Issho Ni...

feel lyk ponning tmr...got amathz n english n PE...e emotionally draining subjects...bleah...dun wanna go tmr...shall juz sae sumthing lyk sick...feel a little dizzy now...bleah...argh...still not making sense...

folklore finished...listening to elisabeth...luv e english horn solo...if im hearing correctly e oboe is playing too...how sad...alrite no need to noe wad im saeing...i hate not making sense...

ponning or not ponning...pros...can stay home n sleep dun need to see wongtk can catch up on undone hw skipping PE (hate rugby)...cons...hav to go fer bio pract retest will miss seeing peypey missing geog n e pile of hw...haiz so it all evens out...bleah...shall go ask mum later but she prob wun allow...

haiz shall go now...

omg...such a happi feeling...lalala...feel shoo happi...lalala...

morning was screwed...everybody running around setting up instru giving prezzies recieving prezzies tripping over everything n everybody else...blah blah...den we went fer e warm-up session...gave mo e singing pple n he was kuite surprised dat e 2 thingies can synchronize wif each other...hoohoo...den e whole band started luffing coz e thingies had such weird voices...eiw eiw n laa laa...damn funni man...

went there ver crowded...yapper n ivan soh keep asking pple to keep quiet...shoo irritating...went into e tuning room...played fer awhile den had to go liao...stood outside fer kuite long n everybody started hugging everyone else...snr came n gave me a flower...damn funni coz i had to bring it on stage n i happen to be e onli one...kuite weird but ya...sat on e chair n waited...was damn freaked...den e guy took shoo long to introduce everything...den he intro-ed us n mo came n we started playing tales...funni thing i observed...after e first phrase at e beggining of tales (u noe e melodies F major part...yup)...den i was ver freaked shoo i looked at e judges...den one of dem e one on e extreme right...he did sumthing wif his hand...he raised up his hand n signaled to us...i carn see properly but i noe itz either a thumbs-up or a thumbs-down...dunnoe din see...ok...den we sounded kuite ok...den we played GR...argh freak...playplayplay...yay e horns sounded ver nice at A...tot we were rushing abit at B...den at C e cats reached their high note*yay*...G H n I were normal band prac standard...den J i blasted moi head off but still carn hear moiself...heard a faint trace of kit sumtimes...den e euphos came in n helped us...lalala...argh K...freak more...was playing...n u noe wad...e stoopid idiotic concert C dat i neva reached n played durink band prac FINALLY came out...was shoo damn happi lor...thoh moi tone was shaky coz i was shoo freaked...but oh well...O n P were damn majestic...Q n R were simply wunnerful...everything sounded ver ver nice...den can really hear pple playing e gan qin...S was fun...den e ending was damn nice...yay...den we left n pple started crying...k i cried too but datz not e point...

den went n listened to e other bands...hong kah sec soundz kuite nice...den had e long long interval...den e band after dat was kuite ok...dey hav ver nice tone but were kuite out of tune...their choice piece soundz ver nice...den was e green u band...dun rmb e name...dun rmb anithing much bout e band after oso...den chung cheng came...omg their folklore was damn damn nice lor...esp e oboe piccolo flute n clarinet soli...damn damn nice...me n teng were lyk dying down there juz listening to dem...shoo nice...den last was tanglin...dey sounded ver ver nice...n their saxes were damn strong...was wondering how come their choice piece was shoo familiar den i realized dat hong kah played it too...hmm...there was dis band dun rmb which...was kinda wondering y dey put e tubas n e middle of e stage...den hu noes dey started swaying about from side to side...kuite funni lah but abit pointless...den dey announced e results after dis super long thank-u speech...was damn tensed up...den e woman announced...band number 126 raffles girls' school secondary symphonic band gold...den we all started screaming n screaming n jumping around n crying n hugging each other...was damn damn happi...den dey announced e rest...chung cheng n tanglin got silver...kuite weird lah...tot dey wud get gold coz dey sounded ver nice...den we went out n cheered n took photos n everything n left...

