sh
lolx, weilun jio~ing sh for sentosa...wooo...quite a gd match for him wor...suddenly, i felt uneasy...would i be an insignificant peon???feel like everyday passes without meaning, play = not tt fun, eat = not tt nice, sleep = got nitemares...dreamt i nearly drown while trying to save my grandma in the sea...keep shouting for help...heng someone heard my cries and pulled mi up...at this instance, got ghost pull my leg...panic sia...then my alarm rang...wat a dream...probably watch too much news on tsunami liaoz
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
10:01 p.m.
sentosa
wooo...finally got to play beach ball at sentosa liao...after many weeks of careful planning, we finally made it there...hmmm, people there....weilun,mango,jz,adam,SK,meimei,cailing,liling,felica...we played vball in a circle...then mango say switch to playing in 2 rows...they continued to play frisbee where i stood to see them play such a DANGEROUS sport...after it hit my eyes once...i got phobia liaoz...
meanwhile, i'm goin to jio all my frenz to go sentosa and have fun...be it sun tanning, swimming in the sea, vball, or just enjoying the scenery...lolx
Sunday, January 9, 2005
10:16 p.m.
been raining lately
stayed home and sleep...til i can't possibly sleep anymore...then realised its HOME ALONE part IV again...hungry sia...but i'm goin library later to read up on my stuffs...if u dunno, i'm on a project on CCTV stuffs...so if you guys got any info, comments, tips on it...kindly email mi at m3mories@gmail.com...most prob i will add the things i'm currently working on here....so stay tuned...seeya~
Saturday, January 8, 2005
07:02 p.m.
sleepy
played too much FT...played til 3am ...then was yawning and took a nap after lunch...hahahalazy to blog liao...hahaha..til next time
Thursday, January 6, 2005
11:53 p.m.
changes
been thinking alot lately...pc giving mi probs...working life is so mundane...wandered around bugis daily...went cs with jz and mango...ate at V8cafe...baobao nearly got into a fight with someone in the lanshop...he needs anger management siasaw yt on the mrt home...with her fren ard 10pm...darn tired...was taught how to read the bloody mrt maps from the LTA assistant manager in charge of signalling...learnt new stuffs...hehe
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
10:50 p.m.
reformatted C drive
2nd day of work...my supervisor din come for the morning, take 1/2 day leave and dropped a msg for mi that he will speak to mi tml... =.="the working environment over at LTA is not quite wat i expected ...tot the engineers would be more vibrant...but it seems that engineers do have TONS of documents...damn, its all over the place lo...
took bus 147 instead of mrt today...coz need to borrow XP cd from looney lun ...he's a great pal...i really dunno wat would happen if i din meet him...
surprise, surprise...got a friendster msg from kc...blah blah blah...kinda unsettling, it always draw out the butterflies in my stomach, sometimes u must face up to the fear and not run away from it...
watched abit tv, but was too darn tired...so i concussed before 9pm
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
03:19 a.m.
1st day of IA
went psa building for LTA briefing...listen to their crap from 0830-1030...then took cab to albert complex liaoz...received an sms from her...woo...so happy sia...today's a GREAT day!!!a senior system engineer told mi i'm posted to comms dept...and roughly told mi wat i'm supposed to do...though my supervisor is not ard...he's on leave...will be back tml....oh no...
then i was brought around like a animal on exhibit where i repeated this phrase with a dumb smile coupled with a handshake around 20 times
"hi, i'm chengwee, attachment student from ntu...nice to meet you"
slacked the whole day away without internet connection...read books, references, went toilet to pass time...boring like hell sia...
wah...work until 6pm is damn shag sia...
Monday, January 3, 2005
08:05 p.m.
tons of water from the sky
wanted to go SUNTOSA for the sun...but then...rain came...which was okay too...coz it was so nice to sleep in cold weather sia...din feel like doing anything except lazing ard in my bed in all sorts of positions...lolx...
Sunday, January 2, 2005
05:55 p.m.
ktv
ken called and jio ktv...if not i would be staying home on new year eve to countdown...its very cold on the NY eve sia...rain whole day siawent ktv with ken,bak tek n his wife,guo lei, magz and 3 other frenz of ken join us at party world in chinatown...was quite fun sia~~~everyone was in the mood ...hahaha,took damn lot of pics...
after ktv, we went ecp...waited for weilun to come...tok lots of crap with them...heard abt holidaying in Nepal...we split up after weilun came and we went orchard for spaggetti...
swensens was full...then we went hmv the NYDC makan...shiok sia...muahahaha...proceeded to Cineleisure to see whether got movie bo....then bumped into DOUGLAS and his gf...hahha
All in all a great way to start 2005!!!
