pissed off...just saw someone insult RGS really really badly on their blog...
was really bored for the past few days...did nothing but lie around and read books...refused to even look at my study notes...going to leave them alone until after I get back all the prelim results...which reminds me to PANIC!!!!!!...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!...HOW?!?...it's tomorrow and I don't want my results back...how...boo...what if I do like really badly?...attended those talks on friday and they all freaked me out like nothing...why the hell is it so difficult to get into the good JCs?...what if I don't make it...how...boo =(...hai...shall not worry so much...what's done is done...no use crying over spilt milk as pris always says...hai...ok...
by some weird force of nature (maybe boredom) I went to visit that bimbo's blog again...yepz...remember that egocentric act-chio bimbo whose entry I highlighted a couple of weeks back?...the colouful insults?...yep...was in a lighter mood so I read through her entries and found that they were really stupidly funny...shall highlight some more of her entries...
haiz...still bored...no one's talking to me online...wonder if teng had watched valentine yet...yes everyone must watch valentine...movie from 6 years back (when the horror movies still have substance)...the best =D...go find and watch =D=D=D...
ok...I shall zao and read more books...byebye...
ps...the bunny's gone back to my uncle...missing it badly =(...
pps...got tired of typing without my "..."s...reverted back...
Will u pple juz give her a break? And look...if u ever say tt abt my school again u watch out ok...u know if she sux then thats her prob...its for her ta know...ok...so y dont u got fuck off and find sometihng else better to do than bitch around like some insecure idiot...by doing this ya only gonne show pple how toopid u are...and ya knoe wad...i bet ur an rg girl aint i rite? Lots of rg girls are been here...u noe u rg pple are juz jealous tt we **ians know what we want and u rg pple dont...u rg pple wont b able to survive out there next time...go get a life la...fuck off...I'm not only speaking up for the her but also for the pple at **! GET A LIFE!
and what did we do?...don't know what we want?...won't survive in society?...excuse me but I know perfectly well what I want to do with my life...and I believe every girl in RG does...stupid woman...she typed her school name in that entry but I star-ed it...was really tempted to just leave it alone and let everyone see which school this idiot is from...such a shame to that school...urgh...want to slap her face...
about her watching a movie:
in the cinema,the whole row of teenage boys sitting behind us were toking bout mi! we all heard their gossips cos they are whispering TOO LOUD! 2 of them kept on kicking jac n my seats, like trying to get our attention! so irritating i mean if they want to catch our attention, i would rather let them approached mi, but we didnt tell them off cos they stop it very soon after the movie started!
about her school event:
went school in the noon with my drama frens to take the school bus to CHIJMES! cos i had to attend 150TH years celebrations of all the IJ schools! before leaving the place, mrs.leong wants mi to go home and changed my coloured bra to white colour!
god! she nagged into my ear: "u know that our sch had appear in the newspaper before, so we have to prove them that we have good image. aiyo, go home change ur bra to white!"
i understanded wat she meant but on normal school days i always wear coloured bras n she never complaint why ONLY TODAY! argh, mrs.leong also wants mi to bring an extra bra for my schmate too cos she live too far and couldnt go home to change her coloured bra unlike mi, living so near the sch, juz have to cross the bridge! i mean, who on earth shares undergarments?? *ahem* maybe mrs.leong! haha!
what the hell was she thinking?...telling the whole world what bras she wears everyday...gross...
i ate but juz too busy for it to be digested in my rectum!
this sentence had me laughing for like how long...obvious she doesn't take bio...but I don't blame her...I mean she's only sec 2...probably haven't learnt about the digestive system yet...right?...
this one is the stupidest and the funniest of all...
after recess, on the way back 2 classroom.
my senior approached mi : "are u *~*? go general office now."
i was like: gosh....YYYYY MI? only principals and discipline mistress would be in the general office? oh no!! DISCIPLINE MISTRESS?!?! god... maybe she wants mi to go for D.C for sth?? my heart was racing so fast as i walked to the general office. wat did i do wrong to deserve D.C, i thought... but who noes?
when i entered the office. the admin.stuff looked at mi and said " har! u again?"
i nodded. she handed mi a present and a card which stated "FROM: UR FRENLY NEIGHBOURHOOD SPIDERMAN"
she asked: "from hu? boyfren ah?"
obviously i immediately replied "NO!" (if i have one, then i have to do D.C!!)
i wondered hu delivered the present for mi to the school at schooling hour? the only nearest schs were VS n st.pats. ohno! dun tell mi its them? suddenly "SPIDY" strucked my mind. dun tell mi its the spidy hu always helps mi at my taggie?? and ever mention that he is my frenly neighbourhood spiderman?? its exactly similiar with the card? could it be him?? [SPIDY]if the person was YOU,please let mi noe becos i really want to thank you. how did u noe i love that colour?? *hugs*
~3 days later~
ok.today when i entered the general office, happened to see the same admin.staff there.
