Tuesday 8th January 2002
Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz
BITCH *sigh* biiiiittccccchhhhhhh *sniffs n clenches fist* i hate IT the THING.... *takes a deep breath 2 try calm down* 2day... Well, Abzie membad ma buk ^_^ *smiles a lil smile* N claire membad Usher's Album (new one) *smiles* i woz kinda really happy n cunt stop smilin untill maths... *raises eye brows* fukin stupid peice of shit... h8 miss n all stupid fuked up cow... *shakes head* n me in a bad mood now cant u tell?... i'm gonna copy the CD soon, cuz i really cant b arsed in chattin 2 ne1 (apart from u claire) ur alwayz alright wen im stressed... ^_^ *smiles n sighs* Started corse work in French 2 day, it woz alright, like 4 a change OMG! i said FRENCH woz alright *lafs* Chantelle duz ma head in a bit tho, she's alwayz goin "Laura... Plz just shut up, im beggin u, u do ma head in!" but only messin about... but i feel like smackin her, n the teacher think shes a bloody lil angel... but she aint *shakes head n bite lips* ne wayz, english i wrote like 1 paragraph >_< n sat there chattin 2 Sam most of the lesson, *lafs* god! dread 2 think wot Mr Cooper will say 2 ma mom on parents evenin "Well... Laura is a very stupid child with no manners! She talks way TOO much, and needs to concentrate more on her work! She's knicknamed 'Pig Woman' because she sits there at the back of the class constantly burping!" *lafs n scratches neck* Stupid teacher! Showed Claire IT n her reaction woz "OMG SHIT! NO!" *lafs evily* hahahaha, let plan 2 get IT innit peepz!! Who'll join in wid me n ma crew *cries wid lafta* nar actually, wot am i lafin cuz i dont no how gud sum of em r cuz i aint neva seen em fight b4... Lemmi think k?
Abzie - Wud lash out wen she gets mad like a cat
Claire - Wud use her legs >_< (me makin this up)
Sam - Wud slag IT off n slap her
Door - Luks harder than she iz bless her lil heart, and wud proper go mad at sum1 (mayb) *lafs* Well... they alwayz say the quiet ones r the ones 2 watch out 4 or wot eva
Prennie - wud punch, i cud imagine her goin up 2 sum1 n punchin there lights out *LMAO*
Fanny - OMG! She not need no help, gud punch, mouthy, gud kick, gud slap etc... the list bloody goes on innit!
Kelly - Wud b a gud fighter cuz she'd a right tom boy innit ^_~
Nicola - Wud just b THERE n join in! *lafs*
Moi - No idea! U tell me... Prennie? kz?
Oh n ne1 else that wants 2 join in is quite welcome! *LAFS* OMG, cant u tell im bloody bored, n just wanted 2 right a loada shit innit! It wud b live! Been arguin wid ma mom *cough* bitch *cough* *evil smile* Oh well, y ur wunderin, cuz i asked her bout Ireland, 2 c Amy-Chan YAYYYYYY *screams*
MUM: "U dunno who Amy is tho, she cud b ne1"
MOI: "So!? U can phone up her parents innit?!"
MUM: "Laura, i aint gonna have this conversation wiv u now... Bye"
N she walks out n goes 2 work.... RRRRR, ne wayz me said enuff 4 ta dayz, blogg 2moz mayb... ^_^ Luv Ya all The Blonde Bitch
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Monday 7th January 2002
Me just quick bloggin YAY OMG ME ALL HYPERRRRR!!! *lafs n screams n jumps up n down ALL at the same time* WWAHHOOO, omg, me afta calm down, cuz i not sleep. but 2 day has been alright... n OMG that alright inc skool! lmao... ne wayz... i dunno wot i been drinkin or eatin, but i just had a sudden BURST of energy... *laura sings* me gonna go up 2 ma room in a min n go crazy up there *points* i gonna put sum music on n dance the nite away *lafs* HI PRENNNNYYYYYYYY! *screams* eellllllooooooo... luv ya babes!!!!! n a few otha peepz! I WUV EVRRYYYYYYYY11111 yaaaayyyyy! *jumps up n down* Hay, i needa piss! so me off now bbbbyeeeeee lug yaaazzzzzzzzzz *hugz n waves, oh yea, screams jumps up n down lafs sings n basically goes crazy*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 5th January 2002
 | My anthem is "Bliss", by Michal.
