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We're Off To An Awesome Start!!
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
11:03 p.m.
OMG!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HYPED! I just got back from Listowel from the Hockey game, holy shit!! We just put Listowel out in 4 games STRAIGHT! We kicked their asses! WOOOOOOOOOOO! holy shit though, im like so fricken hyper, my adreniline is through the roof! Even though i AM sick, lol, i dont care anymore! Friday was 3-0 us, Sunday was 8-0 us Monday was 8-1 us and tonight was 5-4 us!!! It was amazing! but the fans, holy shit, they pissed me off hardcore! I was ready to fuckin punch them all out!! and on Monday a couple of the guys tried to hit me with their car. But really, i dont care, because we just beat the fuck out of them! HAHA! oh ya. Lol, anyways, I get to see Darrick tomorrow! yay! Hehe, I punked off his student card! its an amazing picture!! teehee, but yeah, and Betty, MARCH 4th, 4:30!!!!! heh, Dont Worry! I'll Remember! 35 Days till New York! im Excited!! And about 33 Days or so Till High Low Doubles tournament!! Go us! wow, I feel like im on a boat! haha, shit this is tripped out. oh well! I have choir in the morning, so i should really be in bed, sleeping, but i dont care ill wake up, cuz ill make myself! so ha! yayayayaya! im so hyper lmfao! i need help! haha! oh man it was so bad, on the way home i had to pee SO bad and there was no where to stop!! total brutality! lol and yesterday at the youth centre hayley and i made kraft dinner! haha it was so fun! but we always have fun, then we went on a trip down memory lane on memories of grade 8, how fun eh, lol! haha, yeah, anyways, I have to go and drink my neo citren, then set up the vaporizer, and THEN maybe get to sleep! lol, ill try and update this more, oh ya. and i think cail is mad at me! and if you are, im SORRY! for whatever i did! "oh well, got me under your spell, and i dont think i am kidding around, i dont think i can forget you now" Hold-Saves The Day
Im Sorry..
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
04:53 p.m.
Okay, Im Updating my page, so Caileigh now you have to update yours!! but anyways, lately ive been shitty. actually, shittier than shitty!!! Last night was amazing until i came home!! Darrick picked me up from school, then we went to matt(shier)s house, and left our coats there cuz we had to drive caileigh home.. well, after that we went to the youth centre for a bit then decided we'd go see if Teri is commin to the movies. so we go to her house, and there is a note on her door "Will, be back in 15 mins, Teri" so i was like okay they're commin then, so Darrick and i go to back out of the drive way and BAM! we went over the side of the Kalbflesh brothers garage thingy, cuz there is a curb. so we were stuck there, it was pretty funny, eventually we got out and went to the movies, we saw Final Destination 2, thats fucked!! MASSIVELY! Almost everyone died. icky. but anyways, after that, we went back to Teri's grandparents house, and i had to be home at 9 30 and i got home at 10 cuz Darrick doesnt know how to take directions right... lol, he's a typical male, but back to the story, so I come home, and mom bitches at me. i was like what the fuck. So I came on here, for like 5 mins, until i couldnt stand it anymore, i was so upset, and then i went upstairs and called caileigh, and cried to her. my life is getting overwhelming, and cail im sorry for bothering you last night.. i shouldnt have. just, you can forget about every thing i said, i wont give you anymore of my troubles, but im gonna go now, okay? Toodles. "I Lied When I Said I Would Be Okay"
=( or =) what to do?!
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
10:11 p.m.
