Hiiiii everybody!!! I'm back ^^ God, what an ordeal... I started packing... haven't finished yet though...*sigh* It's absolute craziness here at my house... There are suitcases lying everywhere. We're loading up the car at 4, and here it is, not too far from 4, and I'm not even done yet. My Mom packed a zillion years in advance. And my other siblings are already finished packing... so it seems I am the only slacker who hasn't finished -.- My mom even left a note in my suitcase, that says in bold letters "PACK ME NOW" ...haha...I guess they're serious about packing the car at exactly 4pm... *shrugs* I said I would get it done by 4pm, and I will!! ^^ All I have to do is figure out where I'm gonna put all my shoes, and pack a few other things, that I probably wont even need. God, I suck at packing. We're only going for 7 days, and I've packed my whole wardrobe it seems... I don't know why, but when I go on vacations or trips, I can't help but bring WAY more than what I need... Which creates a problem, cause then I have no room in my suitcase -.- *sigh* Whatever. Point is, soon I'll be in Florida! Should be an interesting trip ^^ I will let you know when I return how it went ^^
Yesterday was the last day Marta and I hung out~ *sniffles* She'll be going back to school in Pennsylvania, and I'll be going on vacation, and then back to Nassau... so...that's it for the summer -.- I'll miss you tons Marta!! But we had a good time!! ^^ True, at first, Martika was a little sad, because every store in the mall didn't have what she wanted... hahaha... BUT, it all went well in the end, cause I took her to BestBuy, and she found the 'Saiyuki' DVDs she wanted!! ^^ She even bought ME the 'Chobits' DVD!!...just because!! What a heart of gold~ haha ^^ Thank you Marta~!!! *hugs* You are the greatest!! Just wait until Christmas! hahaha~~~ I can't wait to go shopping for you ^^ ^^ ^^ Oh~ I also got to buy "Fake" volume 2. It's SUCH a COOL manga!! I looove it~!! ^^ I plan on reading it on the plane to Florida....which leads me to another thing... you see, since there isn't enough room in the car for everyone, half of us are flying down, and half are driving. My Mom, Dad, sister Lauren, and brother Matt, will be driving down tomorrow. And my sister Jen, Nina and myself, will be flying one day after them, so we can all meet up around the same time ^^ Sounds interesting. We've never split up like this before...so it will be amusing to see how things turn out.. hahaha... Lauren and Matt...hahaha....wonder what they'll have to talk about. Bond movies??
Anyhow, I did one of those survey things.. I got it from Marta's blog... which you can visit if you'd like: http://zebb.pitas.com is the address ^^ I have a link for it on my page (it's called "Welt Krieg", but it doesn't work, hehe ^^) Anyhow, here it is, and enjoy.
Last Person That…
1. Called You: My sister Jen
2. Slept In Your Bed: haha....that's a good one
3. Saw You Cry: I'm not sure if this counts, but last night I was suffering from this cold (cause thanks to my mother, I live in the arctic kingdom...my house is so damn COLD!!!)...but yeah, so I kept sneezing, my nose was runny, and my eyes kept tearing. So it did *look* like I was crying. And just about everyone in my family walks by me and says something stupid like: "What the hell happened to you?" "Damn, you look awful." "What are you crying for??"...thank you my beloved family...once again you have boosted my self esteem...*sarcasm* haha
4. Made You Cry: I refuse to say his name, but he resembles Satan...sometimes I believe that he truly IS Satan...in human form. He is an evil being. That is all...
5. Spent The Night At Your House: Psh, probably Marta from two years ago, hehe, I hardly ever have people over my house.
6. Shared A Drink With: Hmmm....Lauren and I might have split a diet coke a while back..
7. You Went To The Movies With: Marta!
8. You Went To The Mall With: Haha, Martika and I went to the mall yesterday ^^
9. Yelled At You: Probably my Dad... yes, wait, it WAS my Dad... at the Italian restaurant... hahaha, You guys remember that??? I jokingly called him "cuckoo" and he proved my point by going "cuckoo" on me... freakin' psycho...LoL...
10. Sent You An Email: Lauren -.- Lauren sends me e-mails every goddamn day. Actually, if they WERE e-mails I wouldn't mind...but these are senseless fowards and chainletters, which I HATE... Lauren, are you reading this??? If so, Lauren, I don't mind you, I'll even go as far as to say I LIKE you... hahaha...but I do NOT like the FOWARDS and MINDLESS CHAINLETTERS you are polluting my mailbox with!! OK?? 10 Q ^^ and much love <3
11. Said They Were Gonna Kill You: Haha... my Dad may have implied it once or twice... hahaha, I'm joking. He's never implied it.
Have You...
1. Been To New York?: Hi, that's where I live -_-;;;
2. Been To Florida?: A year ago... BUT this day after tomorrow...I'll be there!! ^^
3. California?: Nope -.- I'd like to though
4. Hawaii?: Haven't been there either
5. Mexico?: I think I'll pass on that one..
6. China?: Nope..
7. Canada?: Hahaha!...Canada... *YAWN* LoL, j/k... I think the drinking age in Canada is actually 19!! I'm so there!! haha..
8. Danced Naked: Haven't been *that* smashed yet
9. Had A Dream About Something Weird and the next day it happened?: Nope... sounds cool though..
10. Stalked Someone?: Of course not! *cough* Um...okay....there was this one um...year in highschool where me and Marta stalked four boys for the whole year *cough*
11. Had A Mud Bath?: Eww...
12. Wished You Were The Opposite Sex: LoL~ Nah, being a boy would SUCK! Badly! Allow me to quote that lame song I had to sing for that vocal coach from hell when I say "I Enjoy Being a Girl".. However I am curious what I'd look like as a boy... hehe...wonder if I'd be cute?? hehehe... Once I mentioned that to my Mom and she said I wasn't normal, LOL.... I really find nothing wrong with wondering that!!