Saturday, January 1, 2005
02:30 p.m.
rainy day
went sim lim to buy my 256Ram then went to suntec to meet marky they all...ate kenny rogers with biao,marky,mari...then went esplanade eat ice cream...crap, took pictures...
more pictures here==> outing
goin home tt time...pass by raffles link...saw a gal...looked so much like her...arghz......increased my stride to see if its her...she walk very fast...its been 3-4yrs liaoz...why can't i ???
Thursday, December 30, 2004
11:44 p.m.
inflammation
more ulcers popped out, damn...marcus organised a class outing today at city hall at 5pm...bought cs source at 55 dollars and come with a cheapo mouse pad...tried playings cs source and half life 2...but abit laggy lehz...time to buy more RAM for my pc...but no moneycurrently busy playing 1) www.kalonline.com
2)cs source
3)half life 2
4)frozen throne
so will be bloggin less....til then...take care pple...
drink more WATER !!!
Thursday, December 30, 2004
11:02 a.m.
ulcer again
went amk to buy a chinese pc game which only cost $3.90, weilun wanted to buy Half life 2, the uncle say $69.90 when johnson got it for only $52...i ask him abt the price of 256ram...he say $90+ ...wtf !!! he must have mistook us for WALKING CARROTS lo...flash back to last nite...had a fun time chatting with her...its been a while since we chatted online... the feeling's great... =)
i tink i tio flu liaoz...head heavy + sneezing + drowsy....arghz...need to rest!!!
Monday, December 27, 2004
10:54 p.m.
faulty internal lan card
went sim lim today...weilun wanted to buy a new system...i think he got a 3.2Ghz AMD chip and new casing....hehe, time to upgrade my ram too...perhaps would buy from him la...ahahahabit lack of sleep, no mood to do anything ...just wanna laze ard...oh ya...bought a $5 lan card...cheap but it works lo...hahaha...hmmm, why do i have the feeling that i'm just wasting my life away ?
sighz
Sunday, December 26, 2004
07:40 p.m.
xmas chalet
went for js xmas chalet at Elise park there, people's assocation holiday flats...alot of people there...and alot of people i dunnowithout proper introduction,din really tok much to people there...kinda tot it would be extremely boring coz there was many different groups of people there...js company pple, secondary sch kids, everyone was doing different things which kinda lack unity...
the pple from js company was trying to make him drunk, secondary sch kids were having fun drinking *vodka blue* illegally...js tried to siam more beers and hard liquor by going to the room to sleep...then suddenly everyone was in the room sleeping...or pretending to sleep
4beds in the room, a secondary sch couple took 1 bed...i think there are only 14-16yrs old...awwww...kawaii...hahahaz
js and his gf took one, left mi/weilun and a gal fighting over 2 beds...hahaha
11.59pm liaoz...i tot there would be a elaborate countdown...nope...Xmas just came lidat...no shouts, no cheers...oh well, kinda disappointing...haiz, was really wondering if we shd go other place...
then came the fun part, some pple left the chalet for home, i switched off the bloody TV and we started playing ASSHOLE...everyone was intrigued by the game...hahaha, finally begun to socialize...lots of laughter and lots of fun
time flies quickly from 1-3am, someone suggested murderer...but weilun say so sleepy liao...can't differentiate wink from mimi eyes...lolx
proceeded to play HEART ATTACK, have to teach a secondary sch boi to play sia...generation gap...he nv heard of this game...4 gals,3 guys...quite fun la...stacking of hands and hitting them...hahah..i only gamed once lo...damn...mabbi my reaction too slow
switched from playing this to JENGA...not very fun la..but some gals lost and we wanted them to do impersonation of someone famous...like jolin...but not too sporty...they siam and din do ...=
everyone was falling asleep by this time, but not enuff beds so had to laze ard in the living room...i jio them to play volleyball, and VIOLA...they agreed sia... so there we were...3 guys and 2 gals...all insane...playing ball in darkness with some streetlights at 5-6am on dec 25th...broke out in sweat which was quite satifying...wanted to go see sunrise...but no one wants to go... =(
went back chalet for a shower and that's kinda the end of all the fun liaoz...went for Big breakfast at Elise mall and all went home liaoz...
that's how i spent my christmas~hahahaz...
here are some pictures i uploaded... Xmas chalet
Saturday, December 25, 2004
07:41 p.m.
