okiee so im heer once again in orlando and yea i decided to show rico freako my lil page heer.. i think it s so funnie how i sitll use this thing.. and yea so rico finally got to meet my bro and sis and nephew.. we spent the day with them in melbourne and we got to see his new widescreen tv.. with THE NEW XBOX 360!! mahn that thing has some mad crazy nice ass graphics forrealz.. uhmm yea so we bout to go to ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE it shood be fun.. so yea im officially on my first COLLEGE SPRING BREAK!! how exciting! yea well.. juss felt like updatin.. okiee.. BAH!! <3 muahz ~*bLo0*~
wow.. so ppl actually still read this thing.. maybe its only alliE and ohmoguez hahah..
well well well.. whats been goin on since that one day at chik-fil a?? SOOO MUCH.. i dont even know.. lets see.. i go to orlando alot and have mad fun with great friends.. [[rico freako, jason, meilyn, and orlando peeps such as roomies talon & alex, monica & luis, chino, and hmm.. whoeva else i left out]] these orlando peepz ROCK!!! we have so much fun on helicopter rides, wannabee jet skiing, clubbin.. yea.. so if im not in orlando.. im heer havin fun with friends on the weekends juss randomly chillen.. ? YESSUH!!
!!!JOILYN IS COMING TO JVILLE SOON FOR SPRING BREAK 06!!!
so yea.. later shout out to my bro gerald ..HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! it was on feb 21st!
shout out to OHMOGUEZ.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
hmm.. and im sure theres more bdays ive missed along the way.. soooo.. HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE? [[like ashley, alliE, willie, rico..?? etc.]] hahah
so tonite.. ohmoguez's party.. bro gerald's party.. boxin fight tonite.. haha.. uhmm my bro big jardo and sis ernestine and nephew bayardito are in town.. hopefully rico is coming to town.. and hopefully we will all party it up for geralds party.. hope so.. and NEXT WEEKEND..yajaira s 19th birthday!!! and i reeeli hope that things go down for CHEESECAKE FACTORY AT 630PM either friday or sat nyte? im not sure which date yet.. depends on how many ppl go that freakin abstract party on friday.. freakinA! and i reeeeli want rico to come eat dinner with everyone juss so he can meet everyone.. but he prolly cant make it.. hell make it to like a late dinner sat nyte.. im kinda sad.. but as long as he even comes the weekend of my bday im happy.. yea.. i am.. neehooooo
uhmm so other than that im good.. still at UNF doin good.. but im finally transferrin to UCF.. im juss waitin to be accepted its all ready. for fall of 2006.. movin to orlando.. ashy face imma be seein yoo there grl! hopefully **crosses fingers**..
okiee is that all?? i unno i miss my pita somewhat.. i fink imma update more often.. i juss didnt reeli think that neone reeli still read this thing.. aye if neone needs a job and are 18 with hs diploma.. come werk at CSD its super easy..!!! woohoo..
im done.. good day!! myspace me beeechez!!! www.myspace.com/silverfoxxx
okiee so yesterday i got off werk early at like 330.. so i chilled with joey, sherwin, rico, dan, and dwight [[dwights house.. or joeys house]].. den played halo for bout an hour. den went to all you can eat nuggets at chik fil A and jenny and francis joined.. and everyone and their moma was there.. all you can eat till 8pm.. yoo bess believe we stayed there that long.. den brought home 10 boxes for me.. rico brot like 8.. joey brot some. jenny brought homoe 22 in her purse.. HOW GREAT.. den played halo the rest of the nyte.. and i finally beat joey.. 3 TYMES.. im so good fer a grl.. everyone else can SUK IT! im out *bLo0* [[my shift button still dont werk =/ ]]
** juss a note::: i had another entry written but like it didnt show up so i juss quit.. i know yoo read this ash.. but i didnt feel like typin it again haha.. so i juss took that hahah THANK YOU good day!
do do LIGHT YO ASS ON FIRE! do do!!!
randy is a lesbian!! hes so dikey!! .. hes lewkin for scary pix rite now.. OF DIKES. muahaha..
randys my pal randys my friend, randy can beat up ryu and ken!!!
ok MALO MALO MALO im on the fone with yoo and i believe that you are like orgasmin or something.. like makin reeli weird moanin noises?? i unno. but yea.. SHOUT OUT TO YOU MALO! your too kewl..
:::NOTE TO williE:::
if you are readin this. ARE YOU JEALOUS?!?! bwahaha.. juss messin dude.. i cant believe yoo didnt believe me bout him.. your bro is super tyte.. which is why he gets his own blog.. dont hate.. YOO GOT MANY SIR!.. yoo shood believe what i sed to yoo.. yoo shooda trusted me.. but yea.. past is the past hope all is well HOMOFAG HOMO FAG whoop whoop...
if you read this pls comment on my tagboard juss so i know who read this.. i know its lame.. im juss curious.. ??? WOOHOO!!
