I can kiss. Someone I can give my affection and love to. I want it, I miss it. If I don't get something soon, I may explode. Ugh, I sound and feel so desparate. But I'm not. Cause I apparently still have the ability to be picky. I hate it. I wish someone would just hug me. Hug me in that way that only someone you have feelings for can. A hug of sanctuary and joy. I don't have that anymore... Why not? What did I do to deserve not having one.
Sunday, January 26, 2003 -- 11:22 a.m.
Music -- Dancemania Super Trance Best - Fire Wire (Klubdoctorz Remix)
I cried today. Like really cried. I wanted to keep crying. But I couldn't. Not because I'm strong or was like I have to stop now and cheer up. I cried not about a video game or something unreal today. I cried about life and how frustrating it likes to be. Nothing too specific... more like a floodgate opened and I couldn't stop.
Sunday, January 26, 2003 -- 03:47 a.m.
Music -- The spanish channel.... o.x;
I hate the internet. And the 3 gay men singing on the spanish channel... more so the internet. I hate myself, too.
Friday, January 24, 2003 -- 02:14 p.m.
Music --
Talking to Kethayne online... Is fun... He's the only person I know that types as much as I do... Actually he has more energy than me.
Ex. Ratios:
Alli vs. Kyle - 1 : 3
Kyle vs. Everyone on his buddy list - 3 : 1
Kyle vs. Kethayne - 1 : 3 O.x;;;;
Friday, January 24, 2003 -- 10:48 a.m.
Music -- Togo project feat Sana - Mircacle Moon
A couple nights ago... I saw Lupin the 3rd. It was hideous! I wanted to gouge out my eyes and jam pencils through my ear drums... Maybe it's better in japanese... But english is AWFUL!
My sister is stupid. Her laundry cast Timestop on the washing machine... I just want to do my laundry... I'm down to my last pair of boxers... which means... I wear a pair of boxers that leaves almost nothing to the imagination or boxerbriefs which basically do the same thing... SO I said screw it and threw on pants... I'm wearing pants for no reason!!!! X.x;;
Friday, January 24, 2003 -- 10:37 a.m.
Music -- Togo project feat Sana - Mircacle Moon
I don't want to talk about my current state... I think i'm about to scream... this song is making me cry. I'm such a loser... well... ::plays Insertion:: hey Alli, don't you like this song?
Well last night Stosh cast blindness on Chiisa, I was so sad. Sad for many reasons... BUt then I held it close to my heart and healed it. And Chiisa now is a bearer of the "Dark Ring". Oi Oi... what a weird night.
Thursday, January 23, 2003 -- 11:45 p.m.
Music -- The blowing of the air from the heater.
This is Adam's Art it flippin' rocks! Wow my art node was sparked. It hasn't been touched in a very long time. It smiles.
Thursday, January 23, 2003 -- 10:01 p.m.
Music -- Bjork - Joga (Atari Teen Riot Mix)
I love my sister so much! Glamour Shots eat your HEART out!
Today at work there was black out... it was hotttttt... The power was out for an hour. I got all my work done quickly. And I really hate stupid people:
Stupid Customer #1: ::stands around looking intently at deli::
Deli Clerk: Umm.. The power is out...
SC1: Uhh... does that mean I can't get any Cheese?
I'm glad I didn't have to deal w/ them... I was in a bad mood... There stupidity was even directly affecting me and it made me angry.
I've lost my train of thought ::Wanders off::
Thursday, January 23, 2003 -- 01:53 p.m.
Music -- Bjork - Violently Happy
Hmm... I don't know how I feel about anything right now. I'm really tired. And I definatly don't want to go to work. I don't know... I'm so confused right now. I wish I could have what I wanted right now. But that's not an option.
I have all these random scratches and bruises... I'm injured and confused... Oi oi...
Wednesday, January 22, 2003 -- 10:38 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
All I have left is to fill out my accident report for the police... I have like 2 days left to do that. Maybe I'll do that now... Or maybe I'll play Suikoden 3...
