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:: Dark Phantom ::
:3 koishiteru!
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BLOGGAGE!
[ 02 / 24 / 04 - 7:52 p.m. ]
Mood: lonely but content
Song: Africa
To Quoth My Day: heehee ~Miho Obana's Evil Giggle
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We got our WAHHH!! IF I TRY TO MAKE IT ANY MORE
OBVIOUS
TO HIM, I WOULD HAVE TO JUST KISS HIM!!!!
*cries* It's getting more and more difficult to stay dignified
day by day... I'd ask for help but that'd only make it
worse because of all my insecurities about it. I need a hug... @_@;
[ Name as it is on Birth Certificate ]: Carolyn Marie Anderson
[ Nicknames ]: Wow... So many. @_@; Lyn, Lynners, Little
Lyn, Lynlyn, Carebear Caroline, Carebear, TikiBabaa,
Rosanne Rosanna Danna, 4, Number 4, Wilma, Willamina,
Mildred, Millicent and Dan Higgins
[ Born in ]: Hartford, CT
[ Resides in ]: Torrington, CT
[ Good student? ]: Yah
[ Eyes ]: Blue
[ Hair ]: Dirty-blond
Last time you...
[ had a nightmare]: at least a week ago
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: two months ago
[ Brushed your hair ]: This evening
[ Washed your hair ]: last night
[ Checked your e-mail ]: two hours ago
[ Cried ]: I don't know... it was so long ago.
[ Called someone ]: uhh... Kiwi on Friday afternoon
[ Smiled ]: this afternoon chatting with Hevver and Kat
[ Laughed ]: see that one ^ but whole-heartedly... that was with
Justin, Nia, Christine and Kelly during Enhancement.
[ Talked to an ex ]: MWAHAHAHA! I HAVE NO EX!!! wait..
*sob* that means I've never had anyone to become ex's with!! ;_;
Do you...
[Smoke? ]: No
[Do drugs? ]: No
[ Have sex? ]: No
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: YES!!!
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: I used to as a
kid... it was bad.... but now I rarely dream anyway.
[ Play an instrument? ]: Violin.. (HIS NAME IS AL!!) I am
to be starting clarinet soon. Well, eventually ^_^<3
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: Of course.
Duhh.. where do you think the dragons are? (moron)
[ Remember your first love? ]: yesssss
[ Still love him/her? ]: YES!! who could fall out of love
with Orlando?!! <3<3<3<3<3
[ Read the newspaper? ]: nope
[ Have any straight friends? ]: uhh... yes! (? what kind
of question is that????)
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: Only when I've been hurt
and then fell all over again.
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: NO!! It's naaasssttyyyy
[ Believe in God? ]: yes
[ Pray? ]: Yes
[ Go to church? ]: Yes. Every week and on Holy Days too.
[ Have any secrets? ]: Yes... sorry, but I just can't trust
anyone and everyone. *>.<* GOMEN!
[ Have any pets ]: yes! Kimber's me dog, and my cats are Sara
and Joy, and the bird aka Poopinator.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: heehee yep.
[ Wear hats? ]: occaisonally
[ Have any piercings? ]: I just got my ears repierced
from when they closed up in 5th grade.
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Hate yourself? ]: yes
[ Have an obsession? ]: YES!!!! I'd give you an example,
but there are too many! XD
[ Have a secret crush? ]: Yes, but he is COMPLETELY oblivious.
[ Collect anything? ]: manga, my pictures even if I lose most
of them, and children's books.
[ Have a best friend? ]: Yes... 4 or 5
[ Like your handwriting? ]: eh.. not really
[ Have any bad habits? ]: Biting the finger nails, getting a really
good idea and then just sort of blurting it out in the wrong way, daydreaming, and drifting away during
conversation to my own lil world.
[ Care about looks? ]: Well, hot guys are hot and they
need to be recognized for that. But if I'm really looking
to like someone or date them, I wouldn't give a
rat's @$& about how he looked.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: uhh ^ I answered this already. heehee
[ Friends and other people? ]: idk...it shouldn't matter
[ Believe in witches? ]: yesssss. I am one..
.....................moo-hoo-ah-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
[ Believe in Satan? ]: yea.. he's meaaaan! >.<
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: not really. they could exist, but idk
Current:
[ Dress ]: no, I prefer jeans, thank you.
[ Mood ]: *see the first few lines on this whole friggin entry, stupid*
[ Make-up ]: nothing.. I put on silver eyeshadow this
morning but it wore off
[ Music ]: Hey Mr. Wonderful (It's got GIR dancing to
it - I think its a DDR song!!)
[ Taste ]: Diet Pepsi and chocolate pudding
[ Hair ]: Ponytail
[ Annoyance ]: my sister (need I say more?)
[ Smell ]: Calla Lily and Rainbow's End candles
[ Thought ]: wai~ I love you, [******]!
(name was replaced with brackets and a whole bunch of stars for confidential purposes)
[ Book ]: Trickster's Choice
[ Fingernail Color ]: coral-y color.. it's coming off
[ Refreshment ]: Diet Pepsi and chocolate pudding! (deja vu!)
