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I'm back again!...And with a survey!!
- Monday, July 21, 2003
- 9:34pm
Yes, back again...Not much has happened since my last post... took my piano test...And....GOT AN A~!!! *cheers* It was truly a miracle!! AHHH~ Sooooo pleased~!!!!! Overall, things look good ^^ But I missed the Golden Girls!!! Damn it!!! Oh well...They're on again tonight at 11 ^^ Let's see, what else... Afterwards went out to lunch with Grant and Trevor. That was cool. They both own these intricate cell phones with all these games and special things... hahaha...my cell phones on my dresser collecting dust... I really gotta buy minutes for the damn thing...
Later we went to Trevor's house, and I got to meet his adorable dog KACHINA!!! I LOVE him~!!!!! *hugs Kachina* What a cuuuuuuuuuuute dog!!! So friendly, adorable, and good natured!!! Haha, kinda sad though, Kachina is 7 years old...and so is my dog Belle...and well, Kachina is energetic, playful, and thin....and Belle?? Poor Belle is fat, lazy, and snobbish. But I love Belle regardless of her faults~!!! OH! And another cool thing...Trevor also has a cat that looks like SAGWA!!! (do you know who Sagwa is?? She's from a cartoon on PBS kids....She's a Chinese SIAMESE CAT!!) I've never seen one in person!!! ^^
So yes, overall the day was good...if you minus the perverted filthy trucker who kept staring at me with lustful eyes, and blowing kisses...*puts a gun to her head*
Here's the survey I mentioned... hehe ^^ It's from Marta's blog ^^
[Part One - Names]
1. Your REAL Name: Damn, I was going to give you my fake name... but since you insist on my real name.... it's......Michelle. (sorry it's nothing exciting)
2. What friends call you: Meemster, Meems, Michey, Shella, Gizmo, Giz, "The Sac" (I hate that one...but endure it, because I'm a good sport >,< ) Mitsy-Anne etc.
3. How old are you?: 19
4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: Hmmm....I never really minded Michelle all that much... but I think at one point in my life, I really liked the name Trisha... hahaha...
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?: Those weird made up names....like NICHELLE. Get a clue! It's MICHELLE! Yuck... There are actually people with the name NICHELLE out there *shudders* sucks for them... What else?? .... I don't like the name "Amanda" hehe ^^ I don't know why...it's a popular name....but I just don't like it.
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: "Misunderstood"
8. What your (ex) boy/girl friend calls you: *ignores question*
9. What would you name a ship you built?: *shrugs*
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: "December"...because it is my absolute most FAVORITE month in the whole wide world~!!!!!!!! It's so beautiful~ *Thinks of sparkly snow in the moonlight* ^^ ^^ ^^
[Part Two - Have you ever...]
11. Thrown up in public?: haha...I threw up in front of 1 person... I don't know if you'd call that "in public"....but it sure as well was humiliating...
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: Thankfully, no.
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: I've tripped upstairs, downstairs, walked into walls, and clear screen doors...but no, I was never checking anyone out while this was going on...
15. Had to pay for something you broke?: Nope ^^
16. Nearly drowned?: Nope
17. Passed out?: Hmmm...
18. Had a crush on somebody NOT single?: Haha, of course. It wouldn't be my life if I wasn't in some sort of unappealing situation...
19. Been stuck in the rain?: Haha! Yes. Once it was pouring rain, and my Japanese class just got out, and the walk to my car was soooo far cause the parking lot at NCC is really big~!!! But I had to get home!! So I ran to my car and got completely drenched...
20. Been attacked by an animal?: My grandma's cruel spiteful cat once scratched me at the tender age of 3... And although today I do adore looking at cats, I'm still afraid to pet them, but can, if they're sweet enough...but still...it's not fun. I like dogs. THANKS FOR TRAUMATIZING ME YOU DUMB SPITEFUL CAT!!
21. Caught people having sex?: Nope
22. Fallen asleep while driving?: Not yet... And hopefully not ever~
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: Nope
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: Hahaha!! Well...kind of... You see...[Warning:Weird Story] When I was a crazy young'n, in the cartoons I'd watch, someone would throw a banana peel on the floor, and then someone else would slip on it....so one day my curiousity got to the better of me, and I threw a banana peel on the floor, held on to something, and stepped on it to see if it was really as slippery as it was portrayed to be in cartoons... The answer??? Yes... banana peels are very slippery.. -.-
25. Made a wish that came true?: HAHAHA...wishes coming true?!?!?! WAKE UP!
[Part Three - Complete The Sentence]
27. It's hot. I should take off my... clothes.
28. I don't even know why I'm... still here.
29. I'd give anything to have sex with... A question like this requires some thinking....*taps foot*
31. If I had six bucks I'd buy...some gas for my car
32. I'm only racist towards... 50 cent... he's annoying.. HAHAHA ^^ j/k (about the being racist part, not the fact that he's annoying cause he IS!)
33. It's always more fun if you...are watching the GOLDEN GIRLS!! ahhh~ haha ^^
34. You can't eat steak without...a very sharp knife
35. You better shut up before I... tell DAD!!! ooooooohhhhhhhhhh
36. Just put it in my...mouth ^.~ hehehe ^^
37. I really like you and everything...but I'm...ummm....*trails off* *runs to her car and speeds off into the sunset*
38. I'm not who you think I am. I'm really a...MARINE BIOLOGIST!!!
39. Dude! Where's my... I could be typical and say "CAR" but instead I will say "red shirt with the white writing!!!?!?!" cause I would honestly like to know... I liked that shirt *sniffles*
[Part Four - What would you do if...
40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: First I would be outraged, then shocked ... but then after that would come anger, and I would probably scream some sort of profanity at him, toss my hair, and walk away... ^^
41. You witness somebody about to steal your car?: I'd tell him to take look inside it first, and he'd surely change his mind~ Hahaha! My car has Korean pop star pics and stickers all over the inside, and little kitty, panda, & pig bobble heads on the dashboard. Those would probably annoy the typical human being... but if you know me, then you know I'm not typical ^^
42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: Begin chanting that "I'M IN HELL!!!!!" And then probably end up clawing myself to death....
43. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: Hahaha.... don't know what I'd do...hmm....Probably wait for the class to point and laugh at me..
44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?: I'd cringe, and go "EXCUSE ME!?!?!?!" then, I'd punch him in the jaw, toss my hair, and walk away ^^
46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: OK! Mocking Korean pop is now ILLEGAL!!!! HAAAAAA~!! And it is now LEGAL to drink at the age of 19 *cheers*
47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: I wouldn't open the door in the first place
48. You had a time machine?: Go back in time of course
49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: I'd make a show about my home life... it's very odd, twisted, and bizarre.
[Part Five- Would you rather...]
50. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: Cancer
51. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: Teleport
52. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: Record my dreams....I guess...I mean, is that even a power really?? I do that already... but, yeah, the only reason I don't want to know the future is cause that power just SUCKS! Don't any of you like surprises??
53. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: Really skinny
54. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: Lost in a forest
55. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: Comedy
56. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: Rock
57. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: February 29th!!! I actually think having my birthday then would be COOL! It's so rare and special ^^...hey....kind of like....ME~!!!! hahahahaha ^^ *hugs herself*
58. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan? Um....sadly, I really can't decide
59. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: Penitentiary...please....anything but a MENTAL INSTITUTION~!!!!!! *hides in a corner*
60. Would you rather snow board or hang glide?: Snow board!!!! I've always wanted to learn~!!!!
61. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: Ninja!
[Part Six - What's the FIRST thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?]
62. Courage: The Cowardly Dog ^^
63. Driver: My car
64. Yoga: I actually thought of Yogi Bear...
65. Bakery: Cookies
66. Roach: Bug spray
67. Mushroom: Grass
68. Sprung: Spring
69. Exotic: Peacock feather
70. Pythagorean: Dictionary
[Part Seven - Miscellaneous]
71. Construct an acronym for these words. (example: G M S = Give Me Steak)
a. S O L R A C: Sally O'Neill Likes Ripe Apple Candy...*shrugs*
b. D A N G E R: Don't Ask Nina Get Elise's Response... hehe ^^
c. C H I N A: Choose Homes in North America
d. R P G: Right-handed People Gloat. (LEFTY PRIDE~!!! wooooo~!!!)
72. What is your definition of love?: hahahaha....I could reply with some sort of bitter and disillusioned remark, but that gets tiring after a while...
73. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: *rolls eyes*
76. Were you too scared to do it?: do what?
77. Who or what is your worst enemy?: hmm...
78. Who is the last person you kicked?: My brother.
79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: I don't know how to plaaaay~ -.-
80. Name three people you know whose names begin with the last letter of your first name: Elise, Eric, Ed...
81. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: blarg.
82. If you had to break one of your bones, which bone would it be?: I'll go with Marta's answer, and say...my toe XDXD
[Part Eight - What Is Your opinion?]
