Mood: [ Relieved]
Moment: [21:37 Wednesday, May 25, 2005]

phoo...I should stop announcing to the whole world that I owe them money...today sherlene came up to me and said "gel!! I know you owe me money. But I don't know how much. Haha actually I also don't know until I read your blog"...I feel damn stupid -_-...and liane no need to get so ji dong...remind me tomorrow if you can remember =P...

haha I shall talk about vesak day (though it's two days past)...yepz...I was over-sleeping till like 2 in the afternoon when yiling called me to ask me go library mug with her...so we went larh...haha actually the only thing I want to highlight is her dressing...come let me describe...she was wearing this plain collared shirt that is dull pink in colour...and together with that she wore light gray cotton -baggy- sweatpants...and plus that she wore sandals...can you even begin to imagine the (obscene) picture?...haha =P...


yes here's a photo...but so sad cannot see the disgusting sweatpants...but oh well you can see the gross shade of pink her shirt is...yea and she's trying to act innocent...quite unsuccessful I might say...cause she looks more pitiful than anything else...

and no...I'm not going to upload the "nice" photo =P...

ok enough of monday...today when I went to school and first saw yiling my initial thought was "omg wad did she do to herself"...yes let me describe again...she was wearing this really really big dark grey woolen sweater...it was like so huge that you can only see like 2 inches of her skirt poking out from beneath =P...then she got rid of her contacts and wore specs instead...wahlau total NERD larh...haha wanted to take picture but so sad rhdya was in st's locker...missed the golden opportunity...

anyway my whole point was to show that yiling is a fashion disaster...

haha...gp essay paper was damn damn funny...let me tell you something first...2 weeks before the CT lpm gave us an essay assignment to do...so I did this question that goes "does the book still have a future?"...and I wrote about the media being a competitor of the book and whatnot...so I did the question and lpm gave me 34 for it...then everyone went to read my essay cause it's supposedly a model answer...yea...then today I was sitting in the lt reading the CT questions...then I saw question 9..."does the advent of digital media signal the beginning of the end for books and the publishing industry?"...my initial reaction was to stare and think 'wth something is wrong'...and my second reaction was to die laughing =P...and apparently after reading my essay alot of people went to do that question...plagiarism larh I tell you...but it was really damn funny...compre was relatively normal though...except for the fact that I forgot how to answer application questions so I died...

then after CT we went to the canteen for PW meeting...was quite uneventful until the point in time when I went to the jap food booth and bought a corokke...so I was happily eating...then some idiot came up to me and asked whether the corokke was nice...so I said ya...then you know what he asked?!!..."haha so can I have a bite?"...wahlau I stared at him in shock for a full 5 seconds larh...damn insulted can...I am so so disgusted by him larh...gross can...

ok I shall not dwell on that (later cannot sleep)...so after that me yiling sherlene and jeslyn went to J8 mos to eat lunch...haha we basically spent the whole time laughing at sherlene's stalker incident...and we came to the conclusion that sherlene attracts perverts =P...after that we walked around J8 with the primary aim of buying a present for sherlene's sis...then we ended up spending alot of time walking around the whole place and buying stuff for ourselves =P...I got a nice furry orange pencilcase for myself...yiling got lots of coloured hairclips...and sherlene got this hairtie that says "kiss me"...haha then in the end sherlene ended up buying a miserable pair of socks for her sis -_-...


hee look =)...my new pencilcase...it's like damn nice to touch cause it's furry but it's super big...going to have a hard time finding space for it in my bag...haha which reminds me...I got a new bag too...from causeway point at only 9 bucks =)...haha quite nice larh but damn ego...cause the words on the bag say "hey! I'm not just a pretty face!!"...haha oops abit ego larh...but oh well...

after that yiling and I went to the library to borrow books to read...yea and all the way some freaky ugly guy kept messaging yiling and asking her to go out with him...so he was like asking whether she wants to watch starwars with him...then she replied that she doesn't like starwars...then the stupid guy still didn't get it lorh...so he went on asking what movies she like...haha then as I was quite irritated by him also I just took the phone and sent him this message "haha I don't know but I already got friends who want to watch with me...btw my phone batt is dying so can't talk to you anymore...ya so bye"...haha then he replied "nevermind I get the hint...bye"...oops...but oh well...no big loss...

whee today was quite a happy day for me...except for two things...one is that I went to get horror books from the library and now I don't dare to read them -_-...second is that noone messaged me goodluck for the CT =(...but oh well I don't blame anyone...really...yep...

haha ok I think I blogged too much and totally neglected my YYY discussion on msn =P...oh well I think we ended anyway...hmm...anyway I got nothing more to say...ya so bye =)...

Mood: [ Embarrassed]
Moment: [16:41 Sunday, May 22, 2005]

bwargh!!...I'm broke!!...

I currently owe liane 42 bucks...yiling 10 bucks...sherlene 2 bucks (I think)...ahhh ><...

plus there are so many stuffs that I want to buy...boo =(...

whee...watched my nice variety show yesterday...so stupidly funny...for the whole episode xu mengzhe wore this disgusting wig and big red nosering and paraded around as ken zhu...haha damn funny cause he kept singing the meteor garden theme song and purposely zhou ying all the time =P...and wang renfu without fail embarrassed himself once again...cause they were doing this task where they had to run and jump over this wooden block thingie...ya it's that kind of thing that you do during pe class yep...so the point was to jump over the thing and land on your feet...so wang renfu went to jump and he landed on his feet...but the mat he landed on moved and he fell on his butt =P...haha damn funny larh cause they purposely coated the mat with flour so he basically got a white butt...then there was this damn damn damn cute guest celebrity who went to try to jump over that thing also...haha you know he actually cleared the wooden thing...but instead of landing on his feet he landed flat on his face...in the flour...haha felt damn bad for laughing at him (cause he's so cute) but it was like really damn amusing...

haha...jared aren't you jealous? =P...

oh...I don't personally have anything against wang renfu...just that he always does this kind of loserly thing and embarrass himself...then I feel very lang fei if I don't say anything =P...

rhdya is damn cool...it has this light bar on the cover side of the flippie...then every few seconds a light will flash...when the phone is on standby it flashes a blue light...when there's a new message it flashes purple...when it's on the charger it flashes green...haha so cutes can...I'm so amused by it...

I don't know how...but people can always somehow kop my phone and take photos without me knowing...then everytime I check my album then always got new photos one...

everyone go buy A'museum concert album by ayumi =)...damn cool can...her costume designs are like the prettiest thing ever...there's like this costume which looks like a wedding dress...and the cool thing is that the veil is like 50m long...damn damn cool larh...haha I want to buys but got no money =(...

whee...

don't feel like typing anymore...so I shall end here...byebyez...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [23:33 Tuesday, May 17, 2005]

yawnz...hai so tireds...even though I slept for 3 hours from like 6 to 9 just now...bahz...

hehx...keep having the urge to upload photos...but I shall not =P...so fun today we took alot of stupid photos again...the funniest was this one that we took of this 2 guys when we were having break in the canteen...damn funny cause the two of them were like sitting damn close together then yiling kept wanting to take a photo of the sweetness -_-...haha have the photo now but shall not upload it in case the guys in the photo see it here and come flame me =S...

larhz...nothing to do for tomorrow...PE break 2 lectures and gp...then council invest -_-...like whatever...I want to have band prac!! ><...bwargh oh well at least might be praccing tomorrow with liane...

bwargh...I can't believe I'm so affected by this whole business...sheesh...really need to wake up...

is this LOVE? is a damn damn nice song...though the lyrics are so lovesick...oh well who cares...

ok...shall not blog anymore in case I lose control and start uploading photos =P...k so byez...

ps...haha ethel and her whole M2M thing is damn funny =P...

pps...HINT...dove's milk chocolate with malt crisps is the best chocolate in the world =)...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [22:36 Monday, May 16, 2005]

new song...Incomplete by backstreet boys...understatement is that they rock...totally...

I've tried, to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake, but my world is half asleep
I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete...

I bet you ten bucks that you can't find any lyrics sweeter than that =)...


the disgusting kind of stuff that we do during our PE sessions...supposed to be gym class today but all of us ended up taking photos of ourselves in the mirror...I seriously swear that we're all turning into bimbos...haha eeks...went on the hamster machine today and ran quite a distance...haha the machine is damn cool...stupid yiling kept playing with the speed and incline dials while I'm on the machine...plotting to murder me lorh she...increase the speed from 1.5 to 9.5 in 5 seconds =P...almost fell off the thing lorh...haha and running with the incline is seriously damn tiring...

whees...really think I've been influenced by benny...now I keep having the urge to upload my photos...

oh ya...haha my new phone has a name...it's called rhdya (pronounced ra-die-ya)...haha cools right...rhyl and rhdya =)...went to get a nice keychain today to hang on the phone...haha and I went to attach a little squid to the end of it...damn cute larh the squid...haha looks...

haha yes that's my bedsheet as the background =P...and the squid has a name too...its called blibby...so cutes =)...

larhz...long long day tomorrow...seriously going to fall asleep...hai ok I shall go attempt to get some tutorials done...byez...

ps...to teng...some things are better left unsaid =P...

Mood: [ Cute]
Moment: [23:27 Saturday, May 14, 2005]

boo =(...it's thunderstorming all over singapore...and the thunder so loud so scary ><....boos...

whee...uploaded quite a number of photos today...probably got inspired by all the photos on benny's blog...haha should really go look his photos cause they're all damn amusing...

haha ok I shall begin my uploading spree...


haha actually the only reason why I uploaded this photo was to show everyone how good my phone resolution is...haha yes it's taken by a cam phone =P...good?...definitely...haha yiling you stupid girl be honoured that I'm putting your face on my blog =P...


haha took this yesterday from my room window using phone =)...my house really can see nice sunsets...so cools...haha think in this picture the sun really looks like a comet cause of the glowing cloud on the left...so cutes...


hehx...the same sunset 5 minutes later...this one is taken with my camera...heez...I conclude my camera lighting is alot nicer than my phone's...this one somehow looks nicer than the previous one...hmmz...


haha I absolutely love this photo...so damn cute...taken on thursday I think...haha during break all of us went to buy food from the prata stall...hehx think we were all still quite high from class photo-taking session...so ya then lousy sherlene kept wanting to take photos with me (cause I'm popular =P)...haha then sinhui so horrible come and qiang jing tou with us...so you can see me and sherlene being so sad at the background while sinhui grins into the camera...haha still think she looks like an indian princess...hehx then stupid yiling made me take a photo with marcus but since she was the lousy photographer the photo screwed up =P...decided to take another one but so sad everyone came in to intercept so it ended up being a group photo...hai horrible gits all of them =P...hehx think we were behaving in quite a disgusting manner...like can you imagine doing all this crap while queuing up to buy your food?...hahaz =P...


whee last photo =)...took this today when we went for lunch at j8...haha someone else's dog but it was too damn cute so I just took a photo of it =P...hai but so sad noone else saw the cute doggie...haha but look it's damn cute right...then if you look closely at its reflection in the wall you can see it sticking out its tongue...damn cute XD...

bwargh...my stupid lousy aircon has been leaking water ever since I on-ed it...disgusting can...leak so much...I collected like one whole water bottle full of water in just one hour lorh...don't know how it's going to survive throughout the night...

haha I shall just comment that MD auditions today was quite funky but tiring =P...

whee =)...trying to persuade my mum to bring us to taiwan instead of thailand for the june hols...so far so good...went to bug her just now and she was like 'hmm not a bad idea I shall discuss with your dad'...haha yay XD...

bwee ok its quite late...really should go sleep...ok byebyez...

ps...stupid yiling still haven't sent me that photo!!...horrible girl...

pps...haha yiling you should be happy right...mentioned you so many times today =P...

Mood: [ *muacks*]
Moment: [22:30 Friday, May 13, 2005]

I just wanted my mood to be *muacks*...

phoo...today's friday the 13th...not very inauspicious if you don't mind me saying...had quite a nice day in fact...gp was as usual boring...hai lpm is so so horrible...everytime I purposely unfold my skirt and pull it down till it touches my knees then she don't spotcheck...and when I don't bother then she checks...like whatever lorh...chem was quite funny...donnell koh cheated us!!...got no chem test -_-...coz he wanted us to study so he purposely lie to us...haha I feel damn smart for hecking on thurs and going for my movie...whees =)... unlike stupid yiling who went home immediately after school on thurs to mug =P...bio was damn boring though...stupid 2hr tutorial...

whees...

yay tomorrow got my taiwan variety show again!!...haha so funs =)...

the msn music thing is quite cool =)...now I can show the whole world that 'is this LOVE?' is a REAL song =P...

haha nothing else to say really...ok I shall go crap on msn...byez...

ps...stupid yiling!!...send me that photo of me and marcus!!...NOW!!...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [23:04 Monday, May 9, 2005]

haha bemused one moment and amused the next =P...I really have drastic mood swings...

anyway...I'm really really bored...that's why I'm back here writing crap...

hmm...

gross...msn just automatically logged me out...

shall blog about the nice taiwan variety show I just watched...haha damn funny...as usual I laughed till I cried...haha ok I sound like an idiot but it's like super damn funny...today they went to visit this judo school for kids...then each of them have to pick a kid and challenge him/her to a battle...haha was damn funny coz all of them kena thrashed and thrown around by the kids who happen to be half their age and half their size...only wang ren fu didn't get thrashed by the kid (I suspect cause he's too heavy for the poor boyboy to lift =P)...haha...damn funny...then the second task was at this taiwan theme park...the celebs had to pair up and go on this extremely cool-looking roller coaster...and the point was that they had to hold this stick of youtiao between them for the whole ride and make sure it doesn't break into two bits -_-...haha was stupidly funny...but think saturday's episode was funnier...they had to go on this ride which looks like the pepsi thing at escape theme park...ya and they were given this huge mango pudding on a tray and the point was to make sure the pudding doesn't fly off...haha the whole ride was so violent that wang ren fu smashed his face into the mango pudding...haha I couldn't stop laughing for like 5 minutes =P...

yes...conclusion is that everyone should go and watch that show...damn good stress-relief...

whees...ok I shall go sleep...byebyez...

Mood: [ Bemused]
Moment: [22:21 Monday, May 9, 2005]

this is what happens when you're the only person in the sectionbatch with a blog with a functioning tagboard...ceaseless flooding by your bored sectionbatchmates -_-...yes...go check out my tagboard and laugh...

this week is going to be so so killer...just realized that I'll be having so sort of test every day of the week!!...today was napfa 5 items...tomorrow physics SPA...wednesday napfa 2.4 (THE HORRORS!!)...thursday math trigo quiz...friday chem AS and bonding quiz...haha I'll laugh if I can pull through this load of crap and survive =P...

haha talking about napfa...very pleased with myself today for 5 items =)...haha didn't know I could still do all those weirdo stuffs...did 31 sit-ups (omg you all should have seen evelyn...her sit-ups are like 2 per second!!)...haha shuttlerun was 11.1 secs...which is an A =)...hahaz...and my pride and joy!!...I GOT 181CM FOR SBJ!!!...haha I'm so proud of myself =P...39cm for sit and reach...wasn't aiming for anything above that so it's ok...and omg I did 18 pull-ups!!...but still 2 short of an A...boo =(...but oh well...have 21 points now...so as long as I can get a C for my 2.4 then I can continue my gold streak =)...whees...

school is boring...I want to watch a movie like now!!...kingdom of heaven...liane says it's not as good as expected but oh well...it still looks cool =)...

yay...I love my pw group =)...

came late to school today...alarm clock didn't work (ok fine it never did work) and mum overslept...so we all overslept so dad had to fetch us in the end...apparently my dad wasn't really awake when he was driving cause he made a wrong turn somewhere and we ended up far far away from bishan -_-...come to think of it...if he didn't make that wrong turn I would have reached school in time =P...haha oh well who really cares...

ahh...have to finish my bonding tutorial by today...shall start now...ok...byebye...

ps...stupid starfish...orange is nice k...

Mood: [ Nothing]
Moment: [15:51 Saturday, May 7, 2005]

by an audience:
Raffles Junior College was next, playing Stephen Melillo's Time To Take Back The Knights. The band had been trimmed from the 96-strong band which performed during Play2005 and A Tempo XVI. Powerful start, and very impressive. The brasses were very loud and clear, that it sounded almost like a brass-band. The two pianists were drowned, so we couldn't really hear what they were playing. The woodwinds were drowned partially once in a while, mostly by the tubas playing the tonic-note. The clear tonic-note was very nice, and I wonder why the tubas in other bands sound so weak, compared to RJC. The tempo was very good, and the percussionists were pretty accurate with their cues. The other bands in the concert-hall gaped, and some were saying that RJC would definitely get Gold with Honours. Frankly, I think so too. :) Adlina found the band a bit too loud though. Hahaha! :D But I noted something. RJC spent about 8minutes on the choice-piece, and more than 2 minutes for the set-piece, meaning they exceeded the 10-minute time-limit. Oh no...