80
took a long bus ride home...damn sian...then saw my PC on again...hogged by others AGAIN...wtf...i'm goin to put a password liao...NO MORE nicey LANCE...FOOK OFF...use ur BLOODY 56K dialup u gambling ass...not in the best of moods...some damn updates which i dunno of and he cancelled my msn messages...wat a spolit brat...no manners at all...
Friday, December 24, 2004
12:18 a.m.
23
got a music paper tml, and KUNGFU hustle shows tml too... sick of mugging for PAPERS liaoz...enuff is enuff, i dun tink i can survive STUDYING anymore...just finished 3 chicken wings just now...shiok sia...sianz...wat shd i do tml...perhaps go shop abit...watch movie...hiakz...spending money is so SINFUL
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
10:12 p.m.
540
woke up by an sms...chk my IA allocation...viola...its true..i will be only getting $540 for my allowance...WTHdamn...this ain't looking good, haiz...its time to get a hair cut too... LTA SUCKS!!!
*shakes his head in denial* and stares into blank space....
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
10:08 a.m.
kway chap
11pm liao and my dad came out of the master bedroom...asking mi whether wan to eat kway chap anot...actually i'm quite full, but decided to spend time with my dad and mum on an outing to 401...it was I who recommended them the kway chap there too...a few years had passed liao, seems like i've grown up and my parents had slogged their prime away...just to give mi a proper education and life...
now i notice the wrinkles on my dad's face, the backaches my mum is always complaining of...my mum had told mi repeatedly that she wan to retire when i grad...kinda feel pressurized sia...now its my turn to become an adult liao...my turn to carry the burden that they have carried so long...
i rmb when i was young,my family quite poor and still is... and my mum made a living sewing clothes...once i refused and kana whacked my JIALAT...she broke down and cried...i think i was too young to understand at that time too...that my family was really having a harsh time surviving...
time really flies lo...the chill on this windy nite makes mi think alot...and my pesty sis's bf is bugging mi again...wan to use my PC to check his bloody soccer bets again...its not that i dislike sharing things with him...but can't u get ur BLOODY OWN connection!?! pissed...intrusion of my privacy sia...its like i have to chk if HE wants to use the pc whenever i'm online...
oh pls, this is my home...and u're NOT my family member yet...so why the heck are u ALWAYS at my house using my PC and using my cable TV...hogging on the TV ...damn it... i HATE FAT PPLE...they ought to be shot...ok, its time i need to rest and let my sis fat bf to use the pc for a while...and oh yes, fat pple tend to have sweaty palms that stain my mouse...ekkz...DETTOL it
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
01:41 a.m.
chicken in a biscuit
hmmm, shd try different ways of blogging...writing crap... chicken in a biscuit is very nice...walked past the durain stall...i wan to EAT DURAIN !!! anyone with mi ?christmas is coming soon...is there such a thing as holiday depressions ?
this i do not know, wat i know is that holidays are damn noisy and crowded...hehe
bring mi a cold beer man~!!! time to PARTY !!!
i wonder how will xmas turn out to be...hehe...but i shd be able to have snapshots of it...stay tuned ...hahahaz
time to go back to my preparation for my Music paper on the 23th of dec...
Monday, December 20, 2004
10:21 p.m.
sunburnt
wrote a entry yesterday but its not recorded lehz...dunno why also...well today went soccer with marist frenz again...saw wilson and his bball buddies too...was chatting in the hawker after our game
Excerpts of the converstation:
frog: eh, lao su...wat football club do u support ?
me:eh, i dun really watch football matches
frog had those bewildered look as well as the rest of my frenz
frog: then u wan to join us to play mahjong later ?
me:i am not really into mahjong too...
frog:wah rao, come come i teach u la...evil grins
me:nah, no thks...hahaha
well, i like cooking though...hahahah, sure beats mahjong anytime...lolz
Sunday, December 19, 2004
08:36 p.m.