Hey, its been a while. Yesterday Matthew and I broke up. so ya, I've cried. not fun at all, but another guy (Darrick) likes me, and i kinda like him, so we might go out, wait we are! so ya. but yeah, Sean is hitting on me, kinda, he's telling me im so great and all this shit, whatever, and supposidly im getting a surprise tomorrow! gah! Im scared. so ya, im only updating this because Caileigh was bugging me too! so yeah, im going to semi formal with Dylan and I sent him a carnation! aww aint that cute! lol shut up! okay, skitzo kicking in. hahahhahaA! oh well, i think im gonna go and talk to Darrick on the phone, ill update this another time! Toodles "As We Die, Both You And I With My Head In My Hands I Sit And Cry'Dont Speak-No Doubt
gah
Sunday, February 9, 2003
12:23 a.m.
okay, i feel like total shit!! and my dad and mom are being total ASSES!!! I HATE THEM! but asides that, im pretty good. Kathy is spending the night, nobody get jealous, she has nowhere else to go, so we love her enough to take her in!! Donna went to the hospital, i hope shes okay, i love her to death!! she's a sweetie! but anymawho, i feel like shit, as ive said, and I asked Dylan to semi, and he hasnt given me an answer yet =/. So i dunno, but if he says no im just gonna either go by myself or ask Darrick. Did I say that i cut my hair off yet? cuz I did, Its spikeable! and fun. i love it. but mom just ruined my day, she called it a mess, yet everyone else likes it! oh and cant forget, Krista doesnt like it, but we all know that she doesnt like anything different about me because she's just little miss perfect. news flash sister, I FUCKING HATE YOU! YOURE NOT PERFECT!! God damnit i hate her! And my mom. holy god. but yeah, im gonna go now, and talk to a shit load of people, maybe get my answer out of Dylan! Dude, he's like a foot taller than me. ha, but oh well, Toodles! "Hold on if you feel like letting go, Hold on it gets better than you know" Hold on-Good Charlotte
Missing
Monday, February 3, 2003
05:07 p.m.
Hey!! Sorry i havent updated lately! ive been .... with matt! OKAY! GEEZE! STOP SNOOPING! Lol j.k, im half hyper right now, and 3/4 tired! doesnt make any sence, but do i ever? EXACTLY! so yeah, Caileigh comes home tomorrow night! i getta see her soon! I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like, super much! Its about 10 there, so she might be going to bed so she can wake up for her flight. I dont know, i just know i miss her one hell of alot, and it feels like shes never coming back! Its gonna be so diff when she comes back, because i know, since we've been apart so long, im gonna cherish our friendship even more!! I love that girl to pieces! I couldn't live without her!!! like, i mean yes, i have matt, who i love to death, but its just not the same without her!! and Im glad she IS coming back, because im already lost without her!! i cant stand how much i miss her! I mean, id be on the phone with her right now squealing about matt or brucifer or caitlin right now! its just what would happen! like holy crap! i miss her so much! But yeah, im really tired, so im gonna go fall asleep on the couch until matty calls okay? I Love ya all! Toodles! "I wanted to be just like you, so perfect, so untouchable"Remember Me-Hoobastank
HYPER!!!!!!!
Friday, January 31, 2003
04:07 p.m.
Wow, Im Super hyper! HAHA! too much sugar!! LOL! Haha! I was in the music room, and i ran around like an air plane yelling "wheeeeeeeeee" haha i was having fun! i dunno, but I guess it all started after my solo on can you feel the love tonight! Ha, Amanda made me do it, i thought i sounded like crap! but hey! Dont we all! lol haha. lol! im really crazy! and i miss Cail still! and i miss matt too! aww! poor me! going through massive withdrawl from everyone! holy shit i ate so much at lunch! I feel like a cow! HA and a guy on the bus ( i know him ) Was calling me a fricken whale and telling me to lose weight! I LAUGHED! We all know how fricken fat i am! like holy shit! i gained weight too! yay! im back up to 120!! WOO! GIRLS NIGHT TONIGHT!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! GO US!! We rule! haha! Yay! but yeah, i think im gonna go bowling to see Lisa Crystal Betty Ray and the rest of em! LOVE YA ALL! (Matt ;) ) TOODLES!! " well here i am, dont know how to say this, only thing i know is awkward silence, your eyelids close when youre around me, to shut me out" Freakish-Saves the day!
