:: Mystical Musician ::

:: Don't Let Me Down ::

psst.. hey... I love you.

~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~#~@~

[ 3 / 26 / 04 - 11:24 pm ]
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AH yes, I forgot to mention in the recently posted
entry from two minutes ago. I WROTE A BSHOFGU POEM!


"~~B*S*H*O*F*G*U~~"

you just can't help but stare
at his perfect smile and perfect hair
even if he notices, you dont really care
because of the way he makes you feel
as he's just perfectly standing there
he's beautiful in his anger
and he looks sweet in his confusion
he's lookin hot surrounded by wires and computers
and he's so cute doing what he does best
so c'mon gurl, wake up and smell the coffee
i know your hidden thoughts
secretly you're a BSHOFGU too -
become a stalker and join the crowd
as you realize what you've been missin'
'cause ya know you just can't resist obsessin'.



(that's actually talking about ALL 4 of the BSHOFGU boys)

DrEaMfLiP07: lol were not creepy stalking we are
love stalking

hallelujah sista! ^.^

[ 3 / 26 / 04 - 10:23 pm ]
Mood: Obsessive and compulsive.. whee!
Song: Smashing Blue ~Gravitation (I love this song)
Quote: "tsuite'ku shikanai kamo ne NYA-O"
"I can't help but follow you. Meow!" ~Fushigi Yugi
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Wow, I had NO real teachers today. A sub in Health, a
sub in History, Goodman doesn't count (she's a sucky
teacher), and a sub in Orchestra. I must rant about
their stupidity now.

The sub in health freaked out and started swearing
and yelling at Katy Marsh and some guy because they were
sitting next to each other during the lock down.
I mean, sure, it's not that right if they DO do
something like he thought they would, but geez, they
were just sitting and it the light was there, just
dimmed. Then he said that he was sorry about 40 times.
He's weiiirrrrd. He's balding and has hair down to
past his chin, in his late 30s almost 40s, and....
....uuuugh. Idiot!

History is just Mr. Harbach.. oh well. No reason to
rant about him today. He let us watch Finding Nemo
on AJ's laptop!!! <3<3 Thank you AaaaaaJjjjjjjjj <3<3
(u geek)

English with Goodman. UGH I hate that woman. But still,
there is no reason to rant about her today. The vocab
quiz was easy, 20 of 20 yet again. The Odyssey wrap-up
questions were meh.. average, but we got to watch more
of the Odyssey movie!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!!

"I'm not allowed to..... touch."

and then Penelope going ape-woman and yelling that huge throaty "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" was halarious.

In orchestra, OH MY GAWD. I hate that man. He's SO
RETARDED! I mean, here we are, trying to think
and have a pleasant conversation and a man old enough
to be a great uncle or whatever swings the door open,
shrieks at us and throws paper at us. It's the second
day he has harassed us in the cello room unnecessarily.
Sure, sure, I can understand that the sub should
check in on us once in a while, and he wants to be
a "fun, likeable" sub, but, I mean, what the hell
is wrong with him?! My mom said she'd write emails and
complain about him, but I told her not to unless we have
him for a sub AGAIN. (oh please, no!) This is probably his
only thing to do except sit in an old folks home and
drool into a cup.


As for the rest of my day.. IT WAS WONDERFUL! We
decorated our BSHOFGU locker and freaked out when he
walked by. Carissa, Kelly, and I swooned over his boys'
tennis team, boys' soccer team, and last years' yearbook
pictures. ahhhhh the Trumpetty Beauty... HE'S SO HOT!
Wish I could say his name, here of all places, but I
have no clue who reads this. OH WHAT THE HELL!
Brandan!!! I love him to death and I'm "stalking" him,
but it's not true love. If he asked me out (not in a
million years, hypothetically) I'd say no. It's not
just because he's a junior and as old as my sister,
it's because he's just soooo good looking and I dont
know anything about him. Like if I had to choose between
marrying Orlando Bloom or marrying my
supergeekynotthatgoodlookingeveryonethinkshe'sgaycuz
he'ssosweetnerdydorkgeek crush of mine, I would have to
turn down Orlando. I would NEVER base a relationship on
just a physical attraction. I mean I'm shallow, I know
that, just look at my *real* reasons for joining band
(ok, only the ppl that dont attend THS know..), but when
it comes to toying with other people's hearts....
ugh... it's sick, ya get what I'm sayin??

