~Heaven~

haha...oh man today's lift incident was so darn amusing...sinhui has the funniest expressions ever...and the collective feeling of dread and "oh man not again!!" that must be going through everyone's minds was damn funny...have to really give it to her for effectively entertaining (and scaring) us all the time...really...really really...yes...

oh no I feel so damn mean!!...but oh well...it doesn't really bother me actually...not like she will ever read this anyway...

ok I shall stop it...

life is great nowadays...seriously...well if you choose to purposely ignore some minor complications arising every now and then...yes...life is good =)...even pw...well that's 'cause I happen to be in one of the best groups ever (haha discreet praising of my groupmates)...anyway school is relatively fun...all the teachers are slacking off (even ms chia!!) which is not totally to my dislike at all...and PE has never been more rewarding...after getting trashed for an entire year it does feel super good when we trash everyone in the last 2 weeks of school...3Q rocks =)...especially the bimbos (with some exceptions)...

I shall start working on my new blog soon...decided that I shall make it public again...no point getting a private blog when I have my own handwritten diary anyway...so...yes...

tomorrow is thursday...school officially consists of 2 lectures chem and math...chem is actually quite interesting...I think og chem is relatively fun you know...though math is a completely different story...oh gross I totally hate differentiation application!!...never knew how to do it before also...haha yes I went for Os not knowing how to do rate of change and integration...sad I know but I still got B3...which is good considering I failed everything about amath from jan 2003 to oct 2004...

damn sian I've run out of things to write about...my online life is disintegrating...I'm not playing any comp games nowadays...haven't touched maple for about 2 weeks...last time I played a game was about 4 days ago...and my msn lifespan is about 20 minutes of just existing there and not talking to anyone...after which I log off...which reminds me that I haven't added sinhui on my msn yet!!...keep wanting to but always forget...sinhui if you are reading this please tag to remind me...or I shall go tag myself just as a reminder (but so loser don't want)...and I've become lazier too...didn't think it was possible but it was...oh no I'm going to like grow fat during the hols or something...grosssss...

ok I have nothing else to say...byebye...

ps...new peep added to the links place...everyone go visit miss jeslyn/jesyln =)...

~~[~11:13 p.m., Wednesday, October 26, 2005~]~~

boo...today is a sad day...my meowmeow died!! =(...so damn sad larh...ok not that I had alot of sentiment towards it when it was alive...but I still feel damn horrible and sad now =(...and I'm missing meow too...booooo...

in loving memory of kitty...

I love siokteng =)...so sweet...

pw dry run tomorrow...my group rocks =)...

PE was good...3Q bimbos (with a few exceptions) rule!!...yiling go suck your thumb I'm sure it will get better...seriously...

mr lim bs is so nice to us today...makes me feel almost guilty for taking advantage of him and ponning lesson...really...

life is boring life is monotonous...and my only source of live entertainment in my house is gone =(...no more staring matches...no more fighting for my comforter...no more retarded conversations when all we say is 'meow'...boo *cries*...

~~[~11:19 p.m., Monday, October 24, 2005~]~~

bleah...why is the world full of idiots...screw those stupid people who don't know when to stop asking for sympathy marks larh...can't even believe this sort of people exist...let alone in my own class...feel so pissed off larh...stupid freaks get A already still asking for more marks...damn thick face can...well I mean its ok if you do it as a joke but when you go there acting so poor-thing and all I just feel like doing is mishing her face in...so irritating can...there are like people sitting in the class with failing marks and you just had to go begging for extra that will not help you anyway...and begging is so degratory can...at least have the decency to ask nicely and not go there look pitiful and go "but I really really need the mark please please please"...makes me really have respect for stubborn teachers...wah lau she damn good larh don't give the mark but deduct off instead...chia rocks...unlike all those soft soft old physics teachers who actually grant up to double-digit sympathy marks...qian bian one lorh all of them...just because someone act pitiful and pester you for one whole day...where's the dignity man...if I were her I'll feel like damn uncomfortable larh getting something I don't deserve...wonder how she can sleep at night...and to think she actually had the nerve to do it for all the subjects...bu yao lian lorh...damn and the worse thing was like I was damn nice to her yesterday...I actually made the effort to convinve people to let her join us for the outing larh...and then now she give this kind of shit...feel so stepped on larh...grr...

oh well...I should not be so bitchy anymore...one day of bitterness is more than enough...at least I take comfort from knowing that there are like-minded people out there who feel equally cheated...and that the freak loser won't be able to ask for any sympathy marks during the As...you can get your beautiful Bs and Cs and Es then and you won't be able to do anything about it HAH!! XP...

hmm...imagine...if I had stooped to her level and literally beg for marks...I could have gotten ABBE instead of BCCO...so yes do not argue because I AM entitled to feel sore about it...

bah...I should stop acting nice to her larh...feels so conflicting to like seem friendly and kind to her on the surface but actually wanting to shove her face into a plate of food instead...wah lau waste food larh...stupidity...argh ok enough I shall stop bitching bye...

