meatballs and cheese
Listening to: Avril Lavigne >_>;;
Playing: sRO (at random)
There's something very liberating about a Friday.. you may be doing exactly the same stuff as you did on a Monday but..it's Friday, and that means you make allowances for the bugs in your coffee, the piles of overdue paperwork on your desk, the doubled workload while someone is on leave and you're doing 2 jobs at once and the stealing of your precious yellow boxes. It nearly lets you make allowances for micromanagers.
Nearly.
Let's see..last time I updated this was when iROs p2p was announced.. feels like forever. Only been 2 weeks.. the servers are running better.. the ingame prices are still fecking ridiculous mind. I object to 150k for a damned slotted muffler when they were 40k max in closed beta. The shitty droprate annoys me too.. XD I've been playing sRO when its been available this week. It's having teething problems but I'm hoping it stabilises a bit. Also dRO.. private servers are far more pleasant places. Key has played my account more than I have this week XD dear..dear..
Ok.. what else have I been doing, well..recovering from hd wipe. Staggering back to normality slowly. One wipe is bad enough.. SS' problems are far more stinky ._. >_> Though if she keeps threatening Kaido just because her computer screws up 3 times a day I will send a Momo army at her >:O. (see that..? That was a threat, SS >:3 ph34r)
While mentioning PoT, I relaunched the lj based roleplay this week. So far so good XD Not sure what else to say on that, I'm happily going insane while I'm pretending that I can organise something like this D:
Layout..need a new one. Badly. Torn D: Seishirou and Subaru or Akutsu and Taichi? >_> decisions decisions.. and can my limited html knowledge actually let me produce what I want? I am doubtful.
Not sleeping much lately. I was forced to actually nap for half an hour yesterday. Until I got wake-up calls from 3 different people AND Mandy's brother.. XD I swear the world is against me. I've been so braindead I can't type or think straight. And I turn into moody cynic bitch at work.. Mark is starting to make me coffee when I get in. Either he's noticed I'm not functioning right or he's still guilty over letting Michael steal my boxes. (preciousss boxes D:)
*insert small break for going to pub*
Sunshine..good food..a drink and a bitching session. I like Fridays >:3
Friday, June 13, 2003 01:49 p.m.
AHHHH HAHAHA
Ragnarok goes pay to play.. as of.. o_o Sunday! *cackle*
Character and items all kept.. the freeloaders gone.. a new test server..
I'm just going to swoon in happiness now.
*swoooo~on*
Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:25 a.m.
Fu?
Listening to: Blur - Out of Time
Playing: RO
Fufufu..
Fu~fufufufu
FU~FU~..yeahyeah..enough of that.. -_-
In short: Priest is me! Or er..Quinn XD
A lot of hours, a lot of help, and not a whole lot of sleep..
What else is new? Hmm..oh..Saturday I threw a small party for Jason, 3 eighties cartoon heroes and Barbara Streisand. Feel free NOT to ask.
/ho
Tuesday, May 27, 2003 08:47 a.m.
one D:
One lousy level til Quinn is Priest... Will now just be torn between happiness and doom XD
Sunday, May 25, 2003 09:56 p.m.
I need a drink...
...bottle of vodka and a straw.
Friday, May 23, 2003 11:41 a.m.
D.O.O.M
My job evaluation meeting is in 3 hours. Not expected for another month..should have happened last August but that's local Government work for you. Going to be told if my job is actually rated as being scum or not..and salary levels.
Nervous..feel sick.. I may go throw myself off the top of C block. (thats tall btw -.-)
Friday, May 23, 2003 11:26 a.m.
>_>
Listening to: Its a kind of Magic - Queen
Ok so I fixed this >_> Shame on me >:D
You're Kaido!
