nuthing...o_0

lalala...in shaw lab now...doing moi sad sad UN video...ponning cheena...hope he duzzen notice dat shoo mani pple r missing...

my movie is damn sad...i look damn screwed...shoo ashamed to show it to e klazz...bleah...

orite nvm...shall go now..baibai...

flubber bweed @ 11:03 a.m., Tuesday, August 26, 2003

crappified...o_0

haiz...late to sae anithing now...shall juz go into invisible mode...

good...dis wae dun think im gonna offend pple...at least not dat easily...gonna be damn pessimistic (mabee even mean)...shoo go away if u dun wanna get insulted...

ya sectionalz yesterdae was damn crap lah...both sectionalz r damn crap...thoh e first one more den e other...

orite...first one...sec 1 sectionalz...first time taking dem together...came late by 15 minz...sorrie fer dat...aniwae guess wad...one of dem wazzen here...shall not start naming pple...but come on lor...u dun come can at least tell us beforehand...n please give a reason...dun juz tell ur batchmate dat u wun be coming n blow off WITHOUT a reason...i trust dat ur direct has told u to inform ur SL at least 1 day earlier if u carn come fer sumthing...hope it wun happen again...aniwae went to e squash courts coz clarz hoarding e bandroom fer auditions...first holding long notes...kuite ok achaly but e tuning is completely off...den did thirds...kuite ok...did fourths next...barely can pass...fifths really cannot make it at all...come on lor...itz in Bb major...lyk hello basic scale n u carn do in fifths?...it duzzen even sound remotely lyk Bb major...much less fifths...itz damn sad lah...itz way way lower den normal sec 1 standard...was kuite disappointed...but at least dey can do june joo's warmup correctly...

went on to take inunion pieces...che sara was kuite ok...as in e balance is almost there...but e tone n intonation is damn suckified can?...we ask u to hold long notes izzen to torture u lor...orite shall not elaborate...wazzen very fierce wif dem ya...mabee datz y...oh well...aniwae e circus song is damn spastic...trust dw to choose such songs...carn he even hav a little pity fer melissa...lyk mabee a LITTLE bit...she 1 person u ask her handle how mani instrus?...dun hav dat amount of pple den dun hav dat instru lah...wad e hech shoo demanding...make her shoo busy fer wad...playing stupid instrus lyk e gunshot n e siren...nvm...aniwae i shall not sae anithing bout their playing...juz a summary...no dynamics no syncopation no rhythm n worse...no musical sense in any wadsoeva wae...come on lor even normal pple noe dat music is usually in 8 bar phrases...shoo even if u get lost u can listen to other pple n guage where u r rite?...dun juz put down ur instru n sit there waiting fer me to stop fer u...grr...nvm...shall not sae animore...

main sectionalz was abit betta...well at least dey can hold long notez AND sound in tune at e same time...den we played Bb in thirds fourths n fifths forwards n bacwards...e thirds sounded goot...e forward fourths pple started getting confused...e bacward fourths were dead...fifths were worse...orite mabee itz me lah dunnoe...give such weird warmups...den tuned everyone...omg everyone was sharp...think e tuner has a damn major problem...wonder wad happened to e other tuner...den was gonna start taking...den i was lyk standing there...n i had no idea wad to do...itz totally different from sec 1 sectionalz...as in ur dealing wif pple hu can achaly play(no particular offence) n some of dem happen to be ur sb mates...ya den was standing dere feeling damn lost...got kuite freaked lyk everyone is lyk looking at u expecting u to do sumthing...ya but juz lyk dunnoe wad to do lor...ended up mouthing to teng asking her wad i shud take...den she said take scandi shoo i took scandi...was kuite ok lah...as in e sound of it...celtic moi fav song...kuite nice but no dynamic difference at all unless itz e really prominent ones...ya...everyone was kuite irritated coz their scores kept flying away...den ran thru danzon...kuite messy but overall can pass lah...ya spent most of e time mouthing to kit n teng asking dem wad to do...sorrie lah but was really lost lah...really din noe wad to do...argh feel lyk a failure...told stine to take e next sectionalz coz i dun think i can make it lah...think dis sectionalz was kuite worthless coz before taking n after taking sounds e same...as in nobody really absorbs wad ur saeing lah...n it sorta makes u feel really frustrated n lost...as in noone listens n commits e same mistake n u sorta feel dat itz indirectly ur fault coz ur e one taking dem...n if dey dun sound good pple wud put e blame on u...ya several times juz felt lyk juz ending it halfwae thru e song coz i really carn make it lah...feeling damn damn lost...haiz shall not sound depressed animore...

