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To My Friends...

Be never too young, never too old, always strong enough to live and inquire, ever loving, always kind. May life share its many blessings with you, and may its burdens be ever light. The wind at your back, the sun in your soul, and my love in your heart now and forever.

Music

I had lost my will, A part of me had died, I sat there in the dark,All alone I cried. I picked up my guitar,Placed my finger on that string, Let all my feelings go in that sad song i always sing.

Tears filled my eyes,But i pushed notes into the air, I played the music louder, I played it till i cared. Music is what saved me, It took my worries and my pain, It filled my heart with memories, I came back to life again.

When you let music take you, It fills your heart and mind, It's like perfect therapy, The only of its kind.

For cousin Holly, To Baby, sweet special girl, you fill me with love and admiration. Brave girl, may your life be ever easy,on calm seas, with kind people, gentle breezes, sunny days and if a storm should ever come one day remember how much I love you.

well... i must be really crazy cuz i go from happy to sad i like nothin'. damn life keeps throwin curve balls. Lets just say they hurt! i can't my head around life's circumstances. my dad won't lay off... i'm losing my mind and my hope's already gone... he's never gonna get better is he? I feel like no one's ever gonna get better... not me not dad, not grandpa... were all gonna lose... i just don't know who i'm losin too anymore! ha. i wrote a new poem so i'll write it at the end of the entry. well i can't really think of anything else to say that wouldn't be a lie so here's the poem: Dissapointing World What today is wrong with the world? People steal innosense away from young girls. There's no shame felt for the cruelty and pain. Young men sell death for personal gain. I can't remember when I saw someone smile. We're all wrapped up in our trends and our style. The increasing homeless have no where to go. We all close our eyes and pretend we don't know. Monogamy died but cheating lives on. Endangered species are one by one gone. Cancer and aids take those that we love. People fight over what God lives above. Dissapointing world full or careless hate. Could things be better before they're too late?

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For Eve...

You touched us all but not for long, I blink my eyes and now you're gone. Life isn't fair tears fill my head. This is too hard, why are you dead. We miss you so much,its hard to express, I miss your hope and your happiness. You played the game hard, but now it is done, I may seem like you lost but I know you won. Now you watch from the heavens above, I may have lost you but I still have your love.

Proved her Wrong

She thought he was a man of honour. A guy who kept his word. She thought that she knew him. That's how she was assured. She thought that she could trust him. With the secrets of her soul. She thought she understood him. Thought she was in control. She thought that he loved her. God knows she loved him. He went ahead and proved her wrong. Her glowing heart grew dim. She thought she really knew him. But he proved her wrong. This time there's no forgiveness. She'd forgiven for too long. But love is sometimes blinding. Cause she'll forgive and then forget. Then she'll wake up tommorrow to relive and regret.