83. "Girls are nothing but drama.": Yes, at times
84. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons.": I watch the Simpsons...and *I'm* not an idiot ^^ hehe ^^
85. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": Haaaaaa~ Poor misguided soul...
86. "There's nothing wrong with stealing.": There is plenty wrong with it, you immoral one, you!
87. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": Mmmm....Alcohol....YAY!!! *hugs a bottle of bacardi silver* ^^ ^^ ^^
88. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon.": It helps
89. "Music is stupid.": Well...think what you will, but I personally LOVE music~!!! YAAAY~!!!!
90. "Your car sucks.": I find your commentary to be unecessary and RUDE! Get some manners, and then talk to me! *tosses hair and walks away*
[Part Nine - Answer the questions with song titles ONLY:]
How do some people feel about you?: They feel "Nothing but Something"
Where would you rather be?: "Paradise"
Describe how you live: As a "Castle Outsider"
Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: "Full of Happiness"
The End!!! ^^
Hmmm...anything else??
Nah, nothing really...I'm working tomorrow...*sigh*
Well...that is all!
My sister spilled soda all over my foot today....
- Sunday, July 20, 2003
- 7:08pm
HAHAHA....Just had dinner...My Dad made us eat outside on the deck, cause he thinks its nice... but personally I like eating inside better, but whatever...
So anyway....Nina knocked over a huge glass of diet coke, and the table we eat on is wooden, and so it has spaces in it, so the soda seeps through the spaces and onto my foot....HAHAHA... Quite comical actually...*sigh* what are we going to do with that clumsy loser Nina... hehehe ^^
Yes, lots of family time lately. I'm lacking in the friends department, hahaha ^^
We had chocolate chip pancakes this morning ^^ hooray~!!!!!
I haven't had breakfast in ages...
Cause usually everything we have kind of...well...sucks...
Like frosted chex cereal *gags* or... frosted wildberry pop tarts... NOOOO *dies*
I do like frosted flakes though~! mmmmmmmmm... ^^
They're GREEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!! hahaha ^^ (sorry, just had to say that)
When I was kid I got my pic taken with Tony the Tiger at a food store, haha ^^ I don't know where it is though...
Hey, is anyone curious how my day at work was yesterday????
Well you shouldn't be. It was very monotonous. Nothing of interest happened. I was working in box office again, and did the same old thing I always do. -.- Box is getting a tad dull I must say... I mean, yes, its very very easy.... But on the downside, you don't get commission, and you don't really get to talk to anyone much...And collecting for charity... ahhh....Don't get me started... I hardly even try anymore... OH! But one thing did happen... I ran into one of my friends from Nassau, Magdalena~!!! She was in my english and psych course my first semester at NCC... we'd always joke around and she was the only one who saw the humor in the Albanian girl... HAHAHAHA~ XD That silly Albanian....hehe...Well, anyway, I asked her if she had registered for the fall yet, and she's like... "Ohh, I'm moving. So I'll be going to Suffolk next semester.." AHH~ How disappointing!! I was hoping she'd be in my english class again... but I guess not -.-
AHHH~ I read all the manga's I bought~!!!! I love them ALL!!!!!!! "Demon Diary" is the absolute best one! It's about this demon Raenef, who is the black sheep of the demon court, and his tutor Eclipse, is trying to help turn him into a respectable demon, but Eclipse can't tell whether he's "grooming a demon lord or rearing a child". hehe ^^ I especially love it when Raenef has that nightmare about Eclipse killing the giant tomato ^^ hahahahahahahaha! Good times ^^
I hate to say it, but as much as I really wanted to hate Yu-Gi-Oh, I cant! (well at least I don't hate the manga ^^ haven't seen much of the show), but yeah, the manga's awesome! Yugi's this dork, but when he complete's the millennium puzzle, he gets this special power, and becomes possessed by the King of Games, who challenges the a**holes and evil doers of the moment to shadow games (games in which the stakes are very high and determine your fate...they usually result in some sort of danger and/or weirdness) And so basically in this manga, Yugi goes around punishing all the morons of the world... I think it's wonderful. I'd love to do some moron punishing.
The manga "Confidential Confessions" was way AWESOME! Oh my GOD! I could so relate to the character Manatsu at some points!!! Some of our views are very similar...But WOW... some of the stuff I could not relate to, it was just way too sad, and SO insane... like, the things people would think of to torment others, and just some of their unfortunate situations~...Totally couldn't imagine it...Ahhhh...I wont get into it, but it's reeeeally good, and reeeeally sad~ BUT...it does have a glimmer of hope at the end. ^^ haha... Happy endings are nice... but I don't know... sometimes I like to write stories that end miserably, only cause everyone's always hoping and expecting for this perfect little ending...and life isn't like that... more often than not it ends sucky...
The final manga I'll mention is "KareKano"...and OK I lied...I didn't adore ALL my mangas.... I thought this one was kind of...well... lame... HAHAHA ^^ I read it, and OK, fine, it's cute... I mean, maybe if I got a hold of this manga when I was 15 years old, I would have enjoyed it, but I'm a disillusioned 19 year old girl now...I know love isn't some fairytale, and I'm not into these pathetic cheesy highschool romances... Please... It's just so dumb... Like, OK...I mean fine, I dont necessarily mind the romance, but I mind the way it came about... Yukino Miyazawa is this perfect smart pretty popular girl, or so you think... in reality, she's an ego maniac who stays home and studies and looks like an ugly wreck, with huge glasses and pigtails...So because of this she's some huge FRAUD. Who the hell cares?! If you want to look like crap when you go home, BE MY GUEST! It doesn't make you a fraud in my book... but apparently to Miyazawa's supposed "enemy" Arima (who soon turns into her love interest), it does. His world shatters when he sees Miyazawa, the prettiest girl in his class, looking like an ugly dirtbag when she answers the door....give me a break. F*ckin' loser Arima.. You expect her to look like she's going to the prom 24 hours a day???? HAHAHA...But it gets worse! Arima threatens to tell Miyazawa's *secret* if she doesn't help him with his homework... (Oh God, is this story for real?!?) and so she has to stay after school and help him. But you see, the actual reason he made that threat (if you can even call it that) was to spend more time with Miyazawa, cause he actually likes her... But puuuuhlease! What a dumb ass threat! "If you don't help me with my homework, I'm going to tell the whole school that in reality, you are an ugly girl with glasses, bad clothes, and a dumb hair style..." GIVE ME A BREAK ARIMA! If I were Miyazawa, I'd be like "A**hole, I don't care what the hell you say, you're doing your homework on your own, loser. I don't give a crap if the whole school knows that when I'm at home I look ugly...SO WHAT?!?!?!?!" ahh~ I love making fun of this manga... LOL LOL LOL!!! Ohhhhh....I sense a parody story coming!! HAHAHAHA~ I love to write stories and comics that mock other stories... makes me content!! AHAHAHA! Hey Marta... are you reading this?? If so, I'm going to lend you "KareKano" so you can understand the parody story I'm about to write for it!! HAHAHA~!
HAHAHA XD
What else....
Oh, I have a piano playing test tomorrow... I hope I do OK!!!! We have to play 4 dumb songs....ughhhhhh....I really hope I can get another A!!! I'M SICK OF PIANOOOOOOOO~!! Nevertheless... I'll let ya know how it goes ^^
Well, I best be on my way. Good byyyeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!! ^.~
Little Miss Insomniac Wants a NAP! T-T
- Friday, July 18, 2003
- 10:15pm
AHHHH! zzzzzzzzzz -.-
All of a sudden, last night, I became some sort of insomniac and COULD NOT sleeeeeeep~!!!!!!!!!! I seriously don't think I got more than an hours sleep last night....I don't even remember actually falling asleep!... GOD! And to make matters worse, I had to go get my car inspected today SUPER early in the morning, at my Dad's DUMB request. WHY SO EARLY!? Is he not aware that Friday is one of the few days I don't have to get up early?!?!? AHHHHHHH...stupid man...actually wait, he's not so stupid! ^^ Because when he took me to pick up my car after it had been inspected, we went to look around in the mall, and he bought me "Demon Diary" volume 2!!!! And a frappucino~!!! Hooray!!! So generous ^^ ^^ ^^ I was thrilled. I love "Demon Diary"!!! It's the greatest manga ever! So hilarious ^^ And frappucinos are always great ^^
ANNNNYWAY....