haiz...dat was sad...shall go now...baibai...

flubber bweed @ 07:40 p.m., Sunday, August 24, 2003

..o_0

omg...i lurve celtic...haiz...it alwaes seem to sound nicer when sumone else besides us play it...omgomg...e cats r damn zai can...argh shoo nice...i lurve celtic...lurve e cats melody...realized dat outta all e melodies in celtic...e cats hav about nine tenths of it...how cool...orite nvm...

flubber bweed @ 05:08 p.m., Sunday, August 24, 2003

er...o_0

Is it love or lust?
Be honest: What's the first thing you noticed about your current object of affection? We thought so. (And get your mind out of that gutter!) Your answers tell us that you're definitely more in lust than in love. But it's not all about planning your next roll in the hay — you're probably into your main squeeze for reasons beyond the purely physical. Sure, a good-lookin' specimen is right up your alley, and you've had your share of unexpected breakfast guests, but you're not completely satisfied with that. Ultimately, you need a deeper connection, someone you can talk to about more than which position to try next. That said, unleash your inner sex fiend and enjoy the flaming passion of lust while you can. You'll find something more meaningful and lasting — maybe even "the one" — soon enough.

Are you evil?
Evil
Well, you're kinda evil. They haven't reserved a place for you in Hell yet, but the leasing agents are starting their calls. (Sorry, no air conditioning.) We're guessing you find others' pain funny, your backstabbing knife is probably pretty sharp, and your sexual wiles have likely brought you enjoyment at the expense of your bunkmates a time or two. If more than one of those three things rings true, consider yourself a card-carrying evil person. If you're interested in recanting the evil thing, sensitivity counseling isn't a bad idea. Or else find a more sadistic career, like a bouncer or a metermaid. But hey, to each his own, and if your evilness fits, wear it.
Sexually Evil
You may not have a Basic Instinct-style ice pick sitting on the bedstand, but it's all about your needs when you're between the sheets. And you'll say anything, no matter how untrue, for a little slap and tickle. You use your attractiveness (or maybe it's that crazy thing you do with your tongue) to make people do your bidding. But it's just a weakness, and when you get down to it, those who haven't been burnt by you probably envy you a bit.
Passive Aggresive
Don't feel too bad about hiding your anger. At least, not right now. When your spleen ruptures from internalized stress, then you can feel bad about it. Passive people act that way because they're ultimately sweet and don't want to upset anyone. While that may work for the short term, you end up looking like a real back-stabber when you, ah, stab someone in the back. Try to deal with your problems up front, and you probably won't have to renew your concealed weapons permit this year.
Black Hearted
We're not going to say you're a bad person, but you're toeing the line. A little advice: Try to think about how your victim will feel before you pull your next dirty prank (we don't care how funny it is when you take out a classifed ad and sell someone's car for them). You may think cruelty is funny, but your friends don't — especially the ones who've been burned by your verging-on-evil ways. Listen to your conscience a little more, okay?

What type of flirt are you?
Caution is your middle name. In fact, we think it's safe to say that you're a Shy Flirt. It's a rare evening that you bat your eyes or approach attractive strangers. It's cool if someone comes to you, but you hardly ever muster up the courage to make the first move. Maybe it's because you're afraid of embarrassing yourself. Of course it's totally understandable to be scared of putting yourself on the line. But trust us, flirting is fun! Don't let fear get in the way of getting what you want. It might be healthy for you to stretch your comfort limits a little and try something new. Be playful — reach out and touch someone. A lingering hand on the arm can say it all.

