whee...I'm totally addicted on fairyland =)...[click here] to hear the stream...it rocks!!! XD...

went to watch war of the worlds on saturday...oh man it's damn damn cool =)...but me thinks they should have stuck more to the book...like for the design of the aliens and their tripods...I mean...since when did the aliens have limbs...and where are their tentacles?!! X(...the tripods look alot more high-tech though...they now have built-in heatrays =)...haha I think the heatray effect was cool...but the clothes fluttering around after that is a little bit disgusting...imagine running for your life then having someone else's underwear fall on your head -_-...ok nevermind...character-wise...tom cruise rocks...and adding the family element was a nice touch =)...glad they got rid of all those useless characters in the book (ogilvy and frank)...but there were still quite alot of useless characters...like the woman and girl they met at the harbour who got a total of about 3 minutes of airtime?...only thing I hate about the movie is the ending...oh man and I thought they would have enough sense to think of a better ending...death from bacterial infection?...what kind of respectable movie would end like that...disgusting...ahh nevermind...movie was great as a whole...not worth $9.50 actually...more like $8...hmm oh well...

boo...been sick for the past 2 days...suspect I caught some virus from huien...horribleness...

nothing more to say...shall go continue gushing over ayu...byebye...

[~09:28 p.m., Monday, July 4, 2005~]

whee so cool =)...we have a batch blog!!...haha go to the links tab for the link (duh)...haha yepz =)...

fwee...wanted to blog yesterday but after I fell onto the bed I couldn't bring myself to get up again...so I just slept -_-...

yesterday was a baaaaaaad day...mum cheated me to go for a facial treatment and I can tell you IT HURT LIKE HELL!!...basically the beautician makes you lie down on this horizontal bed thingie WITHOUT a pillow so you feel damn uncomfortable the whole time...then they wash your face with this nice cooling but stinky gel...then they use this machine that blows steam onto your face for about 10 minutes to open up your pores...haha oh man I almost suffocated can...it's like everytime I breathe I feel like I'm taking in water through my nose =P...then after that comes the worst part...the person locates your blackheads/pimples one by one and puts a small metal thingie onto it...and presses down...HARD...wahlau it seriously hurts like shit...then you wince and die but you can't scream or complain cause it will look damn malu...so you endure about 15-20 minutes of intense pain...then after that they put this soothing gel mask on your face to close up your pores...and I tell you after they break your skin forcing your blackheads out then when they apply the mask it burns like hell...seriously...then they leave you alone for a while for the mask to harden...then they clean the mask off wash your face then finally let you off...but your face is going to remain red and raw and painful for the next few days...sucks larh...most painful 90 minutes of my life =P...

today was a nice day =)...went school to mug yet again...haha school is a nice place to mug actually...(actually it's a nicer place to stone =P)...anyway...we went to some nice remote private corner of the school to mug...haha that place got nice wind =)...finished mugging my math...then stoned for half the time and learnt J2 math and chem for the rest =P...quite unproductive on my part larh but seriously not in mugging mode this morning...hehx...will try to make up for it tomorrow and go do my math tys...phoo...

realized that people come to tag at my tagboard in droves...there'll be like this period when noone would say anything...then suddenly overnight 5 or 6 posts will pop out from nowhere...interesting...

my mum just got herself some nightgowns...damn scary larh...last night I was in the bathroom washing my face...then I was washing washing then look into the mirror then suddenly see this white robed figure gliding around in the bedroom outside...wahlau I almost screamed can...shall ask her not to wear those nightgowns at night...haha damn but that defeats the whole purpose...phoo =P...

the last war on earth won't be started by humans...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to watch war of the worlds!!!...stupid CT go away ><...ok NEVERMIND I can still watch after CT...YES!!...dammit...

haha this entry is particularly long...

ok I shall spend the rest of the time replying tags...
liane: who what where?...when did I say you were horrible...hmm or maybe it was starfish...ok most likely it is starfish...
startfish: haha change of name liao...STARTfish =P...anyway ribena never come you not happy is it?...anyway ribena is a drink fullstop how can it come and tag? XP...
yiling: can you for once stop acting like a stalker?...haha and so lousy can don't mug so much...I will LAUGH if you don't get 4 As...ok abit mean I shall not...and stop spamming my tagboard too...
kaishi: haha hi...your spamming very effectives...one entry with 6 words and 1 emoticon =P...hehx...

whee ok I'm done...nothing more to say...haha ok byez...

[~10:00 p.m., Saturday, June 25, 2005~]

yes I am finally back...

fwee...today was a funned day =)...went school to mug again with brian...during which I displayed my (lack of) intelligence probably a thousand times by asking stupid math questions...ANYWAY...lunch at cartel rocks =)...ok fine we didn't get soup so we didn't get free flow of nice homemade bread...but we got ice-cream!! =)...chocolate fudge ice-cream's quite nice actually...but easy to get sick of...phoo...haha after lunch we went back to school...well let's just say that we spent the afternoon going around doing lots of stupid fun stuff...and I displayed my (lack of) mathematical intelligence probably another thousand times...ok dammit I shall not elaborate more...

reached home at about 7 and had to cook instant mee for myself cause mum was out playing mahjong so she couldn't bring us out -_-...well...maybe that and the fact that I'm a lazy pok and don't want to go out again to buy food...ok cancel that...so I had my nice instant mee dinner...and after dinner I went to watch TV...they were showing some scary movie on channel 62...so I was watching...then there was this instance when the protagonist had to enter this haunted hotel...so he went in and he was exploring the place...so he was like walking around...then he came to the toilet...and I immediately screamed and changed channel...then I waited for about 30 seconds then switched back...so the guy had left the toilet...then he was walking walking...then he came to this room and he opened the door...and the screen switched from the guy into the room and showed this body tied to the ceiling rafters by its feet...well they only got to showing the feet before I screamed and switched channel again...after that I didn't feel like scaring myself anymore so I stopped watching...not that I really saw anything scary BUT you get my point =P...

came online about 2 hours ago...and been suanned continuously by liane patrick nicholas & leehui for the next 1 hour...they are horrible people I tell you...patrick & nic spent the entire time suanning me non-stop...liane spent her entire time laughing at patrick and nic...leehui spent half the time away and half the time trying to figure out what we're talking about...oh man...I never knew nic was so good at suanning...

whee...noone's online now...ok noone online is talking to me now...yes...and I got damn bored of solitaire...and the whole world keeps asking me to update...guess that's why I'm here...phoo...

hmm...just realized that this entry makes me sound damn sad and loserish...damn...ok I shall not condemn myself further =P...byez...

[~10:48 p.m., Thursday, June 23, 2005~]

If you dance
In my heart I will love you
Forever
Come and dance with me tonight
If you dance
I will try to love you
Forever
Won't you dance with me tonight?

oh man...I'm like so addicted to this song...

ask me...what am I doing at 12.08am on a sunday morning?...mugging bio...gross...can you even believe me?...I'm mugging bio!!...I feel so disgusted by myself...

if anyone can make the CTs go away...I will love you forever...

yes...still have nair's last chapter on genetics to cover...haiz...her notes are so long and detailed and exhaustive...feel like crying liao...

*dies*...

ps...someone send me the madagascar lemur song!!...I want the version sang by the lemur k!!...I like to move it move it =)...ya like to...MOVE IT!! XD...