I was craving a nap all day, but to my misfortune, I didn't get one... hence the title of this entry ^^
My family & I also went out to dinner tonight... And all I have to say is, my parents combined are a deadly duo...Dear God... Last time they went out to the restaurant we ate at, I wasn't there (thankfully) but my sister was and she said the waiter they had was my age, and went to Nassau Community College, like me... But when they found this out, instead of just saying "Oh what a coincidence, our daughter goes there too"...they go "Oh my God!! Do you know our daughter?!!! Michelle Saccaro?? She's tall, long blonde hair, pretty... She's taking Japanese????" AHHH! JUST KILL ME NOW!!! I'm their daughter, so of course they're going to make me sound all great... but man, from the way my sister worded it, it was like they were trying to auction me off to this poor guy....Ugh -.- So anyhow, we go to this same restaurant tonight, and who of course is the waiter, but the guy my parents told my whole life story to!! And so, my Mom being my Mom is all like "This is our daughter we told you about!!" I wanted to DIE!!! SOOOO embarrassing... UGHHHH. Sure he was friendly and all... but still........*wishes her parents would stop humiliating her* They keep bothering me about the boyfriend situation lately... and it's beginning to annoy me...They think it's so strange that I'm still single... but I really don't find it that strange at all *shrugs* Whatever... parents will be parents...
My keyboard's batteries are DYING! Do you have any idea what this means??? I can't practice until I get more batteries!!!! How on earth will I do well on my playing test Monday!??!?!?! I MUST GET AN A!!!!!!!!
OK....
I really have nothing more to say. I work 5:30-12:15 tomorrow. Lets hope it doesn't suck! ^^
This was the worst entry I've ever written. But in my defense I am incredibly exhausted... and my mind isn't so clear right now...
I'm....so....sleepy....zzzzzzzzzzz
Bee Doo...Bee Doo....*snaps fingers to the beat* (or tries to..haha, I can't snap my fingers -.-)
- Wednesday, July 16, 2003
- 10:09pm
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woo hoo~ Super fun day today! Before I tell you about it, I'll explain the entry title. It has to do with the de-activated Furby that is now shoved in a dark corner of my home...
Well today, my sister and I were discussing our once "beloved" (if you could even call it that) Furby, so now I feel compelled to write about him on my journal. Actually to be quite honest, I hated the beast the moment I put batteries in him... I hated him from the moment he opened that cursed beak...and said his name was "A-Tay" *shrugs* psychotic creature... BUT...I did give him a chance... We all tried to enjoy the Furby, since he was the "hot item" that EVERYONE was trying to buy....But in reality, I haven't the vaguest conception under God why you would want a nasty looking beaked creature that proved to be nothing more than a perpetual whiner in your home... I really really tried to find the hidden amusement in Furby, but unfortunately there was none... All he would do was either speak that "Furbish" jargon, or state the obvious, and complain...examples being: "Loud Sound" "Me no like" "Pet.." "YUUUUM" and of course, we can never forget those odd moments he would just break into song and go "Bee doo...Bee doo....Bee doo...Bee doo" AND WOULD NOT STOP! OK, maybe the first time the little song was cute, but after hearing it time and time again! AHH!! So we all couldn't stand the thing... but endured him...because we just felt like we should... But then one day, Furby SNAPPED... I was getting ready for school, and as always I'm running late, when all of a sudden I hear "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee", I go into my sister's room, and see that the God awful sound is coming from Furby... he kept making this weird noise and wouldn't stop!!! So I not knowing what to do, and not having a lot of time on my hands, shove him in a drawer to silence the sound, and run off to catch the bus. hehe ^^ When I returned and opened the drawer, he was STILL making the sound! CRAZY! So, we took out his batteries... and shoved him in a corner... where he has remained ever since... Well actually no, on occasion I use him as a paper weight... but still in all, as long as I am alive, Furby shall never be re-activated ^^ Thank you ladies and gentleman... that was a story that needed to be told ^^
OK! Now onto my super cool day ^^ I went to piano class, and the Professor told us to practice the song "Beautiful Brown Eyes" while he helped the people in desperate need of help. So we have these headphone things we plug into the piano, so no one can hear us play. And so thats what he expected us to do for 2 hours! Practice "Beautiful Brown Eyes"!!! But that song SUCKS! And it's hard -.-;; So eventually after playing the song 20 million times in a row, and nearly perfecting it, I said to myself "F*ck this" and decided to play whatever the hell I wanted. I put the sound on "harpsichord" and played "When the Saints Go Marching In" on the highest possible octave cause it sounds so incredibly wonderful that way!! (If you can play piano, I suggest you go and play it now, because it sounds MAGICAL!!!) But yeah, somehow, unbeknowest to myself, my headphones became unplugged, and the whole class heard me play my special version of "When the Saints Go Marching In" hehehehe ^^;;; oops.. ^^ But really now?! How long did the man expect me to play "Beautiful Brown Eyes"?! *gags*...
Once piano class was over, I went home and watched the "Golden Girls" cause I LOVE the "Golden Girls"!..and if you don't watch this show, you're missing out~!!!!!! Its soooo funny!!! HAHAHAHA! Then I made lunch for my siblings, and afterwards went to go hangout with Marta!!! *cheers* Hooray~!!!! ^^ I haven't seen her much lately, cause like I said, she's a prisoner at Kohls, but today she had off! So we went to the mall, and inevitably spent a good portion of our money on mangas. hahaha ^^ Oh and if you don't know what a manga is, it's like an anime comicbook. They're very cute, and very addicting. ^^ But yeah, I finally bought "Demon Diary" and "Confidential Confessions"!!! Been dying to read those~ And I got "Kare Kano" & "Yu-Gi-Oh" as well, so I'm pleased ^^
Marta and I also had really good pizza for lunch~ ^^ yay! And we checked out the pet store again.. Marta really wants to buy this cool black hamster that kinda resembles HeeJun...haha...I know what you're thinking, how does a hamster resemble a Korean pop star?? But HE DOES! I don't know what it is~ But the hamster is definitely...HeeJun-like. But I feel so bad for it!! No one wants him! He's been in that pet store forever, and they keep offering him for less and less money! Like, first, he's 12.99, then 8.99, and now...$2.99 Poor guy!! They cant even give that hamster away!! But I think he's cool! I have no clue why no one wants him.. I know Marta really really wants him, but her mom wont let her get him -.- Keep trying to convince her Martika! Maybe she'll give in~ ^^
After the mall we went out to see "LXG" or... The League of Extraordinary Gentleman Now....let me give you my critique:
Although I found the idea in general to very intriguing... the movie itself was extremely hard for me to follow... >.< There were so many times I had absolutely no idea what was going on... BUT Stuart Townsend was in it, and that's always good for a laugh ^^ That guy played Lestat in "Queen of the Damned" (a.k.a. The absolute WORST movie ever)..and let me tell you he was the WORST Lestat... he SUCKED... he totally didn't capture his essence... HOWEVER, in this movie, Stuart Townsend plays Dorian Grey, and was TOTALLY AWESOME in it!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! The absolute best Dorian Grey ever!! LoL~ So funny! He was so arrogant, and full of himself... very very amusing. Not to mention all of his lame corny lines...Actually, I think Tom Sawyer wins the awards for most corny lines said in this movie... BUT Stuart Townsend definitely played a good Dorian Grey. As for the rest of the movie...there is a lot of shooting and exploding, and loud sounds. Also as previously stated, a lot of corny lines, haha ^^ And a totally WEIRD ending if you ask me... but then again, I really had no idea what was going on in the 2nd half of the movie... I was dead tired, so I kept dozing off during crucial parts of the movie... so perhaps that contributes to why I found it hard to follow... but I actually don't think so... hehe ^^ Overall, the movie rates an O.K.! An intriguing concept, but I had no idea what was happening ^^;;
In conclusion, today was very fun and nice ^^ Piano class is easy, I watched the Golden Girls, Hung out with Marta, Got some Mangas, Ate good pizza, Went to the pet store, Saw LXG. And tomorrow....is....PAY DAY~!!!!!! Yay! Money Money MONEY!! OH! And you know what else is super about today? I got my schedule for work...and I finally got my 3 DAY PLAN wOo hOo~!!! ^^ *claps hands* It's about time~ ^^ And even better~ I work Saturday, Tuesday and Thursday!! That's TOO COOL! It's so spaced out! This way I'm not overwhelmed, overworked and tortured... cause working 3 days in a row can suck...
Well guys, I feel I have written too much... ^^;; hehe... So I'll say good bye now ^^
OH! And for closure, I'll end with a quiz ^^
Why do you take online quizes? Quiz By
So, I take online quizzes cause I'm bored... why am I not surprised?? hehe ^^
Hooray for ME~!!!