~~[~10:37 p.m., Tuesday, October 18, 2005~]~~

and to think I invested 8 bucks and 3 hours of my precious sleeptime on a lovely morning to see me and my clique get reprimanded to shut up in front of everyone everytime we so much as glanced at each other...while some loudmouth sitting in front of us yakked her way through the entire workshop and ended up in the lecturer's good books...if I hadn't known better I would have written some sarcastic racist comment and given him a lousy grading on the survey...but I didn't...and he had the nerve to show us the racist bit of the russell peters video before the commencement of the workshop..."I feel like I'm teaching in a primary school! Now would you ladies please stop talking before I make you all split up and sit on the floor"...if I had the means I would have sued him for being so completely disrespectful...maybe I should have given him a lousy grading afterall...at least I would have the comfort of knowing that the school may not employ him the next round...or even better still...cancel the entire workshop...

can't bring myself to be meaner to her or not talk to her...can't even bring myself to not reply her messages...bah...

creating a design for my new blog...still deciding whether to make it public or private...

my post promo days hasn't been exactly fulfilling...can't they just shut down the school till next year or something...irritants...

~~[~11:09 p.m., Tuesday, October 11, 2005~]~~

yayz...happy birthday ayu!!! XD...

well...aside from that I don't think alot of interesting stuffs have happened today...let's see...wake up in the morning mug...eat breakfast then mug...eat lunch mug...rest awhile but felt guilty so mug...talk to people on msn they tell me to mug...people send me sms saying 4 more days so go and mug...damn sianned...can't accept the fact that mugging makes up my whole world nowadays...disgusting...

trying to think of something to do (aside from mugging) before I go for dinner...but don't feel like doing anything...if I play game I'll die from guilt...if I go rest I might fall asleep...been going through my playlist all afternoon so more or less sick of music for now...and there's noone on msn to talk to...sian...

chem tomorrow...physics on tues...bio on wed and math on thurs...just so I won't forget...

completed the chem past year paper...don't know whether it was 2003 or 2002 paper...but it was hell easy...feel like I'm giving myself false hope by being able to do it...oh well...shall do the 2004 paper later...finished 3 chapters of bio and left 2...the 2 most important ones respiration and photosynthesis I shall leave till tuesday night to do so hopefully it'll be fresher in my mind...

sian...I hate mugging I hate blogging about mugging...so sian that noone reads it anyway so I shall not waste my time...byebye...

~~[~06:17 p.m., Sunday, October 2, 2005~]~~

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~~[~04:39 p.m., Monday, September 26, 2005~]~~

hai sianned...I'm going to die from doing math soon...and I still have one and a quarter more papers to go before I can put it aside...bah...and I haven't even touched chem nor bio...going to die for chem larh...bio can still be salvaged...thanks to some unexpected circumstances...shall not elaborate in case I get my savior into trouble =P...

haha...someone might be glad to hear this...think I might have to say bye to my free breakfast lunch and dinner for the rest of my life...4As is sooo out of my reach...hmm...let me predict my results for promos...GP B3 bio A math C chem D phy D...I'll be quite happy if I manage to achieve this...

my eye hurts =(...

[click me]...random thought...imagine you are a singer of some pop band...then you have to face this kind of thing everyday of your life cause it's your job...haha think I will go mad just by analysing it...I mean like...look at all the sharps and flats...and you actually have to sing it...traumatising...

haha damn I shouldn't even be here...shall go back to math now...byez...

~~[~10:34 p.m., Sunday, September 25, 2005~]~~

hai so sads...I want to go for the washington trip next year...but my mum might not allow cause she said the thing was too ex...well I'm sure 3000 bucks for a 5-day trip to the US is ex larh...bleahx...hope I can convince her otherwise soon...

haha...don't know why...but just had this sudden urge to watch the X/1999 anime again...dj where are you!!...

was watching my sis play maple story today...and realized that she didn't have any cash items on her...so got quite curious cause I saw this maple cashcard in her wallet a few days ago and was wondering why she hadn't used it yet...so I asked her about it...and you know what she said?..."oh my friend used the card finish already then give me cause I said it looked nice"...wah lau...so I just stoned there for damn long wondering how I got such a dumb person for a sis...useless card still put in your wallet for what?...stupid girl...

