Issho Ni...

Objection

It's not my fault that it's so detestable
And all the damage it's caused is unfixable
Every twenty seconds I die from it
When it comes to mathz I don't care
Whether it’s alive or dead, so

Objection
I don't want to be the exception
To get a bit of tongkong’s attention
Mathz is not free and
I hate it forever
And she don't even bother
Objection
I'm tired of all this crap
Got dizzy doing assignments
I'm falling apart in mathz hands again
No way
I've got to get away

Next to my luvly flubber mathz looks minimal
That's why in front of my eyes it’s invisible
But you've got to know small things also count
Better put your feet on the ground
And see what it's about, so

Objection
I don't want to be the exception
To get a bit of tongkong’s attention
Mathz is not free and
I hate it forever
And she don't even bother
Objection
I'm tired of all this crap
Got dizzy doing assignments
I'm falling apart in mathz hands again
No way
I've got to get away

I wish there was a chance for
quitting skool
I wish you could find my
Place to be
Away from mathz

Mathz is pathetic
And sardonic
And sadistic
And psychotic
Mathz’ not for me
Was never meant to be
Though I can try it
Rehearse it
Or train like a horse
But don't you count on me
Don't you count on me

Objection
I don't want to be the exception
To get a bit of tongkong’s attention
Mathz is not free and
I hate it forever
And she don't even bother
Objection
I'm tired of all this crap
Got dizzy doing assignments
I'm falling apart in mathz hands again
No way
I've got to get away

bwee...feel shoo goot now dat i hav done sumthing insane...hahaz...ya was in a corny mood when i did dat...kayz shall go...baibai...

ps...yes...finally convinced dad to get broadband...n it rox beeg time...XD

sadded lah...i get into dis kind of moods wheneva i listen to fantasy...cannot be helped wad hu asked dere to be shoo mani solos fer e **** inside...luv e **** luv itz sound...such a sad melancholy beautiful sound...shoo nice...

thinking of e **** makes me think of flubber...obviously coz flubber playz e ****(wadz wrong wif me)...hahaz dis ish shoo sad...i sound shoo depressed...flubber deprived again...well mabee not...but still...

whee im not making sense at all...ok shall stop thinking about flubber...*attempts to stop thinking about flubber*...n juz to bring to everyonez attention i made a little confession up there...see moi title...read it...understand it...datz called a confession...ok nvm...

lalala...been tokking to teng fer over an hour now...now shez trying to tell me sumthing bout moi sec 1 jnr but sadly shez not making any sense...well mabee she is making sense juz dat i dun understand her kinda sense...dunnoe...

i m shoo damn infatuated wif pops in e spots...its such a nice song...juz discovered dat itz a russian song...luv it luv it...soundz shoo minor-ish...wif all e nice nice accompaniment in chords...shoo nice...was bored n listening to mononoke hime medley...discovered dat e oboe had a duet wif e horn at e nice part...such a nice surprise...neva knew it was there...but it sounds shoo nice...ok shall not start again...

yes shall go soon to hav a nice looong bath...den ill go to sleep n hopefully dream of flubber...wait...ok ok nvm forget i said dat...rephrased version...shall go soon to hav a nice looong bath...den ill go to sleep n hopefully i wun dream of flubber...there...no wae m i having another stoopid kissing dream datz gonna leave me grossed out fer e next 2 weeks...

ok baibai...

ps...teng saes dat moi bgz pweety...*drowns in elated happiness*

whee...found dis @ one of e sec 2s' sites...yeah yeah i do read ur blogs...interesting thing to do when ur bored...lalala...yeah go on click on e link...itz real fun...serious...

on sisz comp now...mine apparently decided to rebel n simply refuses to connect to e internet...funni thing rite...dis comp can connect n mine carn...to moi dear comp...pleeze dun rebel animore...i promise not to tok shoo much on msn animore...

went to take section batch neoprint yesterdae...turned out to be kuite a sad disaster...was gonna draw cute little flubberz all over e place but dun think moi section batch wud appreciate it...kuite sad lah...esp -one- of e photoz...moral of e dae(?)...dun sit aniwhere near alto saxez when taking neoprintz...esp if u r a bass clarinetist...