- Monday, July 14, 2003
- 10:06pm
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!! Guess what ladies and gentleman?? I got an A+ on my playing test today!!!!!!!! *bows* Thank you, Thank you! ^^ I was quite surprised I did so well! I was nervous I'd f*ck it up, but...I didn't!! How thrilling! I will soon MASTER the piano! OH! And I can FINALLY play chopsticks! hahahaha~ *applauses for herself* And thank you Neenzi~ *hugs Neenzi* I couldn't have done it without you...you taught me well ^^
Hmm...what else? Well, I figured out today that I'm not severely miserable like I thought... I'm just severely bored with my life... hahaha ^^ Yes... I have to do something about that... but what?? *sigh* maybe I should go to 6 FLAGS!! haha!! I've never been there...I reeeeeeally wanna GO! haha! I <3 rollercoasters. They make me happy ^^
Martika called me today ^^ I was super pleased to hear from her. She's been a prisoner at Kohl's lately...heh...at least her job actually GIVES her hours...At Loews, I insist on a 3 day plan to survive (meaning, I work at least 3 days a week), and yet, I have been receiving a mere 2 DAY PLAN... and let me tell ya... it's not cutting it. I am a poor poor woman...I am anxiously awaiting PAY DAY... because as of now I have no idea how the car insurance is getting paid... -.-
You know what else has been bothering me lately?....the fact that I'm FORGETTING lot of my conversational Japanese~!! It's terrible!! And to think I want to MAJOR in it! And I'm FORGETTING! I gotta open a book and study or something! AHHHHH!!! I must practice, practice, practice!! I want to keep mah skillz ^^ haha~ OH!!! And at Loews, there's a guy who can SPEAK Japanese!!! I talked to him a bit!! It was exciting!! But I really couldn't say much in response to him, he's too advanced of a speaker for me to understand everything he said -.-;; *sigh* BUT it was cool nonetheless. And he also knows of H.O.T!!!! And he can recoginze Korean writing! Cause I wrote some on the placement schedule and he asked who the Korean person was, and I said "Oh no, I wrote that.." So I asked if he was Korean, and he said he was half Japanese, so that's when we spoke some ^^ Very cool that I can finally practice my Japanese with a fellow employee... Now I gotta find an Italian employee... I LOVE to speak Italian!! Mi piace parlare italiano!! E` molto divertente!! Ma, nessuno parlano italiano...che peccato... -.-;; [Translation: I like to speak Italian! It's very fun! But nobody speaks Italian...What a shame...] hahaha~! I miss speaking Italian...but I DO NOT miss reading little italian stories in class... Oh God... even translated those stories SUCKED!!!! Bad. And the illustrations? PITIFUL!...yet comical...all at once. HA~ Like Topazia, the morbidly obese whore who was trying to steal Pietro from Giuliana.. LoL...hmm...kinda sounds like a Jerry Springer episode... but no... It's "Ti ho sposato per allegria" [I Married You for Happiness]...an Italian short story. Actually, I don't even remember what the hell Topazia's deal was...I don't even remember much of the story...and what I do remember probably isn't even accurate, haha...
Hey did anybody hear about that cricket plague in the west?!?! HAAA! WOW!!! SOOOO many crickets! I saw the article in the newspaper! They're huge..and EVERYWHERE! How insane! But wow... all I have to say is THANK GOD ITS NOT SPIDERS! I'd have to go into hiding if there was a plague of spiders...I'd change states...countries... I'd live underground! AHHHH!! OK...I'm gonna stop torturing myself with that thought...
Heyyy, that brings me to another thought! Remember the whole Y2K scare, and how some people went nuts and lived underground for a while with canned beans and other crazy supplies??? Hahahahahahahahahahaha... man, sucks for them. Living like weirdos for nothing...
Time for a quiz!!!
 Aww...you're Sailor Neptune, the creative genius of the Outer Scouts.
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Ohhhhh, Sailor Neptune ^^ Cool cool. ^^ Yet...very not cool...because it has SOMETHING to do with the show SAILOR MOON... Hahahahahaha! When I was in 9th grade, I LOVED that show to death... I'm almost humiliated to say I even liked it now... hahahaha! It was suuuuuuch a bad show, now that I look back and think about the episodes...Yet hilarious, when thinking about how completely FARFETCHED it was...
Like...OK... here's the deal with Sailor Moon... during the 1st season, there's this group...the Negaverse...and basically their goal is to steal human energy and take over earth...LoL...the more I explain, the more I can't believe I used to be an avid watcher of the show... haha...OK, anywho... In one episode, the energy gatherer of the moment Jadiete, decided to steal energy from humans through a freaky fitness spa... And so, he tricks the girls into going into the basement where there are these creepy glowing green pods that steal energy (but the humans don't know that)...and he tells them to go inside them...
OK, now before I continue, lets evaluate this situation. You're at a health spa...your fitness trainer tells you to go downstairs with him, where he leads you to these creepy glowing green pods. He tells you to step inside one.
Now ladies and gentleman, what do you do????
Well, I know what I would have done in such a situation...it goes something like...NOT GO INSIDE THE GLOWING GREEN POD...but I'll tell you what the girls do... At first they're like "Ohhh, these things look weird!" But then their trainer Jadiete...or should I use his human name for that episode..."Ned" says "Oh no, girls... these are just relaxation pods! Step inside, you'll feel great!" And so they do, and it sucks all their energy out....
WHAT IDIOTS! Not only the girls who stepped inside the glowing green pods for whatever ridiculous reason, but the people who wrote the damn show~!! My GOD! *gags* yet I still get a good laugh when I think about that episode.
Jadiete: Oh no... these are just relaxation pods!
How oh how does one fall for that!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..*cough cough* OK, I'm done talking about Sailor Moon...I promise!
OK, I think I've written a lot today, perhaps too much. So I'll end this entry now ^^
There was a SPIDER in my sister's make-up case!
- Saturday, July 12, 2003
- 12:35am
HAHAHA!!! WOOOOW... Interesting afternoon... OK, you know that previous entry I wrote, about how my sister saw a spider in the basement, but it ran off too fast for her to kill him, and I was all pissed cause he could be lurking ANYWHERE in my home??? Well today she found the SAME spider sitting in...HER MAKE UP CASE!!! Oh man... it was nuts. I was online, when all of a sudden I hear this blood curdling shriek. So I run upstairs, and see Nina (my sis), panic stricken, screaming "HE'S IN MY MAKE UP CASE!!!" To which I reply "What? Who??" and she's like "THE SPIDER! THE SAME ONE THAT I SAW IN THE BASEMENT THAT DAY! HE'S IN MY MAKEUP CASE!" So I suggested she close the case, bring it outside, and open it, and wait for him to crawl out to his natural habitat, but she refuses, saying that she doesn't want to be any closer to the spider than she has to. I being arachnaphobic sympathize, and we close the door, leaving the spider in the make up case, trapped in the bathroom. Eventually when my Mom came home from work, she somehow got it out of the case and killed it... but wow, what an ordeal.. hahahaha.. I actually think it's pretty hilarious. I just picture Nina opening her makeup case and finding a huge gross spider in it... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Is it wrong of me to laugh? It's just that it's something that you'd never ever ever expect to find in your make up case! It's so insane~ It's one of those "It could never happen to me" situations. LOL! Haha, I woulda died! But yeah, at least I don't have to worry about that creepy spider lurking the halls of my home...
I worked today 5:30-12:15. I was in the box office again. Not bad. Just extremely dull. At one point it was really busy cause for some odd reason everyone wanted to see "Pirates of the Caribbean"..Ugh...Just so sick of that place really... So sick of everything.. Ahh...work is suffocating my creativity and joy...I need a new job -.- But there's really no where to go. Oh my God! And they fired Pete! What the hell is up with that?! Pete was such an awesome supervisor!! I still can't believe they FIRED him! Definitely a bad call. I'll miss him so much!!
Hahahahaha!!! You know what?? "The Golden Girls" is just...HILARIOUS!! And I'll proove it to you!! Read this quote from the show below. All you need to know is Dorothy is very tall, manly and ugly...and they're on a boat.
Rose: Dorothy, have some champaigne!
Dorothy: Oh sure Rose, I'd love some champaigne! [pours herself a glass and begins to drink] Only problem is, after a few glasses, I'll kiss any man on board!
[A loud :::SPLASH::: is heard]
Random bystander: MAN OVERBOARD!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!! Too funny....He'd rather be trapped in the sea than be at the risk of Dorothy's drunken kiss..HAHA! But perhaps you had to actually watch it to understand the humor... haha, who knows ^^
Oh WOW!!!!!!!! I looked at Marta's blog, and she took a quiz about H.O.T!!!!!!!!!! The greatest Korean pop band of ALL TIME! So of course you know, I had to take it ^^
Look which H.O.T album I am!!
 Outside Castle
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I'm "Outside Castle"!!! The 5th album! How COOL~ The 5th album is pure gold!! Good songs on almost every track!! Only sucky thing is, they all kinda looked icky during the 5th album, but that's irrelevant. I still LOVE Outside Castle... But do you know what I love even more?? Their 2nd album!! "Wolf and Sheep"!! hahaha!! If I got their 2nd album I would have been even happier ^^ You might even say I'd be... Full of Happiness Hahahaha!! That's an H.O.T related joke. I'm just being corny ^^ "Full of Happiness" is the name of one of the tracks on the 2nd album ^^
Marta also had ANOTHER H.O.T related quiz... Which H.O.T member are you... So I took it... And got MOON HEE JUN! My favorite member... BUT...the picture DID NOT do him justice, so I didn't want to post it ^^ He just looked so UUUUGLY in the pic it showed for the results *shudders* It was from that horrible time where he had....pink hair!!!! *gags* UGHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lets not talk about it anymore...