[ Worry ]: The history essay due Friday
[ Crush ]: @_@ I CAN'T TELL YOU!!! AHHH! I'll give two hints:
he's a sophomore and his the second-to-last letter in his middle name is R
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: Justin.. well, Justin's hair
(ewww! you total perv!)
[ You Talked to ]: Joy (so what if I talk to my cat???)
[ You Hugged ]: Kimber (I really dont care if she's a dog!)
[ You Instant messaged ]: Cwi
[ You Yelled At ]: Kimber
[ You Had A Crush On ]: before the person I have a crush on now was Matt @.@;;;;
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: Hmm... Stephanie! SHE
STOLE MY PUDDING!!!! heehee I'm j/k... my heart gets bruised
every now and again, but it hasn't gotten broken yet.
[ Kissed ]: no one - because no one loves me!! WAHH!!!
Wait... Kimber "kisses" me when I get home (dumb dog...
slobbering all over me. its gross).. and Dana, but on the cheek
Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: Sure I hate people, but I dont think I really want
anyone dead. Not Saddam, not Owen, not Osama, and not Bin Laden either.
[ Slap ]: Owen!
[ Tickle ]: heehee *sheepish grin* I'll never tee-eellll!
[ Talk To ]: Justin! I feel like badgering him
[ Have Sex with ]: no one (you sick pig!!!)
[ Kiss ]: *begins sparkling insanely* AHH! Figure out who it
is by my retarded clues above. >_>
[ Be Like ]: JUSTIN! He's so evil and weird but such a great
person and awesome friend.
(you're not reading this are you???? <_<;;;)
[ 02 / 09 / 04 - 10:35 p.m. ]
Mood: I'm so happyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Song: Daddy's Little Defect (Sugarcult)
To Quoth My Day: "And all I see I dont-dont-dont
believe. And what you see is what you get with
me." ~Sugarcult
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(by the way, the formatting for this entry is screwy on purpose!!! ^.^)
Wow. Today was a sucky day. We got our report cards at the
end of enhancement. I'm so dissapointed... high
honors.. really.. hahahaha
French II - 06: 85
Integrated Science - 04: 90
Algebra I-06: 91
String Orchestra: 98
Well, in orchestra I got would've gotten a 96 in
orchestra, but for my exam grade of 88, so yea...
No lunch money. Poo. Catrina didn't want her pasta though,
so I ate it. :D yey!
Justin wants me dead. I asked him.
Tik IlMiI lhO: yes carolyn, i want you dead.
SEE?! He's mean. But later I asked him if he still did
and he said "naaah" so I was happy from that.
naaah naaah naaah naaah naaah naaah ......... NAAAH
AND THEN JUSTIN SAID HE'D BURN ME A COPY OF PRINCESS
MONONOKE!!!! AI~!
OtakuKoneko (10:12:43 PM): justin....
OtakuKoneko (10:12:45 PM): i love youuu....
Tik IlMiI lhO (10:12:47 PM): haha
Tik IlMiI lhO (10:12:49 PM): i'll burn you a copy
OtakuKoneko (10:12:52 PM): YAYYYYYYYY
OtakuKoneko (10:12:55 PM): i'm even happier
Tik IlMiI lhO (10:13:02 PM): haha
OtakuKoneko (10:13:26 PM): you make me happy. now i
can taunt christa!!!
YAYYYY! TAUNTAGE!!
Well I gotta go because Mom's zonking out and the
typage will keep her awake.
By the way... Christa is dooomed... DOOOOMED!
[ 02 / 04 / 04 - 09:23 p.m. ]
Mood: Kinda hyper, kinda lonely
Song: Buenos Aires (Evita)
To Quoth My Day: "My brain is foggy.." ~me
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It was a 90 minute delay today - yay! Still have first lunch >_< but Kelly and I got to eat with Justin and Bethany in the bandie practice room - YAY! Pity it was such a short shift though. We were just starting to watch Family Guy when we had to leave/sneak-out-&-pretend-we-were-never-there. AJ appeared at one point, attacked the speaker, and left. He said some stuff to Ilho, but like I'd really listen to him anyway.
I brought my rice hat to school today - 4 different ppl complimented it, and then 4 other people asked what it was, then about 5 people asked me repeatedly why I had it. It's a freakin rice hat - do I really NEED a reason? Do you even WANT to know my reasons? Hell no! You'd be too scared to know. I made Ilho wear it. He looks cute in it! ahahahaha n_n
I have history homework to do, so I'm going to kick mom off the crap new computer in my room and do just that. But, before I go, I shall leave you with part of a convo I had with Tara not too long ago.
ASiaNFrEak1091 (9:09:21 PM): IM SO PROULD OF MYSLEF
ASiaNFrEak1091 (9:09:23 PM): PROUD
ASiaNFrEak1091 (9:09:25 PM): MYSELF
OtakuKoneko (9:09:49 PM): hahahaa
OtakuKoneko (9:09:55 PM): you're prould of your slef
ASiaNFrEak1091 (9:09:59 PM): yes
OtakuKoneko (9:10:01 PM): what's a slef?
ASiaNFrEak1091 (9:10:11 PM): oh its a cross between a sled and a rabbit
Interesting little tidbit, isn't it?
