does anyone even read this nemore???.. i have like so many pix on heer.. i fink the time fer archivin is comin very soon!!!!.. and i unno if imma keep up with my pita nemore.. i fink its kinda pointless.. cuz like.. no one reads this.. lol. okiee BAH! MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
Congratulations to the N.B. Forrest Sr. High School Class of 2005! We finally made it after 4 long ghettofied years in that skewl!.. woohoo!..
so i totally graduated today.. and i was an honors and top ten graduate! YAY!.. i was on stage.. and i shook Superintendant Snyder's hand.. she was like.. YOO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL SMILE! i was like.. THNX, ITs VERY NICE TO MEET YOU MAM!.. thnx to all my guests [[MY MOTHER AND FATHER BAYARDO AND BLANCA PAYAN!, my oldest brother Bayardo aka BIG JARDO!, my new sister Ernestine, my older brother Gerald, my Tio Luis, joiLYN, big woo, alliE, Eva dawg, rudEpnoy, OhmOgueZ, justin even tho he missed the whole ceremony but he greeted me when i walked out and came to dinner]] so yea.. all of yoo are very important ppl in my life and i love yoo guys ever so dearly.. i have no clo0 what i wood do without yoo.. everyone was always there fer me when i needed them.. especially joiLYN.. joi, yoo are my bestest friend in the whole world, i know that our frendship did start based on marilyn manson's butt, but we were brought closer throo both of our individual personalities! i love yoo so much, yoo are basically the sister that i never had, my best friend, yesterday i hung out with gilby and we were talkin but the old days.. and how we're gonna miss ppl, and i brought yoo up and told him the story bout yoo ridin yur bike over the palm tree palms.. HAHAH.. mahn at the end of my story i had tears rollin all down my face.. i cood barely talk cuz i was laffin so dahm hard!.. and even gilby was laffin pretty hard.. i love yoo dawg. i will forever cherish all the wonderful memories we shared growin up together.. well dawg.. tomorrow is yur day to shine so i hope yur speech kix arse and i'll dance for yoo!..
congrats on everyone fer graduatin class of 2005! much love! MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
yea so... now that im over it all.. i feel so bad.. dang i juss had to get out all the frustrations out yoo know.. z if yoo still read this... i unno.. but uhh.. yea sorrie bout that entry before.. i dont hate yoo.. i dont hate neone.. hate is sucha strong word.. hell.. i dont even dislike yoo.. i definately dont wish i neva met yoo.. its duhm to throw away a gewd frendship like the one we had and im so sorry fer freakin out.. but im over it now.. and yea im sorrie for all that.. whether or not yoo decide to take this apology is all on yoo.. but this is all i can do.. hopefully yur not pissed nemore.. maybe.. or slightly not.. i unno.. so yea.. im done.. !!! ~*bLo0*~
Saturday, May 14, 2005
02:48 a.m.
i fukin hate yoo so fuckin much!.. yoo promised yoo wood neva hurt me!.. yur a fukin liar!.. yoo sed yoo wood never be like them!.. yur nothing but a dahm liar!.. yoo fukin suck so fukin much.. i cant believe yoo z!.. YUR A FUKIN ASS HOLE!!.. if yoo see me in the mall and slap me for this.. id fukin kill yoo!.. i hate yoo so dahm much yoo drunk azz bastard!.... that bullshiet bout its better to have loved and lost than to neva have loved at all.. FUK DAT!.. i wish i never fukin met yoo.. i fukin hate yoo so much... i told yoo.. i fukin hate how yoo made me feel.. i was askin fer too much?!.. all i wanted was fer yoo to be honest with me!... WHAT THE FUK!??!?!.. talk about a bull shiet excuse.. blamin it all on me??..HOW BOUT THE FUK NOT!.. every other time when yoo sed i didnt believe yoo i promise yoo i did.. this is the one time i can honestly say i dont believe yoo!.. i hope yoo fukin live a great life yoo college bound son of a bitch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. the sad thing is its my fault fer not juss lettin it go the first time it fukin happened!..
:::: i realized this was all spoken out of so much anger [[due to MORE than one source]] i dont even know what to reeli feel rite now.. i juss know i hate feelin like im so worthless! =( ::::
:::: o0o also.. i admit that i am a fukin hater and a hyocrite!.. DAHMIT!! ::::
so today was my last real day of my high school career.. graduatin in exactly one week! wow.. so its finally over.. i cant believe how fast it went by.. four years!.. it was so much fun tho!.. all the werk.. top ten honors graduate! got my bright futures! mahn.. imma miss my frends so much.. imma miss a few teachers.. i fianlly get to sleep in fer a while!..lol.. yea.. we got yearbooks today. they are so whack.. but who cares.. thats my memory of forrest.. WHACK..lol.. yea.. so im finally done!.. wish me luck in my future everyone.. [[if yoo dont yoo so green!]] yea.. so i wanna go to beach like everyday now!.. CALL ME UP!..
im out.. of high school!.. latez, MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
okiee well i went and took my ap literature and composition test this mornin.. this one was only 3 and a half hours long.. i actually enjoyed this one.. too bad i dont reeli know how i'll do considerin i kinda sorta dozed off durin the 3rd passage which i later came bak to at the end and realized it was the easiest effin one.. but i neva got to finish it cuz i ran out of time... WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS.. [[lol]] i kinda sorta didnt go to sleep till like 530? well i had like and hour nap heer and there.. but still.. its not the same.. dont get me wrong.. i had a sweet time.. but i was hurtin.. den we took our break and i got adjusted to bein awake.. and i wrote all three of my essays with 20 min to spare [[given 2 hours]] and yea.. so that was fun.. uhh.. yea.. so i hung out with Z fer a long time yesterday.. he came over and we watched old school together.. mahn that movie rocks.. WE'RE GOIN STREAKIN!..YUR MY BOI BLUE!.. yea.. gewd tymes.. we were spose to watch the grudge 2 in japanese or wuteva but my remote didnt have batteries so we coodnt choose the eng subtitles.. sheesh..lol... but yea.. so i juss came bak from the library not too long ago.. and we were there fer like 3 hours .. [[meeh,joiLYN, rudy, stephanie]].. it was fun.. the whole time.. i fergot to update my lil page heer.. oops.. but now that my bro moved bak in he has dsl in his room.. so thats where i am now.. hooray!.. yea.. well i reeli wanna go to the club tonite.. me and courtnie are goin.. but i want more ppl to go... dang.. oh well.. PROM IS THIS SATURDAY.. AHH!.. woohoo.. yea. well ..o0o yea i fergot.. i saw him again.. yes him... FREDDIE FAJARDO!.. hahaha.. mahn im so dorky.. i fink hes so effin cute.. z juss told me he knows him.. or like his boyz do or something?.. well yea.. HES SO FREAKIN CUTE!...ahhh.. i suk..lol..well imma go now cuz my mom is freakin out bout who knows what.. latez MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
okiee.. so now im home.. i juss spent the past 4 hours doin nonstop calculus.. that ap test kiked my azz.. i only answere 11 out of the possible 22 free response.. that shiet was crazy!..lol.. but i unno.. who knows how i did.. joi juss called me not too long ago to tell me she had juss finished her test tooo.. dang.. and lass nyte me, joiLYN, and stephanie all went over to alliE's place lass nyte to have a hardcore calculus study session.. it was fun.. i learned.. and it helped.. but who knows by how much.. i guess we'll see like 2 weeks into july huh..so yea.. my brain is fried.. i hafta make a B on my final exam in calc to get an overall B grade.. cuz i made an F this 9 weeks..lol.. but yea.. so i made a new myspace pic.. go lewk.. its so trooo..but im tired now..
well yea.. lass nyte afta i got home i talked to z online and i made a pic of him.. [[its like a mirror rite z]]..lol.. so den he made me a sign.. i guess its what boredum produces.. yea.. well prom is this saturday at the radisson.. and my date is ZADDOCK.. woohoo.. we're goin to dinner with courtnie, melissa, ash and their dates at VITOS down at the landin.. i juss realized i neva updated on paxon's prom.. it was fun.. gabe was a nice date.. i hope my prom kiks azz tho.. i cant wait.. im glad i decided to go tho.. hopefully it'll be worth it.. yea.. well imma take a nap and try to collect my thots.. lol.. latez.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
okiee.. so things are gettin a lil better.. changed a few things around.. and i now have a celly fone agen.. some chic that werks with me was like.. I TOTALLY HAVE A FONE THAT I DONT USE THAT YOO CAN HAVE.. so she brot it to werk today.. and i stuck my sim card in it.. and it werks.. so feel free to call me and actually enjoy heerin my reel voice.. ALRIGHT.. yea.. and a gewd thing is that since its a nokia fone i can use it in my house.. cuz fer some reasons only those fones seem to get okiee reception in my house.. so yea.. i reeli need a diff fone tho.. nokia's are so weird.. im juss happy to have a fone again.. yea.. so yea.. CALL ME.. newayz.. i juss got home from werk.. and yea.. i clean up a lil.. my room is a lil neater.. i totally get my full size bed bak tomorrow. ive juss been too lazy to switch beds.. but im off tomorrow.. so imma get my old bed bak.. YAY.. no more lil uncomfortable shiet!.. but yea.. i made my myspace lewk pretty.. and i added a few new pix heer on my pita.. yea.. things have changed.. indeed they have changed my frends.. well imma go now.. have a terrfic day!!... hehe.. latez.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
so my fone is broken.. it got run over by 18363294824 cars thursday afternoon.. my sim card is okay i juss havent had time to get a new fone yet.. so yea.. i still check my messages.. if yoo need me.. still call my celly and LEAVE A MESSAGE.. i will eventually call yoo bak!.. sheesh!.. juss leave a message [[that goes out esp to ZzZzZ, mr. i wont leave messages fer neone no matter who it is!]].. DO IT.. okiee.. have a great day.. =) MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
grad nite was the greatest thing ever and i had the best time.. o0o my freakin geez YELLOWCARD EFFIN ROCKED SO HARD!!!.. [[speakin in weird deep scratchy voice!]].. i totally got to touch sean's towel!!!.. AAAHHH!.. ryan cabrera is gay in my opinion.. a lil too emotional NAW MEAN! haha.. kevin lytle or wuteva was pretty weak.. magic kingdom was kewl.. nice first time at disney!.. tea cups are fun.. and my gosh!.. REGGAETON FOAM PARTY WAS THE GREATEST!... i need sleep! ZzZzZzZzZ MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
hey everyone... so yea.. im so bein forced to listen to the old 98 degrees cd.. and its all cuz gabe is super gay.. he keeps touchin me and im so close to juss staight hittin him the hoohaa... and hes totally still lewkin at me typin this.. so newayz.. now its unleash the dragon.. riiiite... HE SED HE JUSS UNLEASHED THE DRAGON.. [[his penis is super small cuz hes azn.. yoo know how it is]] so yea.. i havent been up to much lately.. juss chillen i guess. and gabe juss gave me the prom pix.. i like em.. he doesnt.. cuz he says im fat or something. how mean.. sheesh.. someone plz hit him in the hoohaa fer me.. thnx.. im done.. o0o CONGRATS TO BAYARDO AND MY NEW SISTER ERNESTINE!!.. I LOVE YOO TWO O0O SO DEARLY!!! <333
yea so newayz.. uhh.. im bored.. and i juss felt like updatin juss cuz i neva do nemore.. i actually had stuff to talk bout.. but with gabe heer its makin it all gay yoo know.. [[GABE YOO ARE SUCHA FAGG!!!!!!!... im not hatin!]]..
