Mood: bored

Music: none

hmm i'm bored. I suppose i should talk about what happnened yesterday and friday. Well friday i got to see Momo ^^ yay that was lots of fun. Got to jump on the trampalene! We wen't to the mall later that night and i got my ears pierced finally! i got really nervous before hand, but after they did the first piercing i found out that it doesn't really hurt that much at all. So now i have each of my ears pierced 3 times and my cartilage pierced once on my right ear ^_^ I'm glad i got them done tho now i want more lol My mom doesn't want me to get anymore tho x.x oh well. Thats about all i did on friday other than meating with my counseler earlier that morning.

On Saturday i slept in and then i had to get up and get ready right away to go to my grandma's house. That was really really boring. I was the only one my age there. So i had to sit there and listen to them go on and on and on about the most boring things. I was really hungry the whole time too b/c i didn't get lunch. Tho i did get ice cream on the way home ^^ Didn't really do anything after that. My mom and dad went out to eat so i had to watch my brother. Got a call from some ppl wanting me to babysit right then. I couldn't of course b/c i had to watch my brother, but really did they just expect me to drop everything and go watch their kids? stupid ppl x.x

Hey anyone have Six-hundred and fifty dollars they want to give me? lol thats how much it would cost to get one of those really pretty boy super dollfies *_* Well it would cost more than that b/c you would have to get it from a service that would go buy it for you and charge extra for them and then really expensive shipping. I love the boy super dollfies tho. they are soo cute. Maybe i can get one when i'm rich some day lol like that will ever happen. I can dream right? ahh well thats it for now. I'm going to go look at some more of those pretty boy SDs *_*

Z.Y.


You are Megu! Your quiet, mysterious and just a
little sexy. You enjoy being alone most of the
time. There seems to be a darkness around you.

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Mood: excited

Music: Crucify My Love by X Japan

Good and bad news. I went to see my counseler today and of course its too late for them to pay for my Japanese class. I knew that already, but my mom didn't seem to believe me. The problem is the course is too expensive for my parents to pay for all of it. So we are going to take the money out of my college fund. I'm soo happy i get to take it tho ^^ My parents are telling me that know i have to stay and go to college in state. i don' really care tho b/c Momo thinks she might stay here for college too ^_^ yay hmm i'm looking at Super Dollfies. They are cute ^^ here look at him. Isn't he a cute dollfie. ah well i guess i should tell you what Dollfies are in case you don't know. They are just these high quality dolls made by the Japanese company Volks. Ah well i beter go!

Z.Y.

mood: once again bored

Music: Roman Hikou by Psycho le Cemu

I'm in a posting mood today for some reason o_O I'm really bored right now x.x They day has been so long. When my mom came home from work today she got really mad at me b/c i hadn't cleaned up other ppls crap around the house. x.X i don't want to have to clean up after others. I hate having to do that. Today my mom was like you never help out around the house blah blah blah and you should since you want me to do all these things for you blah blah blah so if you want me to take you to register for that class tomorrow you better do "something" around the house. Of course they wont tell me what to do. They think i should be psychic and do what they want x.x I got really upset after that then clean the bathroom. When i told my mom that i cleaned it she didn't even say anything at all! It was like she totally ignored what i said. I do something and do i get any thanks? No of course not. I don't want to do stuff and then have nobody appreaciate it. grrr stupid parents

Good news tho. While we were eating supper Blair dropped off my check from babysitting. yay! I want to order some cds really badly. So now i will make a fun little list ^^

Z.Y.'s CD Wishlist(in no particular order)

-Vulgar(special edition) by Dir en Grey
-ID Attack by Pierrot
-Frontiers(special edition) by Psycho le Cemu
-Recollection by Doll Parts
-No. 5 by Morning Musume
-Dix Infernal by Moi dix Mois
-Gagaku by Miyavi
- Shinshoku Doremi Techou by Doremidan
-Duel Jewel's new cd that comes out in October

Okay thats it. I'll probably never buy half of those lol oh well. well i better go

Z.Y.


You are Tare Panda!

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You get "Yukke"Jjang! from MUCC!! CUTE[!]
Says everything about him! >_< [Kawaii]

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Mood: bored

Music: SUPER LOVER~I Need You Tonight~ by W-inds

My blog is f**ked up x.x the pics aren't working. My tag board isn't either. I think blog studio is having a problem. It could also just my comp. Its been really bad today! I has frooze and got all screwed up at least 4 times in the last 1-2 hr. x.X i hate my comp.! I hope it burns in hell o.o; I'm hoping it won't screw up again other wise i'll be really really angry grr Anyways today i got my id and it looks like crap! gah i hate it so much x.x i hate school! i really really hate it!!!! Maybe we should blow it up like in X-Day lol yea right. I wish it would go away tho. The good knews tho i'm going to try to sign up for a Japanese class tomorrow. Its not too late for me to register i found out. So tomorrow me and my mom are going to see my counseler and get my transcript and stuff and see about registering. If i am able to then i'm going to have classes during the week at 4:30-5:20. So thats not soo bad. I just hope i'm not trying to do way too much. I'm already taking two math classes and now possible two languages. If its to much i think i'll cut back on math and just take one class ^^ eep Momo i know i said i'd wait to take it until next year so we can take it together, but i really really want to take it soooo badly. sorry v.v I've decided that i want to spend my second year of college in Tokyo so by then i'll have 4 years a Japanese. I hope that that would be enough. Anyways thats the only thing i'm looking forward to about school.

Today i've been on a W-inds thing. I love the song Super Lover by them. Its sooo addictive and fun ^_^ I would definitly recomend it. Tho the only problem is that they are a boy band, but they are a Japanese one so i guess its ok ^^ Whoo i need to get more W-inds songs. I've been trying to, but then my comp. keeps freezing so its not working x.x I really like Because of you by them also. Oh gosh if my sister heard their music she would probably make fun of my b/c i'm listening to little boy bands now. I need to find out more about this band, but i'm having trouble finding any good ENGLISH websites. I've only found one decent one. oh well

I kind of feel bad about getting angry about my dvd being backordered now. I sent an e-mail to the ppl asking about what was going on with my order. Today i got a nice email back from some person named Ken. He was really nice and said he would check up on my order and stuff and said that it was probably backordered. I mean its not really the websites fault that that happened. The dvd just happened to sell out is all. oh well. i'm going to go try to get some more W-inds songs and pray that my comp. doesn't mess up again.

Z.Y.

W-inds quizzes today!! ^^


Keita

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Ogata Ryuichi

your w-inds bf
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Ryuichi is your super lover ^_^

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Ryuichi Ogata

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lol i suck at dancing. Got a lot of Ryuichi results huh?

Mood: okay better than before
Music: the tv i'm watching FLCL

ugh i got my scedule today. It sucks of course tho i do have one class with Jenny yay! tho none with momo or nana ;.; I have to get up really early tomorrow so i can get my picture taken for my id. I have an ugly pimple right on my cheek tho x.x it looks so bad. Today tho Kailey emailed me back and said she would send my the tape of the DJ live at Acen. yay!!! ^_^ I just gotta burn the Lapidary cd for her b/c she doesn't have all the songs. That made me really happy ^^ i can't wait to get it.

Other than that i didn't do too much today. I babysat until 4:15 or so. I had to babysit the nieghboor kid as well, but thats ok b/c know i get paid more. I hope i get my check soon tho. Yesterday when i went babysitting i had to go with them to the pool x.x i hate being in swimming suits b/c m don't have the best body. So we were there for 2 hours! My skin got really dry from that. It was yucky. hmm well thats about all that happened. better go now

Z.Y.