NO!!!! WAIT!!!!!! I CHANGED MY MIND! ;_; If Brandan
ever did ask me out, even if the chances of that are as
likely as me dropping out of school to become a
prostitute, I'd say yes! I mean, sure, I'm shallow and
I only like him for his beauty, but wouldn't that
relationship be awesome once we learned more and more
about each other in depth and such?! OK now I'm talking
about impossibilities. @_@; I dont know why I'm even
suggesting such a hypothetical situation as me and
Brandan dating. This is weird. I dont like this part
of my daily rant. :

ARGH! I CHANGED MY MIND AGAIN!!!!!!!!! I really don't
know what I would respond with. He's hot, I'm shallow
and desperate, but am I that shallow and desperate to
get a date just cuz he's hot? I donno... Hmm.... let's
just forget I said that eh?



I SAID I was feeling obsessive and cumpulsive today...
@_@; ahhhck

Wow... I went from swooning over BSH to a chibi rant
about love.... wow....


I'm going away now cuz I'm scaring myself.

BTW, it's now 11:22PM.. geez, it took me an HOUR to write this!!!

[ 3 / 24 / 04 - 11:36 pm ]
Mood: *hearts for eyes* grr!! but........
............................*contented sigh*
Song: Rage Beat ~Gravitation
Quote: "I want a new world!" ~Gravitation
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What an on/off day... should I be happy? should I be sad? should I get mad? should I get Glad tupperware? ahh.. too many choices...... @_@

After an unbearably boring health, fun enhancement with Kell, unbearably boring history, a giggly fangirlie lunch full of drooling over a nameless someone *coughcoughBiSHounencough*, an absolutely hysterical english class where I did no work at all, and an unbearably boring and tiring orchestra rehearsal, I'd have to admit the concert was the best part of my day.

I got home, painted a picture, went online, got pretty, ate dinner, fixed everything I did before dinner, and went to the concert. : so far so meh

Well, apparently we weren't allowed to leave the Music Wing to watch the choir and select choir. :( waahhh I really wanted to!!! However, we just lazed around in the hallway and watched the old people line dance in the band room! muahahaha that's funny... There were two games of BullSh!t goin on too - Tara, Claire, Dan?, Kirsten, and Haley on one end of the hall, and Kelly, Charles, Phil, Lucia, and Justin. I was sitting with Justin & co but I didn't play. Then they all left and Kelly and I played Go Fish for a while.

The nice janitor man gave us packets of Twizzlers!!! XD omg we were allll soooooooooooooooooooooo hyper. We were dancing, jumping, running, screaming, shouting. Just bein' the annoying OHSAPINTAFLKR freshmen that we are. (muahahahahaha) Then Elayna got a coke, which I ended up keeping.

Oh yea, the concert part!!! durr....

Overture to Nabisco (Nabucco): A-/A Not so hot at parts, but good.
Idylls of Pegasus: A+ YAY! it sounded good to me. Messed up a bit, but no ones perfect, no da?
Symphony no.3: C Argh I hate this piece. We screwed up more than usual.
Sabre Dance: B Not so great, not tooooooooooo bad, but still quite awful.
Capriccio Espagnol: A ... yeah. not too many comments for this'un
Night on Bald Mountain: A+ GO VIOLAAAAS!!! Luv u ladies! ^_~ hahahaha this and Pegasus have been, were, and are our best pieces. Fun to play, crowd luuved it, I could tell.