I guess I could say that I was quite suspicious of our timing...so I suppose it's true...

hai...don't know whether to laugh or cry...

Mood: [ Serene]
Moment: [22:35 Friday, May 6, 2005]

ok...maybe not serene...but definitely at peace...yea I guess I was upset yesterday...I mean...who wasn't?...but realized that this doesn't really change anything for me...I still think we're great...and we rock...and I still love the band...perhaps more than ever...we may not be the top band anymore...but RJCSB will always be number one in my heart =)...

ok I shall not dwell on that and bring in more mushiness...

anyway...woke up today with my right leg swollen...definitely something wrong...couldn't even walk now that both legs hurt like hell...so spent the entire day confined to bed and smsing people...haha think I seriously used up 50+ messages on one person in a single day...don't ask...but impressive eh?...hehx...yepz went for a checkup and the doctor told me it's swollen nerves and told me it's cause I did too much vigorous exercise these past few days (which I didn't so I dunnoe what the hell happened)...and I forgot to get an MC to excuse myself from 2.4...I mean...how completely stupid can I get?...urgh...

benny's blog is really really lame...it's like the third best thing that brightens my life nowadays...the second is definitely taiwan variety shows...specifically the one hosted by 5566...wahlau I laugh until I die can...everytime I watch I'll either laugh till I cry or literally fall off my chair...damn damn funny...I'm not gonna name my first so you all can go figure...

uploaded a new song by ayumi...it's called STEP you...okok I know it's a lousy title but you have to admit it's a nice catchy song...1 2 3 4 you and me =)...so cute...was going to upload her other song "is this LOVE?"...but I didn't in the end...no particular reason...maybe I'll upload it some other day...really sweet song (with a decent title too)...

ok...let me say this...my new phone is the coolest ever...motorola A668...haha don't judge it badly cause it's motorola...I tell you it's damn damn cool...the fingerwriting recognition feature is like the coolest thing that can ever happen to a phone...and I can upload my own images and ringtones =D...and I can take photos with it...ok granted the camera shutter speed is damn slow and there's no connectivity whatsoever...but it's still damn cool...haha don't get it wrong...I still love rhyl...hai so sad I just named it for one month and I'm not using it anymore =(...maybe I should name my new phone rhyl jnr or something...

I did nothing constructive today...

haha kingdom of heaven is finally out!!...yes someone volunteer to go watch with me...haha it's so so darn cool XD...

I think I've run out of things to say...maybe I should go play solitaire or something...haha ok that's a bad idea but I'll go do it anyway...so byebye...

Mood: [ Disgusted]
Moment: [19:52 Thursday, April 28, 2005]

whee...

just downloaded a megamix song which is exactly 60 mintues long...haha have about 36 more minutes to go =P...

haha damn surprised that I didn't like collapse in school today...slept damn late last night cause was doing gp essay...then couldn't sleep properly also cause was thinking about stuff...so I like slept a total of what...4 hours?...haha...

hope michelle gets well soon...so poor thing...

yay I think my pw group rocks...me marcus siyuan huiwen and jeslyn =)...haha then stupid yiling was like 'haha gelgel I bet you must be damn happy right' when she saw my group members...and I managed to get away with no PI today...haha don't ask me how...I think I just look too innocent and guai =P...

hai...chia finally got around to scolding us today...not that I didn't expect it since she apparently screamed at all her other classes already...but still was a shock...haha then was quite sad...cause she was so angry that she refused to talk to us so she sat down at her table to mark her assignments...then she realized got no red pen...so she just stood up walked to my table and violently grabbed mine =P...without asking -_-...haha then I was like err ok whatever...so horrible larh she...

ahh my room is freaking HOT!!...

hai I'm damn bored...waiting for benny to update his blog so I can go read and laugh at it...haha...his entries all damn amusings...

yay band prac tomorrow...haha pracs nowadays are so fun...hope glen's coming tomorrow...so if benny spontaneously shuts down again I'll still have someone to talk to...hai but sitting first row very demanding leh...must make sure I sit properly all the time...doesn't help that the people sitting opposite me are all guys =P...

dammit...yesterday's PE was so demanding...pushed myself to run 4 complete rounds in under 10 minutes...haha not bad actually...my legs only died today =P...hai and I had to make the stupid decision to walk back to the thomson road busstop from j8 after dinner...haha can you imagine the horrendously long distance?...then stupid girl wear ankle socks so my shoes basically killed my heel...so painful then I had to walk so slowly...hehx but oh well got brian walk with me =)...haha so nice...

and stupid benny don't think I didn't see you and novella on wednesday can...don't try to sneaky sneaky =P...shall not elaborate...

which reminds me...how come you all anyhow say stuff one...can't believe what I said got distorted until like that...and I didn't even remotely hint that in the first place larh...people ar don't anyhow interpret can =P...

call me ignorant...but I seriously didn't know until he told me...

23.5 more minutes to go...

haha...project YYY...don't ask me why...haha so catchy =P...

whee I shall go enjoy my song...nothing more I want to say anyway...yepz...byebye...

Mood: [ Boo =(]
Moment: [22:37 Tuesday, April 26, 2005]

ahh...I really don't know...what am I going to do?!!...I hate this =(...

hai...ponned chem tutorial today...apparently the teacher almost cried cause half the class didn't bother going...sort of felt sorry for her...

stupid yiling's depression is rubbing off on me...and I'm starting to become a very paranoid and sensitive person all because of her...so horrible...

I really want to...but should I?...scared that he'll think I'm mad =(...

ahhh...

think I'm damn weird...I'm like only happy when I'm around certain people...during which I'll have damn alot of fun...but I clam up when they're gone and act damn antisocial to others...think that's why people who don't know me well say that I'm damn stone...

poor gary got tortured today =(...I'm never bringing him to school anymore...

syf's in 9 days...that's damn near...I'm starting to feel nervous...

band prac tomorrow...got new arrangement apparently...hai I'm in the first row again...really don't know how I'm going to survive sitting decently for so long...and the thirds won't be able to do stupid stuff anymore cause we're directly in front of mr oura...hai so sad...hope prac will still be fun =(...

this sucks...I shall go off soon and do homework...no point in staying online anymore...

byebye...

ps...yay I finally met someone who likes ayumi too =)...really really nice to have someone to go crazy over her with me =)...haha...

Mood: [ Good]
Moment: [22:16 Monday, April 25, 2005]

okok...I know I haven't blogged for like a million years =P...so that's why I'm here now see =P...

haha good news...this whole week donnell koh got chem spa to invigilate...so we're going to have that (cmi) female teacher again...hai damn boring larh her lesson but at least I don't have to rush to finish my tutorial by tonight...haha...and lpm is going off for some weird course so she won't be in school for the whole week too!!...haha no more attire checks...I can fold my skirt as many times as I like and tuck my shirt all the way out =P...HAH!!...ya anyway it means that I'll be having a ridiculously large amount of breaks...like tomorrow I end at 4 with 3 hours of break...and thursday end at 2 got 2 hours break...and friday end at 4 got 4 hours break...super screwed up timetable but I suppose it'll be fun...hehx...

whee...I can never remember a time when I'm not amazed by the X soundtrack...was listening to it on the way home today...damn damn nice can...haha the last battle is my favourite song =)...so nice!! XD...

haha I have the nicest comp bg in the entire world k...it's like damn damn damn pretty =)...haha...I'm so proud of it can...

shall bring gary to school tomorrow...and let everyone bully him =P...

whee my angel wrote a letter to me =)...haha his chinese really cmi...but still better than mine =P...haha he's damn cute in his letter...then got stupid drawings somemore...have a strong feeling that it's juncheong =P...hmm...haven't written to my mortal yet...but she's quite close to me don't know what to write so as to make it less obvious...haiz...

pink laces are damn ugly =P...

boo patricks left =(...now nobody talk to me...I so sad =(...

shall upload a new song unto my blog soon...still thinking of a suitable one...

and maybe if I'm bored enough I might revamp the whole page and give it a new look...but see first...

hai...I'll miss sucan =(...and huien too...sorry I couldn't go down to send you off...love you both lots...

haha wowz...this entry so longs...

whee my player is playing the piano version of sadame now...damn nice =)...

haha I thinks I've run out of stuff to say...ok byebye...

ps...haha...pink and red socks tomorrow...I'm so disgusting =P...

Mood: [ Whee]
Moment: [18:50 Sunday, April 17, 2005]

[click me]...haha...is this girl perfect or what...whee love her so much =)...can't wait for the new single...

larlar...haven't been blogging alot lately...even though I normally stay online every night till like 12 plus...hmm...getting lazy to blog I guess...

whee...new clar =)...so prettys...

haha atempo photos are so cute...I love the sectionbatch one...so sweet =D...

haha...so sweet!!...I love us =)...

ok...nothing more to say really...shall go and do pointless stuff online...byebye...

Mood: [ Cheeky]
Moment: [21:17 Sunday, April 10, 2005]

omg...looks!!...[click me]...[click me too]...is it funky or is it scary?...I'm for scary...I mean...hello...ppg anime?...

my reed just went through the washing machine trauma...and it came out without any split or chip...problem is I don't dare to use it now cause I scared I'll die from detergent intake =P...

yiling's monologue...
[bunnie] says:
*boo* =P
[bunnie] says:
okok i know you're away
[bunnie] says:
but i'm still going to say HARLOW
[bunnie] says:
cos you're the only one online on my list
[bunnie] says:
well theres only three pple on my list you see =X
[bunnie] says:
bleahss.
[bunnie] says:
i want to cut my hair leh
[bunnie] says:
den can let down
[bunnie] says:
but haiyah
[bunnie] says:
dowan lah
[bunnie] says:
duno lah
[bunnie] says:
shld i?
[bunnie] says:
duno duno *sigh*
[bunnie] says:
dont like my current hairstyle leh.
[bunnie] says:
bleahss.
[bunnie] says:
ok i'm done talking
[bunnie] says:
tata!~
[bunnie] says:
ok yah what a pretty msn pic
[bunnie] says:
haha. ok reli gtg
[bunnie] says:
cya

I don't know whether to say she's cute or dumb =P...

ok...nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Satisfied]
Moment: [17:29 Sunday, April 10, 2005]

haha...I know I shouldn't be posting these yet...but I can't resist..just hope my section doesn't come here to visit before tomorrow =P...



haha...don't you just feel like picking one up and squeezing it?...damn cute rights...haha I rock =P...the princesses are too adorable for their own good...haha but the ferrero rocher knights are still non-existent...damn sad =P...

Be without fear in the face of your enemies
Be brave and upright that God may love thee
Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death
Save God the helpless, do no wrong
That is your oath
*bish*
And that is so you remember it
Rise a knight!!

haha okok the bish spoilt the whole thing =P... but kingdom of heaven is damn damn nice...all the quotes are so cool XD...hehx...yay summer is finally coming and all the nice blockbusters are coming out too =)...yayz...

atempo is tomorrow...we're playing at the esplanade...ultimate coolness...whee...I love us =)...

larhz...shall come again later when I can think of something to say...byebyez...

Mood: [ Bored]
Moment: [15:08 Tuesday, March 29, 2005]

whee...physics is like how boring -_-...hahaz...yepz...having pract now in the com lab...doing some retarded bouncing ball thing that is super boring and brainless...BRAINLESS!!...haha XP..

lala...ethel is sitting beside me...talking to people online...boo...how come noone is online from my list...and this screen is like so small larh...damn hard to see what I'm typing...hurz...

larlar...about half an hour more before end of school...yayz...shall go find starfish to go home with later...

argh...physics is so boirng!!...BORING!!...

ok I shall not blog anymore...byebye...

Mood: [ Content]
Moment: [17:23 Friday, March 25, 2005]

hai...ok...I'm happy...in fact I'm very happy...that's all I shall say...

during the course of 2 days I realized how much I actually love RJ...first day at AC was quite bad...the segregation of the 1st and 2nd intakers was horrible...it's like they're already all wearing the AC uni...and they all went off for lessons after assembly...which leaves us like outcasts wandering around the school not knowing where to go nor what to do...found shuwen after awhile and we sort of gathered up a collection of RJ pple...after which we all just walked out of the AC compound and sneaked back to RJ...and compared to AC...RJ O2 is like the funnest thing in the world...seriously...

second day was about as bad...we were all holding our phones and waiting for that call...haha was damn happy when the person called me...just screamed hugged sam and ran out of AC to hail a cab to RJ...now that I think of it I think I'm really really mean to sam...abandonment for 2 days straight...I'm sorry sam...love you dear =)...then went back to RJ...haha then I saw yizhe and both of us just went "AHHHHHHHHHH!!" and high-fived...damn funny...

after that followed my class for flag-raising...was tiring ya...and charlotte and yiling kept insulting him...humph XP...hahaz...then I gathered a group of people to pon the concert thing and go with me back to RJ to check class posting...haha quite sad...weiqi's in liane's class!!...what the heck!!...this is SO unfair!!...humph...

hai...this sucks...3Q lost 10 people...and 9 are coming in...I guess I should try to accept the change...but I still feel somewhat upset =(...so now I know that ethel liru evelyn and sherlene are coming in...wonder who the other 5 people are...hope they're nice =S...

hmm...not bad...a mere 2 days made me realize how much everything means to me and how much I've taken for granted...hehx...suddenly realized how important my OG band and class are to me...love you all so so much =)...

ok...nothing more to say...byebye...

ps...LOOKIE!!...[click me]...SO CUTES!!!...MY PRETTY DARLING!!!!...I LOVES HIMS!!!!!...WHEEEEEEE XDXDXD...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [23:01 Tuesday, March 22, 2005]

I don't know...but I seem to be wavering already...like...when I think about it...the sour feeling's just not there anymore...don't know whether I should psycho myself into thinking that I really really want to stay and that I would just die if I don't get the appeal...but if I do I'll just be making life hard for myself...but really don't want to let go just like that...

on one hand...quite a few classmates from 3q...sam shuwen and sampoorna...and a whole load of my p school friends...plus sam's gonna be in my og =)...

on the other hand...my xsb...my current sb...haha ok my whole section actually...yiling and charlotte...my og and rest of my class...

AHH.

maybe I should just leave everything to fate...or rather the rj appeals panel...but oh well...guess I can't have everything...

boo...waiting for results makes me a troubled person =(...

Mood: [ Sleepy]
Moment: [23:33 Sunday, March 20, 2005]

haiz...boring...comp games nowadays suck =P...

school's starting tomorrow...didn't do anything constructive for the whole of hols...apart from random reading of bio notes and emptying useless stuff from my file...phoo...

my curfew of 11.30 doesn't seem to be working...

I'm bored...

and tired...

shall go entertain myself for half hour more before sleeping...yep...shall try to go offline by 12...

keyword is try...

byebye...

Mood: [ Mischievous]
Moment: [23:10 Saturday, March 19, 2005]

can't seem to find an emoticon that goes "PANIC!!" so I shall just go with this...haha damn cute...and I never realized that mischievous was spelled as mischievous...I always thought it was mischievious with an I cause that's how people normally pronounce it...hmmz...

whatever...

haha yahoo graffiti is a stupid but nevertheless fun game =P...it's cause of things like these that I start doubting my ability to draw coherent stuff XP...starfish was the best though...he had to draw 'hamster' and he just wrote 'hamu' in the drawing area...damn funny...

whee...I've been running out of stuff to say lately...like...I never not blogged for one week before...ok rephrase...there was never a time when I didn't blog for one week before...haha better =P...ya anyway...main point is that I got nothing to say...

oh ya!!...he is such a disgusting person!!...what wouldn't I do just to send him to some remote island and leave him there alone...ok granted...at least now he doesn't come and bother me every night on msn and flood my phone with stupid lovesick messages...but can't stand the way he keeps thinking that he's the most wonderful person in the entire world and all the female population will fall for him...like whatever...slap his face ar...

ok...really nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Nostalgic]
Moment: [22:40 Saturday, March 12, 2005]

haha all thanks to yuhyiing...made me have the urge to go to my cupboard and dig out my cadenza CDs...hahaz...omg...cadenza 8 was so magical =)...cadenza 9 more so...I miss playing in rgssb so so much!!...

rhapsodia rocks...tico-tico is darn fun...and even though I hate it now..fantasy is the BEST!! XD...poe is such a pretty song...golgotha sounds damn cool...I MISS CHARIS AND L***W** SO MUCH!!...

hahaz...I love rgssb =)...