wow.. im kinda upset tho.. i told BIG JARDO to keep me updated all day.. i was callin him so much.. ern went to the hospital this mornin.. how bout ig et home at like 1 am and gerald is like. SO HOW DO YOO FEEL NOW THAT YOU RE OFFICIALLY AN AUNTIE.. i was like.. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOO TALKING BOUT?! and hes like.. YOU DONT KNOW? DAHM I THOT THEY WOODA CALLED YOO.. SHE HAD THE BABY AT 7:50.. i was like.. ARE YOO EFFIN SERIOUS MAHN!?!? .. so yea.. dey called gerald at werk.. but no one cood call me whos lame ass was juss chillen at home.. sheesh.. oh well.. i heer he weighs like 7 pounds something ounces? i unno.. but yea.. hooray.. so yes.. everyone i would like to welcome to the world .. dun dun dunnnn... my new lil nephew BAYARDO RAPHAEL PAYAN
born November 30th, 2005 ♥
okiee so.. i went lass nyte to watch the very FIRST showing of harry potter and the goblet of fire at 12:01AM.. i got off werk at 9.. me and eva may got to the theater at 930pm.. my oh my.. there was already ppl in line.. DAHMIT.. haha.. good thing we got there early cuz our seats kiked ass.. angela magpusao and adam poblacion also went with us.. we were gettin so crunk.. it was kewl talkin to dem.. i mean we did have bout 2 1/2 hours to kill before the movie.. haha.. and i found out that adam was the guy that i was starin at when i was at the argyle library the other day with roise, chezka, and bobby.. it was so funnie.. he was like.. WERE YOO AT THE LIBRARY A FEW DAYS AGO.. YOO LEWK FAMILIAR.. i was like.. OH MY GOSH.. ARE YOO THE GUY WITH THE SUPER SWEET AZZ TATTOO ON YUR ARM?!?!? and he rolled up his sleeve and was like BAM! hahah.. so yea.. found out he knows ernestine.. so he knows of my brother.. small world.. very kewl.. newayz.. so mahn waitin fer harry potter was a bitch.. i kept callin joiLYN and stephanie. haha. joiLYN watched it same time as us but in michigan.. but alliE and stephanie were lame and are watchin it today.. [[ALLIE I KNOW IT WAS YUR FAULT STEPHANIE TOLD ME ALL ABOUT IT HAHAHA]] but yea.. so mahn when the real previews started it was so tyte.. cuz harry potter was only 15 mins away then.. but this one preview came on i heard like a few notes from a violin and freaked out and yelled.. OH MY GOD ITS JOSH GROBAN.. and eva was like NO WAY.. ITS NOT.. i was like.. I SWEAR I KNOW MY DAHM JOSH GROBAN.. and sure enough.. it was.. we were juss talkin bout him during one of out random 2 hours before HP conversations.. i was like.. THIS IS HIM.. HE ROCKS.. and when it got all quiet i was like.. I LOVE JOSH GROBAN.. so yea. so harry potter started. like the WB thing came on.. and i totally started the yellin.. i was like.. hmm its quiet.. so i was like.. WOOOOOOOOO.. and it soooo started.. I STARTED THE GET CRUNK MOMENT LASS NYTE =).. hahah..
so .. the movie.. it reeli sux to say but.. i was pretty disappointed.. i mean.. dont get me wrong the movie was good.. but like.. since there was soooo many mini dramas in the book they cood only reeli focus on so much at once.. so like.. some of it was changed and a crapload was left out.. and the scenes were reeli short and quick.. like if i didnt read the book id be like. WTF ARE YOO TALKIN BOUT.. i reeeeli wish they wooda showed way more of the quidditch cup.. that junk lewked sooo dahm sweet.. but like. its like.. LETS SHOW IT FER 2 SECS AND THE END.. i was so pissed i love when they play.. i wanted to see the pros play mahn!!.. and mahn oh mahn.. VIKTOR KRUM...Dro0L =b... oh my geez was he freakin gorgeous in the movie.. and ron and his emo-ness HOTT.. and harry was cute.. he had that nice i juss woke up lewk throughout the movie.. also VERY NICE.. and dang.. DRACO MALFOY.. in his freakin GQ attire at the quidditch cup.. OL' FINE ASS.. i dont care what neone says.. i fink hes sooo freakin HOOOTTTTTTT ^_^ hahah.. and hermione she was soo freakin gorgeous at the ball.. she was soo pretty i was like.. DANG GET EM DAWG!..
okiee so i fink this was prolly one of my fav scenes from the movie.. when they were talkin bout who they were gonna take to the ball. and like one of the weasley twins asked that one blk grl at the table.. i was like.. DANG THEY WANT SOME OF THAT DARK CHOCOLATE.. GET EM! haha.. and juss the way he asked her.. like how he did that dance move.. hahah.. and it werked.. and den ron tried to do it to hermione and he did the lil dance move too.. but since they kept talkin snape kept hittin ron in the head.. so when he went to do the lil dance thing he got hit again.. LMAO dat shiet was hilarious.. =b
so yea.. it was a good movie.. but still book WAAAAAAAAAAY better.. the other movies were good.. but this one juss missed a lot.. but i mean.. the cast was all HOTT so it was tyte.. haha =b.. GO WATCH HARRY POTTER NOW!!!
so i went out lass nyte with a friend.. and like we chilled.. went out and saw old friends.. den went to plush.. there was no parkin spots.. and i had spotted one pretty close cuz i rock.. so i was like. itd be so funnie if my ex is here.. and so we parked.. and as soon as i take off my seatbelt i look up.. and i see willie walk rite in front the car... with another girl.. the thai garden hispanic fob grl.. with his arms around her... how lame.. its been like.. not even two weeks yet.. but pretty much..
but i guess it was good to see it for myself you know.. it helps me to move on.. faster.. i guess.. mahn.. that hurt.. a lot
wow.. i was lookin back at some older entries.. its so weird to see how much things have changed in just 3 months.. things were great 3 months ago.. ice cream and cake were so tempting to eat.. i couldnt resist.. DAHMIT.. hee².. if i wouldnt have been tempted i wonder what things wood be like now?.. would i have been happier?.. can you answer me that?
Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?" Lo You've got a more comfortable style and aren't the leader of the bitches but you are in the club. You're spoiled and love sushi!!!
***im mos def NOT spoiled
Holy Shit Your Emo Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.
***i fink im NOT tho?
Take the quiz: "Who is your emo boyfriend?" Bert your so cool! you love to sing and scream in your songs. you also write your songs with feeling and emotion.
***OH MY FREAKIN GEEEZ.. I LOVE ME SOME BERT.. HOW HOTT IS THAT!.. BE JEALOUS!.. MUAHAH..ok i ll stop.. haha =).. and i juss realized.. that shiet written after.. is mos def NOT me at all. oh well.. i still like bert.. hes my emo bf!.. hooray!
Take the quiz: "Which Screamo/Emo singer are you? (PICS)" Bert McCraken you are so friggin cool. You know how to sing and scream from the heart. If i knew you I would love you!
**hmm this bert thing juss wasnt as kewl.. oh well..
im going to fall off the face of the earth.. thank you and bye bye now ...~*bLo0*~
ok so im in rachels dorm right now.. and im on her lap top and its freakin me out cuz i cant feel the keys for crap and the screen keeps moving cuz my hand keeps hitting the scrolly thing.. but yea so joi came to UNF with me today. we walked 34985734976 miles and yea it was exciting.. she saw a few ppl.. but not reeli like alot. oh well.. i was spose to go to st augustine after class today.. i unno if im still goin tho cuz a certain someone hasnt reeli called me back yet i hope we still go tho.. juss cuz i want to =) he makes me happy.. and his new car is soooo cute!!! yea so uhh.. like i sed we re in rachels dorm right now i only came to skewl to turn in my calc quiz. and i typed up my eng hw heer and yea uhh psychology is gay so no point of goin there either. we re bout to leav tho.. lets see .. nething new with me?... uhh.. not reeli. skewl is goin ok i guess.. i unno its skewl.. what can i say. i ve taken some exams.. im doin good.. oh yea.. GOT A FUKIN SPEEDIN TICKET.. it was soo depressin.. i got it like .. uhh what.. uhh.. friday nyte.. for 308.50 for goin 105 on the buckman. i almost cried but my boy robert helped me out and calmed me down. yea.. thnx buddy.. and uhh.. it suked.. i reeeeeli hope the rents NEVER find out.. yea.. hopefully they wont.. well what else.. uh.. had a great bonding time on saturday nyte with my old crew at eva's which consisted of JOILYN, BIG WOO, OHMOGUES, EVA DAWG, ALLIE,and LACKY.. i lost my keys so we had a game of WHO CAN FIND YAJAIRAS EFFIN KEYS!! it took like 45 mins.. i found them.. in the couch.. im lame..sorrie guys.. haha.. yea. uhmm.. dats reeli all.. uhmm.. yea.. i guess im done..bye ~*bLo0*~
ok so for the next.. uhm lets see.. i unno the time spand.. but im gonna be busy with skewl and goin to werk as much as i can.. i cant stay in this fukin hell hole nemore.. .. if im not at skewl im gonna be at werk.. its a good thing tho. i reeli only do hw when im at werk.. so that two birds with one stone.. gettin paid to basically do my hw AND to avoid all this bullshiet at home =).. yea so .. if yoo need me juss call my cell fone.. maybe if some ppl even care how my life is goin.. okiee.. see ya when i see ya.. bye ~*bLo0*~
oh and thnx fer goin to the movies with me lass nyte. i know yoo didnt wanna go with a buncha chics.. or even juss mee.. but reeli.. thnx fer comin to hang out.. i reeli liked the movie.. and i enjoyed the quality time after =) I GOT SOME KINDA CHICKEN BACERIA INFECTION IN MY EYE!!!
so i juss got home from seein gilby on his lass nyte.. me chezka n alex went to go see gilby at the ramada off san jose =b we talked for a gewd like 30 -40 mins.. yea.. mahn.. dats my boy.. i love him so much.. i cant stop cryin thinkin bout how maybe i may not see him again.. i know thats awful to say.. but its juss stuck in my head.. i mean ive been use to seein him or at least talkin to him almost everyday and now hes goin away for some months.. mahn.. well im sure i ll see him again. i mean.. thats my BROTHER!.. haha..
