Sunday, May 29, 2005

SHOCK!!!~~><~~

OMG guys!!! I just watch an “Oprah Show” in our local TV here.. it`s from the end of 2004 episodes. And I got really shock when I watch this whole episode!! Totally cry hard and it caused my body and hand shaking!!.. and now I`m still with the swollen eyes!!…T.T
Well it`s really hard to explain here but I`ll` try my best. There`s a fact in China that there`s a really BIG population of them, that`s why they make this policy to deduct of the population with “One family with one kid”, and the problem is they(each family) REALLY want to have a baby boy to keep continue their clan(family name) and if they growing to be an adult, they can stay at their parent`s house to looking for their parents and married with a girl who can be their SLAVE!!! And still, looking for them(boy`s parents). They think that if they have a baby girl, it means they have to lose them in future to be someone`s SLAVE… so they keep increases the birth, but if it`s a girl, they will just put it in a box and put it somewhere, such as markets, parks, the edge of street, etc. And it really broke my hearts into pieces. I mean, how could they?!?!?! They`re human too anyway!! Aren`t they have any rights to live?? At least the MOM.. where`s the love to their baby girls?!?!?!?!, then I really got shock AGAIN when these two Americans journalist tried to explore the facts behind all that, they pretend to be a volunteer in one of the institutions there. They record all the baby girls there with a spy cameras. They recorded this activities of the babies everydays, and there`s a fact that they just sit in a wood chair which is really small and they`re there ALL day with a fold leg and they(the volunteers) prepared a small plastic for their pees below their sits. It`s a really poor condition of them. And when it`s nap time, they just had this one little bed and sleep with the others 5 babies, and when it`s really a hot weather, one of them will died itself. Just like that!! And it`s really break my heart AGAIN!! They`re so easy lost their lives.
And they still have another film to published, and still, it made me shock AGAIN(again?!?!?!)… they(the journalist) tried to enter this undercover “The Dying Room”, but known in their(the volunteers) communities. And they did it!!… this room is totally a freaky one!!.. when they entered this room, they found an invalid baby girl. She got neglected in this room. Never been feed, never been loved, never been touched, never been cared and even never been named!!! But they(the volunteers) called it “Mei Ming”, which is means “No Named”. She lied there in this little bed with no voice to protest, no strength to cry. She just stared to these journalist and sounds a little voice to help. She`s so skinny with her visible lung`s bones. Oooohhh… I can`t describe much about this. It`s so an horrible condition!!! And 4 days after that, she died, without someone who really cried for her, it`s so pathetic!!
So these days many Americans adopted many baby girls from over the China. They rised them and made them understood in an early ages that they`re UNWANTED because the stupid minded of their biologic parents.
One thing here, maybe the volunteers not really fault in this condition to neglected them whose invalid because its really hard to keep those billions baby girls, so they just keep it and the stronger will be win. The one that must be blame here is the STUPID parent`s old minded.
This situation still happen these days, but it`s decrease since many people all over the world concerned about this, especially US. Thanks to “Mei Ming”. And the one that I really regretting here is I can`t DO anything, I just can pray for them. So just pray for them for a brighter future*pray*.
Change topic, last night I went dinner with Cien and Meico again(Mari and Mei in my fanfic if u read it^^). We went to Kafe Tenda Semanggi at about 7pm to had our dinner together and we really had a good time that time. After that we planned to go karaoke, but Yani(Her in my fanfic again^^;) called and she was finished with her family wedding party and want to be fetched in her house and go to café to had a little chit-chat which was ruined our planned to go karaoke, but it`s okay then, we went to La Piazza to gathered in Starbucks, but like always, the place was full, and like always again, we finally gathered in SegaFredo café.
Then we got home about 1am, but I really couldn`t get to sleep because my auntie came from another province to stay in my house one night. Then I continued watch TV, firstly it was fun to watched those entertainment show, but finally in the end I had watch this “Metro Malam”, which is consist of International news night. And AGAIN got shock with those BOMBS news. It`s like everywhere had their own bombs terrorists!! It was exploded here in Poso(province), then Iraq and Iran. And I was thinking, “What the hell is happened here, ohh world!!”, why people can`t be just peace and stop the terrorism?? This question keep spinning in my mind. I know there`s must be something balance to this world, poor and rich, peace and unpeace, bad and good, love and hate, etc. But please, just stop the fuc**** WAR and TERRORISM!!!
So I went to sleep like about 3.30am, but couldn`t really sleep in peaceful, maybe because I had guest in my own room. So I just liked fell asleep, awake, fell asleep, awake… just like that until 8am I awake and watched Doraemon(remember P chan and Dianne`s fanfic^^), and still awake until now, maybe I have to go to sleep now because I`m really tired after this crying thing. So jya~!!

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 01:12 p.m.