results out
was in GE class when bui bui say results out liao...kinda excited...nervous...ran to EEE i hub to check results...cleared all~ rang my mum to tell her the results...she say pass can oready...hahaha, i have a wonderful family sia...no pressure desaw angie's nick...she put leave mi alone...haiz, the power of exams on people...actually my results have been dipping consistently...from yr 1 to now...why lehz ? coz i used to pia very hard, thinking that i'm studying for somone...that i can get recognition...but i've realised; no one actually cares wat grade i get...others than the kaypo classmates who loves comparing grades and of coz my parents... Now, i study for myself only...then i am beginning to relax to the normal mi...i'm finding back the real mi...
while watching a hongkong drama , they said stress is a form of self defense...makes ur body/mind on high alert...but prolonged stress is harmful lo...one must know when to disarm the stress when not in use...
i'm still looking for the *xiang fei* song of Princess D soundtrack by Lee Xinjie...can any kind soul send mi the song ?
Friday, December 17, 2004
12:57 p.m.
just another day
woke up hungry, took a shower, decided that i shall have breakfast today!bought the "kway" that's pink and filled with rice...dunno wats its called.. only $0.60 loz...hahaha
was just in time for the 179 bus~went to the upper deck...walked to the end of the bus..then realised that no seats liaoz...damn paiseh, walked back down to the lower deck acting cool but damn paiseh~!!
was late for GE again, skipped the last 30mins of the GE coz we hungry and marky wanted to go lanshop play cs...hahaha,so we took lunch at canteen A as usual...saw her again, in skirt...but din say hi~ dunno why also
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
07:50 p.m.
tired
went to play badminton with tad/weilun/weisen and his frenz~~~tired liaoz...4pm to 7pm can kill sia...we decided to have PIZZA *1+1* and have it delivered to my house...shiok~mango tried playing DOOM 3 on my com...hahaha,i off the lights to improve the atmosphere...scary sia...i see he kancheong liaoz...
hahaha, they eat finish liao run...nv pay for the pizza....arghz...!!!
nvm, i shall put it on my blog so that i wun forget...hahaha,dun try to run loz...wah...my legs aching, eye pain, finger sore...the bed seems so comfy....its calling out for mi~~~
nitZ pple~!
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
11:52 p.m.
hungry
i'm hungry, ate 1 pack of instant mee goreng liaoz...too salty...wanted to eat midnite curry...but lazy to cycle there...perhaps will go eat that as breakfast with mum...changed the song to kan jian...its been so long ago liaoz...that time i rmb i use floppy disk to copy this freaky song lo...have to split it into a few floppies...those were the days...
i realised that music can last in ur m3mory for a darn long time lo...another song i rmb is AI CUO LE by *zhang ke fan*...wooo...will put it up here next time~~~but i'm playing it on my winamp now...nice sia...listening to pop songs...rather than the classical pieces; wat bach or watever shit...jazz,blues,rock,punk...its just noise to mi...hahaha
badminton tml at hougang sports hall...shiok, can play with mango/weilun liaoz...jio~ing koko...she ask when blading lehz...darn...marcus i wan to go ubin camp/outdoor actitivies lehz...
so much to do, so little time left...arghz...can't tink much...too hungry le~~~
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
02:31 a.m.
presentation
was slightly late for my GE...9.05am...darn, i nv prepare for it lo...haiz, have to smoke through liaoz ba...sianz...had lunch with skinny fool and bui bui...wave hi to her today~ =)knifed a PIG clan leader today...hahaha, tried to knife him again but fail...but he's damn tu lan lo...hahahha, sorry marky..u became the scapegoat...hahah, hope ur food tasting for ur sis wedding went well...
wanted to buy durain puff at HM just now , but went arcade to play Daytona instead...WU DI is so lonely...hahaha
walked past Angie's Choice, din wan to buy the durain puff liaoz...i guess i only had the desire to buy it...but din really wan to buy it...
does it makes sense ?
its only the desire of having something but not wanting to have that something...arghz, i'm crapping
gtg, play cs...next time will check out shattered galaxy angie....hahaa,i wan to go ur hall play...hahahaz
Monday, December 13, 2004
10:47 p.m.