I MISS THE BASS CLAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Mood: [ Cute]
Moment: [21:38 Saturday, March 12, 2005]

wheez...

But when i think about it
I'm so in love with her
Every other time

so sweetz!!...

I'm boredz...

happy march hols!!...

ok...nothingz more to sayz...byebyez...

Mood: [ Reflective]
Moment: [22:37 Wednesday, March 2, 2005]

haha...been in an ultra good mood these past couple of days...figured that there are still 3 more weeks to go before posting comes out...no point making myself feel miserable and depressed for so long...shorten my lifespan =P...so yep...posting can go die for now...if it's really going to be my last 3 weeks here I might as well enjoy it to the fullest...heck with all the heartache that might come later XP...

hai...relationships just make everything so much harder...if it weren't for all these friendship and stuffs I don't think I'll be so troubled by posting...in fact...I would be looking forward to going to AC to have fun...but oh well...if given the choice I'd still choose to have my friends over everything else =)...

ok...enough of reflective stuff...going to do some pointless thing...

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
haha...clothes...
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
wild adaptor...deathnote...and redemption of althalus...
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't have one...not going to get one...
4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
ehh...haha fine...monopoly...
5. is non-existent...
6. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
bolster...hamu...food...
7. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
music...techno music...blasty techno music...LOUD blasty techno music...
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
being alone...
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
where's bolster...
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?
haha...orange =)...
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
never answer phones...mostly...
12. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?
friendship...love...and loud blasty techno music =P...
13. FAVOURITE FOOD?
pizza...and maybe sushi...
14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
definitely choc...
15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
haha...I don't wanna drive...I wanna get chauffeured =P...
16. FAV TV SHOW?
jap anime...
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
haha...if bolsters pillows and cushions can be counted as stuffed toys then yes...oh...and I sleep with my sex bomb too XD...
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
irritating...hate rain =(...
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
haha patricia!!...toy car!!...
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ANYONE DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
ayu...and maybe someone else...yes...
21. FAVOURITE DRINK?
ribena...
22. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDATE?
3 feb every year =P...
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
I don't even eat the rest of the broccoli...
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
haha...taitai =P...
25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
...err...don't know...
26. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
right now half full...
27. LAST VIDEO YOU WATCHED?
some ayu live concert...
28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
no..
29. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
my sex slave...anyone wanna see =)...
30. FAVOURITE NUMBER?
5...
31. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
gym...
32. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU:
stupid sis STEAL MY PHONE!!!!!!...er anyway...you've been a wonderfully cute and fun sis...*pinch cheeks*...haha...

yay that was incredibly stupid...but it was fun...hehx...

ok nothing more to say...byebye...

ps...thanks ethel...you're the best =)...

Mood: [ Miserable]
Moment: [21:05 Wednesday, March 2, 2005]

he keeps having the illusion that I'm enjoying what I'm doing...which I don't think is true...and ever since 2 days ago he hasn't really talked to me...and when he does he says all kinds of sarcastic stuff...I really don't know why he says that...and the whole thing is making me damn upset...really wish that he'll just sit down and talk to me instead of glaring at me and passing hurtful comments all the time...

I don't know...but I feel that I should not bond so much with people anymore...I'll just end up hurting myself more when it's time to say goodbye...

I think I'm unloading my problems to all the wrong people...feel really guilty for burdening people that I've known for only a couple of months with these kind of problems...yea...I'm really sorry...

just talked to my mum about the possibility of me taking arts...I guess she wasn't in the mood to talk...maybe I should just keep my mouth shut...

lost count of the number of times I've cried these past 2 days...not that I really care to remember...

nothing seems right now...

hai...just want everything to end =(...

Mood: [ Touched]
Moment: [10:40 Tuesday, March 1, 2005]

guess it may sound like a lie...but I'm really ok =)...yea...serious...

hai...maybe it's because of things like this that shows you how much the people around you actually care...yep...really had no idea that so many people actually comforted me yesterday...yea...haha thanks to all the people who messaged me good luck before...and my dearest liane for all the pretty lucky stars (I'm sorry I didn't bring it into the hall...now I've learnt my lesson -_-)...and brian for wasting like how many smses talking to me and cheering me up...haha thank you so much...hope you didn't exceed your limit =)...haha and of course my darling patpat...so sweet!!...love you so so so much =D...thanks to yukit for your smses...so sweet =)...love you!!...and hope u get well soon...and of course huiyun for saying such sweet things all the time =)...thanks so much...haha and all the countless other people who talked to me yesterday...love you all =)...

and to m********...sorry for all the mean things I've ever said or done to you (though I guess you sort of deserved it =P)...but ya...thanks for caring so much =)...

haiz...oh wellz...nothing more to say I guess...maybe I should go do homework and try to redeem myself in front of my parents...haihai...ok...byebye...

ps...I'm so sorry hamu!!...for neglecting you yesterday =(...I'll try to make it up to you soon =)...

Mood: [ Optimistic]
Moment: [17:54 Sunday, February 27, 2005]

whee...[click me]...damn fun!!...haha...me liane patricia and patpat are addicted to it!!...damn damn fun XDXD...

I have 2 words to say to you: I love you...







































cause you and I are one...

DAMN SWEET RIGHT?!!!!!!!!...

haha whee tomorrow...freaked too much...no feeling now...so I shall feel OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!...YES!!!!!!!...I WILL GET 6 POINTS!!!!!!! XDXD...

ok I shall leave...byebye...

Mood: [ Constipated]
Moment: [20:15 Saturday, February 26, 2005]

well yea...I don't really feel constipated...just wanted to use a weird emoticon...

ahhhhhhhhhh...I miss mogu and huien like sooooooooooooooo much!!!!!...

whee I'm damn bored...went back to paint to colour my little pair pic...haha pink background...BIMBO!!...

reading other peoples' blogs is fun =)...

the apocalypse is coming in approximately 2 days time...haha I guess I freaked too much this past week cause I don't really feel anything now XP...haha...and I'm so amazed cause all the J2s are like more excited about our results than us...haha screwed up...

boo...jared is always so mean to me =(...humph...

hai today sucked...cause I saw him...wahlao damn suay larh...spotted him walking with some people and I immediately tried to zao and tried not to even look in his direction...and when I thought I finally got rid of him at J8 still kena msged by him...ahh stupid person...never reply all his sms and block him on msn still cannot get the hint is it...gross...

wheez...think liane is thoroughly disgusted with me and the yoshinoya music player...haha so fun =)...

nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Bring It On!!]
Moment: [19:39 Friday, February 25, 2005]

whee...


haha damn cute right?!!...I drew it myself!!...using microsoft paint!!!...haha I rock...liane's comments "y ur guy hair so funny? like the girls one can"...haha true...but it looks cute anyhow =)...

whee today was a good day =)...don't know why also...just in a random good mood =)...

yay I shall go exist on msn...byebye...

Mood: [ Damn damn high]
Moment: [20:54 Tuesday, February 22, 2005]

yepz...life without thinking about the Os is so much better...


haha that's my darling hamster...it's name is hamu =)...


haha that's hamu trying to eat a grape...damn cute right XD...

whee...omg I'm feeling damn high...don't know why also...

ahhhh...he looked damn cute today!!

hehx...stupid yiling with all her weird scenarios and dilemmas...makes my life so much harder to live XP...and she went to stalk him today...I was so damn embarrassed then yiling still happily trailing after him and trying to look at his face...wah lau damn malu...stupid girl =P...

wheez...noone comes online nowadays...maybe I should lessen my online time too...

damn...just got my handphone bill...and guess what...the stupid company claimed that I sent out 809 smses in 30 days!!...like what the hell...that's like so much...then they make me pay 30 over bucks for it...ahh damn pissed...stupid company...

haha my convo with jared is damn damn cute...
- jared - says:
aye who's hamster is that
angel~yuhning says:
MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
angel~yuhning says:
ITZ CALLED HAMU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
angel~yuhning says:
CUTE RIGHT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
- jared - says:
i cant see the face
- jared - says:
how i noe its cute or not
- jared - says:
hee/
angel~yuhning says:
lookie!!..
angel~yuhning says:
itz eating a grape..
angel~yuhning says:
so cute!!!!!!!!!!..
- jared - says:
really meh
- jared - says:
aye why so cute one.
angel~yuhning says:
haha..
angel~yuhning says:
mine wad..
- jared - says:
give me!
angel~yuhning says:
haha..
- jared - says:
bring to school.
angel~yuhning says:
y shud i..
- jared - says:
i want to eat
angel~yuhning says:
eeeeeee..
angel~yuhning says:
u gross..
angel~yuhning says:
eat hamu?!!..
- jared - says:
no la..i eat the grape.
angel~yuhning says:
..
angel~yuhning says:
so u want me to bring grapes to sch?..
- jared - says:
ya
- jared - says:
then you can bring hamu too.
angel~yuhning says:
haha wadeva..
angel~yuhning says:
ill bring it one day..
angel~yuhning says:
but i got no container to put it in..
angel~yuhning says:
him..
- jared - says:
stuff it in your clarinet case.
haha...our convo is so damn cute XD...

whee...stupid long entry...byebye...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [22:29 Monday, February 21, 2005]

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire?
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me

You are my fire
The one desire
You are...
Don't wanna hear you say

Ain't nothing but a heartache
Ain't nothing but a mistake
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Cause I want it that way

hai...some people just don't get it...I mean...I'm already trying my best to show my dislike and irritation but someone just doesn't get the hint...like whatever...

I'm sick and tired of worrying about O results...really feel like just saying f- it to the Os...stupid MOE with the brown and white envelopes...how discouraging and misleading can they get...

hai...bad mood bad mood...

why don't you want to talk to me anymore =(...

[click me]...really want this phone...it's so damn cool...touchscreens plus flippies is a dream come true...but don't think I'll ever get it...

they look so sweet together...

=(

ps...this is not the time to play happy songs...

Mood: [ Grateful]
Moment: [16:44 Sunday, February 20, 2005]

hai...really didn't expect him to say that...haha guess it'll be an understatement to say that I melted...hehx...but it was so so nice of him...thank you...haha and I hope so too =)...

gp essays are so gross...so cheem...I don't get it =(...

boo...math tutorial tomorrow...and I totally haven't touched tutorial 3 yet...going to die so badly tonight...

my phone can't connect to the comp...I can't send all my nice photos into my phone...so upsetting =(...

shall go eat mushroom soup now...byebye...

ps...my weight 2 weeks ago: 50kg...my weight now: 46kg...haha I rock...

Mood: [ Nostalgic]
Moment: [00:07 Sunday, February 20, 2005]

it just suddenly hit me like that...and I realized how much I actually miss RGS...my class 406...RGSSB...and my entire section...and how much I've neglected to think about them this year...I guess talking to my juniors helped me to reconnect myself to RGS and everything...thank you for that...

my section yukit siokteng pris stine grace xiling cheryl yuhyiing sucan lynette and rashelle...

my batch charlotte shuwen adeline huien liane fengyi yunxuan dawn yengling yukit siokteng stine pris charis constance qiaoqi xiaohan kelly sam minyen sixiao bridget sampoorna eunice leeying liching yihong and clara...

my loserish kiam clique liane peish huien and pris...

I miss everyone so much...and I love you all =)...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [17:24 Saturday, February 19, 2005]

whee...song is VALENTI by BoA...yay so nice =)...haha bad english...I fall in love with you...

play's over...damn fun...I SAW MOGU!!!!!!!!...missed her so so so so much...hope she comes to rj...haha me and liane wrote stupid notes to the whole section...damn fun...hehx...

whee I want all the play photos!! XDXD...

this entry is abit incoherent...

ok need to bathe now...byebye...

Mood: [ Stressed]
Moment: [23:56 Wednesday, February 16, 2005]

maybe he's not so bad a person after all...I mean...I think I can understand his feelings...but I don't know why he thinks that way...sort of pity him...and I still think he's actually a really nice guy...oh well...think it's really too early to judge him...

banner is screwed...banner people are screwed...everything is screwed...damn...

where were you when I needed you the most? =(...

pigging out on hershey's kisses...going to grow fat like really soon...

I need a hug...

stupid JAE talk tomorrow...

I really really need a hug...

boo...

The lovers, seemingly happy
hold hands and walk
It looks like everything is going perfectly
but only they know the truth

nothing more I want to say...bye...

Mood: [ In Between]
Moment: [11:03 Sunday, February 13, 2005]

happy birthday to siokteng!!...

I feel damn stupid when I put my phone next to the comp...coz everytime I need to use the mouse I'll grab my phone instead and wonder why the cursor isn't moving...

larz...og sleepover on friday was super fun...joyce is like the best hostess ever...played mahjong most of the time...haha conclude that I have everlasting good luck when I play with my og especially with hulin...haha he so poor thing...yep anyway won damn alot but too bad we're not playing with real money so got no profit...yep...played overnight bridge till 5 in the morning with amelia raisa and zhenghan...haha super cool...in the end amelia was the only one who was really awake while the rest of us were just blindly putting out cards...haha our conversation at 4.30am was damn screwed...
me: oh we won?...
joyce: ya we won...
me: oh we won...
joyce: no we lost...
me: huh?...so we lost?...
joyce: no I'm not your partner...so you won...
me: oh I won?...(long pause)...yay...
haha sounds damn sad...whee now I have a new record for latest overnight bridge...yay...

went sb outing the next day...haha damn fun...the lame game is super funny...chrissie has like the longest reaction time ever...haha...iceskating was quite funny...haha brian and patpat looked damn cute...then went to watch howl's moving castle...haha didn't really get the gist of the show...spirited away was alot alot nicer...hehx...

lala...home alone now...very bored...nobody's online to talk to me...waiting for dj and gang to come and visit and entertain me...

hai...didn't know he was that kind of person...and I initially thought he was a super nice guy...hai now I'm damn scared of him =(...

nothing more to say really...byebye then...

Mood: [ Excited]
Moment: [11:48 Friday, February 11, 2005]

whee...og outing later...og sleepover tonight...sb outing tomorrow...makes me a happy person...just that I won't get to go online tonight and have sb bonding session...hahaz...

haha...all i had to say was "WHEREZ MY DARLING!!!!!!.." and patpat immediately comes on msn...damn moqi larh...feel so sorry for liane XP...

wonder if he's coming tomorrow...haha later he come then he and patpat go off together then I rot...so funned...

updated the people links page...someone has a pretty new blog =)...

whee...

shall go talk crap on msn...byebye...

ps...[click me]...lookie banner!!...I love us XD...(sorry cwissie if I'm leeching your bandwidth)...

Mood: [ Disgusted]
Moment: [23:01 Tuesday, February 8, 2005]

boo...patpat's playing piano...liane's probably hanky pankying on the phone with her darling...patricia is lamenting online about his darling...I want my darling to come online and say nice things to me!!...

some people in the world are damn irritating...nothing nice to say then don't say anything larh...wah lau...
stupid person: hey did you do the atempo banner?...
me: yes I did...why?...
stupid person: oh haha...the words cannot see at all leh...
me: aiya nevermind one larh...as long as can see the words atempo can liao...
stupid person: but really cannot see leh...
me: you know we stayed back yesterday till 10.30pm just to finish it?...
stupid person: oh...but seriously I cannot see leh...

I mean...wah lau...you blind my problem ar...was so pissed that I just rolled my eyes and walked off...stupid freak...

and now he tells me the banner is cool...can I slap him...

whee...my section batch is darn cool...ok our section batch minus 6 people...haha I'm so mean...hehx...taught patpat glen and patricia how to play the lame game...damn fun...and guess what my name was XP...

this is so upsetting...unless someone interesting comes online and talks to me I'm seriously going to zao with patricia and go sleep...I'd really rather sleep than talk to some of the people who happen to be online now (patricia excluded =D)...hai...such a sad cny...

nothing more to say I guess...byebye...

Mood: [ Happy]
Moment: [23:44 Sunday, February 6, 2005]

haha...just fulfilling momo's lifewish...