Afterwards, Justin drank the last of Elaynas/My Coke.. :( Oh well, whatever. I'm hyper enough already. Kell and I read some of his comments and I was happy so I hugged him ^_^- He said that on a scale between 1 to 10, we were inbetween a 6 & 7, my mom said 8 or 8.5. I'd say 7.8, actually.

So I get home and have to write an essay on Odysseus, do vocab synonyms and antonyms, and finish the odyssey and indus river valley questions. I finished th Odyssey questions at least!!! : Well, must go sleep or slave... whatever works.

You are mRNA. You're brilliant, full of important,
interesting information and you're a great
friend to the people you care about. You may
have sides to you that no one understands. But
while you understand more than most people,
you're only half-there most of the time.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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You are Chii!

What Chobits Character are You?
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Which [Movie Genres] are you?

[ 3 / 23 / 04 - 11:09 pm ]
Mood: YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY - hyper, giggly, happy
Song: Smashing Blue ~Gravitation
Quote: "I Wish... Hello I love you! I Wish... Nihau, I miss you!" ~"Wake up Angel" by Pita Ten
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Today was actually quite sucky. I nearly missed the bus, got hit in the eye in gym with a friggin hula hoop, got really ticked off at Mr. Harbach in history (argh.. I swear I'm invisible!) and English was ........meh. We finished the Odyssey. yay :)

After lunch, Carissa, Catrina, Kelly, and I all stalked a certain bandie. <3 he's so preettyyyyyyy (that's why we call him the Purdy ^_~) ;_; I'm going to bawl my eyes out next graduation cuz he'll be gone.... wahhhh..... Well, three years from now (year after the Purdy goes bye) I'll just.... die inside.... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH ok, must stop thinking of this.... findahappyplace findahappyplace findahappyplace!!!!! He looked at me really angrily and grr-like. Aiee! I mean, his anger is so cute, though I was like "Um..... eep?" He's got this stare you kno....... and *sigh* I am in happy place now... teehee!

Today was my first clarinet lesson! Jabbar Marvin Ferdinand Yong Vito, the Great Vondergeorge and Wonderous [Pornstar] El Ferdinando (aka Jab) did not squeak as much! Turns out that when I attempted at home, it wasn't tuned right, my mouth was positioned wrong, I was breathing wrong, and I was using the wrong hands some of the time. No wonder why Kimber snarled at me. : Well, Justin is a VERY good teacher. Much funny, much patient, much understandable. XD I can play a F, E, D, and a C!!! yeaaa! GO ME! Definately lifted my spirits by leagues.

After, we had to sit in the car in front of THS waiting for Cathy to get out of her SAT class. I used that time to go over what I learned at Justin's. I can play "Hot Cross buns" and the telephone version of "Mary Had a Little Lamb". You know.. 3-2-1-2 3-3-3 2-2-2 3-3-3 3-2-1-2 3-3-3-3 2-2 3-2-1 If you try that out, make sure you hang up RIGHT away and also dial real fast because the first 7 #s is a real phone number. o.o

teehee, as you can tell, my day sucked, but my evening was fun! :) yay! very happy. ^.^

Is the glass half full or half empty?

[ 3 / 21 / 04 - 01:34 pm ]
woooowwwwwwwwwww ANOTHER QUIZZIEFILLOUTTHINGIE!!!! yay.

Name: Carolyn
Hobbies: drawing, writing, eating, sleeping, daydreaming
Eye color: blue (I'm always told that they aren't just blue, but "very blue"... whatever that means, ok)
Hair color: dirty blonde
Who do you like: oh geez, I REFUSE to say!!! Too many people know already... *sigh*

--Favorite--
Place: anywhere with animals, home, on Dad's boat, library, pool, the "funeral home" where we hold our insane CYM meetings (just because they're insane mtgs)
Book: LOTR, Poppy, Ella Enchanted, HP
Game: Neverwinter Nights
Drug: Catnip! (it's kitty weed)
Movie: LOTR(all 3), POTC, Finding Nemo, Arsenic and Old Lace, Princess Mononoke
Internet activity: reading, reviewing, and posting fanfiction on either FP.com

