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Here lies my story:

Saturday, May 25, 2002

This three day weekend has a lot in store for me! Yesterday, a few friends and I went to the Elephant Bar to schow down, and had a good time. Apparently, they serve alcohol to minors there... Besides that, we played some pool and watched four of them suffer againt the other Laura and I. This morning, I got my hair trimmed and read the all to redundant article on Incubus issue of Young and Modern while waiting. Brandon was on the cover, for no reason. Well, I was cleaning my room, and I realized I have some weird posters and things. I have this John Travolta poster from 1978. Just- don't ask, because I don't even know why I have it. Geh.
Laura archived at 04:12 p.m.

Thursday, May 16, 2002

I am deadly excited for school to be over and done. How the days past too slowly...
Laura baked a cake at 08:42 p.m.

Monday, May 13, 2002

Bah. Didn't get to present my camera project today becuase people took a long time, so I was pushed back til Wednesday. Trouble with that is, I won't be here; I have league finals, meaning I have to go on Friday ALL ALONE. It's not so much of a big deal, but I had to carry around 30 extra pounds of baggage all through the day, as we ran around during our Code Red drill. Anyway, that was just amusing, seeing the entire school out on the football field like a bunch of sheep herding together.
Laura was the black sheep at 08:00 p.m.

Tuesday, May 7, 2002

I know the turn-around rate of anime is actually pretty quick these days, but I want the Cowboy Bebop movie NOW!!! NOW, goddamit! And no imposter E-bay copies, either!
Laura banged her head against the wall at 08:54 p.m.

Monday, May 6, 2002

You know what? People try to insult me by saying how immature and childish I am/look. But, really, it's quite a compliment. I've seen all too many people grow up into nasty money-grubbing and conceited folks and there is no way I want to subject myself to that kind of torture. It seems like once the innocence of being young is gone, there isn't any exuberance left to live, and emotions are forgotten entirely. Please, please don't let me become this way.
Laura pondered on people at 11:28 p.m.

Sunday, May 5, 2002

My father and I used to have this great one-of-a-kind relationship where we could joke about anything, and just hang out together doing nothing. Well I suppose someday I had to grow up, right? I don't know when it happened, but somewhere along the line, the bond we held was broken. It's so lame now, that we get so angry at eachother. I pretend that we've still got something special; I always think in my head "Glad my dad's not like that" when I hear about other people getting beaten by their parents or otherwise. But the truth is, unfortunatly, he pisses me off more than anyone I know. More than big-hair little-body, who, as of late, has been giving me absolute respest for some reason.

Off the bat, I would say it's because we love eachother. And, yeah, I know that is true. But when I apply this to my actions and remind myself not to blame him or to not punish him for being himself, it only lasts a few hours before I can't take it anymore. It's weird because I know that the only reason he does certain things is purposely to make me angry. That is what hurts me the most.

Tonight at dinner, I tried to have a civilized conversation with him regarding why I get upset so often, and he made me cry. Then, he started yelling at me for embarrassing him in public, thus making me more upset. Grr... he makes me more angry than anyone.
Laura sulked at 08:31 p.m.

Thursday, May 2, 2002

Baa doo Ba; Ba doo Ba, Ba doo ba, baa do baa, *inaudible* Umm, just download "cats on mars" from Yoko Kanno.
Laura jammed at 09:08 p.m.

Thursday, May 2, 2002

Today was a kick ass day... I mean, classes, sure, those are nothing special, but you know... it's the inbetween moments that matter. Lunch was spiffy; what with having a hopscotch game and all. No one had any upsetting lil spirits haunting their socks for today, so we all ended up so cheery you might of thought we were on laughing gas. I don't know why, but when you are around people you genuinely enjoy, you tend to break out in fits of laughter over things that are not normally that entertaining. But, what can you say... it's all about the company you keep? Badminton kicked; except for some shallow volleyball player who was shouting racial slurs at the other team and got our team in trouble...even though we were related solely by the fact that he attends the same school as us, although none of us supported him... Anyway, I am afraid to go to the dentist because I am afraid I will need a root canal. Oh Lord, how that freaks me out.

As a corny quote that is turning out to be true, "New love blooms in Spring" =D
Laura flipped pancakes at 08:03 p.m.


