Sunday, September 5, 2004
(F)
I saw plenty of flowers all of a sudden in my MSN Contact list. My first reaction was, wow. After a while, it was just a plain old 'what the fucK?'So I asked one of them about it. Apparently some email is going around asking people to put a flower in their MSN nickname to give condolences to those in Beslan.
That got me angry.
"OH LETS GO... LISTENING TO A SPAMMER WHO SHOULD KNOW FULLY WELL THAT MOST LIKELY PEOPLE ARE GRIEVING TOO MUCH TOO CARE (HELL DO THEY EVEN HAVE INTERNET ACCESS?) TOMORROW WE'LL JUST FORGET ABOUT IT AGAIN!"
People die every fucking day. People have been dying every fucking day since Sept 2001. And today you put out a freakin' flower because of a little message for you to do so.
The power of instant-messaging! The stupidity of our time! The stupidity of my kind! YOU.>
Friday, July 30, 2004
Time ate itself up.
I want a new pick. Hehe.
Okay, here's my entry: I'm revamping my site again I guess. How soon, noone knows. But soon enough I guess.
I'll get pictures. I'll twist and mix. I'll create something mind-boggling. Or maybe I'll just stick to a simple design. Hmmm.
My schedule's getting really tight. Everything's so stressful. Heh, but I'm riding it out. I'm getting a little scared. A little. That's a good thing you know.
Frustrating knowing that there are so many things that I'd like to do but noone's letting me do it. I wish I could study Literature, History, Economics. Wish I could spend more time with friends. Wish I could improve my guitar playing. Wish I could finally master Photoshop. Wish I could play more soccer. Wish my life didn't revolve around a stupid certificate.
Don't you wish the same? Just think about it... Not to say that I don't need school, but isn't it a waste that we never ever have the time for anything else?
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