Well, I'm pretty much done talking... My existence is senseless.. Let's hope things improve for me and that I'll be something of significance one day! ^^
Fino a domani~
What a nice day ^^
Wow, good day today...all started with me getting up in the morning, getting ready for piano class, (and dreading going by the way, because I didn't practice...) only to find out...CLASS WAS CANCELLED!! woo hoo~!! ^^ What luck ^^ So that was just amazing. Went home, relaxed for a bit, then called up Marta and we hung out ^^ Went to the Green Tea Cafe for lunch, then the mall where we actually found all these really great mangas in Suncoast ^^ Too cool~ Marta got this real interesting manga called "Confidential Confessions" which looks waaaay awesome! ^^ We also went to the pet store and saw all these insane hyper active baby hamsters!!!!! TOO CUTE! They were crazy though~ All 5 of them would try and fit on the wheel at the exact same time, and one of them almost got squashed~ I was so scared! I really thought I was going to witness that hamster's death....But he made it!! hahaha~ Good thing ^^ But man, they all were so amusing! I wanted to bring the whole tank home with me...hehe ^^ After the mall, Marta and I watched "There's Something About Mary" because Marta's never seen it before! haha~ That movie's so funny ^^ Ben Stiller's too cool. Then she helped me change the layout of my page ^^ So now I have a new image up and new font color and stuff ^^ So I'm pleased. I just gotta figure out how to make the image a little less blurry, but overall I'm very very pleased ^^ Thank you Martika~!!!! You're so smart with this computer stuff...^^
I just watched Kang Sung Hoon's new music video... It's actually not bad~ Pretty good actually! But man... he got older looking! Kinda sad. And he's not as full of himself as he used to be... he didn't even show his eyes in this video...truly a shock...haha~
I really can't think of much else to say. -.- I'm so tired...
GP5! Grant Party 5 ^^ ...and...The Golden Girls.
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003
- 1:23pm
Haha, been kinda long since I wrote anything....well actually... not really, haha ^^ Only 3 days! That's not long at all, I have no clue what I'm talking about...
Well, the long awaited GP5 came and went. Quite an interesting night! hahaha... Lotta fun ^^ ...but those 15 year olds drank all the alcohol!! And someone went into my secret stash of Bacardi Silvers, so I only got to have 3... but oh well, it was cool ^^ Definitely a crazy night. So much went on, and a lot of it I wasn't even around for. But I had a good time! I got home around 4-ish and my Dad surprisingly didn't care! Talk about a miracle. Perhaps he's actually ready to let me enjoy my life.
The day after GP5, Grant and I were supposed to go to piano class and have a playing test on "Jingle Bells"...but before I left he's like "Lets just not go" and I definitely favored the idea. So we missed our playing test. Today when we came back to class the professor didnt even care that we missed the test. No mention of it even... So...does that mean we get a zero, or does it mean that Grant and I are SO good at piano, that he doesn't want to waste our time with a playing test? I'm beyond caring at this point. Whatever. I'll practice later. As long as I don't get anyting lower than a B+. I really really REALLY wanted an A... and there's still hope for one, but it's kinda hard -.- Oh, the professor also mentioned today that I have weak fingers...hahaha...It's kind of true I guess. I remember in one my art classes at school, we were using the exacto knives to cut cardboard to make this 3D looking kind of project, and I had SOO much trouble cutting through the cardboard that it was almost sad. And also, in ceramics I could never open the jars of glaze, I'd ask these frail looking people to do it for me, and they could! But it was impossible for me! I guess I'm just lacking, haha... But I'm not weak in general really. In kick-boxing I punch pretty damn hard, and my spinning backfist is really awesome according to Bob and Juan ^^ But I guess that's different, cause with punches, the power isn't really coming from your hands anyhow. But wow...I haven't been to kick boxing in AGES! My instructor Bob became a cop, so he doesn't teach anymore, and my new instructor isn't as cool, so I don't really enjoy going anymore -.-
My heart is hurting... I hope I'm not dying.
Tomorrow Marta doesn't work, and neither do I...so perhaps we'll hang out~ ^^ woo hoo ^^
OK, I just have to say, I know the idea of 4 old ladies living together does NOT sound like an exciting tv show... but it is! It's SO FUNNY!!!! Hahahahahaha!! I just love the Golden Girls!.. My friend has lost repect for me because of it, but she's just not willing to give the show a chance! Some of their lines and commentary are so witty!Nina and I watch it all the time! ^^
I can't think of much else to say...I'm reeeeeally tired. I woke up early... I might take a nap.
 TRENDY : You shop in stores like Wet Seal, Bebe, and Express. You're always in style. Your cell phone is one of those new $100 color phones and you can't get enough of that Sanrio / Morning Glory stuff. You only date Asian guys. It's all about heels and flawless, professional makeup is your specialty. Flawless?... Flawless.
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Hahahaha! Isn't this funny? She and I actually are kind of similar. I definitely can't get enough of Sanrio/Morning Glory stuff, I do like Express & Wetseal and I LOVE makeup~!! ^^ Only thing that is different is the cellphone issue... hahaha...I don't even know where my phone is. It hasn't had minutes on it in ages... I don't feel like buying any, but I guess I should -.- Pain in the a** phone... And yeah, I date all races, not just Asian, but hey, definitely wouldn't mind an Asian boyfriend ^^ hahaha~ Like WooYunSuk during BaekJunMooPae times... or MoonHeeJun when he was good looking~ hahaha ^^ I'm crazy, I know.
OK, Now I'm really done speaking. Til next time.
The 4th of July that kinda wasn't ..
- Saturday, July 5, 2003
- 10:15am
Haha...wow...4th of July is over. Much to my misfortune, I hardly even knew it was here. I had to work at Loews -.- On the bright side I was in the box office, but on the down side, NO ONE was coming in, it was SOOOO dead! So it was VERY VERY boring -.- My 4th of July was spent waiting for someone to buy tickets... and on my break, I ate Wendy's in my car an watched fireworks... hahahaha....I really should evaluate just how insanely pathetic my life has become... How did I let it get this out of hand??? LoL...But yeah, at least I did get to see some fireworks~!!! They were soo pretty!!!! Like glitter in the SKY~!!! ^^ ^^ ^^ I love fireworks ^^ So I was quite thrilled to see sooo many. But yeah, besides the fireworks, my 4th of July kinda sucked. But oh well..next 4th of July I'll be smart and wont forget to request off from work, hehe ^^;;
Tomorrow's Grant's party!!!!! AHH! Too thrilled~!!! Yet slightly nervous... I hope I don't do anything ridiculously stupid, haha ^^ Then again...pretty much everyone does stupid things when they're drunk.. I'll let you know how it turns out ^^
I have work from 3-12 today...feel free to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger...*sobs* I HATE INSANELY LONG SHIFTS LIKE THAT -.- Ick... But at least I got Sunday off... And the rest of the week. So I should be happy I guess... but I soooo hate that shift! It's usually 3-11! But for whatever reason the person making the schedule felt the need to put me on til 12... which means I have to help clean the concession stand! *gags* I'm going nuts.. I hate it there sometimes.. And last night..EWW! NOTHING WAS DONE!!!!!!!!! I get closed out, walk into the stand and EVERYTHING that needed to be cleaned, WAS NOT. WHY?!?!?!!! I was quite annoyed -.-
OH WOW!!!! I just read Marta's blog!! AHH! Marta...In regard to the news you heard about HeeJun...THAT'S TERRIBLE!!! I can't believe SM would sign him, and then NOT EVEN GIVE HIM THE MONEY TO MAKE HIS DAMN MUSIC VIDEO!!!! I can't believe he paid for "Alone" out of his own pocket! Talk about no respect! That SUCKS! Hahaha, and I guess that explains why he wore practically the same outfit as the last summer music video for the new one... they wont pay for his wardrobe either, hehe...but POOR HEEJUN! He's lost EVERYTHING! His friends, his fans, his dignity, his good looks... But I still like him!!! He writes all of his songs, and they're really really good!! But he gets no respect because he got fat and ugly... cruel cruel world... I blame STEVE SHIN! (HyeSung) Lets look at the motive this guy has to ruin HeeJun's life:
- HeeJun was the leader of H.O.T, ShinHwa's rival band, which HyeSung was the leader of...or lead singer of..haha, one or the other.
- HyeSung was so after ChilHyun, but ChilHyun liked HeeJun.
- HeeJun is a better songwriter than HyeSung, and I can imagine how much this must have frustrated him. HeeJun's out there writing amazing songs, and HyeSung just...isn't.
- When HeeJun was cute... he was A LOOOOOOT cuter than HyeSung, who looks like this ugly girl that went to my high school.....