Your King is Die! Heh, what a sweetheart. You like
the funny king type, I know I would. Go you!

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You are... Aiji x buttflap!

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Things i'm frustrated with:

-School is starting in a little over a week
-I have to get up early tomorrow to go get my picture taken for my id
-the person who i babysit for said i would only have to babysit for half a day today, but i had to stay until 4:15 an missed going to register
-they haven't paid me for all my babysitting yet. They are going to run over a check later haha like a few days later x.x
-i have no classes with my friends
-The dvd i odered should have been here by now, but i just found out that it is now out of stock so i'll have to wait at least a week more to get it x.x
-i can't take any japanese classes
-my sister is going to probably stay home this year
-i'll probably never be able to finally get my ears pierced again
-i'm so damn fat
-i've felt like crap for the last few days

i feel stressed. i don't feel very good. today wasn't very good. i wanna learn Japanese ;.;

Mood: blah

Music: Art of Life by X Japan

bah i don't feel good again x.x Today was soooooo boring. I sat around at the ppl i babysit for's house and read all day b/c the kids were at friends house for most of the time and the cleaning lady was there so i couldn't do much else. Guess what? tomorrow i have to take the kids to the Children's Museum x.x god how i hate kids. I don't want to take them there and then have to worry about keeping track of them. What if there are a ton of ppl there and i lose them? Then i'll get blamed and gah i don't want to goooo. *whine whine whine* gosh thats all i do in this blog anymore is complain. I should stop. My mom tells me that i complain too much. She thinks i have some problem b/c i'm not constantly happy x.X

okay i feel better now. Watched Psycho le Cemu's pv where they dress up as monkeys ^0^ Hey Momo, Nana remember him from Acen --> http://www.risingsun2.net/gallery/afo4-dealers/afo4_1334 Its cool hair guy. His name is actually Harry lol ok randomly found that pic. today ^^; alright i gotta get some sleep tonight!

Z.Y.


You're Jibun kakumei!!! Whatch out, you could hurt
someone.

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Fun Panties, You're playful and full of life!

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Mood: stressed

Music: Hebi Ichigo by Kana

blah i don't feel soo good. Thats probably b/c i'm stressed. x.x gah this always happens. Just this summer i've started getting stressed over nothing and having little tummy aches. They don't usually last very long either tho. Its odd. Its really annoying. Oh well tho life goes on ^^ Today i went to Barnes and Noble and spent too much money! ^^;; It was worth it tho. I got some more manga ^_^ They were all really good. I got a couple new ones i haven't read yet too. I got X-Day. That one is really good. I recomend it. Its about this girl who is pretty depressed b/c everything seems to be going wrong. Then she meets these ppl in this chat room and they make plans to blow up the school. o.o; its really good tho trust me. One of the girls is a cute gothic lolita ^^ The other new one i bought was Gravitation. Tho i do agree the anime is probably better b/c of the music part of it. I still rather enjoyed it a lot. Can't wait until the next one comes out so i can see what happens to Eiri(evil eyes!!!! lol) and Shuichi! Other than that i broke down and got the 4th Kare Kano. I've decided i might as well finish the series. Then i bought #13 of Mars. I loooove Mars. My favorite manga ever ^_^ tho its going to be over after 2 more books ;.; In the next book Masao is going to get out of the mental hospital!! He is sooo evil and bad. He will probably try to kill Kira or Rei again o_O ok i'm finished blabing about manga now ^^

gah tomorrow i have to babysit all day. 9:00 till 5:00 x.x i don't like little kids. I hope they go over to their friends houses to play so i can just sit around and not have to worry about them. I have to babysit on Tuesday and for half the day on Wed. oh well i shouldn't be complaining b/c i was the one who agreed to babysit. I need money b/c i spent too much today ^^; bah anyways i'm going to go and enjoy the time i have left before i have to go to bed and then go strait to babysitting tomorrow

Z.Y.

Die quizzes today! (Well they weren't orginally Die quizzes, but i got Die results on them^^;)


You're obsessed with your Die plushie. He has magic
growing hair so you can cut it to any period
you like, a cute leather outfit, and comes with
a free plush playstation kit with any purchase.
(But his hair comes in black, so you have to
buy the magic hair dye playset. What a pisser.)

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Your date is DIE! He is really funny, ne? I'm sure
you two will have a great time laughing the
night away! Have fun with him!

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Mood: sleepy

Music: Uwaki na Honey Pie by Country Musume ni Konno to Fujimoto(long name, but really cute song ^^)

I just got home from babysitting x.x i dislike children very much. I got some money tho yay ^^ eee i want to go on a spending spree, but i must not. I want to get Psycho le Cemu and Dir en Grey's new album! probably never will tho ^^; My mom wants to get me a credit card type thing like a debit card. That way i can order things online whithout having to use their credit card ^_^ I hope so so then maybe i can order some cds! whee~ I'm babysitting during the day a few times next week so i'll have money to spend. *Honey Pie!!!* o.o;; this song is soo cute. I love how they say honey pie in it ^_^

today i called around to all the stores to see if i could find some acrylic hoops, but no luck x.x one said they could order me some so i'm going to have to check that out sometime. Since i can't seem to get those earings around here i might just put those on hold for now. I would rather get my ears pierced some more ^_^ My mom doesn't want to take me tho b/c i don't deal well with pain like that. o.o;; My mom said to take my friends with me to do it. She seems to think i'll have less problems that way. oh well

tomorrow is Sunday. Boring Sunday. Nothing much to do on Sundays ever. I must find something interesting to do. That will be my goal. Don't know if it will work out soo well, but i'll try ^^; Anyways i'll leave you with the lyrics to Anmaku that i finally read today after they had been up for a while. *is soo lazy*

I can still hear your voice somewhere far away
and yet my wavering feelings can never get to you

I've gotten used to the crying, but my heart's still
getting used to betraying
- still waiting for you
My regret is getting worse and worse, and I've hurt your feelings
The love from my friends is fading away
I'm losing it
I can't even get it back

Still... It's painful...
It's too painful to forget
Every time I think back the old beautiful days,
I realize that she was the one
I've set the clock ahead of my past memory
Hate, Solitude, Regret.... That was me...
Still...

I'm getting so scared of myself that I've been hurting
people around me
and I avoid everything
There is no place where I can belong to
I know my muddy eyes can't reflect the future

Still.... It's painful...
It's too painful to forget
Every time I think back the old beautiful days,
I realize that she was the one
I've set the clock ahead of my past memory
Hate, Solitude, Regret... That was me...
Still....
Still....

Lyrics - Hayato, Music - Shun
Lyrics were taken from dj.com. No credit for the translation goes to me.

Sad lyrics, ne? ;.; Hayato is soo good at writing lyrics and Shun is very good at making music ^_^ I like Anmaku a lot. It was my very first Duel Jewel song so its speacial ^^ Alright thats it for tonight!

Z.Y.


Your best friend is Die! Ha-ha ha alway's laugh's
from him and you. He makes a great best friend.
Good for you!

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CUTE ONES! congratulations! you are the most kawaii
in the world! you like jumping, shouting, and
doing child things! you're such a baby!Like
Jiro, Jun,Ryo,Daishi... lots of people would
take care or you!

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eep i'm going to run out of these quizzes sooner of later ^^;;

Mood: very bored

Music: Shabondama by Morning Musume (its there new single ^_^ i love this song its soo addictive!)