---Do You---
Cut urself: ...what the hell?! Of course not.
Lick yourself:................................ yes.
Whine a lot: Not really, I can't stand whiney people.
Yell a lot: sure! Just for fun, though.
Hate a lot of people: No, not really. Hate is a strong word.
Have too many friends: HAH! I wish.
Believe in life after death: YupYupYup
Go to church: Of course - every weekend and on every Holy Day o' Obligation.
Love school: meh.. no, but I love it because of my friends and music nerds<3
Do drugs: can you honestly see ME as a druggie?!
Wear dark colors: all the time
Try to be different: of course
Have any piercings: ears
Break bones a lot: nope


---Have you ever----
Killed someone: yes..... *glare* how did you find out?!!!
Been raped: ... oh yea all the time. T_T...
Smoked: second-hand only >,<
Gotten Drunk: No, and if I did, I was too drunk to remember.
Had a party with over 30 people: No... well, I've been to a few formal ones.
Taken nude pictures: NO - WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!!!
Stolen something: nuh-unh
Broken a bone: only fractured my left wrist.
Ran away from home: only to go play with a neighbor when I was but a wee lass. Woo! (I swear I'm not high)

-- Pick One --
Cat/Dog: Cat
White/Black: black
Hot/Cold: cold
Far/Near: far
Water/Land: water
Online/Phone: online
Beer/Book: book
Novel/Poetry: novel
Music/Silence: music


--Last Person--
You Touched: .... I'm not going to answer that.
You Talked to: Mom
You Hugged: my cat (Sara)
You Instant messaged: Britt
You Yelled At: I don't remember, I don't yell at people all that much.
Who Broke Your Heart: I shall neva be broken! >D HOOAHHH! "No man is worth crying over, and if you find one who is, he will never make you cry."


-- Are you--
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: on the occaision
Arrogant: no..................... well, yea ^_^;;
Insecure: yup
Interesting: nope
Smart: eh.. on the brighter side of the average box of crayons.
Independent: yes.. lemme 'lone -_-
Hard working: if I put my mind to something, I am.
Organized: hell no
Emotionally Stable: yersh
Bored Easily: most definately
Thirsty: how odd.... yes...
Angry: no :)
Talkative: if I feel like it
Ignored: *cries* all too much!


--Friends Stuff--
Which one of your friends is the…
Craziest? Kat
Nicest? Kiwi
Life of the party? Alliecat
Jock? *snort* tchya right.
Prep? Well, none of them really, but I'll say Tara because she's so obsessed with her grades
Rebel? Sam
Most popular? I have to say Kiwi again
Rudest? I dunno...
Most shy? me???
Smartest? Emily ;_; I miss her so!
Weirdest? Kirsten, Tara, Kelly, Kat
Most ghetto? AMY!
funniest? Kat
Best advice giver? uhh.. Justin, I think...
Druggie? no druggie friends
Most likely to join a cult? Christa hahaha
Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yesh ;_;



[End]

::MWAH!:: I luv u all... <3
~Carolynylorac


oh, by the way....

24 DAYS TILL LONDON

[fill out thingie!!!!]

YAY! I love fill-out thingies! FEel free to steal and then do for yourself! I also like reading them, so send yours to me tooooO!!!

1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be? Two Words: MiDDLE. EaRTH.

2. What's your favorite article of clothing(type)? Cape / Cloak

3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex? Eyes O_O <- those

4. The last CD you bought? Crappy David Bowie CD for Cathy's Birthday

5. Where's the least favorite place to be? Doctor's

6. Would you die for your love? OF COURSE!!!!

7. What's more important, Strong in Body or Strong in Mind? Strong in mind

8. What time do you wake up? Weekdays around 6:30, but Weekends around 9-10pm

9. What's your favorite kitchen appliance? So many - but tops are sporks, knives, blenders, and meat tenderizers

10. What pisses you off? Annoying people being annoying for the sake of being annoying... and those who are being unnecessarily stupid

11. If you could change a instrument or play a instrument, what would it be? I play violin, soon to play clarinet, but I would like to know how to be a purcussionist too.