Friday, May 27, 2005

You Were I Belong

minna genki ka?? its been a long time im not add any entry.. but today i really have a FREE time after calculate some of "weird" route from my clients!!>< its a one world route..OMG!! wondering when i can calculate it for myself.. shaushuahsuhauhsa... well, after got shocked with TnT things, and realized that there`s no way for uncle Johnny to agreed them in getting married!! IMPOSSIBLE!!><" baka me!!.. but thanks to Cicha n Tia there who gave me the confirmation *hugs...* on last Tuesday, me went to ITC Mangdu to did some shop with my friends, then we went to some DVD and VCD seller to just look around and searching some new movies. But then i tried to asked the seller, "Do you sell any of concert of Japan artists in DVD..??", and they did. They tried to gather all they had, which is sooooo less than i thought before, only about 5-6 artists. But i really got surprised when i saw this "Arashi Iza Now Tour 2004"... yatta!!! i just like,"Wait a minute!!!"... It`s for real!!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA... i was really happy for that!!.. but there`s only the concert part, they dont have the "Coming In and Coming Out" part...~~><~~~ but it`s okay for me anyways!!.. It cost Rp.40000 only..!!^^ well its the piracy version, but hell yeah im poor these daysT.T ok another topic... i already posted my fanfic in Abaka which is my really first fanfic ever!!! hahaha.. it`s involved Sho kun and Hiro chan...haushuahsuhasuhauhua.. i really need some revision and it`s still far from perfect.. but i really hope you guys can enjoy reading it.. and understand what i want to tell^^.. cya!!

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 01:16 p.m.

Monday, May 23, 2005

HONTOU KA!??!?!?!><"

OMG!!! i just hear this info from my friend...Myri..thanx Myri!!!...Is it really Tackey N Tsuba got married???? I really got shocked here and i almost fainted bcoz of it!!REALLY!!! and she said that its not just a rumour!!her friend also attended the ceremony!!!but still!!i cant believe it!! the info said like this below: "21st tsubasa gave the announcement and they said i love you in front of everybody, 22nd they went to the wand office and gave a public wedding reception" But i still cant believe it!!how come?how can? i really dont understand!!..OMG, Chicha, Tia please confirmed this!! Huuuhh...beside the shocking info here...i still have a good info..maybe some of you already knew it..Uchi is getting better now and he said that we have to waiting for him and give him a warmth welcome...of course uchi kuchi kuchi...^^; last week end i spent it with cien and our friend Meico, the other 2 didnt make it because they had another plan..so we just go to Taman Anggrek Mall and lunch in Ajisen Ramen...and had a little chit chat...me really had a good time talking with them..it`s really been a long time not gathered with them..2 weeks in a row!! and i felt something missing...but its all already covered bcoz the last week end...thanx guys for always being there...!!^^ and im really sorry to not share the pics, bcoz we didnt took any pics!!!T.T last but not least..im really sorry for make u guys uncomfortable with the info i made above...hope i can get the confirm asap!!...^^ jya

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 03:43 p.m.

Monday, May 16, 2005

NewS Nite^0^

Hello...!!^^ finally i can update my blog...after this job things make me mad this whole day!! last week end is the greatest moment to increase my feelings for hiro chan^^ i really enjoy the moment..being kidnapped by vicky to stay in dianne`s house from Plaza Indonesia and right away to Stasiun Kota to having our Express train which from Japan for sure...and we have really good time and also never forget to taking some pics..here it is.. -me,vq,dianne- -me,vq,dianne again- -along with hiro chan^^- and that was my first time being in train...and also being snapped by a crazy scary black little boy 2 times in a row!!OMG!!i was shock!!!~~><~~ i was like "cotto matte kudasai..!!" then we go to department store to buy our needs and also snacks..and having our NewS nite together...watching all clips and shows...hehehe.. im having this activity starting in 07.00am in the morning to my office...then end up with all these NewS things abt 05.30am...almost 24 hrs awake!!and i think i can surely make that 24hrs tv with Arashi...wakaka... then we fall asleep..well actually dianne was the first one who fell asleep..then we all get into dianne`s room and wake up at 12.00pm..and still..after we wake up..go straight to tv and continuing watching NewS clips..ohohohoho...its heaven!!!>< but i became desperately when rain fell down!!wakakaka...i mean..how can i get home with this bad weather..>< this is my first time being far far away from home ALONE!!!~~><~~ but how kind vq neechan arrived me to my house then she stand one night in my house^^ arigachuuu vq neechan!!^^ next time again yah^^; hohohohoho..then vicky invited cien to come over my house and we have a little chit chat beside watching "Penghuni Terakhir"...hehehe but at least u can get that "naisu" dream...hehehehe-.-" and thats a wrap..thats it for my naisu week end..and my heart successfully end up with crazy abt hiro chan..and still desperating abt sho kunT.T.. and being for far away alone from my house is like a weird journey ever^^..sorry for calling this weird journey...but yes it was...never been in train before,never go this far with public transportation,broken slipper,not preparing to stand in another`s house,etc...but it was fun!!i enjoyed it a lot..i think i have to do this more often..having a new experience is all that i need^^ jya ne~ bye bye