[~12:08 a.m., Sunday, June 19, 2005~]

oh man...I feel damn dumb...onned the comp when I got home but forgot...so I went to sleep for 2 hours...then I went to bathe...then I came back and realized it had been on on standby for about 3 hours...stupidity -_-...

damn tired...feel like going back to sleep...

batman was normal I guess...but definitely not worth 8 bucks =P...haha spent half the time trying to figure out what's happening and the other half falling asleep...sadness...haha and today is the first time I saw the cunning side of nicholas =P...

yay someone send me invest photos =D...

whee...feel damn cool...tranced just now...damn shuang...hahaz...

haha nothing more to say...this is a disjointed entry anyway...byez...

ps...love you all j2s =)...

[~10:08 p.m., Wednesday, June 15, 2005~]

A -ALL YOU WANT TO SAY:
this rocks...I'm a happy person =)...

B -BOYFRIEND's name:
ahahahaz...laugh for damn long can...Boyfriend's name...go figure...

C -CAREER:
student...bandgirl...ahsayunian...3Q bimbo...

D -DAD's name:
omg this thing keeps making me laugh like mad...David =)...

E -ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane:
someone nice and huggable to sit beside you that you can hug when you're bored...

F -FAVOURITE song at the moment:
incomplete by BSB...is this LOVE? by ayu...and basically all the songs in jolin's J-Game album =)...

G is for GIRLFRIENDS:
yiling ethel jes sinhui sherlene liru charlotte liane leehui momo siokteng stine & pris =)...all mine!!...

H -HOMETOWN:
singapore...pretty little island in the middle of nowhere =)...

I -INSTRUMENTS you play:
sop clarineto...bass clarineto...haha come to think of it what happened to my bass guitar...

J -JAM or JELLY you like:
jelly =)...JELLYFISH XD...

K -KIDS:
haha sweetness...the only time when kids are uncute is in the movie theatre =P...

L -LIVING arrangements:
a bed a bolster a comp a phone an mp3...period =)...

M -MOM's name:
cindy...

N -NAME of your best friend:
haha my best friend?...alan duh =)...oh and hamu too...

O -OVERNIGHT hospital stay:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ><...

P -PHOBIA[s]:
the dark...insects...birds...dying...

Q -QUOTE you hate:
everything happens for a reason...

R -RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest:
with alan duh =)...

S -SINGER(s) you like most:
AYU FOREVER!!!...haha...and BSB...and jolin tsai...

T -TIME you woke up today:
10.30!!...cries...

U -UNIQUE trait:
haha fine patrick...demanding and possessive just like the royal highness I am =P...

V -VEGETABLE you love:
I.hate.veggies...period...

W -WORST habit:
indecisiveness...

X - X-RAYS you've had:
on my teeth...

Y-YUMMY food you make/bake:
I don't bake haha...

Z -ZODIAC:
rabbity =)...

yay I'm done...phoo no more...yay byes =)...

[~08:25 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

omg this is really cheering me up =)...I should do this kind of stuff more often...

1]. What did u do a few minutes ago?
look for questionnaires...
2]. Why did u do that?
to cheer myself up?...
3]. Who's on ur mind right now?
noone until I saw the question...so it's not counted right...
4]. Do u miss skool?
find me a person who would believe it if I said yes =P...
5]. Where r ur mom n dad?
outside watching TV...
6]. Do u have any younger/older bro/sis?
younger sis...and a twin bro...
7]. Do u love ur younger/older bro/sis?
me loves them both =)...
8]. Are u sometimes moody?
haha I was moody like an hour ago?...
9]. Where do u really wanna go to?
I don't know...somewhere where I can have loads of fun I guess...
10]. Which one do u prefer..msn or ym?
haha...is ym supposed to be yahoo messenger or something?...msn duh...
11]. What's ur fave drink?
ribena =)...is a drink...fullstop...
12]. What best describes u?
childish...bratty...
13]. Are u picky?
very...I won't eat veggies for my life =P...
14]. Do u love shopping?
I suppose...
15]. Where do u usually go shopping?
town i guess...maybe more of J8 now...
16]. What r the 3 best things you like to do?
sleep...eat expensive food...& enjoy life =)...
17]. How many times a day do u shower?
once normally...
18]. How long do u shower?
ahahaz...an hour I guess...
19]. If u happen to spot a brand new wallet somewhere on the floor what would u do to it?
take the money and return the wallet...
20]. If u happen to win 10,000 dollars, what will u buy?
I'll definitely buy a ticket to ayu's next concert...and maybe a trip around the world with my buddies =)...
21]. What makes u freak out?
the dark...
22]. Where do u live?
somewhere up north...with pretty sunsets...in a neighbourhood infested with cute cats...
23]. Are u the president of any clubs?
the alan fanclub =)...
24]. Are u a prefect at skool?
long long ago...
25]. prs?
haha?...
26]. pps??
don't know also...
27]. monitor?
*continues to be clueless*...
28]. assistant monitor?
what's with these stupid shortforms...
29]. What's ur opinion on chocolates?
they make you fat...but they're nice with malt crisps...hints...
30]. What color is ur room's wall?
green...mum's idea...
31]. Who cleans ur room?
usually mum...occasionally me...
32]. Who was the last person who yelled at U?
patrick scolds me ><...
33]. Last testimonial to?
I don't think I utilize friendster...
34]. How are you feeling right now?
hot...the weather sucks...
35]. What time did u wake up this morning?
10.30 I think...phoo so early...
36]. How many times have ur profile been viewed?
is this another friendster question?...
37]. What's the most annoying thing a person could do?
dao you for no reason...
38]. If a stranger girl/boy happens to smile at u, would u smile back?
why not?...
39]. What does Donald Trump means to u?
ahaha...I don't watch his shows...
40]. What are u going to do after this?
do more quesstionnaires...
41].Are u in love?
I don't know...love is a strong word...
42].Who?
tell me you don't know...
43].Why?
I never knew I needed a reason to like someone...

fwee...this rocks...

[~07:46 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

yay let's continue...

1.Song playing at the moment?
'Xu Yuan Chi De Xi La Shao Nu' by Jolin Tsai...
2.One reason for living?
to enjoy and indulge myself...
3.Do u think your partner is sexy?
...seriously...erm...I never thought about that...
4.Ever donated blood?
haha nope...scared of needles...
5.Fav color?
orange forever =)...
6.Accessories you usually wear?
yiling's presents I guess...she's such a sweetie (at times)...
7.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
never had a heartbreak before...so...haa...
8.Last place you went? with who?
ehh...band chalet at aranda?...with the band =)...
9.Last person who disappointed you?
it'll be better if I don't say neh...
10.The most boring sport?
darts...don't laugh...there ARE darts tournaments...but probably too boring that's why nobody knows they exist...
11.Ever had a baby?
haha..hamu was a baby when I got him =)...
13.The funniest movie you watched in the past week?
madagascar =)...though not in the past week but ya...the lemurs are the funniest things ever...
14.The most romantic gift?
a huge bouquet of red roses...with a wedding ring hidden inside =)...phoo I'm so mushy =P...
15.Sang on stage before?
haha...that was so so long ago...
16.Strucked by lightning before?
haha nope...though my mum always says I better watch out cause I'll get struck if I ever lie to her...
17.Danced with a loved one before?
nope...I don't dance by the way...
18.Ever wished you could turn back time?
always...
19.What would you do if you woke up one day and find yourself to be someone from the opposite sex?
haha omg won't that be fun...hmm probably pretend to be yiling's bf just to piss SOMEONE off...
20.One song that's meaningful to you?
incomplete...by BSB...
21.Last person you met?
my mum?...or rather siokteng...
22.What will you be doing tomorrow?
mr & mrs smith =)...
23.Who's your favorite F4 member?
haha I don't like F4 can...but I'd pick vanness...he has e prettiest body and the coolest dance moves =)...
24.One thing you regretted doing.
I shall not say...though I'm really wishing for someone to come tell me that I did the right thing =(...
25.Do people like you?
*cough*...I suppose so...
26.What was the last game you played on the computer?
omg bomberman...I need bomberman kakkees!! =D...
27.Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
all my friends mean the same to me...I don't grade people...but I would guess ayu =)...I'll seriously cry if she retires...
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
erm...not really hate...just dislike...but I shouldn't say...
30. What do you wish to happen now?
someone to sayang me & bring me to the beach to look at the nice sunset (and look for jellyfish)...haha...

haha that was fun too...the last question was seriously cool =)...shall go look for more...

ps...just realized that qns 12 and 28 are missing...shrugs...