She caught mi glancing at her. so she said:"hi! u again?"
i quickly catch the opportunity to asked her: "hi,rmb 3 days back someone left mi a present?i was wondering if u could tell mi how the person looks like cos till now, i still duuno the person at all!"
she joke back: "wah! secret admirer ah!"
i was like so scared that the disciplined mistress would hear her saying that! god!!!
i lowered my voice: "so erm, wat time did he delivered the present? how does he looks like?"
she crackled again: "aiyo, er bout 8plus in the morning. he wasnt wearing uniform although looks like sec4. he has an average height n wear specs too.thats all la"
i was realll feeling kinda dishearted. i mean, the mysterious "spiderman" just cannot get off my mind! it is a down to earth fact that a secondary boy would be in sch at 8plus, its sch hours?? if he wasnt wearing uniform, means that he is playing traunt?or in poly? i squeezed my brains trying to think any guy frens of mine wear specs. obviously theres some, but those arent having any sec4-looks so its impossible!
my hypothesis is :
1) "spiderman" must have seen my previous n recent blogskin colour. because, he used a purple colour marker pen to write on the card n the present colour he gave mi.
2) he is definately not from any near-by boys sch surrounding because he wasnt wearing uniform.
3) definately he isnt someone i noe too (although i had recieved presents before but those will tell mi and let mi noe hu they are)
to: [frenly neighbourhood spiderman] if u dropped by my bloggie, kindly tagged my blog and let mi noe cos i really really appreciate u coming all the way down to my sch to deliever a surprise for mi! (oh haha i love surprises though! XoXo its normal for girls!!) but the surprise, u left a puzzle with it for mi to slove. TOUGH!! lolx.....
gosh isn't she so darn drama?...and the guy is also like nothing better to do lorh...whatever...
Ok, quick entry before I go bathe. Sucks. I really hate physics. It all seems so easy when you read it on the textbook, but on the exam papers they complicate it so much that you don't understand it anymore. That's what happened for last year's EOYs. This is bad. Been memorising formulae and stuff, but really scared that I cannot do tomorrow. How?! Haiz. Did nothing at all yesterday. Played and slept and fooled around with bolster. Didn't bother looking at physics. So chionged today. Quite bad larh, just glimpsed through the textbook and memorized the formulae, then went inet to do a few questions but got really bored. Sucks. I want at least a B3. Boo.
Have to bathe now before I get scolded. Byebye.
Gosh. Just finished revising the whole bio syllabus. Took about half an hour. Head bursting with information now. Hahaz, feel like taking the exam now while the info in still in my brain. I love bio =)
Ok, today's summary, four words. Amaths sucked, geog rushed. Horrible. Woke up today in a really bad mood, cause I really didn't want to fail amaths. Anyway the feeling was gone when I stepped into the hall, so did the paper slowly and took time on the questions that I can actually do. Did only 40 marks worth out of 80, gonna fail really badly. Not that I care larh, cause the Os will be alot easier. So no panic now, just indifference. The least amount of marks that I heard were left blank by the smartest was 11 marks, just shows how gross the amaths teachers are. Geog was really really rushed. Started out thinking that I'll have plenty of time, so just man man look at all the questions then choose. Spent alot of time on the first 2 questions that I did, the coasts and population one. After that was really rushed, just anyhow pick the topic that needs leasting crapping and dive in. Did weathering and climate for the other 2, and rushed like nothing. Best was both my black pens died during amaths and I forgot to borrow from people, so had to use the spoilt blue pen. The stupid pen just keeps dying halfway and I had to switch to another blue pen which has a rough tip so cannot write properly. Was quite sad cause I was sitting in the front row, then every now and then I would switch pens, and the techers would stare at me. Sad...
