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From the crevice of my faded memories, I gather my spilling tears
To be embracing this light is
From the debris of the vanished world, I find my lost heart
To not forget that smiling face is
The blue sky that you're in
The future that reflects in my eyes is
To be embracing this light is
To not forget that smiling face is
argh...I love fuuma's song...so sweet...the lyrics are so ironic...I like =)...
went for the play eternity today...have been really bothered by this issue after watching it...why is it that a man who has been an upright person, a good husband and father, having done no bad deed, but did not fully acknowledge Christ be thrown into hell to burn for eternity?...yet another who has commited a ghastly crime, but believes firmly in God and seeks forgiveness from Him, go to heaven when he dies?...there's something morally wrong with this concept...isn't Christ all forgiving?...why didn't he forgive the first man then, for he had done no wrong in his life?...big question to ponder on...
ps...klui had his 'exam' today...conciously kept mentally awake and listened attentively...hope he does well =)...
yawn...just woke up from a long long sleep...reached home at like 3 and studied abit before falling asleep...no one at home to wake me up at dinner so I just slept through...woke up at like 8.30 and thought it was like midnight already cause it was so dark...hehx...grabbed a bao which I'm having for dinner cause I'm too lazy to go downstairs and buy...bwarh...
bwoo...can't find the love screw single...I remember seeing it at the CD shop but now it's gone...sobx...decided to go macs after that to buy a sundae for myself...was about to enter when I saw this guy staring at me...like really staring...so I stared back...but he continued to stare so finally I gave up and forfeited my sundae...weird person...well at least I don't grow fatter cause of too much sugar...humph...
thursday tomorrow...about 32 more days to prelims...still don't feel intimidated...but at least I'm starting my revision already...mugged hard enough for bio during mocks so I shall not mug too hard for it now...roughly finished physics and lit...forfeiting english and geog cause english is brainless and I'm doing good geog revision in school...so that's about 4.5 subjects finished...good progress =)...
was deciding my august template...whether to use tala or bryan...black or white...decided that I need to return to my trademark pornish templates now that I've gone for 4 months without it...so I'll be using tala =)...the pic's darn nice...and reminds me of myself...you'll see =D...
hai...going to find a good fic to read now...after which I might finally go to encarta and do the long overdue electronics assignments...hooz...bye...
hahaz...me found another survey thing...just that this one is alot more...urm...mature than the others...so I shall screen it off so that people don't get offended =P...others who are fine with this kind of thing can go ahead and highlight it =)...
1. Have you had intercourse? (If you havent, thats OK. Answer with your belief about what sex will be like)
haha...I'm done...that was quite fun...ok I shall go sleep soon...byebye...
warh...can't sleep...love screw is really stuck in my head...can't get it out...so now I'm darn hyperised by the song...not to mention I can't sleep cause I just bathed and need to wait for hair to dry...barh...nothing to do from now till then...haiz...just did a mental calculation of all the anime guys that I've found cute so far...amount added up to a grand total of 39 =)...does that astound you?...hehx...ok nevermind...oh...was changing my rabbit's cage just now...so I let him run freely around the kitchen...so he was just hopping around till he came across my cat...since my cat is essentially afraid of my rabbit and rabbits can't really do much harm to cats I just let them be...it just so happens that I filled up my cat's food dish a little while ago and my cat was eating from it...so my rabbit came along and they stared at each other...then my cat moved over to the side and gave my rabbit a space beside it...then the two of them started eating from the food dish together...so cute right?...yea my rabbit likes cat food and since it doesn't show any adverse effects I jus let him eat it...but it's so so adorable...argh I love my rabbit and cat XD...ok...it's quite late now...I shall just go sleep now and heck about my hair...it's not the first time I'm going to sleep with a wet head so I shall not bother anymore...byebye...nightz =)...
ps...my thumb's all better =D...I'm "ambidextrous" again!!...