bac at skool...took batch photo n kinda realized after awhile dat liching wazzen there...whoa...den coz kit gave me shunlingz phone b4 dat n ask me to hold...shoo i was lyk holding it n a msg came n i unconciously pressed e button to look at e msg...den kit told me it was shunlingz fone...whoa man...din see e msg lah but saw e sender was sumone lyk terence(acs)...dunnoe...haiz lousy me...den went to eat spm leftovers...stine went to take a pic of lingwei n sarah...den we all went to take section batch photo...den walked around doing nothing...den when we were going home kit realized she lost her wallet n phone...bleah...haiz...

lalala...now bac home at 5.24pm...feeling empty now...mabee coz syf is over or mabee im juz hungry...dunnoe...oh well...haiz over over...7 monthz of hard work n 10 minz on e stage to show it all...oh well...funni wae how lyf worx...kayz shall stop here...baibai...

band prac was fun aniwae...todae dey added a new pic of e robot...dis time wif a pyramid head lyk mo said...it looked damn cute n everytime i look at it i feel lyk luffing...ok nvm...went alone to buy syf prezzies at 7...walked around sun plaza n found a cute - fer stine...den went to another shop n bought 2 - fer teng...sorrie lah me too lazy to go taka buy e cat shoo u hav to make do wif e -...ok...carn decide wad to buy fer kit n pris n finally decided to get both of dem -...now im officially broke...mite ask mum fer more marney later n hope shez in a good mood...

sb mite be having sleepover tmr at kitz house...yay wanna play wif her hamsters...lalala...e sec 1s got e section syf prezzies...bought a huge packet of all kindz of food...funni how e sec 1s lyk to give their snrs food...e clarinets oso got sweets...n last time concert we oso got food...oh well...

aniwae...think xiling soundz kuite loud todae...can hear her during tales of e sea n gr part K...yay...finally finally...aniwae think we sound betta when we close our eyes n play...shoo mabee we can go fer syf wif eyes closed...hoohoo...e judges will b wondering wadz wrong wif us...ok nvm...3 more daes to e end of mi...bleah...haven gotten prezzies fer huien n liane yet...argh no marney...mabee i shud juz offer to be their personal slave fer 1 dae or sumthing...how degrading...shall try to dig up more marney...

ok...shall go n pack bag now...have to find moi missing band u n garters...bleah...hope i still hav moi musicianship badge sumwhere...argh i suck...ok nvm...baiz...

ps...note to sammie...dun be irritated...itz not dat we sound bad...itz juz dat we sound unique...no time to b pessimistic now...:)

There’s nothing ordinary
In the living of each day
There’s a special part
Every one of us will play

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
As the world gives us its best
To stand apart from all the rest
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Your mind will take you far
The rest is just pure heart
You’ll find your fate is all your own creation
Every boy and girl
As they come into this world
They bring the gift of hope and inspiration

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

There’s so much strength in all of us
Every woman child and man
It’s the moment that you think you can’t
You’ll discover that you can

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream that brings us here

The power of the dream
The faith in things unseen
The courage to embrace your fear
No matter where you are
To reach for your own star
To realize the power of the dream
To realize the power of the dream

hoohoo...nice meaningful song...wif nice lyrics...fer e band pple to last fer e nex 8 daes:)...

me n moiself dunnoe wad to do...itz raining again...has been raining fer e past few daes...humph dun lyk rain...itz shoo...er...wet?...dunnoe juz dun lyk rain...

was sleeping last nite when e stupid power supply got cut off...damn sad lah i carn sleep w/o aircon...shoo i got up n went to get dad to fix e electricity(in e middle of e nite...haha)...kitty was damn skared coz she kept meowing n trying to get me to hug her(but i din)...sis was still sleeping lyk a pig...aniwae e electricity din come on until a long time later...so i juz lay in bed n daydreamed...i need aircon dammit...den was damn tired todae at skool coz i din sleep fer half e nite...hoheehum saw me sleeping in klass n he was lyk asking me whether i was having CCA competition lately n din hav enuff rest...ya ya n all e rest of it...blah blah blah...