Oh!! News to make teng jealous. My uncle went on holiday so he left his rabbit at my house for caretaking for an entire week!! It's white and darn darn small. Only about 3 weeks old, can hold it in one hand and it will be comfortable XD. So kawaii!! And it can only eat fruits soaked overnight in water for softening and mashed up solid food. Hahaz had alot of fun pounding its food into little bits =D. So cute XDXDXD
Larz. Maybe I should go back and read through bio notes again. But it's so long and tedious and there are like so many things to remember. Boo, can't imagine what it would be like in the A levels (yes I'm taking bio in JC). Hai, no use pondering now, shall go bathe and look at bio again. Byebye.
PS: No points for guessing, I got caught in the rain for the THIRD time in a week, on CONSECUTIVE days. Someone up there must hate me -_-
Hai. Stopped wondering about what will happen to me tomorrow. Sucks, I hate amaths like nothing. Got the RG prelim paper and stared at it. Ok, admit that I only know how to do the easier questions, the rest are history. Felt so sad. And I haven't even touched geog yet. Gonna die.
Listening to this nice music now. It's in midi format but it's really really sweet. It's called "An Ode To Lisa" from a game. It's a song written by a singer in the game for this girl called Lisa whom he crushes. So romantic XD.
Shall heck about amaths and panic tomorrow. Gonna bathe and study geog liao. Bye.
PS: I STILL LOVE SEITEN TAISEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SO DARN CUTE!!!!!!!! ANOTHER MUACKS TO HIM!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD
(Don't you realize that this always happens to me before a maths exam? See Monday)
Extremely relieved. Chinese was not as bad as I thought it would be. Paper 1 was normal, just that they changed the positions of the si han and gong han so I wrote the wrong question number -_-. Paper 2 was hard, but I could do quite a lot of the filling in the blanks (for once). And for the first time in my entire RG life I did all the zao jus. Yay for me =), though I have no idea whether they were correct.
Next large boulder is tomorrow's amaths. Gonna die really badly. Like been doing prelim papers and I like cannot make it lorh. Take like darn long to do an easy question. The hard ones are either done halfway or left completely blank. Argh sucks, cannot do amaths for my life. Don't know what to do. Help =(
Barh. Today was the second time I got caught in the rain this week. First was yesterday at the stupid bus-stop that is ridiculously useless. It provides so little shelter that I got wet standing under it. Better was that it was darn small and there were alot of people there, so everyone was sqeezing each other out into the storm. Stupid good-for-nothing bus-stop. Today was better, got onto the bus before the rain started. But too bad it lasted for the entire ride home and I got wet when I alighted and walked home. Oh well, at least my pinafore got washed XP.
Sucks. Should I do more amaths and kill off all brain cells or go and study human geog? Think I'll go study first then come back to amaths. Don't expect to do well for it though, aiming for a C6. Hopefully I'll get it, just have to work towards not failing and getting an ugly D on my cert. Hai amaths sucks. Wish I dropped it =P. Haha ok going to do geog now. Byebye.
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Haha. Sorry, but chinese is really boring. Alright, shall go back to mugging my notes. Ciao.
PS: Hamu grew heavier.
PPS: Emaths sucks big big time. Have to work really hard foe paper 2 to preserve my dying A1. Barh -_-
Barh. Combined humanaties was a real killer. SS SBQ was on diplomacy, the effectiveness of ASEAN. Glad to say that I din't study diplomacy at all. Died on the spot larh, just crapped up a whole load. Hope my use of LORMS will allow me a pass, which is abit hard cause I didn't do part (c) at all. So that's 6 marks gone, and my part (d) at most worth 4 marks. Nothing to depend on but my first two parts (which weren't particularly good answers either). SEQ was at least better. Studied Switzerland but too bad it came out with Northern Ireland and I din't touch on that. Industrial development is like only basic knowledge, so I did the health and education one. Quite ok cause I studied quite intensely on those, but I spent far too much time on answering (55 mins). Sucks.
Elective lit wasn't any better. The essay questions were totally screwed up, all about prejudice and esprit de corps. Di n't have enough knowledge on those two so did the passage-based. Spent half an hour on the first part of it describing and explaining character traits. The second part was relatively ok, just hope that I elaborated enough to ensure over a 20 for the whole thing. Unseen was really dead. Did the bloody barn owl thing cause I didn't have time to read and analyze the prose. It sucked big time, lost my ability to crap and my answers are like half a page and a quarter page long, which when translated from my handwriting to normal writing size takes up three-quarters and half a page respectively. Really didn't know the purpose for the poem, except that it was morally wrong to kill. That was like the only point I wrote for that entire part. Not expecting to do well for that, maybe a passing mark of 13 at most. So adding up my stuffies for today, I have a high chance of getting a B3 at most. Sucks. Looks like I have to work harder for physics and geog.