!!!!!!! HEY ZZzzZzZZZZZzzZzz ^_^!!!!!!!
okiee.. so lass nyte i went to bourbon with schyler, david, ryan, and james [[davids pr frend]]..
*ryan paid fer me [[how sweet]
*none of them dance [[it suked]]
*fyne azn guy i saw since i got there neva talked to me only stared fer a long time.. at the end of the nyte he smiled at me, but ryan walked away so i followed him without talkin to the hot azn guy i wanted all effin nyte [[how sad]]
*one gewd thing is i saw hector towards the end of it and totally got his number and he's single and cute [[ALRIGHT]]
*on my way home i got into a car accident..but I AM OKAY! [[escalade totally rear ended me and got reeli messed up but my tercel is a pimp and only got a scratch on the bumper which is plastic newayz.. and IM FYNE.. so no cops were called.. isnt that weird.. nothing is wrong with my car.. but an effin SUV hit me hard and it got all ooglyfied.. SUX FER HIM..]]
*talked to tim and he was carin [[THANX]]
*talked to z till crack azz early in the mornin [[how fun!]]
*have to go to werk at 4:00 [[HOW GAY!]]
yea so now ern and my brother are heer so imma go now.. have a great weekend yoo guys.. hopefully my week will be gettin better soon.. o0o wait its gettin better..
*got my bright futures scholarship today! [[HOORAY]]
ya no puedo.. me duele mucho.. por que siempre tiene que ser asi!!! no puedo dejar de llorar.. siempre la misma mierda! lo unico que es diferente es la persona!.. otra vez!.. NUNCA voy a tener mi felicidad.. alguien ayudame por favor.. ya no puedo sola.. aunque no creo que alguien me pueda ayudar en mi caso...
:::SUMMARY:::
I QUIT
even tho that makes me sad... i dont care!.. my week sux and it doesnt reeli lewk like it'll get any better fer a while.. oh my effin gosh!.. i cant fukin do this shiet!.. im so pissed and sad and juss.. omg.. i hate this!.. i wanna juss crawl into a hole and be alone fer a long long time.. at least then i woodnt be gettin bothered by azz holes.. and ppl always judgin me fer no fukin reason.. and juss never bein gewd enuff fer them.. i wooodnt have to worry bout tryin to impress neone but myself.. omg... IM SO UPSET!.. why do ppl have to be so mean.. i wish it didnt have any effect on me whatsoever.. i swear im not whinin over nothing.. its juss all been buildin up and i cant keep it all in nemore!.. i need to let some of it out.. i wanna leave so bad!.. i wanna quit so bad!.. oh god im hurtin and it sux!!!!! =( ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JOILYN STEPHENSON.. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO Y OO!..and manny moooooore!..XOXO
i juss wanna wish a very special and happy 18th birthday to my bestest friend in the whole world.. the girl who is like my effin sister and ap trick fo lyfe..joiLYN!.. i love yoo grl!..<333 HAVE A GREAT DAY DUDE!.. [[lets go clubbin now!]]
hey peopple.. so like.. im at the new library at argyle.. and mahn its so effin kewl!.. its all nice and sunny outside.. and instead of washin my car or doin something super fun in the sun.. i decided to just come out heer and sit in the library.. its so much effin fun heer.. i got some english done fer my paper.. not much.. but its kewl. and mahn. these comps are super sweet. but yea.. so i know i havent updated in a while.. sorrie.. ive juss actually found stuff to do with my time.. i hang out with frends like all the time. i figured that i wood do that now. cuz yoo know the year is almost over and ppl will be goin off to college soon.. and i juss wanna spend my days with them and enjoy it while i can yoo know.. but yea. so yesterday i spent the day with gabe over in the southside.. and we got his tux.. its like s tommy tux or something.. its reeli cute on him.. so yea.. im goin to paxon's prom with gabe.. how kewl.. i need a date fer my prom or else im not goin to it.. cuz i dont wanna be goin alone.. gabe wont go with me cuz he doesnt wanna spend nemore money or something. i understand.. oh well.. yea.. so i need a date to my prom.. so any takers???.. i unno.. but yea. so afta gettin gabe's tux at regency's after hours. we hit up the st. johns towncenter.. and went to the new target. got to say hey to old mandarin werkers and stuff. its super nice. way kewl.. den we went to the other stores and gabe tried pickin out and outfit fer his holisters interview.. and yea.. that took forever.. but it was fun.. so we left at like 230 and he went to skewl to pick up his sis.. [[sorrie fer makin yoo late dude]] o0o and i let gabe drive like the whole time cept when we were on the highway and stuff.. hes an okiee manual driver.. so yea.. den afta i took and nap and off to the nhs meetin.. den afta me and joi hit up the new library to check it out. we decided that we both wanna come heer everyday afta skewl.. its juss that effin sweet.. lol.. [[which is why i am heer now]].. and yea... i fink imma fail calc dis nine weeks.. but eeeh... oh well.. im goin to unf newayz.. its not like i need a super high gpa to stay in.. sheesh.. that makes me sad.. GOODBYE UCF! =( *tEaR* .. oo0o well. in like. 2years? yea.. maybe.. so newayz.. uhh.. i need to do calc. o0 and by the way.. i made a myspace.. did i mention dis before?.. if so.. OH WELL... the link is on the left.. add me if yoo have one! =).. o0o yea.. another new thing.. me and timmy are finally frends again!.. YAY.. finally rite!.. afta months of his azz ignorin mee [[even tho he doesnt admit to it..he did ignore me on purpose!]].. o0o i went to the club thursday nyte durin spring break.. too many ppl to have reel fun.. i saw so many paxon ppl.. [[includin femi's cute arse]] and i saw rex there.. we danced.. i had fun.. i went with gilby and court.. we lost sara corillo but oh well.. they wanna hit up the globe on friday.. but others wanna go to plush on saturday.. i unno what imma gd.. i kinda wanna juss chill without the club this weekend.. eehh.. well okiee.. im out. latez MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
IM IN THE PAPER WITH MY FRIENDS AND THE HUMAN VOLCANO TODAY! GO GET YUR NEWSPAPER.. YES THAT IS MEEH, JOI, part of STEPHANIE, kinda DANIELLE, AND GILBERT! ...and the HUMAN VOLCANO GUY!. how sweet is that! [[yoo know yoo wanna lewk]]
so yea.. well yesterday i had to go to skewl fer 2nd period only cuz effin labbe wanted to give us a freakin test the day before spring break.. so i went. i fink i made at least a C. so yea.. so after i left with gilby to go pick up joi so that we cood go to the grand openin of the new mall off of gate parkway or wuteva.. it was sooo NOICE.. yea.. we wanted to go see paxon's chorus sing.. and they did so well.. they made it seem like they were singin to us three alone.. [[maybe cuz it was only us there cheerin them on *-*]] yea.. mad propz to the finally sweet arse singers::: rudy, danielle, stephanie, and new bud femi..o0o and everyone else that was a part of it.. later on there were sooo many effin people randomly walkin around.. it serously lewked like it was a paxon field trip.. lets see who i chilled with or even juss sed hey to throughout the day:::: joiLYN, gilbert, rudy, danielle, stephanie, courtney from target, tommy, fostino, femi, guy with big hair [[alvin *-*]], wendel and anna [[cutest couple]], i met sangeetha's friend and gabe's neighbor christina, the twins ashley and i fergot the other ones name, gabe, veejay, their frend reeli tall grl which i fergot her name.. and uhh..
i'll finish later.. cuz im in melbourne at my bros new house.. and we're leavin now to go to miami.. call me.. im in MIA!..bye ~*bLo0*~ <333
okiee so now im bak in melbourne.. went to miami yesterday for a day. and it was pretty kewl.. saw many cuzins and stuff.. i love my cuzins dearly.. no one had a camera so i just kept takin pix on my celly.. so yea.lol.. it was so much fun.. it was sucha nice day.. so sunny.. reeli warm.. o0o mahn did i wanna go to the beach.. but we didnt have time.. so yea. lets see who was there.. it was like.. mee, my two brothers bayardo and gerald, tania, tatiana, cristhian, milton and his wife maria, jimmy, osman and his grl, maritza [[the one expectin]] and her husband yamil.. as fer the uncles and aunts it was my mom and dad, tia carmen, tio osman, tio mildar, tia yadira, abuelita catalina.. and mahn juss a whole buncha ppl like her frends and stuff.. mahn their house was so nice lewkin.. supr pimp.. so i had a great time chillen with my cuzins.. mahn miami has a new radio station that plays all the new and kik arse reggaeton muzik. i was freakin out when i heard it.. cuz i luv regaeton, and now they have their own station with it.. WOW.. but yea.. so uhh..
as fer my brothers new house.. mahn this place is so pimp.. i wanna like stay heer fer like summer.. he has like his master bed room and like 3 other rooms, an office room, two living rooms, a big arse kitchen, and two super huge bathrooms, his front door is lie 10 feet tall.. that junk is so kewl lewkin. so yea
so my brother has xbox live and halo 2 so when we got heer yesterday my brothers and I were playin halo against ppl.. i swear im gettin better, i was kikin so much arse.. and i got to use the headset and it was so funnie.. them halo gamer dudes say sum funnie shiet.. so that was fun.. im bout to go play again.. yea.. uhmm.. so all in all.. my weekend is goin pretty well.. im on spring break.. and i wanna go to the beach everyday.. i hope its nawt cold and crappy lewkin or i'll cry.. okiee im done now..bye again! ~*bLo0*~
Friday, March 18, 2005
12:47 a.m.
Hello poeple. Im not trying to be so aZn anymore because a certain someone says i act like it to much. So this is my new format....no more Of ThIs AsIaN ShIt....no more DDR...no more...Anyways why is mommy being such a dumb dumb!? I mean I know she only want tha best for me but still, can a sister get a little freedom? I miss vj so much! Delonyx is cute too! xoxo The senoir BBQ today totally sucked and we ended up going to Sonny's. We came back to school and i started longing for vj! he will always have a special place in my heart!!!