13. Had An Imaginary Friend?: Nah...I'm from a big family, so there were always lots of kids around my house when I was growing up...so there was never much need for one.
1. apples or bananas?: Apples
2. Blue or Red?: Blue
3. Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: How bout H.O.T!! They're only the COOLEST boy band in Korea... or were... *sobs* Damn the poor decisions of SM Entertainment~!!! -.-
4. Wal Mart Or Target: Wal-mart
5. Spring Or Fall?: Fall...the leaves...they're so pretty!!!! ^^ And I can wear long sleeves and pants ^^ I like to do that.
6. Santa Or Rudolph?: Rudolph ^^
7. Math Or English?: English PLEASE! God.. I despise math... UGH... especially 11th grade math with Cataldi... UGHHHH..what a nightmare..haha, I remember sometimes looking at the tests and thinking "HA~ I don't know how to do ANY of these..." haha...he was so impossible -.-
1. What Are You Going To Do After You Finish This?: Finish packing my suitcase for Florida...
2. What Was The Last Meal You Ate: OHH~ I had dinner at Marta's last night!! Marta's mom made my FAVORITE soup!! Potato soup!! And it's SOOO good!! She makes the best potato soup in the WORLD!! And there are eggs in the soup too!! And she made me 3, cause she knows I love the eggs, HAHAHA.... AHH~ it was so good~ *hugs Marta's mom* ^^ ^^ ^^
3. How Many Of Your Buddies are on?: 20
4. Last Movie You Saw?: American Wedding!
5. Last Noise You Heard: My computer just made some weird noise... I hope it's OK... haha... If that stupid thing decides to shut down on me.... *trails off*
6. Last Time You Went Out Of State: Last year... However... this day after tomorrow, I will be leaving for Florida~!! ^^
7. Lucky #: I like 24 ^^
8. Things You Like In A Guy/Girl: As far as looks go, I like nice hair (I especially like it when a guys hair is soft and with no gel~!! But I have nothing against gel either really....as long as it looks cool.. Like Kang Ta's hair during "We are the Future"!!!! ^^), I also like cool eyes, and nice lips!! As far as personality goes, I like a good sense of humor (I LOVE funny people~ They make me laugh ^^) Someone who is understanding (This one's probably most important, I want someone who understands me!!.....and my love for Korean pop of course....) I also want someone who is reliable, kind, has goals, and can carry out a good conversation!!! ^^ Does this sound like anyone??? Anyone?? ...yeah, I didn't think so... hahaha...
9. Weirdest Thing About you?: Oh there are plenty of weird things about me... I can't quite figure out the *weirdest* though... hmm...
10. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope
11. Do Your Friends know?: That I don't have a crush?? haha, probably.
12. What Do You Think About Ouiji boards?: I was always discouraged against playing them when I was younger, because I was told that it is runned by the Devil...haha...so now, even in my young adulthood, I regard them with fear...
13. What Book Are You Reading Now?: Do manga's count?? If so I'll be starting "FAKE 2" tonight ^^ As for real books, right now, I'm not reading any -.-
14. What's On Your Mouse Pad?: Spiderman....Keep in mind, this is not my computer...
15. Best Feeling in The World: That feeling you get when you just finished a 14 paged term paper, and it is all printed out and stapled, and you NEVER have to think about it again... ^^ ...I love that feeling... <3
16. What Is The First Thing You Think When You Wake In The Morning?: Who the HELL is that mowing their damn lawn at this HOUR!!! WHO IS IT!!!! ....I swear, one of these days I will find out, and put a stop to the madness... My crazy neighbors.... $20 bucks says it's Fred...
.17. Have You Ever Died?: No, not literally. Sometimes when I'm feeling overly dramatic and sorry for my self, I say crazy things like "Humanity has killed my soul..." and "I'm not really living, I'm just waiting for my body to die..." but I never mean any of it ^^ Sometimes things suck, but I always manage to get out of my depression ^^
18. Roller Coaster?: I LOOOVE them~!!!!!
19. How Many Rings Before You Answer The Phone: Depends on where the phone is... Sometimes I can't find it...so I don't answer it at all ^^ hahaha
20. Future Daughter's Name: Hmmm... I like the names Lindsey, Taryn, Elise (my Mom's name! Yay Mom!!) Marissa, etc.
21. Future Son's Name: Hmmm...boy names... I like: Jesse, Joseph, Jim...I'm a fan of the J's... haha..
22. Chocolate Or Vanilla?: Depends.
23. Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal? I have a few that sit on my bed... a Vermont teddy bear, which I have finally named "Rupert", a plush Pikachu, a crayola Bunny that's really cute ^^, and a plush Pluto.
24. alcoholic drink?: I like Bacardi Silver very much!! ^^
25. If You Could Have Any Job You Wanted, What Would It Be?: I would like to teach english in a foreign country, like Korea or Japan!! Sounds fun ^^
26. What Is Your Favorite soft drink?: Hmm...I personally prefer iced tea... but I guess to answer the question, my fav. would be good ol' Dr. Pepper ^^
27. Are You A Lefty, Righty, Ambidextrous?: I consider myself lefty, although I'm probably ambidextrous, because I can pretty much write with both hands, and I do box, and play baseball righty... HOWEVER, I cannot draw decently, eat, or cut with my right hand. So LEFTY pride!! Yay!!!!! ^^ <3 All the cool people are left handed! Me for example, my sister Nina, My sister Jen, Tom Cruise, Albert Einstein, Jim Henson, Marilyn Monroe, Grant too~ But what about Marta????? Last time I checked... she was....RIGHT HANDED! EWWW~!!!! hahaha... So you see Marta... Leftys win again! We're cooler, creative and more unique ^^
OK, that's all for now. I'm very tired and hungry... so I'm going to try and find something to eat... Bye!!