crap...geog test tmr...dun feel lyk studying...well i dun think it matterz since e onli test i mugged fer in dis entire year was e latest bio one...shall juz go there n hope my brain worx...

mum tot i was les...see e pweety pic i put a few entries down?...well i used it fer moi comp bg n mum saw it...well dunnoe but she tot goku was a girl...hahaz...funni funni...duzzen help dat hez naked...hoohoo...mum was lyk open mouth big big but she din sae anithing...bleah shall try to stop putting suggestive stuff on moi comp...

went google yesterdae n typed in rgssb...hoohoo...dis page was listed as e second on e second page...bleah n i tot i made sure nobody cud find it...shoo i means dat im not successful...wad crap m i tokking...

dead beat tired now...shall go off soon...hav to bathe n sleep...lalala...if i feel lyk it mite upload GR to dis page n get rid of lemon tree...mite help to get me n pple out there into comp mood...cut version dat inez sent me...no H L n M...sad sad but still...

lalala...shall go now to stone fer a while more...baibai...

i m such a damn sadist...

hahaz...forgive me for not doing my heap of hw due tmr...but need a break lah...izzen e pic pweety...supposed to be goku but duzzen look e least lyk him leh...shall ignore e fact dat hez naked under e rabbit...heh...nice looking rabbit...

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder

I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

Sing...
Da da-da-da-da-dee-da-da da-da-da-da-dee-da-da da-dee-dee-da...

I'm sitting here I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired put myself into bed
Where nothing ever happens, and I wonder

Isolation, is not good for me
Isolation, I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in a desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen, and you'll wonder

I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder wonder

I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see
And all that I can see
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree

1. First Name: er...annoying?...
2. Were you named after anyone?: seriously...hu wud wan a name lyk yuhning?...
3. Do you wish on stars?: no starz to wish upon...
4. Which finger is your favorite?: e fourth?...
5. When did you last cry?: durink ss klazz(dun ask)...
6. Do you like your handwriting?: u lyk tall vertically squeezed handwriting?...
7. Any bad habits?: sleeping too much cursing no perserverence not listening in klazz spraying water on cell etc etc...
8. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?: china dollz...
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you?: erm...if i happen to lyk annoying monkeys hu carn give up on their crushes...
11. Are you a daredevil?: o_0 mabee...
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: most probably...
13. Do looks matter?: most of e time...
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: uncountable timez...
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: gold...
16. Do fish have feelings?: fengyi does...
17. Are you trendy?: neva was...
18. How do you release anger?: blog...
19. Where are your second homes?: band cor n D333...
21. What was your favorite toy as a child?: a gigantic green t-rex wif yellow spots...well it was nice to hug...
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless?: cheena...
24. Have you ever been on radio or television?: no... 25. Do you have a journal?: wad duz this look lyk to u...
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot?: nono...not at all...:P
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: pit i noe...but mosh?!?
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl?: e wild side n e ability to play e ****...
29. What are your nicknames?: annoying monkey...tettyana bte jasli...devil...idiot...
30. Would you bungee?: wanna...
31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: neva did...
32. What are you worried about right now?: sec 1s...syf...cheena Os...tests...
33. Do you ever wear overalls?: lyk scout?...no thx...
34. Do you think that you are strong?: *lookz at instru*...shud be...
35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?: dark bitter chocolate...
36. What's your favorite colour/s?: bleu white n yellow together...
37. What is your least fav. thing in the world?: testz n examz...c'mon lor...i wud luv skool if dey din exist...
38. How many wisdom teeth do you have?: 0...
39. Are you in love w/ anyone?: bolster...goku...flubber...ok scratch flubber...
40. How many people have a crush on you right now?: erm...2...bolster n khalisa(according to cell)...
41. Who do you miss most right now?: flubber DUH...n of coz moi snr n inez:'(...

hoohoo...done...how fun...shall go look at bio now...baiz...