I'm soooo bored. Today has been really really boring for some reason. I went out to supper with my mom tonight. That was nice b/c it was just the two of us ^_^ then we went and got a shower rod b/c ours is broken. Also we looked for these earings i want, but of course we couldn't find them. I think i'll have to go to a piercing place to find them, but even then i'm not sure if they have them b/c this is Iowa. There is never anything here. They earings i want are these plastic hoops that have this ball on it o_O not really sure how to explain it. Daisuke has some. Thats how i found out about them. At first i thought they might just have them over in Japan, but then i saw someone wearing some in Colorado. Now i'm on a search for a pair for myself ^^ I'm going to search for them some more this weekend hopefully. Ah well thats about all i did today. My mom and i rented a video so i'm going to go watch it with her now ^_^

Z.Y.


WHEE! Your inner Kami is fun Kami. You are an
all-around fun loving type of person. You are
usually the one that makes everyone smile. You
can perk up anybody who is down and you're just
in it for shits and giggles. (Thanks Renee.)

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The Quiet One!

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Mood: bored

Music: MiniMoni. Kazoe Uta ~Ofuro Version~ by MiniMoni (yes more MiniMoni ^_^)

I'm bored and after reading Momo's blog i'm in a survey mood now so i'm going to take one too ^_^

x. name = Caitlin
x. birthday = Sept. 19th ^^
x. piercings = 2 in each year tho i plan on getting more soon ^_^
x. Tattoos = nope
x. height = about 5'1" i'm short x.x
x. shoe size = 7
x. hair color = naturally its brown tho i dyed it a natural orangey color
>>last...
x. movie you rented = uhhh i can't remember ^^; its been a while since i've rented one
x. song you listened to = MiniMoni. Kazoe Uta ~Ofuro Version~ by MiniMoni
x. cd you bought = the USA-Only Duel Jewel CD! ^_^
x. cd you listened to = that Usa-only DJ cd
x. person you've called = probably the Wagners(they are the ppl i babysit for) gonna babysit on sat.
x. person who's called you = Momo
x. you have a bf or gf = nope
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = of course! i wanna be in Japan
x. you think about suicide = maybe once or twice nothing to worry about tho ^^;; Anyways that was a long time ago
x. you believe in online dating = from my experience it doesn't work out so well, but then again the the guy was a jackass so i guess it depeneds
x. others find you attractive = i doubt it. I'm not very pretty ;.;
x. you want more piercings = yes, especially in my ears! x. you want more tattoos = eep maybe a really small one tho i doubt i'd ever get one ^^ i wouldn't want it all wrinkly looking when i get old
x. you drink = nope.
x. you do drugs = no don't do that either.
x. you smoke = again no. I find smoking pretty gross
x. you like cleaning = not at all.
x. you like roller coasters = i love them.
x. you write in cursive or print = print i hate cursive
x. you carry a donor card = my driver's permit says yes.
for or against...
x. long distance relationships = it depends
x. using someone = against.
x. suicide = not for me to decide.
x. killing people = also not for me to decide. it depends on the situation.
x. teenage smoking = against smoking in general
x. doing drugs = against drugs are bad. gotta be pretty damn stupid to do them
x. driving drunk = definitly against.
x. gay/lesbian relationships = for it. ppl can love whoever they want
x. soap operas = have no opinion since i haven't really watched any ^^;
favorite...
x. food = umm i dunno i'm pretty picky
x. song = far too many ^^ hmm lets see most of Duel Jewel's songs of course. Au Revoir and Gardenia by Malice Mizer, Mizerable by Gackt, Renai Revolution 21 by Morning Musume, Ash by Dir en Grey, Jinguru Beru by Miyavi...ehh there is lots more, but i don't want to list them ^^;;
x. thing to talk about = umm i dunno
x. sports = I don't like sports
x. drinks = Iced Tea!
x. clothes = whatever i feel like wearing? i dunno
x. band[s] = again there are a lot ^^; at the top of the llist is Duel Jewel now tho ^_^
x. holiday = Halloween and x-mas.
have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or guy = yep
x. Ever lied to someone = hasn't everyone?
x. ever been arrested = nope
what...
x. shampoo do you use = Biolage o_O i dunno my mom bought it for me b/c of my colored hair
x. cologne/perfume do you use = Clinique happy heart ^^ i haven't been wearing it a lot lately tho
x. are you scared of = needles x.x
number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken?: has yet to be really broken
x. of times I have broken someone else's heart?: 0
x. of times I have been in love: have yet to experience that too ^^;
x. of boys I have kissed?: none again
x. of girls I have kissed?: 0
x. of continents I have lived in?: only one
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: just 2
x. of people I consider my enemies?: hmm i don't have a lot of enemies
x. of cd's that I own?: only 12 good Jrock/jpop ones ^^ not sure how many american ones i have. Haven't looked at those in a long time.
x. of scars on my body?: a lot i don't know anymore
x. of things in my past that I regret?: far too many things

Z.Y.


Your date is KYO! You must be really nuts for him
to be attracted to you! And that's a good
thing, considering how sweet he is! I'm sure
you two will make a very KAWAII couple!

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You're a PACKAGE MASTER!

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XDDD i mostly guessed on that quiz by the type of pants they were wearing

Mood: tired

Music: Mini Moni Telephone Ring Ring Ring by Mini Moni(eep they are soo addictive ^^)

eep i've been kind of neglecting to post ^^; oh well. Not much has been happening since i got home. I got to see Momo ^_^ that was lots of fun. All we really did was talk tho. There doesn't seem to be anything else to do anymore, but thats fun so it doesn't matter ^^

hmm well i said i'd write about vacation so i'll write just a bit. Well there was a lot of driving so that was really boring. And it rained just about everyday we were there. Go figure i never have good luck with weather on vacation. As for highlights we went hiking up to these lakes in the moutian and then we got soaked on the way down b/c it rained. We also went horseback riding in the moutians, but my horse started acting up during the ride and tried to bit and kick the other horses. Then half way through the ride it starts raining AND hailing on us x.x but of course my horse keeps being bad so i had to switch horses whith the guide. I got sooo wet from that. Okay well we also went white water rafting. That was fun ^_^ i really liked that. Tho when we went to go change on the bus(o_O i know they told us to change on the bus) but one of the girls with us started to faint and things. So they they had to call an ambulence and take her to the hospital. Also on the way home from the raft trip it rained! Also we visited friends in Kansas and went to the Cosmosphere. Its has and Imax there and a space museum. That was pretty boring, but oh well. So thats basicly what happened on my vacation ^^

I'm trying to get a LiveJournel. eep yes i'm going over to the darkside. ^^; I don't know what i'm going to do with this blog tho if i get a live journel. well just see. hmm i feel like i should write more for some reason o_O oh well i don't want to!! so i'm off then

Z.Y.

Your Sex Dream Is Miyavi

Miyavi is a solo artist that knows how to rock. You like a guy with lots of personality, and really stands out. Miyavi is a guy that jokes around but still can be a sexy guy. You like things to be hot a steamy but want it to contain a bit of innocence. Good Bands: Miyavi, Gackt TAKE THE QUIZ AT OOH-LA-LA.NU!

*_* i love Miyavi


You are Nanahara Shuya - 'Wild Seven' You pretty much don't want to hurt anyone... but it
was an accident! All the babes love you and you
have good friends. Though you are slightly
naive and dorky we still think your adorable.
In the book you have an awesome nickname making
you a cool dude. Plus the womens fancy your
pants

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I love Tatsuya Fujiwara(they actor who played Shuya Nanahara) <3 *.* he is soo cute tho he doesn't look that great in the pic. above ^^;

I'm Back!!
Mood: happy!!!!