[ 01 / 29 / 04 - 06:27 p.m. ]
Mood: Contented
Song: If Moon Was Cookie (Cookie Monster)
To Quoth My Day: "...and really bad eggs, drink up me hearties, yo ho!" ~JACK
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Yesterday was a snowday - wheeeee!!! I slept until 10, and when Dad woke me up (he was really loud - grr..) there was a bobcat in the woods in our backyard. I couldn't see it because I didn't have my contacts in, I had just woken up, and the feline was so still it was camoflauged completely. Woo! Go kittycat.
Later, after breakfast and the lot, I looked again to find that the bobcat was still there, still hunting, but it had a cute lil partner with him! ^.^ awww The two bobcats left in about fifteen minutes.. I wonder if Dad got a picture of them? I hope so, but I doubt it because they were barely recognizable against the snow and plants etc.
[ 01 / 25 / 04 - 08:33 p.m. ]
Mood: Contented
Song: You Make Me Feel Like a Whore (by Everclear)
To Quoth My Day: "If you're going out, bring a
sweater ... because there's bacon outside...." ~Fred
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Today, I was woken up at 8 (unggghhhhhhh!! -_-) and then
I went to 9 oclock mass at Sacred Heart. Afterwards
I had confirmation class in the Parish Hall. I hardly
paid any attention to Judy's ramblings, but I drew a
really pretty picture of Erutis, from Demon Diaries!
<3 ^_^ I love that manga.....
Then, after Mom was late picking me up (I wasn't
surprised, but I was still very cold.) she made me go
to Stoppie with her. We got ALOT of foods... We were
both quite hungry. Not a good state to be in when
grocery shopping. : Oh well. It's all yummy anyhoot.
Upon leaving, Mom got sucked into the JCPenny
store-wide sale. @__@ oh the pain. I actually got
a decent outfit for gym, a really nice fleece
sweatshirt, and one or two nice t-shirts. Thankfully
she didn't take nearly as long as she would've liked,
knowing how painful it is for me to go clothes shopping.
When I got home at long last, I cleaned a whole lot. It
surprised me that I did that. I'm incredibly lazy, and
I actually CLEANED by my own free will! O_o scary...
The rest of the day was spent vegging around the house
and gluing fake nails on my fingers. They're simple but
pretty and feminine. They look just like Galadriel's.
Which, of course, was the only reason I asked
Mother Dearest to buy them for me. ^__^ heeheehee
I like to vegetate.
"There is this place inside
Where all the good things die
Sometimes I feel like a whore
(sometimes I feel like a whore)
I hate the way I am around you
(I’m so nervous and weird)
Sometimes I feel like i’m
Breathing underwater
You treat me like I am on fire
Like I’m something to eat
You make me hate what I see
When I see me"
[ 01 / 24 / 04 - 11:04 p.m. ]
Mood: Decapitated and very tired
Song: Radiohead - Creep
To Quoth my Day: "Three words: Middle-earth men."
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Well exams have come and gone. Those were quite nasty.
Wednesday was for the worse. French is my weak spot,
and as if I wasn't having trouble enough during the
exam, Roxby started to move the desks around. It was
absolutely IMPOSSIBLE to concentrate! AUGH!!!!!
Thankfully, I won't have to deal with him ever again. :)
yay.
Science was OK. I'm not that great at it, and my
abilities aren't spectacular, but it is what I like to
do. I want to become a marine biologist, or something
that deals with animals. That being said, I'd have BETTER
done well on the exam. Algebra exam was good. Surprisingly easy. oh well.
I just got back from Kat's house. I went over yesterday and slept over for her birthday party. Bill and Amy and Bob and and and me... were there. Molly puked in the living room during the movie... ewies. We watched Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle, then presents and cake and then two episodes of Whose Line, then Amy and Bill and Bob left. Kat n I watched the Blair thumb, Bat thumb, Thumbtanic, and the godthumb, as well as the two towers extended and X-men 2 the following morning. It was lots of fun! During TTT <3 Kat lit up some candles and we had a wax/soot fight. FUUUNNNNNN!!!! My face is really waxy and smooth now, but it feels really good. Rejuvinated. ^_^ hahahaha.
Know what? It was Cathy's 17th birthday yesterday, and I gave her a David Bowie CD. ewww... nasty. She better not make me listen to one note off of that CD or I swear I will take it from her and burn it. >_<
[ 01 / 07 / 03 - 10:21 p.m. ]
Mood: Kinda tired
Song: Nothin
To Quoth my Day: "Three words: Middle-earth men."
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I really have nothing to say..... Christmas was good. I'm not
a braggart, so I can not, will not, say what gifts I recieved.
All I can say is that I am quite happy with them. ^__^ well...
except the french grammar binder-insert.. :| that gift was
just plain cruel on Mom's part. T_T;;
Obviously I put up a new layout, and I've also put up a
new layout -- TWO new layouts -- on UF. One is a frames
version and the other is a non-frames version.
;_; I worked so hard. If you go.. sign the guestbook or I'll
hurt you.
Um... leaving now. ::POOF!::
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