Hahaha..woooooow....Can we say wrong place, wrong time?? You see yesterday I went to go pick up something at Pathmark...all is fine, all is well, I get what I need... but on my way out, I overhear this woman talking about how the traffic lights just went out, and how no one has power....
AHHHH~ No traffic lights~!! *whines* How the hell am I gonna get hoooooome~~~~~ I get to my car, and I see all of these people leaving their jobs, and people standing around, and driving away....I swear, the parking lot cleared out soooo fast.. I decided to sit in my car, and listen to music, in hopes that the power will come back on soon, cause I really didn't want to try driving home in the madness of unruly cars...But the power was so not coming on from the look of things...
Out of boredom, curiousity, and the fact that I'm poor, I decided to go to Loews, and see if I could at least pick up my check. The doors were locked, and manager Jay was standing outside with a few other people, listening to the radio. Looks like I'd have to pick up my check another time. I stood there for a bit, but no one really said much to me.. so I went back to my car, and waited... hoping that the power would come back on so I wouldn't have to die an untimely death in a car accident.
After I got tired of waiting, I said, 'F*ck it, if you die you die, at least make an effort to get the hell out of here...cause if you don't you're gonna wind up sleeping in the parking lot'... So luckily, and thankfully, I managed to drive home safely, but maaaan, it was BAD. I had to wait like...10 minutes to make a left turn. SOOOO many cars, people just going when they feel like it, due to the absence of lights... ughhh...terrifying for me, the girl who hates driving...BUT I did it, and I lived. Yes...once again God has spared my life. Thank you ^^
I get home, and my family is glad I survived the madness. But my sister Lauren is still missing... Eventually we get news that her car overheated, and she had to WALK home from Garden City!!! OMG!!! Poor Lauren-zi~!!!!!! I felt so awful for her~~ But she was a trooper, and like me, lived to see another day ^^
After that things got dull...there was seriously nothing to do. So I ended up drawing, and writing a letter to my Korean friend Ji-young, while I had the time and no distractions... but soon the sun started to set, and I didn't have anymore light -.- My mom and sis lit a lot of candles, and we all just sat around, until my sister Nina gets the idea to make a video out of this bad situation, haha... So she gets the camera out, and records us being bored, haha.... I looked like crap too... Gotta love looking like crap on camera...
Seriously though, boredom gets to your head... eventually it got so bad, that my family and I played this game, where one person would stand up and try to make someone laugh...and whoever laughed, then had to go and try to make someone laugh and so on and so on... hahahaha....My brother was so not funny... he was almost...dare I say it....funny.
Then my sister Lauren and I went outside, and noticed that without the lights you could actually SEE the STARS~!!!! Ohhhhhhhh~ Soooooo cool and pretty!!! ^^ So that was way fun ^^ We saw lots of constellations ^^ Hooray~~ It was like being at the planetarium~~ You could see all the stars so clearly~
By 10 o clock I was so bored I forced myself to go to sleep, but it only made things worse, cause I woke up around...God knows what time, cause my alarm clock was off, and I couldn't find my wristwatch...and I could not go back to sleep after that... I was just lying there... bored as hell...waiting for the sun to rise so I could at least have some light...
My bed is right next to a window....so I was staring outside, and trying to guess by the color of the sky what time it was...hahaha...soooo sad... (by the way I eventually found my wrist watch, and saw that it was only 3am~!!) But strangely there were people outside, walking!! I guess the boredom was killing them and they needed an escape.... who knows... but it was just plain weird...
I was up for hours more after that until, my mom comes into my room and goes... "We have power now!" and ironically, after hearing this news, I become insanely tired and fall asleep until 10:30am....haha.. totally weird and bizarre day. I hope we never lose the power again..*hugs power* I love you power~ You give my life meaning~~~~...Ok, that was sad... hahaha ^^ Anyhow...I'm off on the quest to find something to eat... I haven't had anything to eat all day, because there is NOTHING~ Ahhhh~ So....hungry.... *sigh* I want Chinese food... Why can't I have money dammit~!!
Well, that was my blackout story. Hope you enjoyed it ^^
First off, as you have noticed in the entry title.. I have $4 to my name...
I do hope you are smart enough to realize THAT IS NOT GOOD.
I have no money in the bank. I am poor. And since I am poor, I will have no money for new clothes for when I go back to school so I'll look like crap as always...and I wont have any spending money for when I go to Florida... and to be honest, I dont even wanna f*cking go anymore. My Dad is making things so damn complicated, and the timing of the trip just sucks.. We get back the day before I have to go back to school and that's just sucks!! Plus, like I said, he's just making it too damn confusing on when we're going, who's flying down, who's driving down...I just don't want to go anymore... I really don't. We can go another time... Cause I really just don't think this is gonna work...I dont know how my Dad thinks he's gonna pull a vacation out of his ass by the 22nd when he has nothing organized, but good luck Pops.. (Maybe they can just go without me.. No one even likes to go on the rollercoasters with me, My Dad hates the parks, and just likes to stay by the pool all day and tan, and by the stupid ugly white as snow complexion on me, you can tell I hate tanning... BUT I'll have you know that since I do have Sicilian in me..I tan nicely (I bet most of you thought I would burn), but it is besides the point... I just dont feel like going anymore...Its not convenient timing...and I'm annoyed....