dunnoe wad im saeing...dunnoe y im here in e first place...yeah...y be here when i cud curl up in bed wif bolster n sleep...tokking of sleep...ive been sleeping fer sae 13 outta currently 22 hours of todae...lalala...im bored...shall go soon...or at least go to moi own comp n attempt to plead wif it...

run outta things to sae...dunnoe wad to sae...mabee i shud juz end off n click e done! button to post dis sad piece of thing...not dat pple wud wanna read sad piecez of things but...oh well...

think im making moiself sound ver loserly here...but hu carez...im loser by nature...lalala...soundz lyk i hav super low self-esteem...achaly itz kuite troo...moi self-esteem izzen ver high...well datz considering e fact dat i even hav self-esteem in e first place...

lalala...said i was gonna go but im not gone yet...sadded case...not dat im writing anithing useful aniwae...unless ur one of those pple hu think dat sad piecez of things r useful...

think im achaly sorta flubber deprived...if there is such a thing as flubber deprived...haven seen her since bl auds...wonder if shez gonna come on tuesdae...dun think so but...oh well...sad to think dat shez achaly making me depressed(i sound depressed dun i)...well achaly shez not making me depressed coz truthfully ive not been thinking of her since thursdae...serious...mabee im juz suffering from sum crazy low self-esteem virus...dunnoe...

moi section batch tokz rubbish...u shud not listen to dem...esp when dey attempt to tell u dat i crush sumone coz itz not troo...not troo not troo not troo...aniwae even if i do crush her(n itz a beeg beeg if) itz gonna be ver extremely sad fer me coz apparently kuite alotta pple crush her oredi..shoo wadz e use... no point no point...

shall try to sound a little bit more optimistic now...not dat i will succeed but...oh well...

carn wait fer tues dae...shall carry out stinez sig idea...think itz super cool...i counted n their batch has 17 pple...but shall bring more coz i definitely dun trust moi mathz(n dat includes counting)...yeah but think i mite achaly chicken out halfwae...itz not a very wise thing to do coz it makes otherz get wrong twisted ideas bout u into their heads...n i dun think i need any more weird twisted ideas bout me coz i hav kuite alot oredi...aniwae...dun think ill be able to get all of their sigs ya...or mabee ill make stine do sum of it fer me since itz her idea...yeah...n even if i do get all their sigs n compile it into a book...im gonna keep it fer moiself...mite make photocopiez fer e sec 2s but i wan e originalz...selfish selfish but i went thru all e embarassment din i...oh well...

all rite...i shall end dis sad piece of thing now...dunnoe wad ill do after dis...think ill go sleep or sumthing...ok ok im going...baibai...

ps...i suck...

sorrie...juz carn resist e cuteness...

band bbq yesterdae…was damn fun…had 4 hour band prac b4 dat…fer once it was me dying n not moi reed…think we sound kuite weird in e drama t…ok we sounded very weird…luv H of GR…soundz shoo damn nice…but I liked N too…haiz…after dat went to eat wif e sec 2s coz paula not going…ended up going to long johnz n halfwae thru eating kit n teng n stine started throwing chilli pacs at each other…kuite lucky dat we weren’t wearing skool u n dat we din get chased out…bullied grace into telling all of her batch’s scandals…haha shoo evil…den went to sum ulu corner of orchard mrt to teach e sec 2s how to play concentration…den we did e four saints thingie…e sec 2s were lyk taking turns to be hell…remindz me of when we were sec 2s n we were e onez taking turnz to be hell den…shoo farni…den we did mr fuzzy wuzzy n e bang band hu died thing…apparently outta e 3 of dem onli xiling sorta understood e game…shoo fun…played murderer n was kuite sad coz e tenoe saxez carn wink properly…