Wednesday, January 22, 2003 -- 09:02 a.m.
Music -- Beatmania - Hunting For You (Long Version)
How can some people be so into their cars... Wow... If you love it so much why don't you marry it... >.<;;; Boys are stupid most of the time...
Gah! Really! What is so important about cars? Heh. I'd be happy with a car that runs properly. I think my car is starting to make more funny noises cause of the accident. I need my taxes back. And I want to go back to school.
Wednesday, January 22, 2003 -- 08:10 a.m.
Music -- Ayumi Hamasaki - Appears (Ayu-ro Mix)
Hehe. I like it when people still IM you even when you are away. It makes me happy. XD XD XD
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 -- 09:54 p.m.
Music -- Bjork - Joga (Atari Teen Riot Mix)
...I just talked to this kid Aaron from Lynn. He's emo. He seems wicked cool. As I've come to see. Most emo kids are pretty nice. Conversation was a little akward maybe. ::shrugs:: I don't know probably cause you know I've never talked to this person before in my life. Oi oi. I'm wicked hyper trusting I guess. I'm more apt to tell you my entire life story if I've never met you. Oi oi, I hope he doesn't think I'm some sort of freak. XD XD XD That would be awful! Heh. He has a LJ. I think that is an Emo requirement.
I've descovered a very important component in all of Camryn's Emo magic. It's Sarcastium. I wish I could get my hands on a bottle of that.
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 -- 08:33 a.m.
Music -- Bjork - JOGA (Atari Teenage Riot Mix)
Oy Vey!
Which Ringwraith are You?
By Lisa
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 -- 08:14 a.m.
Music -- Bjork - JOGA (Atari Teenage Riot Mix)
::sighs:: I hate being hungry. I don't do anything. Why should I be hungry. Eating makes me feel fat. ::rolls eyes:: It's not like I'm out running or doing anything exerting... Maybe I should go play some DDR. But yeah, I don't know. So yeah, Eating sucks and thats my story and I'm sticking to it?
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 -- 07:41 a.m.
Music -- LED feat. Sana - The Shining Polaris
::cackles madly:: Cute people like me!
I Got into a flippin' Car Accident! ::Shakes fists:: What the hell.. DO I have to get in one every year or something? At least it wasn't my fault. I was minding my own business, driving down the street and a car pulls out in front of me... and I smash into them. Luckily, Betty took it like an Oldsmobile. I think my left blink was smashed and my bumper has some minor damage. And the other car doesnt have much damage (I shattered their hubcab.) Whatever, I don't care as long as my insurance doesn't go up. So in a nutshell, It wasn't my fault. The other guy got a citation, I didn't, I need to fill out an accident report w/i the next 4 days and I have to call my place of insurance. Oi oi.
On another note: Cheez is coming back on the 5th! SO excited! And Cass is working on my costume!!! XD XD XD
Monday, January 20, 2003 -- 03:33 p.m.
Music -- Bjork - Joga
I think I've tainted all my friends. They are all putting up pictures on Hot or Not. ::falls over:: Oh what will become of us all.
Monday, January 20, 2003 -- 08:52 a.m.
Music -- ...Still Suikoden....
I think I figured out the people... I think they are angry straight women... And they can tell I'm gay and they are angry... Because they all fell for a gay guy at one point and they are taking it out on poor little me... ::sighs::
Monday, January 20, 2003 -- 08:43 a.m.
Music -- Suikoden 3 playing in the background....
Seriously, I don't know who the people that rate some of the people on Hot or Not are... But jesus christ... How can I be lower than some of them... It's like, I'm not conceited or anything but, aren't I cuter?
Sunday, January 19, 2003 -- 07:29 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Well, I archived... and It turns out that I'm not that bad XD XD XD XD... Unless... It was like all my friends that rated me ^^;;;... Then it explains so much... Oh well, I have a splitting headache and I'm hanging out w/ Mike at 1... ::shrugs::
Sunday, January 19, 2003 -- 07:28 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I'm sorry, I'm such a freak.....