// Aw man
Sunnie

Aite i use to update regularly but now i keep forgettin to. fuckin'a man.

aiiiite so...i actually have a reason for not bein around. Wifey is out of school

^__________________^

Hye Sung an KP are in process of movin out so ive been helpin dem move der shit out, David already been out, Chun Hae iz about to move in wit Lisa (hiz guuuurl awww) an dat onlee leaves Chak Hae and Sun Hae. YAH MAN! Almost evry1 out of mah apatoo!! aiiiiite good shieeet. i kinna miss havin my apatoo to jus me an wifey. jus us so we can be like...fukin wheneva we feel like it an not worryin about no1 comin home early or sumthin...iz gonna b sum good tymz althouh i cant really complain cuz i did luv havin all mah boiz rite here jus seein dem everyday an gettin drunk an smokin wit dem. iz sum good tymz man. imma miss all that but iz not really gonna b much different since every1 is still in Queenz an shit. I think KP an Hye Sung are movin like down the street...which isnt far. but YAH! Im diz close to havin my apatoo bein my apatoo again.

in other news, my wifey got out of school. uh huh thas rite. My brillant scientist chem major in NYU who made the deans list 2 semesters in a row, cuz hez BRILLANT like dat, is off from school. ^_____^ and it is SO SWEET. Whenever wifey iz not at work...iz me an him. Ah...i missed wakin up wit wifey beside me in the late afternoon. i get breakfast now though! Which..kina suckz cuz i gotta get up like at 1 or sumthin an 5PM is my wake up call. But my wifey is home my wifey is home...my wifey iz home makin me happy again. Aint shit sweeter then sum1 u love bein there when u need em most. yah, im braggin an rubbin it in every1s face so HA TAKE THAT. -brag brag brag-

Yo, Lezzie when am iz a new layout in order? make it hyde again! Hyde iz hotter den fuck.

nothing was heard@
06:48 p.m. on
Thursday, June 5, 2003

// Oooooppsss....
KP

okay i havent touched the blog in a hot sec...my b.

But all this shit has jus been goin down lately. sides i doubt a mass of people are reading this.

1st things first. after that small bout of depression, i started feeling better shortly afterwards. i luv hye sung hyung. i seriously seriously do. i think if not for him, i'd be dead already. so after that, i got SICK. sunnie hyung was bein a bastard an told me i had SARS which made me start thinking there was a chance i had it an i started to get really upset. sunnie hyung is SO MEAN!! im not sick no more. but then, THEN...i got smacked in the face with a door that jus basically blackend the side of my face. the right side i should say. thas what i get for tryin to unjam a door an look over my shoulder as someone talks to me. that'll teach me. oh my god it hurts so bad! i look abused. I look fuckin abused like i came home from a broken home...oh wait i did. let me rephrase that, i look like what a battered woman in an abusive marriage looks like. like i got the shit kicked out of me. damn me for being so damn white that when i bruise the bruises look black!!! i cant even sleep properly because if i turn an rest on the right side of my face, PAIN...LOTS OF PAIN. ive been laying around the apartment with a pack of ice on my face so it'll go down faster. god i look like a battered wife. -.- this is so not funny.

so everything else aside from my many physical an mental turmoils have been goin along. i need to get married. i wanna get married. anyone wanna marry a battered freak? oh thats an appealing offer...

nothing was heard@
09:38 p.m. on
Tuesday, May 27, 2003

// FUCK
Sunnie

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK

I HATE that fuckin woman! I HATE HER I HATE HER TO DEATH!!! I fuckin hope she fuckin DIES SERIOUSLY. Aite....due to KPz last blog, i guess i should explain da sitc. aite recently KPz umma called to see how he wuz an shez usually aite to him. She asked if he needed money or wuteva, proceeded to ask him wut he wuz up to then jus basically ripped him a new one. KP, mah dongsang, mah boi iz fragile. fragile like fuckin brittle glass. an wut she sed in da end wuz like fuckin EVIL I WANNA KILL HER FOR IT. Shez like u cant evn keep a girlfriend iz no wonder u cant even do THAT right. Im like BITCH wut do YOU KNOE?? I got so pissed off. KP took it 2 heart on more den 1 level cuz wut hiz umma said sounded a lot like wut hiz dad usually sez to him an cuz his last girl broke up wit him. Got nuttin but luv for u BC. but she..kinna ripped him a new one too. KP fell like glass an jus begged to be left alone but like speakin wise. i spent all of last nite, in mah living room wit my wifey, all mah boiz on da floor in mah livin room while KP laid on da couch, quiet, not moving. every now an den he would cry but he wouldnt say nutthin. i hate that fuckin woman. hez been like dat since last nite. hell hez like that now. he haznt gotten up for much of anything except to pee an den he jus goes back an lays down as if he neva moved. he blogged before he got like dat but hez jus not movin now. i can look up an see hiz hand off da couch cushion an he aint movin.