	Here lies my story: Saturday, May 25, 2002 This three day weekend has a lot in store for me! Yesterday, a few friends and I went to the Elephant Bar to schow down, and had a good time. Apparently, they serve alcohol to minors there... Besides that, we played some pool and watched four of them suffer againt the other Laura and I. This morning, I got my hair trimmed and read the all to redundant article on Incubus issue of Young and Modern while waiting. Brandon was on the cover, for no reason. Well, I was cleaning my room, and I realized I have some weird posters and things. I have this John Travolta poster from 1978. Just- don't ask, because I don't even know why I have it. Geh. Laura archived at 04:12 p.m. Thursday, May 16, 2002 I am deadly excited for school to be over and done. How the days past too slowly... Laura baked a cake at 08:42 p.m. Monday, May 13, 2002 Bah. Didn't get to present my camera project today becuase people took a long time, so I was pushed back til Wednesday. Trouble with that is, I won't be here; I have league finals, meaning I have to go on Friday ALL ALONE. It's not so much of a big deal, but I had to carry around 30 extra pounds of baggage all through the day, as we ran around during our Code Red drill. Anyway, that was just amusing, seeing the entire school out on the football field like a bunch of sheep herding together. Laura was the black sheep at 08:00 p.m. Tuesday, May 7, 2002 I know the turn-around rate of anime is actually pretty quick these days, but I want the Cowboy Bebop movie NOW!!! NOW, goddamit! And no imposter E-bay copies, either! Laura banged her head against the wall at 08:54 p.m. Monday, May 6, 2002 You know what? People try to insult me by saying how immature and childish I am/look. But, really, it's quite a compliment. I've seen all too many people grow up into nasty money-grubbing and conceited folks and there is no way I want to subject myself to that kind of torture. It seems like once the innocence of being young is gone, there isn't any exuberance left to live, and emotions are forgotten entirely. Please, please don't let me become this way. Laura pondered on people at 11:28 p.m. Sunday, May 5, 2002 My father and I used to have this great one-of-a-kind relationship where we could joke about anything, and just hang out together doing nothing. Well I suppose someday I had to grow up, right? I don't know when it happened, but somewhere along the line, the bond we held was broken. It's so lame now, that we get so angry at eachother. I pretend that we've still got something special; I always think in my head "Glad my dad's not like that" when I hear about other people getting beaten by their parents or otherwise. But the truth is, unfortunatly, he pisses me off more than anyone I know. More than big-hair little-body, who, as of late, has been giving me absolute respest for some reason. Off the bat, I would say it's because we love eachother. And, yeah, I know that is true. But when I apply this to my actions and remind myself not to blame him or to not punish him for being himself, it only lasts a few hours before I can't take it anymore. It's weird because I know that the only reason he does certain things is purposely to make me angry. That is what hurts me the most. Tonight at dinner, I tried to have a civilized conversation with him regarding why I get upset so often, and he made me cry. Then, he started yelling at me for embarrassing him in public, thus making me more upset. Grr... he makes me more angry than anyone. Laura sulked at 08:31 p.m. Thursday, May 2, 2002 Baa doo Ba; Ba doo Ba, Ba doo ba, baa do baa, inaudible Umm, just download "cats on mars" from Yoko Kanno. Laura jammed at 09:08 p.m. Thursday, May 2, 2002 Today was a kick ass day... I mean, classes, sure, those are nothing special, but you know... it's the inbetween moments that matter. Lunch was spiffy; what with having a hopscotch game and all. No one had any upsetting lil spirits haunting their socks for today, so we all ended up so cheery you might of thought we were on laughing gas. I don't know why, but when you are around people you genuinely enjoy, you tend to break out in fits of laughter over things that are not normally that entertaining. But, what can you say... it's all about the company you keep? Badminton kicked; except for some shallow volleyball player who was shouting racial slurs at the other team and got our team in trouble...even though we were related solely by the fact that he attends the same school as us, although none of us supported him... Anyway, I am afraid to go to the dentist because I am afraid I will need a root canal. Oh Lord, how that freaks me out. As a corny quote that is turning out to be true, "New love blooms in Spring" =D Laura flipped pancakes at 08:03 p.m.