What's your monster match?
You're a fun loving prankster, always with a joke up your sleeve. That's why your monster match is a ghost. Your bag has more tricks than treats, but you can take it as well as you can dish it out. You're a witty spirit who loves a good hoot, and echoing laughter like you'd hear in the halls of a haunted house. Part ghoul, part Beetlejuice, you are the ghost with the most, the phattest phantom, a real graveyard smash.
Whether you're going to a costume party or throwing your own BYOB sιance (Bring Your own Ouija Board), you mingle with different social groups as if walking through walls. But you ghosts take care. You love getting a good behind-the-door scare almost as much as you love giving them, but those with bad tickers and tempers might not appreciate your spooky sense of humor. Use your inner poltergeist sparingly and you'll never have to worry about getting "busted."

flubber bweed @ 09:21 p.m., Friday, August 22, 2003

stupid...o_0

to christine tan hui shanchia siok teng...i so do not crush ******* ****...so get dat outta ur head NOW...i m NOT interested in pple younger den me...shoo there...*:P to u*

thousand apologiez to stine fer wronging u...n another thousand fer spelling ur name wrongly...*oopz*

flubber bweed @ 08:31 p.m., Wednesday, August 13, 2003

10 things in life...o_0

10 reasons y i hate myself
1.i m veri sh-...erm...vertically challenged...
2.i hav an amazingly beeg mouth dat saes things dat get me into trouble...*ahem*
3.i eat n eat n eat n eat till i hav no marni left...
4.but i m still shoo thin...
5.carn seem to tear myself away from my crushes...
6.one of e older pple in moi batch but act lyk one of e youngest...
7.can neva seem to grasp mathematical concepts...
8.hav weird taste...
9.lazee-poke number one...
10.able to yawn even at e most inappropriate times...

10 clarifications bout me
1.i do not crush tse min...
2.nor do i crush priscilla...
3.nor yukit fer dat matter...
4.all in all im not interested in pple younger den me(kae mabee tse minz older but datz not e point)...
5.i m obsessed wif oboes...NOT oboists...
6.fer my mum...i so do not hide a guy in my room...
7.i do not like cute little furry rabbits...
8.i do not hav any secret feelings fer young male teachers...
9.english is not moi fav subject...emathz is...
10.im still a virgin...ok sorrie carn think of anithing else...

10 reasons y i even go to skool
1.band pracs r fun...
2.n i wanna see mo...
3.i hav wunnerful batchmatez...
4.n klassmatez...
5.carn bear to miss emathz lessons...
6.fun to watch my klazz drooling over xiao xin(holland v)...
7.i like e bus trip to skool...
8.absolutely love to open e window every 5 minz n look outside(i hav a window seat in klazz)...
9.see how much i can screw up my amathz...
10.coz if i dun go to skool e governmentz gonna sue me...

10 band songs fer me
1.fantasy variations...
2.animation medley...
3.elisabeth...
4.mononoke hime...
5.pops in e spots...
6.matrix...
7.donzan(or danzon according to kit)...
8.scandinavian rhapsody...
9.celtic hymns n dances...
10.nabucco...

10 things i carn live without
1.bolster...
2.mi discman...
3.moi instru terry...
4.air-con...
5.n food...
6.nice songs to die over...
7.oboes...
8.mogu...
9.spasticated-ness all around to provide entertainment *koffhuienkoff*...
10.sleep...zZZ

10 things i hate bout skool
1.biased teachers...
2.teachers hu carn teach...
3.teachers hu purposely purposely dun give bac ur testpapers...
4.spoiled overhead projectorz...
5.pple hu neva eva try even if dey said dey wud...
6.exams...
7.unreasonable amount of hw...
8.e tiredness of it all...
9.short recesses long lessons...
10.sumtimes itz juz plain BORING...

lastly...
10 things e wurld cud do without
1.war...
2.stress...
3.unreasonable pple...
4.globs of hair gel sticking onto bus window-panes...
5.amathz...
6.headaches n backaches...
7.homework...y not juz give CLASSwork or sumthing?...
8.wet muddy fields...
9.horrible singing...
10.complete perfectness...