I hate hiz umma cuz she neva liked me. shez an ignorant, close minded bitch. since she knew i wuz gay she neva liked me hangin out wit KP cuz she thought he could catch it. BITCH itz a lifestyle not da fuckin plauge! she would alwayz give me dirty lookz if she saw me wit wifey cuz it wuz like she wuz disgusted. stop fuckin glarin at me den damn. shez alwyz been like dat. an y she on her fuckin rag or goin through menopause or sum shit dat she had to go off on KP for diz. imma fuckin stab her in da throat. HATE HER. aite ive been online long enuff. better go back into da silence. payce

nothing was heard@
11:24 p.m. on
Wednesday, May 7, 2003

// Game Over
KP

my life's a joke

i hate myself and everything i stand for

everything i do is wrong and everything i try to fix is done incorrectly

im a miserable sorry state of a person and im just here to take up space, time and food

i dont know how i can make anyone else happy when i cant even make myself happy.

im a total and complete fuck up.

my father was right in every sense.

i hate myself. and if i wasn't such a fucking coward, i'd do something about it.

even in that sense im a fucking screw up. i cant even get rid of myself properly. so i'll just continue being a fucking burden on this world and anyone else around me.

my life is nothing but a joke.

nothing was heard@
04:18 p.m. on
Tuesday, May 6, 2003

// WHOA mah bad
Sunnie

iz beena minute i knoe. buuuut i doubt any1 but lezzie readz this so hey wuteva =D

I got in trouble yesterday yez i certainly did. see wut had happened wuz dat my wifeyz bday iz comin up. the 27th infact. he bout to be 21 =D newayz, i wanted 2 do sumthin cuz valentinez day wuz SO SHITTY thnx 2 mah boyz that decided 2 stay HOME. I had 2 take wifey to a hotel all unromantically an shiet. Newayz i decided to go plot for hiz bday diz yr cuz im screwed like whoa cuz i still dunno wut to get 4 him. onlee thing i did do wuz get him some american beauties. AHHH I luv those. plus i luv the look on hiz face when he getz dem. newayz, I had to order those in advance an...aside from alone tym i must get him a gift an i dunno wut to get wifey. ahhhh fuck fuck. newayz I got in trouble cuz yesterday wifey had class at 10AM an den work so I din plan on seein him all day. every1 else went to work too so i wuz like yay i can go plan! after wifey leavez, i get up, an go. i walk around queenz for a while den im like fuck it off to dat CITY! so i go der do my arrangementz an den spend hrz circlin da city for somethin for wifey. im very very picky bout wut i get my wifey of almost 7 yrz. so i find nutthin. (pout inserted here) an i go back home. Iz almost 3 an id like to get there around 4.230 beatin rush hour an bein in tym for ricki lake v^-^v so I get home an wifey iz der! Im like o.o whoa wutcha doin home an hez like WHERE WERE YOU ALL DAY!! I WUZ SO WORRIED!! I wuz like...mah bad. Why arent u in class or work? Turnz out class got cancelled an he shifted his hourz so he din have to go to work till later. Wifey came back home for some mid mornin nooky an I wuznt here. D A M N I T Daz when he got worried cuz uh.....i usually dun rise till 430 or 5 jus in tym to watch ricki lake. newayz i apologized for makin wifey worry an we chill n stuff but nutthin happen cuz everyone wuz gettin home soon. DAMNIT again!! bah I could have had sex all mornin but NOOOO I had to go plan. I so mad @ mahself iz not even funny.