what sux other den him leavin is dat.. i got in trouble lass nyte for bein out till 230am and i came home like a min afta my dad did.. so now im in deep shiet.. and my mom woodnt let me go out to see gilby and say bye.. i dont care what i have to give up for gilbert.. i told my mom i didnt care and she cood take everything away from me.. but i wasnt gonna let my best friend leave and not be able to say goodbye and such.. so i juss left.. shes pissed.. she called me a ho and slut and all dat stuff.. yoo know the usual nonsense i get from the rents.. shes mad and she sed im gonna end up pregnant or something.. but too bad i dont even have crazy crazy sex like she thinks i do.. dat pisses me off.. and my dad left a msg on my fone like.. YUR PLAYIN WITH FIRE.. or some stoopid shiet like that.. and it sux cuz i have no one to talk to about this.. if i talk to a certain someone about how much im hurtin it ll prolly mean he ll stop talkin to me again.. cuz he ll fink hes in the way.. but its the total opposite.. he s the one that makes me happy.. when hes around i cant stop smilin.. hes the one id run to for nething.. but now its like.. oh wait.. what if he goes away again.. so now im like.. who the hell do i talk to?!!.. and now gilbyis leavin so i cant talk to him.. im so sad.. i hate this place.. my parents are arse holes.. i know dey are only lookin out for me.. but dahmit.. im so depressed.. they go about it the completely wrong way!.. i juss wanna leave and neva come bak to all dis useless drama.. i wanna be happy.. i dont care about bein super successful and makin 4.0 all the time.. i cood care less.. if i were to live in a shack and it made me super happy den great.. i juss wanna be happy with my life!.. thats all i want.. im sorry.. i guess im fired.. dont listen to me.. im juss ventin and cryin my lil heart out.. and screamin inside cuz i obviously cant do it heer.. ill get yelled at by my mom.. she ll prolly fink im yellin from crazy pregnancy pains.. sheeesh!..
can YOU pls never stop talkin to me juss cuz yoo fink its the best for me.. cuz its not.. not at all.. im happy when yur around.. dont go away.. STOOPID FUKIN CAKE.. I HATE IT!!!.. ITS SO FATTENING!!!! >=/
~*bLo0*~
so last nyte was awesome.. not becuz of what i did.. but becuz of what i saw!! oh my geez.. so ive only seen 2 shootin stars my whole life.. and lass nyte a bunch of us were out in st. augustine area and i told dem how i saw one when i was bout 12 and another one at like 15? yea.. and i always wait to see one but it juss neva came. well how bout right afta i was lookin up at the sky and it was soooo clear and beautiful.. and i saw a shootin star!.. i freaked out.. i was lik. .OMG.. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT.. i wasnt expectin it so i was like aww mahn!.. so dey were like MAKE A WISH.. and i did.. and rite afta like not even a minute after i saw ANOTHER one!!! omg.. my lucky nyte =) i was so happy.. as for my wish.. eh.. yea.. im over it.. i got a lot off my shoulders now.. well more of off my rings? yea.. thank you! so in conclusion i love star gazing o0o so much! oh and PLUSH tonight.. its gilby's last saturday nyte out.. so GO OUT TO PLUSH!!! the end.. bye ~*bLo0*~
ok so i took my first exam in calc and i didnt reeli study cuz i figured i knew what i was doin.. well i fink i got at least a C.. how lame is that.. haha.. i made such stoopid little things dat i realized AFTER the test had been turned in.. thnx fer the help joi.. that reeli pisses me off.. hahaha.. but uhm yea.. i have my one chem class tomorrow.. i dont have a quiz tho.. we ALWAYS have quizzes on thursdays but he moved it to next tuesday..hmm.. dat means i dont REALLY have to go to class.. but i mean if i stay home what the hell will i do.. NOTHING.. so i myte as well waste gas and do nothing at chem and still have the option of whether to listen to the lecture or not?. hmm.. ill juss go to skewl.. maybe ill meet the love of my life.. wait i wont be able to see him.. RIGHT DAVID!!!.. hahah.. you punk!.. ok im done.. i leave with this video that makes me laff alot.. no lie.. ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY EVERDEAREST BEST GUY FRIEND BROTHER FRIEND GILBERT FLORENDO MENDOZA.. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOOOO!.. and many mooooore!!! =)
mahn gilby this is the 3rd bday shout you have gotten on my pita heer.. mahn.. the years juss seem to go by so much faster now.. i cant believe how old we are now.. we ve been friends since your chubby cheeks years in elementary skewl.. gee wiz.. and yur leavin so soon.. hope your birthday and last couple weeks before yoo go on yur super long vacation are memorable! juss wanna let you know that i love you so much and that you are the greatest best guy friend that a girl could ever ask for.. i love you so much and you will always have a special place in my heart.. I LOVE YOU DUDE!.. hehehe.. yea well.. HAPPY 19th BDAY GIBOT!! =)
siempre queria que alguien me quiciera.. que significada halgo para alguien.. no creo que estoy preguntando por mucho.. nunca voy a aprender que los hombres son tan idiotas!!!! siempre trato de buscar lo bueno en alguien.. siempre soy la optimista.. pero mira lo que me ha traido.. NADA.. absolutamente NADA!.. y por que no es una sorpresa!?!.. PORQUE SIEMPRE ME PASA LO MISMO! .. siempre.. cuantas veces han mirado lo que he escrito en espanol antes?.. MUCHAS VECES.. no?.. y de que hablo?..DE LAS MISMAS COSAS QUE SIEMPRE HABLO!.. los hombres estupidos!.. mas bien los chavalitos!.. estoy tan aburrida de esta mierda!.. y el que creia que era mi novio.. oh mas bien el que dijo que quiciera ser mi novio ahorra se esta portando como un nino.. y yo que hice?.. OTRA VEZ un muchacho me empieza hablar y despues cuando caigo por el, me manda a un basurero!!!! AAYYY COMO ODIO LOS PENDEJOS QUE SOLO QUIEREN JUGAR CON MIS EMOCIONES!..