(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Ok so...parcel did arrive. Much to my squeeing enjoyment. Much Inukai yes <3 Jet Monster drawn doujinshi makes me happy ;o; And the random Hyoutei issues XD I forgot I had to get those in order to get part 15 of the inui-kaido storyline. Buut Oshitari-Atobe is kind of..yum XD in a 'ok so er..Atobe is a blushing uke?' kind of way. Kabagi copying the blush...atobe getting dreams about fields of kabagi clones.. XD oh dear.. The torishishi is cute <3 And I don't quite get where the little Sengoku and Atobe thing was going.. >_> but..it caused a random akutsu drawing so I'm not going to complain XD Besides any artis that can get Kikumaru AND Kaido in skirts in the same issue is worthy of my love XD
There was a random evil-fuji-kikumaru one too. Very pretty. I don't know why I refer to fuji as 'evil-fuji' -_- like its some different version of him. Fuji is just pure demonic evil anyway..so from now on i will save myself some typing XD
ro..want..
Urmnaf is a blacksmith ;o; so cool!!
255% to go >_<
Thursday, May 22, 2003 02:50 p.m.
random
Listening to:Avril Lavigne - Complicated
Playing: The my hair better dry or I'll cut it off game
Another charming ragnarok observation
Yesterday after kijin logged out.. sei got IMed from some little aco girl called 'seksi bunni'
SB: You look Seksi
Sei: um..thanks
SB: Where'd you get the kitty hb?
Sei: >_> my boyfriend gave it to me (see me snickering XD)
SB: I really want one.
SB: Give me yours :P
SB: Can I try it on??
Sei: er...no
SB: fuk u thin *walks off screen*
I'm assuming she was going for fuck you then but... maybe she was saying sei should get some action to lose weight?
...some people just..bah XD
Wednesday, May 21, 2003 12:17 p.m.
... ¬_¬
Listening to: Flying Bicycle... >_>; Momo dooooom~
Playing: The lets try and make my hair dry game
Cold showers does not a happy Kat make. =_= Our thermostat fried itself...so now I get to get my skin numbed by ice cold fricking water >_< And my hairs refusing to dry..
Waiting and waiting for inukai parcel..hurryhurry little parcel D:
Back to thermostat... apparently this is all very dangerous and could have caused fire. XD well..i think i already proved my firefighting skills once this week, after i set the oven on fire on saturday night XD And then every smoke alarm in the place went off... very loud, very smokey, veryvery funny somehow XD you deal with huge firealarms (small apartment.. 5 fire alarms D:) at 11 at night and try and take it seriously.
i have peach tea... >:D /random
i need to actually get back to using capital letters -_- the shift key is just so much effort D:
Wednesday, May 21, 2003 11:22 a.m.
;o;
SS DN ;o; I love you guys..
Seisei has his bear ears *0*
*insert gooing*
XMen 2.... i flubber, i flail, i fangirl. the phoenix thing..dear god, i never thought they'd get that in the movie XD i fangirl so much i cried.. almost enough to distract me from other things. patrick stewart is so sexy >0< sexysexysexy... old..and..mmm
Keyan and Katz :3 soon..soooooon XDXD~
ok..this is my random post XD
my box of inukai stuff arrives tomorrow...delivered to work (/ho) see me be amused
oh, ss...please try to leave fuji clothed and stain free >:D muahahaha
/away
Wednesday, May 21, 2003 01:44 a.m.
poporing..is a badly named slime
Listening to: Chain Reaction: Kaido Kaoru
Playing: RO..
Since I'm thinking about it, at random.. might as well write it down. There are a lot of Prince of Tennis songs.. (hahaha understatement..such a huge cash in D: ..but..fangirling insists that I still am happy) A lot of them I can enjoy for brief periods before adding them to my skip list. Buu~t there is good stuff to come out of the whole thing. Kaido..Chain Reaction..still makes me smile, perhaps its the tune, perhaps its his voice..perhaps its the naughty boy, naughty boy >_> XD Whatever, it still manages to go on repeat. Kamio. Wah love, XD.. Atobe.. new, but still a repeater. Must worship this song >o< Atobe you may be an egotistical weirdo but you're a charming egotistical weirdo who can sing XD Akutsu.. it keeps on growing on me more and more. Its scary but then so is Akutsu. And he can go and molest Taichi. Not that molesting has anything to do with his song, but i felt like mentioning it. Walk On.. original and remix.. if anyone doesn't grow attached to this song i'll thwap them. Tachibana.. for if i feel like chilling out and getting hypnotised by his voice. XD Echizen..album. If you ignore stupid Sakuno >_< Ruined a perfectly cute song. Half the album is great, the other half soso.. : I like rocky songs.. ^^; Yuuta..just because it/he is adorable... not really got a beat to it but..cute..yes XD *licks Yuuta*
Oh..and Ometto Samba XDXD~ For obvious reasons.