So...i got mahself in trouble. I also got in trouble w/ hye sung when KP ate my kiwi an had an allergic reaction to it. iz like...godz law that no kiwi shall enter this apatoo (neva mind iz MY apatoo) cuz KP has an addiction to it but he'z also allergic to it so he cant have ne cuz he breakz out in red blotchez. i brought sum in he ATE IT an I got in trouble for it. aigo...

aite i mus go plot. i need a present for wifey. i will surf da webby now dat im here.

nothing was heard@
09:27 p.m. on
Friday, April 25, 2003

// I got PLAYED!!
Sunnie

DAMNIT I should have known an still i stupidly did it!!! aite herez wut happen.

Lezzie called me a little earlier like @6 when Ricki Lake was over an she asked if Hye Sung wuz der an I wuz like no an daz hella weird she wanna talk to him cuz over all she avoidz doin so. So Im like no wuz up y u wanna talk 2 him? YOU of all peoplez. An shez like oh i gotta tell him sumthin an im like ooo please please tell me! An she sed no cuz it wuz a secret. An i begged an swore i wouldnt tell hye sung b4 she would an she sed okay an tol me that she wanted to tell Hye sung about the female chasin KP rite. Im like I din knoe it wuz a secret!! Like i sorta did but i din really consider it a SECRET secret! so I wuz like okay u can tell him. Cuz hye sung wuznt home yet. so da more i thought about it, the more i wuz like oh daz rite KP din tell him yet...oh shit it IZ a secret.

DATz what killed me. I had to tell sum1 but no 1 wuz home an i jus begged that sum1 ASIDE 4rm hye sung got home. but like david stopped by an HE knew an Im like NOOO cuz it doesnt have the same effect!!! sadly, da next person 2 come home WUZ Hye sun an I had to tell him cuz it was plaugin my insidez. so i tol on my boy by accident. i wuz like fukerness...i shouldnt sed nutthin. then jus now i realized I GOT PLAYED!!! Lezzie set me up knoein i cant keep no secret! Maaaaan.........Lezzie imm get u bak for this! U had no intention on tellin Hye Sung! U SET ME UP!!! Well cuz of dat little mishap KP an Hye Sung are talkin now. Hye sungs not takin it to well...az fully suspected. but surprisingly enuff KP iznt mad at lezzie. he sed he had to let hye sung knoe sooner or later an he wuz glad he din have to tell him.
hmm...i better go listen in. im nosey.

nothing was heard@
10:30 p.m. on
Thursday, April 10, 2003

// oooohhh nooo
KP

okay i had work early this morning.

after my nice 45min train ride, i got to the city, walked to work an there i go. after punchin in, i get my nice liddo headset thing on an away to work i go. i worked for bout 3 hrs before my hallie berry goddess comes in. her name is amber. amber is very pretti but she flusters me to no end. she was on her way to work, but had to stop in to confirm lunch plans with me. i was all turning red and i dropped a stack of shirts by bumpin into them -//- i am the biggest loser. anyway she smiles an helps me pick them up which only furthers my embarrassment an she asks if around 1 would b good. i say sure an she leaves,promisin to pick me up. then all my coworks proceed to tease me about the goddess that is pickin me up for lunch -///- it was SO embarrassing. please shoot me now.

Around 1, amber comes back an i punch out for lunch an we go to starbucks cuz i didnt really feel like eatin in front of her cuz i was already embarrassed an i felt warm the whole time though its really cold cuz of the recent snow fall. she was really nice an we talked about school an stuff. she got me to loosen up a little cuz i couldnt really talk at first so i made her talk a lot. i felt bad cuz she asked me if i really wanted to be there an i was like yeah i did but im jus nervous. she then smiled and pat my hand an said it was okay she wouldnt bite. that sorta made me laugh. she asked about my work an stuff an where i went to school. i had to tell her i didnt go to school i jus got back from seoul a couple months ago an all that stuff. she smiled her pretti smile. she made me blush again STOP BLUSHING!! -////- but neways after coffee an stuff i was bein nice an walked her back to work cuz she works at bannana republic. so i said it was nice to see her an she asked if she could see me again for a more proper meeting since we were both on lunch breaks an basically had an hour. i said okay but i would call her cuz i scared that hye sung is gonna catch onto me. i didnt tell him about amber yet. i scared to. my hyung is very over protective of me since my past troubles. i dun blame him for watchin over me an makin sure whatever female comes my way dont harm me. amber is nice but she makes me nervous. i chalk it up to the fact that i dun knoe her very well. at least shes givin me a try.

i scared though. my stomach hurts. ive been worryin all day. i need food. and cool whip.

nothing was heard@
08:09 p.m. on
Tuesday, April 8, 2003

// Aww KP!!
Sunnie

aite so u got a girl hittin on you. dun worry about hye sung, i got him u jus do ur thing aite?