:::NOTE::: this is gabe's view on my life. how funnie rite?.. yea!
hey again everyone.. so i went to my brothers 21 birthday thing lass nyte at his place in the southside.. mahn.. it was kewl.. i had to close at werk tho.. but i left at 10 so it wasnt too bad.. i headed over to victoria's so i cood change and meet up with her and courtney who were gonna follow me.. so yea.. i wore a cute outfit.. and i straightened my hair again yesterday.. it was okiee fer the nyte.. even tho it was rainin i managed to keep it dry.. hooray fer jackets!.. yea.. so i get there and say wassup to my bro.. mahn by the end of the nyte there were so many ppl there.. i got to party with my bro and his frends.. hmm.. lets see.. prolly the only ppl i knew were uhh.. nawt too many..[[courtney, victoria, schyler, david, josh, luke, brandy, hobba, john, amanda, drew, matt, adam chiarelli.. i fink thats all i knew.. i unno..]] but i met new kewl ppl like matt's lil bro mike who lewks like he's frealz 26 even tho he juss turned 18 like two days ago, uhh, a crapload of random ppl that i have no clue what their names were.. but i can point em out if i eva saw em tho.. but omg!.. OH MY FREAKIN GEEZ!.. i seriously feel like i met an effin celebrity lass nyte.. everyone laffs when i bring this up.. but dahmit.. ive always wanted to meet this dude.. ive heard so much bout how sweet of a breaker and pop locker he was.. and juss wow.. and he had way kewl azn hair bak in his class of 01 days.. dis guy had hair frealz like super saiyan goku!.. no effin lie.. how bout i effin met.. FREDDIE effin FAJARDO!.. hahah. omg.. he's so effin cute!..lol.. cute my azz.. hes so dahm hott!.. and like.. i saw some random azn guy walk in.. and i was talkin to victoria and my mouth juss dropped when i saw him.. i was like.. VICTORIA.. THATS.. THATS.. FREDDIE.. and my bro was walkin by and im like.. IS THAT FREE.. and gp goes.. YEA.. YO FRED WASSUP!..and i lewk at victoria and go.. OMG! [[den continued to freak out.. well nawt freak out.. i was juss in shock]] .. but yea.. so i was a lil upset cuz my bro didnt even intro me.. so i was so nawt missin out on meetin this guy rite.. so like a tough and confident chic i went up to him and sed.. HEY, IM YAJAIRA.. and he's like.. HEY IM FREDDIE, WHATS YUR NAME!??! [[puzzled lewk]] and of course that always starts off great conv.. dahm i love havin sucha unique name..lol. so hes like.. HEY.. and im like.. uhh. IM GERALD'S SISTER.. cuz yoo know.. then im totally in cuz im his boy's sis..and of course we talked.. dahm hes so dahm kewl.. he can effin pop like a champ.. its so tyte.. i wish i cood dance that gewd.. we were gonna heel toe, but hobba broke some glass on the carpet so i coodnt.. dang.. but yea.. so i met him and hes so effin funnie [[ esp. when drinkin hatorade!]] but yea.. o0o i love bein gerald's lil sis.. cuz like.. his frend matt was hittin on me ALL NYTE.. even tho he was only kiddin. it was great.. cuz hes like. imma try to piss yur brohter off.. lets see how far his limit is.. and yea.. so i was like..YUR HOTT.. and he hit on me all nyte.. and i was like.. DANG I LOVE BEIN GERALD'S LIL SIS..lol.. =) gerald finally reached his limit towards the end of the nyte.. o0o and as fer drew he mos def didnt even talk to me all nyte. how gay.. so yea.. uhh.. i had a fun nyte.. i slept over and went to sleep round 3am.. and like i had to open this mornin.. wow.. so i woke up at 730..dang.. i was hurtin..lol. but it was fun.. hope my bro had a gewd tyme.. seems like he did.. yea.. so i came to a conclusion fer the nyte.. or a few actually..
*apparently im a cock blocker fer my brother [[sorrie]]
*freddie fajardo is hot and super duper kewl
*i dont eva wanna become a smoker or a hardcore drinker
*fred is hot
*bein legal will be fun
*i so want the hook up dahmit!
*bein gerald's lil sis has its benefits =)
*drew is so antisocial and it makes me o0o so sad
*i lewk older with str8 hair?.. but nawt?
*gabe mos def likes the cock
*o0o and fred is a future weird old man =b!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY DANIELLE OHMOGUEZ AND CUZIN SANGEEEEETHA!.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOO!.. and many moooore!.. WOOHOO! *-*
okiee so today is danielle and sangeetha's bdays.. danielle is suhweet 16 and my cuzin is a LEGAL 18..lol.. yea.. so i went to danielle's tonite with joiLYN at like 6.. i called out of werk.. so i basically sed EFF TARGET!.. they all effin suk!.. esp bitch azz HR lady tiffany.. but newayz!.. so i didnt go to werk.. and went to danielle's, me and joi got both her and sangreeta reeli funnie cards that i hope both enjoy dearly.. yea.. so the plan was to stop by danielle's and chill fer a bit, then round 9 go to olive garden fer sangeetha's surprise dinner.. well me and joi got caught up in mad gewd tymes at ohmoguez's house, so we didnt leave her place till like 1215.. yea.. [[sorrie cuzin but we still mos def called yoo up to wish yoo a happy bday wit luv! *-* ]] so there was a lot of ppl i had neva met there.. i only knew danielle, joi, and rudy... i knew OF ppl.. well kinda.. i knew of that kid elvis cuz hes the cutie that i had seen before.. and uhh.. that kid with the unique name CHANG.. lol.. yea.. gabe's boyee or sumpin.. and uhh.. yea.. everyone else i met fer the first time.. i had heard of a lot of em from joi.. like that kewl vanessa chic that can heel toe all kewl [[even tho i neva got to see it fer myself]] yea.. so we played pool, sang random songs.. danced to michael jackson songs.. ate KIK ARSE azn fewd =) and merked some bitches in halo 2 [[ with connection so we cood heer them talkin to us..lol]] mahn.. fukin daryl and wuts his face.. sheesh!.. it dont matter.. me, joi, and rudy were kikin azz.. we got so much better considerin we played it fer bout an hour and half str8..lol.. chang was on our team fer bout the first 5 mintues.. den he left.. i guess he realized we suked.. BUT.. we totally started showin mad improvement..lol.. so yea.. halo kix major azz mos def!.. so i had a gewd nyte.. my dad started blowin up my fone like crazy.. and yea.. i had to speed home cuz we were in southside and i had to be home soon.. yea.. thnx fer the invite ohmoguez.. hope it was fun fer yoo dude.. o0o and i have a message fer yoo from a certain someone...
HEY GIRL, ITS SEVEN O'CLOCK, ON THE DOT, MY SILVER FOX IS HOTT!... ::: MUCH LOVE FROM ::: SILVER FOX!<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BROTHER GERALD ANTONIO PAYAN, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOOO!!! xoxoxox..<333 i love you bro! i hope all yur wishes come troo.. [[dont drink too much! ^-*]]
yea.. so today is my brothers birthday.. he went out lass nyte.. and yea.. i wrapped up his gift and decorated his card afta he left and left it in his car seat so that he cood get it wheneva he came bak to pick up his car.. isnt that kewl.. mahn id love to get stuff like that.. yoo know. as a surprise and stuff.. it juss makes yoo feel so special... like yoo know that someone cared enuff to think bout yoo and do somethin special fer yoo on yur day.. yea.. so i got him a reeli kewl blue corona tee.. and the card was cute too.. im kewl.. yea.. my bro called me when i got out of skewl and sed that it was a kewl gift and that he reeli liked the shirt.. yea.. im sucha gewd shopper.. so yea..
o0o my bro told me wut dru was tellin him.. he sed sumpin like.. YO MAHN, YO LIL SIS.. MAHN.. I KNOW SHES YUR LIL SISTER BUT.. DANG.. LEMME GET HER NUMBER GP!... how effin funnie is that.. and mahn.. gerald told me he sed sumpin that made him laff a lot.. he told sean MAHN I COODA SO MADE OUT WITH GERALD'S LIL SISTER!..LMFAO..how funnie is that.. i was laffin so hard when my bro told me that.. i was in tears.. juss cuz he was soo dahm suure and i neva thot id eva heer someone say that. lol.. but yea.. all i gotta say is dont be so dahm sure dru..lol.. yea.. so newayz
i juss got bak from nhs.. they sed we cant wear our honors tassels.. cuz the prez decided.. and hey guess what.. I DECIDED that they can SUK IT.. and i AM wearin mine fer graduation =) thank yoo!
so yea.. i hung out with gilby, morgan king, and stephanie "MOSER" mosely.. we went to chik-fil-a afta skewl.. and yea.. den me and moser went to the mall and stpehanie costello [[nawt much of a bia nemore]] met us up there.. then we had mad gewd tymes.. i stopped by jc penny to say wassup to stella agen. and then justin chiarelli and eric stinson came up.. and yea.. it was weird.. then we saw zach tipton there.. he doesnt member me..but i swear him and amiee boyd lewk so much alike..lol.. yea..
so victoria gave my bro her numba and i gave her his.. yea.. so she called him today to say happy bday.. how nice.. i reeli woodnt mind if they hooked up.. shes kewl.. nice chic.. yea.. o0o and gerald sed he woodnt give me dru's number.. cuz i was like.. well since he asked fer my number can i juss get his.. and hes like..sure.. WHEN YUR 18.. den i dont care what yoo do.. lol.. how messed up is that. i was like..NOOO NOW... I GAVE YOO VICKY'S # GEEZ..he sed thnx and no..lol.. so yea..