den went to thomson 800…e place was lyk super damn huge n it was damn class…found e swimming pool n had a failed attempt at teaching e sec 2s how to play bridge…den liu rui n iris started to grab sec 2s to dunk into e pool…first one to go in was sophia…she was lyk sit there quietly let dem dunk liddat…shoo farni…kit n stine went to dunk cheryl n unluckily I was grabbed by liu rui n iris…tried to get away but carn shoo juz let dem carry lar…got dunked after cheryl n was kuite loser…decided to dunk stine n almost pushed her in when moi entire section batch came n started to push me in…szemin n huiyan were in e pool n dey started to pull me in…den iris n liu rui came again n grabbed me n sadly I got dunked again…was looking fer grace to dunk her when dis lady came n said dat we're not supposed to go into e pool wif shirts on…shoo sad den we carn dunk pple anymore…spent e nex half hour eating n playing daidee wif section batch…den had a tok wif e sec 2s…but ended up we tokking coz e sec 2s refused to sae anithing…den went to hav games…kit got dunked n was shivering throughout e entire thing…mo came wif his children n dey were lyk damn cute lor…lyk e little boy shoo adorable…den we cut e cake n drank some non-alcoholic wine(huh?)…cake was damn nice…lalalalala luv chocolate cake…went to dunk grace but unfortunately got pushed into e pool by cheryl…den had lucky draw…was kuite farni…stine won szeminz signature n teng won mo’z signature…shoo farni…huiyan was trying to buy it from teng n stine was trying to sell szeminz signature to jasmin c. fer 10 bux…den it ended…but juz b4 we went home everyone heck care lah juz started to dunk pple…got dunked by xh but managed to pull her in as well…tried to dunk cheryl but the 3 of dem ganged up against me n tried to dunk me shoo I ran away…bet I was e person hu got dunked e most…sadded lah…mum said coz im small n short n light shoo ver ez to dunk…achaly itz kuite true…shall grow fatter fer nex time…

yay changed moi bg…bakugaiden one dis time…think e sunset lookz damn pweety…den got e six thingies standing there…shoo cute…did sum color changing n decided to get rid of e music…hope itz easier to read…if not mite try to make e main blogging area table translucent white…but I mite not succeed coz moi html knowledge ish worse den pathetic…

yay shall stop now…

aniwae…had to draw lotz fer e auditionz n I ended up last…bridgit was first sammie second huien third n ling fourth…n b4 we knew it bridgit was oredi inside conducting…four of us spasticated went outside e bandroom to listen n ran away when dey stopped playing…den went bak when dey started again…aiya cannot blame us really got nothing to do lor…sitting outside n freaking izzen a very nice thing to do…think bridgit was kuite kewl coz she can lyk ta han being e first n itz not lyk e band has played dis song b4…halfwae thru huienz turn mo came…den he took us fer 3 long exhausting hourz…but can lah at least H sounded a lot a lot nicer den e last time I heard it…oh well…

den huien continued…den ling went while poor me squatted outside e bandroom freaking…yes im kuite a sad case but dun sae anything…decided wif e 3 of dem outside dat im gonna go super fast fer e entire song…after ling I went in…lalala…everyone staring at me…refused to look at flubber…but still looked at her in e end…she was staring at me…dammit freak…shoo I started…lalala…flubber still staring at me but I simply refuse to look at her…stared at minyen instead…after 6 barz I looked at eunice n she raised her eyebrow at me…decided not to look at her again…yay…went on to e fast part…lyk e catz melody there soundz shoo nice…e solo died at e end thoh n peixuan was lyk stick out her tongue…shoo cute…went on to e 6/8 part n apparently e upper pple got lost…din want to stop shoo juz keep q-ing dem until dey came in correctly…bweehehe shoo fun…yes n I cued flubber in there n I looked at her…aiya but she was staring at e score…too bad…den looked at e perc n shunling staring at me…kuite feaky…den went e slow part…den e fast part again…yes looked at flubber again durink e trilling part n she looked at me too…yay such joy…den e nice nice grand part at e back…sounded shoo shoo damn nice but got a few weird notez sumwhere…bet sumone saboed me…den e last part decided to go extra fast n kill e band but apparently e band din die which was very good…lalala…achaly mine was e fastest coz I juz ran thru e entire thing n left…flubber was bad…when im shoo desperately leaning down especially to cue her she starez at her score…n when I dun care about her she keepz on giving me her unnerving stare…bad flubber…notty flubber…ok nvm…