[~06:55 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

hmm...today's probably one of those days when I'm at the wrong end of the big mood swing that is my life...oh well...shall go do useless stuff...makes me feel alot happier...

phoo...let's start...

1)How are you?
not as fine as I would like...but not that bad...
2)Single/Attached?
second...
3)Like anyone so far?
I think the previous question answers it all...but yes...
4)Who is she/he?
go figure...I think you know anyway...
5)Who do you always chat with in MSN/IRC/ICQ etc?
anyone who happens to talk to me I guess...but mostly my section and the saxes...and maybe my pw mates...
6) How was school?
disgustingly fun...I love 3Q =)...
7)Who are you always with in school?
yiling ethel jes sinhui sherz liru & charz...probably liane patrick & leehui too...
8)Like wad kinda music?
techno...trance...jpop...spirited away =)...
9)Anybody hate you?
there must be someone...though I'd rather not know who...
10)Any posers/trendy wankers in ur school?
hahaa...aren't we all posers anyway =)...
11)Wad kinda person are you?
extremely childish...abit slow at times...ok all the time actually...easily taken in...
12)Do you drink/smoke?
I love vodka =)...and I smoke second-hand...
13)Are you into any subculture/gang?
the 3Q bimbos...not a very impresive 'gang' but we're fun =)...
14)Like your fellow mates?
of course...best people I could ask for...
15)Who do you always chat with?
wasn't that a previous question?...
16)What problems u face so far?
if I get started I think I'll very end...so let's just say that I'm extremely paranoid now...
17)Been into a very fierce fight?
no...not yet anyway...
18)Do you think you have changed for the better?
academically maybe yes...personally no (actually I think I've become alot dumber ever since I entered JC =P)...
19)Do people treat u well?
relatively so...if you don't count getting bullied by every other person you talk to...
20)Last msg to type?
I feel better already =)...online questionnaires rock...

this is fun...I shall do another =)...

[~06:22 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

all that...and I think kexin actually says it all for me...

in her words:
I'm just the kind of person that recognises what I have to do, recognise my own faults most of the time and contrary to popular belief, actually have a brain inside my head. In other words, I don't need nagging and nor do I respond to it. The more you threaten me/ issue me ultimatums/ give me dirty looks, the more I will pretend that nothing is wrong and ignore you and possibly abort my plans to change whatever was wrong with me/my actions. Hard sell doesn't work anymore, my dear. The worst thing you could ever do, is to bitch about me to another fellow human being, 'cause that will make me hate you, possibly forever, but mostly for life. Also, too much of one thing results in a bloody overdose, and will just make me immune to it.
On the other hand, if you're nice to me/ do nice things for me/ buy me stuff, I might just feel positively motivated to return your kind favour, or just do things I know I ought to be doing 'cause I feel somewhat indebted to you for your niceness.

I think she rocks =)...

[~12:51 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

I am...Vindicated

this sucks...I should stop being paranoid and enjoy my life...damn it...who cares about what you think anyway...

I am selfish, I am wrong

band chalet was fun...I can't believe how I actually fell asleep with 2 mahjong games going on about 2 metres away...didn't manage to go for my lone midnight stroll though...everytime I try to sneak off I'll get caught by someone -_-...but well...it was funky...I had fun...and chalet comm rocks =)...

I am right I swear I'm right

nothing to do now except mug...and mug...and waste my life away...invest is in 2 days...seriously going to miss all the j2s...they make band so much more fun...and so much more lively...guess I'll still see them around school...but it won't be the same...haiz...

Swear I knew it all along

ayu's releasing a new single mid-july...song name's 'alterna'...two weeks later another single titled 'dancing'...and in september a third single featuring the theme song for the movie 'SHINOBI'...BSB's making a comeback with a new album due out tomorrow...I still haven't gotten jolin tsai's 'J-Game' album...all these and a huge line-up of movies I want to watch...mr & mrs smith, war of the worlds, charlie & the chocolate factory, shinobi...hmm...hope shinobi's coming to singapore though...heard it's a cool movie...

And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well

I don't know...I think you're right...which means I'm wrong...which is going to mean hell for me...yet I can't do anything about it...at least not now...ahh this sucks...feel like I'm living someone else's life...maybe I should just go away for awhile or something...hai...know I shouldn't be bothered so much by it but it hurts all the same...

I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

feel like burying my head under the pillow and going to sleep for the next ten thousand years...and when I wake up hopefully they will all be gone...

[~12:13 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

phoo...hehx today was a fun day =)...

had pw meeting in the afternoon at my house...damn damn fun...the only constructive work we did was collating our interview answers on foolscap and plotting graphs of survey results on excel...all done by our beloved computer-literate marcus =P...while the rest of us had extreme fun...well...gossiping...haha...and I found out that marcus has good taste in music...HE LIKES THE SPIRITED AWAY OST TOO XD!!...hahaz...then we got bored of gossiping about the same old people...so we started playing games on the comp...haha bomberman is damn damn fun when you play it with friends...haha huiwen kept getting killed by her own bomb blast =P...damn funny...

yay...class outing tomorrow at sentosa...going to play beach volleyball go kayaking have lunch at expensive restaurants meant for rich tourists and maybe have a conspiracy to bury yiling in the sand =P...haha so fun...hope I get to find some jellyfish in the sea =)...cuteness...and after that probably loiter around for awhile before going for OG outing at orchard...haha don't know what we're going to do then but hope I won't be too tired...phoo...then come home sleep and pack for chalet the next day...so funs =)...

hehx...my days are packed with so much fun laughter peace and joy that I can't find time to mug =P...

haha...the ri boyboys are finally back...hope they got nice souvenirs for me =)...hai still waiting for liane to come back though...miss her funky puns and dry humour =(...

changed the lyrics for "is this LOVE?" under the 'ME' link...now it makes more sense =)...hehx...

whee...

nothing more to say...byez...

[~11:05 p.m., Tuesday, June 7, 2005~]

clarification:
that pic down there reads ribena, means ribena, is ribena...NOTHING ELSE...don't read anymore into it...cause I didn't mean anything else...it's ribena fullstop...IN THAT ORDER!!...