flubber bweed @ 09:48 p.m., Tuesday, August 12, 2003

...o_0

GO STINEZ BLOG NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO LISTEN TO E ANIMATION MEDLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN NICE SIA...ya in case u were wondering moi caps lock wazzen stuck...Y R U STILL HERE?GO STINEZ BLOG NOW!!!

flubber bweed @ 08:29 p.m., Tuesday, August 12, 2003

dead...o_0

yay...finally...spent 2 hours cleaning out moi room...din noe it was shoo dirty...din noe i had shoo mani dressers n cupboards to wipe...din noe half moi room was in a perpetual mess...din noe there were shoo mani cobwebs under moi bed...yuck...

waiting fer moi turn to bathe now...mumz frens coming over to play mahjong AGAIN...dis ish e third time dis week...once on mondae...onceon thursdae n one todae...most probably come at six n den leave at ten or sumthing...oh well...finished all my hw liao...*yay*...gonna spend e rest of e dae at e comp trying to complete dat beetle game i found...kuite amusing thoh e beetlez kuite ugly...

uploading fantasy now...got rid of elisabeth...itz taking damn loooooooong...aniwae dunnoe wad band it is but most prob itz tokyo kosei...sound damn goot...e english horn solo at var 16 is damn damn nice...their var 9 ish lyk twice e speed of wad we did durink cadenza...o_0...makez u wonder how zai sum other pple can be...haihai...itz still uploading...been uploading ever since i started listening to fantasy...now at var 16...datz about 10 minz...filez 14251kb huge...haiz...wait sumore...after i finish uploading moi accountz most probably gonna die again...it alwaez diez when i upload music filez...damn irritating...at var 19 liao n e uplaoding still not done...grrrr...

kae shall go now...nuthing more to sae...baiz...

flubber bweed @ 05:26 p.m., Sunday, August 10, 2003

happi bdae...o_0

lalala...happi bdae to spore 6th cousin randall n 8th cousin millin...hoohoo...how fun can lyf get...as in having e same bdae as sumone u noe...i haven even heard of anione wif e same bdae as mine...oh well...

NDP was cool...still wondering y dey din put out e smiley face fireworx dis year...those were kuite cute...was kuite an irony...everyone was going one pple one nation one spore e whole time...but durink community singing dey din even put dat song in...how weird...tot it wud be e finale song or sumthing...oh well...mum was lyk thinking bac to e goot old daes when she used to perform for NDP till she met my dad...damn funni...

alrite...shall go do hw or sumthing...n becoz i hav nothing else to sae...baiz...

ps...inez sent e section a letter...sumone pleez remind me to bring it on mondae...

flubber bweed @ 08:48 p.m., Saturday, August 9, 2003

funni thingies...o_0

What's Your Stress Style?
You're a Buddha. Eyes half-closed, a slight smile playing on your lips — you accept even the most stressful situations with ease. Nothing seems to surprise you. In fact, you may even tell people that you anticipated the problems you encounter. Stress happens, you might say, so why fight it?
Peacefulness takes you a long way toward handling stress, but there's more to it than the path of least resistance. Often, stress is a sign to take action, to make a change, or — at the very least — to get up and jump out of the way! Your placid pace could cause a bottleneck in the stress-processing plant, allowing problems to stick around much longer than necessary. Try moving a little faster the next time you're faced with a sticky situation, and see if you can't be cool and courageous at the same time.

What's Your Eating Style?
You're The Buffet Table. When someone asks "What'll it be?" your answer is probably "What've you got?" Being so flexible, daring, and easy-going — or however you choose to describe it — can make mealtime a breeze. Since you're not a vegetarian, you're fine with eating a burger. But since you're not a true "meat and potatoes" type either, you can get by without a hunk of flesh at every meal.
But being so easily satisfied does have its drawbacks. You may not take the time to make sure you're getting all the vitamins and minerals you need, so make it a goal to eat at least five servings of fruits and vegetables every day. And don't forget to think about how what you eat affects you. When you're in an energy slump, try some protein instead of "whatever." It could make a difference. With a little bit of attention, your good diet can easily be great.