bweeeeeeeeeeee…had band nominationz after dat…was kuite cool but legs started cramping near e end thoh…dammit hu was e one hu nominated me ar…asked everyone but apparently nobody noez…shoo weird…in e comm nomineez list but dun think ill get in aniwae…haiz…went fer lunch n had horrible spaghetti…dis weird woman came to us n advertised her perfume n happily sprayed some on us…sadded lah still hav e perfume smell on moi hand…first thing kitty did when I got home was sniff at moi hand…apparently she liked it coz she started to lick moi hand…mite buy her a bottle on her b-dae…onli I dunnoe whenz her b-dae…sadded…

took bus bac home n went to walk around in sunplaza…willed moiself not to go into e comicz shop n I din…lalala…when I was in e lift there was dis guy standing behind me…den apparently hez crazy coz he started reading out wadz on moi shirt…he was lyk…‘e flute…pause…do u play e flute?’…decided dat he was psycho shoo ignored him but he continued tokking…‘e oboe…pause…do u play e oboe?’…ignored him but he still continued…‘e clarinet…pause…do u play e clarinet?’…was going to turn around n slap e living hell outta him but decided not to…im not dat violent aniwae…

shall change moi bg soon…everyone sae bai to goku…sobsob…ok im mad…shall go liao…baibai…

togisumasareta yaiba no utsukushii
The beauty of a sharpened blade
sono kissaki ni yoku nita omae no yokogao
Thy profile looks very much like that sword point.

kanashimi to ikari ni hisomu
Lurking in the sadness and anger
makoto no kokoro wo shiru wa mori no sei
The only ones who know your true heart are the forest spirits
mononoke-tachi dake mononoke-tachi dake
Only the spirits, only the spirits...

BL auditionz 2 daez ago…woohoo was kuite fun looking at ur batchmatez conduct n pple sabo-ing them…stine n minyen looked lyk dey were about to cry…charis was lyk wan to go dun wan to go liddat…xiaohan was trembling lyk nothing…n teng ish shoo damn tall…according to teng I was bouncing around when conducting n she was luffing at me…argh shoo maluating…not farni not farni…aiya now see lah…kana finalz…sadded…wif huien sammie bridget n ling…doing celtic hymns n dances…nice song but super ez to get lost durink change of timing…4/4 to 6/8 ish not ez lor…hope I dun get lost moiself…

batch havink commanderz test todae…good luck to everyone huz taking it…accordink to charis she screwed herz up…oh well…hahaz…BL finalz tmr…argh…*diez*…thing I hate most in e wurld ish auditionz…sigh…mite mess up e whole thing…hope flubber wun be coming or I mite mess it up even more…sadded case of mine…after dat will be band comm. nominationz…whee…thursdae ish band bbq…haiz sadded…dun wanna get dunked…carn swim fer moi lyf man…juz hope dat I wun drown…*shiverz*…p skool klazz outing on fridae…going seoul garden fer lunch n movie afterwardz…wah I not broke at all leh…haiz dunnoe…

shall go off now to stone…(I luv stoning)…baibai…

netball carn yesterdae...shooting comp was hell...shot in onli 3 consecutively...but all 3 r kong xin qiu shoo im kuite satisfied...oh well...now wad i dun understand ish dat how can i get sun burnt...izzen it weird...im now all an uglybrown color...eww...nose n forehead r burnt...ver painful...*sobz*...aniwae went fer klazz dinner after dat...was kuite kiam coz we went bk to buy n ate @ sky garden...made even more kiam dat all of us were using couponz...how sad can lyf get...went home kuite late n fell asleep on e bus...din wake up until e interchange den was shoo pai se had to take all e wae bac...

amathz todae in e mornink...was 10 minz late but din think she minded...oh well...listened to wong tong kong crap fer 1nhalf hourz den started crapping wif rachel...she ver nice person to tok to...den both of us were like blindly copying coz were shoo bz tokking...attention span officially ran out 15 minz to e end...rachel stated dat she neva had an attention span...heh...shoo farni...went bk wif kit n teng(i insist i call u teng...too bad if u dun like it)...think i left moi file there coz i carn seem to find it...how sad...not tt i mind losing amathz coz im more concerned bout moi nice goku pic...yeah i noe...i suck...