This is really really bad. First day of prelims and everyone dies like that. Emaths paper one tomorrow, hope it'll be of normal standard or we will all die again. Wednesday is chinese, which I'll revise tomorrow afternoon. Thursday is amaths and geog paper 2. Will most probably spend more time on geog and just work through the amaths textbook. No point in killing yourself doing hard papers when you will never even get a B grade for it. So yea...
Hamu's trying to sleep beside me. Probably the sound of my typing keeping him awake. Oh well, too bad he'll have to wait till I finish this entry.
I just need eight points. Nothing more, hopefully less. Four A1s and two A2s. English emaths bio chem A1, physics and geog A2. Hope that's not too much to ask of poor little me.
Hai, this is really bad progress. Shall go look at some emaths papers. Bye.
PS: Seiten Taisei is the sexiest person is the entire world!!!!!!!!!!!! Muackz to him XD!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3
I'm really going insane...
Nothing much to say, just playing around with songs. Disappearing Castle by Jolin Tsai. It's a nice song, but sadly not many have heard of it. Oh well, shall return to my lit. Byebye.
Inspire by ah is still in the first entry down below, just that it wouldn't play until you press the button =).
Firstly, I shall apologise to the -girl- whom I'm going to insult (really badly) for the rest of this entry. For her sake I shall not name her. I'm in a really really bad mood now cause of prelim preparations, and I just so happened to stumble upon your blog and I just so happened to really dislike the kind of person that you are. So too bad for you. The only reason I'm even bothering to say sorry is that I'll probably wake up tomorrow and feel really guilty about it, so too bad for me as well, for having to apologise to someone I really dislike. For everyone else, those who cannot stand bitching are advised to skip this entry entirely. Those who are in need of a good laugh can read the colourful entry below.
From glimpsing at the few entries in her blog, this -girl- thinks that the whole universe loves her, and believes that the people who don't are either ignorant imbeciles or jealous idiots. She spends half her time critisizing these people (often using language like "you said that I am ego, but is it because I'm your secret paragon of beauty" and "you are just another despicable creature!"). The rest of the time is spent on telling the whole world that this guy asked for her number today, and that guy looked at her two days ago, and her secret admirer sent her yet another present and all the rest of it. And all this while she shamelessly promotes herself as an innocent girl trying to lead a normal life but can't (because she is pretty and popular and everyone loves her). Ok I shall grant her this, she is pretty and popular, and there are a number of people who like her. But it is probably these points that make her have the illusion that she is wonderful and loveable and indispensible to the world.
The following paragraph is from her blog, just to show that I'm not a madwoman and bitching at a non-existent person. I cropped it as it is on her blog, all caps, bolded letters, colours, and spelling grammar & vocab errors intact. Makes you wonder how long she spends decorating her insults XP.
u was saying that the 24/7 entry of my blog were rubbish.
Yes, feel better now. The miracles of public bitching =P. Really can't stand people like her, a real-life mary-sue. Yuck...
Ok, I shall go back to my ss. Maybe if I get pissed or stressed again I can come back and highlight another paragraph of this -girl-'s perfect life =P. Bye.
PS: Yes, I've finally decided to type my entries in perfect (I hope) English =).
here I am in the middle of the Swiss Federation learning about their language and religious differences...how more interesting do you want ss...seriously...the rest of the swiss chapter plus a sprinkle of diplomacy deterrance and industrial development...and I'm done with ss =)...the joy...
listening to one of the earlier ah albums...this song called connected...admittedly it's a sorry excuse for a song...really gross arrangement and wrong use of instruments...in other words a poorly disguised platform for her to show off her superb vocal chords and impossibly large range...really...yet I like it...cause regardless of the yucky arrangement the melody shines out...and the melody is really really nice (if not high)...it would have been a great song if it had a better arrangement...hai...the grossness that is the world...but it's a good listen (if you pay no heed to anything but the melody =P)...
bored...for any band people who really wants their motivation for working hard for the Os to be dashed...highlight the following sentence...warning has been given so don't kill me for it...