Bah..I could have sworn i'd uploaded all of those at some point over the last few months XD oh well...maybe i'll edit this later
RO: 297% til Priest XD yesyes..I know thats nearly 3 levels but it feels better than saying 300% :P
PoT volumes 17 and 18 showed up this morning... haha Fuji fainting XD I've been waiting to see that..the demon finally shows a weak point. Kaido doing a snake move to bowl -_- Kaido, Kaido, Kaido..you're a dear, I love you to death, and often drool over you but please stop making a tit of yourself... though i'm starting to think you're doing it just to keep Inuis attention. ;o; thats love for you, drinking inui-juice to keep him happy.
Kaido shrine is open *points to link at the side* its still not quite right but it'll do for now :P SS get off your butt and get Fuji running...(speaking of fuji, he better arrive before you're on the move >o<) and Kodona with Golden Pair site >:O movemovemove
Will go and see XMen 2 tomorrow >:3 about time really
Monday, May 19, 2003 01:21 p.m.
Inui-plushie, meet Kaido-plushie
Listening to: Chicago..again XD
Playing: Plushie love games
Kaido-plushie is very fond of his new room-buddy. He stays very attached. >_> Inui-plushie is quite scary with that leering grin though.. If I were Kaido-plushie I'd be quite scared of what that Inui Juice is going to get used for.
I'm not amused by plushie love I swear >_<;
>_> ok..so..maybe I am. Digital camera needs batteries >;3
..going to close Keepers list.. >:| the page can stay up I'm just not going to take submissions anymore. I have a page update to do but the stupid keepers thing is going to take too much time. I'm not built for an overly interative website XD Or even a minimally interactive, one submission form one. I'd rather spend the time scanning doujinshi in. :x
Bloody Valentine has to get transformed asap. Annoyed with art site..will just make the basic Resident Evil stuff and leave it.
ayayohji.org -_- Buying domain names with no planning of actual site is blamed on..er..something. I'm sure that I can blame the pineapples.
Why do I make websites? >_> All they do is annoy me.
Thursday, May 15, 2003 02:33 p.m.
-_-
need new layout.... D:
Tuesday, May 13, 2003 11:53 a.m.
Bloody Gundam..>_> shiny robots :D:D
Listening to: The fecking crappy new opening for PoT >_<
Playing: Ragnarok
I gave in.. I caved and hunted out Gundam Seed
I told myself I wans't going to get into a new Gundam series after the hell I went through with Wing for that length of time. Damn those pretty boys >o< *pats Wuffie*
But.. >_> SS and Kim both have Seed layouts..and..pretty..and..gah >o< ok so I'm shallow but must watch >:O
I've still yet to find a guy who sat through all of Gundam Wing.. >_>; I guess its for fangirl patience only or something XD One massive history lesson with big robots and pretty guys..*o* Treize..I still love you XD A pity the fandom managed to turn me off.. eventually. Or maybe not a pity.
Its a reminder that I shouldn't get involved with fandom at all.. because it almost always manages to make me want to stab something. Almost. Weiss survived. After watching a few episodes of Gravitation again in Austria I'm reminded why I love that series... even though it gets treated like "wow I watched Gravi and now I'm a hardcore yaoi fan!!!111" XD so annoying..maybe I'm getting old or something.
So far I'm pretty much impressed with Prince of Tennis fans.. except for the ones that can't read three simple rules.. have a mind to just close the keepers list. I don't have the patience to deal with stupidity : hello, people, I'm not asking much..just read three bloody lines >:O
..wow..definitely getting too old XD
Kaido shrine..nearly finished.. have a couple more inu-kai doujinshi to put up.. and the gallery can wait. I just want to finish the bit on his seiyuu and thats it. laziness XD
Seeing Jason tomorrow...happy XD. One phonecall.. just needed to get the guts to do it :}
Tuesday, May 13, 2003 11:51 a.m.
babble
Listening to: Chicago soundtrack <3
Playing: Ragnarok (like this is going to change >_>)
Well~ lets see... the last week has been mostly involving ro. XD big surprise. Amike and Lab started..then Kodona, and now Sae XDXD I hope sae's computer can handle it ;_;
Met Dad's new girlfriend yesterday.. was ok. She's nice. However I think she's dreading this saturday as much as me. My grandmothers 70th birthday party D: ...I..er..dislike my family. Quite a bit actually. Religious nutjobs. I wish they would just go away. They're the types where if they know where you live they also make sure any whacko with a religious pamphlet knows too so you get it through your door. Needless to say I didn't inform them when I moved.