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Thursday, January 30, 2003
08:04 p.m.
Hey!! Aww i still miss cail!!! ALOT!! only 6 days left though! I hope she's having as much fun as i have! it would be better if she was here though!! But i just got home from matts about 1/2 hour ago!! Man i love p.a. days! heehee. yeah I went over to his house today, and it was so fun!! i can't wait till i go over again! His parents and sister (Nikki) likes me, But Michelle doesnt that much... but she didnt see me for long, so i dunno! but yeah!! anyways, i suck at fooseball! haha. we learned that today, but I found matts ticklish spot! thanks to his dad! heehee, now i can tickle him back!! oh man! i feel so light now, cuz Matt was picking me up like so easily! but i guess since ive been losing weight its been easier! but hey, Im tryin to gain my weight back! aww Matt talks about me!! Now im curious!! I wanna know what he says! AND he showed my modelling pics to his sister! so poo on him! but oh well! ill find out! i have my ways! lol! Matty if you read this, you have to sign my g book or my little message box thing a-ma-jigg! lol. aww I cant get over today! it was just so fun! hehe, t hen there was our game of Scatergories! haha. WE had the letter "O" and the one thing was "Something you hide" and both matt and i put ovaries! haha. that was SO insane! but hey, Great minds think alike! haha. But yeah, i think this is enough of an update, cuz i STILL have to write cail!! so ill talk to you all later! and guess what! I LOVE MATT!!!!!!!! and i mean it!!! =)!! Toodles!! "She's in love with the boy, and even if they have to run away, shes gonna marry that boy someday" Trisha Yearwood-Shes in love with the boy
She's Left Me =(
Monday, January 27, 2003
04:21 p.m.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the day has come! And im terribly upset! she left me! I cant do it!!! I cant wait until next wednesday! come back!!!! Okay, okay, you're all confused. Caileigh left to Scotland today. She wont be back until next wednesday!! So im going to go through massive withdrawl! oh deary me! I fell asleep for a few hours. its now 7:10. she's been on a plane for 1 hour 10 mins of her 8 hours. whaa. i miss her so much. I feel like crying!!! But oh well. actually, i dont feel like crying, I am crying. im so afraid. i dont wanna lose her! AND IM GONNA MISS HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY MISS HER! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH PEOPLE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN EAT!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I hate this!! I miss her too much. Somehow I have to keep myself occupied... but i cant! gah!!! oh well, im gonna figure something to do! I must! and ill try and find some food too!!! Toodles. "Hey dad, im writing to you, not to tell you, that i still hate you, just to ask you how you feel, and how we fell apart, and how this fell apart" Emotionless-Good Charlotte (Cail likes that song!)
Fun Times!
Sunday, January 26, 2003
12:41 a.m.
HEY!! oh my gosh! I just had THE Best time ever! I was with Cail Bruce And Will at the youth centre!! NERVE PITCH CAME! It was a band night! THEY ARE SO AMAZING!!!! THey took like tons of pics of me! im gonna get the ones Nathan took tonight! It was so fun, my voice is so strained and my neck is killing me! but it was amazing! cail and bruce sat on the couch while will and i were up and i was headbanging like it was 1985 as Ryan (of nerve pitch) would say! it was crazy! Julius (also of Np) is so sweet! he's adorable!! oh!! I cant for get! I braided coreys hair!! aww it looks so cute! he's getting alot better then he used to be! im so proud of him! im listening to the NP cd right now! Its amazingly awesome! lol haha im making up words again! I dont know how Ryan can keep his voice! its insane! ahh i cant stop coughing its horrid! and it hurts! but ill live! lol! but i think im gonna go, im gonna finish listneing to NP, then prolly go to bed! Tay tay? Toodles! "was I tripped by, rightful words" Possesed-Nerve Pitch
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