hai...bored...don't want to go back to switzerland...yes I know they accomodate and compromise and favour the minority groups but can't ss be a little bit more attention-keeping?!...argh...
hamu still hasn't got a name...my sis wants to call it hamlet...felt like slapping her...ok nevermind...sidenote...it likes sugar biscuits and cabbage...which happens to be the most disgusting combination of food in the world...and it hates sunflower seeds and corn and the whatnot that hamsters are supposed to eat...oh well...hamsters are weird...
shall return to Switzerland...else I'll have little hope of finishing ss tonight (the horrors)...shall do yet another revision of lit tomorrow...and at long last start on my favourite subject amaths...wonderful...bye XP...
here I am...after a not-so-intense half-hour study of lit...which leaves me with little more than a couple of subjects to cover...need to do ss amaths emaths and relook at physics and lit...all this in 2.5 days...I need a miracle...a big miracle...
suddenly along with me everyone pops up online...which is good...but no one's saying anything...which is bad...
ah is scheduled to release a new single after prelims...it's called carols...the cover-art is real pretty...go see here...yeah it's a bit small but it's the biggest one I can find...
found a really nice inspire wallpaper...here...ain't she pretty =)...
hai...my life is being spent on pursuits like these...which is bad...just finished reading a book in the morning...it's as big as the amaths textbook...and is 831 pages long...really interesting...it's called the crimson petal and the white...yepz funny name...oh well...the storyline's quite smooth for the first 810 pages of it...with stuffs that's really predictable...then at the end it just climaxes and the story ends off at the peak of the climax...abrupt ending...and there's no sequel...wierd...but a good read nonetheless...
hai...pretty please with a cherry on top...or is it sugar...stine thinks it's sugar...I'm for cherry...the conversations we have...
got a hamu yesterday...mum's business client gave it to her...it's real small...smaller than my pinkie...teng says it's a russian dwarf like sam and yuhjie...so fun...haven't given it a name yet...stine suggests itty or bitty or putty...shall ignore her wired musings about the "tty"s and andy roddick ...whoever he is...
shall go find food now...maybe I'll do ss tonight...so as to unburden my poor miracle =P...byebye...
back from hunting for food...went to the kitchen seized 2 pieces of bread and stuffed a piece of ham and a slice of cheese in =D...need to go on a diet soon...waist is starting to fill up...not good...
still feeling disjointed...shall start on chinese again at 1pm...whcih leaves me with 6 minutes of blessed freeness...
boo...nobody's online...ok rephrase...nobody's talking to me online...hai...sadness...need someone to save me from boredom...
I like goku...goku likes me (I think)...I like bomberman...bomberman likes bombs...bombs like to blow up people...people like food...food likes...to be eaten?...whatever...bye...
good news...woke up today at 9 and laid in bed for an hour listening to my new ah CD...after that I got a sudden surge of energy which I just wasted on making chinese notes...sucks...only finished sec 1 stuff and the bloody notes' already 6 sides full...argh...well...at least I did something...
I DREAMT OF TALA LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!...ok sorry...
argh...I'm bored...itching to play comp games...but can't...not until I finish chinese notes...sucks...
feeling disjointed...went blog surfing just now looking for some people's blogs...but apparently they don't exist enough online to get themselves one...so...yeah...
listening to my sister's CD player...this cute song called super lover by w-inds...they're a bunch of 19-year-old boys that have a really really high pitch...and they sound like they're 12...so ke ai...
bored bored bored...tired of chinese...tired of amaths (though I haven't even touched it)...bwargh...shall go find stuffs to eat...after which I'll return to the daunting task of making notes...argh sucks...I need a real life...
hooray for chem pract...chem teachers are nice...pract was surprisingly easy considering what came out for physics and bio...my titration results are not off this time =)...and my QA answers were quite similar to other people's...I'm glad...only thing was that I didn't know how to prove whether the black solid was carbon...just wrote that dissolve the sample in sulphuric acid then filter...after that didn't know how to continue...so sat there playing with my titrations and not knowing what to write...in the end I just wrote the black residue left is carbon...oh well...must have looked quite weird...coz I had 2 flasks of blackish titration which I haven't poured away...so was just pouring the solution around...then put it under the burette and ran all the titrant in...so I got this full flask of pink liquid...looked quite nice...hehz...QA was fun...all the tests were so duh...especially the potassium dicromate one...it's just like so asking to be tested for oxygen...pour in S then the whole thing starts bubbling like there's no tomorrow XP...the potassium manganate one really really got no gas one lorh...the closest thing I got was when I got pissed off and used half a boiling tube full of manganate added to S...and the only thing I got was that my splinter glowed brighter...like what the...and peish is the grossest thing alive...she's not happy about the fact that we have to pay for our practs...so she threatened to throw away the entire bottle of silver nitrate...just because it happened to be the most expensive chemical around...needless to say she was the kiasu one who did all her experiments thrice so that she'll not 'waste' her money...dj promptly slapped her (actually I was the one who slapped her...dj only attacked her 'assets' =D)...