well i gotta go do some hw.. so latez MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
so.. john hughes and amanda jimenez got married yesterday.. awww... wow.. i knew em when they were datin bak in middle skewl.. and now their husband and wife.. they were always o0o so cute together.. congrats to them.. =)
so yea.. so i went to their weddin with my brother yesterday.. it was frealz like a class of 2002 reunion.. lol.. i knew all of them when i was a lil freshie.. everyone lewks older.. and different.. lets see.. who was there.. caleb wes, sean mcgauley, jessica hobba, luke lovejoy, andrew and amanda chapman, julie henderson, that one couple that got married and now have two kids since they graduated..and many more.. i juss unno their names.. but yea.. they were all like.. ARE YOO OUT OF SKEWL YET.. o0o YUR A SENIOR.. KEEEEWL!.. I MEMBER THOSE DAYS.. yadda yadda yadda.. yea.. so it was a nice ceremony.. it was at a catholic church off of baymeadows.. it was like 3 minutes away from the guys house [[david, schyler, ryan, and ron]] so afta it finished dey sed to go to the reception which was held at the prime osbourne, i didnt know how to get there.. so i had to wait fer my bro to finish takin 7857592927598239875 pictures.. i started talkin to dru chapman.. he was always a reeli nice guy.. and yea.. we took some pix.. and when my bro gets em on the comp i'll put em up.. but yea.. so since the pix were takin so long.. i decided that since i was so close to the guys house that id stop by.. cuz i was lewkin o0o so cute.. =).. so i got there and david sed i was lewkin reeli gewd.. i wore a reeli cute blk skirt [[.24]] from my favorite store DILLARDS and i got a sweeeet white blazer from JC PENNY'S [[.00]], WITH the help of my lovely old pal STELLA [[kristel poon]] yea.. i luv and miss that grl dearly..*tEaR*.. but yea.. and i had some lil blk heels.. yea. so yea.. i was lewkin reeli cute.. so i go to my bros place to drop off my car so i can ride with him to the reception.. we get there and i like hafta go in by myself cuz my bro was a groomsman.. i lewked for my table which was like a needle in my own hair.. crazyness.. i was at a table with amanda chapman, her mom and dad, random chic and date.. and yea.. kinda weird.. den my bro and dru finally come to sit.. yea.. so dinner was reeli gewd.. and the place lewked great.. den we started dancin.. dru wasnt dancin and it bothered me..lol.. he sed he only slow danced.. so he sed hed dance the next slow dance with me.. but what had happened was..lol.. i started talkin to joi on my cell.. and like.. totally missed the next song. dru was a bit upset.. SORRIE..lol.. so i sed the next one.. but yea.. so we finally danced.. and we had a chance to talk.. hes super nice.. earlier that nite he had asked me if i membered him from high skewl and i was like.. OF COURSE.. I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON YOO..[[screw yoo lacky]] and yea.. it was juss the first thing that came to my head.. it was funnie.. i fink he was a lil surprised.. but reeli.. he was a cute and sweet guy.. i unno why he wasnt a lady's man!..lol.. but yea.. so he was basically my buddy that nyte.. and mahn.. I DANCED SALSA.. with the dahm dj.. he werked my azz so nasty on the dahm dance floor.. MR. I OWN MY OWN STUDIO head azz!..but it was soo much FUN.. we had a big crowd watchin us.. most attention ive eva had in my lyfe..lol.. but yea.. so all in all i had a great day.. later my bro was throwin a lil get together at his place.. and so i went home to get changed and i was on my way home.. and gabe called me and invited me to his house cuz his lil sis was havin a lil get together fer her bday.. and gabe had frends comin over fer a halo party or something.. so i decided to hang with them instead.. so i went.. and he doesnt live that far from my brother.. yea.. so i got there. and he intro'ed me to his lil azn family as THE MEXICAN GRL.. i was mad.. but wuteva.. his mom sed it was mean.. and i was talkin to her.. and i didnt even know it was his mom.. cuz she juss randomly started talkin to me.. den gabe was like.. BY THE WAY. THE LADY YOO WERE TALKIN TO WAS MY MOM.. [[ thnx fer the intro yoo dork-0!]].. but yea.. how bout veejay was there.. and gabe kept tellin him bout how i had the biggest crush on him.. gosh.. can i say embarassin much!?.. yoo punk.. GOH!.. but oh well .. i dont care.. i figure it dont matter cuz i mean its not like i'll eva talk or see him agen..lol.. yea.. [[dahm too many details]]
:::::SUMMARY:::::
went to a weddin
[had fun]
made frends with dru
[gewd tymes]
went to gabe's
[him and frends are HILARIOUS!]
*i reeli suk at halo
[veejay and crew are cheap fer only goin fer me =b]
had a tyte day!!!
[KEWL BEANZ *-*]
so yea.. *tomorrow is my bros 21 bday
*we had a bbq fer him and his frends heer
*i cleaned my car.. and it doesnt smell or lewk like too much azz nemore..
*im nawt sure if i wanna go to skewl tomorrow
*gp sed dru talked bout me all nyte in a drunkend state.. HOW FUNNIE
*gabe talks to vicky now
*veejay is still reeli cute in my book
*im bored
*i fink i shood juss make lists fer entries
!!! O H Y E A !!!
*GABE GOT KIKED OUT OF TARGET! LMFAO!!
*my bday is in 1 week and three days!
yea yea yea.. valentines day.. yoo wonder what special things i did today.. well how bout.. i had planned to do yoo know.. a lil but of this.. a lil but of that.. and bascially have a NORMAL effin day.. lol.. and guess wut.. i did.. so yea.. i went to skewl and took my top 10 pic that is gonna go in the yearbook.. it was on a digi cam.. so i got to see it afta.. and the grl that took it was freakin out cuz she was like.. OMG ITS SUCHA GEWD PIC.. YUR SO PRETTY.. and i was like. aww fanx!.. and yea.. so it was cute.. i wore a reeli kewl top todai.. its a reeli kewl blk shirt that i can weat wuteva color shirt under cuz it like hangs off my shoulders so it lewks cute.. i figured everyone wood be wearin pink and red in the whole skewl.. so i decided i mos def didnt wanna lewk nething like em.. so instead i wore blk yellow and jeans.. HOORAY.. i lewked so kewl.. den ON-RI-KWEZ gave me a lil rose that matched me.. it was a reeeeli pretty pink and yellow rose.. [[mostly yellow.. i adore yellow roses]] and yea.. i had it in my hair all day and in my pic fer top ten.. so in conclusion.. i lewked reeli cute fer my yearbook top ten pic and i didnt lewk nething like the rest of the skewl.. and i dont have a special neone.. so OH WELL.. but yea.. so i juss got home nawt too long ago.. i went to hang out with my old buddies agen.. its been a while mahn.. i came home.. and courtney called me up.. so i hung out with her and victoria fer a bit.. den vic went to werk at 4.. so me and courtney hung out at the guys' house.. it was kewl.. havent been there to hang in while.. so it was me schyler and ryan playin pool fer a while. den david came home.. and we played ping pong.. den it got boring.. so we played golf.. den it got dark so we went bak in.. and i did ryan's hair.. cuz i LOVE doin guy's hair.. fer some reason they juss dont do it rite.. so i take over fer a day..lol.. mahn.. i did so many kewl things with ryans hair.. den i got my cd's out.. and let them listen to CRUNK JUICE, reggaeton, and my fav.... SALSA!.. and i taught them agen how to dance to it.. even tho mr. puerto rico himself [[david mendez]] can kinda already dance.. it was super fun.. they juss went to cici's and invited me .. but im a lil tired.. i did a lot todai..and i have hw to do. so i declined.. NEXT TIME.. yea.. so newayz.. so i still talk to that one guy GABE...uuuh..lol.. hes actually reeli kewl.. its not like.. o0o he dissed me so he sux .. hes actually the only guy that i have kept in touch with afta a situation like that.. and we're actually pretty gewd frends now.. well at least i fink so.. he makes me laff a lot.. even tho he says a lot of mean things.. i still talk to him cuz its juss funnie.. even tho i dont tell him.. cuz he always asks why i still talk to him if hes so mean.. the thing is.. hes the only person [[other den joi]] that has the same kinda humor that i do.. so its juss weird heerin someone sayin shiet bak to me instead of gettin all pisssy.. which is what ppl usually do when talkin to me.. and i juss realized.. i do what ppl do to me.. to gabe.. did i lose neone?.. if so sorrie.. it sounded clear in my head.. so yea.. lass nyte he sed hed go to prom with me. and todai he went bak on it. how gay.. so only if i absolutely have no date whatsoever will he go with me.. thats sad.. oh well.. so agen.. anyone wanna go !?!.. im actually kinda finkin of nawt goin nemore.. juss cuz i dont have a date and i dont even like my skewl.. and iunno.. i do wanna go tho cuz its the thing to do yur senior year and if i dont go ill be missin out and regret it.. dahmit.. i juss want someone to wanna go with me. and have fun.. and dahmit!.. i hate prom!.. i hate forrest.. I HATE SKEWL.. =(.. but maybe its juss cuz none of it is goin the way i want.. oh well.. well i'll be 18 in 2 weeks and 2 days?.. yea.. close enuff.. i cant wait to go clubbin.. i luv dancin!.. sheesh.. well im super hungry.. so imma go ..laterz ...MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
i dont understand.. how come ppl are always like.. we can still be frends rite.. but i dont fink they eva mean.. at least nawt the ppl that have eva sed it to me.. i was readin sumpin from one of those ppl.. and im like.. well.. gewd to know they're alive.. but too bad i have no cloo what the hell they're doin with their life.. bein as that they cant eva talk to neone.. or even be nice enuff to return a call.. that reeli pisses me off.. yoo see that someone is tryin to get a hold of yoo.. juss to be nice.. cuz we're spose to still be KEWL.. but NOOO.. wanna be all mean and ignore calls and messages head azz!!! >=/ .. o0o and what bugs me even more.. are the ppl that are still frends with yoo.. but are jerks and make fun of things from the past that actually meant sumpin to a certain someone.. sheesh.. thats nawt a frend.. thats an azz hole with reeeeeli bad jokes..lol.. but yea.. i juss wish that certain someone wood actually want to be frends agen.. its so sad.. shiet.. i thot he was super kewl.. it juss woodnt werk out that way.. but i still wanted to be frends.. but NOOO... sheesh!.. whateva..
so my bday is in like 3 weeks... I'LL BE LEGAL!.. and be able to go clubbin!.. HELLZ YEAH BOYEEE!!!!! <333
MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
so i got my wisdom teeth removed yesterday at 1 pm.. mahn o0o mahn am i in pain.. i was so funnie rite afta the surgery tho cuz i was high as a kite.. ask lacky.. he was the only one of my frends that visited me rite afta.. he all helped me out of the car and stuff.. and he was juss tellin me bout all the duhm stuff that i did and sed while still on the laffin gas.. and joiLYN has a voice message from mee and im like super up there and she let me listen to it today and its way funnie and reeli long.. and its meeh randomly laffin bout who knows what.. but yea.. so lass nyte i had a party fer my loss of wisdom i guess is what id call it.. so it consisted of GABE, joiLYN, and mr rudEpnoy! yea.. that was reeli nice of them.. gabe brot over his xbox and we all played halo 2 and got "merked" yea.. den gabe and rudy left to go rent NAPOLEON DYNOMITE.. and yea.. so thats what we did.. or reeli they.. cuz i spent most of the night over the toilet.. it suked major.. and like. all i can eat rite now is mash potatoes and apple sauce and random liquids.. and yea.. im in pain rite now.. i juss got home. went to shalana and amanda's blk and white 18th bday party over in san marco.. mahn it was full of ghetto ppl.. i thot i was gonna get shot and punched in the face.. well maybe not shot. but i was scerred that someone wood hit me in the face frealz tho.. and im swollen and stuff that wooda hurt so effin bad.. so me and lacky left at 11 and now im home.. yea.. so it was meeh, joiLYN, lacky, and the one and onleeh cross.. yea.. den as soon as we were gonna bounce big woo came and yea.. so we left tho.. and yea.. i didnt know neone there cept maybe fer femi and fostino.. and i dont even reeli know them.. oh well.. well i need to go take some pain pills cuz this pain is goin crazy.. and yea.. so have a nice day.. oh brite side of this crap is that i get 5 days off of werk and imma prollu lose some weight cuz i keep pukin and i can only eat a limited amount of fewd.. hooray.. maybe i'll be hot fer spring break.. maybe.. yea. im out.. laterz MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
does anyone think its time for me to finally move on to another way kewler theme for my wonderful pita?.. hmm.. i mean its been what like.. 1 year and a half?..hmm naw.. maybe in college.. or maybe nawt..hehe
ive been listenin to a lot of new muzik lately.. i dunno why.. i fink ive juss been feelin a lil different.. like.. i unno i cant reeli explain.. but ive been listenin to a lot of punky muzik.. i guess thats what it is..but reeli its juss muzik that is mellow-in meeh out.. shiet i dunno. but yea.. like im listenin to dat song by the killers out now, mr. brightside.. gewd song.. and takin bak sunday, my chemical romance.. dang.. i unno.. ive juss been thinkin a lot more lately.. not of specific things..juss general stuff.. like whats gonna happen afta graduation.. and juss things comin up.. like .. who the hell am i goin to prom with.. dang.. i always imagined myself goin with gilbert to my senior prom for some reason.. but im fer sure that thats nawt gonna happen.. im nawt his kinda chic.. oh well. but reeli.. i dont have a date.. and tickets are on sale now. and they're only gonna get more expensive.. if anyone wants to go to prom with me. drop me a line on the pita.. or call me.. i unno.. dang do i feel like a loser..lol.. *S*I*G*H*..oh well..