oh ya!!...jolin tsai came to J8 for an autograph session on monday!!...haha I went to try to see her but didn't quite succeed...cause had react on that day and it ended at around 6.30 while jolin's thing started at 6...so after everything I went down to J8 with liane and yengling hoping that she will still be there so I can at least see her...she was...there was still a damn damn long queue of people who still wanted her autograph...tried to squeeze to the front to see her but couldn't cause of the crowd...so had to make do with standing quite behind tiptoeing trying to see her...haha but cause of some mild anatomical challenges I could only manage to see the top of her head =P...sucks larh...heh then me and yengling got quite excited so we went to try to buy her CD so we could queue for her siggie...but it was sold out =(...damn sad larh...cause you had to buy the limited edition CD that they were selling on the spot to get a coupon that allows you to get one siggie...so the CD was sold out so we didn't get to get her siggie...sadness...but oh well...at least I was in the same area as her =)...hah...

talking about react...haha it was quite fun after all...was quite sianed in the morning so didn't bother to go early...had to lead icebreakers with liane early in the morning...it was like the most horrible thing to do...can you imagine getting a group of reluctant people to stand in a circle with alternating guys and girls?...oh man...and some ri boys are so darn uncooperative that it makes you want to cry...the friendship dance was quite retarded actually cause noone wanted to do it...but oh well...icebreakers aren't really the most interesting activities anyway...and it got better when we split the people up to play elope...

after that was the splitting into groups...haha I got this cute little ri boyboy who has a dimple on his left cheek...damn damn cute =D...after that was sectionals...quite funny actually...glen and benny were their usual dumb selves...and I realized that the clarinet combined section is quite huge...heh I shall not give my comments...and just say that yuleng surprised me with her taking =)...

after sectionals was lunch...didn't get to eat with the group cause I had to accompany teng to get games materials from the ODAC room...so we went there and while teng was collecting the stuff from her friend I poked around the room abit and guess what I saw?...THE ODAC ROOM HAD 2 HAMUS!!!!!!!!!...and omg they were DAMN cute...the PE teacher was playing with them so I just went over to look...haha so fun I got to play with them abit...heh guess what their names were?...fatty and fatso...haha damn cute...anyway after lunch we had band prac at the concourse...haha the acoustics there were quite nice actually...natural amplifier...prac was relatively interesting...playing omens was really quite shiok cause the SC went quite fast without any pauses...and I never want to play october in my life ever again -_-...stupid B C# trills...

games after that was quite fun...the storyline was abit lame but not bad...liane's toothpaste game was gross though =P...and I conclude that -some- people like splashing me...you two are horrible people I tell you...meanos can =P...after games went to shower abit...don't know why cause I wasn't even particularly dirty...just wet and felt abit sticky...so I missed the ending storyline cause was in the toilet...and missed a chance to get jolin's siggie too =(...hai oh well I shall not think about it anymore...

haha this entry is quite long...shall stop here cause I want to maple...heh byez...

~~[~11:18 p.m., Thursday, September 8, 2005~]~~

I hate incompetent leaders...really don't understand why some people get elected even when their faults are so glaring (maybe it's cause there were no other choices)...they seriously end up doing nothing except dragging everyone down with them...and there's no use saying "I will try my best" because you know that you most probably won't...even if you do you know that it will never be enough...and that there's really other people out there who can do it so much better than you...so why don't you just step down graciously instead of persisting with your pathetic attempts at what you call leadership...cause the person who will ultimately be labelled as a loser is you...so go somewhere else before you embarass yourself further...

yes am in a bad mood...not looking forward to tomorrow...not looking forward to anything in fact...

bah...

~~[~10:48 p.m., Sunday, September 4, 2005~]~~

heh...just to let people know that I'm still alive...and I have not forsaken this piece of the internet =)...

latest revamp...a template dedicated solely to the greatest diva in the world...ayumi hamasaki =)...the top pics are from her newest single HEAVEN due out 17th this month...titles at the side are all ayu song titles...song playing now is HEAVEN...yepz...heh I haven't done monochrome templates for quite long...the last monochrome template was the orange one featuring sanzo from april last year...haha oh well...black and white are nice colours =)...

yes...I must take this chance to promote HEAVEN =)...haha I'm like super addicted to it now...such a beautiful song...yes everyone must must MUST go download the MV...I found a good link...[click me]...just click on the download now button and then pick a server to start downloading...yepz...anyway the MV is like how symbolic...the moment you watch it you can definitely tell where the idea came from...and her way of bringing it across to the audience is so brilliant...what with the subway setting and ghostly passengers boarding the train...heh and I must admit that it's so sweet of her to dedicate such a beautiful song to the memory of that incident...

ok it's quite late...I should stop blogging now...shall continue tomorrow...yepz...byebye...

~~[~01:37a.m., Sunday, September 4, 2005~]~~