[~10:08 p.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]


as you can see I'm extremely bored with my life...to actually have to resort to doodling sad stuff like this on a piece of scrap paper says alot...and seriously...my msn is like how silent...noone to bother AT ALL...everyone's not online...and the sad amount who are actually online are all away...what is this man -_-...


took this a few days ago...before liane and the ri boyboys abandoned singapore to go to shanghai and japan respectively to enjoy cooling weather and great food...taken from benny who took it from chrissie...hmm you know what...neoprints are fun actually...BUT only when they turn out nice and is worth your money...like this one...haha I love us =)...

still listening to the spirited away soundtrack...suspect that I'm addicted to it...

pw survey exercise today...well...erm...it was fun while it lasted...yes...went to toa payoh to do the thing...and met some of the people from the irritating side of the population...stand there do nothing for ten minutes still decline to help us fill out the survey?...phoo...

oh ya...there was this street stall there selling some kind of pest control stuff...the thing is basically an ultra-strong sticky pad with a tablet of food in the middle...so the point is that pests are attracted to the tablet and so they walk on the sticky pad to get to it...but they get stuck...and they remain stuck...so basically it starves to death there cause it can't get away anymore...yea so the stallowner was displaying samples of the sticky pad with all kinds of REAL cockroaches stuck on it...there was even one with a live (though dying) cockroach...me huiwen and jeslyn were like totally disgusted by it...marcus just laughed -_-...guys react really weirdly sometimes...

yay...class gathering on monday 6th at gab's house...pw meeting on tuesday 7th at marcus' house...tentative sleepover tuesday night at my house...the ri boyboys also coming back on tuesday 7th(haha finally got people to bully again =D)...band chalet from thursday 9th to saturday 11th...liane teo coming back from shanghai on sunday 12th...haha totally looking forward to next week =)...

I keep having the feeling that I'm supposed to go out with someone tomorrow...though I can't remember with who and to do what...hmm weird...

phoo...I shall go game for the rest of the night...something which I haven't done since end of sec 3...yepz...haha miss those days when the only reason I exist on the comp was to game...hehx...ok enough...byebye...

ps...alan cheered me up alot last night...he's such a miracle =)...

[~08:50 p.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]

hmm...funny...I seemed to have turned into a relationship consultant overnight...ever since I came online at around 9.30 I've been bombarded with everyone's relationship problems...hmm look at that...nearly 3 hours...and now I feel extremely burdened with everyone's problems and secrets...phoo...and who's going to listen to poor little me? =(...well...not like I have any major problems now...but still ><...I need a hug...

feeling better now than in the afternoon...went to grandma's house to laze around and eat her delicious home-cooked dinner...still feeling abit bloated...well at least it helped cheer me up abit...and then I came back home and came online...and (refer to previous paragraph)...so yeah...

been listening to spirited away soundtrack put on repeat for the past 3 hours...the piano solos rock...sootballs is still the nicest track of all...cuteness...

the cute little lemur in madagascar is called mort...such a big name for such a small guy...oh well...just adds to the cuteness...mort is a funny name afterall...

going into my second day without liane and the ri boyboys...not bad I haven't broken down from boredom yet...haha 5 more days to go =)...hope they're having fun all the way over there...cause I'm not -_-...

pw survey exercise tomorrow...phoo...hope I can get my mood up by then...a good night's sleep should help considerably...just wish we would be able to get the whole thing done as soon as possible...promised to bring sis to watch madagascar tomorrow...yes I know don't laugh at me...I guess it's a nice movie to render a fulfilling second watching...

hai...ok...I admit it...I'm in desperate need of human contact...when's the class outing dammit?!...and can we have that sleepover soon?...really need my friends now...don't know why...but doesn't help that half of them are nearly half a hemisphere away...ok that sentence was extremely exaggerated...but who cares...it's 12.30 in the morning...I'm entitled to be cranky =P...

phoo...I shall go sleep...alan will somehow cheer me up...he always does =)...

bye...

[~12:27 a.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]

fwah...I'm seriously starting to miss liane and the ri boyboys...now my msn is like how quiet...phoo...

alrights...new template done yesterday...the general layout is by LuvZaiZai (can be found under links)...I just moved the stuff around abit and changed the side pics...yep...that girl there is ayumi...haha me thinks she's damn pretty...though I seriously need better quality pics than those...

I wonder if the cute little lemur in madagascar has a name...didn't bother looking at the credits...

I want to watch mr & mrs smith...

this sucks...online is no fun anymore =(...

byes...

[~02:13 p.m., Thursday, June 2, 2005~]

Name: yuhning...
Birthday: 3rd feb...
Birthplace: singapore...
Current Location: still stuck in singapore...
Eye Color: dark brown...
Hair Color: erm...interchangeable...now is red...
Height: 158cm...
Right Handed or Left Handed: rights...
Your Heritage: chinese?...cantonese??...
The Shoes You Wore Today: anebir...
Your Weakness: math...probably physics too...
Your Fears: being left alone...
Your Perfect Pizza: with lots of pineapple =)...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hahaz...
Thoughts First Waking Up: I don't think when I wake up...
Your Best Physical Feature: phoo...don't know...
Your Bedtime: anytime between 11 and 2...
Your Most Missed Memory: sec 4 lunchtime on tues and thurs...hai haven't touched cards for damn damn long...
Pepsi or Coke: coke...
McDonalds or Burger King: macs...bk is so ex...
Single or Group Dates: single i guess...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no tea...
Chocolate or Vanilla: choc...
Cappuccino or Coffee: none...
Do you Smoke: second-hand...
Do you Swear: all the time...
Do you Sing: every morning...YES I sing the national anthem *glares*...
Do you Shower Daily: duh...
Have you Been in Love: I suppose so...
Do you want to go to College: I am in college...
Do you want to get Married: of course...
Do you belive in yourself: usually...
Do you get Motion Sickness: thank goodness no...roller coasters rock =)...
Do you think you are Attractive: haha...
Are you a Health Freak: not really...
Do you get along with your Parents: good thing yes...
Do you like Thunderstorms: no...
Do you play an Instrument: yepz...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nopes...
In the past month have you Smoked: second-hand...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: duh...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ehh no...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no ><...
In the past month have you been on Stage: yepz...
In the past month have you been Dumped: not...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not too...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not three...
Ever been Drunk: definitely...
Ever been called a Tease: yepz...
Ever been Beaten up: thankfully no...
Ever Shoplifted: no...
How do you want to Die: with no regrets...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: something to do with bio...
What country would you most like to Visit: russia =)...
Favourite Eye Color in a guy: brown...
Favourite Hair Color in a guy: brown too...
Short or Long Hair in a guy: middle...
Best Clothing Style: shirt shorts and sandals...without clashing colours of course...
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0...
Number of CDs I own: about 50...
Number of Piercings: 0...
Number of Tattoos: 0...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmm...about 3 I guess...

[~10:36 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]

phoo im here again...testings...lardidar...blah blah blah...

[~07:55 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]

hi...nice layout =)...blahblah blah blahblahblah blahblah...blah blah blahblahblah...

[~07:50 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]



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Your gaze is so very tender as you stare at me
Over there, on that little flimsy chair
With a gentle, happy face
She agreed, smiling

While some kind of loud noise was building
In my mind, it was as though it was collapsing
Unable to move, I just kept standing there

"Why isn't it me?" I asked, but
It's not some kind of foolish example
You were there as I had never seen you before
As I can only, only feel from far away
How on earth can I express this emotion?

From time to time, the sorrow in your eyes
Would show me the reason, so...

That which can be given to you
I can't give it, no one can
Is it only that one person who is so understanding that can?