i stole it from YOU muahaha.. i sowwie.. it was so interesting..i reeli wanted to know.. i fink it seems like me.. LET ME GO PUT ON MY HOTT COCKTAIL DRESS SO WE CAN HAVE MADD COCKTAILS AND GO DANCING ALL NIGHT!!!! bwahahaha... you eva salsa'ed sir?!.. hee² im sucha goober.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
to those people that have a problem with what i write on this.. FUCK OFF!!! seriously.. i dont have a pita to watch what i say so others will approve of it.. i have it for MYSELF.. if you feel like knowin wassup with my life.. fine dats great.. good for you .. thanks for showin some interest in my life... but den if you just wanna be nosey and complain about what i write afterwords.. GET A FUKIN LIFE! and stop reading this NOW!!!
~thank you~
so anyways.. dang i dont eva reeli use my pita here nemore.. i shood more often tho.. its gewd to let things out i guess.. yea so uhm everyone has left for college now.. its kinda depressin... i miss errebody so much.. alliE, big woo, el stefano, and joiLYN... yea.. dang.. i have nothing to do with my time now.. i juss werk go to skewl and sleep.. oh and eat of course. haha.. but i mean i do still party with my kewl crew consisting of chezka, gilby, chris cruz, luther, adam and errebody else involved.. hahaha.. yea.. its fun.. cept when crazy idiots decide to pull out knives and cut themselves thus leading to what lewks like a mass murder in someone ELSE's house.. stoopid drunk ppl!.. oh well.. but yea.. skewl.. college.. UNF.. uhm its okiee.. i guess.. not that hard.. but im not startin off too well.. i fink i had too much off time so like its kinda hard for me to get back to my hard work no play phase.. im still in fun mode.. it has to stop.. i keep fergettin to do certain things for class.. so yea a 4.0?? i unno.. all i know is that i MOS DEF do NOT have it now =( it makes me reeli sad.. cuz i know im goin to be compared to my oldest brother bayardo.. HE GOT A 4.0 WHY CANT YOO.. i know its gonna come.. shiet.. my bro was sucha hardworker and i know its takes dedication but dahmit.. it suks.. i hate havin to have my effort bein compared to my brothers.. it suks.. im not either.. IM MEEH!.. i know its gonna come.. its gonna suk..its gonna cause a crazy crazy fight between me and my dad. i know.. so dont be surprised when i write the entry about it.. yea..
im gettin so mad cuz my fukin comp keeps freakin freezin it sux.. oh well. so yea.. i fink imma go.. this entry was lame.. but it was mainly for the purpose of tellin certain haters to stop being gay homofags! im done.
ok so i started college officially yesterday.. and im in the computer lab rite now updating this cuz i was tryin to drop an english class but i cant so im here doing some eng homework that is due tomorrow.. i dont have class till like 1pm and its my chem lab that im stayin in for basically the rest of the day ... 450pm =( but yea so i decided to take lil break from my eng crap and update this.. how bout glenn dominguez is in heer.. alliE if you read this i hope yur enjoyin yur life at uf .. ive seen glenn like twice now.. how kewl.. haha. i say hey and stuff.. but yea.. so i fink college or reeli my classes are super boring.. only classes i fink i myte like are chem MAYBE and psych.. i know i ll like that class.. cuz my prof. is funnie.. but yea.. and to a certain lil guy with uhmmm... whats it called .. that one cancer but not hahahah.. thanks for the sushi and for bein so gay.. lets make some shirts.. yea we ll make our own.. but i hope you know mine will lewk waaaay kewler.. haha.. thnx fer all dem mini shouts.. hope you fun at werk.. muahaha... go play SEGA.. [[how whack]] but yea i juss realized you dont even read my pita OH WELL.. and ricky tan .. lets trade cars .. NOW.. yesss!.. okiee errebody i need to go to the library to finish up my eng paper thingy thats due tomorrow.. okiee BAH! ~*bLo0*~
things happened and we are BOTH unhappy with how things are going.. we've decided to take a break in our relationship.. not for good though.. hopefully.. not for good.. but we just reeli need some time apart.. eye still heart him dearly.. but we juss need a break..
nick if you're reading this im sorry if i hurt you, im sorry i couldnt make you happy enough, im sorry i asked too much, i just wanted more.. honestly ♥ ♥ ♥
so yea.. everyone went out to ocean club lass nyte.. something bout meetin lacky there?.. i unno. his first time?.. so we went to ocean club?.. and uhh.. yea.. no bourbon.. and i totally fergot we were there fer him?.. and like i didnt reeli see him much?.. so technically i fink we cooda totally gone out to bourbon.. but i mean ocean club was fun.. i guess its cuz i saw ppl there i dont usually see.. [[big woo, cant tooch dis, lacky, gail, sara, random twins i knew in middle skewl who are super hott now]] it was so fun dancin with wooster and toochie. hhahah..
