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Name: Ky
AIM: EldritchDiscord
Alli: Neuromancer
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Monday, November 18, 2002 -- 11:33 a.m.
Music -- Beatmania IIDX 7th Style - Burning Heat (Full Option Mix)
I love my computer now... it's so fast and has cable modem... I think I've become symbiotic w/ Kefka... O.x;;;
Well I just wanted to post because I haven't [posted] in a while...
Alot has happened recently... None of which I care to post about. But I'm so confused... ::sighs:: Just be open and optimistic... I haven't been this way in a while... Well time for food.
Thursday, November 7, 2002 -- 09:32 p.m.
Music -- DJ Taka - V
Ok... Today deserves a post...
Today was good because:
I worked 8-1pm...
I went to HCC and I get my money in like a Week ($1400)...
I felt cute...
I played Risk w/ Alli, Laura, Steve, and Damon -- Laura, Alli & I wiped out Damon and Steve and called it a game... Not to mention I had Celine Dion and Ghandi on my side and Mexico won against US (4 vs. 14) WEIRD! Alli and I couldn't believe it, Mexico can't win...
And another odd thing happened. Jay IM'd me and winked at my away message. I mean 2 days ago he flipped out on me and called me a stalker and said he was afraid of me. What the fuck! I mean if you're going to speak to me at least say something more than that. I don't know what to think. At least he said something... not that he ever replied to my e-mail... ::mutters:: Those comments hurt.
Well, I going to tidy up here... Maybe do a little more moving... gotta get ready for tomorrow... Shopping!!!
Saturday, November 2, 2002 -- 11:11 a.m.
Music -- DJ Taka - V
My illness has made me realize something... I feel so alone... The illness dissolved my wall of denile and now I feel depressed.
It also didn't help that earlier when I was talking to Jay when we said good bye, I almost said I love you. It's so hard. I just want to be w/ him. I just wish he felt the same.
Friday, November 1, 2002 -- 07:46 a.m.
Music -- Tatu - I Went Crazy
I feel sick! I have a 100.3 fever. BUt that WILL NOT STOP ME! I will have a good day. Everything will go as planned today!
I love Cam she went to go get me some fever stuffs and ginger ale ::keels over:: urk!
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 09:49 p.m.
Music -- Tatu - All The Things She Said
Tonight, was shitty. I was weird w/ Jay ::shrugs:: maybe initial akwardness. My plans for tonight were in a constant state of limbo until we finally did something. My costume finally ended as "Crazy Dr. Hojo" from Perfect Dark accompanied by Red Mage Type Mr. Squirrel. And then I heard the russian lesbians on the way home from eating. ::shrugs:: Today, was crappy.
But tomorrow is a new day and it involves, Moving, Getting Utilities, Therapy Shopping, and Food, and Going Out!
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 02:02 p.m.
Music -- Nothing...
I feel sick. I want tonight to work. I think it's going to fail. I'm going to throw up.
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 11:00 a.m.
Music -- Shoujo Kakumei Utena - Missing Link
I... want to watch the end of Utena ;_____;....
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 09:20 a.m.
Music -- Las Ketchup - The Ketchup Song
I feel like I'm damaged goods.
Thursday, October 31, 2002 -- 09:13 a.m.
Music -- Las Ketchup - The Ketchup Song
... Well today is Halloween. I'm really nervous, I have a really bad feeling about tonight. I want things to work out. It's our last year going trick or treating ::sighs::. I sense doom and dispair in my future. Well, I need to clean the house a little, do some laundry and such. I'm going w/ Jay to a dentist appt. after he gets out of school.
I've taken a poll of who thinks kissing is cheating or not. And all of them think it is. Maybe I'm not crazy after all. (Ok, yeah, there are some times when it's not but those situations also are far rarer than when the kissing is cheating.)
Tuesday, October 29, 2002 -- 12:23 a.m.
Music -- Nothing...
Jay and I broke up... It was a mutual break up I guess.
Why?
Because our Dating and Relationship morals and ethics have a couple major differences.
How do I feel?
Like I wish a house was dropped on me. I think it would be easier.
Halloween will go on as planned!
Monday, October 28, 2002 -- 01:47 p.m.
Music -- MAX - Hikari no Veil
I have Hikari no Veil as my ringtone now ^_^;;;. I Talked to Liz (from the con) today. Aparently Con-Jay came out ::cackles:: So cute! I had a feeling ^_^;;;. I'm so tired. I'm only working 4 days this week. ::grumbles:: That's not good O.x;. Halloween is Thursday, I need to whip something up quickly!. So far our Trick -or- Treat posse is: Cass, Alli, Me, Jay, Laura. Unfortunately, Cam has work I'm so sad. This will probably be our last time ::sighs::.