its over
back from "National Treasure" with weilun/tad/jar...its so fun hanging out with these guys...kinda paiseh to make tad/jar wait sia...paiseh ah guys...i know u guys will understand de la hor...so close liao...*mai gay kao*!!! they treated mi to a nice meal at NYDC where we all stuff ourselves to death esp with the cheese toppings...kaoz...we FINISHED the cheese lo...they got me a very nice card...like the envelope/card alot too...and there's hidden *treasure* inside too lo~
thanks sia guys~ feel so blessed today manz....hahhahaz
Sunday, December 12, 2004
12:47 a.m.
darn tired
my parents rmb my b day~!!! gave mi *ang baos* =P to save mi from eating grass for the next few weeks...then my sis also helped mi pay my bills as my b day present...i din say thanks...just feel so BLESSED lolx...bless is word i use quite often now...din thank them, dunno why the words just dun come out rightwoah, watched the *A World Without Thieves* with lun and ken...a very nice show i tink...bumped into wenxiang; my Marist/SJAB buddy at PS,he was watching National treasure with his frenz too...lolx
played cs til 7+ in the morning with looneylun...tired sia...but playing with mic and headphones is kinda cool...like teleoperators...lolx
too tired liao...wan to kun liao...then walked to my mum's room...she say hungry liaoz..ask mi wan to eat bo ?
awaken by TAD's phonecall...he say goin to book a table for 4 at 6.30pm ...
woo,2 smses..., its angeee,lingling...kinda nice when pple wish u happy b day hor~hahahaha
anyway, the 1st thing i do is to format my sis's pc and tried to run XP on the pentium2 300MHZ processor...kaoz...i hope i works though...hahaha
wah...its almost 3 liao...abit hungry nia...i tink i need to eat SOOON~ oh ya...i have a task today...i need to find the last song in the "thieves movie"...its nice...but i dunno the title lehz...i hope its in the soundtrack manz... oh ya...today got PRINCESS D~
Saturday, December 11, 2004
02:20 p.m.
b day eve
woo...darn tired after doing the music project in sch..."scat" singing...muahaha...slept throughout the train ride...mum seems ok liaoz...and tidied up my bed...so neat...arghz...lolx i prefer my messed up bed... just then, tad/jar called and jio mi dinner tml...i told them after 2 will be fine...coz i got soccer tml morning...and i've to bring the football lo~~~hmmm, i wan to watch *A World Without Thieves*
Msged weilun online....he say OK~!!! woopee...shiok sia...things are going too smoothly manz...lolx...something must be wrong...hahaha...i'm goin to read up on how to load the new maps on the CS dedicated server that i created...eh, jiakai just sms mi to change the soccer to sunday...wooo...great...i can sleep til late afternoon tml woopee~!
Friday, December 10, 2004
05:21 p.m.
flu bug strikes
just out from the shower...wooo....refreshing...my mum is still down with the flu bug...she was calling out for mi...i went to check on her...she complained *very cold* think she's quite sick...will not allow her to go work tml...kinda heart pain when i see tears swell up in her eyes due to the running fever~i guess i have to start doing my GE project tml liaoz...friday go school combine the powerpoint with marky n company...sianz...this GE is damn crappy but i learned something..that is PASSIVE listening...muahahaz
Thursday, December 9, 2004
04:14 a.m.
cs
back from cs session with mango/js/banana and X...we had prata,teh tarek...shiok man...dunno why damn hungry...mabbi CS took up too much energy...muahaha...i had abit too much of cs liao...eeeks...have to find something else to do liaoz...soccer/badminton/beach volleyball/blading ?
the darn everquest cds are still with mi~i can't play it coz my PC dun have enuff ram...damn..i need to spend money on RAM when i dun even have money to eat...hiakz..soon it would be saturday liaoz...jar was the 1st to ask wats i'm goin to do on sat...mango was the 2nd...well, sat morning i have soccer loz...i also dunno wat i'm going to do on sat...kinda confused, but i'm sure i wun play cs lo...muahaha
i WANT 2 go OVERseas for a holiday leh~~~ god damn it...can money pls fall from the sky ??? taiwan,hongkong~~~! DISNEY WORLD~!
Wednesday, December 8, 2004
11:58 p.m.