12. Favorite color? Purple, orange, blue, silver

13. Which do you prefer, SUV or Sportcars? No preference - I know nothing of cars.

14. Do you believe in a afterlife? ......... duh.

15. Favorite Children's book? Poppy, Ella Enchanted, Green Eggs and Ham, "I CAN'T!" Said the Ant, and any fairy tale ever invented.

16. What is your favorite season? Autumn - not too lazy, not too worked up and the colors are absolutely gorgeous.

17. If you could have one superpower, what would it be? To fly

18. If you have a tattoo, what is it? the color of my skin in the shape of..... my skin.

19. Can you juggle? Not on my life

20. If their was someone in your past that you could talk to...who would it be? JRR Tolkien... yes he is in my past!!! (I swear it)

21. What's your favorite day? Friday

22. What's in the trunk of your car? *shifty eyes* nothing... I swear .. it's a bag of golf clubs wrapped up in that tarp... erhm....

23 Which do you prefer, Sushi or Ham/Cheeseburger? Hamburger, but dangnabbit, THEY ONLY EVER GIVE ME TWO PICKLES!!!!! >0 GGGGRRRRRRRRAAAAWRR!!!!

24. What's your favorite cartoon? You want me to pick ONE?!!! Invader Zim, Slayers, MMB, Kodocha, Mononoke Hime, *rambles forever*...

27. What's your favorite meal? I have three: Lasagna and garlic bread with a tall glass o' milk, Chicken Parmesean with spaghetti and an ice cold diet pepsi, or a goood med rare seasoned steak with mashed potatoes and butter with milk.

28. What's your favorite song? I have so many it's not even funny.

29. What's your favorite phrase? "Know theyself? If I knew myself, I'd run away." ~Johann de Whatever

30. Have u ever been drunk ? Nope

31.Whats the most u have ever done w/ a guy? hug :( im so alooonnnnne

32. What did you do last night? hmmm.. what DID I do???? I don't remember.
Was I drunk??????

**Bonus Question** If you could marry anyone, who would it be? teeheeheehee.. well, you all would be expecting to hear me say "Orlando Bloom". In fact, I am expecting to hear me say "Orlando Bloom." However, I love and adore this man without knowing him on a personal and emotional level. (;_; ) Sooo, I would have to sayyyy $#*%)(_@B$@-+# aka mycurrentcrush because we're so close and i looove him. ^.^-

Which [5 Elements] are you?

Are You Naughty or Nice?

[ 3 / 12 / 04 - 03:30 pm ]
Mood: =_=
Song: Melodies of Life: Galway ~Emiko Shiratori
Quote: "I'm a kittycat! and I dancedancedancedadancedancedance... and I meowmeowmeowmemeowmeowmeow!!" ~Kitty dance
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BI-SHOFF-GOO!! WOOOHOOOOO!!! I love the Music Nerds!!! ^____^ They're so nice and prettyyy. Pity we disowned one, but he deserved it!!!! >,
Have I told you about my bet with Britt? Well, when I go to see the Secret Garden at REG.7, I have to see if I think Ian is "devastatingly handsome" If i do, then I have to tell him that and say it like with heavy breath - like a friggin stalker with athsma. If I don't, I'm still going to say that to him (but my way, and just for fun) and Britt is going to email him and tell him she thinks he's hot or whatever.

Also, Britt and I started making "lists" of all the reasons why we like our oh-so-special someones. It started as a casually said "Hey, let's do this!!" kinda thing, but now it's a contest between her, christa, and I. Whoever gets the least amt of reasons by a certain date has to give their lists to their 'him'. AHHHHHHHH!!! So far, Christa has 310, Britt has 320, and I have 220. I'M SUCH A LOSER!!!!!