den went to watch finding nemo @ 4...whoa not late at all but hu carez...was a nice movie...brucie ish shoo cute...hez shoo fat n beeg n huggable...want a finding nemo shirt...mite get one if i eva manage to save enuff $$...i need a new shirt aniwae...mite ask mum to sponsor me coz she mite if shez in a good mood...aniwae e movie was ver cute n farni...ver worth e $$(shoo unlike some other movies i watched b4)...aniwae...my fav part was when dory decided to tok to e whale...shoo farni...e entire cinema started luffing when she said her whale language...achaly i wazzen luffing @ her voice...was luffing @ her face when she spoke e whale language...shoo cute lor...lyk gill too...hez shoo adorable...heh moi second fav nex to brucie...

i want reload 2 dammit...pris said she saw e sec 2s reading it...but how come i dun seem to find it aniwhere...now i m getting shoo damn pissed off...i want reload 2 NOW...ARGH!!!...tired tired...wanna sleep but not in e mood...oh well...teng i wud lyk to tell u dat kai is NOT blonde...i noe it wud make u feel betta but u shud not encourage self-delusion...shall now attempt to name all moi funky "crushes"...therez gary terry yamato jenrya randall goku floober n brucie...how scandalous can i get...oh well...lalala...

ok shall stop crapping now...baibai...

ps...yes she does look lyk flubber shoo dun argue wif me bout dat...decided to call her floober coz it soundz corny...

been doing geog fer e good part of e dae…hate newby…she either gives no hw or 1 assignment dat takes u an entire dae to finish…which is like super irritating…she juz gave one out last mondae…argh…about 20 questions…structured questions at dat…well u noe newby…alwaez like to see long long detailed answers…which makes our miserable life even harder to live…how sad…me lian-e n huien decided to do it as group work…well newby took it fer granted dat we knew it was indiv work…so hu cares mite as well…so if she asks about it tmr huien can give her ‘huh?’ look n tell her dat we tot it was group work…well she carn make us go bac n redo everything can she…hahaz…wad a brilliant plan…hmm I sounded like a juz lost moi head…

wong tong kong ish…I hav no word bad enuff to describe her(dun blame me moi vocabz kuite limited…ok very limited)…she came bac after one weeks mc wif a new haircut n started bombarding us wif hw…well I hav dis strong suspicion dat she missed skool on purpose…like hello…which barber in e world wud cut e hair of a person wif a cold n a cough…probably get kicked out rite…think dat she begged her doctor to prolong her mc shoo she din need to come fer spm…smart move of hers…bet e parents will start killing her fer not teaching anything useful n wasting time tokking crap…heard few of our t-chers got scolded by e parents during spm…pple like hoho n lee ah ah…well no beeg surprise when it cums to lee ah ah…well as I was saeing…wong tong kong came bac n gave us an assignment on e first dae she returned…whoa veri farni man…asked her fer an extension coz we had alotta hw n she gave us dis black look…hello like shez e onli one giving hw in e entire wurld…told us dat shez gonna give us amathz remedial during e june hols…from 9 to 12.30…whoa not long ah…itz sad to noe dat some pple r juz too dense to noe dat other pple do not appreciate amathz like dey do…

shall make dis entry a short one…whee endless crapping time again…kit invented a new swear word…blooh…hahaz duzzen it sound stoopid…but itz kuite cool…blooh…blooh blooh blooh…BL auditions in about 2 weeks time…*freak*…I hate auditions of any kind…dun wanna go fer auditions…yes being a BL ish veri fun…but it juz duzzen seem as fun if u had to go thru auditions first…*startz shivering*…dun wanna go dun wanna go…*cries*…changed e bg of moi comp again…itz kuite dull…brown in color…has a pic of goku…yes a pic of goku not a pic of half-naked goku…hahaz…decided to get rid of e half-naked one becoz I carn stand e look he gives me every time I on-ed e comp…*shudders*…lalalaz…almost lasted a week in lithium-phobic mood…but teng destroyed it on e last dae…argh…now I carn get into phobic mood again…how sad…listened to el camino n rhapsodia…well I din listen to e whole song…achaly I juz listened to e oboe solos…sigh yeah I noe im sad…

ok shall go now…baibai…