001) What time are you starting this?: 7.45 in the evening =)...
hah...I'm lady-like =P...oh well...
had a nice day today...lessons were relatively funny and quite interesting...just that ah chia keeps on refusing to return us our mocks...well not that I really want to know the results but still...barh...today's ss test was the only one this year that I managed to write a substantial amount for the last question...like seriously...all my previous tests were like 1 or 2 sad sentences for 7 marks...phoo...hope I can pass...if not then I really have to give up electives for my R5 and use both physics AND geog...boo...
sad fact...after naming my blog at the beginning of the year...today was the first time that I really heard what the song love screw sounds like...hehx sad...but it's a darn nice song...one thing though...it sounds very very suggestive...like really...decent people will get turned off by it ;)...but it's a darn cool song no denying that...can go hear it at this site...just go there and click on love screw...yepyep...it's really darn nice...I'm going to go buy the single...whee XD...
argh...I'm darn bored...shall go find something to do...byebye...
larz...boring day...emaths test was surprisingly easy...one look at it and everyone knew that ummu choo didn't set any of the questions...which were all really brainless by the way...it was proper O level standard =)...easy peasy as newby always says...had a really hard time drawing all the geometrical shapes though...yea cause of my poor thumb that's wrapped in a sad plaster...and it was so gross can...kept on oozing pus throughout the day...was damn grossed out...but the pus helped to fill up the depression on the tip where the piece of flesh got cut off...so my thumb looks normal...hehx...amaths was quite ego-boosting...considering the fact that I haven't been paying any attention to the relative velocity lessons I managed to do the last example without help from anyone...quite pleased with myself...geog was another ego-boosting lesson...the weather studies test was normal...and even though me and liane got the six's thermometer completely wrong we still got 20 and above...haha...ok I shall not gloat...physics was as usual boring...hoho was explaining the logic gates for like the whole lesson and I didn't understand one bit...and guess what...during the last 10 minutes of class I flipped open my notes and read up logic gates by myself...and I understood and memorized the whole thing in like 5 minutes...just shows how productive my physics lessons really are...phoo...CLE was another crap lesson...had a brain gym talk in the hall...was really quite useless cause half the cohort wasn't listening and the noise level was way too high...we all just sat around and laughed at all the funny exercises and imagining that during the Os people just start twisting their ears and rubbing thier tailbones...bio was the saddest lesson of all...half the class had their heads on the tables and were sleeping away...ah chia didn't say anything larh as usual...but at the end of the lesson he suddenly shouted "ok everyone flip to the last page of your textbook!! historical moment!! we're going to finish the syllabus!! kelly velda wake up, historical moment leh!! k-li huibin daijing huien, I'm finishing the syllabus!! come on wake up!! peishan!!"...was really quite funny...and you see people waking up and yawning and everything...hehx...at least I wasn't asleep...me and liane were just doodling away on our papers...hehx...
my poor thumb was quite a nuisance today...the pain now is like a continuous dull throb with the occasional flare when I hit it against something...actually now my thumb muscles hurt more than the cut flesh cause of all the flexing away so that I will not hit it...bah...bathing wasn't so bad today...surprisingly the water doesn't sting anymore...so I can bathe with both hands =)...but still have to watch out for the exposed flesh and make sure the pressure from the shower head doesn't hit it...and that no soap touches it...after bathing all the gross pus was washed off and the depression can be seen again...really quite fascinating...as in a hole on the tip of the thumb...hooz...
sadame is the nicest song that an anime ever had...so so nice =)...hisoka is still darn cute...really like his hair...haha...ok that was really a pointless ramble...I shall go get my cheque for prom and then go sleep...yep I'm going for prom after all =D...mum agreed to subsidise...hooz...okok...byebye...
argh horrible...in pain...argh...oww...was cutting fruits just now...so was happily cutting and cutting and then my mind started to stray...so my knife went down...on my poor left thumb...the tip got cut halfway through...didn't feel the pain at first so I thought I just grazed over the skin...but then the blood started gushing out...like really gushing...think I got a big capillary...bad time to think bio...then the pain came...darn darn painful lor...saw that half of the tip of the thumb was separated from the rest of my thumb...so it was like a piece of bloody flesh dangling there...surprisingly I didn't scream though it was like damn painful...looked at the piece of flesh dangling there then I had the weirdest thought...I thought that the flesh looked damn unsightly dangling there and that I needed to get rid of it...so I went to find a nailclipper and just cut off the entire piece of flesh...thinking about it now I really feel stupid...cause it hurt alot when I clipped it off...funny things that you do sub-conciously when you're in pain...bwah...so then my parents came home and they saw me sitting there on the sofa with a bloody thumb...my mum then got out lots of medication and started applying them on my poor thumb...she applied the antiseptic first and I screamed cause it hurt a damn lot...then she applied potassium permanganate and I screamed again cause my thumb is now an ugly purple colour...bwah I suck...then I was hit with the wonderfully sad realization that I haven't bathed yet...