- HyeSung is unable to make witty remarks like HeeJun...Hye Sung is the most boring human being on the face of the Earth... and HE KNEW IT! So that's why he cordially asked LeeSooMan to break up H.O.T
HE WAS INSANELY JEALOUS OF HEEJUN.
H.O.T. is just SO much better than ShinHwa, that HyeSung became enraged with jealousy, and ruined HeeJun's life. Now poor HeeJun has NOTHING! They wont even pay for the expenses for him to do his 3rd album!!! What the hell is that?!?! I really don't get SM entertainment... They're only keeping HeeJun around to do those stupid mixed CDs they do for summer and winter, and its way unfair~! Haha, SM's obsessed with making money. Watch, soon I bet they'll make a "Spring Break in SMTown"... and then.. a "Harvest time in SMTown" then they'll have an album to sell for each season... and it will be absolutely crazy & pathetic. Then they'll find even more ridiculous time periods & holidays to market an album for...I can see it now... "Arbor Day in SMTown"
I'm pretty much done ranting about SM Entertainment and the twisted world of Korean Pop... hahaha ^^ But man, is there a lot to rant about...hehe ^^
Time for a random quiz!
 You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike angst, you don't have to look for a reason to be miserable. You want to be in the company of people but aren't sure how to act when you're with them. Sometimes you have to make an effort. You can't always wait for others to come to you.
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Aww -.- How sad -.- I should try and better my social skills!!... cause they do kinda suck... hahaha ^^
OK, that's all for now~!
I hope I have a good day at work...and I hope Grant's party's cool...and I hope I don't f*ck up the piano playing test I have to take the day after!!
Days Until Grant's totally awesome party where I plan on getting sooooooooooo drunk ^^: 1
Saved by the Bell is just TOO FUNNY
- Thursday, July 3, 2003
- 3:49pm
HAHAHAHAHAHA~! The FUNNIEST episode of Saved by the Bell was on today... the one where Jessie gets hooked on "drugs"..hahaha..and by that they mean caffeine pills...tooooooo funny!
Slater: [concerned] Jessie, those pills are dangerous!
Jessie: [very seriously] So is geometry...
HAHAHA! hilarious stuff... And then Kelly, Jessie and Lisa make this totally insane music video, because they're now in a newly formed band (that lasts an episode)...and then Jessie has a nervous breakdown because she can't wash her hair before her performance at "The Max" and breaks into tears while singing "I'M SO EXCIIIIIIIITED." LOL!!!!!! Toooooo funny. HAHA...the writers try and make a *serious* episode of Saved by the Bell, and instead they get this huge joke...man, if you haven't seen this episode, you must...the plot is just so farfetched and ridiculous, and situation isn't nearly as severe as the characters make it out to be... it's just crazy ^^ So glad I got to watch it.
OK...WHY are all the good K-Pop websites not WORKING?!?!!AHH...totally frustrated.. All I want to do is listen to the new Summer Vacation in SMTown CD, but the mp3s aren't working on the "Always and Foreva" forum..."Solid07" (your #1 stop for Korean pop ^^) is being a b*tch, and I don't even wanna talk about the other less cool K Pop sites I had to go to in attempt to just download a few damn mp3s!!! Man, everything on these sites is down or broken or messed up...WHY WONT ANYONE FIX IT~!!!!!!! AHHHH...there's just no hope -.- Now I have no good music to listen to... Unless you count the old mp3s that I previously downloaded from Solid07..before it decided to become defective -.-; But I've played them all out miserably -.- This suuuucks.
*sigh* I have a piano playing test Monday... haha, so soon! I think I'll do alright, but sometimes it can be such a b*tch, like going from chord G7 to C... it can get hard~!!! -.- But I'm doin' alright, and with practice, I think I should do real well... but the thing is, the playing test is the day after Grant's party~!! -.- I'll be a mess! ughh...I'm just not winning here...
I went to the bank and cashed 2 of my checks ^^ Now I have money ^^ So I'm quite pleased. Wonder what I'll do with it. Maybe buy some clothes.. ^^ I need more.
I am sick with boredom... maybe I'll go to the mall and spend my money...
Ohhh hey look who I got on this quiz!!
 Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you.
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So, according to this, I'm beautiful with a strange darkness & sadness lurking over me...Sounds mysterious... How very cool!!! ^^ haha! I like this Goddess of the Night.
OK, there's really nothing more to say... I have to work on the 4th of July, so that totally sucks... but oh well.. Fino a domani~! ^^
- Days Until Grant's totally awesome party where I plan on getting sooooooooooo drunk ^^: 3
There is a SPIDER in my house...
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003
- 5:18pm
AHHHHHHHHHH~!!! There is a SPIDER lurking somewhere in my home!!!! This is TERRIBLE news! And he's in the basement.. that's where the computer is! That's the room we all go in! WHY?!?!?!! UGHHH... My sis saw him, and was like he ran away too fast for me to kill him...so now, he's somewhere in my home... hell, he could be crawling up my leg as we speak.. AHHHHHHH lets not think about that *sobs* I HATE spiders... I'm very arachnaphobic~!! And they have so many EYES~!! And the way they kill their prey...it just seems so....deceiving and cruuuuel~ But yeah yeah yeah, I know... if it wasn't for spiders, we'd probably be breathing in flies, because there would be an overpopulation of bugs, and that spiders kill bad bugs, and help your garden and are just soo great... whatever. I don't care. I appreciate their services, but I DO NOT have to like them. I'm fine if the spider lives outside in his own habitat, but when he's lurking the halls of my home, I AM NOT HAPPY! Ugh...so yeah, I can't rest easy now, knowing that somewhere... there's a spider... waiting to just...ruin things.. watch him build a huge web in the doorway so I wont be able to go back upstairs... he'll TRAP me in the basement... stupid spider... yuuuuuuuck....
Yeah, sorry for the whole spider rant... but I so needed to vent ^^ Anyhow, Piano class is pretty cool. Summer classes in general are pretty great. 2 hours a class (but he always seems to let us leave early ^^) for 4 days a week, for 4 weeks... that really isn't a long time if you think about it... so soon I'll know how to play the piano even better!! I'm doin' pretty well so far ^^ I can play all the songs in the beginning of the book so far ^^ It's just playing with 2 hands that's kinda tricky -.- But I'm getting it! My goal is to play "Chopsticks"~!!!! I LOVE that song~!!!! My sister Nina can play it... so impressive...I envy her -.-But it's still too difficult for me. And also reading notes on the bass clef... -.- When I played clarinet, there was never a need to know bass clef, so I only learned how to read treble... but in piano, you need to know both, so now there's something I have to practice.. hehe ^^ I'll get it. I'm gonna try real hard for an A!
Eww, I just looked at my reflection on the back of a CD... I'm repulsed... why don't people tell me I look like this?! UGGHHHHH... Like, have you ever left your house thinking "I think I look kinda nice today ^^" and then when you get back, and look in the mirror, you're like "EWW!!!! What the hell happened?! How could I have talked to people like this?! How did I get so freakish looking in the course of a few hours?!?!?!! Why didn't anyone tell me I looked this BAD?!?!?!!!!" hahahaa... I do that all the time... I remember in high school I'd get home and see my reflection in the mirror and see like, a pen mark on my face or charcoal pencil cause I took a lotta art classes and be like "HOW LONG WAS THIS THERE?! Why didn't anyone telllll meeeeeee~" hahahaha.... Sorry, I'm really screwed up... I have no idea if anyone can even relate to what I'm saying... it's just how I feel ^^
WoOoOoW~ July 1st! Isn't that crazy!!! Summer is ALMOST oveeeeer~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, not really ^^ 2 months left!! But still, it worries me, because the closer we get to the end of summer, the closer we get to Fall...which means... School will begin again, and we're not talking just a fun little piano course, I've got pain in the a** courses next semester, like Biology (I hear we have to dissect a PIG! *vomits*), Math (which I don't particularly enjoy -.-), Literary Masterworks part 2 (which totally SUCKS cause I despised Literary Masterworks Part 1...so I'm doubtful part 2 will be anymore thrilling...)and GYM! What the hell is that?! Why Nassau requires you take a gym is beyond me... I'm also taking human sexuality...ugh... -.-; And also, I was SUPPOSED to take American sign language 2, but since American sign language 1 was cancelled for the summer, I'll have to find something to put in its place... maybe piano 2~ haha ^^ That'd be cool... but with my luck it will probably conflict with the rest of my schedule... oh well.. I'll find something.. I really wish they offered Japanese 103 though~!! That would have been awesome. I loved 101 & 102... and now, since they don't offer anymore courses, I'm worried I'll forget some things... so I have to keep practicing on my own -.-;
I took one of those little quizzes... "what sign of the black zodiac are you", and I got the grossest, saddest, most depressing one!!!!!! The Withered Lover... Read below what it says about her... it's truly TRAGIC! and yeah..the pic is gross...