When something bad happens, I remind myself that the end of something good means the beginning of something better. I try as hard as I can to be a peaceful person, no matter what the cost. But at least I'm not ignoring the problem itself.
Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE! |
It's sunday 2day, but i spose i'll right this 4 yesterday. I've been talking to Claire and mentioned Wicca... *raises eyes brows n forms a lil smile* Anyway... I've decided to do more reasearch into Wicca, and widen my knowledge *grinz* My great friend Abi *smiles* is GIVING me a Wicca book. yay!! *jumps up n down n smiles* So i shud, if she membas the book, b readin n learnin more 2moz! Prennie told me today (which really was yesterday) I got into Wicca in year 8! WOW *gasps n luks amazed* She said "U got interested in it when we woz readin 'The Thief Of Alwayz' and had 2 reasearch magical things and then u found out about Wicca" I woz like wahhoooo! U learn summit new everyday! *shakes head* god knows how Prennie membad that tho, cuz i certainly dint! *lafs* ne wayz, i been sittin on here all day n most of the night n aint moved, i woz in ma pj's till bout 5pm! *lafs* ne wayz... ill b off now, take care all, *waves* byee...
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Friday 4th January 2002
LMAO *lafs* omg, i gone hyper n all hapi, n think fuk paul the fuked up twat *LLAAAAAAFFFFSSSSS* me crazy innit! Me chattin 2 christos again *lafs* Oh deary me... *sighs* terrible.. innit man *sings* me gone mad bout this song. n im bored now n aint really hapi no more. still aint dun that cd i said i woz gonna do.. *shakes head* me terrible, oh yea HEY PRENNIE!!!!! cuz she reads this ^_^ ne wayz guess wot? me g2g, gonna get ma cd dun innit ppzzzzz, byeeeeee *hugz*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Friday 4th January 2002
Just as i wrote the date i realised that it is exactly one month till my birthday wahooo *screams* deary me, isn't moi being paticually strange on this fine morning of sunshine and lightly snowed ground *LAFS LOUD!* omg, me crazy innit! I just writing ma essay! Its goin ok so far i spose, im not stressed out, actually, *raises eye brows* it's quite enjoyable *lafs a shakes head* nar... mayb not, but it gives me summit 2 do n cures my bordem really *smiles* I gives me time 2 download songs off Morpheus ne wayz. *sucks in cheeks n luks at tv* Power Puff Girls... "And once again the day is saved... Thanxs to THE POWER PUFF GIRLS..." lmao, i actually no that, how sad am i, as i sit here shoutin it at the top of ma voice in luvly pj's! *lafs n shakes head* i think i best just save ma essay incase ma comp crashes or summit daft, i mean thats bound 2 happen, i write it all out then ma comp fuks up *screams n bands head on keyboard* omg! *lafs* i dont honestly sound like ma mom do i?! plz no *begs* Im downloadin loads of ~2Step Garage re-mixs~ i think they bum! Speshy Destinys Child - Jumpin Jumpin, old yea i no *sighs* But right