Yo...if she looks like hallie berry go for it man! Shes cute for a chick. Seriously man i say do u. Go wit it. So she wants to take u to lunch huh? Aish she obviously dun noe how much u eat. XD poor girl.

STOP BLUSHIN!!!! Ur not 15!!! Jus stop! She thinkz ur cute! An ur not a loser! u jus got like zero experiance. Suck it up an go wit it man.

Off handedly, an totally off the subject there are no fuckin guns in Seoul. I jus wanna make that perfectly clear to anyone doubtin. An if there iz, best believe the fucker holin it will get busted SO quickly. like they wont notice sum1 wit a gun in a country that dont got em. someone please please PLEASE enlighten those dat have no clue an are obviously bein bullshitted to. this haz been a public service announcement by the department of seein u get fuked an tryin to stop u from continuin takin it. Live 4rm Flushin queenz, my apatoo. April 4 2003. thnx.

nothing was heard@
11:50 p.m. on
Friday, April 4, 2003

// -takes deep breath-
KP

AHHH SHE CALLED SHE CALLED SHE CALLED!!!!!

-continues runnin in circles-

0_0 i had no idea what to say. i felt like such a loser. -//- i even blushed over the phone oh god im so damn pathetic. she said i was cute though an wanted to take me out to have lunch whenever i had time -//- oh my god im dyin i dunno what to do. i scared!!!

i also scared of what hye sungs gonna do once he found out a female hit me. he so over protective. x_x hope nothin happens. oh god i said sure but i tol her im really bad at conversation cuz i blush a lot an get easily flustered. she said its cute so it was okay which jus made me blush more. OH GOD I AM A LOSER -/////- i have to be the biggest fucking loser in flushings, in queens, in all of NYC, in all of NY in all the the US ever!!! -///- someone please save me from my patheticness.

help i am a 21 yr old loser that still blushes around girls. i will die a lonely old man. please put me out of my misery now.

nothing was heard@
11:43 p.m. on
Friday, April 4, 2003

// Girls...oh no
KP

okay so im mindin my own business today an im foldin sum shirts for a display in the middle of the store. Since i work at armani exchange now ^-^ anywayz, so im there mindin my own business when this girl comes up to me. I saw her before a couple times she always comes in every other day since i started workin there. She's very very pretty. she reminds me of hallie berry minus the husband an oscar. anyway shes like this goddess an i admit i looked at her a couple of times but i never bothered cuz...im shy ^//^

A couple real real pretty girls come in the store every now an then. a beautiful korean goddess came in the other day an like last week this lovely red head came in. anyway so the hallie berry goddess came up to me today an started talkin to me about some shirt an i was replyin when she goes, "How old are you?" I'm like uh...21. back to the shirt. So I keep goin on about where they are an whatever an she asks me another question. i stopped talkin for a sec an she smiled at me all pretty like an i blush -//- I felt really really REALLY high school then. she asked me for my number o//o oh my god a girl hit on me.

-runs in circles
whatdoidowhatdoidowhatdoidowhatdoidowhatdoido?

i scared she gonna call an then i have to talk to her so more. oh god im so bad at these thngs. sunniiie hyuuung! heeelp!! i scared. a girl wants to talk to me. _ _;;;

nothing was heard@
06:56 p.m. on
Thursday, April 3, 2003

// ARG
Sunnie

NO NO NO!! UGH That hurt lezzie. i am too pretti. u sed i wuz. damnit now u change ur mind jus cuz sum pretti wearz a little make up. Im pretti to damnit!!!

SURVEY THING

1.WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
mornin.....? Whas a morning?

2.IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
  Hyde. I jus wanna look at him as he eatz

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
  Platinum. BLING BLING

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
  Daredevil

5. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
Riki Lake

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
Uh...no?