RAINBOW

La la la...
I hear a gentle voice from somewhere
Which might have always been heard
The warmth found just near to me

I was forgiven by forgiving many things
Including my childhood from so long ago
I was healed, though I intended to heal
I've just noticed, in the way
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

You come down quietly from somewhere
And always tell me
Of the happiness just near to me

Supporting and being supported
I draw close to you little by little
Protecting and being protected
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

If you have a pain hard to get over
Shall we share it and walk on?
Gathering pleasure too big for each of us
Shall we share them and walk on?

I sing this song only to you now
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
You are my special treasure

La la la...
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow

Mood: [ Cheeky]
Moment: [23:40 Sunday, February 6, 2005]

haha...omg my wish came true!!...I ADOPTED PATPAT!!...so sweet!!...hehx...so my surname is now leo...leo yuhning...hahaz...

my sb is super fun...so funky and scandalous...hahaz...

went to watch hotel rwanda today...not bad larh...but it's not really sad or anything...I mean...I was more moved by the pianist...yea...jermyn and lester so nice go watch with me...seriously felt like I had 2 bodyguards XP...

larhz...so funned...can't wait to go school tomorrow XD...

ok...I shall go and do gp homework now...later kena scolding...haha ok byebye...

Mood: [ Smartass]
Moment: [23:02 Saturday, February 5, 2005]

ahaha...this is my favourite mood emoticon...the look somehow reminds me of draco malfoy...hehx...he's so darn cool!!...

darn...everyone stop looking for my blog!!...go away...shoo!!...

I feel like editting my previous entry...it's giving people funny ideas about me...

I hate bananas and chocolate...I'm never eating pancakes again!!...eee so damn gross larh...felt so undignified when eating it...

yay...yk likes RAINBOW!!...she's so nice...and has good taste too =)...

glennie and patricia are so funny to talk to...don't know why...but talking to funny people makes me super hyper...

sis joining band in sec school...senior's making her choose between the oboe and the alto sax...I encouraged her to take the oboe...my ex-sb is so going to bash me up...

it's 11 liao...and my comp is still blasting music...I feel so bad XP...

too lazy to blog anymore...byebye...

ps...I still miss pris and huien so so much =(...

pps...the best way to get guys off your trail is to tell them that you're going shopping XD...

Mood: [ Happy]
Moment: [23:29 Thursday, February 3, 2005]

he made my day...you made my day...both of you made my day...thank you so much!! =)...

and thanks to my darling og for the card...yiling for the pretty necklace...ethel for waking up at 12 to message me happy birthday...my sweet junior for messaging me...and all the other people who either messaged or wished me happy birthday...my ex-sb for the book CD and the twins...stine for the hearts...st and momo for the hugs...all the people for staying back to do banner...lester for treating me dinner (twice)...my mp3 player for blasting music into my ear all the way home...patpat for looking so kawaii...yl for her sad birthday song...liane for her sweetness...my class for not saboing me during math tutorial...and of course brian who can somehow say things that turn the entire day round for me =)...

yay I'm happy...shall go sleep soon...byebye...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [21:59 Thursday, February 3, 2005]

haiz...I was right to have dreaded today...sucks...

spent the day trying to deal with muscle aches...a depressed yiling...a stupid unreasonable teacher...no food at break...lack of ribena...worrying that I'll get posted to some other jc when O results come out...stressing and slogging for banner...guess the only moment when I was really happy today was in the morning when yiling gave me her present...the rest of the day...well...sucked big time...haiz...

and he didn't even look at me...much less say happy birthday =(...if he did it would have seriously made my day...but he didn't...don't blame him though...I guess he didn't even know about it...

feeling quite sad...guess yiling's pessimism rubbed off on me...

shall take 980 to school tomorrow and hopefully I'll meet darrell...and I get to have a seat...

and I guess I can finally say that I know patpat...though he still doesn't really talk to me...hope I can get to know him well enough soon so I can pat him =)...

too tired to blog anymore...byebye...

Mood: [ Good]
Moment: [22:44 Wednesday, February 2, 2005]

haha...I seem to blog at the same time everyday...

hi ethel!!...you here?...hahaz XD...

larz...prac today was ok...except that my instru died (again!!) and huiyun had to get another one for me...hehx she's so nice =)...yea...the new one has alot less resistance so it's nicer to play...haha this is funned...shall try to do indiv tomorrow...

I need math tutorial 2!!...people will sabo me tomorrow and I'll die cause I don't know how to do ><...

haha...just found out today that he's really funny and nice to be with...hehx not scared of him anymore =)...dinner was ok...except that I totally dislike yoshinoya food...haha oops XP...

why nobody want to tell me?!!...

haiz...it's going to be 11 soon...shall go sleep...byebye...

ps...I sort of dread tomorrow...

Mood: [ Contemplative]
Moment: [22:44 Tuesday, February 1, 2005]

happy birthday to yengling!!...

hai...banner is screwed...well...it's not screwed now...but it was screwed before this...ok I don't make sense...

Things a perfect guy would do:
-Know how to make you smile when you are down
-Stick up for you, but still respects your independence
-Give you the remote control during the game
-Come up behind you and put his arms around you
-Play with your hair
-His hands always find yours
-Offer you plenty of massages
-Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork
-Never run out of love
-Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious
-Be patient when you take forever to get ready
-Appreciate you
-Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching
-Sing, even if he can't
-Stare at you
-Call for no reason
-Be cute when he really wants something
-React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts
-Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you

hai...the last 3 are super sweet...surprisingly...reading such things makes me feel good...but when I think of now and how rare it is to find such guys...well...it just makes the whole thing pointless...and totally upsetting =(...

shall go bathe soon...byebye...

ps...I'm sam...and yiling's frodo...and the entire class thinks that we're les...I'm seriously going to faint...

Mood: [ Nothing]
Moment: [21:46 Monday, January 31, 2005]

someone's in my house talking to my parents...but seriously too lazy to go out of my room to greet them...haiz...and I sort of accidentally let my rabbit loose in the house...hope they're not scared of animals =P...

I love hamu...he's so nice to talk to...haha though he doesn't reply at least he listens to me...well I think he listens that is...

life is so dead now...I sort of pity her...really can understand her plight larh...if I were in her place I'd seriously break down and cry and scream at him to just go away...

yiling is fun to be with...she's like so possesive...makes me feel wanted =)...and poor "si xiao" is like so scared of her now...hahaz...

my life is screwed...but at least it's a life...

liane is so nice...I would have died long ago if she weren't there...and I miss pris peish and huien like so much =(...

this sucks...shall go drown myself in tutorials...byebye...

ps...yay...I like my section so much...everyone is so nice and fun to be with =D...

pps...this sucks...why can't I like get to know him...seriously want to pat his head...so kawaii...

Mood: [ Genki]
Moment: [00:12 Monday, January 31, 2005]

wow...look...it's tomorrow already =P...

hahaz...lookie banner!!!...I'm starting to really like the banner design...hopefully it won't look too plain when we do it...

hai...physics lecture tomorrow...totally sleep...I mean...SI units?!!...urgh...got pe also...hahaz...this is so funned...I never had such engaging pe lessons since pri school...

don't blab...

ok...I'm not thinking...shall go sleep now...byebye...

ps...I miss priscilla =(...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [15:30 Sunday, January 30, 2005]

omg...I'm like so dead...

yay...banner's going to be so darn cool...no strings attached XD...

I want a 5GB mp3 player...1.5 is too little =(...

my red devil's called davu...my black devil's called pi (as in 3.142 pi)...my new shoes are called anebir...haven't thought of names for my phone mp3 player and wallet yet...someone give me inspiration...

I'm white chocolate!!...

little boys are so cute...I keep having the overwhelming urge to pat someone's head cause he's so kawaii...

ok...need to leave...byebye...

ps...someone save me tomorrow...*cries*..

Mood: [ (Extremely) High]
Moment: [23:37 Wednesday, January 26, 2005]

omg I'm damn high...

I will follow him
Follow him wherever he may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
Keep me away, away from his love

I love him, I love him, I love him
And where he goes
I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
He'll always be my true love
My true love, my true love
From now until forever
Forever, forever

There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
Keep me away, away from his love

such a cool song XD...considering that it's supposed to be "holy" music...

rj pe is so intense...rg pe is not even classified as an activity...if I keep this up I'll get a nice figure soon =)...

I love fries!!!...

haha...today's funny incident...xinyi was taking me today outside the CO room...I was doing fine...then suddenly something happened...and for the rest of the taking I screwed up like shit cause my concentration died...haha I think xinyi knows lorh...haha go ask yengling to elaborate...

ok nothing more to say I guess...byebye...

Mood: [ Excited]
Moment: [23:28 Monday, January 24, 2005]

hahaz...I'm super high today...hahaha...

school is so fun...I'm meeting so many nice people...shanti for lending me math tutorial...that's like the nicest thing ever (math)...hahaz...charlotte lois and charity are so nice to hang around...haha muggers unite!!!...hehx at least I'm trying to pretend to be mugger...anyway...sam justin jeremy and charity again...haha the music people...and chenwei with his lack of music cells...haha so cute...yiling is so sweet...go with me to mediquiz and xian chou by not knowing anything and looking like blur dots...xinyi is so nice...and so patient...and she's such a good teacher...yay I like her alot...and the 3rd clar senior too...sorry don't remember the name...but she's so nice and patient...haha...liane is so sweet (wow big surprise)...haha no need to elaborate coz liane is sweet anyhow =)...siokteng is so nice...wait with me for...5 minutes?...haha oh well...it's the thought that counts...and the dinner people...brian lester jeremy chrissy and patrick...haha so funny...mostly stupid crap talk...and brian is so nice!!...I really should pay him for the drink or I'll start feeling guilty...hahaz...and lester is so nice for keeping my secret...though I really don't think he can keep his mouth shut for long XP...haha I'm so mean...den raisa for being there to listen to me talk crap and go crazy over -----...and of course pretty boy is so nice for providing me with eye candy all day long XD...

ok that was exceptionally long...but today's such a nice day...whee...I'm even starting to like school...hahaz...

ok...shall go sleep soon...math and physics tutorial can just wait for another day...hooz...byebye...

Mood: [ In Love]
Moment: [00:01 Friday, January 21, 2005]

well...I guess I only have 4 important words to say...THIS GUY DEFINES HOTNESS!!!!!!!...omg...I mean...look at his figure man...it's like so perfect!!...oh my goodness...he's such a pretty boy...and when I saw him training today I almost died...ahh...he looks so good...gosh...ahh I'm so infatuated with him!!...

haha...anticlimax prediction...this will probably die down in a couple of weeks time when I get to know him better...oh well...at least now I can bask in his perfectness...

haha...raisa gets so worked up when I mention him...darrell makes funny comments but gets enthu all the same...he's pretty k XP...haha...

I won't tell...and I'll try my best...I just hope everything goes well...

my mum's pissed at me for some unknown reason...think she's just tired of being nice and accomodating all the time...

bwee...should go sleep soon...it's technically tomorrow already...haihai...shall go now...bye...

ps...looking forward to monday like nothing...omg...lectures!!...stine rmb wed lectures?...let's do it again!!...omg...so excited!!...

Mood: [ Serene]
Moment: [22:08 Sunday, January 16, 2005]

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe, noone will find you
Your fears are far behind you
All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me each night, each morning
Say you love me
You know I do
Love me that's all I ask of you

Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me that's all I ask of you

I love this song...even though Raoul and Christine sang it and I seriously do not like either of them...but it's so sad...everytime I hear it then I think of the phantom hiding behind the statue and hearing everything then I feel like crying...why they so mean to him...boo...

tutorials are getting boring...yay I'm reverting back to my old lazy self...whee...

ok nothing else to say...byebye...

ps...fransisco bosch is real pretty...but seiten is still the sexiest XD...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [20:27 Thursday, January 13, 2005]

haha...omg...I'm really turning into a cao mugger...I keep on having the urge to do my tutorials and read my lecture notes...ahh I'm so disgusted with myself...

getting to know my class more and more...haha...we're so darn efficient XDXD...and ms lim is such a nice and funky teacher...and the phantom of the opera!!!...I seriously like my class =)...

yengling and stine are like the grossest lovesick people I've ever seen...applepie and honeydew...changed stine's phone profile to honeydew sucks...I wonder if she had noticed it yet...haha XP...

gosh...I seriously feel like mugging...shall go mug now before I burst...gross...byebye...

ps...my sis chose to look toot...I chose to look lian...she doesn't want to look lian...I don't want to look toot...so there...

Mood: [ Dorky]
Moment: [19:52 Monday, January 10, 2005]

haha...someone congratulate me...went to a bookstore today and bought 12 bucks worth of orange stationary...got a notebook a file a highlighter a pencil and a pack of lead...all of which are orange in colour XD...whee so cool...

today was fun...I like the bio lecture...maybe except for the stupid champagne bubbles that look like frog eggs...and some stupid unreasonable teacher scolded my class...we were like sitting directly under the aircon and freezing so we moved to a warmer place...then the irritating guy just screamed bloody hell at us...like what the hell...punch his face ar XP...

I'm starting to like my class...but I still love my og =)...

school was fun...tomorrow got maths lecture...someone save me...

bibby!! XDXDXD...

haven't visited the bimbo's blog for very long liao...hai...shall not waste my time reading her crap...

ok...shall go do my chem tutorial now...byebye...

ps...omg...I'm turning into a cao mugger =X...

Mood: [ Thankful]
Moment: [21:06 Sunday, January 9, 2005]

yay...I love my og like nothing!! XDXDXD...ahsayuni rocks!!...all you guys are the best people ever XD...raisa hulin amelia steph don darrell khin gail dani xiuwen jacinta zhenghan joyce shanti vanessa ethel cedric lcs nicholas rocky weijian mingyuan...YAY...my memory rocks!!...

haha...this is like damn slow...orientation finish on fri then I talk about it today...sucks...

had to reformat my comp cause there's a virus in it that I can't get rid of...just finished getting everything up and running...I hate reformatting...

boo...school's starting tomorrow...actually it's not really starting since the day's damn slack...and I NEED to get to know my classmates...right now I can only remember some people like gabrielle samantha denise chenwei and alvin...then again I don't remember their faces...except for denise of course...but still...

been addicted lately to a song called toxic...by britney spears...ok I still don't like her...but the song's so pretty =)...

my smileys drool...

=)...

see?...

anyway...I'm so gonna miss huien =(...drooling smiley...ANYWAY...I'm gonna miss seeing her face...hearing her say retarded stuff...watching her be kiam...laughing at her doing stupid things with peish...boo...love you huien!!...

I dyed my hair black...BLACK...BlAcK...bLaCk...blAck...I look damn oriental larh...china doll...eww...oh well shall not elaborate...you all can laugh tomorrow XP...

shall go play games...byebye...

Mood: [ In Love]
Moment: [22:33 Monday, January 3, 2005]

omg...HE'S SO DARN CUTE!!!...st has no taste at all...he's so damn damn damn damn cute!!...*dies*...

ok anyway...ahsayuni rocks...yay XD...

hai...keep getting carried away...so...today was funned...noone I really know in my og...but was still damn fun...I like the powder game...we rock XDXD...the spagetti game is so gross...me and dani's broke like how many times larh...then was just laughing and dropping the spag half the time coz it was really darn funny...so in the end it was so short that we just gave up and walked to the finish line...hahaz...

ok now that I've finished talking about the sane stuff...HE'S SO CUTE!! XDXD...omg he's so sweet...ARGH...*dies again*...

someone I saw today has a darn nice figure...

phui...so fun...aside from the tiring activities think orientation's actually super fun...whee...

bought the poto soundtrack...doesn't sound as grand as in the movie though...coz no visuals larh...then the emotions are so raw that without visuals it's quite overbearing...yep...

ok...nothing more to say...unless anyone wants to hear me continue ranting about him XP...byebye...

ps...HE'S THE THIRD CUTEST PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN!!!...hahaz...goku and flubber are still the cutest XDXD...

pps...sucks...I sound so lovesick...

ppps...my stupid tagboard has died again...

Mood: [ Boo~~]
Moment: [22:48 Sunday, January 2, 2005]

ahh...someone find out my og for me...this sucks...noone called yet...and I don't even know what subject combi I'm taking cause noone called me for that either...they don't have my phone number izzit...boo...

=(...

Mood: [ Extremely bored]
Moment: [13:45 Sunday, January 2, 2005]

[click me]...how much are you worth?...I'm worth '644'830.00...I'm worth so much that I can't even afford myself XP...

I'm bored...wanna play maple but it doesn't want to be played...sucks...

school's starting tomorrow...still don't know what og I'm in...boo~~...

been raining like nothing for the past few days...I hate rain =(...nothing to do at home...except reading...and reading somemore...boring~...