groovey. Also Maria Carey's Hero is well gud ne all! *Laura gets stressed wiv computer n screams* Bloody songs... Takin AGES 2 download *bites lip n sings* Right, i no wot im gonna do now, put on... "im not pussy footin about" *lafs* Says ma mom! ...yea soz 4 got 2 right the rest yea so im gonna put ma buring cd thing, so then wen these songs r dun i can burn a cd YAY! wiv all ma new songs i just downloaded *jumps up n down n smiles* So im off now, i mite even blog l8a on if ur REALLY lucky... Byeeeeee *waves n shouts* hehe, cyaz *lafs*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Thursday 3rd January 2002
Hmmm... how woz lil miss lauz 2 day then?!?!?! hapi ish... cuz MOI! chatted 2 paul ^_^ *smiles* he wernt wiv Toni 2 day... *pulls a face n then cries* nooo... *cries sum more* he online again now, but me got otha stuff 2 do *sighs* bless... dunno y i typed that, i just basically type wot cums into ma head.. *lafs* i been shoppin 2 day *jumps up n down* waahaaayyy! *sighs again* me gettin a head ache now, n i keep thinkin bout that essay, i not calm down until i dun it *shrugs* then i can relax *smiles* brace faceeee! yay *cries wiv lafter* well... im weird tho int i every1 says it *bits lip n uncrosses legs* yea soooo... i went shoppin 2 day wiv fanny bless her lil <3heart<3 awww!!! GUESS WOT!? i saw this MEGA cute baby 2 day... awwwwww *cries wiv happiness* i just wanted 2 grab it n run away wiv it cuz it woz luvly *luks sad* wot i get from town then... a new coat *nods head* woz nice, a new soverign necklace thingy n a lil lil tiny t-bar thing from fanny *BIG smile* aww well... me goin now then, nowt more ta say, buh bye *hugz*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Wednesday 2nd January 2002
Oh god... *shivers n cries* it int fair *cries even more* "Wot int fair?" u ask, *concerned* lmao... as if ur 'concerned' *lmao sum more* ohhhhhhh nooooo *cries n cries n cries* im really stressed, n bored *feels sorry 4 herself* life is soooo fukin unfair... thats wot.. *shakes head n sighs while thinkin of paul n cries* bloody essay *mutters like sum1 insane* ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *snivels* i wanna chat 2 paul.... nooooo...... i reakon he's blocked me *burries head in arm, shakes head n sighs* it bloody freezin... i aint been up 2 fuk all recently.... hmmm... *thinks* nope i aint. went shoppin twice, still got like £120 left, n aint got a new coat yet.... got sum otha stuff tho *faintly smiles* sum jeans n a black zip up jumpa thingy, it nice *nodds head* im so bored that im gonna b really sad n read thru all ma old bloggs..... *lafs* i think it gud news bout prenny... but then again it int... *zips up mouth* hehe... me not sayin owt *evil laf* i loved that film last nite... it woz dead gud, but made me cry loads... right then... my new years thingys r....
1. 2 get a man ^_^
2. 2 save up more muny instead of spendin it
3. 2 try eat betta... *lafs* as if >_<
4. spend less time cryin
5. get out more..