OOk my day:
Health: bleh.
Enhancement: bleh.
History: hahahaha colon powell / simon cowell.. otherwise bleh.
Lunch: mmmmmmmmmmm yummy
English: ahahhaa firemen and hose.. otherwise bleh.
Orchestra: YAY ELAYNA CAME! otherwise...... you guessed it!!! bleh.


There, that was fun, wasn't it????

*sigh*


I must go crawl into a hole underground and sleep like the "little gopher" I am.

What's your usual [mood]?

[ 3 / 02 / 04 - 10:43 pm ]
Mood: Beyond exhaustion, but exhileration
Song: Mahna Mahna ~Muppets Tonight
Quote: "Biscuit ---- *fires pistol* ---- dooonut!" ~Muppets Tonight Chef
(*************************************)

Today was boring and uneventful. Gym - capture the flag. Freshman class won against the Juniors. AGAIN. I'm not surprised. XP Jamison acted like he wanted to kill me when he heard me say "Anger management!!" in his general direction. He almost bruised my arm with his elbow, but I'm OK.

Enhancement was meh. Kelly and I practiced in the uniform room with Justin, Nia, and Christine. Well, that is until I had to do my friggin chairchallenge w/Dan. I won. XD(I'm so sorry, Dan! I had to do it eventually! Sarah's goin DOWN.) Then there was a little mishap afterwards with getting my case out and then tralalala that was over and we were a bit late for history. Oh well. It was Mr. Harbach anyway - not like I care.

Kelly kinda gave me a scare in period 2. She was really stressed about her "situation" (I'd say it, but there's no guarantee he won't read this) w/ her umm... WIGGLY JIGGLY!!!! hehe that's it. Elayna and I couldn't look at her or else we'd start tearing up too!!! wahh! She got better though, and got into a really happy, hyper mood. Like I told her later that day in orchestra, "It's like you've got antidepressants in your blood!!!"

Period 3 was... blah. Period four was... blah.

When I got home, I immediately started watching anime. Did I mention that AJ was so very kind as to let me borrow the first 26 episodes of Prince of Tennis??? Well, he just handed it to me before period one. I was verry happy ^_^ It's a very good series. It teaches the stupid people such as I about tennis and it's full of beautiful bishounen. <3 X3

Apparently, I was so much more tired than I thought, because once I got past the 2 1/2 hour mark on P.o.T, I fell asleep and didn't wake up until 8.. so that's about four hours of sleep on a beanbag chair in the middle of the living room. I didn't eat dinner and now I am both utterly exhausted and wired. I can't get to sleep now!! Well, I still have to do my health article, my history outline, and my english questions / vocab synonyms.

I wonder... what do "gophers" do? *coughcoughjustincoughcough*


"Angry, hostile men actually do have hearts. But they may be unhealthy hearts, researchers say."

[ 3 / 01 / 04 - 08:14 pm ]
Mood: TIRED!!! =_=
Song: Bowling for Soup - Running from your Dad
Quote: "Climbed through the window, I thought led to your heart. Thrown out the window, there was nothing there to break my fall." ~B.f.S
(*************************************)

Well today was yet again, a waste of time. Health was crappy.. we had to do skits.. ugh I was paired up with Rich Rylander and had to portray compensation... and love... T_T; oh joy oh joy. After that, enhancement was pretty fun. I don't remember any specifics, but it's always fun with my bandies and fellow OHSAPINTAFLIKR members. hehehe. History was actually quite fun, but I'll get to that in a sec. English was booooorrring. (what happened? I forgot! Was it really just those analogies and that Oddessy questionnaire??? Seemed like that wouldnt' take up enough time. Oh well.) Orchestra was... meh..... as usual for Mondays.

History was fun - we had the debate today. AJ went and fetched Justin from his spanish class. THANK YOU AJ!!! <3 We needed him to win!! Korey, Tom (hesasonofab****), and Greg were all quite helpful, but Justin, I think, really brought in most of our points. On the opposing side, I think they really just had Phil. Charles would've been good, if the Bush-supporters hadn't been so agressive. AJ was pretty good, except he didn't word his arguments all to well, and since he's so SHY he tended to back off a bit, though I could tell he had some ideas brewing in that head of his. Well, I dont feel like explaining it.. just read my convo w/Ilho after school....