*wooster was bakin it up and doin the vibrator on me.. and he let me n alvin skip him.. thanx so much.. also thnx fer the 3 dollaz.. yoo rock. i'll buy ya a smoothie at the mall.. dey cost 3 dollars =).. juss call me up and tell me when yur cravin one.. hahaha..but yea.. great dancin dude.. how excitin it was i must say =)..
*luther, im sorry i only danced with yoo fer intervals of like 30 seconds each time.. next we'll dance frealz.. but hey at least i attempted to be a kewl raver like yoo hahahahh..
*miss mishi!.. mahn.. SHE SUX!.. juss keedin... but yea.. i totally wore the kewl blk wet seal shirt.. da one dat i own the blue n blk one. and ashley owns the blue n coral one.. she didnt wear the coral one.. shes fired.. but she still lewked cute in the white shirt.. sheesh.. NICE TOEZ GUH! =) yea..
*gilby thnx so much fer buyin me that reeeeeeli gewd gatorade XFACTOR.. and the bottled water.. and the mcchicken.. and fer payin fer me like all da time.. and juss fer bein reeli super sweet to me mahn! yoo are like my closest guy frend ever and i love you gilbert florendo mendoza.. yooo rock my effin sux buddy!!! *-*
*alvin.. mahn o0o mahn!.. yur freakin TSX is so smoooth my frend.. thnx fer comin out.. it was sooo fun dancin with yoo dude!!! even tho yoo got super wasted hahaha.. but its okiee.. i reeeli am so honored to be the first person to reeli drive yur car like that!!! =)
*adam..WHY DIDNT YOO GO TO THE CLUB WITH US MAHN!.. yoo hard studier yoo!.. haha... but man i had fun after.. with all the kikin of the hats.. it was great.. and mahn. i cant believe how close yoo were to me the day i graduated.. haha.. we were so close.. yet so far away.. and yea. yoo were totally lewkin at my booty. muahahh! =b
*anothony nicaragua does NOT suk and yoo know it.. shuddupp cuz we do not eat sticks and bugs.. yoo arse hole!.. hhaha.. and my azz was ALREADY wet from the club!!. haha.. but yea.. i listened to the message yoo left me.. i coodnt stop laffin.. it was so long and random.. hahah. strip club eh!.. how fun.. haha. but yea.. dont hate on my voice message... yoo know its sweet.. dont hate juss cuz yoo cant be as kewl as me ABRIGO!
so newayz it was way too hott tho.. i dont fink i eva reeli wanna go bak there.. i fink next time id have a heat stroke or something.. but yea saw the usual clubbin ppl along with the ppl i go out with [[ian, khalid, random sahara guy.... mee, alvin, gilby, ashley, chino, his frend alex, luther, anthony]].. den afta the club we went bak to gilby's and dey made funnie home videos.. mahn.. dey are super funnie stuff.. and anthony has wet boobies while i had a wet azz.. how sad indeed my dear frend.. hhahah.. but yea. so den adam joined in on our fun.. cuz fer some reason he didn go?.. eh.. but yea.. enuff bout the club...
got to chill with pajango face.. [[emo screamo]].. again yesterday.. it was fun.. sorrie i made yoo late to werk.. like.. ONCE.. da second time was yur own fault cuz yoo woodnt leave BK.. haha.. but yea.. seriously.. thnx fer lettin me do yur wild n crazy kewl hair again.. it was fun.. and i had fun tryin to use yur record player.. but yur house was almost as bad as freakin ocean club.. haha. HOTT!.. aahhhh!.. i wooda had heat stroke waitin fer yur azz to get ready to go.. so i left and sat in the ciiiizaarrr with the ac on!.. hahha.. speakin of the club.. my bad fer always cuttin yoo off to answer other calls.. haha.. and when i finally membered i owed yoo a call it was too late.. i got yur text this mornin.. and i texted yoo bak.. but im sure yoo wont ever get it cuz yur fone is soooo BOOTLEG!.. muahaha.. but yea.. i was totally rockin dat way kewl shirt which is now my new myspace pic.. TOUGH GUYZ WEAR PINK.. i showed my mom the shirt.. and she's like.. ppl are gonna think yur a lesbian .. i was like.. WTF!?!?..hahha.. okiee im done.. gewd day sir!!! I SED GOOD DAY!
hmm lets see.. now nick and i.. dats an interestin subject.. i guess.. nick and i.. are well.. still ♥ nick and i ♥... juss dat we are takin a lil space from each other fer a bit.. each need to unstress a bit.. but i still heart him dearly.. we juss need time to collect out thoughts.. but yea.. he's my everything and eye heart him so.. my dearest boyfriend... uhh.. i reeli hope dis doesnt take too long.. but eh.. it had to be done.. *S*I*G*H*
HELLO WILLIE.. YOO ARE WAY WAY KEWL MY FREND.. SERIOUSLY.. ALTHOUGH YOU MAY NOT BE A REEL EMO GUY.. YOO STILL ROCK MY SOCKS.. AND HOW YOO LOVE THE USED AS MUCH AS I DO!.. HOW WAY KEWL IS THAT.. I LOVE YUR GLASSES WILLIE.. AND IF YOO EVA NEED SOMEONE TO RUB YUR BAK OR FORCE YOO TO DRINK WATER WHEN YUR LIKE SUPER WASTED.. IM THE CHIC FER YA AND I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE TO HELP YOO OUT BUDDY! ...