7.WHAT WOULD YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
  A bitchy girl. Who thought I wuz hot. An cant take no for an answer

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
  daz not all i can do wit my tongue XD

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
  My wifey

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
  Dun got one

1. WHERE DO YOU PREFER TO LIVE?
I like where i live

12. FAVORITE SEASON?
dun care

13. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
  wutever iz on wifey's tummy at the tym

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
i dun like popcorn

15. FAVORITE COLOR?
  Pale blue

16. FAVORITE CAR?
   acura nsx

17. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
   cheese

18. TRUE LOVE?
Mikey <3 who i love wit all mah heart an has been wit me for all my drama. Iz why i luv mah wifey

19. WHAT CHARACTERISTICS DO YOU DESPISE?
  Ignorance.

20. FAVORITE FLOWERS?
  American Beauty

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE?
I wouldnt tell no one. aside from my boiz, wifey an my momz.

23. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
Iz white with blue...shit on the tiled. i dunno wifey made it pretti.

24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
  4

25. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE TO?
  dun no

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? IF YES HOW MANY?
  yah. 4.

27. FAVORITE DAYS OF THE WEEK:
Sat. itz when every1 getz da fuck out of my apartment

28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
  both

29 WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
drank in the afternoon, got to eat cake, get presentz, then wuz w/ my wifey at nite

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
  nope

31. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
   i posted diz up

32. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU EXPECT WILL SEND THIS BACK FIRST?
  KP

he iz NOT pretti den me. >(

nothing was heard@
06:48 p.m. on
Friday, March 28, 2003

// hmm
KP

sorry i didnt blog for a while. work has me busy. =) I love saying that. anyway jus been tired. i jus wanted to blog to say that an to say this to sunnie

i dun know hyung that guys is...sorta...prettier. Only cuz of the make up! an the weave! youre naturally pretty hyung. okay im gonna shut up before i get in trouble

nothing was heard@
11:54 p.m. on
Wednesday, March 26, 2003

// NO!
Sunnie

NO THIS GUY is NOT prettier then meeeeeeh!!!!

>( >( >( >(

Lezzie how can you sy that!!!! YOU KNOW hez not!!!

im prettier damnit....-poutz-

nothing was heard@
11:52 p.m. on
Wednesday, March 26, 2003

// Oh..my bad
Sunnie

i din blog for a minute. aite imma recap jus a touch.

Okay friday, i did jack shit. I almost got killed when Kozi called an my hyungs were like GRRR!! WHOS THAT!!?? All in my shit an wutnot makin sure i dun do wifey wrong. Like i EVER WOULD. Anywayz, we went out that nite, how some drinks, couldnt get shitfaced cuz wifey hatez that an it was too close to the weekend to not listen to wifey.

Sat. I kicked every1 out. EVERY1 had to go. I needed to get laid. I wuz in a lot of pain an hence everyone had to leave. So...they left an i got to be w/wifey ^-^ Good. fucking.times. AH HA NO PUN INTENDED!!!!! That wuz all of sat.

Sun, I kicked every1 out again. They all headed to Minni noonaz place to play with Jinu and I got to be with wifey. YEAH. They came back earlier den b4 though cuz...every1 had work on monday an I cursed them all. I'm actually up earlier then usual. Thas cuz Sun Hae made a racket in da kitchen an woke me up. An it wuz really loud cuz it takes A LOT to wake me up. Iz okay though cuz at 6 I have to go have lunch wit mah umma an now i got tym to shower an get all pretti cuz...i am pretti ^-^ I'm pretti

Iz almost 4. KP should b back from work soon.Wifey iz gonna go to work after class. Bah I'm all alone. Ah no im not. David jus stopped by. HI DAVID! yeah like he can see this. aite imma go mah boyz are here. NOOO!! Im not pretti. Must go get pretti.

nothing was heard@
03:35 p.m. on
Monday, March 24, 2003

// YAAAAAAAAY
KP

I GOT A JOB

Thank the good lord i got a fucking job. i am damn happy. i didn't think it would happen, but thanks to mikey i got the hook up at armani exchange and i got me a job. never have i been so happy.

hye sung hyung is lookin for an apartment still. he said he found 2 he likes but one is in manhatten and im not sure if i wanna leave queens. i doubt its affordable anyway. i jus wanna stay in queens, be near all my other hyungs an minni! speakin of which, i saw my noona today an little jinu. i had lunch with them both as i was goin home an i was happy ^-^ jinu is the cutest smallest thing ever. i think noona is on her way back to korea this summer for another visit. i dont wanna go back no more...makes me think of my halmunni. i miss my halmunni. =*( anyway whatelse...damn im jus happy i got me a job!!!!!!

ack...X.X my hyungs wanna take me out to a party so i can meet some females. oh god no...im so nervous. girls think im weird! maybe if i cry they wont make me go...imma watch ricki lake with sunnie...it jus started.