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 04:04 p.m.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

free time><

guys...all my works has done..and now dont know what to do>< still in love with hiro chan (gomen sho..but u still my number one!!!^^") finally...one senpai that left in my division will resign this may 25th...dont know for sure abt the reason...but after she`s gone...i will be the one that have the longest time in this division...T.T and this middle june we`ll get high season which will be no time for lunch,no time for internet,no time for add an entry for this blog,no time for chatting,no time for even thinking abt hiro darling!!!>< and its really happened to me last year..!!but my prediction abt this year will not really crowded bcoz the exams that high school get is late...so less of them will go abroad^^...but its just my prediction -.-" mmm...here i want to congrats dianne who already got her new job..ganbarimaaasss^0^/... and upiw...i want a poster!!!hahahaha...poster of hiro chan of course>< reply my mail soon^^ eri...mm i really want touch sho kun and at the same time i also touch hiro chan>< greedy me!!!hohohohoho... ashley..arigatou for ur kusanoanime>< i really want to ask dianne to put that pic in my blog...and i will!!!^^ hohohoho jenn...arigatouuu^^ and for the rest...arigatou for visiting my blog^^

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 03:32 p.m.

Monday, May 9, 2005

~DayDream~

Minna san...last night i watched "Touch" DVD with cien(PikaPika)..and of course in her house bcoz its her...and i was wondering "if i can get a change date with hiro chan..." >< then i sent sms to cien..to thanked her and hope i can dream to get date with hiro chan and she can dream get dream with yuya...-.-" then i fell asleep...and i really dreamt got date with hiro chan!!!>< yattaaaa...!!! like most of all my dreams...its blur...!!!>< but one thing i really remember is we get date and go to a place like Timezone(its soooo yuya ne...-,-) then there i try to wear him purple shirt(remember with his cheong sam gift to the person that he got date...i think its purple..but vq neechan said it collar blue...but nevermind..) that has a really BIG mickey mouse(connect with massu cap...) in front and on the back...but he doesn`t want to wear it...dunno why i effort him to wear those kind of shirt(maybe bcoz at the message he wore that BIG peanuts t shirt)...then finally he want and i can wear it to him...the shirt is so suit to him!!and i said,"kawaiiii..." then his face turned blushing...choooo kawaiiii!!!>< and thats it..i just remembered that...the more i try to remember...the more i forget about the dream!!T.T and when i woke up this morning...i try to sleep again..who knows i can continue the dream(thats what im thinking..) but sadly it cant be continue!!!T.T i cant fell asleep again...uggggghhh!!! but its okay...at least i have a best dream that i can go date with hiro chan... mmm i think thats it for today...the point is..my last night dream can make my day more brighter!!!^0^

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 11:00 a.m.

Friday, May 6, 2005

OMG!!wat a great layout i have here>< thanx to dianne for making this..good job girl!!mm...ok from now on im using english bcoz i have inviting my friends to visiting my blog...^^; mm..since my blog is consist with hiro n yuto...maybe i`ll just write when exactly i fall in love with those guys... mm...hiro chan first..i felt like with this kawaii guys when i watch "cherish" pv from vcd that it supposed not there...its a complementary from dianne(>< thanx to her)..his move in this pv is soooo sexy^^; then i heard from vicky chan that hes sooo romantic(come on..with that age...romantic??no way!!!><) and read their translations from many magazines!!...after that i read that he was bullied in his school...after this i felt attracted to him...got bullied in school is not typical from his appeareance...~~><~~~ thats it!!until now still searching anything from him and NewS for sure!! then yuto chan...dont know exactly when i got interest with this little kid...mmm...maybe from the same vcd i got from dianne...the yyy korean food challenge..in this section he`s soooo smart..i mean..by his age..he can answer all the questions and win from the janken game and can remember for korean`s language for just couple seconds and win for all the games!!i mean...for his age?!?!?!and his voice is so adorable.."serak2 basah" hahahha...cant stand it for english..gomenT.T and now he`s playing with kimutaku n koyuki in "Engine"..i think its a must buy dorama!!esp he act for most scene not just as a guest><.. mm i think thats it...i will add the entry often not like the past>< thx minna!!

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 12:30 p.m.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

minna san...katanya kemaren ad gempa yah di tokyo??gue kok ga liat di berita yah???gue tungguin smua brita tapi ga ad beritanya...*bingung..* hari ini kerjaan amat sangat dikit..jadi bisa isi entry lagi..ehehhe..>< n now di belakang gue manager ticketing gue lagi nangis...kayaknya sih abis dimarahin babe..ga jelas juga..ntr baru tanya2 aj deh...bingung juga mau ngapain..hehehe...btw semenjak smua file gue ilang..jadi skrg gue lagi dengerin p diddy ft usher i need a girl deh..><

LinzQ gazes at Sho-kun's eyes on 06:10 p.m.