so yea willie.. we're like on the fone rite now.. and yoo juss sed yoo have tiesto live in concert.. but i KNOW yoo secretly sed TLC!! muahha.. so yea.. yur reeli gay. and i love it.. haha.. MR. BEAUTIFUL!.. yea.. go update xanga.. i wanna be entertained.. and now since im typin so much yoo stopped talkin.. and yur like I WANNA GO SHOPPIN CUZ I LIKE TO EAT SPAGHETTI!.. haha jaykay!.. i know yoo'll read this ONE day!.. cuz yoo know im way kewl.. and yoo so wanna know what im typin heer.. yoo make me laff so much.. BWAHAHA!.. okiee.. well i fink im done with my entry made juss fer yoo dude.. lets go hang out now.. yes i watch cartoons!.. uhmm i aslo love sailormoon and DBZ!!! and sanrio.. FUK FAKE BOOBIE BITCHES!.. okiee bAH! ~*bLo0*~
so i need to update more.. i need to vent shiet.. i need to do a lot of things for myself.. i need to get the fuk out of this fukin hell hole of a fukin house.. shiet.. i shooda fukin gona to ucf.. i woondnt have to deal with any of their stoopid shiet nemore.. omg.. my dad can reeli go fuk himself.. i hope he like hits his fukin toe on the edge of a fukin coffee table den he gets a nose bleed while fallin over into all them dahm roses with thorns in em and one shoves into his fukin eye and den simba bites his azz den pees in his fukin face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea okiee.. so registered to UNF finally.. im takin uhh intro to psych. ; calc. 1 ; some eng. class fer engineerin?; and chem. 1... that shood be gewd.. 14 credit hours and earliest class at 9:45am and lass class ends at like 4:45am.. NO CLASS ON FRIDAY!! yesssuh!.. hehe.. so yea.. so i cant wait to start.. it'll keep me busy and it'll keep me out this fukin house.. cuz like i can always juss stay out till my stoopid dad goes to werk cuz i "have class" all mornin.. YESSUH.. although i reeli will have class all mornin.. haha.. i fink its great!.. i hope i dont eva hafta heer him bitch bout nething eva again.. cept fer the weekends.. hmm i guess my excuse cood be that i need to go to library to study cuz since all he does is yell i cant concentrate at home.. ALRIGHT.. so yea..
myspace is always fun.. still waitin to hit the 500 mark of comments.. im a nerd i know. but eh..
bayardo and erenestine's weddin was absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!! i had the greatest time bein a bridesmaid.. it was so fun.. great weddin.. but im sorry i cannot watch the same video 10 tymes str8.. its juss not happenin.. pretty weddin i juss cant do that.. watch yur fav movie 10 tymes in a row and tell me if yoo dont get bored.. but yea.. im happy fer them both.. wish them the best of luck in their future!!! <333
♥♥♥ things with me n nick are goin great.. we have been together fer 1 month as of TODAY.. hooray babe!!! hehe.. but yea.. he treats me great.. and he makes me super freakin happy.. hes my white washed azn boyfriend whom i heart dearly!!!! ♥♥♥
i've met the greatest guy ever.. MY BOYFRIEND NICK NICK NICK NICK!!!<333 **muahz**
hmm.. what else.. well uhm i got a flat tire on our way home from orlando.. my first.. and how bout .. TOTALLY RANDOM.. rudy calls to tell me he seen me on the side of the road in orlando.. with a flat tire.. haha.. den 30 min bak on the road.. they are drivin next to me.. cuz they stopped somewhere to get gas and eat or something.. it was totally random.. lol. nice seein ya mr. pinoy! =)
hmm i played tennis with nick n ashley at ringhaver yesterday.. i got some nasty blisters on my ankles.. im so hardcore.. i was all bloody yet still playin.. im gettin pretty okiee.. it was much fun.. LETS DO IT AGAIN!
speakin of tennis.. i missed the endin of wimbeldon.. is that even spelled rite? prolly not?.. oh well.. but yea.. tennis reminds me of lacky of course.. and speakin of mr. lactose... gilby was talkin to him and told him that he was tricky fer dissin his old frends fer some chic.. like he totally called me to apologize and sed.. GIBLERT TOLD ME IT WASNT RITE.. thats so sad that it took someone else to tell him it wasnt rite what he did.. but oh well.. some ppl are like that.. i juss neva thot lacky wood be one of em.. oh well.. things were sed.. and i told him how i truly felt.. things wont be the same so why try to act like they will be.. i forgave but of course i will never ferget.. so thats that!
i dont reeli have much stories bout joiLYN, alliE, or big wooster.. cuz we havent reeli hung out much lately.. me, nick n ash went to sahara with joiLYN and saw wooster.. and alliE in the same day.. but it was very short.. and yea.. joi didnt wanna go play tennis.. and alliE didnt either.. and she didnt wanna go to sahara.. YOO GUYZ CANT SAY THAT I DONT TRY TO CHILL.. I ALWAYS INVITE.. BUT YALL ALWAYS DECLINE =(.. eh.. oh well.. next tyme!