nothing was heard@
04:54 p.m. on
Monday, March 17, 2003

// thanks sunnie
KP

all the same i feel useless. i hate not being able to do anything but sit at home an jus basically rot. I feel like im good to no one.

would i be better off rotting? i kinda think so. its all im doin anyway. cant do anything. i hate that so much. i tried searching again today, im slightly more hopeful...mikey said theres an openin at armnai exchange so...god please PLEASE let me get a job. i cant be jobless like this anymore. at least hye sung hyung is lookin in on an apartment so i wouldnt have to spoonge off sunnie anymore. i do like living with u though sunnie ^-^ its been fun it reminds me of high school times ^-^ man i miss those days.

now that survey thing sunnie did. i wanna do it too. i use to do these all the time.

WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with? myself
2. What is your weapon of choice? words
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? no never
4. How about of the same sex? if they have it coming
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? me
6. --blankness--
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i try to let go. usually circumstances dont allow me to

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? worked =(
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? noon
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: donnamira
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? dont remember
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? no
--more blankness--
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? i dont

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? uh..
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? both
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? im a liteweight
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nah i jus drastically loose weight when im stressed
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? yeah because when i stress i drop
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? all kinds ^-^
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? No

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 3 but it was an accident all 3 times
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? all my hyungs. long story
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? oh my god no -blush-
4. Have you "done it"? no im still a virgin. this is gettin sad at 21...
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? hands
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? -blush- noooo
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? none
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? morning glory....dont ask
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? save it.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah.
6. Have you ever stolen anything? no
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? not many

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? nothing
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? my parents could give a shit if i caused world peace, won the nobel, became a bajillionaire and married a beauty queen.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? to be happy an find someone who'll love me
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? sometimes
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? no
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? no
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? nothing

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? i wouldnt want to put anyone in my place
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? uh...
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? someone happy
4. Have you ever been cheated on? yeah =*(
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yeah
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? luck
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? no.

okay im out. i need some food.

nothing was heard@
03:28 p.m. on
Thursday, March 13, 2003

// 7 Deadly Sinz
Sunnie

oo found a survey thing.

WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with? Uh....hye sung
2. What is your weapon of choice? right and left fist
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? I cant hit girlz. I can juz tell em wut for
4. How about of the same sex? Yah all da tym
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Hye Sung
6. AH IZ BLANK
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I let go. Im mellow annnd i dun care enough. Plus im too self centered :D

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Uh...moved?
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 5PM
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: No bodie every1 livez wit me now
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? uh...i cant. I would have 2 go down stairz
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? nah
There's that absent 6 again..
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? neva! I dunno what an alarm clock iz!!! :D

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Soju?
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? no food
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? I think dat 4th bottle of vodka did me in 1tym. I dunno i loose count after a while
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? Im naturally skinny :D
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? nah otherz have issuez w/ my weight 4 me
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? NO FOOD
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? No food.

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? Um...10 i think
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 9
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? as in oppose to lookin...where?
4. Have you "done it"? CONSTANTLY :D
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Mah Wifey is jus 1 big walkin turn on 4 me
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? thas a long story...
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? STDz yah like way back

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? 4
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Armani Exchange
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? I dunno pay my momz back?
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? ew a job...
6. Have you ever stolen anything? uh huh
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? like 10 im not on long enuff to make a library

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? jus bein me :D
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? my momz jus luvz me. My dad hates me
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? stayin wit wifey 4eva
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? nah i dun care
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? nah i dun care
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? again dun care
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I got up by myself

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? nuthin i got wut i want
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? uh...
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? no1 i like where i am
4. Have you ever been cheated on? nah
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? nah damnit im sexy as fuck
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? uh..motovation?
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? no.

nothing was heard@
11:37 p.m. on
Tuesday, March 11, 2003

// *yawn*
Sunnie

I woke up juz in fuckin tym to see ricki lake. Oh yeah i should mention how im a fuckin ricki lake junkie. I cant help it man dat shietz funny. I luv it. Cant get enuff.

Aite so mah boi KP is upset cuz he cant find a job. I luv u anywayz KP, u knoe dat ur ass can stay with me 4eva so long az u knoe dat u gotz to go out every now an then so I can get laid. So dun stress too much aite? U knoe iz cool that u guyz stay w/me kay? Aite then.