bathing was a worse horror than the actual cutting itself...cause the water is very very stinging to the flesh so my mum came up with this ingenious idea of wrapping my entire hand in a plastic bag and securing it with rubber bands...all I shall say is that it looked darn stupid...so I was left with only one hand to bathe...should you be bored one day you can go try bathing with one hand...it is darn impossible and weird larh...trying to take off my shirt with one hand and without hurting my thumb is quite impossible...but the bathing was the worst part...took a long time trying to get anything out of their bottles...washing hair was bad...darn hard to wash long hair with only one hand but I somehow managed it...the saddest part was that I can't possibly wash my right arm with my right hand so I just anyhow rub at it with my other arm...don't laugh kay I really felt stupid doing that...so I finally finished...drying was horrible...like how the heck do you dry your hair using only one hand...and again I can't reach my right arm so I just heck and put it in front of the air-con for it to evaporate by itself...argh...it was like the worst bath I've ever had in my life...
yes away from my poor thumb...racial harmony today was sad...as in really really sad...the fundance was screwed...the moment pamela announced it people were already laughing...the dance itself was worse...never felt so embarassed before...like really everyone was laughing lorh...huien then made herself more notorious by raising the wrong hand at the wrong time...and to make it better...I didn't even bother to bow at the end or anything...I was so darn maluated that I just covered my face with my hands and went off the stage...in the wrong direction...haha sucks...ling's skit was really darn funny...there was this scene that she had to step on her own foot...but everyone looked at ling and assumed that she really as in accidentally stepped on her foot...so after the skit she just went around clarifying with everyone that she wasn't that loser and that it was intentional...hehx...the food fest was spent with peishan leeching off me (or rather my food coupons) and yengling and yunxuan following me around trying to get me to buy their food cause it was from russia...I really should stop telling people that I like russia... my weakness...ah whatever...the quiz was damn sad...half the people were sleeping and the questions they gave were really gross...it was general knowledge at its worst...so was just dozing off...then was the sec 3 concert...quite boring actually but yeah...
an italian man married a china wife and brought her back to italy...one day he told his wife that she had to cook for him...so the wife went to the market and decided to buy chicken...cause she didn't know how to speak italian so she resorted to pointing...when she wanted chicken thigh she pointed to her own thigh...when she wanted chicken breast she pointed to her own...yea...so one month later the husband got sick of eating chicken so he told his wife that he wanted to eat sausages...the next day the wife brought him to the market...guess why...
ok...I shall stop typing and traumatising my poor thumb...going to sleep liao...byebye...
hey...short entry before I plonk into bed and sleep...hehx...exciting day today was...day started out quite normally...with a long long long assembly...and after that was pe...I tell you that glk really really hates me...I was like just innocently walking past her and then she stared at my pinafore and glared at me...then she asked me in a sarcastic voice whether I was wearing my sec 1 pinafore...then I told her that I was...I mean seriously cause I really didn't change my pinafore these 4 years...so she thought I was trying to be funny and she reprimanded me about its shortness...and then she went on scolding me about my socks...and I was like thinking hello I'm like wearing one of my highest pair of socks already...then after that she just shook her head and walked away and I was like whatever...barh...pe was relatively fun cause glk wasn't there due to her phototaking session...so all of us were like playing with the hula hoops and everything...after that was english lesson...ms lee made us do yet another essay outline...and we got the worst topic on earth..."do you think the elderly are the most important part of society" or something to that extent...it was like such a geog question so me liane and pris just took out our geog textbooks and crapped up a whole lot from there...seriously english and geog have an unusual link...but I suppose that's good =)...the other half of the lesson was spent trying to teach pris how to say 'the'...she kept saying 'dur'...like even when we taught her to stick out her tongue and blow air and everything she still couldn't get it...so we gave up and told her to just speak normally cause she looks constipated whenever she reached the word 'the' and would spend a long time trying to pronounce it...hehx...after that was physics...surprisingly I stayed awake and listened to what hoho was saying...realized that he's quite confusing and unless you read up before he teaches you will never understand...so yeah...sort of grasped the basics of electronics...which is good since my physics isn't exactly superb and I should really start to listen if I intend to use it for R5...bwoo...following that was chem test...did quite badly for electrolysis cause I didn't bother going into all the details and stuff...but my extraction of metals and alkanes alkenes should be able to help me pass...so not too bad =)...last was chinese compo test...wah killer man...the topics are like really really recent stuff and I like have little to no information about them...in the end just chose the one about students holding on to 2 university apps and causing inconvenience for other students and the school...so yeah just started crapping about everything concerning responsibility and stuff...barh...