went fer band prac after skool...onli to discover dat itz in e drama t...haiz den we went n set up in e bandroom during lunch...damn sad lah we...aniwae mo stayed at e top of e seats fer e whole time...think we sounded kuite sad todae...mo decided to change seats n he decided to put me xiling n grace in e middle of e upper woodwindz...was shoo damn depressed coz e pple hu play e samn partz as me r lyk miles n miles away...pple lyk teng n e basses n euphos all e wae at e other end of e room...was trapped in e middle of e 2nd clarz n 2nd flutes...damn sad...den mo decided to put us beside e alto saxez...*yay*...was kuite happi...but got one problem lah...coz i hav dis weird hobby of staring at a blank spot during band pracs...dat blank spot used to be above liu ruiz head...shoo every band prac ill stare in dat direction...but now...i abit lost moi blank spot to stare at...i simply carn look in dat direction...*ahem*...after band prac peixuan came n apologized to us coz we wasted time setting up in e bandroom n was late fer klazz...she damn nice lor...hoohoo...

ok nvm...haiz having orals tmr...dun feel in e least bit skared or anithing...mabee im abnormal...oh well...lit test tmr too...dun plan on studying coz itz passage based...u study dun study oso no difference...syf auditionz on sat after sectionals...think im gonna die fer it...i abit no time at all to practise or do indiv lor...tmr got orals...thurs n fridae got band prac...aiya can die lah...juz hope dat moi low A wun die when im playing A in GR...killer note dat one...n hav to devise a wae of trying to reach high B n A fer part R...aiya aiya how...e euphos r playing one octave lower...dunnoe whether i shud follow dem anot...

haiz...enuff crap fer now...shall go n slack...

hoohoo...in a damn happi mood now...oh no moi mood swings r shoo terrible...wonder wadz happening to mi...aiya juz hope e sec 1s will noe wadz best fer themselves n work towardz it...no point in us scolding aniwae...lalala...

been on e net fer e past 4 hours...doing nuthing constructive achaly...juz trying to put off doing hw...dun feel lyk doing hw lah dammit...wanna go downstairs fer a walk...go clear moi clouded head...syf n e juniors getting on mi more n more often...pressure pressure...damn e Os too...hate cheena 4eva...

mum juz bought me a yellow shirt...under normal circumstances i wud be jumping around happily n doing cartwheels(moi section batch shud noe y)...but im not normal now...oh wad e crap...but glad dat she bought it coz moi closet is full of onli black white n blue stuff wif one pathetic red shirt n another pathetic yellow one in their midst...oh well...now at least i'll hav TWO pathetic yellow shirts...oh crap...

subconcious mind willing me to do hw...shall start soon...oh well...wad e heck...

had listening yesterdae…was damn boring…ask us to come at 7.45 den start at 9…wad crap…we ended up playing sum dumb spasticated version of concentration…den went into e room onli to find out dat we’re supposed to stone there fer ½ hour…had to listen to 92FM coz e t-cher insisted dat she carn change e channel coz we mite miss e broadcasting…oh well…at least dey played nice songs…aniwae found out dat it was damn easy…lyk normally listening exercises in klazz e most ill get is 6 coz I abit dun understand e questions…haiz…now im beginning to doubt e easiness of e Os…kuite anti-climax achaly…was expecting sumthing alot a lot harder…oh well…

last nite was damn funni…was fooling around wif kitty when suddenly I heard extremely loud explosions lyk sounds coming from outside e window…was damn loud n everybody was lyk rush to e window to see wad was happening…den I asked mum whether it was e sound of bombs n she said mabee…den I told her dat I tot e war was in iraq n she whacked moi head…aniwae was onli some pple testing fireworx fer NDP…was damn pweety coz dey put alot of dem together…there was dis one dat comes out in e shape of a star n it was damn pweety…oh well…sadded dat dey din fire e smiley-face ones…

crap lah…dunnoe whether to watch titanic tonite…4 hours long leh…2 hour movie I oredi cannot stand liao…haiz…such little patience I hav…whole familyz gonna watch but I figure id juz watch e sinking part coz itz e coolest part of e entire thing…oh well…lalala…second dae into not having a crush…yes I hav decided to get rid of flubber but apparently moi section-batch duzzen believe me…teng saes im in denial…not true not true…haiz…tmr youth dae…but still got band prac…oh well…betta start on hw soon or ill neva finish it in time…lalala…shall go now…baibai…

