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Sunday, December 2, 2001 - 07:51 p.m. I had an absolutely wonderful weekend. Ever since that quiz I took (see last pita entry) I've been afraid of being dependant. Over the years I have noticed some things that support the idea, but other times I am fiercely independant. This weekend, I was left to my own and was pretty much afraid that I would end up lonely and pathetic, having nothing to do.
Friday night I went out to see Stephanie sing her first big solo with Pandemonium. I first got to experience Stephanie's voice on our trip to France senior year of HS. There she and Katie harmonized to Shania Twain, reminding me why I don't sing when others can hear me. So I was pretty excited to see Stephanie being on stage. She sang "Breathless", another country number (she's not a country girl). Also, Katie came with her accappella group from Georgetown and had a solo, too!
After that I got to go clubbing at Platinum with Leah, Sabreena, et al. We were supposed to get there by 12 so that we could get in free, but of course, we got there moneyless at 12:30 and had to borrow money from our boy escorts with pockets. I had a good time dancing, remembering how much I've missed it since freshman year. There were a bunch of dirty guys there that were quite horny and stubborn. Us 4 girls had about 20+ guys hit on us, and only one of them was cute. The night ended with a threat of a fight between a 5' dirty guy that tried to hit on Sabreena, and Matt who was trying to protect her. So, after getting a bit lost in DC, I got home at 4:30.
A sample of the conversation on the way back: "I really like peeing in nice hotels" ~ Sabreena
Saturday morning, 3 hours later I got up to go to Habitat. It was my very first REAL building trip! By the time we got to Baltimore I woke up. First I got to take apart some 2x4's that used to be ladders. Then I helped Lisa build a frame for a wall... us working quite efficiently at first, and then messing up tons later. I was quite relieved to finally see it up by the time we left in the evening.
Some of the conversation from the building site: Me "Liz, you're just mad because you don't have a quirk." Liz "I can't hear anything, does that count as one?" Someone "I think that's a disability!"
There was also some talk of achieving happiness is like reaching orgasm. Lisa explained that she did reach happiness Friday night, even though she slept alone.
In the evening Liz and I had our own little party with Smirnoff Ice and some Dr. Mario. Terp Towers almost burned down. I got to be asshole President once, Liz earned the asshole award. Feeling dirty Liz took a shower expressing that "[she] love[s] going to bed with [her] hair wet"
- (analyze that). Jason came over for a few hours and got a good show of our pillow fight, which was summed up well by Liz speaking in third person - "Liz just wants to lay on the big penis."
Liz's away message at the time: Asshole with other apartmentmates, drunken shower (by myself
unfortunately)...fish sticker currently stuck to my forehead...this website really just sums it all up....
http://www.geocities.com/thesmuts/iwannadateliz.html
Yep, so I managed to survive a weekend without being dependant, and it was quite nice to see Will at 3am Saturday after my big "single" weekend was over.
Monday, November 12, 2001 - 01:39 p.m. Yeah, so I took Alicia's test:
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Now I'm depressed :(
Tuesday, October 30, 2001 - 12:12 a.m. Ok, here's what happened:
Today Lisa said that I was first on her buddy list because my IM name was longest on her "Godlike" category. But then, Kiran signed on and took over my spot. So, I put in a space to make my name longer, but that wasn't long enough, so, I changed it back.. But i decided that i might want to consider playing with it some more.. and I ended up with two capitalized E's.
Here's what followed: (screen names have been replaced by first names)
Matt: changing your name
Matt: are you tring to avoid hw that much
Matt: that makes you a dorky EE major
Steve: so you like elec. engs?
John: you changed your screenname
John: ok cool, just wanted to make sure it was you and you weren't possesed
Jay: why the EE?
Andrew: [my screen name with the two E's]
Me: one little change and i'm getting so much attention
Me: really, i don't remember having so many AIM windows up while not spamming or planning something
Andrew: lol
Andrew: did will do it?
mashaspEEt: oh, everyone except Will seems to have noticed
oops, my mistake - 12 minutes later into the conversation with Will:
Will: why'd you change capitalization there?
Will: i can do that too! [as he double E's his s/n also]
Jay: so now your boyfriend is cool too?
Jay: you're an odd breed
Who knows, maybe I'll keep it after all...
Tuesday, October 16, 2001 - 05:26 p.m. It's been a month and a half since school started, and this is only the second entry I've written. Considering how many topics I've had to babble on about, I'm finding it strange that I've finally decided to write my next entry.
There have been about a half a dozen major events in the last few weeks. First there was the hijacking/WTC attacks, then there was the tornado that left hundreds of people homeless, Will moving in with me and Lisa for a few weeks, numerous robberies and attacks on campus, losing 3 roomates, and well.. WAR. Yet I choose not to write about any of those.
My topic for today is stress relief. Over this week I have realized that maybe I'm not as much of a bum as I believed before. Not only am I studying quite effectively this semester (lets hope this keeps up), but I am also somewhat of a neat freak. Now, this doesn't mean that I get offended by the sight of a crumb, but I think it bothers me to see stuff laying around that I don't like and doing nothing about it. Yesterday, after finishing studying for one exam and starting studying for a second one, I washed dishes. Today, after finishing up 2 of my exams and having a full 20 minutes of free time before I had to go to another meeting, I vacuumed. My whole life I felt that the vacuum is the worst sound in the world, but today it felt completely relaxing. It was a warm whirring sound, and it felt comforting imagining all the dirt inside of the vacuum, sort of a very soft cushiony bed. Dreamy imagery, it must be the lack of sleep.
So yeah, all of the events that have been happening lately have definately bothered me, that's probably why I haven't written about them. It's just so obvious, so I'd rather think about them to myself for now.
Oh, and I love SMUT! - www.geocities.com/bolnaya/smut.html
Sunday, September 23, 2001 - 05:27 p.m. Welcome back to school! Well, actually, I've noticed that it's been quite a few weeks since I've been back, but I just wasn't quite ready to write something earlier. During the summer I wrote in stuff that I did. It felt weird to write feelings. But today, I read a pita that I really liked, so I might try to go in that direction from now on. I usually prefer to talk to people about my opinions rather than write them down, I thought that was growth on my part.
Ok, so actual news: I live in an actual apartment. It's on campus, and there's 8 people living in it, but it's real I tell you, because it has a kitchen and 2 bathrooms. All of the girls are nice and stuff. The only current problems are the disappearing couch, junk in the "family room", and the piles of dirty dishes Sunday mornings. The general room is presently decorated in a blue/bright green motif. We're hoping to make stuff match soon. In our room, Lisa has an indian/asian theme going. I have something impressionistic/artsy/random stuff theme. Hopefully that'll improve soon too :).
Classes this semester seem doable. Nothing is too complicated and no professors seem too demanding. The only class that bothers me so far is Finance - it's based on accounting! I was so sure that accounting was out of my life forever. Oh how wrong I was.
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