Yo speakin of sex why do people tell me sheit? I got like a big fuckin mouth i wuz about to blow this one girlz spot up but i forget to an now im not in da mood. damn an I thought me an mah boiz were bad fuckin random peoplez at -17yrz old an sheit. Fuuuuuuk. Aite now I knoe Hye Sung wont feel like such a manwhore after i tell him bout diz chick who fucked diz guy. Iz kinda sad cuz shez practically a baby. But hey who am I 2 judge rite? Rite. Society judgez me on a everyday basis cuz of who i luv so heeey to each hiz own.

Wuteva floatz ur boat, wuteva ticklez ur pickle whuteva butterz da bread.

Aiiiite...so....im startin to like diz bloggin shiet too much. Fuck itz gonna get addictin. Hm...interestin

nothing was heard@
11:15 p.m. on
Tuesday, March 11, 2003

// Okay
KP

so i went lookin for a job all over the city. it fuckin sucks. they wont hire me for some fuckin reason, sayin i dont have enough experiance or the hours are jus shot to hell and i couldnt work them anyway since im tryin to get back in school.

FUCK MAN I feel so useless!!!!!!!!!!! I cant do shit but be a housewifey again an i was like in korea!!! I dont need to be that way again in queens now that im here again. is all i can do though. jus cook clean an keep house while im lookin for a job. this fuckin sucks. im jus livin off my hyung now. i feel useless. i hate everything right now.

nothing was heard@
04:02 p.m. on
Tuesday, March 11, 2003

// ARG!!!!!
KP

JOB HUNTING IN NEW YORK SUCKS SO FUCKING MUCH

nothing was heard@
08:40 p.m. on
Monday, March 10, 2003

// Aish
Sunnie

Ooo see man now i had to take dat test. Aite lets see...

You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while
flirting and accompanied by the come-hither
look.You're either an attention hog or way too
insecure to not be in the spotlight at all
times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn
to be regular,ya perv.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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AHAHAHHAHA YEAH!!!!!!!!! SO ME!!! Damn...i want my wifey..

Aite so i kicked you guyz so wut. I had to get laid man. it was an E-MER-GAN-CY!!!!! Ah...it wuz good man. Thank u for leavin willingly KP. I'll buy sum ice cream next tym we b out aite? Aite...imma get on aim...maybe. Or find mah wifey...

nothing was heard@
11:23 p.m. on
Saturday, March 8, 2003

// 1st-est blog
KP

oooooo Im blogging :D and I took a test thingy.

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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I thought I was done being sad. -werid look- oh well. Okay there hyung i blogged. i wish i had somethin more to say. I jus slept for most of today. Well tried to. Sunnie started kickin us all out sometime in the afternoon. -blushes- god i dont wanna know why im not asking.

So whats with the guy on the layout? He's....thats a he right? -weird look- uh...okay i'll take u guys word for it. Okay...i need some sleep. its way too late for me to be up. -yawn-

nothing was heard@
11:17 p.m. on
Saturday, March 8, 2003

// hm...
Sunnie

aite imma try this again. notice i havent used it since nov of last yr. HAHAHAHA

I almost got killed for not usin it but hey now i can. the layout is sessi. I forget who that guy is all dat tym. I knoe he...does sumthin in sum band. wuteva hez pretti.

but not az pretti az me. ^-^ *shakez head out* AH speakin of which i got my hair all pretti. Iz a lite orange wit light blonde, almost white streakz in it. iz lite orange or wut my noona calls the dye faded. HA funni....-_-

YO KP....blog damnit i finalli got use to this thing. I gotta add more shit to it. Lezzie hook it up man...

nothing was heard@
08:37 p.m. on
Saturday, March 8, 2003

//

Iz realli pointless 4 me to have dz done. I jus realized like...after a couple dayz i wont use diz den she can kill mah ass

iz a good thing 4 me 2 have though. I can talk to KP more often now since he'z in SEOUL. Reppin it 4 da homeland. I miss Seoul....must go bak soon.

So wifey aint readin diz...another good point to have it. Kozi's fine ass chasin me aint helpin either. KP dun tell wifey bout Kozi...or any1 for dat matter. Imma jus do it herre. XD aite daz mah 1st entry 4 now. i'll do it again lataz

nothing was heard@
09:18 p.m. on
Tuesday, November 26, 2002

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