Music: Last Letter by Pierrot

I'm finally back from vacation. I'll give a report on that later ^^; too lazy to do it now. I'm soo glad to be back home tho. We drove for like 8 hours today x.x Tho i was happy to find my RAG fanclub stuff waiting for me when i got home!! ^_^ It was very exciting for me ^^; whee~ I'm soo happy that made my day ^.^ Ohh whats really cool tho is that i was talking to Kailey today and i found out that she is member #21 of the club and i'm member #22! How odd huh? I thought it was kind of cool, but thats just me ^^

whee i'm really happy right now for some reason o_O I guess i'm just excited from being home. Vacation was too long for me and it involved way to much driving. Glad for that to be over. Tomorrow i think i'm just going to sleep in and lay around all day. Can't wait! Well thats it for tonight!

ZOMBIE Yuya


You are Ken Ichijouji. Quiet and shy since you are
not used to affection. Don't worry, let Dai
give you a hug.

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My friend made that quiz ^_^ so go take it!


You are REN! You are child-like and cute. Most
people like you and you're quite a talented
bassist.

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I'm in Colorado whoo! x.x
Mood:sora homesick

Music: none b/c i'm in a public library. Don't think they would like my jrock ^^;

Just a quick post here. I'm down in Estes Park, Colorado right now. I'm leaving tomorrow to go see some friends in Kansas. yay more driving x.x i'm in a public library right now so i don't have a lot of time to make a long post b/c i have a time limit. I'll just say my vacation has been rather interesting ^^; I'll give a full report when i get back on Saturday or Sunday. gah it's too far away. I wish i was home now. I can't live without my comp. ^^; I want to post on my friends tagboards, but they don't work on this computer ;.; stupid library. well it was either this or i would have to pay money to use a comp. at one of the internet cafes around here. I want to save up my money tho. I'm thinking about peircing my ears again. I don't know tho b/c as you know i have a very low pain tolerence. Anyways i need to go before i run out of time!

ZOMBIE Yuya

no quizzes today ;.;

I'm leaving soon ;.;
Mood: sad

Music: SEPIA by Duel Jewel

I'm leaving for Colorado tomorrow ;.; i really don't want to go. I wish i could stay home. I'm going to be gone for 8 days!!! So that means i won't be updating my blog for a while. I don't know how i'm going to be able to survive without my comp. At least i'll have my trusty DJ cds with me ^_^ I got some graphic novels today for reading material on the trip. I'm soo temped to read them now tho ^^; I'm going to have to spend sooo much time in the car on this trip. and now since my stupid sister (grrr i really hate her right now) is coming too i have to share the back seat with her and my demon child brother who is very very very annoying x.x i don't think that its going to work out too well considering how we all get along soo well *cough cough* eee save me from this stupid family trip. I don't want to go to colorado. I wish my parents would have picked some place funner to go to. I don't like going outside and do stuff in "nature" so colorado isn't an ideal place for me x.x My mom made me get some shorts today. I absolutly hate shorts. They are evil and i don't like to wear them at all, but i got some x.x Getting those damn things was a bad experience so i'm not going to talk about it. ahh well i hope i survive this trip.

on the lighter side tho i got the new newtype mag. today. Yep the one with the Duel Jewel interview!! ^_^ It was shorter that i thought it was going to be, but it was still nice. Their comments were interesting. They came off as a great band tho! ^^ The interviewer even had lots of nice things to say about them. I'm going to go add this magazine to my collection of Duel Jewel things now ^^ Also today the poster i ordered from Sophie came!!! yay ^_^ gald to have it. I just have to get a frame for it. I don't want it to get hurt. The boys look great on it tho i have to say i thought the quality of this picture would have been a bit better. I still love it all the same tho ^^ Its going to go over my bed where my neon genesis evangelion poster is right now. hmm also the cd i ordered from Sophie came a couple of days ago. Very pleased with the cd. It has SEPIA on it. I'm gald of that b/c i stupidly didn't buy the single while i was a Acen. Also it has the new version of tuski to tawamure. The rest of the songs are from other cds tho. Still a fun cd to have ^^ I like the picture on the front ^_^ You can see a picture of it here. I haven't seen a lot of group pics of all the boys in their new outfits. This one seems to be taken from A-kon so its not officail really i guess. You can tell b/c of Yuya's eye makeup. Its how he wore it at A-kon. I like it that way tho ^_^

There has been a bit of discussion on the DJ mailing list about fangirls who only care about DJ's looks at cons. I agree that some of then are very annoying. I admit i am a bit of a fangirl, but not to the extreme some are. I do care about DJ's music a lot. I love Hayato's voice it is soo beautiful. I didn't even know what Duel Jewel looked like when i first started listening to them. I had just liked there music. Even is all the members of DJ were ugly i'd still like them. Their looks are just a plus ^_^ What makes me angry is those ppl who only like them for their looks. There is no point in being their fan if you don't even care for their music! All those stupid fan-girls who only care for their looks need to go away forever! What i also don't like are fans who just stubbled upon them at one of the recent cons they were at and know they act like they are big macho fans that know everything when they actully don't. grrr Most other fans are okay ^^;; Anyways enought comlaing about that.

Yesterday i finished reading Battle Royale. I have to admit that is a really good book. I'm sad now that i'm finished with it tho b/c now i can't ready anymore of the story. Its over the end ;.; This always happens when i find really good books. I wish that author would right a sequel to BR. He is writing another book, but i no one knows if it has a connection to BR. Oh well. BR was good. Very interesing. It had its violent parts, but they didn't bother me as i had thought they would. The story was soo good. I'm sad that Shogo is gone tho ;.; he was cool. What i don't get about Shogo is that he hacked into the gove. comp and got information about the "program" as if he knew he would need it b/c he was going to be in the "program" again. Why tho when the class was on the bus and being put to sleep with the gas did Shogo try to break the window and escape if he knew he was going to be in the "program"? I don't get it ^^; Maybe i'm just thinking about it too much. Oh well hmm i'm kind of wanting to see the movie now. Tho i worry that the gore might be a bit much for me. I don't know tho b/c lately i've been more interested in violent stuff like BR ^^;; The movies is supposed to be good too right? Another reason why i should see it. hmm i just don't know ^^; oh well i have to go pack now for the trip from hell x.x

ZOMBIE Yuya


You are Noriko. You're sweet, innocent and naiive. And don't
forget cute.

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"Let him go, he always was a loner." - #19 Mimura

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survey thingy
Mood: tired

Music: Drain Away by Dir en Grey

i'm bored so i'm just going to take this survey thing that i took from someone else's blog o.o

B A S I C-
[my name is]: Caitlin
[in the morning i am]: sleeping
[all i need is]: my music
[love is]: something i hope for when i get older
[i'm afraid of]: needles!
[i dream about]: going to Tokyo

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: either they taste the same to me ^^;
[flowers or candy]: candy
[tall or short]: short! b/c i'm short ^0^ actually either tho

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes and hair
[dream boy/girlfriend]: secret
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: ehh i suppose so

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: My buds momo and nana oh! and Katie too. One funny girl that katie is ^^;
[makes you smile]: once again Momo and Nana
[has a crush on you?]: I dunno probably no one
[do you find easiest to talk to]: Momo

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: nope
[save aol/aim conversations]: don't do that either
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: yes of course! guys have it so easy

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Nana
[hugged]: Momo
[you instant messaged]: think it was Nana
[you laughed with]: Momo and Nana

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: yep tho i need to dye it again soon
[habla espanol]: no i hate spanish x.x
[want to end this survey]: *shrug*

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: no! smoking is bad and gross!
[could you live without the computer?]: never!
[what's your favorite food?]: chicken kiev *drools*
[what's your favorite fruit?]: strawberry
[drink alcohol?]: nope
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: hmm i've never really watched either ^^;
[what hurts the most?]: when you get needles stuck in your arm!