I had work today, 5:30-12:15.. BUT the kind folk at Loews Cineplex decided NOT to put me on the schedule, and waited until I actually got ready for work and drove there to tell me that they can only have 5 people on at a time, and if I would mind going home. OK, what the f*ck is up with that?!?!?
"Umm..yeah...we really dont need you...would you mind going home?" and you can tell by the way they say it, I really don't have much say in the stupid matter, unless I wanna go and make things complicated... but a nice girl like me would never dream of doing that.... so I had to go home...
But what if I did f*cking mind? You wanna look inside my wallet?! I have no f*cking money! I MIND! BUT once again, people just ASSUME that they can just walk all over me... whatever... F*ck you Loews Cineplex... if you didn't want me to work, you should have had the courtesy to call me, cause you f*cked up my day, I had a lot to do and put a lot of it off, cause I thought I had to go into work... and furthermore, I wont be getting any money now...
True, I hate working there...but I have no choice! I have to make $$ somehow!! God, I want to quit so bad. If it wasn't for the $500 a semester I would.. Maybe I'll become a seasonal worker, so I wont have to suffer at that sh*thole every goddamn week...
I need a new job...so so bad. I hate Loews. All I do is serve ungrateful customers while everyone else goes on hour long cigarette breaks and endangers their health...
I just hate everything today. And I look stupid. My hair is in a ponytail.. I normally wear it down, but now even when I wear it down I look bad.. God, I just ALWAYS look bad... My life is so pathetic and bleak... I'm ugly, unhappy, alone, poor, bored, underappreciated and the only guy who shows an interest in me is the cashier at Sbarros who is A FORTY YEAR OLD PERVERT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God forbid I say I'm depressed, everyone will have a f*ckin' crisis and be like "OMG whats wrong, what happened.. TELL ME!" But it really isn't one event that happened, and even if it was, it's none of your f*cking business *cough*Lauren*cough* I'm just very unhappy with my life right now. AND I AM ALLOWED TO BE! It doesn't mean I'm crazy...doesn't mean there's something "wrong" with me.. Everyone gets depressed every now and then, and right now I am depressed. Life is just one big lie. Getting older sucks...and I truly do believe that there is NOTHING to look foward to anymore. I am a poor college student, who hates her job, has no control over anything, and has a horrible workload next semester. THERE IS NOTHING TO LOOK FOWARD TO! N-O-T-H-I-N-G! Things will just get worse and worse...more expenses, more work, more stress, more idiots to deal with, more stupid things I have to do to shut everyone up. I have no control. No say in anything. I HAD to go to Nassau. I HAVE to work at Loews. I CANT do this. I CANT do that... My Dads so strict with me I can hardly have a f*cking social life... and thanks to him, I DONT. I hate living sometimes. I'm so unhappy with who I am and how I turned out... Well actually...its not so much how I myself turned out that I hate... its how I'm so different from everyone else. No one understands me (cept for one person, but she's leaving soon). Everyone is just so fake. I can't stand it. I hate it. And I can't do it. I can't be like everyone else. And I don't really want to. But sometimes it seems that might be the only way I might feel better... *sigh* Who cares..People suck. No matter what category I think about, I see bad things...
//School//...I will have to work so hard in school just to get an A in everything... and then I'll have to transfer to a whole new school where I have to meet a whole bunch of new people, and they'll all probably think I'm so weird, and I will become a recluse in my dorm room and have to have my papers mailed to the professor...
//Love//...HAHA...doubtful that ones gonna happen. Guys are just horny liars, so it's probably for the best that I am alone. But still it sucks, seems either way I'll end up unhappy.
//Money//...I HAVE NONE. Unless you count those 4 whole dollars sitting in my ugly wallet that I got as a birthday present and use because I feel bad if I dont.
So I am very upset right now. That is all I have to say. I was going to post a positive entry about what a fun day I had yesterday and how I got my ears pierced and how I showed Marta episodes of the "Family Guy" and how funny yet cruel it was that Suncoast tricked her into buying a $50 DVD...you know, a nice little entry like that... but since I have had such a horrible day, I couldn't do it... Sorry.
Fino a domani
Heyyyy~ I'm back again! How cool. ^^ I know you were all just dying for another one of my thrilling, intriguing, well written entries ^^...SO DON'T DENY IT!!! ...uh....hehe...anyway...