larz...swore myself off the comp starting next monday...no more comp games...might still go online to talk on MSN and blog...but no games =(...no bomberman...sad...super bomberman 5 is like my life now...it's so cool...hai...oh well...at least I'll be able to start my intense mugging properly...
shall go
ps...my little stick-figure look-alike girl has a name now...she's called bibby XD...and I gave her a family during english prelims...so fun XD...
simplicity is beautiful...really...gave up trying to decide whether to use bryan or kain...so went for the simple solution...settled for goku XP...anyway don't you think he's so adorable...I can't look at him and not gush like an adolescent teen on sugar high...like really...the chase is on =D...hahaz...was looking around the net and stumbled on this...drawn by this person called yasuragi...can go see her site by clicking on the places button under the butterfly...had no idea how to place the pic at first...so just plonked it as a background and it worked surprisingly well...so just added in all the other stuffs...got rid of the scrollers and borders (the page still scrolls, just that the scrollbar at the side is invisible)...just a simple pic with my blog on top...nothing else...plain simplicity =)...still very much in love with inspire...so I plonked the player and the song lyrics in an entry...yepz...
teacher's day...so fun...my sister came into my room an hour ago and I went "wah so early come back ar?"...she rolled her eyes and left...I only just realized that there's no school today...smart...haven't done alot of revision lately...just the few oddball testpapers...haven't started on amaths and chinese yet...oh well...will start soon...hopefully...
what I want to do after prelims:
blah...some things can't be helped...like having to do things which you don't want to do...but too bad...and I'm really really bored now...bored of studying...bored of having to study...the weight of prelims that has been pressing down on me has already become the norm...so much so that I don't feel the panic and urgency anymore...like who cares...ok I still feel the need to do well...but I'm no longer motivated...argh...I need to be saved before I go insane...
finished dan brown's angels and demons in one day...amazing feat everyone says...600 over pages of pure wording...but it was really that interesting...now can't wait to get my hands on the da vinci code...
hai...september already...feeling so dead...prelims looms so close I could almost smell it (pardon the wierd choice of words)...sucks...so far I've gone for 2 practicals and messed up both of them...how could I have known that K1 contains more fats when my K2 mixture was the one with all the pretty red streaks...and what could I write for the questions when my indicator test solutions all remianed blue...argh...I hate fats (no other discreet referrals except to the pract)...
argh horrible...today feels bad...it's going to rain soon...I hate rain...shall go drown my angst in comp games...bye...
fusa wa shisou na egao erande[Goku caught a butterfly at 03:49 p.m., Sunday, September 12, 2004]
but what i blogged on that day was a fact. and i can even ask my fren--char to witness it.
this is a very common thing that 3 guys approached me for number in a day.
oh my, someday theres even more. ( i better dun say too much, later u'll say im "egoistic")
lame ppl like u all are juz trying to impose your incorrect, unimportant views on me,
making assumptions with your minute brains like calling mi "bimbotic, act cute, bitch,
suck,vocabs,ego" is there a particular level to judge that?
why should i be called as bimbotic ? juz becos i have a lil bit of looks?
its unfair to judge me from my outlooks without knowing my inners !
why should i act cute ? dun u noe tat im only 13 yrs old?
bitch and suck?!?! oh my, those words dun fit mi well because i dun use vulgarities,
im juz an ordinary student in school who dun breaks the school rules
nor serve detention classes?
my vocabs and ego !? juz because i dun use "flowery english and fab vocabs"
like u "intellectual" Jealous ppl , doesnt mean that my vocabs are atrocious or crude?
juz because u think i dun write in a trivial manner here,
doesnt mean i cant do trifling writing? i dun need to blog wat u all want to read.
i just want to blog the true incidents that really happens to me in my daily life.