-M I S C.- I KNOW: how far is too far
I HAVE: good friends! ^_^
I WISH: i wasn't so scared of everything
I HATE: being paranoid and afaird
I MISS: Acen (yes still!)
I FEAR: needles! didn't i already say that?
I HEAR: Malice Mizer. Tetsu singing Kikou to Sora to be exact. Watched Klaha sing this on Nana's dvd today ^_^
I LOVE: Jrock
I ACHE: nowhere tho my legs did hurt yesterday
I CARE: about my friends
I ALWAYS: ummm sleep a lot?
I AM NOT: not bored o_O
I CRY: when i'm sad
I DO NOT ALWAYS: get done what i need to get done
I WRITE: only when i have to except when it comes to my blog
I DRAW: like crap
I WIN: nothing ^^; i'm not lucky
I LOSE: my pencils all the time!
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: Jrock/pop
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at my computer
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: having friends over today ^_^

hmm that was interesting. First one i've done of those ^^ Okay that it i'm gonna go read my book that i'm addicted too right now. Battle Royale ^_^ pretty good it is. Only 200 more pages to go! I just stared reading this book Sunday night and i'm already 422 pages in! Pretty good huh? Anywas off to reading i go!

ZOMBIE Yuya


Congratulations! You got Kyo! He is the short,
wild, KAWAII member of Dir en Grey. He will do
just about anything for you. You found a good
one! :)

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haha, you're totchi in a kung-fu mood!

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very bored x.x
Mood: bored

Music: Kasumi by Dir en Grey(hmm deg new cd comes out soon yay!)

I'm very bored. There isn't anything to do today. I feel like talking about Daisuke today tho. So thats what i'll do. Daisuke for those who don't know is Duel Jewel make up and hair sylist. He is very good at what he does. I mean just look at DJ's hair. Here is what what Die-chan(Daisuke's nick name) looks like ---> Sorry about the poor quality. I had to scan it with my crap scanner. I took that pictur at Acen. I was lucky to get it. I had wanted his picture, but it didn't look like i was going to be able to get it b/c i hadn't seen him walking around. Right when we were leaving the con i saw him tho and was able to get his pic! ^_^ That was very lucky. He has really cool hair, but you can't see it in that pic. b/c of that hat. His hair has a cheetah pattern on it. It actually looks really good. Anyways the extensions he does are very cool too. I was looking at some that he had done on his webpage and they looks so good. I want to get some extensions from Die-chan ^_^ You can go look at some of the extensions he has done here. Thats his homepage. Sorry its all in Japanese, but its not too hard to navigate. You can see his cheetah hair here ^^ Anyways Die-chan is just cool and well rather good looking ^0^ I adopted Die-chan today ^_^ he is down there with the DJ boys. Oh! heheh look at the picture of Daisuke Sophie has on her blog XDDD If you read the post at the bottom of the page(the one from July 14th) on her blog you'll understand why he is a hot dog. kekeke alright i'm finished talking about the very talented Daisuke ^_^ Like Nana would say au revoir~

ZOMBIE Yuya


You are Aiji!!

~What member of Pierrot are you?~
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You are...Kohta singing!

What Pierrot live thing are you?
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teledate
Mood: a bit hyper ^^;

Music: Noah by Duel Jewel(love this song. It's so great, but then again aren't all DJ songs? ^_^)

I've been reading these teledates. ^^ Teledates is a radio show done by Pierrot (Kirito actually) featuring something called a Teledate, where a girl gets a call from the member of her dreams and they act according to a romantic scenario the girl has sent in earlier. They are rather funny and interesting. I like this one. Go read it! You know you want to. You can find the rest of the teledates here. Reading these has reminded me of how much i like Pierrot. Kirito is such a cutie o.o;; I need to go find more pics. of them. I'll do that tomorrow ^_^ I downloaded their Last Letter pv recently. I have to say it wasn't my favorite tho. It was kind of boring, but its a slow song so i guess it can't be helped. It kind of reminded me of Fatal Frame for some reasong o_O I'm trying to d/l their Psychedelic Lover pv. I love that song. Its very fun. Kirito looks great in the pv too ^0^ ok enough of that.

Momo got back today!! yay! ^_^ I'm glad she is finally home. We are going to get together on Tues. Nana is home too! ^^ Now we can all get together again like we used to. whee i can't wait ^_^ I was thinking that we should go see Lilo and Sitch that is going to be playing in the park. ^^ I love that movie. Its so cute~ Okay now onto your have part of my entries XD

yes it is my DJ blurb. I adopted some more of the DJ boys ^^; Its fun getting more little adopted things. Kyo has such a cute one on her blog. Its of Masa and he will talk to you ^_^ Its really cute. Okay well i don't have anything left to say. So i'm going to go and you go read some teledates! ^0^

ZOMBIE Yuya


You are SUGIZO. Serious and intolerant of anything,
you can be a real tight-ass sometimes. But most
of the time you're pretty cool.

Which Jrock Theatre Character Are You?
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You're Kohta! You're cute... sometimes.

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extentions!
Mood: happy!

Music: Kowarenai Ai ga Hoshii no by 7AIR (yes new shuffle group music again ^^)

Today has been fun ^_^ I went downtown with my mom to the sidewalk sales. It was really hot out x.x I did find a cute shirt tho ^^ We were walking around for most of the day looking at the stuff that was out. We stopped at this noodle cafe for lunch. That was really good. Later in the day we stopped by this salon to ask how much their colored extentions were. They were actually not too expensive and they were like we can do some for you now if you want. So what they heck i got some ^^ They are blue with pink mixed in. I like them and the neighboor lady seemed to like them a lot too o_O; I don't know if anyone else does tho. I'm afaird of what the ppl i babysit for will think. I hope they don't think less of me and not want to babysit for them anymore. I don't think they will tho b/c they know me. I've been babysitting for them for a long time. hmm well thats all that happened today. I'm gonna go watch the Tom Green Show now! ^_^

ZOMBIE Yuya


You're Shizumi.

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You are Shinya. You wear very slutty outfits so
you can get to be Kaoru's bitch. Admit it!
Your fashion sense tends to be on the fem side
just so you can show off more of your body.
~sigh~ You little whore ^_^

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yay!
Mood: excited

Music: BE ALL RIGHT! by 11WATER (11WATER is one of Hello! Projects new shuffle groups ^_^)

I'm happy yay!! ^_^ Today has been pretty good. I haven't really done anything except in went with my dad to go get some chinese food. That was really yummy. I love chinese food ^^ Otherwise i've just been sitting around all day ^^; Today i did download the new Hello! Project shuffle group songs. I'm glad they are finally out. The shuffle groups this year are called SALT5, 7AIR, and 11WATER. To tell the truth tho i wasn't too impressed with the songs this year. I like 11WATER's the best. I think the best suffle groups were from 2001 when they were 3 nin matsuri, 7 nin matsuri, and 10 nin matsuri. Their songs were good! Oh well maybe the will be better next year ^_^

Last night i found out that Duel Jewel's limited edition us tour cd is for sale online now! Yay i'm happy about that ^^ Sophie is selling them off the overseas home page. She is also selling photo sets and the poster. I think i'm going to get the poster too since they didnt have any at Acen. haha i'm going to go broke b/c of Duel Jewel. I like buying cds and things from the bands i like. It makes me feel good o.o;; It does b/c i'm helping support them so they can go on making their music ^_^ Yep and b/c of that i will go on buy DJ things ^^;

Today i have for you viewing pleasure and scan from my Under the Glass Moon graphic novel. This one has Madame Batolli (the Mana look alike and Izam. The heart that the person next to Madame Batolli says Izam just so you know in case you can't read it ^^ Okay here it is:

As you can see they copied Mana's Le Ciel outfit ^^ Alright thats it for tonight!~

ZOMBIE Yuya


I'm TOTALLY jrock. Like. Totally.