6. not 2 fall 4 ppl on msn *cries*
(i've made all the important words bold.... ne wayz... i think im gonna go now cuz like no1 reads this.. *shakes head* well i do!!!... *chuckles* cuz im sad innit... BBYYYYYEEEEEEE! *blows kisses 2 every1*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Friday 14th December
God man! Been fukin time aint it *lafs* oh well pplz. im so bored n stressed out *shakes head* im sittin here singin along 2 ma muzic, i got maz cd burner now tho so thats right bum *nods head* i aint found no new man.... yet im chattin 2 sum fit lad on fp ^_^ *licks lips* he right tasty *giggles* im kinda in a gud mood actually. im goin shoppin 2moz wid ma bezzie mate, well i shud b... she'll b able 2 tell me wot happened on Wednesday, that how long i aint seen her 4 *lafs* im sittin ere chillin wiv sum muzic on gonna burn it soon tho ^_~ i need sum bum muzic 2 listen 2 in ma hide out. ne wayz peepz im off now 2 get sum food n booze, cyaz *waves* bye
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 24th November
Cant blog 4 long, i just wanted 2 put sumit! I aint happy ^_^ no more im >_< *cries* "Tell her that i really really like her, but only as a friend" But then he still calls me "sexy" ect. *shakes head* Weird lad..... Im goin shoppin 2day *jumps up n down* That shud cheer me up a lot *screams* I love shoppin, it's greaaaatttt, it makes me soooo happy *smilez* I went out 2 a party last night, it woz phat *nodds head* That archers n lemonade woz gud tho, i only had a a swollow but it woz wick. *lafs* Ne wayz im off now 2 fone fanny up n get sum ravioli on toast, n sit there wid ma feet up on da sofa cuz i got the whole ntl box 2 myself *grinz* BBYYEEEE *waves n hugz computer screen*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 17th November
Oh god, i aint NEVER drinkin again, 1/4 of Adams metz, 1/4 of lil Chris' metz 1/4 can of Roberts larga, 2 cans of fosters n 1/4 of a bottle of coke n vodka >_< also i dint av ote 2 eat b4 i came out so i woz even more fuked up. *cries* I feel awful now. I went bog wiv Rose while Sam n Lil Chris sat on the wall n wen i came out i just completly blacked-out n it had 2 b wen i woz fukin goin down 3 concrete steps din it. All i can memba woz openin the Pub door n then next min Rose helpin me up. *shakes head n cries* I think i've fractured ma ancul or sumit tho, or badley sprained it ne wayz >_< lots n i sobered up wen i woz in her house while cryin ma eyes out in her arms. God i luked terrible tho *shakes head* I cant believe i let ne1 c me lukin like that. Oh well *sighs* Still cant get ma bezzie 2 pick up her fone, i dunno if she's in tho, probally in bed wiv a hang ova *cries eyes out* I woz cryin ma eyes out tho last nite in Roberts arms screamin that i needed 2 c Prerna (one of ma best mates) cuz every1 else woz pissed or just soberin up so i cunt talk 2 them, Prerna woz safe tho n she helped *shakes head* Oh well *sighs* I'll b off now 2 get redi n go up 2 her house n c if ne1's in. Bye *waves*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Thursday 15 November
WWAAHHOO! I'm so happy WWWAHHHHOOOO! hold on.....there we go, just adda show pre ma luvly quotes ^_^ *lafs* I love em i do! Pre just said "sorry ur diary gud..."
"sounds just like u..." *lafs* Can't believe i just been back trackin on ma blog "Sunday 4th November Yea! *smiles* I woz well warm last night ^_^ *smiles n does a lil dance* Nar, i aint gonna go that crazy, i just cant fall 4 no1 (AGAIN) *shakes head* It woz gud last nite tho *grinz* (but i still cant fall 4 no1)" too l8 now tho *shakes head* i fell 4 him, even wen i said i wernt gonna fall 4 him i knew damn well i had fell 4 him *shakes head n giggles* but now he's alllllll mine *smiles* i cant believe it! *smilez n jumpz up n down* "YAY!" *lafs* i'm crazy n i'd die if he eva saw this page *blushes* hopefully he not tho. *sighs* I just cant wait 4 2moz nite i kinda aint scared one bit tho *frowns* n i dunno y, i'm just thinkin fuk it init! *lafs* I dont care. Oh well i'm gonna email him now then n go n do ma hwk or sumit *smilez* Bye *waves n hugz thin air wishin it woz him