so yea.. me and gabe are frends now.. how grrreat.. yea.. [[sarcasm yoo ask??.. i'll let yoo guys decide *-*]]
but yea.. dahmit. im so effin cold, my fingers are so effin numb.. grrr.. i mean.. brrrr!..hehe.. so i went over to victoria's today afta skewl.. courtney was there.. and well.. we're kewl again.. i kinda miss her.. okiee i do miss her goofy azz.. i figured it was neva her duhmazz fault only that nyte.. so its all behind me. so we were tryin to do handstands at ryan. david. and schyler's.. it was so much fun.. i finally did it.. den they were like.. DO A PUSH UP WHILE YOO DO IT.. i tried and i went down but coodnt get up..lol.. my wrists hurt.. but hey.. i did a handstand =).. so i had fun.. den we played halo.. at first it was juss me and schyler [[reeli dahm gewd gamer]] and like he killed me 15 tymes.. but i got him 2 tymes..lol. but thats juss cuz he walked away to get a drink..so that doesnt count.. BUT.. david decided to join.. so it was meeh, schyler, and david playin.. i killed david 7 tymes and FINALLY killed schyler!.. omg.. it was the biggest deal.. cuz hes so gewd! everyone was freakin out. cuz lil ol yajaira killed schyler.. i cant even play that dahm game.. i was so happy.. i laffed till tears came down.. he sed everyone gets lucky.. but i dont care.. I BEAT SCHYLER!..lol.. [[in yo fayce gabe!]] hehe.. yea so it was reel fun.. had nhs meetin today.. gay as usual.. now im heer. bein bored.. sum 41's new song- we're all to blame, is a bad azz song!.. makes me happy.. yea.. well.. imma go. i shood reeli update more.. oh yea. i straightened my hair fer bout a week. and finally got it bak to curly today.. i kinda missed it.. even tho i was sad to see my str8 hair go.. i was finally gettin use to it. oh well. im out.. laterz.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
.. just wanted to update.. a certain someone that wishes to remain unnamed.. [[dont know why .. maybe cuz dey're GAY!]] has become such an a-hole.. i dont get it.. i reeli dont.. how do you go from bein incredibly sweet and hold someone's hand to .. get the eff out my face.. i just dont get it.. i quit.. whatever.. seriously.. and i was so out of the way.. im a cool grl? so you drive like 60 miles a night to "hang out" cuz im "cool" WHO THE HELL DOES THAT.. its effin insane!!!!..thats a bad case of leadin someone on.. and you dont wanna seem like a jerk?!?!..HELLO!!!.. i dont effin get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it pisses me off so bad... im so effin hurt mahn.. >=( AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! ***SCREAMIN FOR A REELI LONG TIME***
~*bLo0*~
well hey you guys.. im finally bak into this whole pita thing.. ive been mos def so MIA for a while.. but thats just cuz my comp got a virus.. but its okiee now.. so okiee.. merry x-mas and a happy new year to everyone.. i had family come into town for x-mas.. my mini mee was heer.. and it was great.. for new years.. i hung out with lacky, eva, joi, and cross fer a sec. at 930 i went over to david's cuz they were havin some massive party.. so i went.. my brother found me there and didnt really seem to care.. so we basically partied together.. it was fun.. my rents were in miami tho.. but yea.. it was kewl.. ive been hangin out with this girl named victoria .. she werks with me and is portuguese.. or wuteva.. she has the coolest accent.. and yea shes like my new best buddy.. shes also very pretty.. but yea.. so ive been hangin out with her lately.. o0o rite now lacky is at my house sleepin on my bed.. mahn he snores..lol.. yes lacky you do.. and he just moved to crack his toes.. kinda weird.. but it seems to me that he's just gonna go and pass out agen.. but yea. so newayz.. before the winter break joi told me bout some hot azn guy named GABE that finks im like super hot.. so she gave him my number.. yea.. so i finally had a chance to talk to him and he's like super kewl.. he has a reeli hot voice.. and he only shops at EXPRESS.. how effin hot is that.. he told me he thot i was "so fine" made me laff cuz he saw a pic that joi has on her folder from CEC..and like its the two of us doin the look..lol..lmao.. an he finks its hot.. yea wuteva.. but yea.. i reeli wanna hang out with him tho.. he's kewl.. but yea.. so life is good.. x-mas was gewd.. family is gewd.. grades are okay.. i fink im gettin 2 b's on my report card.. i have to go to werk today. mahn i so dont wanna.. but yea.. so much stuff has been goin on..im way more social then i ever was.. and yea.. not enuff time to reeli go into details.. o0o me and whitney talk alot at werk now.. shes reeli kewl.. very funnie when drunk if i may add. but yea.. i need to go take a shower.. but lacky is still heer sleepin.. o0o well.. hope everyone had great and kik arse holidays.. my birthday is in 2 months.. cant wait mahn.. cant wait.. laterz.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy
When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
well hey there everyone..hows it goin.. im updating agen cuz i know that i never do.. but yea.. so im heer in typin class again.. and yea.. we have a sub in heer so i figured id update.. im reeli likin the random taggin goin on heer on my page.. its very exciting.. and cheryl dawg.. WHERE DA EFF HAVE YOU BEEN DUDE!?!? frealz tho.. you have been like o0o so MIA.. and i dont mean in da ap either.. but yea.. dats so sad how yur roomie doesnt have frends.. i'll be her frend.. i mean .. we basically have the same name accordin to you.. so why not.. but yea.. so newayz.. i havent reeli been doin nething lately.. juss been christmas shoppin alot.. ive spent bout 0 already. and thats all i plan on spendin.. dats pretty gewd for like 12 ppl..lol.. but yea.. o0o and incase i havent sed this yet or no one has heard.. there is :::BREAKIN NEWS:::
!!! STEPHEN MILLARD MAXFIELD AND MYSELF ARE FRIENDS AGAIN !!!
so yea.. been hangin out with beverly, miranda, stephen, johnson, and cross lately.. we all went to the st. augustine outlets like last tuesday?.. yea i fink thats rite. it was quite fun stuff.. me and miranda bout mad GUDA!!.. even tho it ended up bein CHICA AND LOCA.. dahmit.. oh well.. GUUUUUDA!!!...hehe.. but yea.. o0 and ive been goin to panera a lot since they all work there.. stephen hooked me up with a reeli gewd slice of french bread with melted feta cheese on it. mmm.. it was o0 oso gewd.. justin kept threatenin me cuz i didnt wanna give him any. cuz him and LACKY.. were greedy and didnt wanna share any of their cold bread with feta.. i was o0o so sad.. but in the end i still gave cross some... but yea.. so i opened all weekened.. and it was fun stuff.. afta werk yesterday i went over to ryan, david, and schyler's with rachel and courtney.. gewd tymes.. i was goin there cuz i told david we would play tennis that afternoon.. and so we went and tried to get them to play but they had juss gotten home from the jag game.. and mahn david and ryan were so wasted and it was only 6 pm.. lol.. so yea.. so it was me, courtney, ray charles, schyler, ryan, david, shae[[rons's gf]], this super hott guy ive neva met b4 named robert which is davids frend, and chrissy was there for like 5 minutes but then had to go home.. well since no one wanted or reeli COOD play tennis i left cuz i didnt wanna be there.. it so wasnt the hot spot.. so i got schyler to walk me out. and so he did that. but he ened up just talkin to me outside bout all the drama in the house. shiet im glad im not part of it.. but wuteva.. so yea.. dahm the crew sure isnt spendin much quality time together nemore.. [[meeh, joi, eva, alliE, lacky, and sometimes cross]] haha.. thats like vowels.. and SOMETIMES cross.. lol.. wuteva.. we shood go bowlin next weekend guys.. juss dont get justnin to plan nething.. o0o wait.. isnt gail havin a party?.. dahmit.. there it does out the window.. well . bells bout to ring.. gotta go to ap english afta this. yes.. syke!.. laterz..MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
hey everyone.. well yea.. last week felt like a waste of a week.. so much effin crap that was not even effin needed.. geez... i hate liars.. but whatever.. so yea.. im heer chillen in this typin class and i figured i'd do something productive.. no skewl tomorrow.. yay.. who wants to hang out!.. yea yea yea.. dont give some bs like O0O I WAS GONNA CALL YOU TO HANG.. BUT BLAH BLAH BLAH... geez.. gonna.. so newayz... so lass night i was talkin to ma old best buddy cinthya.. it was kewl.. was talkin to her cuz eduardo [[eddy]] and it was gewd tymes.. DONT HATE!.. but yea.. den afta i called up justin and den while i was talkin to him gilby calls me and is like.. GUESS WHOS ON TV RITE NOW..im like..who.. and hes like.. JOSH GROBAN.. and omg did i freak out mahn.. they were givin [[yes givin]] the JOSH GROBAN LIVE AT THE GREEK THEATHRE concert on pbs lass nyte.. mahn eye heart gilby o0o so much... cuz he knows how much i luv josh groban.. and omg.. i luved every second of it.. so thanks a bunch gilby!.. i told him.. MAHN THIS IS LIKE MY X-MAS GIFT.. THNX.. and hes like.. THAT MEANS I DONT HAVE TO GET YOU NETHING THEN.. SWEET..i was like.. yea and you were gettin mee something SUUURREE..but whatever.. thnx o0o so much for stayin up all night to watch josh groban with me justin.. eye heart you too.. well this was juss a lil quick update.. and the bells gonna ring in a few.. so laterz.. o0o hey im off for the next 3 days.. YAY!..okiee BAH! MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