*dies of boredom*

Mood: [ Content]
Moment: [21:18 Saturday, January 1, 2005]

yay...I'm finally done fixing up this page...happy happy...

original template by momo...modified it a little to fit my 800x600 screen and changed the little rollover square words XP...emotion avatars by TRP86...goku pic by yasuragi...all credit links under the places page...navigation is the rainbow thingie at the bottom...archives is under places page too...

new song...RAINBOW by ah...it's so uber nice XDXDXD...no rain, can't get the rainbow~~...

funned...

nothing to say...byebye...

Feeling: [ YAY!!]
Moment: [19:48 Saturday, January 1, 2005]

yay...new blog...so funned...testing...

RaiNBoW~~~...

Mood: [ Relieved]
Moment: [21:37 Wednesday, May 25, 2005]

phoo...I should stop announcing to the whole world that I owe them money...today sherlene came up to me and said "gel!! I know you owe me money. But I don't know how much. Haha actually I also don't know until I read your blog"...I feel damn stupid -_-...and liane no need to get so ji dong...remind me tomorrow if you can remember =P...

haha I shall talk about vesak day (though it's two days past)...yepz...I was over-sleeping till like 2 in the afternoon when yiling called me to ask me go library mug with her...so we went larh...haha actually the only thing I want to highlight is her dressing...come let me describe...she was wearing this plain collared shirt that is dull pink in colour...and together with that she wore light gray cotton -baggy- sweatpants...and plus that she wore sandals...can you even begin to imagine the (obscene) picture?...haha =P...


yes here's a photo...but so sad cannot see the disgusting sweatpants...but oh well you can see the gross shade of pink her shirt is...yea and she's trying to act innocent...quite unsuccessful I might say...cause she looks more pitiful than anything else...

and no...I'm not going to upload the "nice" photo =P...

ok enough of monday...today when I went to school and first saw yiling my initial thought was "omg wad did she do to herself"...yes let me describe again...she was wearing this really really big dark grey woolen sweater...it was like so huge that you can only see like 2 inches of her skirt poking out from beneath =P...then she got rid of her contacts and wore specs instead...wahlau total NERD larh...haha wanted to take picture but so sad rhdya was in st's locker...missed the golden opportunity...

anyway my whole point was to show that yiling is a fashion disaster...

haha...gp essay paper was damn damn funny...let me tell you something first...2 weeks before the CT lpm gave us an essay assignment to do...so I did this question that goes "does the book still have a future?"...and I wrote about the media being a competitor of the book and whatnot...so I did the question and lpm gave me 34 for it...then everyone went to read my essay cause it's supposedly a model answer...yea...then today I was sitting in the lt reading the CT questions...then I saw question 9..."does the advent of digital media signal the beginning of the end for books and the publishing industry?"...my initial reaction was to stare and think 'wth something is wrong'...and my second reaction was to die laughing =P...and apparently after reading my essay alot of people went to do that question...plagiarism larh I tell you...but it was really damn funny...compre was relatively normal though...except for the fact that I forgot how to answer application questions so I died...

then after CT we went to the canteen for PW meeting...was quite uneventful until the point in time when I went to the jap food booth and bought a corokke...so I was happily eating...then some idiot came up to me and asked whether the corokke was nice...so I said ya...then you know what he asked?!!..."haha so can I have a bite?"...wahlau I stared at him in shock for a full 5 seconds larh...damn insulted can...I am so so disgusted by him larh...gross can...

ok I shall not dwell on that (later cannot sleep)...so after that me yiling sherlene and jeslyn went to J8 mos to eat lunch...haha we basically spent the whole time laughing at sherlene's stalker incident...and we came to the conclusion that sherlene attracts perverts =P...after that we walked around J8 with the primary aim of buying a present for sherlene's sis...then we ended up spending alot of time walking around the whole place and buying stuff for ourselves =P...I got a nice furry orange pencilcase for myself...yiling got lots of coloured hairclips...and sherlene got this hairtie that says "kiss me"...haha then in the end sherlene ended up buying a miserable pair of socks for her sis -_-...


hee look =)...my new pencilcase...it's like damn nice to touch cause it's furry but it's super big...going to have a hard time finding space for it in my bag...haha which reminds me...I got a new bag too...from causeway point at only 9 bucks =)...haha quite nice larh but damn ego...cause the words on the bag say "hey! I'm not just a pretty face!!"...haha oops abit ego larh...but oh well...

after that yiling and I went to the library to borrow books to read...yea and all the way some freaky ugly guy kept messaging yiling and asking her to go out with him...so he was like asking whether she wants to watch starwars with him...then she replied that she doesn't like starwars...then the stupid guy still didn't get it lorh...so he went on asking what movies she like...haha then as I was quite irritated by him also I just took the phone and sent him this message "haha I don't know but I already got friends who want to watch with me...btw my phone batt is dying so can't talk to you anymore...ya so bye"...haha then he replied "nevermind I get the hint...bye"...oops...but oh well...no big loss...

whee today was quite a happy day for me...except for two things...one is that I went to get horror books from the library and now I don't dare to read them -_-...second is that noone messaged me goodluck for the CT =(...but oh well I don't blame anyone...really...yep...

haha ok I think I blogged too much and totally neglected my YYY discussion on msn =P...oh well I think we ended anyway...hmm...anyway I got nothing more to say...ya so bye =)...

Mood: [ Embarrassed]
Moment: [16:41 Sunday, May 22, 2005]

bwargh!!...I'm broke!!...

I currently owe liane 42 bucks...yiling 10 bucks...sherlene 2 bucks (I think)...ahhh ><...

plus there are so many stuffs that I want to buy...boo =(...

whee...watched my nice variety show yesterday...so stupidly funny...for the whole episode xu mengzhe wore this disgusting wig and big red nosering and paraded around as ken zhu...haha damn funny cause he kept singing the meteor garden theme song and purposely zhou ying all the time =P...and wang renfu without fail embarrassed himself once again...cause they were doing this task where they had to run and jump over this wooden block thingie...ya it's that kind of thing that you do during pe class yep...so the point was to jump over the thing and land on your feet...so wang renfu went to jump and he landed on his feet...but the mat he landed on moved and he fell on his butt =P...haha damn funny larh cause they purposely coated the mat with flour so he basically got a white butt...then there was this damn damn damn cute guest celebrity who went to try to jump over that thing also...haha you know he actually cleared the wooden thing...but instead of landing on his feet he landed flat on his face...in the flour...haha felt damn bad for laughing at him (cause he's so cute) but it was like really damn amusing...

haha...jared aren't you jealous? =P...

oh...I don't personally have anything against wang renfu...just that he always does this kind of loserly thing and embarrass himself...then I feel very lang fei if I don't say anything =P...

rhdya is damn cool...it has this light bar on the cover side of the flippie...then every few seconds a light will flash...when the phone is on standby it flashes a blue light...when there's a new message it flashes purple...when it's on the charger it flashes green...haha so cutes can...I'm so amused by it...

I don't know how...but people can always somehow kop my phone and take photos without me knowing...then everytime I check my album then always got new photos one...

everyone go buy A'museum concert album by ayumi =)...damn cool can...her costume designs are like the prettiest thing ever...there's like this costume which looks like a wedding dress...and the cool thing is that the veil is like 50m long...damn damn cool larh...haha I want to buys but got no money =(...

whee...

don't feel like typing anymore...so I shall end here...byebyez...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [23:33 Tuesday, May 17, 2005]

yawnz...hai so tireds...even though I slept for 3 hours from like 6 to 9 just now...bahz...

hehx...keep having the urge to upload photos...but I shall not =P...so fun today we took alot of stupid photos again...the funniest was this one that we took of this 2 guys when we were having break in the canteen...damn funny cause the two of them were like sitting damn close together then yiling kept wanting to take a photo of the sweetness -_-...haha have the photo now but shall not upload it in case the guys in the photo see it here and come flame me =S...

larhz...nothing to do for tomorrow...PE break 2 lectures and gp...then council invest -_-...like whatever...I want to have band prac!! ><...bwargh oh well at least might be praccing tomorrow with liane...

bwargh...I can't believe I'm so affected by this whole business...sheesh...really need to wake up...

is this LOVE? is a damn damn nice song...though the lyrics are so lovesick...oh well who cares...

ok...shall not blog anymore in case I lose control and start uploading photos =P...k so byez...

ps...haha ethel and her whole M2M thing is damn funny =P...

pps...HINT...dove's milk chocolate with malt crisps is the best chocolate in the world =)...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [22:36 Monday, May 16, 2005]

new song...Incomplete by backstreet boys...understatement is that they rock...totally...

I've tried, to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake, but my world is half asleep
I pray, for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete...

I bet you ten bucks that you can't find any lyrics sweeter than that =)...


the disgusting kind of stuff that we do during our PE sessions...supposed to be gym class today but all of us ended up taking photos of ourselves in the mirror...I seriously swear that we're all turning into bimbos...haha eeks...went on the hamster machine today and ran quite a distance...haha the machine is damn cool...stupid yiling kept playing with the speed and incline dials while I'm on the machine...plotting to murder me lorh she...increase the speed from 1.5 to 9.5 in 5 seconds =P...almost fell off the thing lorh...haha and running with the incline is seriously damn tiring...

whees...really think I've been influenced by benny...now I keep having the urge to upload my photos...

oh ya...haha my new phone has a name...it's called rhdya (pronounced ra-die-ya)...haha cools right...rhyl and rhdya =)...went to get a nice keychain today to hang on the phone...haha and I went to attach a little squid to the end of it...damn cute larh the squid...haha looks...

haha yes that's my bedsheet as the background =P...and the squid has a name too...its called blibby...so cutes =)...

larhz...long long day tomorrow...seriously going to fall asleep...hai ok I shall go attempt to get some tutorials done...byez...

ps...to teng...some things are better left unsaid =P...

Mood: [ Cute]
Moment: [23:27 Saturday, May 14, 2005]

boo =(...it's thunderstorming all over singapore...and the thunder so loud so scary ><....boos...

whee...uploaded quite a number of photos today...probably got inspired by all the photos on benny's blog...haha should really go look his photos cause they're all damn amusing...

haha ok I shall begin my uploading spree...


haha actually the only reason why I uploaded this photo was to show everyone how good my phone resolution is...haha yes it's taken by a cam phone =P...good?...definitely...haha yiling you stupid girl be honoured that I'm putting your face on my blog =P...


haha took this yesterday from my room window using phone =)...my house really can see nice sunsets...so cools...haha think in this picture the sun really looks like a comet cause of the glowing cloud on the left...so cutes...


hehx...the same sunset 5 minutes later...this one is taken with my camera...heez...I conclude my camera lighting is alot nicer than my phone's...this one somehow looks nicer than the previous one...hmmz...


haha I absolutely love this photo...so damn cute...taken on thursday I think...haha during break all of us went to buy food from the prata stall...hehx think we were all still quite high from class photo-taking session...so ya then lousy sherlene kept wanting to take photos with me (cause I'm popular =P)...haha then sinhui so horrible come and qiang jing tou with us...so you can see me and sherlene being so sad at the background while sinhui grins into the camera...haha still think she looks like an indian princess...hehx then stupid yiling made me take a photo with marcus but since she was the lousy photographer the photo screwed up =P...decided to take another one but so sad everyone came in to intercept so it ended up being a group photo...hai horrible gits all of them =P...hehx think we were behaving in quite a disgusting manner...like can you imagine doing all this crap while queuing up to buy your food?...hahaz =P...


whee last photo =)...took this today when we went for lunch at j8...haha someone else's dog but it was too damn cute so I just took a photo of it =P...hai but so sad noone else saw the cute doggie...haha but look it's damn cute right...then if you look closely at its reflection in the wall you can see it sticking out its tongue...damn cute XD...

bwargh...my stupid lousy aircon has been leaking water ever since I on-ed it...disgusting can...leak so much...I collected like one whole water bottle full of water in just one hour lorh...don't know how it's going to survive throughout the night...

haha I shall just comment that MD auditions today was quite funky but tiring =P...

whee =)...trying to persuade my mum to bring us to taiwan instead of thailand for the june hols...so far so good...went to bug her just now and she was like 'hmm not a bad idea I shall discuss with your dad'...haha yay XD...

bwee ok its quite late...really should go sleep...ok byebyez...

ps...stupid yiling still haven't sent me that photo!!...horrible girl...

pps...haha yiling you should be happy right...mentioned you so many times today =P...

Mood: [ *muacks*]
Moment: [22:30 Friday, May 13, 2005]

I just wanted my mood to be *muacks*...

phoo...today's friday the 13th...not very inauspicious if you don't mind me saying...had quite a nice day in fact...gp was as usual boring...hai lpm is so so horrible...everytime I purposely unfold my skirt and pull it down till it touches my knees then she don't spotcheck...and when I don't bother then she checks...like whatever lorh...chem was quite funny...donnell koh cheated us!!...got no chem test -_-...coz he wanted us to study so he purposely lie to us...haha I feel damn smart for hecking on thurs and going for my movie...whees =)... unlike stupid yiling who went home immediately after school on thurs to mug =P...bio was damn boring though...stupid 2hr tutorial...

whees...

yay tomorrow got my taiwan variety show again!!...haha so funs =)...

the msn music thing is quite cool =)...now I can show the whole world that 'is this LOVE?' is a REAL song =P...

haha nothing else to say really...ok I shall go crap on msn...byez...

ps...stupid yiling!!...send me that photo of me and marcus!!...NOW!!...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [23:04 Monday, May 9, 2005]

haha bemused one moment and amused the next =P...I really have drastic mood swings...

anyway...I'm really really bored...that's why I'm back here writing crap...

hmm...

gross...msn just automatically logged me out...

shall blog about the nice taiwan variety show I just watched...haha damn funny...as usual I laughed till I cried...haha ok I sound like an idiot but it's like super damn funny...today they went to visit this judo school for kids...then each of them have to pick a kid and challenge him/her to a battle...haha was damn funny coz all of them kena thrashed and thrown around by the kids who happen to be half their age and half their size...only wang ren fu didn't get thrashed by the kid (I suspect cause he's too heavy for the poor boyboy to lift =P)...haha...damn funny...then the second task was at this taiwan theme park...the celebs had to pair up and go on this extremely cool-looking roller coaster...and the point was that they had to hold this stick of youtiao between them for the whole ride and make sure it doesn't break into two bits -_-...haha was stupidly funny...but think saturday's episode was funnier...they had to go on this ride which looks like the pepsi thing at escape theme park...ya and they were given this huge mango pudding on a tray and the point was to make sure the pudding doesn't fly off...haha the whole ride was so violent that wang ren fu smashed his face into the mango pudding...haha I couldn't stop laughing for like 5 minutes =P...

yes...conclusion is that everyone should go and watch that show...damn good stress-relief...

whees...ok I shall go sleep...byebyez...

Mood: [ Bemused]
Moment: [22:21 Monday, May 9, 2005]

this is what happens when you're the only person in the sectionbatch with a blog with a functioning tagboard...ceaseless flooding by your bored sectionbatchmates -_-...yes...go check out my tagboard and laugh...

this week is going to be so so killer...just realized that I'll be having so sort of test every day of the week!!...today was napfa 5 items...tomorrow physics SPA...wednesday napfa 2.4 (THE HORRORS!!)...thursday math trigo quiz...friday chem AS and bonding quiz...haha I'll laugh if I can pull through this load of crap and survive =P...

haha talking about napfa...very pleased with myself today for 5 items =)...haha didn't know I could still do all those weirdo stuffs...did 31 sit-ups (omg you all should have seen evelyn...her sit-ups are like 2 per second!!)...haha shuttlerun was 11.1 secs...which is an A =)...hahaz...and my pride and joy!!...I GOT 181CM FOR SBJ!!!...haha I'm so proud of myself =P...39cm for sit and reach...wasn't aiming for anything above that so it's ok...and omg I did 18 pull-ups!!...but still 2 short of an A...boo =(...but oh well...have 21 points now...so as long as I can get a C for my 2.4 then I can continue my gold streak =)...whees...

school is boring...I want to watch a movie like now!!...kingdom of heaven...liane says it's not as good as expected but oh well...it still looks cool =)...

yay...I love my pw group =)...

came late to school today...alarm clock didn't work (ok fine it never did work) and mum overslept...so we all overslept so dad had to fetch us in the end...apparently my dad wasn't really awake when he was driving cause he made a wrong turn somewhere and we ended up far far away from bishan -_-...come to think of it...if he didn't make that wrong turn I would have reached school in time =P...haha oh well who really cares...

ahh...have to finish my bonding tutorial by today...shall start now...ok...byebye...

ps...stupid starfish...orange is nice k...