LotRingofDoom (3:07:02 PM): you made the debate very... interesting today
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:07:26 PM): i have a big mouth
LotRingofDoom (3:08:03 PM): and your neck vein kept popping out
LotRingofDoom (3:08:14 PM): i thought you were about to go into cardiac arrest or somethign
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:08:32 PM): hahaha
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:08:41 PM): a pulsing neck vein...tat's not good
LotRingofDoom (3:08:49 PM): not at all
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:10:32 PM): it was fun tho
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:10:45 PM): you never spoke!
LotRingofDoom (3:10:50 PM): i did..
LotRingofDoom (3:10:51 PM): once
LotRingofDoom (3:11:00 PM): stupid ben.. >,<
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:11:17 PM): haha
LotRingofDoom (3:11:24 PM): vc
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:11:25 PM): but c'mon! it's such a hot issue!
LotRingofDoom (3:11:32 PM): oops that was a message from my cat
LotRingofDoom (3:11:57 PM): if i went up there, i wouldn't have been able to get a word in anyway
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:12:04 PM): it's easy to!
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:12:13 PM): just start shouting in their face to scare them!
LotRingofDoom (3:12:32 PM): uhmm.... no
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:13:00 PM): i did!
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:13:04 PM): i think i scared a girl..
LotRingofDoom (3:13:27 PM): which one?
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:13:41 PM): dunno
LotRingofDoom (3:13:58 PM): describe her then
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:14:10 PM): i can't remember
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:14:18 PM): all i know is that she's an evil kerry supporter
LotRingofDoom (3:14:32 PM): haha ok
LotRingofDoom (3:14:48 PM): most people chose kerry because they thought it'd be "easier" to write about
LotRingofDoom (3:14:54 PM): tch... fools
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:15:07 PM): umm, nooo
Tik IlMiI lhO (3:15:10 PM): politics is never easy
LotRingofDoom (3:15:26 PM): i know


And that's that.

[ 2 / 29 / 04 - 10:38 pm ]
MOOD: Meh.. but happy ^_^
SONG: Be with Me, Lord
Quote: You are my friends... The greatest love a man can have for his friends is to give his life for them. ~Jesus <3
999999999999999999999999999999999999999


Well, the concert is on MARCH 16th!!!! O.O! Gettin closer now.... YOU MUST COME SEE USSSSSSS!!!!!!

The Idylls of Pegasus- ^_^ though technically I’m supposed to play the high part, no one in the seconds usually plays the bottom notes, so I take the liberty to play it myself. I sound soooo good in it, I’m very proud of me!!!

Night On Bald Moutain- CREEEPY! It sounds really good and it’s easy to play, except for the coda. I like it, it sounds nice.

Capriccio Espagnol- Another one of our stronger pieces... It’s pretty fun to play, except for the second movement. The fourth movement is the best part.

Sabre Dance- “I feel like a robot” What a borrrring piece to play. It sounds mediocre

Symphony #3-This song sucks. It’s moderately easy to play, but it’s a bear to piece the parts together and it never sounds right.

Overture to Nabucco- It’s not EXCEPTIONALLY good, but it’s not horribly bad either. Chair-challenge piece for me vs. Dan on Tuesday



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[ 02 / 28 / 04 - 10:04 p.m. ]
Mood: Amazed, but getting annoyed fast
Song: Bowling for Soup (Drunk Enough to Dance)
Quote: Father...Forgive them............ They know not what they do.
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Wow... Mom took me to see The Passion of Christ today. All I really have to say is....... Wow.

First impression: WOAH! It's all in hebrew! Awesome.
Second impression: WOAH! This is really deep.
Third and final impression: *tears streaming from eyes* omgggggggggggg!!!!! waaaahhh!!