hey everyone... wassup.. well dang. its been like a month since the last time i updated. dang i all write pretty proper and stuff now..lol.. i think its cuz i actually learned something in that dahm typin class..lol.. yea i can actually use all my fingers now.. i know, i know.. im a loser. but oh well.. it makes me happy now cuz im normal.. and the thing is that this is like proofreadin my entry now.. cuz before i wood only lewk at the keyboard.. now i stare at the screen.. dahm wtf.. im sucha boring person now..lol. i dont update for like a month and all i have to say is that i can type well now..lol.. geeeez.. so newayz.. this past month. wow.. october was fun guys.. uhh lets see.. o0o i met 2 new guys.. dey're pretty kewl.. nathan correa and his lil bro robert.. or to others known as north and south correa.. yea.. so i met nathna when i randomly went to visit justin after werk one day.. yea.. and like i so didnt even pay much attention to nathan cuz i was juss so excited dat i was gonna get to ride in those lil golf car thingies.. hooray.. but afta i was like.. dahm justin your frend was pretty hot..lol.. so yea.. we're frends now.. and like i didnt know but his lil bro was da cute lil hispanic kid from my rotc class..lol.. he's kewl as hell.. junior!!.. i talk to him a lot. cuz although nathan says he supposedly likes me or wuteva he barely even makes an effort to effin talk to me yet he has enuff in him to makeout with every and any girl possible.. but wuteva.. the point is that his lil bro is kewl and he's my new lil buddy.. yea.. im kewl with both of em.. but i kinda wanted to hook up with the older one.. but that thought was like thrown out of the window..lol..OH WELL.. im not kewl enuff to be someone's gf i guess.. as for bein stephen's gf.. well that was okiee.. but like he talked madd shiet.. and i found out that he talks to nathan now.. and he told him that i hate him for no reason.. i reeli dont think stephen still reads this.. but just incase.. you suk and yur a dahm liar!.. i was nice afta we broke up.. you were the one that wanted to go off and talk shiet bout me bein a bitch to you when we broke up.. which was complete bullshiet.. and you effin know it so dont go off tellin ppl that i fukin hate you for no reason and that i give you dirty looks in skewl. cuz you know wut son, i have better things to do with my life.. and no son its not smokin out like you told the whole dahm skewl [[and now my mom is readin this and is all like.. WHO DID YOU DATE..STEPEHN!?!?.. kinda funnie stuff. oh well. and now shes all like. what happened blah blah.. and i unno.. and now she wont walk away and she's stil readin everything im writin. and yea.. and shes still heer.. i dont think she gets the point of walkin away yet.. and she continues to ask questions while i am still managin to type all of this.. OMG MOM STOP READING!.. WALK AWAY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!! YES MOM.. WALK AWAY..HAHAHH. Oh wait. its more like..JAJAJAJ.. better. IM SO HISPANIC.. lol..]] so yea.. bak to me bitchin out some bastard azz person.. lol. no offense. oh wait i dont give a fuk if i fukin offend your azz cuz your full of shiet dude. newayz.. but yea.. so now nathan says that im gonna hate him if we date and break up becuz that's how i treat you. i tell everyone that i freakin hate you.. but i dont.. hate is sucha a strong word that i started usin cuz ray charles likes to slit her wrists..[[jk dude..lol]] but yea.. im juss super pissed at stephen. i swear if he wooda juss kept my name out of his mouth things wood be okay. but NO he decided to go off and call me a fukin bitch for no reason. so you can suk a big cock son.. reeli tho.. i didnt have a problem bein frends with you afta it all happend. and we'd prolly be frends now.. i juss dont like ppl talkin crap for no reason.. maybe if i was a bitch it'd be okay.. BUT I WASNT.. i was talkin to nathan lass night. and he's like.. you need to talk to stephen and quit hatin him. and i was like.. i dont reeli care to talk to him but i dont hate him. it juss pisses me off.. and honestly if anything eva happened to stephen it wood suk azz. cuz im not gonna lie he was a pretty important guy in my life.. and although he still brags about it and it seems reeli gay. its true, he was like my first of alot of things..[[too bad i still have 10 dollars and he owes me 10 now]] but yea so since he was my first real bf he does have a special part in my heart. hate to admit it but its true.. i wood never date him ever again tho..lol.. but still.. i woodnt mind bein frends with him agen.. he was a kewl guy to hang with even tho he pulled many stephen's all the dahm time and for that reason i got many mosquito bites [[RITE JUSTIN *-*]] maybe i shood call him.. or maybe i shood jump off a cliff..haha. jk!.. but yea. wow.. dis was great venting.. mahn..maybe stephen shood read dis!..yes..maybe. oh well.. mahn i miss justin.. he went to japan like lass what. .friday?.. yea.. he's comin bak tomorrow.. mahn i miss him.. hes my buddy and i luv him o0o so much.. but yea.. so i went trick or treatin in alliE's hood on halloween with eva, lacky, joiLYN, cross, and alliE.. lacky was a tennis player, alliE was a.. stick with a scary monster face? i dunno but it was hilarious.. uhh me and justin were break dancers, joi was the dj and she had her turn tables with her, and eva was the business womena that managed the money that we all made as professional entertainers..hahah.. that makes it sound like we're strippers..lol.. OH WELL.. so that night was fun.. gail's debu. was like nov. 6 and gilby was spose to be my date but he had to werk. so me and eva went together.. i had invited nathan to come so that he cood be my date.. but instead he went to some party and then called me later that night and sed he was sorry and sed he regretted not goin.. i was like..GOOD CUZ YOU DISSED ME AND IM HAVIN A KIK AZZ TIME HEER!!! FEEEEEL BAAAAADD!! >=)..haha.. but yea.. mahn gail's debu. was freakin awesome..it was sooo nice. it was at some place called Boleros over by regency mall.. mahn gail lewked so pretty, the dancers did reeli well.. and i got to hang out with dis girl named danielle who i had already met the night of paxon homecomin [[o0o snap i havent updated on that have one.. i will in a few]] but yea so me and her were like goin on mini adventures around the place.. and yea. [[refer to danielle, sangeetha, or joiLYN's pages for better detail's of the debu.]] but yea.. so it was fun.. and we danced to set it off and we danced alot. not too much line dancin.. more old skewl then anything. and how bout they even played salsa.. i was like..EFFIN SCORE.. o0o and for the record.. that sals queen or wuteva s suked..lol.. but yea.. so homecomin.. mahn. that was what like october uhh...october23, my date was gilbert florendo mendoza! and yea. we rode in his dad's big azz didge ram.. and it was tyte.. he picked me up at like 615 or i unno..but yea.. he was lewkin so cute. .and i was lewkin pretty hot myself..lol.. so we had reservations at Carrabas and yes it was my first time goin there. gilby promised me he's take me there one day, he did..[[ now he only owes me the zoo and disney]] lol.. but yea.. the original plan was for just me and gilby to go to dinner together.. but then he called me and told me that lacky had asked if him and his date alliE cood eat with us and stuff.. so we all went to dinner. and the funnie thing is that none of us go to paxon, me, gilby, and lacky all go to forrest, and alliE goes to stanton..how bout alliE's homecoming for her skewl was on the same night but lacky wanted to take her to paxon's. how weird..oh well.. eitehr way im sure they both had a good time. but yea. so joi went with her date and shalanna's date was the one and only justin cross. we hooked his azz up with like the prettiest grl and how bout he was only with her at dinner and on the way to the dance.. afta that justin never danced with her once..i was like..thats effed up.. den we all meet up at altell stadium [[which is where homecomin was at.. reeli nice]] and mahn o0o mahn there was so many hott azz guys. too bad they all had dates and even if they didnt i woodnt have talked to them newayz.. but yea. so gilby danced with me in the beginnin den him and justin went lewkin around for random chics to mack on.. and so my date ditched me.. i saw rachel.. she lewked so cute. and i saw lots of ppl from like elem. and middle skewl there. it was weird..but i still had fun.. i realized that i am neva goin to anything and have justin or gilby be my date, they'll just ditch me..lol.. but yea. afta we [[ cross, lacky, alliE, gilby, and myself]] all went to frendship park which is where that big azz fountain is downtown across the landin.. and yea me and gilby went to go take a walk alone.. and it was cute. we held hands.. awwwww..howwwcuuu...yea no!.lol.. but it was kewl.. so den we went home.. dude it was a kewl night except for tha fact that my date pretty much dissed me the whole night..lol..oh well.. so yea. wut else has happened.. o0o.. lass saturday i called out of werk and hung out with eva, joi, and lacky, we all went to steak n shake and like i odered a fried chicken salad and that thing made me super sick for the rest of the night, but yea.. after that we went to eva's and sang kareokee for a while.. but b4 all that we were all hangin out at the avenues mall, where johnathan hart decided to scare the crap out of me.. i was standin and he randomly grabbed my shoulders from behind me and i coodnt see him and i thot i was bein touched by a random mahn. scary, but it ended up bein hart.. but yea. den we left. and im a bad driver so i got into a lil fender bender. i rear ended a car but i wasnt that bad. juss a few scrathces on their car.. mine was okay, so no cops were called, i was shooken up cuz now im like.. dahmit im a bad driver..oh well.. so we all went home.. den nathan called me cuz they had a drill meet that night and had came bak and so i talked to him and we got kewl again and talked till 1am.. i told him how i was gettin sick from steak n shake.. so i tried to go to sleep and den like 10 min later. ryan calls me and was like.. WANNA HANG WITH US TONIGHT.. and of course i sed SUUUUUURE!.. si i finally hung out with ryan, schyler, and david [[my family went out of town]]..so i spent the night. good thing too. it was so much fun.. we played stripp poker [[reeli it was just me and ryan and randomly schyler wood play]] but yea. no one got naked, cept david's crazy drunk azz..lol.. j.k.. but yea.. so i had a few drinks and mahn o0o mahn i had so much fun.. cept for the next day.. actually the next day was pretty fun.. although i coodnt eat all dat much cuz steak n shake effed me over and the drinks were comin bak up..lol.. dahm my head was hurtin.. but it was fun.. so i left their house at like 10am. and went to target since i was in the area to pick up my check and how bout my brother called me and sed he was on his way there too. mahn i was so effed up lewkin i was like shiet.. but he didnt say nething to me so i