Mood: [ Nothing]
Moment: [15:51 Saturday, May 7, 2005]

by an audience:
Raffles Junior College was next, playing Stephen Melillo's Time To Take Back The Knights. The band had been trimmed from the 96-strong band which performed during Play2005 and A Tempo XVI. Powerful start, and very impressive. The brasses were very loud and clear, that it sounded almost like a brass-band. The two pianists were drowned, so we couldn't really hear what they were playing. The woodwinds were drowned partially once in a while, mostly by the tubas playing the tonic-note. The clear tonic-note was very nice, and I wonder why the tubas in other bands sound so weak, compared to RJC. The tempo was very good, and the percussionists were pretty accurate with their cues. The other bands in the concert-hall gaped, and some were saying that RJC would definitely get Gold with Honours. Frankly, I think so too. :) Adlina found the band a bit too loud though. Hahaha! :D But I noted something. RJC spent about 8minutes on the choice-piece, and more than 2 minutes for the set-piece, meaning they exceeded the 10-minute time-limit. Oh no...

I guess I could say that I was quite suspicious of our timing...so I suppose it's true...

hai...don't know whether to laugh or cry...

Mood: [ Serene]
Moment: [22:35 Friday, May 6, 2005]

ok...maybe not serene...but definitely at peace...yea I guess I was upset yesterday...I mean...who wasn't?...but realized that this doesn't really change anything for me...I still think we're great...and we rock...and I still love the band...perhaps more than ever...we may not be the top band anymore...but RJCSB will always be number one in my heart =)...

ok I shall not dwell on that and bring in more mushiness...

anyway...woke up today with my right leg swollen...definitely something wrong...couldn't even walk now that both legs hurt like hell...so spent the entire day confined to bed and smsing people...haha think I seriously used up 50+ messages on one person in a single day...don't ask...but impressive eh?...hehx...yepz went for a checkup and the doctor told me it's swollen nerves and told me it's cause I did too much vigorous exercise these past few days (which I didn't so I dunnoe what the hell happened)...and I forgot to get an MC to excuse myself from 2.4...I mean...how completely stupid can I get?...urgh...

benny's blog is really really lame...it's like the third best thing that brightens my life nowadays...the second is definitely taiwan variety shows...specifically the one hosted by 5566...wahlau I laugh until I die can...everytime I watch I'll either laugh till I cry or literally fall off my chair...damn damn funny...I'm not gonna name my first so you all can go figure...

uploaded a new song by ayumi...it's called STEP you...okok I know it's a lousy title but you have to admit it's a nice catchy song...1 2 3 4 you and me =)...so cute...was going to upload her other song "is this LOVE?"...but I didn't in the end...no particular reason...maybe I'll upload it some other day...really sweet song (with a decent title too)...

ok...let me say this...my new phone is the coolest ever...motorola A668...haha don't judge it badly cause it's motorola...I tell you it's damn damn cool...the fingerwriting recognition feature is like the coolest thing that can ever happen to a phone...and I can upload my own images and ringtones =D...and I can take photos with it...ok granted the camera shutter speed is damn slow and there's no connectivity whatsoever...but it's still damn cool...haha don't get it wrong...I still love rhyl...hai so sad I just named it for one month and I'm not using it anymore =(...maybe I should name my new phone rhyl jnr or something...

I did nothing constructive today...

haha kingdom of heaven is finally out!!...yes someone volunteer to go watch with me...haha it's so so darn cool XD...

I think I've run out of things to say...maybe I should go play solitaire or something...haha ok that's a bad idea but I'll go do it anyway...so byebye...

Mood: [ Disgusted]
Moment: [19:52 Thursday, April 28, 2005]

whee...

just downloaded a megamix song which is exactly 60 mintues long...haha have about 36 more minutes to go =P...

haha damn surprised that I didn't like collapse in school today...slept damn late last night cause was doing gp essay...then couldn't sleep properly also cause was thinking about stuff...so I like slept a total of what...4 hours?...haha...

hope michelle gets well soon...so poor thing...

yay I think my pw group rocks...me marcus siyuan huiwen and jeslyn =)...haha then stupid yiling was like 'haha gelgel I bet you must be damn happy right' when she saw my group members...and I managed to get away with no PI today...haha don't ask me how...I think I just look too innocent and guai =P...

hai...chia finally got around to scolding us today...not that I didn't expect it since she apparently screamed at all her other classes already...but still was a shock...haha then was quite sad...cause she was so angry that she refused to talk to us so she sat down at her table to mark her assignments...then she realized got no red pen...so she just stood up walked to my table and violently grabbed mine =P...without asking -_-...haha then I was like err ok whatever...so horrible larh she...

ahh my room is freaking HOT!!...

hai I'm damn bored...waiting for benny to update his blog so I can go read and laugh at it...haha...his entries all damn amusings...

yay band prac tomorrow...haha pracs nowadays are so fun...hope glen's coming tomorrow...so if benny spontaneously shuts down again I'll still have someone to talk to...hai but sitting first row very demanding leh...must make sure I sit properly all the time...doesn't help that the people sitting opposite me are all guys =P...

dammit...yesterday's PE was so demanding...pushed myself to run 4 complete rounds in under 10 minutes...haha not bad actually...my legs only died today =P...hai and I had to make the stupid decision to walk back to the thomson road busstop from j8 after dinner...haha can you imagine the horrendously long distance?...then stupid girl wear ankle socks so my shoes basically killed my heel...so painful then I had to walk so slowly...hehx but oh well got brian walk with me =)...haha so nice...

and stupid benny don't think I didn't see you and novella on wednesday can...don't try to sneaky sneaky =P...shall not elaborate...

which reminds me...how come you all anyhow say stuff one...can't believe what I said got distorted until like that...and I didn't even remotely hint that in the first place larh...people ar don't anyhow interpret can =P...

call me ignorant...but I seriously didn't know until he told me...

23.5 more minutes to go...

haha...project YYY...don't ask me why...haha so catchy =P...

whee I shall go enjoy my song...nothing more I want to say anyway...yepz...byebye...

Mood: [ Boo =(]
Moment: [22:37 Tuesday, April 26, 2005]

ahh...I really don't know...what am I going to do?!!...I hate this =(...

hai...ponned chem tutorial today...apparently the teacher almost cried cause half the class didn't bother going...sort of felt sorry for her...

stupid yiling's depression is rubbing off on me...and I'm starting to become a very paranoid and sensitive person all because of her...so horrible...

I really want to...but should I?...scared that he'll think I'm mad =(...

ahhh...

think I'm damn weird...I'm like only happy when I'm around certain people...during which I'll have damn alot of fun...but I clam up when they're gone and act damn antisocial to others...think that's why people who don't know me well say that I'm damn stone...

poor gary got tortured today =(...I'm never bringing him to school anymore...

syf's in 9 days...that's damn near...I'm starting to feel nervous...

band prac tomorrow...got new arrangement apparently...hai I'm in the first row again...really don't know how I'm going to survive sitting decently for so long...and the thirds won't be able to do stupid stuff anymore cause we're directly in front of mr oura...hai so sad...hope prac will still be fun =(...

this sucks...I shall go off soon and do homework...no point in staying online anymore...

byebye...

ps...yay I finally met someone who likes ayumi too =)...really really nice to have someone to go crazy over her with me =)...haha...

Mood: [ Good]
Moment: [22:16 Monday, April 25, 2005]

okok...I know I haven't blogged for like a million years =P...so that's why I'm here now see =P...

haha good news...this whole week donnell koh got chem spa to invigilate...so we're going to have that (cmi) female teacher again...hai damn boring larh her lesson but at least I don't have to rush to finish my tutorial by tonight...haha...and lpm is going off for some weird course so she won't be in school for the whole week too!!...haha no more attire checks...I can fold my skirt as many times as I like and tuck my shirt all the way out =P...HAH!!...ya anyway it means that I'll be having a ridiculously large amount of breaks...like tomorrow I end at 4 with 3 hours of break...and thursday end at 2 got 2 hours break...and friday end at 4 got 4 hours break...super screwed up timetable but I suppose it'll be fun...hehx...

whee...I can never remember a time when I'm not amazed by the X soundtrack...was listening to it on the way home today...damn damn nice can...haha the last battle is my favourite song =)...so nice!! XD...

haha I have the nicest comp bg in the entire world k...it's like damn damn damn pretty =)...haha...I'm so proud of it can...

shall bring gary to school tomorrow...and let everyone bully him =P...

whee my angel wrote a letter to me =)...haha his chinese really cmi...but still better than mine =P...haha he's damn cute in his letter...then got stupid drawings somemore...have a strong feeling that it's juncheong =P...hmm...haven't written to my mortal yet...but she's quite close to me don't know what to write so as to make it less obvious...haiz...

pink laces are damn ugly =P...

boo patricks left =(...now nobody talk to me...I so sad =(...

shall upload a new song unto my blog soon...still thinking of a suitable one...

and maybe if I'm bored enough I might revamp the whole page and give it a new look...but see first...

hai...I'll miss sucan =(...and huien too...sorry I couldn't go down to send you off...love you both lots...

haha wowz...this entry so longs...

whee my player is playing the piano version of sadame now...damn nice =)...

haha I thinks I've run out of stuff to say...ok byebye...

ps...haha...pink and red socks tomorrow...I'm so disgusting =P...

Mood: [ Whee]
Moment: [18:50 Sunday, April 17, 2005]

[click me]...haha...is this girl perfect or what...whee love her so much =)...can't wait for the new single...

larlar...haven't been blogging alot lately...even though I normally stay online every night till like 12 plus...hmm...getting lazy to blog I guess...

whee...new clar =)...so prettys...

haha atempo photos are so cute...I love the sectionbatch one...so sweet =D...

haha...so sweet!!...I love us =)...

ok...nothing more to say really...shall go and do pointless stuff online...byebye...

Mood: [ Cheeky]
Moment: [21:17 Sunday, April 10, 2005]

omg...looks!!...[click me]...[click me too]...is it funky or is it scary?...I'm for scary...I mean...hello...ppg anime?...

my reed just went through the washing machine trauma...and it came out without any split or chip...problem is I don't dare to use it now cause I scared I'll die from detergent intake =P...

yiling's monologue...
[bunnie] says:
*boo* =P
[bunnie] says:
okok i know you're away
[bunnie] says:
but i'm still going to say HARLOW
[bunnie] says:
cos you're the only one online on my list
[bunnie] says:
well theres only three pple on my list you see =X
[bunnie] says:
bleahss.
[bunnie] says:
i want to cut my hair leh
[bunnie] says:
den can let down
[bunnie] says:
but haiyah
[bunnie] says:
dowan lah
[bunnie] says:
duno lah
[bunnie] says:
shld i?
[bunnie] says:
duno duno *sigh*
[bunnie] says:
dont like my current hairstyle leh.
[bunnie] says:
bleahss.
[bunnie] says:
ok i'm done talking
[bunnie] says:
tata!~
[bunnie] says:
ok yah what a pretty msn pic
[bunnie] says:
haha. ok reli gtg
[bunnie] says:
cya

I don't know whether to say she's cute or dumb =P...

ok...nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Satisfied]
Moment: [17:29 Sunday, April 10, 2005]

haha...I know I shouldn't be posting these yet...but I can't resist..just hope my section doesn't come here to visit before tomorrow =P...



haha...don't you just feel like picking one up and squeezing it?...damn cute rights...haha I rock =P...the princesses are too adorable for their own good...haha but the ferrero rocher knights are still non-existent...damn sad =P...

Be without fear in the face of your enemies
Be brave and upright that God may love thee
Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death
Save God the helpless, do no wrong
That is your oath
*bish*
And that is so you remember it
Rise a knight!!

haha okok the bish spoilt the whole thing =P... but kingdom of heaven is damn damn nice...all the quotes are so cool XD...hehx...yay summer is finally coming and all the nice blockbusters are coming out too =)...yayz...

atempo is tomorrow...we're playing at the esplanade...ultimate coolness...whee...I love us =)...

larhz...shall come again later when I can think of something to say...byebyez...

Mood: [ Bored]
Moment: [15:08 Tuesday, March 29, 2005]

whee...physics is like how boring -_-...hahaz...yepz...having pract now in the com lab...doing some retarded bouncing ball thing that is super boring and brainless...BRAINLESS!!...haha XP..

lala...ethel is sitting beside me...talking to people online...boo...how come noone is online from my list...and this screen is like so small larh...damn hard to see what I'm typing...hurz...

larlar...about half an hour more before end of school...yayz...shall go find starfish to go home with later...

argh...physics is so boirng!!...BORING!!...

ok I shall not blog anymore...byebye...

Mood: [ Content]
Moment: [17:23 Friday, March 25, 2005]

hai...ok...I'm happy...in fact I'm very happy...that's all I shall say...

during the course of 2 days I realized how much I actually love RJ...first day at AC was quite bad...the segregation of the 1st and 2nd intakers was horrible...it's like they're already all wearing the AC uni...and they all went off for lessons after assembly...which leaves us like outcasts wandering around the school not knowing where to go nor what to do...found shuwen after awhile and we sort of gathered up a collection of RJ pple...after which we all just walked out of the AC compound and sneaked back to RJ...and compared to AC...RJ O2 is like the funnest thing in the world...seriously...

second day was about as bad...we were all holding our phones and waiting for that call...haha was damn happy when the person called me...just screamed hugged sam and ran out of AC to hail a cab to RJ...now that I think of it I think I'm really really mean to sam...abandonment for 2 days straight...I'm sorry sam...love you dear =)...then went back to RJ...haha then I saw yizhe and both of us just went "AHHHHHHHHHH!!" and high-fived...damn funny...

after that followed my class for flag-raising...was tiring ya...and charlotte and yiling kept insulting him...humph XP...hahaz...then I gathered a group of people to pon the concert thing and go with me back to RJ to check class posting...haha quite sad...weiqi's in liane's class!!...what the heck!!...this is SO unfair!!...humph...

hai...this sucks...3Q lost 10 people...and 9 are coming in...I guess I should try to accept the change...but I still feel somewhat upset =(...so now I know that ethel liru evelyn and sherlene are coming in...wonder who the other 5 people are...hope they're nice =S...

hmm...not bad...a mere 2 days made me realize how much everything means to me and how much I've taken for granted...hehx...suddenly realized how important my OG band and class are to me...love you all so so much =)...

ok...nothing more to say...byebye...

ps...LOOKIE!!...[click me]...SO CUTES!!!...MY PRETTY DARLING!!!!...I LOVES HIMS!!!!!...WHEEEEEEE XDXDXD...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [23:01 Tuesday, March 22, 2005]

I don't know...but I seem to be wavering already...like...when I think about it...the sour feeling's just not there anymore...don't know whether I should psycho myself into thinking that I really really want to stay and that I would just die if I don't get the appeal...but if I do I'll just be making life hard for myself...but really don't want to let go just like that...

on one hand...quite a few classmates from 3q...sam shuwen and sampoorna...and a whole load of my p school friends...plus sam's gonna be in my og =)...

on the other hand...my xsb...my current sb...haha ok my whole section actually...yiling and charlotte...my og and rest of my class...

AHH.

maybe I should just leave everything to fate...or rather the rj appeals panel...but oh well...guess I can't have everything...

boo...waiting for results makes me a troubled person =(...

Mood: [ Sleepy]
Moment: [23:33 Sunday, March 20, 2005]

haiz...boring...comp games nowadays suck =P...

school's starting tomorrow...didn't do anything constructive for the whole of hols...apart from random reading of bio notes and emptying useless stuff from my file...phoo...

my curfew of 11.30 doesn't seem to be working...

I'm bored...

and tired...

shall go entertain myself for half hour more before sleeping...yep...shall try to go offline by 12...

keyword is try...

byebye...