ps…wad a crappy entry…

You're kind and sincere with a wholesome attitude that's bound to earn you a place in the hearts of adoring fans everywhere. You're probably committed to your friends, your family, and staying true to your values — and your upbeat, forward-thinking words inspire others to stay positive in their own lives. How can anyone be down in the dumps when there's a megawatt personality like yours beside them? You put the "pop" in popular, and your fans probably see you as one of them. And that's why your style should reflect...well...the fresh perspective of the times. From bucket hats and floral blouses to any sweet look that accentuates your girl-next-door personality — you've got a wide range of options. Just stay away from outfits that scream extreme. Sure, you might sometimes feel a little limited by this look (who doesn't want to throw on some leather now and then?) But overall, your uber-cute, fresh look is the perfect match for the values you're most passionate about. What else can we say? Rock on!

wad a cute test...was sumthing about ur pop star attitude or style of sumthing liddat...lalala...kuite farni...me fresh n sweet...uber-cute(wad e heck)...u muz be joking...

The Pink Lady needs her T-Bird. You're attracted to the Bad Boy. The tough guy. The heart-breaker. So what if he's hard to tie down? You want a guy who's got an edge, someone who keeps you on your toes. In fact, it might be the challenge that keeps you around. His bad-ass attitude is like a magnet — if a guy's got a rebel reputation, he's got your attention! Your man's gotta be confident and have lots of machismo. Plain and simple,sensitive guys just don't float your boat. You have no time for the sweet,romantic, or doting guys who pursue you and, frankly, bore you to tears.Maybe you're just not into the touchy-feely thing right now. Who cares?Whether you're seeking adventure or looking to tame the wild, there'ssomething about a bad boy that keeps you coming back.

hoohoo...funni funni...bad boy...hahaz...tough guy eh...wud most probably try to devise plans to make him cry or sumthing...hahaz...yes im mean...achaly id rather prefer e fun n wild guys...shoo much betta to hang out wif...

lalala...datz all...mite come bac later if i feel lyk it...

lalala...think itz easier to read now dat i dun hav a complicated bg huh...haiz...will probably stick wif dis bg fer 1 month...den ill change it...dun really lyk purple but oh well...

ok wad m i doing here when i shud be doing hw...okok shall go now...*skuttles away*...

suna hokori no hoka wa nani mo naku
tada massugu no kono michi niwa
shin to tsumetai yoru no shizuke sa
nazeka mitasare te iru

mae nimo ushiro nimo susumu koto ga deki zuni
tatazumu tomadoi sore dake ni mi o makase
amata no hoshi tachi ni
idakare tara kono mama
akenai yoru tooku kie temo ii

Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
yowaku obie sugita senaka tsuyoku osu mitai ni

Take the blow winds michi wa chikau mono dato
fui ni aruki dashi kizuku koto waruku wa nai to

itsumo konna kurikaeshi bakari
tsuzuke sugoshi te kita no nara
ikite yuku no wa nagai akirame
tsugi wa doko e kaerou

yama toka taniga toka koete wa mata mukae te
iradachi koukai oshi tsubu sare sou ni naru
otome te nakushi te ta ano hi mite ta yume tachi
azake nagara toori sugi te itta

Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
mayoi kotae suteta hoho o tsuyoku utsu mitai ni

Take the blow winds haruka hikari otome te
kakugo kime tanara subete wa kono te no hira de tsukame ru

Take the blow winds itsumo kaze ga fuite ta
asa ga konai yoru ga owari shiron da sora nagareru

Take the blow winds asu e mukai hajimeru
ima wa shinjiru koto soshite mata aruite yukeru

yay...luv blow winds...such a luvly song...saiyuki image song by sanzo goku n gojyo...think dey hav damn luvly voices...well considering dat dey r guys n sing alot betta den some girl singers i noe...lalala...

ps...any jap literate person kind enuff to tell mi wad e lyrics mean...