 The Withered Lover
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THAT IS SO SAD! Burned in a terrible fire, and her lover DIDN'T EVEN ATTEND THE FUNERAL!!!! That bastard! What a JERK! The poor withered lover...*sobs* Its stories like hers that make me not want to get married. I don't think I'll ever get married. Partly because guys dont even seem to convey an interest in me, and partly because many of them seem to be cruel, deceiving, liars, who either want to steal your innocence and then forget you exist, or ruin your life. If you read the scrolling text I have at the top of the page, "You pose as an Angel with promises of the Heavens, Then morph into the Devil and Keep me hostage in Hell.." It's from a poem I wrote about a woman who was tricked into becoming a man's personal slave (or wife)... cause if you think about it, thats what happens. At first, you meet a guy who you think is awesome, he treats you so well, says he loves you, and that you're beautiful, and how he always wants to be with you...so you fall in love and are the happiest girl... then you get married... have 5 of his kids, gain some weight, and all of a sudden the sun stops shining and your little miss "un attractive" house wife, forced to do dishes, laundry, change diapers, and cook dinner for your under appreciative a**hole husband, who calls you fat, and insults you if you don't do things the way he wants them done. You basically become his personal slave. Sounds like hell. I don't think I'll ever fall into that trap. Actually I just might...all women seem to... We can't help it... We're given a beautiful illusion of everlasting love and eternal happiness that doesn't even exist, and walk blindly into our own personal hell...I guess that's just the way the cookie crumbles... whatever...sorry for being so morbid.. it was just a thought
OK, I'm done writing for now ^^ Byeeeeeeeeee~!!!
- Days Until Grant's totally awesome party where I plan on getting sooooooooooo drunk ^^: 5
Interesting the way things turn out...
- Monday, June 30, 2003
- 6:55pm
Wooooow.... what a day... My American sign language course started, so I had to get back into the swing of things, like waking up early, and getting ready super fast, and all...but I was sooo exhausted from last night -.- I had to go to my cousin's graduation party, where I proved to everyone that I really couldn't dance, I wasn't just being modest or shy... haha... so yeah after humiliating myself on the dance floor for what seemed like a million years, and having a little to drink, I was exxxxxhaaaaauuuuusted. Which sucked cause I had to get up early, so it's not like I could even sleep late and relax, but oh well, it was cool, because I was having one of those sleeps when you wake up at 5am and cant get back to sleep no matter how hard you try...so yes... I was up since 5AM! CRAZY! But going back to sleep seemed futile.. I just wasn't tired anymore...
Grants taking a summer course at Nassau too, and he and I had made plans to carpool when we first registered... but I hadn't heard anything from him regarding carpooling recently, so I was under the impression he didnt want to or couldn't anymore, so I assumed I could take my time getting ready and just go whenever I was ready and not have to worry about making anyone late... but I got a call from him around 9:15 asking me if he should drive us to school or if I should...so apparently we were carpooling ^^;; haha, I'm so clueless... but I'm thrilled about the arrangement ^^.. I'll get to drive less, and will have Grant to keep me company ^^... So yeah, then he's like "So you ready? I'll come by now" and well...
I only had one eye done (meaning the other had no make up on it)So I was like.. AHH I'm not gonna be ready on time~!! But I was... only to find out that..... MY AMERICAN SIGN LANGUAGE CLASS WAS CANCELLED!!!!!! Man, what a disappointment... It was a good thing Grant walked me to my class, otherwise, I would have had to sit outside building Q and wait for him, since I had no clue what room he was in haha...so instead he suggested I take piano with him since there was room in the class and it was the same time as my sign language class... so I agreed, and now here I am taking Beginning Piano... haha, interesting the way things turn out...hahaha..Sorry, I just had to add the title of the entry into the actual entry to make things comically corny... haha I'm a dork I know. But yeah, as far as taking Piano instead of sign language goes, I don't mind ^^ I've always wanted to know how to play... so this is a good thing ^^ And THANK GOD I know how to read music, cause the professor was explaining it TOOOOOOTALLY bad... well...not exactly BAD...but the way he did it just seemed kind of complex if you haven't read music before. hehe..7 years of the clarinet paid off afterall... ^^ haha, man thats a long time... didn't even realize it til I wrote it.. 7 years...where has my life gone? Before I know it I'll be dead...
Maaaaaan, it's SO hot outside! I was melting. -.-; I was so relieved when I finally got home where the AC's at. Moments later though my Dads like "Hey we're going to Damons wanna come?" So I figure "Sure why not, I'm starving" and so me, my bro and little sis and him go to Damon. So when we get there my sis and I are joking around and crap, mainly just talking about the party last night and how I can't dance, how my grandma got drunk, etc...and this unfortunately leads to my bro CRACKING UP like maniac... and he starts being obnoxiously loud and smacking the table for whatever reason and the waiter gave us a dirty look -.-;; Sad thing is I can't even blame him... so embarrassing... but it was fun nonetheless ^^
Later in the evening I went to visit Marta at Kohls ^^ That was cool.. and I also received the good news that she doesn't have work Wednesday~!!! woo hoo~ ^^ So we're gonna do something cool...we haven't figured out what yet... ^^
AHH~ I just saw a commercial for 6 Flags~!! I SOOO wanna go on that Superman ride! It looks way cool~!! I wanna go to 6 Flags SO BAD!! I LOVE rollercoasters so much! And I've never even been there before!! -.- But no one seems to like rollercoasters... so I don't have anyone to go on the rides with... so I have no one to ask *sobs* You're all no fun! Why doesnt anyone like rollercoasters??! They're FUN! I promise~!!!
I did one of those little surveys cause I felt like it ^^ haha, who knows, perhaps you'll learn something you didn't already know about me
Six Facts About You:
~ I love K-PoP~!
~ When I tell you I can't dance...I MEAN IT.
~ I'd do anything to help a friend... this includes walking into a bakery and applying for a job that I don't even want pretending I'm you, because you yourself are too "nervous" to fill out the application... HAHAHAHA...this story is just too strange to even begin to explain...so just forget it..haha...
~ My last name means sugar merchant...or something similar...my ancestors sold sacks of sugar.
~ Once a friend of mine told me he had a pet jackelope... (a jackelope being a rabbit with mini antlers)... and you know what?? I BELIEVED HIM! hahahahaa...I was so sad when I realized they didn't exist -.- But I guess the fact that I thought they existed in the first place is pretty sad too, LoL
~ I'm an expert at humiliating myself.
Six Songs You Like:
~ Candy - H.O.T
~ Call Me - Fin.K.L
~ Only One - ShinHwa
~ Sexy Han Namjah - Space A
~ Summer in Dream - SM Town
~ Cowboy - Click-B
Six Cool Bands:
~ H.O.T!!! (simply the BEST...but broken up -.- Damn SM Town for their poor decisions..)
~ Space A
~ Click-B
~ Sugar
~ ShinHwa
~ Sechskies (broken up -.-)
~ Fin.K.L (broken up too I think -.-)
Six Cool Singers/Rappers:
~ Moon Hee Jun~!!!
~ Kang Ta
~ DaNa
~ BoA
~ ISSA~!! woo~ I miss him... his solo album came out too and I haven't even bought it yet because Japanese CDs are soo expensive -.- But I will buy it!! Soon!
~ Ok JuHyun (One of the coolest female singers. So under appreciated~)
Six Of Your Hobbies:
~ Writing
~ Reading
~ Sleeping
~ Drawing
~ Music
~ Being online
Six Hot Celebrities:
~ Moon HeeJun~!! ^^ Sooo cute ^^ But old school HeeJun...because unfortunately "new school" HeeJun is kinda...umm...gross *sobs* WHY?!
~ Kang Ta~ (old school as well...)
~ Woo YunSuk..GREAT hair ^^ SOOOO cute. I wear a pin of him to work ^^ He's the only guy who could wear a pair of oversized goggles on his head and still look great!
~ Lee Min Woo... or should I say lee.......min......woo hahaha (inside joke)
~ Issa!! I personally think he's very good looking... nice eyebrows.. haha... But Marta says he's gross -.- Poor Issa.
~ WILLARD~!!!!!!!!!!! He's the ultimate hottie... too bad he'd rather play with rats instead of girls... *sigh of disappointment* hahahahahahahaha
Six Qualities You Like In The Opposite Sex:
~ Sense of humor
~ Nice ^^
~ Open minded (meaning NO IGNORANT FOOLS...) I have written for you an example of something someone IGNORANT might say...
Random Person: "So, you can speak Chinese?"
Myself: "No, Japanese.."
Random Person: "Same sh*t."
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Drives me nuts! anyway...
~ Nice hair & face
~ Can drive really well and to all sorts of places, because I don't like to drive very much ^^;;
~ Interesting...I like interesting people! Especially ones that can hold out a conversation ^^ I like to talk~!!