Chicago..want to see again D: Also want to see XMen 2. For magneto. >:} *leer*
550% til priest >_< I will make it!! Maybe before I find my kitty ears. (hah like i'll ever find those)
That was random ro goodness >:3 just so you know
And while on random ro goodness...Jason is playing >:D see me amused
And Key made the smart comment that Sei-Kijin comic would be cute >_>; *cough* this is now taking up work time in planning XD.. will find time for it around the other one. Thats what grandmothers birthday parties are for i guess.
Dilemma: Buy watch..or get new graphics tablet. >_< Since my tablet is getting old and jittery and it makes the cursor wobble I guess i go for that..but..want G Shock too XD gah..oh well.. need to be able to use tablet more >_<
Tuesday, May 13, 2003 10:40 a.m.
ho~ .. or is that /ho ?
Listening to: Atobe Keigo~ XD
Playing: Ragnarok Online (at bloody last)
Austria: DOOM! S.T.A.R.S!! la XD ok..this probably needs more in depth. But um.. am still traumatised by the stuffed animals in the gnome (er troll) cave XD. Kind of sad to be back home. ._. ok so very >_< bah
hah Yamabuki cds finally arrived today XD oh well..will happily lick Akutsu.. and Yuuta! ;o; (not that he's Yamabuki but..meh XD YUUTA!! XDXD.) Kaido plushie (1 of 2 -_- stupid auctions) too.. <3 Ahh little plushie..how i am going to molest you XD
Gluhen: brr XD still just yuck XD and noticed Yohji has girly eyelashes. >_>
Yami no Matsuei dub: *inserts insane laughter* dear god... Gushoushin with that deep manly voice XD Watari sounding so terribly British..and then realising he actually does the English voice for Pokemon's James XDXD oioi. scary
Ragnarok: *cling* thank god..its back. its screwed to hell with noobs and killstealers and looters >_< but its back and i can waste my life away again
Tuesday, May 6, 2003 12:46 p.m.
no more
Ok..so no more spam
Holiday postcard
<3
Sunday, April 13, 2003 07:01 p.m.
...test?
Lets ignore this... because it's for Key only XD
Sunday, April 13, 2003 03:12 p.m.
problems
...that Jamie Oliver cookbook is bloody heavy XD
I nearly burst something trying to get a backpack to the living room (I need room to organise).. of course it did have half a ton of paper, a gamecube, jar of marmalade and the hard back cookbook in it XD methinks I will be spreading this load out more.. still don't actually know how I'm going to get to the bus yet XD
Also..working on that Kaido shrine is muuuuch more interesting than actually filling up a bag >_> I still need to do the gallery.. but the rest is kind of finished. kind of.. upping mp3s takes too long *kicks evil dsl for not working*
meh
Sunday, April 13, 2003 02:11 p.m.
Insert witty title here
Listening to: Akutsu Jin - Get Free (sense a pattern here?)
Feeling: Bouncy/excited/panicked XD
Playing: Well...yesterday Kingdom Hearts and MGS2 skateboarding
Akutsu's song keeps growing on me... to the point I stick it on repeat. Plus the opening makes me think of Tekken. (Play Tekken 3.. fight Jin.. XD or Hwoarang works too but I can't remember the exact game his music gets the motorcycle revs in it)
I finally have DSL... though its decided to foul up. I got it working for 30 happy minutes D: Will have to bitch out company for a second time I guess. Modem isn't connecting right >_>
Annnd~ tomorrow I go away. And today I need to figure out what to pack. -_- I hate packing. Keep putting it off. To finish games I should have finished months ago *cough*Kingdom Hearts*cough* (RO is better at getting my attention)
Thanks to a private server I got to see Quinn as a Priest. >o< I goo... he's so cute!