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You're the hopeful indies Jun!

Jun~
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please save me
Mood: not happy x.x

Music: none can't listen to any right now

The neighbors are over for supper x.x At first i just thought it was just going to be the parents whichs fine, but of course they brought their 2 daughters(they are nice) and their youngest daughters bf. wtf? why is he here. I do not know. So our house is pretty full now with lots of ppl. That means no internet surfing and music listening for me x.x The computer is right in our family room so i don't think they would enjoy me playing my music at all. To them jrock = weird crap. gah i wish they would leave. I don't like big get togeters like this

ZOMIBE Yuya

yay pvs!!
Mood: happy!~ ^_^

Music: Prism by Psycho le Cemu (i'm soo addicted to this song right now. I love it! ^^)

Today has been good!! ^^ I've been downloading pvs! yay i finally found a website that has lots to d/l! The person who owns the website has tons of videos and they put the videos up in turns. But gosh do they have a lot of pvs. Its crazy. So far i've downloaded the Prism and Roman Hikou pvs by Psycho le Cemu. They are good ^^ i love Daishi. He is such a cute little thin ^^;; I like it when Aya and Yura-sama do their little parapara stuff too. I've also downloaded the Kasumi pv by Dir en Grey. Kyo looks great in it ^_^ hmm I've also downloaded the Jibun Kakumei -2003- pv by Miyavi. haven't gotten to watch it yet tho x.x soon tho soon i will see it ^^ ahh how i love pvs ^^ I really want the Gekiai Merry-go-round pv. I saw it at my friend Nana's house once. It was cool. I love the little parapara stuff they do ^_^ hmm I'd also like the Ai no Uta pv too. hehe if you hadn't noticed i'm on a bit of a Psycho le Cemu thing right now ^^; Their music is soo fun. Its really happy and upbeat ^_^ ok well enough about them.

Today i finally sent out my submission for the Duel Jewel fan club. I am soo lazy x.x I should have sent it out earlier, but i never got around to it. Oh well at least i've done it now. I can't wait till i get my little fan club stuff! ^_^ I'm excited. Tho they said it will be 2-4 weeks before it comes x.x I'm not so good at waiting ^^; oh well at least i have something to look forward too. I'm soo glad DJ has an overseas fan club. Finally one that us American fans and actually join!! I don't think DJ has a fan club in Japan yet they have one here o_O sorry i kind of find that strange....okay well not so much. I hope lots of ppl join DJ's fan club so that they can get lots and lots of donations. (you have to donate some money to join the fan club) Maybe if they get enought they come back again? I hope... alright my daily DJ blurb is done

A few days ago i got this new comic called Under the Glass Moon. Its really good ^_^ I recomend it! What makes it really special is that one of the characters is obviously made to look like ......MANA!! Yep they even copied his outfits too. Take a look. Here is Madame Batolli aka Mana:
Scary likeness huh? There have also been little camios in it too. There has been Gackt and Izam ^^ I'll post up pics of them later. Don't want to bother with it right now ^^;; I must got watch my Miyavi pv now!

ZOMBIE Yuya


you are YURA-SAMA....yay for you ^^. like, teehee.

Who are you in Psycho Le Cemu?
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You are Aya! The other guiatrist and also a dancer, AYA is kinda
an anime nerd and likes watching anime and
reading manga. He's always the girl, as you can
tell, but he's actually got a really low voice
and doesn't act like a girl at all. He's
usually really energetic at lives, flipping the
fans off (and there's this really cool move in
one of their unreleased songs that they play
when you make a gun with your hands and shoot..
he looks so cool when he does it!) and
screaming "Ohha~" at the beginning of
his MCs.. but he seems just like a normal guy
who likes anime and video games and stuff.
AYA's a sweetie.

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nooooo why did you do it Hayato!?
Mood: surprised

Music: none i'm watching tv

The Anime Expo pics are now up at DuelJewel.com so of course i went off to look at them. I had seen just a few pictures from it before and i noticed that Hayato's hair seemed to be a bit different, but i couldn't really see what it looked like. Then i saw it on dueljewel.com. Look what he did to his hair! (all credit for the photo goes to Dueljewel.com. If you want to see more go to DuelJewel.com) Its long!! ;.; it looked so much better shorter. Why did you do it Hayato? I want to run and go take out all his extentions. Gosh i wonder what possesed Hayato to do that. All the Duel Jewel boys have always had nice hair. The rest of the boy's hair still looks wonderfull. Yuya seems to have gotten some different blue extensions. They look very cool of course tho ^^ Shun's seem a bit different too. Natsuki's hair is basicly the same except that he has all these little cute braids in his hair. He looked so cute with his hair like that ^_^ I think Val's hair is still the same. That is good b/c it looks really great the way it is ^^ I love how it has the blotches of black in it. Okay i'll stop going on about hair now ^^; I just have a thing with hair. I think Hayato's new hair is starting to grow on me a bit tho.

Hmm since i'm talking a DJ i might as well continue ^^; I was reading about AX and i heard that there were some creepy fans there. One girl wanted to know if she could kiss Shun if she bought on of their cd's. wtf!? Why would you do that? stupid person. Anyways from what i read they explained to Shun what the girl wanted and then he turned around and said to her, "Are you stupid?" XDD haha you go Shun o.o;; I really can't believe that girl asked that tho. That was going too far. Even i know how far is too far. Shun seems pretty popular with the ladies tho ^0^ Okay enough babbeling on and on for now ^^

~ZOMBIE Yuya recovering from Hayato hair shock


you're kyo's safety pins!

what random jrock item are you?
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Dark Gunner

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why??
Mood: angry

Music: Blue Tears by Judy and Mary

I got my tb skin test checked today and well i don't have it of course. Now tho they tell me i have to get a second one in September!!!! grrr why?? i hate this x.x i don't want them to poke me with needles again. ;.; also they are going to test us while we are at school and that means i won't be able to go home and sit afterwards. I don't know what i'm going to do if the same thing happens and i feel like i'm going to faint and then they expect me to go back to class like that? Why couldn't they have it on the weekend or something grrr i found out who had TB too. It was this girl named Daisy. She was in my math class. I was told by a friend that she had it all year. Yep all year long! gosh can you have it all year and not know!? grrr is that possible? x.x i'll stop complaining now.