was intending to stay in school and study physics after lessons...but ended up succumbing to my wonderful desires and went out for a movie with liane...was going to cineleisure but we somehow missed the stop so we just continued on to ps...planned to watch king arthur but realized that the next show was at 4...so I suggested we go watch mean girls since first mag gave it quite high ratings...so we went...the show was darn funny...basically about this girl who just entered a new school and was torn between being friends with a bunch of "gay" people or with the cool girls (if you consider a bimbo a lovesick brunette and a dumb blonde cool)...so she ended up two-timing the whole thing...that sort of led to all sorts of wierd problems and stuff...good movie...should watch it =)...after that we realized that we still had alot of time...so liane suggested we go suntec cause she wanted to go check up on her phone's repair...so we went there and I spent the whole time ogling at all the n-gage games and phone covers...one game is 45 and the cover is 40 bucks...darn expensive but still...planning to buy the bomberman game but I shall buy it after prelims so as not to divert my attention...then we just walked around the whole place aimlessly and ate ice-cream...then finally at 6.30 we went to meet both sams at city hall...went to buy presents for huien and went for the concert...the strings were surprisingly good for an infant ensemble...like really really good...though I feel that their choice of pieces weren't attention-grabbing enough...I kept losing focus of the music and zoning out...bwoo...but they sounded really darn nice...hee...
bwah...so much for my short entry...tomorrow got cheng yu test first block and geog coasts test second last block...whatever...don't really care anymore...shall go sleep now...nightz...
![]() My life is rated PG-13. What is your life rated? hah...just to show people that I am not THAT perverted...PG-13 only leh...was quite shocked actually...thought I would get R...oh well... watched the last epi of X today...omigosh kamui died...and to think I went through the whole anime thinking that both him and fuuma will live...sob...I kind of liked him...even though he was a submissive little uke...anyway his kekkai is darn cute...this big ball of green...phoo...nataku died too...I can't believe fuuma just willed him to a bloody pulp just like that...I mean after all the 'cuddling' and patting they should at least have a minimal relationship right (in the paternal way of course =P)...and he was so cute too...hai...so many people died...seiishiro was the first to go...was quite sad since he didn't really have much air time...kotori died too...she's quite cute actually...though I used to find her irritating in the manga...karen yuuto and satsuki died together...karen was so cool =)...both saiki and hinoto died...and I liked both of them...bwoo...hinoto is so so so adorable...and pretty...yeah pretty useless but still pretty =)...sort of a bai mei chara...but can't expect much from prophets right?...sorata died in the second last epi...my favourite chara from the seven seals...bwah...and I assumed that kakyou died too...since he flew off with hokuto so yeah...so sad...11 out of 18 charas in the show died...X is a sad angsty anime...boo...watched the video thing that dj sent me...it was darn cool...the art was so nice =)...though kamui appeared to be more masculine than usual...not the usual weak little thing...hooz... just started on YnM...nice show...tsuzuki has the funniest facial expressions...muraki is a pervert...and hisoka is the most adorable creature on earth!!...and amethyst remembrance is a lovely song...enough said... larz...really should go bathe soon...it's 15 minutes to 11...argh...ok byebye...
ahaha...I found it =D...the download for sadame =D=D=D...just need to create an account to gain access to it...
phoo...tiring day today...chem lit amaths and geog were darn boring lessons...assembly wasn't any better even though they're zai percussionists and the performance was nice it was the same as last year...bored...came home and slept like a big big piggie...just woke up and still feeling tired...think I slept too much...hai...tomorrow gt racial harmony rehearsal...so whatever...if my class wasn't involved I don't think I'll even bother going at all...like I mean since when was racial harmony global harmony...it doesn't make sense...and now we actually have to PAY for the bloody food...like hello we abit got a free lunchbox last year...bleah...school sucks...like it hasn't drained all of our money yet...