This is definately not what they teach you in second grade religion class at Saint Peter's. We never ever really thought about the Passion as being bloody, but it is. It is sick and disgusting and immoral. How in the world could they have had the stomach to do that to Him?! Another human being.. uuuggggghhhhhh I think I'm going to be sick.

I cried alot during the movie.. It was so moving. The part that made me focus a bit more on the movie was the portrayal of Satan. (yes he appears in it.. quite frequently, acctually) I have to say, he's cute!!! Beautiful he may be, you can see it in him that he's evil. You just sense all that evil in him and yet you can see the good-looking shell of what he used to be. Lucifer was one of God's angels, so of course he would have been pretty. There was a maggot or some kind of small creature like it crawled out of one nostril and into the other and he had an empty look in his eyes. Always with an eager, quiet and malicious look in his eyes, and he had a tempting, sickly sweet and deeply entrancing voice. *hiss* back you Devil!!! He soo could have been a Lothlorien elf. Celeborn, even. Well, except for the whole I-am-evil-itself-and-I-enjoy-death-pain-angst-anguish-heartbreak-and-cruelty-because-I-AM-hell-itself.

My first misconception of my own faith was the scourging. That was the first part that made me start bawling. I never actually imagined that the whips would tear out his flesh and that they'd do it over and over, then get a different weapon, AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! Second was the extreme intervals between the soldiers and Jesus' pain. All the soldiers were getting drunk, laughing and singing as they taunted and kicked the crap out of Him. Meanwhile, Jesus was weak and defenseless, with blood streaming from all his wounds from being scourged and constantly whipped, kicked, punched, slapped, and the lot. Geez Louise! Next was the portrayal of Lucifer (hey, Satan, can I call ya Lucy??? ^_^-) that I talked about above. Like I said, he was pretty - a kind of shadow of the angel he used to be. BUT, ya could just sense the evil around him despite his being on a two-dimensional movie screen. Whenever I thought about him before, I thought of a sick, twisted and disgusting ugly beast-monster-demon-thing. But in truth, he's a sick, twisted, pretty-monster-demon-thing.

I could keep ranting about the movie, but I'm kind of losing myself here and I'd end up repeating myself over and over again, so I'll stop here. It was SO GOOD! I recommend it to anyone and everyone. I dont care about what your religion or beliefs are, it could help you understand WHY we catholics have such strong faith and WHY there are so many of us. Not only did He give up his life for us, but look what He went through on the way. ;_; I'm going to go cry about it some more. I'm so touched...

[ 02 / 25 / 04 - 3:29 p.m. ]
Mood: exhausted
Song: Do it Minnie May
To Quoth My Day: "Ever have one of those days when you just wanna flick him off???" ~Kirsten, a few days ago, talking about Logan.
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hehe.. I can make my keyboard sound like it's galloping. I am soooo tired. =_=

1 Month and 22 Days.. that's all I've got left!!! hmm... April 16th or 19th.. YAY! Lesse.. Mom already paid off the bill so all expenses are all set, I've raised just enough money to get buy when it comes to lunches and souvenirs. (if you want one, the answer is NO!!!) It's about $18 a day to be there.

I swear.. I'm going to explode on the plane there. Once we land, all that will be left of me is a jarsworth of carolynjelly and some lynnersdust all over the seats.

I'm chair-challenging Dan next Tuesday. Al should be fixed before then. @_@; I can't find the second half to the bridge ANYWHERE. Hopefully, George'll be able to fix my poor Albert in time for me to practice. (yes, practice.) We're playing Overture to Nabisco, so no sweat there. I still want to sound good though. As soon as I can after I beat Dan, I'm going after Sarah. That bi-otch is goin down. >o HOO AHH!!! I'm very confident about this. Once I beat Sarah, I will stay there for a bit and then I will decide whether or not I want to get back at Frank for defeating me the first time. >_< I hold grudges. Bad habit.


HEY GUESS WHAT?! It's Ash Wednesday. I've got a "faith commitment" tomorrow. Singing with the SPS church choir. Joy. T_T...

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