well this wasnt much ventin.. more of juss an update i guess.. yea.. so im out yoo ppl that still read my pita.. much love to yall! haha latez MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
okiee.. so im annoyin or something it seems but ITS MEEH.. so GET THE FUK OVER IT!.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! im so upset.. im like not gewd enuff or something.. @(*&@*(&%&%$#!_(_*^!#*(^(!^&*(%!$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea so i was watchin the loves of my life playin tennis earlier.. and im totally typin without lewkin at the screen cuz im too busy lewkin at the tv rite now. andy roddick and my love guillermo coria are playin each other in tennis now.. its sooo freakin gewd.. mahn.. im so effin excited.. omg.. yall have no cloo.. i cant stop watchin.. i want coria to win so bad..but i mean i woodnt reeli mind if roddick wins juss cuz hes so gewd.. but dahm is this effin match so great.. im so happy im home now.. or else i wooda missed the rest of this matrch.. cuz i saw the first part early this mornin... OMG.. ITS SO GEWD!..HAHA.. okiee juss felt like updatin.. who knows how many effin typos i have on this shiet.. haha..BYE MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
omg i had so much fun lass nyte.. i went to see batman begins @ 8:30.. AGAIN.. but with aziz, his cuzin, and ricky.. i finally got to see the endin.. i kinda missed it the first time cuz i have ADHD! hahah.. gewd job fer yajaira.. yea they are funnie guyz.. it was fun.. but since i drove i had no one to walk with to my car so that was already bad enuff but how bout it was rainin when the movie got out and bein the great frend that i am.. i gave my umbrella to joiLYN which i usually keep with me at all times.. but i obviously didnt have it.. i ran around in the rain.. but i didnt know excatly where my car was.. yoo know how it is when yoo park somewhere. yoo know where yoo park.. like the general area.. haha.. but yoo know it was actually quite FUN!.. i was so freakin wet.. so i got home at like 11 and my rents were out partyin.. how weird.. but i called scott cuz he was on his way home and since he lives by me i asked if he wood stop by and run in the rain with me.. and so he stopped by cuz he rox my sox and is super nice to me.. SOMETIMES.. we didnt run round in the rain but we took kewl pix and it was fun!.. afta i went over to chris cruz's place to meet all dem ppl up to hit up PLUSH.. mahn.. we rode there deep.. saw so many ppl.. [[sherman, concetta, felicia, marlene, khalid, femi, zaddock, liz, sandy, teresa, sueann, anthony, met some guy named tim or something that was with them?.. and i rode up there with mr. cruz, chezka, lenore, her chic frend, gilby, andy, ricky tan, and willy]] finally got to dance with femi..AND ZADDOCK!.. hahaha.. so excitin.. afta the club mr. cruz raced some viets and that was so fun.. fast cars is excitin!.. den afta we went bak to their house and we all chilled.. [[antonio, luther, and mr.COX stayed there cuz they didnt go to the club]] i love chillen with all them its so fun.. we took some pix and i drove home.. went to sleep at 530am! and my mom woke me up at 630 to go to orlando fer ernestines bridal party thingy.. den i had to drive home from orlando cuz my mom was tired.. and now im heer.. exhausted.. *S*I*G*H* i still wanna go out tonite tho juss cuz its fun! =) im out MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
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nick, i get to see yoo again tomorrow!.. FINALLY!.. hahah =)
o0o and my dad is the biggest shiet talkin drunken bastard ever... but hey WHATS NEW rite???..
o0o yeah!.. STEPHEN MILLARD MAXFIELD visited me yesterday!.. it was excitin.. so did jacob.. but yea.. stephen was bald.. HAHAHAH..
awww... so i made my pita the bastard stepchild of the family.. eva since i got a myspace.. i miss it.. S*I*G*H* but its okiee.. im comin bak to ya.. omg.. ive done way too much since may 28!!! golleey.. at least i updated on graduation and all.. well summer has been super effin awesome.. chillen erreday!.. i love my frends dearly.. and dis is the lass week we can all chill.. off to college erreone goes.. ive met so many new ppl.. hott guyz.. one in particular.. MY BOY TOY.. haha jaykay².. NICK NICK NICK NICK NICK NICK NICK!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaha.. mahn he makes me super freakin happy!.. hehe.. i hope it lasts.. cuz i am frealz so happy! but yea..THNX NICK ORLANDO!.. orlando bloom!?! WHAT WHAT!!! ahahaha.. juss keedin.. newayz.. so yea.. we went to the cummer yesterday. and my o0o my how excitin.. the garden was soo freakin pretty!.. i wood love to have a big garden when i get older in my house!..but yea.. so bout my pita.. i finally archived.. it was takin too long to load all the pix... and uhh.. i wanna add more.. so that'll take me a while.. and i guess dats what imma be werkin on when im bored.. of course im always out.. but eh. who knows.. i'll find time.. i got orientation fer unf july 7.. hooray.. nawt!.. well goin to the movies tonite.. BEWITCHED betta be sweet.. okiee im out. laterz MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