When do you first miss her?
About that time, I realized the truth
I saw through the lies, and even if I pretended they were true
It's just, just so excessively empty
This feeling.... Is this known as love?

"Why isn't it me?" I asked, but
It's not some kind of foolish example
You were there as I had never seen you before
Did you feel it from far away?

When do you first miss her?
About that time, I realized the truth
I saw through the lies, and even if I pretended they were true
It's just, just so excessively empty
This feeling is certainly known as love, isn't it?

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whee...I'm totally addicted on fairyland =)...[click here] to hear the stream...it rocks!!! XD...

went to watch war of the worlds on saturday...oh man it's damn damn cool =)...but me thinks they should have stuck more to the book...like for the design of the aliens and their tripods...I mean...since when did the aliens have limbs...and where are their tentacles?!! X(...the tripods look alot more high-tech though...they now have built-in heatrays =)...haha I think the heatray effect was cool...but the clothes fluttering around after that is a little bit disgusting...imagine running for your life then having someone else's underwear fall on your head -_-...ok nevermind...character-wise...tom cruise rocks...and adding the family element was a nice touch =)...glad they got rid of all those useless characters in the book (ogilvy and frank)...but there were still quite alot of useless characters...like the woman and girl they met at the harbour who got a total of about 3 minutes of airtime?...only thing I hate about the movie is the ending...oh man and I thought they would have enough sense to think of a better ending...death from bacterial infection?...what kind of respectable movie would end like that...disgusting...ahh nevermind...movie was great as a whole...not worth $9.50 actually...more like $8...hmm oh well...

boo...been sick for the past 2 days...suspect I caught some virus from huien...horribleness...

nothing more to say...shall go continue gushing over ayu...byebye...

[~09:28 p.m., Monday, July 4, 2005~]

whee so cool =)...we have a batch blog!!...haha go to the links tab for the link (duh)...haha yepz =)...

fwee...wanted to blog yesterday but after I fell onto the bed I couldn't bring myself to get up again...so I just slept -_-...

yesterday was a baaaaaaad day...mum cheated me to go for a facial treatment and I can tell you IT HURT LIKE HELL!!...basically the beautician makes you lie down on this horizontal bed thingie WITHOUT a pillow so you feel damn uncomfortable the whole time...then they wash your face with this nice cooling but stinky gel...then they use this machine that blows steam onto your face for about 10 minutes to open up your pores...haha oh man I almost suffocated can...it's like everytime I breathe I feel like I'm taking in water through my nose =P...then after that comes the worst part...the person locates your blackheads/pimples one by one and puts a small metal thingie onto it...and presses down...HARD...wahlau it seriously hurts like shit...then you wince and die but you can't scream or complain cause it will look damn malu...so you endure about 15-20 minutes of intense pain...then after that they put this soothing gel mask on your face to close up your pores...and I tell you after they break your skin forcing your blackheads out then when they apply the mask it burns like hell...seriously...then they leave you alone for a while for the mask to harden...then they clean the mask off wash your face then finally let you off...but your face is going to remain red and raw and painful for the next few days...sucks larh...most painful 90 minutes of my life =P...

today was a nice day =)...went school to mug yet again...haha school is a nice place to mug actually...(actually it's a nicer place to stone =P)...anyway...we went to some nice remote private corner of the school to mug...haha that place got nice wind =)...finished mugging my math...then stoned for half the time and learnt J2 math and chem for the rest =P...quite unproductive on my part larh but seriously not in mugging mode this morning...hehx...will try to make up for it tomorrow and go do my math tys...phoo...

realized that people come to tag at my tagboard in droves...there'll be like this period when noone would say anything...then suddenly overnight 5 or 6 posts will pop out from nowhere...interesting...

my mum just got herself some nightgowns...damn scary larh...last night I was in the bathroom washing my face...then I was washing washing then look into the mirror then suddenly see this white robed figure gliding around in the bedroom outside...wahlau I almost screamed can...shall ask her not to wear those nightgowns at night...haha damn but that defeats the whole purpose...phoo =P...

the last war on earth won't be started by humans...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to watch war of the worlds!!!...stupid CT go away ><...ok NEVERMIND I can still watch after CT...YES!!...dammit...

haha this entry is particularly long...

ok I shall spend the rest of the time replying tags...
liane: who what where?...when did I say you were horrible...hmm or maybe it was starfish...ok most likely it is starfish...
startfish: haha change of name liao...STARTfish =P...anyway ribena never come you not happy is it?...anyway ribena is a drink fullstop how can it come and tag? XP...
yiling: can you for once stop acting like a stalker?...haha and so lousy can don't mug so much...I will LAUGH if you don't get 4 As...ok abit mean I shall not...and stop spamming my tagboard too...
kaishi: haha hi...your spamming very effectives...one entry with 6 words and 1 emoticon =P...hehx...

whee ok I'm done...nothing more to say...haha ok byez...

[~10:00 p.m., Saturday, June 25, 2005~]

yes I am finally back...

fwee...today was a funned day =)...went school to mug again with brian...during which I displayed my (lack of) intelligence probably a thousand times by asking stupid math questions...ANYWAY...lunch at cartel rocks =)...ok fine we didn't get soup so we didn't get free flow of nice homemade bread...but we got ice-cream!! =)...chocolate fudge ice-cream's quite nice actually...but easy to get sick of...phoo...haha after lunch we went back to school...well let's just say that we spent the afternoon going around doing lots of stupid fun stuff...and I displayed my (lack of) mathematical intelligence probably another thousand times...ok dammit I shall not elaborate more...

reached home at about 7 and had to cook instant mee for myself cause mum was out playing mahjong so she couldn't bring us out -_-...well...maybe that and the fact that I'm a lazy pok and don't want to go out again to buy food...ok cancel that...so I had my nice instant mee dinner...and after dinner I went to watch TV...they were showing some scary movie on channel 62...so I was watching...then there was this instance when the protagonist had to enter this haunted hotel...so he went in and he was exploring the place...so he was like walking around...then he came to the toilet...and I immediately screamed and changed channel...then I waited for about 30 seconds then switched back...so the guy had left the toilet...then he was walking walking...then he came to this room and he opened the door...and the screen switched from the guy into the room and showed this body tied to the ceiling rafters by its feet...well they only got to showing the feet before I screamed and switched channel again...after that I didn't feel like scaring myself anymore so I stopped watching...not that I really saw anything scary BUT you get my point =P...

came online about 2 hours ago...and been suanned continuously by liane patrick nicholas & leehui for the next 1 hour...they are horrible people I tell you...patrick & nic spent the entire time suanning me non-stop...liane spent her entire time laughing at patrick and nic...leehui spent half the time away and half the time trying to figure out what we're talking about...oh man...I never knew nic was so good at suanning...

whee...noone's online now...ok noone online is talking to me now...yes...and I got damn bored of solitaire...and the whole world keeps asking me to update...guess that's why I'm here...phoo...

hmm...just realized that this entry makes me sound damn sad and loserish...damn...ok I shall not condemn myself further =P...byez...

[~10:48 p.m., Thursday, June 23, 2005~]

If you dance
In my heart I will love you
Forever
Come and dance with me tonight
If you dance
I will try to love you
Forever
Won't you dance with me tonight?

oh man...I'm like so addicted to this song...

ask me...what am I doing at 12.08am on a sunday morning?...mugging bio...gross...can you even believe me?...I'm mugging bio!!...I feel so disgusted by myself...

if anyone can make the CTs go away...I will love you forever...

yes...still have nair's last chapter on genetics to cover...haiz...her notes are so long and detailed and exhaustive...feel like crying liao...