Mood: [ Mischievous]
Moment: [23:10 Saturday, March 19, 2005]

can't seem to find an emoticon that goes "PANIC!!" so I shall just go with this...haha damn cute...and I never realized that mischievous was spelled as mischievous...I always thought it was mischievious with an I cause that's how people normally pronounce it...hmmz...

whatever...

haha yahoo graffiti is a stupid but nevertheless fun game =P...it's cause of things like these that I start doubting my ability to draw coherent stuff XP...starfish was the best though...he had to draw 'hamster' and he just wrote 'hamu' in the drawing area...damn funny...

whee...I've been running out of stuff to say lately...like...I never not blogged for one week before...ok rephrase...there was never a time when I didn't blog for one week before...haha better =P...ya anyway...main point is that I got nothing to say...

oh ya!!...he is such a disgusting person!!...what wouldn't I do just to send him to some remote island and leave him there alone...ok granted...at least now he doesn't come and bother me every night on msn and flood my phone with stupid lovesick messages...but can't stand the way he keeps thinking that he's the most wonderful person in the entire world and all the female population will fall for him...like whatever...slap his face ar...

ok...really nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Nostalgic]
Moment: [22:40 Saturday, March 12, 2005]

haha all thanks to yuhyiing...made me have the urge to go to my cupboard and dig out my cadenza CDs...hahaz...omg...cadenza 8 was so magical =)...cadenza 9 more so...I miss playing in rgssb so so much!!...

rhapsodia rocks...tico-tico is darn fun...and even though I hate it now..fantasy is the BEST!! XD...poe is such a pretty song...golgotha sounds damn cool...I MISS CHARIS AND L***W** SO MUCH!!...

hahaz...I love rgssb =)...

I MISS THE BASS CLAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Mood: [ Cute]
Moment: [21:38 Saturday, March 12, 2005]

wheez...

But when i think about it
I'm so in love with her
Every other time

so sweetz!!...

I'm boredz...

happy march hols!!...

ok...nothingz more to sayz...byebyez...

Mood: [ Reflective]
Moment: [22:37 Wednesday, March 2, 2005]

haha...been in an ultra good mood these past couple of days...figured that there are still 3 more weeks to go before posting comes out...no point making myself feel miserable and depressed for so long...shorten my lifespan =P...so yep...posting can go die for now...if it's really going to be my last 3 weeks here I might as well enjoy it to the fullest...heck with all the heartache that might come later XP...

hai...relationships just make everything so much harder...if it weren't for all these friendship and stuffs I don't think I'll be so troubled by posting...in fact...I would be looking forward to going to AC to have fun...but oh well...if given the choice I'd still choose to have my friends over everything else =)...

ok...enough of reflective stuff...going to do some pointless thing...

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
haha...clothes...
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
wild adaptor...deathnote...and redemption of althalus...
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't have one...not going to get one...
4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
ehh...haha fine...monopoly...
5. is non-existent...
6. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
bolster...hamu...food...
7. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
music...techno music...blasty techno music...LOUD blasty techno music...
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
being alone...
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
where's bolster...
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?
haha...orange =)...
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
never answer phones...mostly...
12. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?
friendship...love...and loud blasty techno music =P...
13. FAVOURITE FOOD?
pizza...and maybe sushi...
14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
definitely choc...
15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
haha...I don't wanna drive...I wanna get chauffeured =P...
16. FAV TV SHOW?
jap anime...
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
haha...if bolsters pillows and cushions can be counted as stuffed toys then yes...oh...and I sleep with my sex bomb too XD...
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
irritating...hate rain =(...
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
haha patricia!!...toy car!!...
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ANYONE DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
ayu...and maybe someone else...yes...
21. FAVOURITE DRINK?
ribena...
22. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDATE?
3 feb every year =P...
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
I don't even eat the rest of the broccoli...
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
haha...taitai =P...
25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
...err...don't know...
26. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
right now half full...
27. LAST VIDEO YOU WATCHED?
some ayu live concert...
28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
no..
29. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
my sex slave...anyone wanna see =)...
30. FAVOURITE NUMBER?
5...
31. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
gym...
32. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU:
stupid sis STEAL MY PHONE!!!!!!...er anyway...you've been a wonderfully cute and fun sis...*pinch cheeks*...haha...

yay that was incredibly stupid...but it was fun...hehx...

ok nothing more to say...byebye...

ps...thanks ethel...you're the best =)...

Mood: [ Miserable]
Moment: [21:05 Wednesday, March 2, 2005]

he keeps having the illusion that I'm enjoying what I'm doing...which I don't think is true...and ever since 2 days ago he hasn't really talked to me...and when he does he says all kinds of sarcastic stuff...I really don't know why he says that...and the whole thing is making me damn upset...really wish that he'll just sit down and talk to me instead of glaring at me and passing hurtful comments all the time...

I don't know...but I feel that I should not bond so much with people anymore...I'll just end up hurting myself more when it's time to say goodbye...

I think I'm unloading my problems to all the wrong people...feel really guilty for burdening people that I've known for only a couple of months with these kind of problems...yea...I'm really sorry...

just talked to my mum about the possibility of me taking arts...I guess she wasn't in the mood to talk...maybe I should just keep my mouth shut...

lost count of the number of times I've cried these past 2 days...not that I really care to remember...

nothing seems right now...

hai...just want everything to end =(...

Mood: [ Touched]
Moment: [10:40 Tuesday, March 1, 2005]

guess it may sound like a lie...but I'm really ok =)...yea...serious...

hai...maybe it's because of things like this that shows you how much the people around you actually care...yep...really had no idea that so many people actually comforted me yesterday...yea...haha thanks to all the people who messaged me good luck before...and my dearest liane for all the pretty lucky stars (I'm sorry I didn't bring it into the hall...now I've learnt my lesson -_-)...and brian for wasting like how many smses talking to me and cheering me up...haha thank you so much...hope you didn't exceed your limit =)...haha and of course my darling patpat...so sweet!!...love you so so so much =D...thanks to yukit for your smses...so sweet =)...love you!!...and hope u get well soon...and of course huiyun for saying such sweet things all the time =)...thanks so much...haha and all the countless other people who talked to me yesterday...love you all =)...

and to m********...sorry for all the mean things I've ever said or done to you (though I guess you sort of deserved it =P)...but ya...thanks for caring so much =)...

haiz...oh wellz...nothing more to say I guess...maybe I should go do homework and try to redeem myself in front of my parents...haihai...ok...byebye...

ps...I'm so sorry hamu!!...for neglecting you yesterday =(...I'll try to make it up to you soon =)...

Mood: [ Optimistic]
Moment: [17:54 Sunday, February 27, 2005]

whee...[click me]...damn fun!!...haha...me liane patricia and patpat are addicted to it!!...damn damn fun XDXD...

I have 2 words to say to you: I love you...







































cause you and I are one...

DAMN SWEET RIGHT?!!!!!!!!...

haha whee tomorrow...freaked too much...no feeling now...so I shall feel OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!...YES!!!!!!!...I WILL GET 6 POINTS!!!!!!! XDXD...

ok I shall leave...byebye...

Mood: [ Constipated]
Moment: [20:15 Saturday, February 26, 2005]

well yea...I don't really feel constipated...just wanted to use a weird emoticon...

ahhhhhhhhhh...I miss mogu and huien like sooooooooooooooo much!!!!!...

whee I'm damn bored...went back to paint to colour my little pair pic...haha pink background...BIMBO!!...

reading other peoples' blogs is fun =)...

the apocalypse is coming in approximately 2 days time...haha I guess I freaked too much this past week cause I don't really feel anything now XP...haha...and I'm so amazed cause all the J2s are like more excited about our results than us...haha screwed up...

boo...jared is always so mean to me =(...humph...

hai today sucked...cause I saw him...wahlao damn suay larh...spotted him walking with some people and I immediately tried to zao and tried not to even look in his direction...and when I thought I finally got rid of him at J8 still kena msged by him...ahh stupid person...never reply all his sms and block him on msn still cannot get the hint is it...gross...

wheez...think liane is thoroughly disgusted with me and the yoshinoya music player...haha so fun =)...

nothing more to say...byebye...

Mood: [ Bring It On!!]
Moment: [19:39 Friday, February 25, 2005]

whee...


haha damn cute right?!!...I drew it myself!!...using microsoft paint!!!...haha I rock...liane's comments "y ur guy hair so funny? like the girls one can"...haha true...but it looks cute anyhow =)...

whee today was a good day =)...don't know why also...just in a random good mood =)...

yay I shall go exist on msn...byebye...

Mood: [ Damn damn high]
Moment: [20:54 Tuesday, February 22, 2005]

yepz...life without thinking about the Os is so much better...


haha that's my darling hamster...it's name is hamu =)...


haha that's hamu trying to eat a grape...damn cute right XD...

whee...omg I'm feeling damn high...don't know why also...

ahhhh...he looked damn cute today!!

hehx...stupid yiling with all her weird scenarios and dilemmas...makes my life so much harder to live XP...and she went to stalk him today...I was so damn embarrassed then yiling still happily trailing after him and trying to look at his face...wah lau damn malu...stupid girl =P...

wheez...noone comes online nowadays...maybe I should lessen my online time too...

damn...just got my handphone bill...and guess what...the stupid company claimed that I sent out 809 smses in 30 days!!...like what the hell...that's like so much...then they make me pay 30 over bucks for it...ahh damn pissed...stupid company...

haha my convo with jared is damn damn cute...
- jared - says:
aye who's hamster is that
angel~yuhning says:
MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
angel~yuhning says:
ITZ CALLED HAMU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
angel~yuhning says:
CUTE RIGHT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
- jared - says:
i cant see the face
- jared - says:
how i noe its cute or not
- jared - says:
hee/
angel~yuhning says:
lookie!!..
angel~yuhning says:
itz eating a grape..
angel~yuhning says:
so cute!!!!!!!!!!..
- jared - says:
really meh
- jared - says:
aye why so cute one.
angel~yuhning says:
haha..
angel~yuhning says:
mine wad..
- jared - says:
give me!
angel~yuhning says:
haha..
- jared - says:
bring to school.
angel~yuhning says:
y shud i..
- jared - says:
i want to eat
angel~yuhning says:
eeeeeee..
angel~yuhning says:
u gross..
angel~yuhning says:
eat hamu?!!..
- jared - says:
no la..i eat the grape.
angel~yuhning says:
..
angel~yuhning says:
so u want me to bring grapes to sch?..
- jared - says:
ya
- jared - says:
then you can bring hamu too.
angel~yuhning says:
haha wadeva..
angel~yuhning says:
ill bring it one day..
angel~yuhning says:
but i got no container to put it in..
angel~yuhning says:
him..
- jared - says:
stuff it in your clarinet case.
haha...our convo is so damn cute XD...

whee...stupid long entry...byebye...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [22:29 Monday, February 21, 2005]

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire?
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me

You are my fire
The one desire
You are...
Don't wanna hear you say

Ain't nothing but a heartache
Ain't nothing but a mistake
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Cause I want it that way

hai...some people just don't get it...I mean...I'm already trying my best to show my dislike and irritation but someone just doesn't get the hint...like whatever...

I'm sick and tired of worrying about O results...really feel like just saying f- it to the Os...stupid MOE with the brown and white envelopes...how discouraging and misleading can they get...

hai...bad mood bad mood...

why don't you want to talk to me anymore =(...

[click me]...really want this phone...it's so damn cool...touchscreens plus flippies is a dream come true...but don't think I'll ever get it...

they look so sweet together...

=(

ps...this is not the time to play happy songs...

Mood: [ Grateful]
Moment: [16:44 Sunday, February 20, 2005]

hai...really didn't expect him to say that...haha guess it'll be an understatement to say that I melted...hehx...but it was so so nice of him...thank you...haha and I hope so too =)...

gp essays are so gross...so cheem...I don't get it =(...

boo...math tutorial tomorrow...and I totally haven't touched tutorial 3 yet...going to die so badly tonight...

my phone can't connect to the comp...I can't send all my nice photos into my phone...so upsetting =(...

shall go eat mushroom soup now...byebye...

ps...my weight 2 weeks ago: 50kg...my weight now: 46kg...haha I rock...

Mood: [ Nostalgic]
Moment: [00:07 Sunday, February 20, 2005]

it just suddenly hit me like that...and I realized how much I actually miss RGS...my class 406...RGSSB...and my entire section...and how much I've neglected to think about them this year...I guess talking to my juniors helped me to reconnect myself to RGS and everything...thank you for that...

my section yukit siokteng pris stine grace xiling cheryl yuhyiing sucan lynette and rashelle...

my batch charlotte shuwen adeline huien liane fengyi yunxuan dawn yengling yukit siokteng stine pris charis constance qiaoqi xiaohan kelly sam minyen sixiao bridget sampoorna eunice leeying liching yihong and clara...

my loserish kiam clique liane peish huien and pris...

I miss everyone so much...and I love you all =)...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [17:24 Saturday, February 19, 2005]

whee...song is VALENTI by BoA...yay so nice =)...haha bad english...I fall in love with you...

play's over...damn fun...I SAW MOGU!!!!!!!!...missed her so so so so much...hope she comes to rj...haha me and liane wrote stupid notes to the whole section...damn fun...hehx...

whee I want all the play photos!! XDXD...

this entry is abit incoherent...

ok need to bathe now...byebye...

Mood: [ Stressed]
Moment: [23:56 Wednesday, February 16, 2005]

maybe he's not so bad a person after all...I mean...I think I can understand his feelings...but I don't know why he thinks that way...sort of pity him...and I still think he's actually a really nice guy...oh well...think it's really too early to judge him...

banner is screwed...banner people are screwed...everything is screwed...damn...

where were you when I needed you the most? =(...

pigging out on hershey's kisses...going to grow fat like really soon...

I need a hug...

stupid JAE talk tomorrow...

I really really need a hug...

boo...

The lovers, seemingly happy
hold hands and walk
It looks like everything is going perfectly
but only they know the truth

nothing more I want to say...bye...

Mood: [ In Between]
Moment: [11:03 Sunday, February 13, 2005]

happy birthday to siokteng!!...

I feel damn stupid when I put my phone next to the comp...coz everytime I need to use the mouse I'll grab my phone instead and wonder why the cursor isn't moving...

larz...og sleepover on friday was super fun...joyce is like the best hostess ever...played mahjong most of the time...haha conclude that I have everlasting good luck when I play with my og especially with hulin...haha he so poor thing...yep anyway won damn alot but too bad we're not playing with real money so got no profit...yep...played overnight bridge till 5 in the morning with amelia raisa and zhenghan...haha super cool...in the end amelia was the only one who was really awake while the rest of us were just blindly putting out cards...haha our conversation at 4.30am was damn screwed...
me: oh we won?...
joyce: ya we won...
me: oh we won...
joyce: no we lost...
me: huh?...so we lost?...
joyce: no I'm not your partner...so you won...
me: oh I won?...(long pause)...yay...
haha sounds damn sad...whee now I have a new record for latest overnight bridge...yay...

went sb outing the next day...haha damn fun...the lame game is super funny...chrissie has like the longest reaction time ever...haha...iceskating was quite funny...haha brian and patpat looked damn cute...then went to watch howl's moving castle...haha didn't really get the gist of the show...spirited away was alot alot nicer...hehx...

lala...home alone now...very bored...nobody's online to talk to me...waiting for dj and gang to come and visit and entertain me...

hai...didn't know he was that kind of person...and I initially thought he was a super nice guy...hai now I'm damn scared of him =(...

nothing more to say really...byebye then...

Mood: [ Excited]
Moment: [11:48 Friday, February 11, 2005]

whee...og outing later...og sleepover tonight...sb outing tomorrow...makes me a happy person...just that I won't get to go online tonight and have sb bonding session...hahaz...

haha...all i had to say was "WHEREZ MY DARLING!!!!!!.." and patpat immediately comes on msn...damn moqi larh...feel so sorry for liane XP...

wonder if he's coming tomorrow...haha later he come then he and patpat go off together then I rot...so funned...

updated the people links page...someone has a pretty new blog =)...

whee...

shall go talk crap on msn...byebye...

ps...[click me]...lookie banner!!...I love us XD...(sorry cwissie if I'm leeching your bandwidth)...

Mood: [ Disgusted]
Moment: [23:01 Tuesday, February 8, 2005]

boo...patpat's playing piano...liane's probably hanky pankying on the phone with her darling...patricia is lamenting online about his darling...I want my darling to come online and say nice things to me!!...

some people in the world are damn irritating...nothing nice to say then don't say anything larh...wah lau...
stupid person: hey did you do the atempo banner?...
me: yes I did...why?...
stupid person: oh haha...the words cannot see at all leh...
me: aiya nevermind one larh...as long as can see the words atempo can liao...
stupid person: but really cannot see leh...
me: you know we stayed back yesterday till 10.30pm just to finish it?...
stupid person: oh...but seriously I cannot see leh...