Why Are You Still Single?
Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again — and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone — after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.
But maybe, just maybe, it's time to check your baggage at the door and let a new person into your life with a clean slate. You have a lot to offer someone, but you can't do it when you have one foot firmly planted in the past.

me?...not wanting to get hurt?...wad e heck...hahaz...buffet table...juz lyk me...oh well...

flubber bweed @ 08:44 p.m., Monday, August 4, 2003

damn...o_0

one thing to sae...damn angelfire fer killing my nice blog pic...grrr...argh i want my pic NOW...

flubber bweed @ 07:38 p.m., Monday, August 4, 2003

ooh...o_0

You're famous for your shoes (enough that you eventually opened an entire museum of them), and sometimes lauded as a celebrity. But underneath, you're still the woman who spent billions of dollars of money stolen from the Filipino population; theft that lead to extreme poverty.
Your husband, Ferdinand Marco, stole well over $5 billion, and plunged the entire country into heavier and heavier debt. Your response? Spend it. Spend it all.
Even when you claim to have reformed, sources estimate that you illegally hold $12 billion worth of shares. I guess luxury's just your style.

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Self-Lovin'63.3%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh
64.8%
Shamelessness90.5%
Has yet to see self in mirror
79.2%
Sex Drive 78.9%
The Pope is envious
77.5%
Straightness87.5%
Just go fuck something, okay?
44.7%
Gayness 82.1%
Repressed, are we?
82.9%
Fucking Sick90.3%
Refreshingly normal
89.7%
You are 81.07% pure
Average Score: 72.4%

found on yengz blog...

flubber bweed @ 06:42 p.m., Sunday, August 3, 2003

dead...o_0

bleah...been fiddling wif e template fer 1 hour liao...eyes damn tired...bleah...hmm...color combi abit weird now...sorta orangey all over...not dat i mind...orangez a nice color...dis one lookz plain compared to e previous templates i had...it lookz so pure n colourless...wonder wad sammie will sae now dat e color duzzen clash animore...hmm...

farewell yesterdae...truthfully saeing i still dun feel sec 4...in fact i feel sec 1...carn believe e dae will come when our batch will take over...haiz...top batch now...dun feel much of an example...oh well...bought a tigger beach ball fer paula...kuite ex but damn cute...e dice we made was sorta sad...e one i made was ver fat thoh...but paula lyked it...oh well...felt weird wearing e band u...ya lyk itz onli lyk 1 week after syf n e sec 4s r leaving...din think our playing was satisfying at all...we all sounded damn bad...feel kuite sad dat dey were leaving n we played lyk dunnoe wad fer dem...esp elisabeth...handover was juz weird...lyk u see e sec 4s passing on to ur own batch...kitz BM n ling DM...huien n bweegit BL...qiaoqi treasurer jasmine guo ast...stine n fengyi QM...pris n yihong librarians sophia ast...xh WO jasmine chua ast...kelly n me DO...dawn huien pris ling char commanderz...dunnoe if e postz i got above r correct...wazzen listening ver attentively...oh well...haiz...will miss paula n their entire batch...

now hav to worri bout moi jnr again...both of dem...deciding whether to change grace bac to bass...technically she soundz betta on alto...juz hav to work on e tone...dunnoe whether mo wans 2 altos or 2 basses...if grace goes bac to bass den she carn take jnr nex year coz of lack of instrus...damn yapper fer not wanting to buy one...asked him he dun wan...den he wans to waste marni on a contra bass...lyk wadz his prob...e old bass clar is lyk wad 20 years old oredi lor...humph...ok bac to e point...if grace continues on wif e alto den ill hav to take jnr AGAIN nex year...dun want...carn change yuhyiing to bass coz itz juz not possible...haiz...dunnoe wad to do leh...

shall go do hw now...hav amathz n emathz(overdue) assignment due tmr...ok baibai...

flubber bweed @ 05:40 p.m., Sunday, August 3, 2003

lalala...o_0

yes yes...me trying to change e template again...sadded...hopefully i succeed dis time...wif nice color combi of coz...oh well...wish me n moi template luck...=D

ps...izzen elisabeth such a nice song...esp e english horn solo...

flubber bweed @ 04:31 p.m., Sunday, August 3, 2003

*bounce bounce bounce*


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Pple...
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ching
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