And Austria..tomorrow.. right now I'm just: XDXDXD:D:D .. ._.;; XDXDXD which is always good..maybe.. the slight panic is more to my packing problems than anything else. hatehate
Koko: be good!! XD Hope your finals don't drive you nuts.. maybe sleeping with those anthologies will calm you XD lovelove koko-darling
SS: >_> I left Yuuta at the train station..you better pick him up, you know he has no sense of direction.
Stacey: I hope the move went well and you're settling well in Boise!! <3
'Ryn: I won't forget the postcard XD.. try to survive your mum!! Just play FF:O and go braindead. Or maybe RO will be back before I am XD
Lab/Amike/Key/etc: fear~~ >:D
Anyway.. better actually get on with this now eh? seigaku.com update might get done, it might not >:P~
Sunday, April 13, 2003 11:30 a.m.
bored...
Listening to: Get Free - Jin Akutsu
Feeling: Meh.. =_=
Playing: Not RO..and this is the problem >_>
The Bad Luck Girls Yes... bored.. XD and RO needy.. I'll draw the boys when I have the patience.. and a big enough peice of paper.. and am able to draw Sei without putting Kijin on the same image XD
DN drew the cutest Sei XDXD with Kijin..so Sei is happy XD
Hmmm one week til Austria.. nyahaha
want to do something..can't find anything worth doing.. might go to bed :
moo etc..
Monday, April 7, 2003 10:26 p.m.
May I interest you, Madam, in a vase of wine?
Listening to: Sex and Candy - Marcy Playground
Feeling: Slightly hung over, completely randomly XD
Hmm.. last two days.. not a lot.. but I will talk anyway. Since it amuses me to do so >:}
Wednesday.. was normal. Sort of. Til about 11 anyway >_>. Thats when Mandy came home XD After work we had gone grocery shopping.. in the shit bin (or bargain bin if you feel like being proper about it) we founds this cd called 'Secret Sounds' supposedly the biggest fun you would EVER have in a car while on a long journey is to guess the sounds being played on these two cds.. 99 sounds on each cd X_x anyway it seemed funny at the time. So, when she comes in from seeing the England v Turkey soccer game (nyaha we won) she drags me off the computer (D:) to play this game. We dragged two chairs up to the kitchen table.. and then proceeded to have fun in our makeshift car. We figured it would be 'fun' if we had drink to go with our exciting cd.. so we used the vases she bought to use as glasses (she assures me they are cups..I doubt this.. these are glasses for giants if I believe here) Game..was decidedly NOT fun.. every sound was of water boiling (if you believe Mandy.. hmm.. lots of things are different if you believe her XD) So.. I exited the car, avoided the traffic warden, and retrieved my cd collection..where we proceeded to listen to 20 seconds of every song I own. This would have taken a week.. but then we removed the Japanese cds from the pile and it was a lot faster XD So..1 am.. with empied vases, singing along to the Spice Girls and trying to ignore the doughnut on the hood of the car >_>.. nyahaha
Then~ last night. I was dragged out to an all-you-can-eat Chinese restaurant.. which wasn't as seedy as it sounds. The food was really good ._.; Like..really. and I have a new fondness for chili squid XD There were four girls in the group..me Mandy, Zecci and Heidi. Mandy drank normally.. I spent all night filling Heidi's glass up when she wasn't looking.. it took me a while to notice Zecci was doing the same to me..out of her own >:o.. and yes..6 bottles of wine and a fat tummy later I fell into bed. Woke up this morning feeling perky o_o; But now I have a headache and am slightly worse for wear >_>;; Oops.
Oooh.. and Heidi lives on a sheep farm.. the lambs *0* wah lovelove
RO withdrawal is quite bad now.. especially after seeing DNs new blog layout.. >_<;; Kijin so cute!!
And now..I am going back to finding music.. trying to buy an MP3 player for my Austria travelling (guh..the times for my buses are hell..)