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Tuesday 13th November
Whoaaa, think calm thoughts... *cries n cries n runs behind the sofa crying* Oh well *takes a deep breath n holds it in* I'm goin 2 get sum food, food makes me feel betta ^_^ *smiles* hold on then *runs into kitchen n puts toast in toaster n grabs tin of ravioli* MMmmm *licks lips* Ravioli on toast 2 calm my nerves *rubs stomach* i dont feel sick tho, just scared >_< which sounds daft 4 u mayb *cries* but not 4 me *sighs n shrugs shoulders* I eat wen i'm worrid about sumit or upset. Oh well, i'm gonna go now cuz i aint in the mood 4 bloggin no more >_< *cries* i'll blog l8a n tell u how the same thing i normally do went *cringes* Bye *waves n cries*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Monday 12th November
Oh great! Oh great! Oh shit more like, i aint stayin in the house all nite being bored. Ma bezziez just foned up n said she's locked out of her house wiv her brother so she cant cum out 2nite! N we're sposed 2 b goin out, so wot i hope will happen is that the lads go call 4 her n she aint in so they'll cum down 4 me or go 2 the park if they have ne sence n think oh yea they'll cum down 2 us init. *sighs a long deep sigh while tryin 2 think wotta do* i'll go i think, there alwayz on the park, thats the only place they hang, n also i told Lil Chris i woz goin park n told mh i woz meetin em on park at 6:30 *lafs* aarghh *screams* OH YEA! i mite b alright now, ma bezziez mom just foned n asked where she woz n i said at millers barn ect. n if the lads cum send em down 2 me *smilez n lafs* i'm goin now cuz i got sum mates 2 chat 2, i only started bloggin cuz i dint av no mates! *lafs* bye *waves*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Sunday 11th November
I'm so happy, super duper. I like Maths ^_^ *lafs n runs around the room* I Maths likes Science *giggles* I'm weird! I've downloaded "Aladin- A Whole New World" *lafs* Oh well, great *sighs* ma dads moaning at me now g2g aaarghhhh *screams n cries* Bye blog l8a....
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Saturday 10th November
FUKIN HELL *screams* I typed in a hole entry then i clicked sumit n then it all went *cries* Ne wayz i cant blog 4 long like usual cuz i'm off out 2 town wiv Fanny. Ne wayz the lads have been pissin bout on each others accounts i think n in the end i dint no who i woz chattin 2 so i came off msn *sighs n shakes head* I woz REALLY HAPPY..... Untill then, i dunno y it gets me mad tho, it just duz really, cuz thast how i am. Ne wayz y woz i REALLY HAPPY, bcuz u no that lad i said i woz fallin 4 ^_^ *smiles* i went out last nite n now i'm kinda sposed 2 b checkin him *jumps up n down* It's so gud init. I woz lyin on his mates bed *lafs n shakes head* (not like that tho) wiv his arms around me *sighs* Well... He had been drinkin so thats probally y, but he said he woz only a lil bit tipsy, so woz i tho! So i cant talk can i really. *lafs n shakes head* I'm goin now cuz i gotta get redi 4 town arghhh *screams* Bye *waves*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i walked round a corner the other night"
Tuesday 6th November
Soooo tired, i'm gonna fall asleep ne min now >_< *yawns* I'm goin out 2nite ^_^ *smiles* I wanna, but then again i don't, i wanna cuz i'll av fun (shud do) n not b bored, but then i'll b cold n my cold will get worse *wipes nose* Oh well tho *sighs* I'm chattin 2 my long lost friend *lafs real loud n shakes head* He's a twat tho! Aint chatted 2 him 4 ages but i kinda used 2 like him n he sounded WELL fit, we neva got a chance 2 meet tho cuz we both just dint txt each otha. Oh well 4get that twat, get off the subject off him *smiles n shakes head* my chicckeennnnn hold on *runs into the kitchen 2 check the chicken* hello again! *lafs* i bak but i ate my chicken now! *chuckles* Chattin 2 one of my best mates cuzins as well, he's alright 2 chat 2 really bless im *smiles* Ma fukin dad not b bak till about fukin 6:30pm so i cant