*dies*...

ps...someone send me the madagascar lemur song!!...I want the version sang by the lemur k!!...I like to move it move it =)...ya like to...MOVE IT!! XD...

[~12:08 a.m., Sunday, June 19, 2005~]

oh man...I feel damn dumb...onned the comp when I got home but forgot...so I went to sleep for 2 hours...then I went to bathe...then I came back and realized it had been on on standby for about 3 hours...stupidity -_-...

damn tired...feel like going back to sleep...

batman was normal I guess...but definitely not worth 8 bucks =P...haha spent half the time trying to figure out what's happening and the other half falling asleep...sadness...haha and today is the first time I saw the cunning side of nicholas =P...

yay someone send me invest photos =D...

whee...feel damn cool...tranced just now...damn shuang...hahaz...

haha nothing more to say...this is a disjointed entry anyway...byez...

ps...love you all j2s =)...

[~10:08 p.m., Wednesday, June 15, 2005~]

A -ALL YOU WANT TO SAY:
this rocks...I'm a happy person =)...

B -BOYFRIEND's name:
ahahahaz...laugh for damn long can...Boyfriend's name...go figure...

C -CAREER:
student...bandgirl...ahsayunian...3Q bimbo...

D -DAD's name:
omg this thing keeps making me laugh like mad...David =)...

E -ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane:
someone nice and huggable to sit beside you that you can hug when you're bored...

F -FAVOURITE song at the moment:
incomplete by BSB...is this LOVE? by ayu...and basically all the songs in jolin's J-Game album =)...

G is for GIRLFRIENDS:
yiling ethel jes sinhui sherlene liru charlotte liane leehui momo siokteng stine & pris =)...all mine!!...

H -HOMETOWN:
singapore...pretty little island in the middle of nowhere =)...

I -INSTRUMENTS you play:
sop clarineto...bass clarineto...haha come to think of it what happened to my bass guitar...

J -JAM or JELLY you like:
jelly =)...JELLYFISH XD...

K -KIDS:
haha sweetness...the only time when kids are uncute is in the movie theatre =P...

L -LIVING arrangements:
a bed a bolster a comp a phone an mp3...period =)...

M -MOM's name:
cindy...

N -NAME of your best friend:
haha my best friend?...alan duh =)...oh and hamu too...

O -OVERNIGHT hospital stay:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ><...

P -PHOBIA[s]:
the dark...insects...birds...dying...

Q -QUOTE you hate:
everything happens for a reason...

R -RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest:
with alan duh =)...

S -SINGER(s) you like most:
AYU FOREVER!!!...haha...and BSB...and jolin tsai...

T -TIME you woke up today:
10.30!!...cries...

U -UNIQUE trait:
haha fine patrick...demanding and possessive just like the royal highness I am =P...

V -VEGETABLE you love:
I.hate.veggies...period...

W -WORST habit:
indecisiveness...

X - X-RAYS you've had:
on my teeth...

Y-YUMMY food you make/bake:
I don't bake haha...

Z -ZODIAC:
rabbity =)...

yay I'm done...phoo no more...yay byes =)...

[~08:25 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

omg this is really cheering me up =)...I should do this kind of stuff more often...

1]. What did u do a few minutes ago?
look for questionnaires...
2]. Why did u do that?
to cheer myself up?...
3]. Who's on ur mind right now?
noone until I saw the question...so it's not counted right...
4]. Do u miss skool?
find me a person who would believe it if I said yes =P...
5]. Where r ur mom n dad?
outside watching TV...
6]. Do u have any younger/older bro/sis?
younger sis...and a twin bro...
7]. Do u love ur younger/older bro/sis?
me loves them both =)...
8]. Are u sometimes moody?
haha I was moody like an hour ago?...
9]. Where do u really wanna go to?
I don't know...somewhere where I can have loads of fun I guess...
10]. Which one do u prefer..msn or ym?
haha...is ym supposed to be yahoo messenger or something?...msn duh...
11]. What's ur fave drink?
ribena =)...is a drink...fullstop...
12]. What best describes u?
childish...bratty...
13]. Are u picky?
very...I won't eat veggies for my life =P...
14]. Do u love shopping?
I suppose...
15]. Where do u usually go shopping?
town i guess...maybe more of J8 now...
16]. What r the 3 best things you like to do?
sleep...eat expensive food...& enjoy life =)...
17]. How many times a day do u shower?
once normally...
18]. How long do u shower?
ahahaz...an hour I guess...
19]. If u happen to spot a brand new wallet somewhere on the floor what would u do to it?
take the money and return the wallet...
20]. If u happen to win 10,000 dollars, what will u buy?
I'll definitely buy a ticket to ayu's next concert...and maybe a trip around the world with my buddies =)...
21]. What makes u freak out?
the dark...
22]. Where do u live?
somewhere up north...with pretty sunsets...in a neighbourhood infested with cute cats...
23]. Are u the president of any clubs?
the alan fanclub =)...
24]. Are u a prefect at skool?
long long ago...
25]. prs?
haha?...
26]. pps??
don't know also...
27]. monitor?
*continues to be clueless*...
28]. assistant monitor?
what's with these stupid shortforms...
29]. What's ur opinion on chocolates?
they make you fat...but they're nice with malt crisps...hints...
30]. What color is ur room's wall?
green...mum's idea...
31]. Who cleans ur room?
usually mum...occasionally me...
32]. Who was the last person who yelled at U?
patrick scolds me ><...
33]. Last testimonial to?
I don't think I utilize friendster...
34]. How are you feeling right now?
hot...the weather sucks...
35]. What time did u wake up this morning?
10.30 I think...phoo so early...
36]. How many times have ur profile been viewed?
is this another friendster question?...
37]. What's the most annoying thing a person could do?
dao you for no reason...
38]. If a stranger girl/boy happens to smile at u, would u smile back?
why not?...
39]. What does Donald Trump means to u?
ahaha...I don't watch his shows...
40]. What are u going to do after this?
do more quesstionnaires...
41].Are u in love?
I don't know...love is a strong word...
42].Who?
tell me you don't know...
43].Why?
I never knew I needed a reason to like someone...

fwee...this rocks...

[~07:46 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

yay let's continue...