Flight: Leaves Stansted on 4th April at 15:40, gets to Salzburg at 18:25
So far..travel time = 3 hours roughly
To get to Stansted on time my bus leaves at 07:20
Travel time is now 11 hrs.. plus a couple more hours maybe the other end to get to Linz... =_=;;;
Getting home is worse.. I may get in before 4am.... *dies*
Mmm Schuldig wants me for something.. >_> duty calls
And still can't connect to winmx :< No Yamabuki songs for me
They relelased Vanilla Coke here.. its so bad D: But I can't stop drinking it XD
Friday, April 4, 2003 09:51 p.m.
lets do this my numbers
Listening to: Hack Sign opening :
Feeling: Amused
Playing: Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance
1.) Yohji hates me because I bought a Jamie Oliver cookbook (don't ask..delicate XD)
2.) Mondays suck.. I went out with a list of things I needed to buy today.. came back with 2 of them -_- the 2 that didn't really matter
3.) Got my greedy hands on MGS2:S .. see me fangirl.. see me dribble all over Snakes shapely rear end as he skateboards. The skateboarding..has led to much strange giggling fits.. am glad Mandy isn't around XD
4.)I'm hungry.. j.o managed to make fish-finger sandwiches sound bloody good XD
5.) Need shoes~~~~~~~~~~
6.) Also need RO
7.) Signed up for speedy internet connection
8.) Tried calling Jason..no-one was home >_< Will work up courage again..
9.) Bought Hyoutei shirt off ebay.. nyaha.. 3 to go XD
Monday, March 31, 2003 06:30 p.m.
kaido pies
Listening to: Raggy Dolls theme tune >_>
Feeling: Unoccupied
Two days..no ro.. i'm going to bed before midnight.. I'm working on colouring.. I'm reading that book I've been meaning to continue for ages.. help.. any time now I'll be developing a social life *watches world run screaming*
I finally finished this: Fuji-Fuji
I miss my boys ;o; (yes we're back on ro again XD) Before it went down I bought Quinn a Bible.. now he HAS to make Priest XD
Today was Mother's Day.. so got a visit. Visit brought cake..and roses XD for me.. was random.. she liked her gift anyway ^^
Two weeks tomorrow.. get to travel for 11 hours :D:D >_> XD But will be worth it
Can't get a Deviant Art account (yes I'm an attention whore..shush) because I use AOL.. wth XD We're all scum it seems. Bah.. will sign up for DSL once I get back from Austria..
Hmm.. will go work on that Bad Luck pic now .. or Rosecastle.. one or the other.
Want Yamabuki songs >_<;;;;;; Winmx won't connect..Kazaa is shite and can only find Yokogao XD
Sunday, March 30, 2003 10:21 p.m.
My ears are too small!!!!
*frust*frust*frust*
Tuesday, March 25, 2003 03:06 p.m.
I hate these title things
Not a lot going on. But also too much. All a bit weird.
Once RO goes down in a few days I'll have time to work on all these things I need to do. Like doujinshi scanning.. (see me writhe in pain at 80 page books) and Kaido project.. Maybe I'll pay someone to scan >_< I can't deal with it. I'll have to scan the smutty Inui-Kaido myself though >_>;;;;;
Note to self: Do not send entire databases through email without checking how big they are XD
Tuesday, March 25, 2003 10:48 a.m.
*0*
Webspace is back.. see me zoom around.. XDXD
/ho
Saturday, March 22, 2003 12:02 a.m.
O_O
I'm so awake it hurts
Averaged out 3 hrs sleep a night 3 days in a row. Drinking too much coffee. Seriously >_< But its all thats keeping me upright XD
Rubbed my eyes and regretted it D:D:
Buuuuut, thanks to kori, kaidos page of love is sort of getting there *skips*
Need to stop being a depressing shite
Want chocolate
Wednesday, March 19, 2003 04:40 p.m.
moo
Yohji pin came to work with me today.. its like taking the master out for exercise >_<
Figured out layout for kaido shrine.. now i just neet the skill to actually make it.. >_> I don't get frames XD Not at all in fact.. see me writhe in pain and go through a million help files. D:D:D:
Tuesday, March 18, 2003 01:41 p.m.