watched X yesterday night and was intending to finish the whole series...started watching from ep 20 and then was happily watching and all geared up for the big finish...then I realized that my dear dear comp can't play the last epi cause it was in a different format...I was like literally ARGH...like it was the big climax before kamui fought fuuma...plus the fact that one of my fav charas just died...nearly died when the player could not open the bloody file...bwoo...intended to go home today after school and download divx player so that I could finish watching the last epi but fell asleep instead -_-...hai...anyway X has a darn darn nice soundtrack...like really really good...there's this horn solo that's like damn nice...it's a great arrangement really...and the show itself is so angsty and sad...made me quite depressed *sob*...hai...now liane's going to watch it (strange isn't it...liane watching anime)...yeah...so I shall progress to yami no matsuei...and prolong my absense online...whee...hahaz...
ok...I shall go and read fanfics now...one of the few things that prevent me from flopping back into bed and draining more of my energy on useless sleep...mwah...ok byebye...
larlar...here again...spiderman 2 was nice...nice but not that great...acting wasn't that impressive...storyline was good...screenplay was really dizzy...gave me a headache at the beginning before I got used to the swinging around...hmm...want to watch another movie...maybe king arthur...like jerry bruckheimer films...he's a good director =)...yep...after which I'll definitely watch secret window...hai...I should just have movies for prelims...boo...wondering when potc 2 is coming out...bwee...
dj is the very best...read manga til 3 then hide under the bed in the morning so her parents don't know she ponning school...the best man...I still say that she's the smartest out of all of us...just that she doesn't show it in the correct places...hehx...
whee...my favourite fiction writer is finally back...going to read her fics now...byebye...
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and here I was wondering when he'll take the hint and let me leave with dignity...surely you could tell when I almost shouted at him in colourful language...hah...
hai...farewell...we're alumni now...feels real weird...going back to school tomorrow...not really looking forward to that...bwah...don't even know what homework is due though I really don't think there is any...hah...gotten SCV since 2 days ago and that sort of explains my absence online...dad only bought all the informative channels which is darn sad for me and my sis...so we've like been glued to the TV cause for the first few days they'll give you access to everything which they will cut off after 2 days...so yep you guessed it I just got cut off in the middle of my movie so that's why I'm here now...grr...and it was the exciting part too -_-...never watched more TV during the last 2 days than in my entire life altogether ...hai...
larlar...feeling really bored now...nothing to do...with the exception of homework of course but other than that I'm super bored...ok still have dj's anime but I've been watching TV for the past few hours and my eyes and brain will not survive more visual entertainment...bah...maybe I should go read something...like TGIS...but that's equivalent to studying and I'm not in the mood...wahh...I want to finish my movie...so mean lor...how can they just cut my show off like that...meanos...
bwah...it's getting tiringly painful looking at the screen...maybe I should go off soon and go sleep or something...yes...bathe and then pack bag and sleep and go school tomorrow for geog test...yay...whatever...ok I shall stop crapping...bye...
whee...such an eventful day today...woke up at 5.30 in the morning and did all the usual getting-ready stuff...left the house and for a change...took the mrt to school...ended up early for band prac and had an ultra long section warm-up cause mo came quite late...sounded quite ok actually...just a little not together in terms of timing and interpretation...then had last band prac...played alot alot of nice songs...took fantasy and it was really quite fun though extremely tiring...the band sounded quite ok actually...despite it being the first time half of them were playing it...was quite proud of shuqi...like she had at least a solo in every song and she really did quite well in terms of sight-reading...yeah...nearing the end people started crying and it was like really upsetting...boo...
after last band prac liane huien pris and me went to class to film the class video thing...peish was playing the harry potter song on the comp...so when the song was at "something wicked this way comes" peish pushed pris into the cam...quite funny yarh...