I mean...wah lau...you blind my problem ar...was so pissed that I just rolled my eyes and walked off...stupid freak...

and now he tells me the banner is cool...can I slap him...

whee...my section batch is darn cool...ok our section batch minus 6 people...haha I'm so mean...hehx...taught patpat glen and patricia how to play the lame game...damn fun...and guess what my name was XP...

this is so upsetting...unless someone interesting comes online and talks to me I'm seriously going to zao with patricia and go sleep...I'd really rather sleep than talk to some of the people who happen to be online now (patricia excluded =D)...hai...such a sad cny...

nothing more to say I guess...byebye...

Mood: [ Happy]
Moment: [23:44 Sunday, February 6, 2005]

haha...just fulfilling momo's lifewish...

RAINBOW

La la la...
I hear a gentle voice from somewhere
Which might have always been heard
The warmth found just near to me

I was forgiven by forgiving many things
Including my childhood from so long ago
I was healed, though I intended to heal
I've just noticed, in the way
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

You come down quietly from somewhere
And always tell me
Of the happiness just near to me

Supporting and being supported
I draw close to you little by little
Protecting and being protected
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away

If you have a pain hard to get over
Shall we share it and walk on?
Gathering pleasure too big for each of us
Shall we share them and walk on?

I sing this song only to you now
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
You are my special treasure

La la la...
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow
No rain, can't get the rainbow

Mood: [ Cheeky]
Moment: [23:40 Sunday, February 6, 2005]

haha...omg my wish came true!!...I ADOPTED PATPAT!!...so sweet!!...hehx...so my surname is now leo...leo yuhning...hahaz...

my sb is super fun...so funky and scandalous...hahaz...

went to watch hotel rwanda today...not bad larh...but it's not really sad or anything...I mean...I was more moved by the pianist...yea...jermyn and lester so nice go watch with me...seriously felt like I had 2 bodyguards XP...

larhz...so funned...can't wait to go school tomorrow XD...

ok...I shall go and do gp homework now...later kena scolding...haha ok byebye...

Mood: [ Smartass]
Moment: [23:02 Saturday, February 5, 2005]

ahaha...this is my favourite mood emoticon...the look somehow reminds me of draco malfoy...hehx...he's so darn cool!!...

darn...everyone stop looking for my blog!!...go away...shoo!!...

I feel like editting my previous entry...it's giving people funny ideas about me...

I hate bananas and chocolate...I'm never eating pancakes again!!...eee so damn gross larh...felt so undignified when eating it...

yay...yk likes RAINBOW!!...she's so nice...and has good taste too =)...

glennie and patricia are so funny to talk to...don't know why...but talking to funny people makes me super hyper...

sis joining band in sec school...senior's making her choose between the oboe and the alto sax...I encouraged her to take the oboe...my ex-sb is so going to bash me up...

it's 11 liao...and my comp is still blasting music...I feel so bad XP...

too lazy to blog anymore...byebye...

ps...I still miss pris and huien so so much =(...

pps...the best way to get guys off your trail is to tell them that you're going shopping XD...

Mood: [ Happy]
Moment: [23:29 Thursday, February 3, 2005]

he made my day...you made my day...both of you made my day...thank you so much!! =)...

and thanks to my darling og for the card...yiling for the pretty necklace...ethel for waking up at 12 to message me happy birthday...my sweet junior for messaging me...and all the other people who either messaged or wished me happy birthday...my ex-sb for the book CD and the twins...stine for the hearts...st and momo for the hugs...all the people for staying back to do banner...lester for treating me dinner (twice)...my mp3 player for blasting music into my ear all the way home...patpat for looking so kawaii...yl for her sad birthday song...liane for her sweetness...my class for not saboing me during math tutorial...and of course brian who can somehow say things that turn the entire day round for me =)...

yay I'm happy...shall go sleep soon...byebye...

Mood: [ Tired]
Moment: [21:59 Thursday, February 3, 2005]

haiz...I was right to have dreaded today...sucks...

spent the day trying to deal with muscle aches...a depressed yiling...a stupid unreasonable teacher...no food at break...lack of ribena...worrying that I'll get posted to some other jc when O results come out...stressing and slogging for banner...guess the only moment when I was really happy today was in the morning when yiling gave me her present...the rest of the day...well...sucked big time...haiz...

and he didn't even look at me...much less say happy birthday =(...if he did it would have seriously made my day...but he didn't...don't blame him though...I guess he didn't even know about it...

feeling quite sad...guess yiling's pessimism rubbed off on me...

shall take 980 to school tomorrow and hopefully I'll meet darrell...and I get to have a seat...

and I guess I can finally say that I know patpat...though he still doesn't really talk to me...hope I can get to know him well enough soon so I can pat him =)...

too tired to blog anymore...byebye...

Mood: [ Good]
Moment: [22:44 Wednesday, February 2, 2005]

haha...I seem to blog at the same time everyday...

hi ethel!!...you here?...hahaz XD...

larz...prac today was ok...except that my instru died (again!!) and huiyun had to get another one for me...hehx she's so nice =)...yea...the new one has alot less resistance so it's nicer to play...haha this is funned...shall try to do indiv tomorrow...

I need math tutorial 2!!...people will sabo me tomorrow and I'll die cause I don't know how to do ><...

haha...just found out today that he's really funny and nice to be with...hehx not scared of him anymore =)...dinner was ok...except that I totally dislike yoshinoya food...haha oops XP...

why nobody want to tell me?!!...

haiz...it's going to be 11 soon...shall go sleep...byebye...

ps...I sort of dread tomorrow...

Mood: [ Contemplative]
Moment: [22:44 Tuesday, February 1, 2005]

happy birthday to yengling!!...

hai...banner is screwed...well...it's not screwed now...but it was screwed before this...ok I don't make sense...

Things a perfect guy would do:
-Know how to make you smile when you are down
-Stick up for you, but still respects your independence
-Give you the remote control during the game
-Come up behind you and put his arms around you
-Play with your hair
-His hands always find yours
-Offer you plenty of massages
-Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork
-Never run out of love
-Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious
-Be patient when you take forever to get ready
-Appreciate you
-Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching
-Sing, even if he can't
-Stare at you
-Call for no reason
-Be cute when he really wants something
-React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts
-Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you

hai...the last 3 are super sweet...surprisingly...reading such things makes me feel good...but when I think of now and how rare it is to find such guys...well...it just makes the whole thing pointless...and totally upsetting =(...

shall go bathe soon...byebye...

ps...I'm sam...and yiling's frodo...and the entire class thinks that we're les...I'm seriously going to faint...

Mood: [ Nothing]
Moment: [21:46 Monday, January 31, 2005]

someone's in my house talking to my parents...but seriously too lazy to go out of my room to greet them...haiz...and I sort of accidentally let my rabbit loose in the house...hope they're not scared of animals =P...

I love hamu...he's so nice to talk to...haha though he doesn't reply at least he listens to me...well I think he listens that is...

life is so dead now...I sort of pity her...really can understand her plight larh...if I were in her place I'd seriously break down and cry and scream at him to just go away...

yiling is fun to be with...she's like so possesive...makes me feel wanted =)...and poor "si xiao" is like so scared of her now...hahaz...

my life is screwed...but at least it's a life...

liane is so nice...I would have died long ago if she weren't there...and I miss pris peish and huien like so much =(...

this sucks...shall go drown myself in tutorials...byebye...

ps...yay...I like my section so much...everyone is so nice and fun to be with =D...

pps...this sucks...why can't I like get to know him...seriously want to pat his head...so kawaii...

Mood: [ Genki]
Moment: [00:12 Monday, January 31, 2005]

wow...look...it's tomorrow already =P...

hahaz...lookie banner!!!...I'm starting to really like the banner design...hopefully it won't look too plain when we do it...

hai...physics lecture tomorrow...totally sleep...I mean...SI units?!!...urgh...got pe also...hahaz...this is so funned...I never had such engaging pe lessons since pri school...

don't blab...

ok...I'm not thinking...shall go sleep now...byebye...

ps...I miss priscilla =(...

Mood: [ Undecided]
Moment: [15:30 Sunday, January 30, 2005]

omg...I'm like so dead...

yay...banner's going to be so darn cool...no strings attached XD...

I want a 5GB mp3 player...1.5 is too little =(...

my red devil's called davu...my black devil's called pi (as in 3.142 pi)...my new shoes are called anebir...haven't thought of names for my phone mp3 player and wallet yet...someone give me inspiration...

I'm white chocolate!!...

little boys are so cute...I keep having the overwhelming urge to pat someone's head cause he's so kawaii...

ok...need to leave...byebye...

ps...someone save me tomorrow...*cries*..

Mood: [ (Extremely) High]
Moment: [23:37 Wednesday, January 26, 2005]

omg I'm damn high...

I will follow him
Follow him wherever he may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
Keep me away, away from his love

I love him, I love him, I love him
And where he goes
I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
He'll always be my true love
My true love, my true love
From now until forever
Forever, forever

There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
Keep me away, away from his love

such a cool song XD...considering that it's supposed to be "holy" music...

rj pe is so intense...rg pe is not even classified as an activity...if I keep this up I'll get a nice figure soon =)...

I love fries!!!...

haha...today's funny incident...xinyi was taking me today outside the CO room...I was doing fine...then suddenly something happened...and for the rest of the taking I screwed up like shit cause my concentration died...haha I think xinyi knows lorh...haha go ask yengling to elaborate...

ok nothing more to say I guess...byebye...

Mood: [ Excited]
Moment: [23:28 Monday, January 24, 2005]

hahaz...I'm super high today...hahaha...

school is so fun...I'm meeting so many nice people...shanti for lending me math tutorial...that's like the nicest thing ever (math)...hahaz...charlotte lois and charity are so nice to hang around...haha muggers unite!!!...hehx at least I'm trying to pretend to be mugger...anyway...sam justin jeremy and charity again...haha the music people...and chenwei with his lack of music cells...haha so cute...yiling is so sweet...go with me to mediquiz and xian chou by not knowing anything and looking like blur dots...xinyi is so nice...and so patient...and she's such a good teacher...yay I like her alot...and the 3rd clar senior too...sorry don't remember the name...but she's so nice and patient...haha...liane is so sweet (wow big surprise)...haha no need to elaborate coz liane is sweet anyhow =)...siokteng is so nice...wait with me for...5 minutes?...haha oh well...it's the thought that counts...and the dinner people...brian lester jeremy chrissy and patrick...haha so funny...mostly stupid crap talk...and brian is so nice!!...I really should pay him for the drink or I'll start feeling guilty...hahaz...and lester is so nice for keeping my secret...though I really don't think he can keep his mouth shut for long XP...haha I'm so mean...den raisa for being there to listen to me talk crap and go crazy over -----...and of course pretty boy is so nice for providing me with eye candy all day long XD...

ok that was exceptionally long...but today's such a nice day...whee...I'm even starting to like school...hahaz...

ok...shall go sleep soon...math and physics tutorial can just wait for another day...hooz...byebye...

Mood: [ In Love]
Moment: [00:01 Friday, January 21, 2005]

well...I guess I only have 4 important words to say...THIS GUY DEFINES HOTNESS!!!!!!!...omg...I mean...look at his figure man...it's like so perfect!!...oh my goodness...he's such a pretty boy...and when I saw him training today I almost died...ahh...he looks so good...gosh...ahh I'm so infatuated with him!!...

haha...anticlimax prediction...this will probably die down in a couple of weeks time when I get to know him better...oh well...at least now I can bask in his perfectness...

haha...raisa gets so worked up when I mention him...darrell makes funny comments but gets enthu all the same...he's pretty k XP...haha...

I won't tell...and I'll try my best...I just hope everything goes well...

my mum's pissed at me for some unknown reason...think she's just tired of being nice and accomodating all the time...

bwee...should go sleep soon...it's technically tomorrow already...haihai...shall go now...bye...

ps...looking forward to monday like nothing...omg...lectures!!...stine rmb wed lectures?...let's do it again!!...omg...so excited!!...

Mood: [ Serene]
Moment: [22:08 Sunday, January 16, 2005]

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe, noone will find you
Your fears are far behind you
All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me each night, each morning
Say you love me
You know I do
Love me that's all I ask of you

Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me that's all I ask of you

I love this song...even though Raoul and Christine sang it and I seriously do not like either of them...but it's so sad...everytime I hear it then I think of the phantom hiding behind the statue and hearing everything then I feel like crying...why they so mean to him...boo...

tutorials are getting boring...yay I'm reverting back to my old lazy self...whee...

ok nothing else to say...byebye...

ps...fransisco bosch is real pretty...but seiten is still the sexiest XD...

Mood: [ Amused]
Moment: [20:27 Thursday, January 13, 2005]

haha...omg...I'm really turning into a cao mugger...I keep on having the urge to do my tutorials and read my lecture notes...ahh I'm so disgusted with myself...

getting to know my class more and more...haha...we're so darn efficient XDXD...and ms lim is such a nice and funky teacher...and the phantom of the opera!!!...I seriously like my class =)...

yengling and stine are like the grossest lovesick people I've ever seen...applepie and honeydew...changed stine's phone profile to honeydew sucks...I wonder if she had noticed it yet...haha XP...

gosh...I seriously feel like mugging...shall go mug now before I burst...gross...byebye...

ps...my sis chose to look toot...I chose to look lian...she doesn't want to look lian...I don't want to look toot...so there...

Mood: [ Dorky]
Moment: [19:52 Monday, January 10, 2005]

haha...someone congratulate me...went to a bookstore today and bought 12 bucks worth of orange stationary...got a notebook a file a highlighter a pencil and a pack of lead...all of which are orange in colour XD...whee so cool...

today was fun...I like the bio lecture...maybe except for the stupid champagne bubbles that look like frog eggs...and some stupid unreasonable teacher scolded my class...we were like sitting directly under the aircon and freezing so we moved to a warmer place...then the irritating guy just screamed bloody hell at us...like what the hell...punch his face ar XP...

I'm starting to like my class...but I still love my og =)...

school was fun...tomorrow got maths lecture...someone save me...

bibby!! XDXDXD...

haven't visited the bimbo's blog for very long liao...hai...shall not waste my time reading her crap...

ok...shall go do my chem tutorial now...byebye...

ps...omg...I'm turning into a cao mugger =X...

Mood: [ Thankful]
Moment: [21:06 Sunday, January 9, 2005]

yay...I love my og like nothing!! XDXDXD...ahsayuni rocks!!...all you guys are the best people ever XD...raisa hulin amelia steph don darrell khin gail dani xiuwen jacinta zhenghan joyce shanti vanessa ethel cedric lcs nicholas rocky weijian mingyuan...YAY...my memory rocks!!...

haha...this is like damn slow...orientation finish on fri then I talk about it today...sucks...

had to reformat my comp cause there's a virus in it that I can't get rid of...just finished getting everything up and running...I hate reformatting...

boo...school's starting tomorrow...actually it's not really starting since the day's damn slack...and I NEED to get to know my classmates...right now I can only remember some people like gabrielle samantha denise chenwei and alvin...then again I don't remember their faces...except for denise of course...but still...

been addicted lately to a song called toxic...by britney spears...ok I still don't like her...but the song's so pretty =)...

my smileys drool...

=)...

see?...

anyway...I'm so gonna miss huien =(...drooling smiley...ANYWAY...I'm gonna miss seeing her face...hearing her say retarded stuff...watching her be kiam...laughing at her doing stupid things with peish...boo...love you huien!!...

I dyed my hair black...BLACK...BlAcK...bLaCk...blAck...I look damn oriental larh...china doll...eww...oh well shall not elaborate...you all can laugh tomorrow XP...

shall go play games...byebye...

Mood: [ In Love]
Moment: [22:33 Monday, January 3, 2005]

omg...HE'S SO DARN CUTE!!!...st has no taste at all...he's so damn damn damn damn cute!!...*dies*...

ok anyway...ahsayuni rocks...yay XD...

hai...keep getting carried away...so...today was funned...noone I really know in my og...but was still damn fun...I like the powder game...we rock XDXD...the spagetti game is so gross...me and dani's broke like how many times larh...then was just laughing and dropping the spag half the time coz it was really darn funny...so in the end it was so short that we just gave up and walked to the finish line...hahaz...

ok now that I've finished talking about the sane stuff...HE'S SO CUTE!! XDXD...omg he's so sweet...ARGH...*dies again*...

someone I saw today has a darn nice figure...

phui...so fun...aside from the tiring activities think orientation's actually super fun...whee...

bought the poto soundtrack...doesn't sound as grand as in the movie though...coz no visuals larh...then the emotions are so raw that without visuals it's quite overbea