behold the new smilie: ZS (nyaha)
Staceys birthday present is here (Geoshitties.. add a ? on the end of the url..blah.. god I hate not having my webspace >_<)
Got into a weird mood again last night. Maybe I should stop playing RO for a while. I really want to make Quinn priest. But at the same time I'd like to stop Sei being weak and patehtic >_< I don't have time for both. And there's not really anyone to go train Sei with so I guess I'll try and work on Quinn. He can kill elders on his own.. -_-
As soon as I get bloody credit card through I'll get all my website upaadtes done (there's alot >_< especially the PoT keepers list D:) and work on Kaido's shrine >:} ahhhh love. I was trying to pick a layout idea.. so far I have either Kaido and his brother.. (mwehehe *leer*)or Kaido alone in a suit *0* But I need to work it so they're easier to update.. both take up a lot of screen space XD
But at least some things are working out. Which I can be happy about. And its 3 weeks 6 days til Austria >:}
Tuesday, March 18, 2003 10:33 a.m.
Weird >_>
Lately I've had weird dreams. Not scary weird, or thought provoking weird. Just weird.
I'm starting to have problems controlling my temper at work too. What used to be things I took as perfectly reasonable now make me snap. I'm moody, irritable and sarcastic and its getting me down. It's probably annoying everyone else too. But I don't really care what they think of me anymore. Tired of trying to prove myself to people who don't actually give a flying fuck.
Time to get out. Just looking for my escape route.
I need to get these thought of Inui/Kaido/Hazue out of my head >_> And maybe the Fuji/Yuuta should go away too.
...
Ok.. I managed to stop thinking about it for 3 seconds :D Enough struggling for me for one day i think
RO. If I had worked on it Ellis could be Knight by now. And Quinn could be a higher aco. Bu~ut I'm just trying to make back the money I owe and spend too much time just hanging around chatting now. Bah.. and the tanking.. lets not forget that everytime I dare be on Sei while I'm alone I get dragged into tanking. I need to move in a pack >_>
Hopefully when PVP starts the high level people will be off in Lutie and Alberta and I can hang around waiting for Angelring. I can't kill Ghostring -_- no elemental daggers. Need them though. Not sure how to make them XD Need either money or a blacksmith I can trust.
I have to go out tonight and I really don't want to go. Too many people. And I only know 2 of them. I just hate it. I don't mind going out drinking really.. I just would rather do it with people I know.
Thursday, March 13, 2003 10:25 a.m.
..just Schuldig
See me snicker as one line can cause enormous amounts of mental strangulation
But will not ramble about Yohji since that would give him an even greater sense of power then he already has. Scary
Want streamload to woooooooork. I need ep 72 of Prince of Tennis. Kaido-love, i need you ;o;
Wednesday, March 12, 2003 01:54 p.m.
O_o
It's scary to keep getting reviews on a Hellsing slash fic you wrote nearly a year ago because it was funny at the time (and because Key thought it was funny..which is good enough reason XD)
/random
Tuesday, March 11, 2003 12:17 a.m.
Sometimes I wonder why I get out of bed..
I nearly didn't. Then I remembered the bane of my working existence was actually out all day so I rolled out of bed and forced myself to leave the house.
Mum is selling her houses, and looking to buy this beach-side business. Involves running an offlicense, take-out and gift shop. The place includes 2 apartments above the stores too. If she gets it I'll be going with her. I can't stick working in this place anymore.
Spoke to Chris this morning. Its weird to talk about console games XD Haven't played one for a while. I think I'll go home and play some MGS2 though. Substance is out at the end of the month - see me turn into a gibbering Snake fangirl again XD Actually.. this reminds me of last year.. MGS2.. then Austria >:) mwehehe. Devil May Cry 2 as well.. dantedantedante.
SS's Tezuka pic on her blog is gorgeous ;o; *becomes SS fangirl too*
I go to Austria on the 14th of April ( >'')> <( '' )> <('' <) I have no idea of any details though XD yay for disorganised mayhem. <3 ~
Overdoing my caffeine consumption today. Yohji's being angsty.. but what else is new. Eiji is being interesting though :D And I like his clothes XD
My websites are down until I get my new credit card through. Yay for dead space.
Monday, March 10, 2003 01:50 p.m.