PONG TENK again~
hahaha,skipped my GE for my sleep...but...i was RUDELY awakened by a phone call...ringRINGring ringRINGring ringRINGring
darn~ this caller have more patience than mi...arghz...have to answer the phone call coz it might be DARN impt, it turns out to be an auntie looking for my mum ...below are the extracts of the conversation(in chinese of coz)
annoying auntie: hello is ur mum in ?
me:no, she not at house(direct translation)
she:can u go see if she's in the house...*wat ?!? i OREADY told u she's not in, *&#$*&#(*$*
me:*pause for 2-3sec* she's not ard...pls call her HP!byeBYZ...
seems like mum got MC for 2 days...that auntie was from her workplace...mum ask mi go find the chinese newspaper that she left behind at the market...WAT!?! u mean i have to ask...eh "veg auntie; u got see my mum's newspaper ?"
siao bo ? i offered to go downstairs and buy her MORE newspapers to occupy her free time...wah...that colorful 'XIN SHENG BAO' costs $1...damn ex lo...i bought her the 'zao bao' too...and it costs only $0.80...i tink that 'XIN SHENG BAO' caters to aunties la...with their superstitious reports,gossips,stories on cheats,perverts...and not forgetting 4D tips...
hungry sia...went to the bakery but they not selling my fav 'Cream kaya' bread...i can finish that bread alone...and mind u, i dun normally eat bread...no reason watsoever..just dun like lo...haiz...i trotted to 401 to buy 'chicken mushroom mee', this stall is getting more and more popular liaoz...the duck rice stall on the other hand is like shrinking...so if u guys happen to pass by HOUGANG BLK 401 ...u might wan to try the wanton mee store...its GOOD~
shall end here for now...not good to be in front of PC all day long
Wednesday, December 8, 2004
03:11 p.m.
abnn!!!
hahaha,its been a great day, though its tuesday now...i had a fun filled day lo...lets go back in time....from mins before bloggings to wat happened on monday morning2am: saw mel's trail on the chatterbox
1.58am:ysl asked mi what i'm doing now...i say i'm reading blogs lo...an very interesting read...
1.30am: was trying to upload songs and reading the rest of the blog from xiongz...muahaha, she's a damn funny fellow i tell u...though i dun know her in real life...
here's a funny pic i lifted off her site...lolx
weilun: eh FT lehz...
mi: huh ? who are u ? where the heck is weilun ?
weilun: i'm his bro...
mi: huh ? u are the abnn bro of weilun ?
for ur info, weilun is my buddy who's very BUSY now with his EVERQUEST game and will only chat/play game with us when his everquest server is down...lolx
btw, the everquest subscription is damn ex loz...! 20+US Dollars...pengz
so there we are, playing FrozenThrone with js and weilun...we played the map "friends" vs 3 insane computers...the computer totally raped our ARSES lo...hahaha, its kinda nice looking our bases kana burned down by them...muahahaha..
6-8pm; i tink i was playing counterstrike online using steam...kana knifed twice arghz...hate it hate it...
before that i bought kFc"s colonel's special coz mummy was sick and sms mi "NO COOK"...muahahaa
ulcer+ fried stuffs = best combination...i tink my ulcers will grow and join together to form a bloody big ulcer...
~time~after my music GE:we had to do a project on any style of music....initially was ballads...but like very hard to do lehz...got rock/love/monster/romantic ballads...so we chose jazz instead...hehe
~time~just woke up and was undecided whether i shd go to sch which involves taking mrt from HOUGANG to BOONLAY would take up 3 hrs to and fro for 3 hrs of music crap...pardon mi but i'm really not tt musically inclined...hahaha
Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
Tuesday, December 7, 2004
02:12 a.m.
waiting for supper
now its like a habit tt i blog while i'm waiting for someone/something...hahaha...my sis and her bf goin to 401 to eat supper...goin to ta bao "chicken wings" back for mi...my sis's bf is quite nice to mi la...always ask mi wan to eat this/that one and sms mi to ask for permission to use my com...heard from my mum that they're goin to get married next yr...ard sept i tink...very fast hor...my sis is 3yrs older than mi...fwoah...marriage...its so outta this world for mi right now lo...but anyway, i wish her all the best la...even though we quarrelled/fought when we're in our teens...hmmm, wat a difference a couple of years can really mean...hmm, my chicken wing is here liaoz...*lance went to grab a can of coke to flush the chicken wing down his throat* that's all for today ba...i need to sleep liaoz...tml still got soccer with my MARISTS frenz in the morning and have to go ECP blade with my cousin.Sunday, December 5, 2004
01:48 a.m.