after that went for the SYFOC...waited at the foyer for a damn long time for the buses...during which peish entertained me with songs...was quite hilarious cause she really really is tone-deaf...been teaching her how to sing 'so happy together' for a long time but she still cannot hit the correct notes...and then she started singing random songs that she knew of...and then suddenly she went 'chan mali chan MALI!'...me and pris died laughing when she said she didn't know what was wrong with that...and then she told us that she thought that chan mali was a person as in chen2 ma3 li4 which had us cracking up again...so finally the bus came and we boarded...it was so darn crowded that we had to stand in the aisle...and plus there was this huge jam so the bus ride was about 2 hours long...like can you stand in a bus for like so long?...was damn tired and quite pissed off...didn't help that we were denied entry at the stadium for quite long and missed the march-in...so finally (after much groaning and walking around) we got into the stadium and found seats...the performance was quite nice...especially the band competitions...tell you that the deyi DM is like darn zai larh...and their band is darn good also...thought they would win...but TKSS won...I like their choice of pieces as in the TKSS band's...yeah...and all the time peish was happily talking about her TKSS crush and musing about seeing him...so after the whole thing we sang the national anthem (during which peish proved her tone-deafness once again...she couldn't sing one note in tune and got me and pris laughing) and went out...was following my group to the bus until I saw momo and started talking to her...so me and peish just continued talking and unconciously started following their group...so when we finally realized we were in the wrong group we were quite shocked and went off to find our own...so we saw another group of RG girls and ran towards them...turns out to not be our group as well...so we just followed them for the time being and peish called pris...and found out that our group was already on the bus and leaving...so we were like whoa and then decided to follow yet another group...was quite tired and miserable at that time but we still had to stand around for a darn long time to wait for the bus to come (which it never did)...finally me and peish got so fed up that we decided to just leave on our own cause we didn't want to continue waiting and then stand on the bus for another 2 hours...so we sneaked off in a random direction out of the stadium grounds and started walking...cause it was already quite dark and it was made even darker by all the tall trees so it looked quite imposing...peish got freaked out and started talking about being raped...so we continued walking until we reached the side of a highway...continued walking and started to wonder why both the walkway and the road were so empty and devoid of people and cars...and then peish suggested that maybe we were on nicoll highway...turned out htat we really were on the nicoll highway which was supposed to be sealed off but somehow wasn't...actually it was sealed off at one end and we entered from the other end...so after like 5 minutes of continuous walking we reached the sealed end...and cause we didn't want to walk all the way back and we saw another path leading out on the other side of the road we just decided to scale the fence bordering the road...which happened to be about chest-level and we had quite a hard time scaling it...so we got to the other side and went down this flight of stairs to this park like place...it was quite dark there and peish's fear of rape got even stronger...had a hard time trying to persuade her that it is highly unlikely that anything will happen...so in the end we just got out of the park and hailed a cab to bugis...where she went for tuition and I got a bus-ride home...
hmm...eventful day today was...really...so fun =)...ok it darn late...I should go sleep soon...byebye...
ps...bloody pris passed her stupid flu to me and now I feel darn horrible...argh...
bwagh...guess what?...it's july...one more month to my prelims...tai bang le...somehow I still don't feel intimidated...just feel lethargic and lazy and dead and whatnot...
back to my monochrome phase again...but this time the background and text colours are more blendable...so it's harder to read...muahaha...yes...anyway...feature charas...bryan and tala...the latter being the one with longer hair or in other words the one being hugged...yes...don't ask me why they're sitting in that position...dj's mind would really be working now =P...but aren't they so adorable?...
bah...supposed to do some geog development assumption worksheet...but I don't know how and what to assume...so naturally I'm not doing it...so yeah...that's about all the homework I need to complete today...therefore it's slack time =)...recieved something from the economist...which is a magazine on world economy -duh-...on the front cover it said in big bold black letters..."Yuhning Loo. The world awaits your decision"...and then it turns out to be an advert asking me to subscribe to their mag...boy was I impressed at their lameness...bah...
went shopping a few days ago and saw a nice dress...probably going to buy it for my prom cause it looks darn nice...it's basically a tube with a layered knee-length skirt...plus a sash...like it cause it's blood red...BLOOD red...really really nice...haha...anyway it costs a darn lot so it might just be out of my budget...oh well...
barh...going to bathe soon...in no mood to do homework...so I'll probably pack my bag go bathe then cuddle in bed with bolster and liane's book...whee...so fun...ok I'm leaving...bye... |