Today was cool!! Wednesday's are always awesome cause Martika and I go shopping at the mall, and hang out and such, so it's fun ^^ I actually did have a little money to spend...so I bought a new manga, called "X-Day"...it's about 4 teens (actually 3 teens and 1 biology teacher...) that wanna blow up their school because they are tired of all the rules and restrictions of life, and all of the horrid people that surround them....They are particularly upset about the prisoner-like feeling they get from going to school, therefore they are quite insistent on bombing it. But yes...I just finished it actually, and I found it to be very good! Quite amusing!! But...when I first found out the Bio teacher wanted to get in on blowing up the school too, I was a little....hmm...what's the word...well, I can't think of the right word...but I was kinda thinking "umm..why does the teacher wanna help?? that's so strange..a teacher hanging out with his students and trying to make a bomb..." hahaha...I don't know, just seems kinda weird, but overall, I think it's awesome!! I can't wait to get the next volume!! ^^ I think the main character Rika is cool! And she styles her hair the same as I did today ^^
Marta and I ran into Chris today at Suncoast... hahaha...actually, we always run into Chris at Suncoast, he works there. Chris went to our high school, and he always witnesses Marta and I acting like idiots in the manga section -.-;; Kind of embarrassing, but OH WELL ^^ ...And he always rings us up too... haha... He must think we're crazy, constantly wasting our money on those mangas, but they're GOOOOOOD! So go buy one, and you'll see! ^.~
I got some pizza for lunch today at Sbarro and the guy serving me said I had a face like a doll, and I was absolutely beautiful... You think I'd be happy, right? Well, I kinda was I guess...I mean, it was very nice of him to say...but I would have been even happier if...oh...I don't know...HE WASN'T IN HIS FREAKIN' FORTIES!!!!!! AHH~ How come only old men seem to find me attractive...DRIVES ME CRAZY~ Why can't guys my own age hit on me?!?! Is that so much to ask!?! Those jerks! I'm not even going to go into further detail about how I feel on this matter...I've already accepted the fact that I will die ALONE...Just like Moon HeeJun...HAHAHAHA...I love HeeJun... he's so tastefully insane.. It's really amusing. Hahaha...And may I say, could it be any more typical of him to call his first solo album...."Alone" hahaha...Poor Junie...he was so sad after the break up of H.O.T (so was I by the way)..but still, am I the only one that found it somewhat humorous that his first solo album was called "Alone"?? haha, that drama queen...makes me laugh...But I do feel sad for him too...People don't give him the credit he deserves!! He's very very talented!! HeeJun's the best!! *hugs HeeJun* I love you Heejun~!! hahahaha! Sarang hae yo~!!! Seriously, Moon HeeJun is the greatest Korean singer ever!!! And all those mean, ignorant people that keep making Anti- sites about him should STOP! Either that, or listen to "Silent Conflict" HA! ^^
My sister has all of her friends over, which means the rooms of my house that I can go into are limited... so I'm trapped here, on the upstairs computer...It sucks...her and her friends also were in our room (Nina and I share a room) and they played one of my Korean CDs...not sure whether they did it out of curiousity or for a good laugh, but either way, they were in fact laughing...very loudly, and for long periods of time...*sigh* Oh well...I guess the wonderful world of Korean pop isn't for everyone. ^^
OH!! Marta and I also went into the pet store... Hasn't quite been the same since they sold the fat black hamster that resembled HeeJun, and the hyper active baby hamsters..but it's still fun nonetheless... The once pregnant mother hamster is trying to loose her pregnancy weight by going on the wheel constantly... but I don't think anything can help her...she's simply beastly... And I think....well THOUGHT all hamsters were cute... but if you could only see this thing!! She's ghastly!! She's really fat, and her fur is really abnormal... It almost looks like she stuck her paw in an electrical socket... it's just sticking out everywhere!! I'm not sure if she's a rare breed of hamster, or if that weird fur is just a side affect of hamster pregnancy...but whatever it is... it's strange and I feel sorry for her. I would also like to add that no one has bought the psychotic gray gerbil yet, and I think it is safe to say that no one ever will... OHH! And Marta and I saw the absolutely adorable Chow Chow puppy!!! YAAAY!!!! I LOOOOOVE hiiiiiiim~!!!!! ^^ And I also love the twin chinchillas. ^^ Do you know what a chinchilla is??? It's a rare creature that looks like a mouse...and a squirrel...COMBINED!!! Can you imagine?!?! It's truly GREAT!! I want them both!! But my mom would never let me get one -.-
Ahh...my brother is watching this weird show about this girl who owns these dolls...but the dolls are EVIL and they attack her and do these bad things, and break stuff, and all that crap...but no one will believe her...and it has sucked me in... so I'm going to go watch it... But I'll probably regret it because it's really creeeeeepy~!!!! Those dolls are so scary!! And so EVIL! They're gonna kill someone!! I know it!! I swear, I'll never be able to go into the Barbie doll section of a toy store again...
OK!! Bye everyone! ^^
Ha~~ It's been ages since I last posted, hasn't it?? Well it seems like it at least... hehe ^^ I'd also like to thank all of you who posted on my tagboard and inquired when the hell I was gonna post again, and such, hehe ^^ Glad to hear I was missed ^^ *hugs her devoted journal readers* Well....since it is my entry title, I should briefly mention that yes... it is August...EWWW!! August is my least favorite month.. It seriously is a month that has nothing going for it... A) It's the last month of summer...meaning SCHOOL is approaching... which means that soon I will be spending my nights in front of a computer screen attempting to write an essay, but talking to people on AIM instead... (I have such bad study habits -.-) B) The weather is usually it's hottest in August C) Have you ever seen the birthstone for August??? NASTY! Peridot!! *shudders* And D) All the kids who go away to school go back to school and leave me!!! (for example Marta...BUT...Marta has made a wise decision and has decided to STAY until the end of August!!!!!) *cheers* (She was originally going to leave August 9th~) But yeah, I guess in August's defense, it IS a vacation month... My family and I go to Florida in late August.. And also my sister Jen's birthday is in August... So I guess it's not *all* bad...
For some strange reason I actually thought I had money in my wallet... but I was proven wrong... I opened it, and found a sh*tload of pennies and dimes, a few receipts, and my gift certificate to the nail salon... DAAAAAMN! What the hell happened to my CASH!!!! WHERE DID IT ALL GO!?!?! What the hell am I wasting all my money on?!?! *cries* So I guess now... I'm POOR.. *sobs* Does anyone wanna give me money?? *puppy eyes* Please???? I'll love you forever!! And ever!!!!!!!! AHHH~ Man...so disappointing.. And tomorrow is Wednesday... And Wednesdays Marta and I go to the mall and shop... Now I'll have to just look at stuff, and not buy anything T-T And I was FINALLY going to store up the courage to get my ears pierced!! (I hate needles so I was always reluctant to get them pierced... but there are so many pretty earrings I wish I could wear~~ So I decided to get them pierced..) But now that I'm poor, I can't even afford to pierce my ears, and therefore will have to wait until next week... *sigh* Oh well...Pay day is this day after tomorrow, so I should be pleased~ But still...