i will not eat sushi again...repeat after mi *chants*
hmmm, today went Clark Quay with biao for walk in interview at ATTICA...its small lehz...mostly malays...hehe...waited for damn long to be interviewed...we waited for close to 20 mins just to be interviewed for 20secs...oh well,biao went to meet his parents for dinner...so good...hmmm, mom said go EAT dinner URSELF...haiz...since i'm in town...msg yt if she wan to meet for dinner...a prompt reply revealed that " i'm a step too late...she's meeting magz liaoz"...oh well, eat alone lo...then JS msg jio dinner...PHEW...lolz...lucky day =Parghz...anyway, i passed by a PIZZA hut outlet and guess wat...there's a WALK IN INTERVIEW...hmmm, why not give it a try...i went in and the server was caught unawares wolfing down a pizza ...lolz...so funny!!! met JS/weilun for dinner...we went to hougang plaza to have SUSHI...BUFFET...omg...i'm goin to puke....eeekz...we had ard 20-30 plates of sushi loz...ahhhhhhhhhh...I WILL NOT EAT SUSHI AGAIN...NO SUSHI PLZ>>>ARGGHZ
Friday, December 3, 2004
12:01 a.m.
going for interview at ATTICA
i've finally pysched myself enuff to go for job interviews...hopefullly i can get the job and start working immediately instead of bumming around at home...hmmm, i tink working at the bar side is much better than the crowded club sia...oh well, its worth a try aint it ? hmmm, she's away for holiday til my b-day...i wonder if she would rmb my b-day...hahaha,i'm currently listening to "barby allen" again...hahaha, no choice, i'm doin a MUSIC APPRECIATION course u know...have to take listening tests soon...hehe...haha..sometimes gospel songs are quite nice after all...*lance sings along...WE SHALL OVERCOME~we walk hand in hand X 3~~~*Thursday, December 2, 2004
02:25 p.m.
swollen shoulder
back from cs session...it was kinda fun playing with mango,junzhang,changfeng and bananaman...i've always wondered how come my friends are always friends of others...i mean, i do not have a group of friends...but instead, i'm like infringing on my friends's circle of friends...oh well, i'm sure u are confused...i'm confused too...supposed to go devils with busy, jar say will call and meet mi...i waited til 8-9pm..no one called...jar say he dun wan go devils...only wan mambo...hmm, why not ? mambo everytime not sianz meh ? shit...i told busy meet at 10pm liaoz...have to call her say not goin liaoz...this is crap...sounds like i tua her...i tot partying = more the merrier ? and jar can only party and have fun at zouk nia..other place cannot ...he's stubborn in some ways too...i guess we all are...after cs...mango and company went for a mj session at jz's house...i opted out...mj = ekks...i agree its good for bonding...but its just not my cuppa tea i guess...so alone i went on my way back...to hougang...was kinda relieved that i din burn cash on partying tonite when i got wounds all over...both legs also have...depression kinda sets in...was in the foul mood so pls keep away for ur own safety...i was'nt like this last time...i used to be chirpy...din think as much, was'nt as sensitive...and had a better memory...
to be honest, i had never got over you...i just shut off all memories of u...though sometimes it creeps in when i'm dreaming or something familiar spark off the m3mories..feeling emo ? yes, i'm sure...with the irritating ucler...of coz i'm pissed
i had it on the 1st try...gave it up dunno why...broke her heart in the process on the 2nd try, i put all my heart in it...but she gave it up...din ask why...was shattered in the process...retribution mabbi ?
3rd try mabbi ? i tend to shy away...its so dangerous lo...see how things go la...
its kinda hard to find someone who understands and wants to be with u while at the same time you understand and wants to be with him/her
currently listening to BARBY ALLEN...one phrase is "Young man, you're dying"...yes, i know...i'm trying my best to make full use of it! god damn it...its been AGES since i laughed heartily...haiz..screw u guys...i can find my way...i know i can...
Thursday, December 2, 2004
12:54 a.m.
music lessons
was bloggin til 2+ this morning...crawled back to bed coz tml got MUSIC APPRECIATION !!! the alarm clock rang at 7...i nua until 7.30 then went to brush up...felt very "nua"...just grabbed t-shirt/jeans then went sch liaoz...din even comb my hair...i tink i look "REALLY" outta bed...lolx i got into the class quite early...9.05am...woah the class is like more and more empty liao lehz...perhaps they can't wake up ? kaoz. the teacher is at it again...ask mi questions eARLY in the morningthe tutor spotted mi keeping my mp3player and thus sparked her interest in my daily life
she: wat music is that u are listening to ?
mi: huh ? oh...some chinese pop lo..