the way i blogged bout my happy life and happenings does not show
that im egoistic because im not a person who suffers from low-self esteem.
im just happy with wat im doing.
your thinkings of me are really beyond ridiculous........
goodness! i juz want to let u noe, its true that im not better or worse than u all.
im just different from u all. and why cant u accept that fact?
why should i get haressed from u, such people when i honestly duuno u, and u duuno mi well.
we have no feud between each other too?
do u know that by doing such things really shows ur retardedness and nonsensical?!?!?!?!
listen up! those WORDS wont bring me down.
i'll just carry on with my happy life and lovable great frens, ignoring u all!
btw, stop using ur own set of thinking as a standard to judge everyone.
this is MY BLOG . A place for me to blog my * beautiful Mem0ries*
so PLEASE GROW UP!!!![Goku caught a butterfly at 09:59 p.m., Saturday, September 11, 2004]
the japan trip for RJ has been cancelled...
ok...just realized that it isn't really invisible as my background has those orangey spots...but oh well...such pain isn't it...but too bad...such things happen...don't bother dwelling on it =)...[Goku caught a butterfly at 05:50 p.m., Saturday, September 11, 2004]
[Goku caught a butterfly at 05:30 p.m., Friday, September 10, 2004]
[Goku caught a butterfly at 12:51 p.m., Wednesday, September 8, 2004]
[Goku caught a butterfly at 12:23 p.m., Wednesday, September 8, 2004]
hunt for dinner now...byebye...[Goku caught a butterfly at 07:03 p.m., Friday, September 3, 2004]
- buy that bomberman game for my phone
- play
- sleep
- splurge on food and CDs
- watch secret window
- nothing[Goku caught a butterfly at 02:38 p.m., Wednesday, September 1, 2004]
Giving a smile fit for each situation
motto morashii serifu narabete
Saying plausible words
atama n naka masshiro de
I go blank
Kanjyou nakushita furi wa soro soro owari ni shite.
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive
Sou hito wa hitori ja ikirenai
No one can live alone
Sonna atari mae no koto to ka
No one can live without love
Sou ai datte na kya ikirenai
Though they are matters of course
Imasara mi ni shimiteru
Now I keenly feel so
Mou konna jidai dakaratte
You are blaming on this age
Sorette dou iu iiwake
But what is the excuse for?
Nee ai dato ka yume dato ka wo
You see? To talk about love or dream
Kuchi ni suru koto wa
kakko warui koto nanka janai
Is not uncool at all
Dare ni muketa kotoba nanoka
Whom are the words for?
Nanno tame no katei nanoka
What is the process for?
Ikiru tte nan nano ka
What does it mean to live?
Moshimo tashika na kotae ga attara tsumannai yo ne
If there are definate answers, don't you think it's boring?
Mou mayou hitsuyou nante nai
I don't have to hesitate any more
Mamoritai mono nara wakatteru
I know what I want to protect
Mou hikikaesu koto wa dekinai
It's too late to turn back,
Sonna no shouchi no ue
Which I know very well
Sou nando datte tachiagaru
Yes, I stand up again and again
Kabe nande kowashite shimae baii
If there is a wall, we can break it
Nee mada mada kore kara nan janai
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
Michi ga tsuzuku kagiri
tobira nara hiraiteke baii
So long as there is a way, we can open the door
Sou hito wa hitori ja ikirenai
No one can live alone
Sonna atari mae no koto to ka
No one can live without love
Sou ai datte na kya ikirenai
Though they are matters of course
Imasara mi ni shimiteru
Now I keenly feel so
Mou konna jidai dakaratte
You are blaming on this age
Sorette dou iu iiwake
But what is the excuse for?
Nee ai dato ka yume dato ka wo
You see? To talk about love or dream
Kuchi ni suru koto wa
kakko warui koto nanka janai
Is not uncool at all
Mou mayou hitsuyou nante nai
I don't have to hesitate any more
Mamoritai mono nara wakatteru
I know what I want to protect
Mou hikikaesu koto wa dekinai
It's too late to turn back,
Sonna no shouchi no ue
Which I know very well
Sou nando datte tachiagaru
Yes, I stand up again and again
Kabe nande kowashite shimae baii
If there is a wall, we can break it
Nee mada mada kore kara nan janai
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
Michi ga tsuzuku kagiri
tobira nara hiraiteke baii
So long as there is a way, we can open the door