OHH~ Guess what??? Yesterday Martika and I saw "American Wedding"!!!! AHH~ I'm such a fan of the American Pie movies, and this one was HILARIOUS~!! ^^ Yayyyy~ hahaha ^^ So many funny parts!! And it was great how they omitted all the lame characters, like Mina Suvari's character, and Chris Klein's.. Hooray!! ^^ So yes, definitely see this movie~~ It's funny!!! ^^ I <3 Stifler ^^
You know what else is funny?? "The Family Guy" What a totally awesome show!!! It's hilarious!! My sister bought the DVD set, and I can't stop watching it!! So damn funny!! I love the baby Stewie~~ hahaha ^^ Wow.. If you haven't seen this show, you must!! It's terrific! You'll spend hours of your day watching it... haha... I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but it's soooo funny!!!!!! ^^ ...so go watch it!!
In other fabulous news, I finally received Moon HeeJuns NEW CD, Legend!!! It's AMAZING!! *hugs MoonHeeJun* He's so talented!!! And CUUUTE!!! I LOVE his new haircut!! He looks great!!...and may I say it's about time!! Jeez!!! He's had that crappy long parted to the side jet black hair for SO long, and now finally he has a new awesome haircut!! ^^ He deserves it!! ^^ Yay HeeJun!!! You look great!!!! ^^ And his songs are so cooooool! Like the title track Legend!!! My favorites are: Legend, G Boat Melody, To my Parents, and Smile ^^ ^^ ^^ They're GREEEATTTTTT~!! But I still haven't figured out how to listen to the bonus track yet!!! Daaamn~~ Does anyone know how??? If so let me know, cause I wanna heeeear~~~ I's not fair!! *pouts* Why do they make this stuff so intricate!?!? But yes, Moon HeeJun's 3rd album gets a 2 thumbs up!! Unlike Ok Ju Hyun's album...which SUCKED! SUUUCH a disappointment, cause I love Ok Ju Hyuun and she has an awesome singing voice... but really?!?! God, how did you release that piece of sh*t album!!?! The only good song was "Nan" which by the way is an AWESOME song... but it was in fact THE ONLY awesome song on the whole damn album and that SUCKS! ...and MAYBE "Nevermind" was OK... but still...I was expecting something a little cooler... and instead got (excluding 1 song) crap!! Oh well... I hear Sea, from S.E.S is releasing her solo album soon!! I look foward to it ^^
OK, I'll move away from the K-Pop topic now...I saw this quiz on Koyasu's blog, and the moment I saw it, I knew I HAD to take it!!! ^^ Ahh~ Koyasu where did you find such an awesome quiz?!?!?! Look who I got everybody!!! You're blunt, shrewd, and sharp-witted. You're a bit domineering, and that sometimes scares people off. But when they get to know you, they
find a wonderful and loving person.
Which one of the Golden Girls are you? brought to you by Quizilla
I'M DOROTHY~!!! hahaha~ She's my FAVORITE Golden Girl ^^ She's so witty and humorous! I wish I could cleverly insult people as well as she can... haha... That shows the BESSSST!!! Along with Family Guy~~ ^^ ^^
OK, that's all for now... Maybe I'll even post again tomorrow!!! haha ^^ Byeeeee~ ^^
Hi everybody!! ^^ I was going to write a standard update and talk about my day and what's been goin' on, but I just read my sister Lauren's newest entry, and feel I should write my own personal thoughts on the matter...hehe ^^
You see, she went to a party last night, and who the hell knows what happened, but she has become anti-alcohol over night, she can't understand why people drink, and now thinks that drinking is the absolute worst thing in the world, and that people who drink are stupid, and that she will never ever drink again, cause she doesn't want to humiliate herself anymore... I keep trying to tell her I went through the same thing, and I guarantee she'll be drinking again....but she seems to think otherwise... but really now...
HOW IS DRINKING BAD?!?!?!?!?! (excluding health related problems that can arise from it ^^)
HAHA, I LOOOVE alcohol, it is my magic elixir...I am very uptight and paranoid when I am sober, but when I am buzzed/drunk, I can relax, be happy, and forget about the injustices of the world!
Looking like a fool isn't really the end of the world for me, because my life has basically been humiliating situation after humiliatiing situation... I'm used to making a fool out of myself...I mean yeah, I'd really prefer not to look like an a** in front of everyone, but at this point in my life I realize such things are inevitable...
I can list at the very least 25 humiliating situations I've been put through off the top of my head...although there have probably been thousands...
But here are 5 that stick out in my mind...
1. Once my math teacher, Mr. Carm was pointing to the class which direction each group is supposed to sit, and I was standing behind him cause I had to ask him a question... but he didn't notice me... So then he's like "Group five over there!" and outstretches his hand toward the direction and smacked my boob by accident...AHHH! The immature boys were like "Ohhh Carm, makin' the moves~" I wanted to DIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE~
2. Once I fell from the top riser in the science room and onto the computer desk, and knocked over the keyboard and mouse, and landed on my a**.... The class was just stunned and stared at me for a good 5 minutes... then the teacher was like "...Are you OK???" I replied yes... got back into my seat, and wondered what the hell I did to deserve that.... hahaha
3. Once I dropped my clarinet case and it popped open & all the pieces fell down the stairs...while people were walking *up* the stairs... it was just awful...Lord knows how I managed to get the whole instrument back...