1.Song playing at the moment?
'Xu Yuan Chi De Xi La Shao Nu' by Jolin Tsai...
2.One reason for living?
to enjoy and indulge myself...
3.Do u think your partner is sexy?
...seriously...erm...I never thought about that...
4.Ever donated blood?
haha nope...scared of needles...
5.Fav color?
orange forever =)...
6.Accessories you usually wear?
yiling's presents I guess...she's such a sweetie (at times)...
7.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
never had a heartbreak before...so...haa...
8.Last place you went? with who?
ehh...band chalet at aranda?...with the band =)...
9.Last person who disappointed you?
it'll be better if I don't say neh...
10.The most boring sport?
darts...don't laugh...there ARE darts tournaments...but probably too boring that's why nobody knows they exist...
11.Ever had a baby?
haha..hamu was a baby when I got him =)...
13.The funniest movie you watched in the past week?
madagascar =)...though not in the past week but ya...the lemurs are the funniest things ever...
14.The most romantic gift?
a huge bouquet of red roses...with a wedding ring hidden inside =)...phoo I'm so mushy =P...
15.Sang on stage before?
haha...that was so so long ago...
16.Strucked by lightning before?
haha nope...though my mum always says I better watch out cause I'll get struck if I ever lie to her...
17.Danced with a loved one before?
nope...I don't dance by the way...
18.Ever wished you could turn back time?
always...
19.What would you do if you woke up one day and find yourself to be someone from the opposite sex?
haha omg won't that be fun...hmm probably pretend to be yiling's bf just to piss SOMEONE off...
20.One song that's meaningful to you?
incomplete...by BSB...
21.Last person you met?
my mum?...or rather siokteng...
22.What will you be doing tomorrow?
mr & mrs smith =)...
23.Who's your favorite F4 member?
haha I don't like F4 can...but I'd pick vanness...he has e prettiest body and the coolest dance moves =)...
24.One thing you regretted doing.
I shall not say...though I'm really wishing for someone to come tell me that I did the right thing =(...
25.Do people like you?
*cough*...I suppose so...
26.What was the last game you played on the computer?
omg bomberman...I need bomberman kakkees!! =D...
27.Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
all my friends mean the same to me...I don't grade people...but I would guess ayu =)...I'll seriously cry if she retires...
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
erm...not really hate...just dislike...but I shouldn't say...
30. What do you wish to happen now?
someone to sayang me & bring me to the beach to look at the nice sunset (and look for jellyfish)...haha...

haha that was fun too...the last question was seriously cool =)...shall go look for more...

ps...just realized that qns 12 and 28 are missing...shrugs...

[~06:55 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

hmm...today's probably one of those days when I'm at the wrong end of the big mood swing that is my life...oh well...shall go do useless stuff...makes me feel alot happier...

phoo...let's start...

1)How are you?
not as fine as I would like...but not that bad...
2)Single/Attached?
second...
3)Like anyone so far?
I think the previous question answers it all...but yes...
4)Who is she/he?
go figure...I think you know anyway...
5)Who do you always chat with in MSN/IRC/ICQ etc?
anyone who happens to talk to me I guess...but mostly my section and the saxes...and maybe my pw mates...
6) How was school?
disgustingly fun...I love 3Q =)...
7)Who are you always with in school?
yiling ethel jes sinhui sherz liru & charz...probably liane patrick & leehui too...
8)Like wad kinda music?
techno...trance...jpop...spirited away =)...
9)Anybody hate you?
there must be someone...though I'd rather not know who...
10)Any posers/trendy wankers in ur school?
hahaa...aren't we all posers anyway =)...
11)Wad kinda person are you?
extremely childish...abit slow at times...ok all the time actually...easily taken in...
12)Do you drink/smoke?
I love vodka =)...and I smoke second-hand...
13)Are you into any subculture/gang?
the 3Q bimbos...not a very impresive 'gang' but we're fun =)...
14)Like your fellow mates?
of course...best people I could ask for...
15)Who do you always chat with?
wasn't that a previous question?...
16)What problems u face so far?
if I get started I think I'll very end...so let's just say that I'm extremely paranoid now...
17)Been into a very fierce fight?
no...not yet anyway...
18)Do you think you have changed for the better?
academically maybe yes...personally no (actually I think I've become alot dumber ever since I entered JC =P)...
19)Do people treat u well?
relatively so...if you don't count getting bullied by every other person you talk to...
20)Last msg to type?
I feel better already =)...online questionnaires rock...

this is fun...I shall do another =)...

[~06:22 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

all that...and I think kexin actually says it all for me...

in her words:
I'm just the kind of person that recognises what I have to do, recognise my own faults most of the time and contrary to popular belief, actually have a brain inside my head. In other words, I don't need nagging and nor do I respond to it. The more you threaten me/ issue me ultimatums/ give me dirty looks, the more I will pretend that nothing is wrong and ignore you and possibly abort my plans to change whatever was wrong with me/my actions. Hard sell doesn't work anymore, my dear. The worst thing you could ever do, is to bitch about me to another fellow human being, 'cause that will make me hate you, possibly forever, but mostly for life. Also, too much of one thing results in a bloody overdose, and will just make me immune to it.
On the other hand, if you're nice to me/ do nice things for me/ buy me stuff, I might just feel positively motivated to return your kind favour, or just do things I know I ought to be doing 'cause I feel somewhat indebted to you for your niceness.

I think she rocks =)...

[~12:51 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

I am...Vindicated

this sucks...I should stop being paranoid and enjoy my life...damn it...who cares about what you think anyway...

I am selfish, I am wrong

band chalet was fun...I can't believe how I actually fell asleep with 2 mahjong games going on about 2 metres away...didn't manage to go for my lone midnight stroll though...everytime I try to sneak off I'll get caught by someone -_-...but well...it was funky...I had fun...and chalet comm rocks =)...

I am right I swear I'm right

nothing to do now except mug...and mug...and waste my life away...invest is in 2 days...seriously going to miss all the j2s...they make band so much more fun...and so much more lively...guess I'll still see them around school...but it won't be the same...haiz...

Swear I knew it all along

ayu's releasing a new single mid-july...song name's 'alterna'...two weeks later another single titled 'dancing'...and in september a third single featuring the theme song for the movie 'SHINOBI'...BSB's making a comeback with a new album due out tomorrow...I still haven't gotten jolin tsai's 'J-Game' album...all these and a huge line-up of movies I want to watch...mr & mrs smith, war of the worlds, charlie & the chocolate factory, shinobi...hmm...hope shinobi's coming to singapore though...heard it's a cool movie...

And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well

I don't know...I think you're right...which means I'm wrong...which is going to mean hell for me...yet I can't do anything about it...at least not now...ahh this sucks...feel like I'm living someone else's life...maybe I should just go away for awhile or something...hai...know I shouldn't be bothered so much by it but it hurts all the same...

I am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

feel like burying my head under the pillow and going to sleep for the next ten thousand years...and when I wake up hopefully they will all be gone...

[~12:13 p.m., Monday, June 13, 2005~]

phoo...hehx today was a fun day =)...

had pw meeting in the afternoon at my house...damn damn fun...the only constructive work we did was collating our interview answers on foolscap and plotting graphs of survey results on excel...all done by our beloved computer-literate marcus =P...while the rest of us had extreme fun...well...gossiping...haha...and I found out that marcus has good taste in music...HE LIKES THE SPIRITED AWAY OST TOO XD!!...hahaz...then we got bored of gossiping about the same old people...so we started playing games on the comp...haha bomberman is damn damn fun when you play it with friends...haha huiwen kept getting killed by her own bomb blast =P...damn funny...

yay...class outing tomorrow at sentosa...going to play beach volleyball go kayaking have lunch at expensive restaurants meant for rich tourists and maybe have a conspiracy to bury yiling in the sand =P...haha so fun...hope I get to find some jellyfish in the sea =)...cuteness...and after that probably loiter around for awhile before going for OG outing at orchard...haha don't know what we're going to do then but hope I won't be too tired...phoo...then come home sleep and pack for chalet the next day...so funs =)...

hehx...my days are packed with so much fun laughter peace and joy that I can't find time to mug =P...

haha...the ri boyboys are finally back...hope they got nice souvenirs for me =)...hai still waiting for liane to come back though...miss her funky puns and dry humour =(...

changed the lyrics for "is this LOVE?" under the 'ME' link...now it makes more sense =)...hehx...

whee...

nothing more to say...byez...