guess i didnt lewk all dat messed up nemore..but yea.. so afta.. nathan had called me cuz we planned to hang out that day [[planned b4 i went to da guys house]] and hes like. are you okay.. i was like.. MY HEAD HURTS..lol.. but i went home and took a shower.. den went over to nathan's. i met his rent's [[nice ppl]] his mom is super pretty, and jay is kewl.. but yea. so i watched a few movies at his house and afta dey invited me to go to buffalo wild wings with him and jay to go watch football..lol.. i dont understand football, but nathan was explainin it to me and i kinda get it now . and yea.. so i had fun.. we played darts and i watched him suk azz at some shootin game..lol.. he sed i made him nervous..WUEVERRR!..you juss suk dude..j,k..so i left there at like 630 and went home and my rents finally came home rounf 7-ish.. and yea. that weeekend was soo much fun.. i hung with kewl guys and got to spend the day with the guy that i reeli liked..yea wuteva.. so wut else.. oo0o.. yesterday i went to werk and opened and afta werk nathan told me to go visit him at the golfin range. so i did, and i got to rife in that lil golf cart that's all fenced in and stuff.. it was kewl..so b4 i left nathan sed he'd call me later to see wut we were gonna do that night..but yea..so i waited for him to call bak den lacky came over and me and him talked outside in front of my house for a while.. i luv lacky so much, i swear, if he wasnt like a brother to me he's be like the perfect boyfrend.. he's super sweet.. i luv him.. but newayz.. so he left. and i asked my rents if i cood go watch a movie and he sed yes.. cuz i had told nathan i wanted to go watch the movie SAW at 730 or 10.. and he didnt know if he cood go.. so i invited robert [[south correa]] and he wanted to go but nathan sed he'd get in trouble..so we didnt go..so nathan sed he'd call me when he got to his frends house cuz he was gonna spend the night at random white guys house..so i waited.. and so i called david and asked what he was up to and den he invited me to go to their place to watch a movie [[cuz i was dissed by nathan again]] and so i went over there. and he was injured.. so me and david started to watch the ring.. den schyler joined.. den ryan went to werk..and den ron got a flat tire and his rent's house.. but other then that it was a kewl night.. den me and schyler kept rankin on david about courtney he was gettin pissed..it was funnie.. but yea.. so eventually COURTNEY came over.. it was funnie.. so we watched that movie and had madd gewd tymes [[ nathan sed he'd call me later to make plans to go to the movies, but he neva even picked up a fone, but he finally decided to call at like 1130 to ask wut i was doin...niiiiice!..NOT..so i sed id call him when the movie was done]] so i left and went home at 12. got home at 1222..i called nathan and i was like. what happened to callin me.. and hes like. o0o i went to brummel's house and we just got bak.. so i coodnt call.. and im like. yea wuteva..[[ he has a cell fone]].. den he was tellin me bout wut dey did.. and sed that he hung with bev. and miranda, funnie thing is that he didnt have time to call me [[grl he supposedly is tryin to hook up with]] yet he has enuff time to call up miranda and bev so dey can all hang out.. how gay.. den nathan was like.. I KNEW YOU WERE GONNA CALL DAVID NEWAYZ..i was like..CUZ YOU NEVA FUKIN CALLED ME BAK..im not gonna sit around like a duhmazz and waste my effin saturday night while you leave me hangin and go off to have a gewd time yourself.. eff that son!.. so yea.. everytime i bring up nathan to david, he says.. MAHN FUK NATHAN, I CAN BEAT HIS LIL AZZ. FAKE PUERTO RICAN..its so funnie. and when i tell nathan dat david calls him a fake pr he says.. MAHN FUK DAVID..its funnie.. dey've neva met each other.. lol.. but yea. newayz.. nathan was all like, wut are you doin tomorrow.. and i sed i had to werk. and hes like..aww mahn i was gonna ask =if you wanted to hang out tomorrow at my place..im like.. wutever.. [[dude i swear i change my werk hours just so i can have time to hang out with his azz. and when i do that i end up not doin nething cuz he disses me and juss stay home bored and i lose money cuz den i werk less hours]].. so nathan sed he'd call me bak cuz he had to help all dem make a bond fire or wuteva and hes like.. are you goin to sleep soon.. and im like maybe i unno.. depends on how tired and bored i get. so nathan says. well i'll wake you up if you go to sleep so keep your fone by you.. and so im like thinkin yea sure you'll call me bak.. how many times have i heard that. and he's like.. i'll call you bak you better answer.. so i eventually go to sleep and i woke up this mornin..check my fone and OF COURSE.. no missed calls.. figures.. all he does is talk shiet and he neva acts upon it.. there's always an excuse with him.. o0o i coodnt do this becuz blah blah blah.. that pisses me off.. hes all talk.. but maybe its juss cuz im MEEH!.. wuteva..so i haven't talked to him yet and i dont plan on it.. he's always sayin .. DANG YOU TALK TO MY BROTHER MORE THAN YOU TALK TO ME, WHY DONT YOU JUST GO OUT WITH HIM, DAHM.. and im like..cuz i like you?..but i was thinkin bout it.. he talks with beverly and hangs with her more than me.. shiet, he even makes our with her now, why doesn't he just fukin date her, its da same thing [[cept i dont make out with is lil brother]] i havent told him that tho..oh well. why cant i just find normal effin guys dat actually effin like me frealz.. i quit.. i hate guys.. but not!..shiet.. i gotta go to werk soon.. dis entry suked.. it was juss me bitchin bout guys. im sucha boring person now..DAHMIT..i quit.. laterz MuAhZ <3 ~bLo0*~
hey everyone.. dang i havent been on in sucha long azz tyme rite..well i juss wanna start off by sayin HAPPY EFFIN LATE 18 BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTOPHER DONALD LACOUTURE!!!
so yea.. so..
*my brother gerald moved out and he now lives in the southside
*i moved into his old room [[its pretty sweet]]
*im still at target
*i started to be friends with tim agen
*i quit rotc!!!!
*i got into DCT!
*i got a/b honor roll
*i blew up my engine on lacky's bday!
*i got my car fixed fer 00
*i made new kewl frends
*still hangin with old kik azz frends
*RaY ChArLeS [[rachel]] is my best frend i luv her
*laura is pretty sweet too
*saw emily and we took pix on my fone
*me n joiLYN made me a sweet new voice message
*homecoming is tomorrow and GiLbY is my date!
*i have gewd tymes now!!
okiee... you caught up yet.. ive been havin lotz of fun lately..and my grades are still kikin major arse.. i hang out with new ppl.. and reeli hot guys finl im pretty hott too, too bad i have 4 more months till im 18, dat means i cant talk to hot guys til den.. oh well.. but yea.. im over at my brothers place rite now.. and the DCT breakfast was dis mornin so i decided to juss not go to skewl after and instead come spend quality tyme withmy bro.. hes gonna get his new system put into his car and im gettin enw speakers fer mine.. well dats it.. i have fun and homecoming is tomorrow.. i juss recieved notice dat me n gilby are eating with lacky.. so if dats da case den we might as well eat with many more ppl..yea.. yea.. well dats all.. im kinda sleepy..im out laterz ~*bLo0*~
well.. hey peez.. long tyme no talk.. i did realize dat i do only update when its sumones bday.. tyme to get bak to my old habbits and update more often bout random funnie stuff.. lyke.. ive been cleanin my room fer da past 2 days cuz my bro is movin out so im movin into his room..[[ bigger closet and further from rents]] and i came upon a lil notebook i started durin da summer.. it was called ""funnie arse phrases" and there was dis one thing dat went lyke dis...
[JOI]: WHAT HAPPENED?!
[CHRISTIAN, joi's lil bro] WELL, HE SED BLAH BLAH BLAH...
[JOI] I DONT CARE WUT HAPPENED!!!
[MATTHEW, joi's other lil bro] WELL YOO ASKED HIM WUT HAPPENED!...
mahn dat was hilarious.. and den dis one other tyme when joi 3 wayed me and alliE..
[[JOI]]can yoo still heer me?
[[Meeh]] yeah..
[[alliE]] yeah..
[[joi]] o0o .. okiee, cuz i juss put a cd case over da fone..
[[y & a]] WUT!??!?!
mahn dat was soo funnie.. woo... gewd tymes.. so newayz.. well i got my senior pix lass thursday.. and mahn o0o mahn are dey super SEXIFIED!..wooo.. im super hott dude!..lol.. nawt big ehaded or nething.. im juss reeli super happy with da way dey turned out.. so yea.. im gettin dem.. and uh.. wuts new.. nuttin reeli.. im grounded fer da next month.. i cant go newhere but skelw and werk and i cant haev ppl come over.. dats gay.. all cuz i didnt feel lyke takin my calc test.. DAHMIT.. o0o well..its nawt dat bad.. i mean its nawt lyke i reeli do nething newayz.. so yea.. im sleepy.. been talkin to gilby lately.. thigns are kewl between me and him.. FINALLY.. sheesh.. we dont argue or hate each other.. but too bad he quit rotc so i cant even hang with him on drill meets.. at least i still got jose and cross..*S*I*G*H*.. still.. its nawt da same.. matt, tim, and gilby all quit..im all alone..oh well.. dey dont even care newayz.. so yea.. speakin of gilby.. wut bout wrinkles dawg?..hmm.. lmao.. yea newayz.. im sleepy.. and i dunno wut else to say.. so much has happened.. uhh.. me and tim broke up.. i decided we wee better off as juss frends.. and me and brett dunt reeli talk even tho tim finks we have a "thing" which we dont.. oh well.. he can fink wuteva da crap he wants.. cuz i havent done nething wrong.. so wtueva.. me and rachel hang out.. she was with us on thursday.. it was fun.. gilby's, target, china buffet.. gewd tymes.. but yea.. me and joi randomly go to da mall now.. and me and lacky talk randomly but he spends all his tyme with carter and beta grl, adn when hes nawt with dme hes mackin it with alliE.. and alliE is always doin hw..lol.. and im juss heer.. hung with eva.. she let me borrow A MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM and yea.. i lyke dat movie.. even tho gilby tries hatin on it cuz its anwt da GREATEST movie ind a world.. i still lyke it.. its nawt my fav.. but.. eh its funnie..hehe.. yea.. well dats reeli all i have.. the end.. imma take a nap.. or reeli juss lay in my empty lewkin sad room and listen to sum more SEAN de PAUL!..lol.. its a dahm gewd cd.. i luv it mahn..