4. Once after hiding behind all the athletic kids in dodgeball I was somehow on of the last 2 people left... So it was me, and this athletic kid Mike... and I mean, really... he could have rolled the ball in my direction and I would have been out, but no... he throws it full speed, right towards me, and hard... It hits me right in the head, and HURT!!!!! The class laughed at me for what seemed a million years, and I walked off the dodgeball court....a LOSER... *close curtains* hahaha ^^
5. Once I waved to this lady that looked like my Aunt Sue....only....it wasn't my Aunt Sue!!!! So after realizing that, I quicky ran into the nearest store, and hid until she pulled her car away.....hahaha.... Why God created a moron like myself.... I truly don't know....
as a matter of fact, I too once had an absolutely humiliating horrifying terrible drunken situation... and yes, it did actually bother me for a while. I hated myself for it, and never wanted to drink again (this lasted for about 5 months) but then I went to the New Years Eve Eve party, and although I was really nervous about drinking again, I decided to anyhow...but sensibly. Well, I don't think I stuck to the sensibly part, cause I did get drunk, but I didn't black out and I had so much fun!! it was greeeeeeat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a blast ^^ And everyone deserves to have fun once in a while. So that is my point. There is nothing wrong with enjoying yourself every now and then with some alcohol. And no, I'm not some alcoholic. I mean, yeah, I do love to drink, but you'd be surprised how seldomly I do it... It's not like it's something I do every weekend.. My only advice to you, Lauren, is NO DRINKING AT FAMILY PARTIES...jeez...
But, I mean really, who cares if you're making a fool out of yourself at a party (a FRIEND's party)... cause chances are so is everyone else. *shrugs* Who knows, Who cares. I just know my life has been very stressful and upsetting at some points and drinking alcohol makes me feel not only better, but GREAT! Like I'm finally equal to everyone else. I think you're crazy for hating it...but hey, if you want to be the designated driver, and stand around with a cup of seltzer water, be my guest. Have a blast~ Stay cool~ And happy non-drinking ^^
Oh yeah... I have another embarrassing moment I wanted to share...
Here is the scenario
I'm at the mall with a guy who at the time, I liked...
Now keep in mind, my skin is normally clear, so I guess when I do get a pimple, its more noticeable...but STILL!!! T-T
Guy I'm at the mall with: Oh Michelle, you have something on your face...right there...*points*
Michelle: [annoyed, embarrassed] Yes...I know... it's called a pimple....
*End of Scene*
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! God, why don't you just hang a sign on me...."Too Ugly to Live"
OK folks...that is all...
Fino a domani~ ^.~
Ladies and gentleman...Moon HeeJun's 3rd album....IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well...not in the physical sense...I don't *own* it yet..BUUUUT you can pre-order it at YesAsia.com, so that's exactly what I did!!! And if you have good taste in music, you can too!!! ^^ HAHAHAHA~!!!! I am soooooooo content!! I've been waiting for him to release his 3rd album forever!! YAAAAY~!!! Ahhh~ I can't wait to hear it~ I've been deprived of new and exciting Korean pop for so long, because all the artists I like are too lazy to make another album! -.- Well actually, it's probably more of that fact that I've been too poor to *buy* their new albums when they came out...so because of that I have been left with nothing new and exciting to listen to, hehe ^^;;
I don't think I'll ever be able to sleep late AGAIN! Do you know what time I got up this morning?!?!?!?!?! 7 AM!!!!!!!! That is INSANE! I have never gotten up naturally at such a time... and here I am waking up so early like it's nothing unusual, walking into the kitchen, and then finally noticing on the clock how damn early it is (well for me)... Wow.. But on the bright side my Mom made me some eggs~!! ^^ Hooray~!! And then...after I ate the eggs, I went back to sleep for 2 and a half more hours ^^ Maybe I woke up so early cause I was hungry... I actually had no lunch and dinner yesterday... Poor deprived me -.-
Oh goodness, do you know what I HEARD?!?! I heard that Tim Burton is going to be creating a re-make of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, and Johnny Depp is going to play Willy Wonka!! HAHA~!!! Woooooooow~!!! How crazy is that!! I wonder if it's true!! If he does, I actually really wanna see it~ I'm curious how it will turn out~ I mean, I actually really like the movie!! I know a lot of people don't...but hey, who cares, I think it's funny and amusing every second! ^^ EXCEPT for when Charlie's Mom starts to sing... I think EVERYONE who watches that movie, worldwide fastfowards that part...cause it's long, boring, agonizing, and...well basically, sucks. ^^ But if they do a re-make, I really wanna seeeeeee~!!! hahaha~ I highly doubt it will be as good as the original, but it would probably be so interesting to see! I remember when I first saw the movie, I was terrified, LoL... I was in first grade, and I don't know, I think for a kid, the concepts kind of freaky, I mean think about it, a bunch of little kids go into a chocolate factory, and no one leaves happy ( cept for Charlie, but who cares~)!! One falls into a chocolate river and gets sucked up into the boiling room, another turns into a gigantic living blueberry, another falls into this huge chute that leads to the furnace, and the final kid shrinks...It's kind of frightening for a child...well a child like crazy me.. BUT now I like the movie ^^ It amuses me.