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Sunday, October 27, 2002 -- 11:17 p.m.
Music -- Dancemania Speed 7 - Survivor
This weekend started off shakey. But ended w/ me using a deep soul point. Saturday, was well annoying. I ended up waiting all day for Matt for nothing. I would have enjoyed a call saying he wasn't moving. And then I started to get a headache. Luckily, Stosh bought me some excedrine migraine and that got me through the headache and laser tag. So all was good.
Today, my time table is screwed up. It feels like I didn't wake up, I've been dazed all day. Hehehe, I love Jay. Well. That's It. I'm too dazed to say much else now.
Friday, October 25, 2002 -- 09:00 a.m.
Music -- My Cell Phone Ring - Ba Kkwo
Well, Last night my mom suprised me w/ a Cell Phone ... ... ...
Now next subject, I helped Matt paint last night and I got paint on my work pants ::sighs:: Oh well. God I hate mage war so many Popups! Umm, crap train of thought derailed. Well I'm going to see Jay after he gets out of school and I have work 5 - close (midnight). So I don't know ::wanders off:: I'm hungry....
Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 12:04 p.m.
Music -- DJ Taka - V
Ok, I've come to the conclusion that Betty is a fat kid. She doesn't like to have anything less than a third of a tank of gas or she gets pissy. What a bitch >.<;;;;.
I went and played 7th mix today. It was fun I actually got further than the freeze in MAX 300. I met some cool kids, again ^^;;;. We discussed the annoyance of the "New DDR Kids" from 5th mix. And some kids from Pittsburg were at the mall too. I did really well on Kakumei and I did all the true... trance sunrise steps! ::w00t::
Saturday, I will be obtaining Matt's couch and playing Laser Tag all night. I can't wait. I'm tired, I don't feel like working. I need a hug. ::sighs::
Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 09:03 a.m.
Music -- DJ Taka - Tomorrow Perfume
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Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 09:00 a.m.
Music -- DJ Taka - .59 (Live)
This really pleased me ^_^
What kind of porno would you star in?
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Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 08:55 a.m.
Music -- D CompleX - Ecstacy (Midnight Blue Mix)
i am extremely intelligent and very wise. i think logically and rhetorically in order to get problems solved. if i'm not mad now, i'm getting very close.
how mad are you?
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Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 08:47 a.m.
Music -- DJ Sammy - Heaven
Which Witch? Witch
Wild and beautiful, you are a Witch. You can feel the tides, the moon, the air, life itself.
You use the strength of your will, and the quickness of your mind, to bend and shape your reality.
Magick is a part of you, and you are a part of everything else.
Evil? No.
Amazing? Yes.
Which Witch Are You?
Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 08:43 a.m.
Music -- Pierrot - Mad Sky
I feel better now O.x;;;;
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Thursday, October 24, 2002 -- 08:14 a.m.
Music -- Utada Hikaru - Simple & Clean -PlanitB Mix-
When you walk away you don't hear me say, Please Oh Baby, Don't go.
::sighs:: I've been feeling down. So down that doing things that are fun seem empty now. I feel so empty sometimes, no, alot of the time.
Wednesday, October 23, 2002 -- 02:18 p.m.
Music -- Tess - Stay
I started Phase I of cleaning my computer. I got rid of old programs and spyware. Not to mention I upgraded to AOL 8.0 and updated everything else. Next I'm going to organize my folder. ::shudders:: What can I say I'm such a freak. I've got nothing better to do with my time in the morning.
Well I have work at 3 today. I get out at 8 and I think I'm going to Matt's House after work. I need to make a new CD. OMG! Today when I was getting breakfast they played "The Ketchup Song" on the radio. I was so excited, I need to tell Jay (unless he still reads my blog). ::cackles madly::
Tuesday, October 22, 2002 -- 11:27 p.m.
Music -- Super Trance Best - EVERYBODY'S FREE (FLIP'N' FILL CLUB MIX)
Yay! Merrill's boyfriend fixed my compii! I'm so happy! Well kinda, I've been really down all day. I've felt like crying. It's all I've felt like doing today. I saw Jay after work. We (Jay, Sabrina, Josh and I) went to the Erotic Empire. It was ok ^_^;;;. I saw Jay that cheered me up a little. I love him so much, I wonder if he knows how much I really love him. I would do almost anything for him. ::sighs::