o0o and juss fer da record **I MOS DEF DO NOT SMOKE!!.. QUEERS SHOOD MOS DEF NAWT BE LISTENED TO! ESP IF THEIR NAME IS STEPHEN QUEER FAYCE!! laterz MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RACHEL.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO!!!.. and many mooooooore...<3<3<3 MuAhZ
wow.. todai is rachel's bday.. how sweet is dat.. shes 18 now.. kewl beanz.. and sumhow imma get her gift to her.. maybe i shood juss give it to joi sumtyme?..i guess.. or dis weekend.. yea prolyl dis weekend.. but yea.. so dude.. i hope yur bday kiked major azz.. hmm i wonder if yoo and alex are goin out now.. i mean .. yoo did want a bf.. and alex is a gewd kid!.. literally..lol.. but yea.. so juss wanted to wish yoo a happy bday..!! HoOrAy!.. MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BRITHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GILBERT FLORENDO MENDOZA.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOO!..and many moore..! yay gilby.. yay! MuAhZ <3
dang.. ive known yoo since lyke 5th grade gilby.. and although i know yoo dont read dis .. i juss wanted to wish yoo a happy birthday.. even tho we're not as tyte as before.. i still heart ya o0o so much juss becuz yoo were there fer me before and fer dat yoo'll always hold dat special place in my heart.. *tEaR*.. haha.. but wuteva.. so yea.. i got yoo boardshorts fer yur bday.. KEWL!!..AND DEY LEWK SUPER EFFIN TYTE..so yoo can pimp it with dem ladies from da n o r t h s i d e so yea.. have a kik arse day! much love sizzzon! MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
hey everyone.. mahn long tyme since i updated.. omg.. alliE's debu was dis past saturdai.. mahn it was sooo much fun.. afta all da saturday practices, it all came together in da end.. so lemme start off with fridai.. fridai ..lacky calls me lyke super early in da mornin and says hey yoo wanna go with me and joi to go get alliE her bike fer her bday? and im lyke yea wut tyme yoo wanna go and hes all lyke well we're already heer of course dat gives me no tyme to even ask a reasonable question to my dad.. so my dad doesnt let me go of course so dey went without me and da original plan was dat i was gonna get in on dat bike present too.. but instead i juss went out and bot alliE sum stuff myself.. so i went shoppin and i bought her lyke stuff fer college..lol ..i got her a reeli kewl mirror calendar and i got her a cork board and sum pot albums and stuff. i thot it was all super cute..but yea.. so dat was fridai.. o0o i saw lacky when i went to go to target.. he was with his mom and sister.. he showed me da bike dat him and joi bout alliE.. it is super sweet and madly pimped out hardcore mahn.. but yea.. so saturday i woke up at lyke 720 to get ready to go to alliE's cuz da plan was to meet up at her house between 8 and 815 to all go together to da ramallah place.. so i get there at lyke 805am and i went to pick up joi and everything and we were da first ones there.. so i call up lacky and chris and make sure dey're on their way. so both calls went a lil lyke this.. [[BIG WOO/ LACKY]]hello...[[MEEH AND JOI]] where yo at.. where yoo at.. where where where.. where where.. WHERE YOO AT!.. **random beat boxin** YALL LATE HURRY UP BAH! **HANG UP FONE!** but yea... so dat was super funnie.. dey were lyke..yoo didnt even let me talk!..lol.. but while me and joi were waitin.. we see dis random guy come out da bathroom all dryin off his hair.. and hes lyke..HELLO MY NAME IS CHRIS, IM ALLISON'S COUSIN FROM P.COLA!..and im lyke.. OMG.. DIS DUDE IS EFFIN HIZZOTT!..lol.. so he shakes joi's hand and shes lyke..hi im joi.. and im juss lyke..hi.. and joi's lyke.. SHE FERGOT HER NAME... and im lyke..O0O YEA.. IM YAJAIRA.. i felt duhm juss cuz joi singled me out lyke dat.. [[yooo trickstuh!]] lol.. but mahn.. boyee was hott!..lol.. so nice guy... so den big woo, lacky and gilby come.. and we all leave.. and mahn we saw CONRAD.. from CLE.. da custodian.. he was da kewlest one.. well he was goin with us too..lol..but yea.. so i rode with big woo in his rsx along with joi and hott chris..so we get there and we practice.. but before we were all juss helpin set up da tables and stuff.. and i was talkin to hott chris cuz he was hott and a reeli nice people person kinda guy.. dne kate and sarah brought everyone donuts.. how nice huh? yea... so we practice and it was lyke bad.. we were lewkin frealz lyke a hot mess.. [[da nawt so gewd kind]] and yea.. so we finish practcin and me, joi, gilby, big woo, lacky, and hott chris all go to find sumpin to eat.. so we eat at wendy's and everyone is gettin these big azz meals.. and im lyke..i juss want a potato and a frosty.. odd choice i know but still..lol.. so we all were there fer bout an hour or sumpin.. and it was kewl.. we got to know each other better.. so we leavea nd go home to get ready.. by dis tyme its lyke 130.. and we had to be bak there at 4 and dis palce is off of university.. so we needed to leave lyke at 315 from our house.. by da tyme i get out my shower its lyke 230 and ii still hafta get read.y. lyke do my hair make up..get my clothes together.. i finally managed to pull it all together.. i was lewkin lyke a frealz HOTT MESS..[[dat REELI gewd kind]] i was lewkin so freakin hott.. too bad i didnt take any before pix to show wut i lewked lyke b4 i got all gross and sweaty at da party..lol.. but yea.. so we all met up there.. and eveyrone was lewkin so cute... and den finally alliE arrives.. and her hair and make up is all done.. mahn she lewked sooo beautiful!.. i was lyke..awww!!.. i was soo happy fe rher cuz dat was her day!.. well da plan was to go there at 4 to practice agen.. but we didnt have tyme.. cuz it started at 5 and no one got it together.. and we were sukin.. so we all decided to go practice somwhere else.. it was rainin outside and we coodnt do it on da reel floor cuz guests ahd already begun to arrive so we found a tiny hall in da kitchen and 18 of us practiced there.. it was sooo fun!.. afta we wre done.. a few of us went into da freezer cuz dey were all hott messes..lol.. it was funnie.. so newayz.. so we all change into da dresses dat were made fer us and we take pictures.. it was kewl.. i felt so important dat night.. cuz lyke.. we had a head table and stuff..we were da ones up there.. it was crazy.. but yea.. so ppl perform lyke.. a chic dat sings lyke jewle with a guitar and stuff was awesome.. den da violinist.. and a random frank sinatra guy dat sang lacky's song MY WAY..[[ i dunt memba da order reeli.. i neva got da program =(..lol]] but yea.. so we get to perform.. and we're waitin in da lobby and im super nervous cuz its lyke 200 ppl in the place dat are gonna watch us.. so gilby isnt sweatin it so its makin me more nervous cuz hes so calm..lol.. so we take couple shots den walk to our spots.. dey call us by our anmes by couples and dey call YAJAIRA PAYAN AND GILBERT MENDOZA.. so we go and he puts my corsage or wuteva on.. and i put his lil flower thingy on.. and i luckily put it on rite.. it didnt fall.. dne we perform da waltz thingy.. and it ended up lewkin reeeli reeeeli nice!.. lyke.. we pulled it off gewd.. i was happy..lol.. and gilby always yelled at me fer nawt keepin eye contact with him durin da dance.. so at da reel thing i kpet eye contact.. but how bout dat fool didnt even lewk at me!.. he was lewkin around.. newhere else but me.. how crazy!..lol.. we lyke switched..lol.. but yea.. so we did dat.. and da rest of da night was fun.. eva's family was there, da morga family was there, da belarmino's were there.. my mom dad and oldest brother BIG JARDO went.. and it was lyke a reunion with him and all da azn families..lol.. so yea.. so we all danced da rest of da night.. i requested da best song of da night dahmit!.. SET IT OFF!.. =) dude.. dey line dance to it..and its da sweeetest line dance EVER!..it made me happy.. yoo lyke booty dance da whole thing but sumhow its a line dance.. den we all acted goofy and were dancin to crazy songs lyke..I GOT DA POWER..lol.. and we slow danced.. how bout da first one i danced with gilbert was sum random sond dat no one knew da werds to.. dne out of NOWHERE big woo starts singin it..and den also out of nowhere joi and brad come up next to us and are dancin lyke dey frealz GOT DA POWER.. dey were dancin lyke it was a rave.. but it was a slow song.. it was hilarious!..lol. but yea so den another slow song came on.. and it was NSYNC =) and it was dat something song.. yoo know.. its on da celbrity cd.. i fergot wt its called.. but its one of my favorite songs on it.. and gilby was lyke.."dang yoo gettin so into it"..lol..but yea.. so overall da debu kiked major azz.. i had madd gewd tymes.. and everyone was lewkin so gewd.. esp. alliE in her fluffy dress =) o0o she even wrote a tahnk yoo song and played da guitar fer us.. it was SOOO KEWL!..eye heart yoo alliE !! so i rode home with jr!.. [[aka gilberto decastro]] and yea.. it was fun.. we had a long deep conv bout stuff.. it was kewl.. we bonded.. and i got his digits and took a reeli helloz effin cute pic on his camera fone! =).. but yea.. so thnks fer eveything alliE.. i hope yoo enjoyed da night too.. and i hope yur bday was memorable.. i love yoo o0o so much grly =).. so yea.. dat was alliE's debu!.. AWESOME.. i'd do it all over agen.. hey i heer gail is havin one.. hopefully i'll be kewl enuff and be invited..lol.. so dats it.. ive amd eup fer nawt updatin in such a long tyme.. tyme to go to werk now..its lyke 334..wow..lol.. okiee..[[ screw proofreadin once agen yoo guys]] laterz MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ALLISON ANNE DOMINGUEZ, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOO!...and MANY moore!!! =) xoxo <3
well alliE, yur finally 18, time to go clubbin.. wooo..juss wanna say.. yur da best.. yoo made my dayz brighter with yur funnie jokes and great personality, i will never ferget bout how much yoo luv gibot =).. no way mahn.. dat was da best.. well hope yoo have a great bday.. i love yoo and always will dude! yoo are my best frend fo lyfe! HoOrAy ! *-* MuAhZ <3 xoxo ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIIIIRTHDAY DEAER AND QUEER HEATHER CHAREST, HAPPYY EFFIN BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOO!!!... and many more!..xoxo.. MuAhZ <3
well well well.. todai is both my momz' and heathers bday.. hooray.. happee freakin effin 16 bday heather.. dude i thot yoo were 17 now yoo young buck..lol.. gewd luck with yur drivin test dude.. we can go cruisin together..lol but yea.. so i had an okiee day.. juss updatin to give out dat bday shout out!.. I LOVE YOU GUYS! MuAhZ <3 ~*bLo0*~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY MOTHER!..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO!..and MANY mooooore =) xoxo! te quiero muchisimo mami !!!! <3<3<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY E V E R D E A R E S T TIMOTHY JOHN BRICK, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOO!!!!! and many mooooore!!.. xoxo MuAhZ <3
yea well.. happee bday timmy!.. yessuh!.. yur old..hehe.. but yea.. finally decided to archive my page.. i know most of yoo are prolly relieved dat yoo dont hafta wait fereva and a day to read my wonderful entries..ill hafta start updatin more mahn.. sheesh.. but yea.. i got new cuter pix dat will be up soon.. and uh.. been hangin with timmy.. hangin with rachel.. and i took my senior pix yesterdai..i hope dey lewk so effin hot mahn! tried on da perrty dress imma wear fer alliE's debu..dey're super cute. and like hers lewks so effin cute.. but yea. im tired.. ive been prettyu busy.. doin rotc shiet.. and werkin.. and tryin to keep up with skewl.. im pretty tired mahn.. but yea.. i'll get over it.. uhh.. im done.. !!! HAPPY BIRFDAY TIM-O!!! laterz MuAhZ <3