God, you know I still smell like coffee!!!!! I had work last night, and much to my surprise, I wasn't put in the box office, but the coffee bar~!!! EwWwWw~!!! BUUUUT it's OK because I came well prepared with lots of paper, pencils, and my discman, so when it was really dead, I would just draw, listen to my music, and make origami pianos, hahaha ^^ Piano's are the only thing I've memorized how to make... and to this day I STILL can't make a paper crane~!! BUT Mike said he knows how~ So we decided that I can teach him how to make a piano, and he can teach me how to make a crane ^^ How thrilling ^^
Well, I guess I'll close here. I have work again from 5:30-12:15...hope it doesn't suck~
Byeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!
WOOOOOOOW! I have a new layout folks, and it's all thanks to my dear friend Koyasu~!! He offered to make me a new layout for my page and set this whole thing up for me!! Truly AMAZING! I'm very impressed!! ^^ I admire people who know what they're doing when it comes to computers. So yes, THANK YOU Koyasu~ You are truly a KIND person~...(and here I thought kind people were extinct!) Oh! And by the way, all of my old entries have been archived, so if you would like to be magically whisked away to any of the old entries I wrote, just go to the bottom right hand side, and click: [version 1.0 maron] ^^ OK??
Now onto my day...and how things are with little old me...Lets see...Well, today I had to get up early once again for piano class, BUT, it's the beginning of the end. Only one more week of that class! wOo hOo~!!! So yeah, Grant picked me up, but he was running late, so we didn't get there until 10:25 ( class starts at 10:05)...but it really didn't matter all that much, since this Professor doesn't dwell on things like lateness. And all we did today in class was that stupid written test. Real basic stuff...music oriented definitions and such. Grant and I are the star pupils cause we already knew how to read music when we started the class, so this stuff was so easy for us ^^ Hooray for Grant and Me!! So we finished the test fast ^^ But even better, class ended EARLY~ HAA~ What terrific luck...How often do you get to arrive late and leave early?? Such situations are a dream come true when it comes to piano class on a summer morning ^^
After piano class was done and over with, I went home, and watched yet another hilarious episode of the Golden Girls, and then my Dad took me & my siblings out to lunch ^^ My mom met up with us too, cause she just got out of work around the same time. I had a really good turkey wrap ^^ ^^ ^^ And we ran into my Dad's friend Kerri Mac (He's a guy, his name is just..Kerri...for whatever reason..) And seriously, my brother brought this to my attention and he is absolutely RIGHT! Kerri Mac looks like a WHITE James Earl Jones~!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA~ good times. I was glad my mom and siblings came to lunch today too...not only for the good company, but because back when the Spring semester of school ended for me, I would be the only one home, so my Dad would just take me out to lunch, and...it's really sick....but, when my Dad would take me out to lunch...so many people would think...we were a COUPLE! *vomits* They'd just assume he's a cradle robber, and I'm a gold digger!!...*dies* I remember that waitress being all surprised, like "OHHH! She's your *daughter*!" AHHHHHH! People get your minds out the gutter!! YOU'RE ALL SICK!!! *sigh* So yeah, I was glad my mom and siblings were there this time so no one would get that SICK idea in their crazy minds...
Moving right along...
Lets talk about my job. I work at the movie theater... you all remember this, yes?? Well yeah, I worked there again tonight. From 5:30 to 12:15. I was put in the box office again, haha...they don't give me a variety anymore... it's been "you're in the box office" every shift for quite sometime now... But it's not really that much of an issue...I don't really mind. It's more of just strange that they keep putting me there. But yes, overall work was good today~ I was working with Trevor, so that was nice, I had some company. On Tuesday they put me in the box office alone, and I had to deal with lines out the door >.< So I was glad to have some help. Ohh~ And I ran into Kevin (a.k.a Percy) haha ^^ He went to my highschool and was in the school play "Lets Hang Him and Read the Will" with Marta and I ^^ hahaha, wow...fun times. Craaaaazy play...So it was cool to see him again. He got taller!! haha! I remember when we did that play, he was my "love interest" and the whole joke of the thing was I was towering over him, and he was this little shrimpy guy... but he's gotten a little taller since then...true, I'm still taller, but the point is he's not nearly as short as he was ^^..
You know, as much as I hate the Spy Kids, I think it's so cool that they're having a movie in 3D!!! I love 3D movies~ They're too cooool~!! Like in Epcot and MGM Studios in Florida, they have "Honey I Shrunk the Audience" which is a really cool 3D show, and "Muppets 3D". I love that stuff ^^ But I *don't* love the Spy Kids...*shudders*...however I *do* love the concept of 3D... so I'm torn between seeing it and not seeing it... I think I'll just go in a take a look during my break...Seeing the whole film will probably murder my brain cells... Just like "Zoolander" HAHAHA~ Although now I love "Zoolander"...but I remember when Marta and I saw it in theaters we were both dying to leave, due to the enormous amounts of stupid humor. And when we finally did leave we felt we had lost all of our intellectual capacity and had been transformed into mindless idiots... But now I actually find the movie quite humorous and enjoyable to watch...hahahaha....Crazy Ol' Derek Zoolander. Ya gotta love him ^.~
WOW~ Guess what??? Tomorrow I don't have to get up early!! No class, AND I don't work until 5:30pm!!! AMAZING news ^^ A Friday morning I shall truly cherish ^^
I need some alcohol in my system...Someone throw a party, damn it!!!
That is all for now... ^^
Hey there Michelle! Koyasu here. I have checked and rechecked... and now I think everything is all right. I hope you like the lay-out... and even though I didn't create the pic, I worked hard trying to configure everything. I archived your old entries, they are linked at the bottom of the page on the right hand side. I created two new buttons for you as well! I hope you like those too.
Anyway I left a message to tell you about everything, and you can always delete this entry later on when you next blog.
ENJOY! ^_^ ~ Koyasu
Michelle bids you farewell at 03:26 p.m.
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