*i do like to hokkien songs too u know...but i tink tt would freak her out* i tried to smile but i'm sooo tired
she: oh ? who do u listen to ?
mi: some web singer lo...online de...from china
i got a feeling she's like targeting mi...coz i normally look disinterested in her lessons...i mean she teach ok la...but its damn boring lo...and i DUN understand...HELLO, i never FELT for tempos before lo...and cdefgabc is all GREEK to mi...and no...i'm OK with passive listening...to mi, music is just some pleasant sounds that blocks mi from other pple's conversations esp in noisy mrt cabins when a LOUD person is yakking happily on his/her hp oblivious to their surroundings...
oh well, today is a busy day lo...today supposed got blading outing with forum people...but since marcus ain't goin...i dun wanna go too le...mango jio 6pm cs session...i've been wanting to knife some pplel liao..hehe, cs perks mi up in this dull world... busywoman jio go devil's bar, jar jio mi go mambo...kaoz...all on the same day~!!! hmm, i got another mouth ulcer...i'm prone to them i tink...just ate a pack of chips =>ulcers liaoz wtf!!!
Wednesday, December 1, 2004
02:18 p.m.
a visit to punggol cc basketball court
finished bathing and downed a bottle of *xue ha* ...like mouldy substance in syrup ...yummy...went to play bball with my little cousin just now...basketball court at punggol cc damn crowded...was playing bball til...*WHAM* a basketball hit my specs ...ouch...then i was bending the wiring to make it straight again...then the tupid uncle who thinks he's pro suggests we play team...wat a twert...i was in slippers and my cousin is new to bball...knn, that fatso keep giving mi chicken wing...friendly abit leh..not compeition wat...just a game nia...kaoz..i shd be in my basketball shoes...and coz i'm barefooted...i slipped and got abrasion wounds again...wtf!!! anyway, playing bball reminds mi of my youth when i was in sec sch...hmmm i'm 23 now...i used to play b ball when i'm sec1, aka 13...wah...10yrs liao...shit...time flies man...i guess 10 more yrs i would be married with kids roaming ard liaoz...Tuesday, November 30, 2004
05:14 p.m.
waiting for my cousin to play bball
went to surfed ard to see how others stick images onto their webbies and how they change their font etc...color...and more cool stuffs
this looks cool...yUMMy
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
03:13 p.m.
pple who call when i'm asleep ought to be shot
tried to ignore the house phone ringing, but to no avail...it RANG 20 over times...arghz...dragged myself off the bed to answer it...kaoz...its was my auntie looking for my mum...i hate picking up phone calls at home...partly becoz i know that i'm not the person they're looking for...which brings mi to think~ "when the phone is ringing, that doesn't necessarily mean that u have to pick it up" but today, i succumbed to persistent ringing of 20 over times from my aunt...and i picked it up in a foul mood...i'm usually well mannered to my elders...but i snared "ma bo te chu,li ka yi HANDPHONE" then i hung up... tried to go back to sleep...but i'm wide awake oready time to listen to my GE music which is CRAP..the worst i've ever heard...but i'm wide ranging aint i...i shd ATTEMPT to understand wat rubbish is that..and analyze like a pro...erm...its upbeat,open cadence,aaba rythmn...i still thinking passive listening is my forte...but active listening really drains my energy sia...Tuesday, November 30, 2004
11:27 a.m.
new life injected to a boring template
i would have to give a million thanks to one of my special fren mel...tt made this possible...hehe, i sound like those superstars making a speech on the awards ceremony oh ya...i was supposed to test this... test test...testing one 2 3 =PTuesday, November 30, 2004
12:08 a.m.
nice song i stumbled across
死性不改(合唱版) - boy'z&twinsgill:谁恋爱就多障碍死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来都志在
gill:辛苦但系我钟意呀
Monday, November 29, 2004
05:03 p.m.
its wee hrs in the morning and i'm trying to learn HTML and perhaps try to blog
Thursday, November 25, 2004
02:31 a.m.