[~11:05 p.m., Tuesday, June 7, 2005~]

clarification:
that pic down there reads ribena, means ribena, is ribena...NOTHING ELSE...don't read anymore into it...cause I didn't mean anything else...it's ribena fullstop...IN THAT ORDER!!...

[~10:08 p.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]


as you can see I'm extremely bored with my life...to actually have to resort to doodling sad stuff like this on a piece of scrap paper says alot...and seriously...my msn is like how silent...noone to bother AT ALL...everyone's not online...and the sad amount who are actually online are all away...what is this man -_-...


took this a few days ago...before liane and the ri boyboys abandoned singapore to go to shanghai and japan respectively to enjoy cooling weather and great food...taken from benny who took it from chrissie...hmm you know what...neoprints are fun actually...BUT only when they turn out nice and is worth your money...like this one...haha I love us =)...

still listening to the spirited away soundtrack...suspect that I'm addicted to it...

pw survey exercise today...well...erm...it was fun while it lasted...yes...went to toa payoh to do the thing...and met some of the people from the irritating side of the population...stand there do nothing for ten minutes still decline to help us fill out the survey?...phoo...

oh ya...there was this street stall there selling some kind of pest control stuff...the thing is basically an ultra-strong sticky pad with a tablet of food in the middle...so the point is that pests are attracted to the tablet and so they walk on the sticky pad to get to it...but they get stuck...and they remain stuck...so basically it starves to death there cause it can't get away anymore...yea so the stallowner was displaying samples of the sticky pad with all kinds of REAL cockroaches stuck on it...there was even one with a live (though dying) cockroach...me huiwen and jeslyn were like totally disgusted by it...marcus just laughed -_-...guys react really weirdly sometimes...

yay...class gathering on monday 6th at gab's house...pw meeting on tuesday 7th at marcus' house...tentative sleepover tuesday night at my house...the ri boyboys also coming back on tuesday 7th(haha finally got people to bully again =D)...band chalet from thursday 9th to saturday 11th...liane teo coming back from shanghai on sunday 12th...haha totally looking forward to next week =)...

I keep having the feeling that I'm supposed to go out with someone tomorrow...though I can't remember with who and to do what...hmm weird...

phoo...I shall go game for the rest of the night...something which I haven't done since end of sec 3...yepz...haha miss those days when the only reason I exist on the comp was to game...hehx...ok enough...byebye...

ps...alan cheered me up alot last night...he's such a miracle =)...

[~08:50 p.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]

hmm...funny...I seemed to have turned into a relationship consultant overnight...ever since I came online at around 9.30 I've been bombarded with everyone's relationship problems...hmm look at that...nearly 3 hours...and now I feel extremely burdened with everyone's problems and secrets...phoo...and who's going to listen to poor little me? =(...well...not like I have any major problems now...but still ><...I need a hug...

feeling better now than in the afternoon...went to grandma's house to laze around and eat her delicious home-cooked dinner...still feeling abit bloated...well at least it helped cheer me up abit...and then I came back home and came online...and (refer to previous paragraph)...so yeah...

been listening to spirited away soundtrack put on repeat for the past 3 hours...the piano solos rock...sootballs is still the nicest track of all...cuteness...

the cute little lemur in madagascar is called mort...such a big name for such a small guy...oh well...just adds to the cuteness...mort is a funny name afterall...

going into my second day without liane and the ri boyboys...not bad I haven't broken down from boredom yet...haha 5 more days to go =)...hope they're having fun all the way over there...cause I'm not -_-...

pw survey exercise tomorrow...phoo...hope I can get my mood up by then...a good night's sleep should help considerably...just wish we would be able to get the whole thing done as soon as possible...promised to bring sis to watch madagascar tomorrow...yes I know don't laugh at me...I guess it's a nice movie to render a fulfilling second watching...

hai...ok...I admit it...I'm in desperate need of human contact...when's the class outing dammit?!...and can we have that sleepover soon?...really need my friends now...don't know why...but doesn't help that half of them are nearly half a hemisphere away...ok that sentence was extremely exaggerated...but who cares...it's 12.30 in the morning...I'm entitled to be cranky =P...

phoo...I shall go sleep...alan will somehow cheer me up...he always does =)...

bye...

[~12:27 a.m., Friday, June 3, 2005~]

fwah...I'm seriously starting to miss liane and the ri boyboys...now my msn is like how quiet...phoo...

alrights...new template done yesterday...the general layout is by LuvZaiZai (can be found under links)...I just moved the stuff around abit and changed the side pics...yep...that girl there is ayumi...haha me thinks she's damn pretty...though I seriously need better quality pics than those...

I wonder if the cute little lemur in madagascar has a name...didn't bother looking at the credits...

I want to watch mr & mrs smith...

this sucks...online is no fun anymore =(...

byes...

[~02:13 p.m., Thursday, June 2, 2005~]

Name: yuhning...
Birthday: 3rd feb...
Birthplace: singapore...
Current Location: still stuck in singapore...
Eye Color: dark brown...
Hair Color: erm...interchangeable...now is red...
Height: 158cm...
Right Handed or Left Handed: rights...
Your Heritage: chinese?...cantonese??...
The Shoes You Wore Today: anebir...
Your Weakness: math...probably physics too...
Your Fears: being left alone...
Your Perfect Pizza: with lots of pineapple =)...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hahaz...
Thoughts First Waking Up: I don't think when I wake up...
Your Best Physical Feature: phoo...don't know...
Your Bedtime: anytime between 11 and 2...
Your Most Missed Memory: sec 4 lunchtime on tues and thurs...hai haven't touched cards for damn damn long...
Pepsi or Coke: coke...
McDonalds or Burger King: macs...bk is so ex...
Single or Group Dates: single i guess...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no tea...
Chocolate or Vanilla: choc...
Cappuccino or Coffee: none...
Do you Smoke: second-hand...
Do you Swear: all the time...
Do you Sing: every morning...YES I sing the national anthem *glares*...
Do you Shower Daily: duh...
Have you Been in Love: I suppose so...
Do you want to go to College: I am in college...
Do you want to get Married: of course...
Do you belive in yourself: usually...
Do you get Motion Sickness: thank goodness no...roller coasters rock =)...
Do you think you are Attractive: haha...
Are you a Health Freak: not really...
Do you get along with your Parents: good thing yes...
Do you like Thunderstorms: no...
Do you play an Instrument: yepz...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nopes...
In the past month have you Smoked: second-hand...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: duh...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ehh no...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no ><...
In the past month have you been on Stage: yepz...
In the past month have you been Dumped: not...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not too...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not three...
Ever been Drunk: definitely...
Ever been called a Tease: yepz...
Ever been Beaten up: thankfully no...
Ever Shoplifted: no...
How do you want to Die: with no regrets...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: something to do with bio...
What country would you most like to Visit: russia =)...
Favourite Eye Color in a guy: brown...
Favourite Hair Color in a guy: brown too...
Short or Long Hair in a guy: middle...
Best Clothing Style: shirt shorts and sandals...without clashing colours of course...
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0...
Number of CDs I own: about 50...
Number of Piercings: 0...
Number of Tattoos: 0...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmm...about 3 I guess...

[~10:36 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]

phoo im here again...testings...lardidar...blah blah blah...

[~07:55 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]

hi...nice layout =)...blahblah blah blahblahblah blahblah...blah blah blahblahblah...

[~07:50 p.m., Wednesday, June 1, 2005~]