Six Goals You Have In Life:
~ To go to KOREA! ^^
~ To go to JAPAN! ^^
~ To be the first albino super model~!! haha (I'm obviously joking.. ^^) but I'm sure as hell pale enough
~ To get a REAL cool and fun job that I love ^^
~ To meet a nice, cool, great, wonderful, fun, guy who is good at driving, likes rollercoasters, and understands that I don't dance and like korean pop...
~ To own a pretty house ^^
Six TV Shows You Love:
~ The Simpsons
~ Saved by the Bell
~ Knots Landing
~ Hey Arnold
~ Jimmy Neutron
~ This British show about 8th graders and all their in school dramas...reeeeeeeally funny..... really really funny.
Six Movies You Love:
~ Interview with the Vampire
~ Willard
~ Wayne's World
~ Marrying the Mafia
~ Finding Schwartz (...not Nemo) ^^
~ Cinema Paradiso
Six Words To Describe You:
~ Nice
~ Imaginative
~ Obsessive
~ Unique
~ Gullable
~ Moody
Six Foods You Love:
~ Pizza
~ California rolls
~ Foccacia bread
~ Grilled Cheese!!
~ Buffalo Chicken
~ OK, I'm gonna spell this the way it sounds... its Hungarian and I dont know how to spell anything Hungarian style... so here is my interpretation: "Paul-a-chinta" it's soooo good ^^ With sugar in it~ woo hoo ^^
OK, I'm gonna go~!! ^^ Byeeeeee~
- Days Until I have to Go Back to School: 0
- Days Until Grant's totally awesome party where I plan on getting sooooooooooo drunk ^^: 6
Is it over yet??
- Saturday, June 28, 2003
- 12:54 am
AHHHHHHHHH, just got home from work... ughhhh.... what a waste of an evening... it was SO DEAD! Hardly anyone wanted to see a movie today! Which is good and bad... Good because I really don't have to work so hard, but bad because the time goes by SO SLOW~!!!! Man, felt like I was there forever... but it wasn't so bad. I was in the box office so I was glad ^^ But apparently I did very sucky in collecting money for charity... haha... I collected a grand total of $7 over a 6 and a half hour period...hahahahaha... absolutely pitiful. But who cares!!! The money doesn't even go to the children! It's merely compensation for a donation that was ALREADY MADE! And plus, people get nasty when you ask them to make donations and all that crap, so after being rejected again and again, I said screw it, I'm not asking anymore ^^
Anyhow... I have to go back to work again tomorrow, 1-9... Kill me.. 1 to 9 is the WORST shift~ Takes up your whole day. Feels like you live there...They might as well just set up a cot for me in the popping room, so I can just stay the night and wont have to bother driving there the next morning...haha...
Well anyway... in other news, I've listened to all the tracks on the new SM Album, and I soooo love the song "Summer In Dream"~!!! Yes.. I'm aware that the title is grammatically incorrect... they do that sometimes, haha..I don't think they believe in editors. Like the advertisement for "Shin Hwa's 3th album" hehe ^^ That error makes me laugh.. But yeah, "Summer in Dream" is a waaaaaay cool song ^^ And the horrid title track "Hello Summer" has actually grown on me... I think it has a lot to do with the fact that the song gets stuck in your head SO bad that you have no choice but to listen to it over and over again to get it out... haha ^^
Hey, when I got home from work, and parked my car all the way in Guam... (yes, that's right, I can't even park in front of my own home!! No room for me cause there are too many cars in front of my house *sobs*) So I have to park down by my neighbor Eddie's house...well anyhow I saw him outside organizing crap in his garage...at 12:35am...It was just interesting...because...well seeing Eddie in general is always interesting...and when he does appear it is never during daylight hours, so my sisters and I have concluded that he's either A) A vampire or B) A Willard-like man who's hoarding rats in his basement and chooses to be left alone... hahahaha..crazy Eddie...what would my street be without him? Too bad my family can't become friendly with him...we could invite him over. I'm sure he's a unique person...and he's mad HOT...
Eww, I took this quiz "What's your sex appeal" and you know what I got!!!!!
 Tomboy
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The TOM BOY! Ick! I am not not NOT! *whines* I like to look and act like a girl...so there!!! But hey, the quiz isn't *totally* wrong... I mean I am sexy and utterly irresistable just like the picture says...so at least the quiz has some value... hahaha ^^ j/p ^^ If that lame quiz was right then perhaps I wouldn't be a boyfriendless loser. LoL... sorry, I love to be down on myself. I really don't know why... Perhaps it's the masochist in me ^^
LoL, I'm too tired to write anything amusing or of significance so I'm just gonna go to sleep...
This entry was pathetic, LoL...
- Days Until I have to Go Back to School: 2
- Days Until Grant's totally awesome party where I plan on getting sooooooooooo drunk ^^: 8
Time to Begin
- Friday, June 27, 2003
- 12:33am
OK...I never really thought I would get into this whole online journal, blog sorta thing, but after my friend Marta started getting into using htmls and designing pages, and offered to make me one... I thought... hey, why not... and well, here I am with my own blog~ ^^ Pretty cool~ ^^
Marta, you did such a beautiful job! I must say I'm waaay impressed ^^ It's great!! Thanks so muuuuch~ *hugs* And you went to soo much trouble~!!! AHHH~ Sarang hae yo chingoo yah~!! ^^ This is too cool! So pretty ^^
Well lets see, where do I start?
I guess with the basics...
I'm an intriguing and witty 19 year old girl ^^ ..or at least *I* think so. hehe ^^;; I'm the kind of person you see sitting in the back corner of a room, doodling, while listening to Korean pop... haha ^^ I also have a fear I'll die prematurely of cancer in a clinic or in a car accident cause I suck at driving. I have an oblivious overly kind mom, a controlling dad, 4 siblings, a morbidly obese dog, and an immortal blue parakeet.. so its a full house of insanity. But something always interesting is going on, so it's cool ^^ I'm studying Japanese at Nassau Community college, and NO, I'm not going there because I screwed up in highschool... FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I graduated in the top 50 of my class with a 91 GPA!!! So there! I had to go to Nassau because my parents wanted to save $ and didn't give me a choice... so I was trapped here... Oh well ^^ I think it turned out for the best. I have 1 more year, and then I'd like to transfer to Binghamton... they offer Japanese AND Korean!! So that's gonna be way cool. I'd like to learn how to speak them both fluently, and study abroad!! I wanna teach english in Japan and/or Korea!! AHH, too cool! I can't wait. I already took 2 Japanese courses at Nassau. Totemo tanoshikatta desu~! (it was very enjoyable) So I can speak some survival Japanese... But unfortunately I only know how to read and write Korean...my speaking is very limited... but I try. haha ^^ When I get my nails done, the ladies there are Korean, so I say dumb things like "Thank you!" "It looks pretty" "I'm happy" etc. hehe...one day I'll be able to speak it perfect!! But for now it's quite limited.
I guess I'll talk about work now... I work at a movie theater... yeah...thrilling isn't it? I anxiously await the day I can get a real job.. -.- Today I worked from 5:30-12:15 at... the coffee bar... EwWwW... Basically all you do is sit and every now and then make someone a smoothie and drink the leftovers... So basically I was drinking smoothies the whole shift, and ended up feeling nautious. I also reeked of coffee when I got home... but who cares, it wasn't THAT bad I guess.. could have been worse.. I could have been working in the concession stand, which means I have to deal with grease, butter, food, garbage, money, immature idiots, and angry people...so I guess it turned out somewhat well. And I did bring a pad, so I did some drawings.. mainly caricatures of people ^^ Fun fun ^^ haha~ I love making little comics and short stories and stuff like that. An egotistical weirdo friend of my sister's has inspired me to make a new comic... I call it "The Damian Diaries" hahaha... it's just about this egotistical jerk, who walks around telling people against their will how great he is... which basically is what my sister's friend does.. but "shhh" apparently he's not aware of this character flaw... and neither is she... crazy people...
Well, I'm getting tired... I think I'll go to sleep... I was gonna watch the new SM Town music video "Hello Summer" before I shut the computer down, but then I realized if I watched it before I went to sleep I'd probably have more nightmares, HAHA... that video is soooo insane~ too funny. All the SM stars are miserable, but are forced to act insanely happy for the video...and the results are quite freaky. Oh and speaking of dreams I keep having dreams that these cats are trying to hurt me... but if I distract them with food or even my shoes, they'll leave me alone... momentariliy.. but it worries me because cats are very very bad to have in dreams... they mean deceit and treachery... and I really dont need that right now..AHH~... but oh well..I think I should be OK! ^^ And if you're reading this... please don't be deceitful or treacherous towards me..OK??? It would mean a lot!! ^^
OH Yes! And what would an entry be without one of those little quizzes.
 You are every goth-kids dream!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla
So...I'm every goth kids dream....should I be flattered or worried???
Anyhow, I'm off to bed!!
Fino a domani!
:::until tomorrow::: (or the next day..or the day after... you never know with these things ^^)
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