Hmm i'm still thinking about buying some lolita clothing. I have enough money, but its either i get some clothes or i dye my hair again. My hair really needs to be dyed again ^^; My hair is dyed a reddish-orange color right now, but next time i get it dyed i want to go with a different color. I have an idea of what i want. I would tell you my idea, but in case i actually go through with it i want it to be a surprise ^_^ I think my idea would look really cute, but its kind of different. I don't know if my parents would let me either. I was thinking that i could buy some clothes now and then save up my money and be able to dye my hair at the end of summer so it looks good for when school starts. Here is the skirt i want ^_^ i think its soo cute. I dunno tho i still need to think about it somemore ^^;

oh! i was looking at DJ sites yesterday and i came across this picture. Isn't it cute? Hayato gets a bath token ^0^ hehe i like the expression on Hayato's face and i love that hat he is wearing for some reason ^^ well i just thought that was cute. hmm well i'm gonna go look at gothic lolita clothing some more ^^

ZOMBIE Yuya

this is my way to live
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x.x damn TB tests
Mood: bored

Music: Tears of Love by Blue-B

i had to get a tuberculosis skin test today. That when they stick a needle in your arm and inject some stuff into it. I have to go back in two days to get it checked to make sure i don't have TB. Someone in my school got it x.x so lots of ppl had to go in and get the test. The problem with getting this test was that i have an extreme fear of needles and a low pain tolerence level ^^; So lets say that it wasn't a fun experience. It didn't hurt as much as i thought it would, but i still had problems i guess you could say ^^; I was really freaking out when that put the needle in x.x Also afterwards i felt like i was going to faint. I felt really weak and my vision got kinda blurry ^^;; i didn't feel well either after that. I thought i was going to throw up...yeah i don't deal well with shots ^^; i hope i don't have to get anymore soon b/c i don't want to have to go through that again. I have a band-aid over the spot where i got the shot now ^_^ now it doesn't bother me so much. Like they say out of sight out of mind. ^^

hmm nothing else has really happened today. I messed with my blog some more. I love that Duel Jewel pic i have up now ^_^ its sooo cute. I'm glad my blog is all DJ like now. hee it makes me happy to see ^^ I join a Hayato fanlisting today!! yay Hayato finally has his own fanlisting like Yuya. I hope the other members get fanlistings soon. I'll join them right away ^_^ I also joined a phobia clique. My phobia is belonephobia/the fear of needles. I just had to pick that one cause of my incident earlier today ^^;

I've been thinking about buying a piece of gothic lolita clothing. I found a website for a Japanese store that has and english website that you can order off! The clothes are sooo expensive tho x.x but i do have a lot of money at the moment that i could use and the clothes are soooo cute. hmm they only have one size tho x.x i think i can fit into their dresses, but not the skirts O_o i think thats strange that they sizes for the dresses and skirts vary soo much. gah another problem with buying something is that i would need a petticoat to wear underneath. I don't think i can get ahold of any short enough here tho and there too expensive to order from that site grrr i don't know maybe i could find one cheap on ebay or something? I'll have to look around hmm i guess i'll go do that now!

ZOMBIE Yuya


You are 'planetarium' by Plastic Tree!

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You are Yomi of Nightmare. You rank out as the
tinest (and personally, the cutest) of this
particular group. You're a sick little PERVERT
at times, but the rest of the time you're a fun
loving... short.. guy :D

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blah
Mood: nostalgic

Music: Tsuki to Tawamure by Duel Jewel(i love this song. It is sooo pretty. I've read the translation of the lyrics and they are beautiful. The name of the song mean Flirtng with the Moon ^_^)

I miss Duel Jewel ;.; i wish i could have seen them at Anime Expo. I've hear good things about their Thurs. concert with blood. Did something happen at the Saturday concert or something? One person said they didn't like it as much and another person said that they didn't even want to talk about it. I wonder why? I'm so curious now. I'll have to wait until reports of the con start being posted. Two ppl have posted on the bbs that they got their hair done by Die-chan!! how lucky are they? I'm so jealous ^^; Hearing how ppl had such good time makes me even more sad ;.; i wanted to be there soo badly. I really hope they come back at least once next year. I'll be there no matter what if they do. I'm starting to save up for it just in case ^^; gahh some ppl are soo lucky to have gotten to go back stage and meet DJ and lots of other things. I wish i would have gotten to do all those things. Mostly tho i wish that DJ knew who i am, but i suppose that is all fan's dream. *sigh* I wish i didn't think about these things, but i do all the time. They just make me sad. All these things are making me feel like i just can't do anything. If i can't even make it to a silly concert how am i supposed to make it to Japan? Will i be able to achieve my dreams? I don't know anymore v.v i used to be so sure i would be able to do it, but now i don't know anymore. I have yet to even start learning Japanese. I need to soon if i want to go there someday. Nothing seems to work out...okay okay i'll stop whinning now. I need to stop thinking so negativly and just stop worrying so much!! gah i have a headache x.x i'm gonna go take some pain reliever or something...

ZOMBIE Yuya


You're Kaoru! You went to the hospital because you
had anemia and got food poisoning because
Toshiya fed you wierd things. It's not your
fault!

Which Hospitalized J-rock Theatre J-rocker are you?
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You are... - Damn baby!, try not to be so bitchy
and enjoy a little the life!, remember Seether
lyrics "everythings going to be
fine".

Which Kana color are you?
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Which Jrock band are you stuck on a deserted island with?
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i am not dead
Mood: sleepy

Music: Binah [Crow]

It may seem like it, but i have not died ^^; I've been neglecting my blog a bit. I just haven't really been in any mood to write these last few days. Lots of stuff have happened too! So i'll try to cover whats been going on these days.

Yesterday my friend Momo came over ^_^ that was lots of fun. We played Fatal Frame and scared ourselves. That is always fun, but we got stuck in the game ;.; we've run out of film for our camera so we can't beat this boss person. Fatal Frame's plot is rather twisted. It mostly revolves around this stangling ritual that the Himuro family used to do. In the game your stuck in the Himuro mansion and there are lots of ghosts. They were all victims of the terrible tings that happened in the mansion. Oh gosh, but this strangling ritual is horrible. What they did was they would tie ropes to the "rope maiden's" wrists, ankles, and neck and then she would be pulled apart by the ropes o_O;; Later in the game we found out about anothr ritual. The blinding ritual. They do this to the rope maiden before she undergoes the strangling ritual. In this one they force this mask onto her face that has these spikes were they eyes go. So those get gabbed into her eyes and she becomes blind....yea thats pretty wrong. hehe i'm sure anyone who is reading this really wanted to know that ^0^ Its a fun game tho. Momo and i should rent it again sometime so we can actually finish it.

Well as most of you know yesterday was the 4th of July. So Momo and I watched the fireworks together ^^ They were pretty good a first, but it got pretty repetative after a while. The last part was the best. I don't really care for the 4th of July. My mom thinks i should care more because we celebrating our great country and blah blah blah. I guess i'm not to patriotic, but thats fine with me ^^;

On the 3rd Duel Jewel and Blood had a concert at Anime Expo ;.; i wish i could have been there. That would have been the best concert ever. 3 long hours of great music!! Of course my parents would never take me to anything like that x.x i wish i could travel alone....i also wish i knew someone who was going and then maybe i could have gone with them. Duel Jewel is having another concert tonight. I think its a 7 their time, but that would be 9:00 my time. I'll have to go put on my DJ shirt again and listen to their music really loud again while they are preforming at Ax ^0^ I really hope DJ comes back to at least one con next year. I know they said that they wanted to focus their energies in Japan next year, but maybe they could still make it to just one con? Acen was the best time i've ever had and i'll do almost anything to relive that so i hope they come back so i can!

Ah as you can see i have a new picture on my blog. Its of RIKU. He is a model and he is very very good looking ^_^ He is also a singer. I haven't found any of his music yet tho ;.; he hasn't had much music come out from the 2 bands he has been in. Oh well. I have tons of pictures of him now ^^ he is just sooo pretty. I want to give him a big hug ^0^ Its hard to find information about him tho x.x i've only found 2 websites. I should make him a website! but i know just about nothing about html ^^; so maybe not then. I need to take on of those computer classes where you learn how to make webpages. Maybe i can find room in my school secdule to take it while i'm a Junior in high school....hmm maybe thats a year away tho x.x anyways i'm going go do something else now ^^;

ZOMBIE Yuya

Thousand Arms
Mood: tired

Music: Ai no Uta by Psycho le Cemu

Gah today was pretty uneventful. I slept in late and played video games for most of the day ^^;; Right now i'm hooked on this game called Thousand Arms. Its kind of a strange game o.O;; I like it tho ^_^ its a bit old tho so the graphics sadly aren't to great. In this game tho your a guy named Meis and well of course you have to save the world from this big evil force, but you get to date girls in it...heheh yea its kind of interesting. Some of the monsters that you have to fight in this game are so messed up tho. I have no idea where they come up with the ideas for them. Just recently in this area i was in there was these monster things that were a freaking person in a cardboard box and they had there arms sticking out and on their arms were these snake puppets o.O; what the hell? It was strange....also this last boss i fought in the game was weird too, but it was a funny weird. He had this accent that was like a mix between a german and french accent. When i fought him tho when he would attack he said things like "who's you daddy?" and "What do you want on your tombstone?" o.O; hehe it was pretty funny when he said them with his thick accent. very very stange game this is yet strangly addictive. Anyways i would recomend the game....its lots of fun ^_^

I did stuff yestday!! It was amazing. I went with my mom to take Toby to the vet. Toby was really excited when we were in the car. Its not everyday he gets to ride in a CAR!! ^0^ Anyways Toby, the poor thing, had to get his blood drawn AND two shots at the vet. ;.; i hope they didn't hurt him much ^^; i don't like shots at all. Needles frighten me...i got kind of nervous when the vet was using the needles and stuff ^^;; Anyways Toby is healthy yay!! he had leg problems last year, but now he is all better ^_^ So after the vet my mom and i took him on a walk at the park near by. I think Toby liked that ^^ After that we went home and i went back to my room to play video games again! yep thats about all i did yesterday. Oh! damn my internet time is about up x.x

ZOMBIE Yuya

Wax = PAIN
Mood: angry

Music: scape ~with transparent wings~ by Klaha (love this song ^_^)

let me tell you wax is bad!!!! Today i atempted to wax my legs. Well that didn't work out so well. It wasn't tooo painfull, but i didn't get very far because my legs got really irretated. I only waxed part of one of my legs ^^; that part is really blotchy and red right now x.x its getting better tho. I didn't think my legs would react this badly to waxing. I guess i just wont have wonderfully smooth legs ;.; I hate shaving tho....its evil. My legs never look that great afterwards either and then i have to shave again so soon afterwards too x.x oh well....

I got out of the house today!! i'm soo proud of myself ^0^ My mom and i went to another city to go to this fabric store. I got some fabric and a pattern and i'm going to try to make Yuya's vest thingy so i can cosplay him! whoo i'm first try at cosplayin ^^ also this is only my second attempt at making clothes so it shall be interesting ^^; i hope it doesn't turn out tooo bad. I wish my mom knew how to sew really well so she could help me, but she doesn't x.x oh well i at least want to try to make it ^_^ maybe it won't turn out soo bad. I'm also thinking about attempting Gardenia Mana because i love that outfit sooo much ^^ it would be soo cool to make. ahh well i don't know....anyways i'm gonna go play with my sewing machine now.

ZOMBIE Yuya

Boredomness
Mood: bored

Feel the Wind by Janne da Arc(gosh this band is sooo addictive ^^;)

i'm sooo bored!!! Thats the bad part of summer. There isn't anything to do. I should probably get off my butt and go get a job, but i'm to lazy ^^; hmmm well what happened today....i got up sorta early! well 10:00, but that is early for me. I had to watch the neighboor's kid for a bit this morning. That was good b/c i made a bit of money ^_^ After the kid left the lady came over to cut my dogs hair. hehe Toby looks so cute now. He smells good for once! Also he looks a lot smaller cause of all the hair loss. He sorts reminds me of a little rodent of some sort. ^0^

Today my mom took me out to he mall too ^^ we went to look at this swimming suit she thought was cute x.x ahh well it wasn't really cute ^^; Anyways i don't like looking for swimming suits. I look terrible in them x.x i did find some cute boy shorts, but they didn't have a top to go with them...grr they were really cute. My mom and i couldn't even find a decent top that would go with it....oh well. I don't wear swimming suits that often so it doesn't really matter. I hate how i look in them soo much O.< I wish i had the ideal body! I know i'm not really fat or anything, but i feel like i am x.x i need to exercise, but i never do. Thats my goal this summer! i must start exercising! Maybe then i'll be a little more satisfied with myself. gah oh well

Today i've been a big Jpop mood ^^; i've been watching a lot of my old Morning Musume and sub group pvs. Morning Musume and their sub group's music are my guilty pleasure. Their music is just so happy and cute!! I get so addicted to it at times. ^^; I used to be a much bigger fan tho. I was a huge fan around x-mas time so i now have a huge Morning Musume calender on my wall ^0^ Now tho my interests have switched back to mostly Jrock. My Jpop days were nice tho too ^^ I loved MiniMoni a lot. Soo cute they were, but now Mari my favorite isn't in MiniMoni anymore ;.; stupid Ai Takahasi took her place. Ai isn't short enough to be in MiniMoni! The thing with MiniMoni was that all the girls would be shorter than 150 cm, but Ai is taller than that! grrr at her...oh well. Anyways i feel like watcing pvs now...maybe some MiniMoni ones!! MiniMoni Telephone wa Ring Ring Ring!!!

ZOMBIE Yuya

Pashak!
Mood: happy! ^_^

Music: Gekiai Merry-go-round by Psycho le Cemu (i love this song soo much. Its one of my all time favs. Its so addictive. If you don't have it download it now!! Pashak!)

Today was boring as usual ^^; I slept in way to late today. I slept till 1 in the afternoon. Thats later than normal. I can't sleep that late tomorrow tho because i have to be up because a person is coming over so she can cut my puppy dog's hair ^_^ can't wait to see him afterwards! He will smell good then. I love Toby (my dog) he is such a sweetie ^^ he is kinda fat tho o_O;; hehe i think we feed him to many table scraps. Ah well i joined some more fanlistings today ^^; its really addictive once you start. I just can't seem to stop joining more and more. hehe i must resist from joining to many otherwise they will take over my blog. I don't want that to happen.

While i'm writing this i'm also looking at these pictures from the fruits magazine. If you don't know what that is its a magazine in Japan that takes photos of people on the street who i guess dress fashionably and then they are put in the magazine. So basicly its a magazine about Japanese street fashion. ahh Japanese people know how to dress so well! I wish i had their fashion sense ^^ There are a lot of cute outfits on this website. I wish i could get ahold of some of the things that they are wearing. If i ever go to Japan i'm definetly going to go shopping for clothing. I want some of those big platform shoes that they have ^_^ I wish that they sold clothes like people wear in Japan here. That would be so wonderfull! I guess thats not going to happen tho because what is fashionable there isn't really fashionable here. ohh what i would really love would be to have gothic lolita clothing. Those dresses are all so cute ^_^ i wanna be a gothic lolita!! hehe someday when i spend that semester in Japan i will become one!!! I will i hope ^^;; well i'm gonna go and finish looking at these pictures! ^_^

ZOMBIE Yuya