go out till then >_< twat. i'm beingin 2 miss me hugs n cuddles, kisses on me neck n kissin me tab *lafs n sighs* I really do miss me cuddles n hugs tho, cuz i really av gone mad about em at the moment *sighs* I aint seen him since like wot uumm... *thinks* Thursday *cries* n i dint even get no hugs or cuddles on thursday *cries even more* but i spose i got a kiss n lots of cuddles on wednesday nite *smiles n shrugs shoulders* If i c him 2nite i'm just gonne say yep i like u so cum ere n then thats it init.... *thinks* but i'm worrid but i dunno.... oh well 2days been the most shitist day eva, n i'm goin now blog l8a or sumit *hugz* bye
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Sunday 4th November
Yea! *smiles* I woz well warm last night ^_^ *smiles n does a lil dance* Nar, i aint gonna go that crazy, i just cant fall 4 no1 (AGAIN) *shakes head* It woz gud last nite tho *grinz* (but i still cant fall 4 no1) blog the rest in a bit cuz i g2g go c ma gran.... I'm bak *runs up 2 the computer n hugs it* I love hugs at the moment, i've gone mad about hugin ppl, n cuddling up 2 ppl *thinks about last nite n lafs* Ya got me layin on 2 lads on the bench on ma back, wiv ma legs on one lads knee n ma head on the other ones *lafs n shakes head* oh yea n not 4 gettin that one lad had one hand up ma back n the other up ma top then the otha lad he had one up me top holdin ma hand n then otha unda ma head!!! *lafs really loud* it woz crazy, then ya got ma best mate on the end of the bench shivering *shakes head* bless her *shrugs shoulders* she cudda put er head on one of the lads shoulders n had a rest n tried 2 keep warm. i said that 2 her but she said "well neither of them wud have wanted me 2 put my head on there shoulder" so i left it at that b4 she got shirty wiv me *shakes head* Oh well *sighs* at least i kept warm. Well my nick name last nite woz the hot water bottle! Cuz i woz REALLY warm n every1 else woz freezin! *lafs n shakes head* probally cuz i had been drinkin n it made me HOTTT! but i thought it woz gud.... *sighs* i just got a feelin that she not cum out wiv me on friday nite wen every1 will b out again, *looks sad* i mite just go out on my one or sumit... n b a loner, *shakes head* untill i find them lot, but i'll afta walk around n try find em first *sighs* but thats kinda sad i spose. Oh well i aint gonna put no more shit 2nite.... cant b arsed, just gettin pissed off now *shakes head n sighs* Bye *waves n walks off wiv head down kickin feet along the floor*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 3rd November
Boring *shivers* i'm cold god no's wot i'll b like 2 night it'll b fukin freezin *sighs* Sum1 best keep me warm ya no. *shakes head* Shame he's goin pub 2nite cuz he mighta just kept me warm if i begged him just might... *sighs* oh shit, i'm so thick *hits herself around the head* fukin freezin, oh well... i shuda just dun it, but i just cunt, at least i did sumit, n i dont like the way them 2 were talkin about me n then he wunt tell me wot they woz sayin *sighs n shivers* fukin life, i fukin hate it sum times.....
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Wednesday 31st October
Gotta cum off ere in a min, just gonna blog a lil ^_^ *smiles* My poor head, i'm cummin down wiv sumit, sumit serious, oh well. Fuk ma essay, i cant b arsed, i mite write sum in a bit, well *ahem* start it in a bit. I gotta get off her onllyyyyyy *screams* cuz i gotta finish of ma room other wise i cant go out 2 nite *cries n burries head into sleve* oh dear me *feels sorry for herself* "Lean On me when your not strong...." *sings n sways head* Fukin computer *hits computer then hugs it 2 say sorry* Just gotta connect bak up 2 save dis crap that no1 will eva read *lafs but then cries* I try my best honest i do... *nods head* Oh well *rubs head* I'm hungrey AGAIN *scream n runs around* Oh well.... Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye *waves*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Tuesday 30th October
Blogging AGAIN!!! *lafs n shakes head* I dun Lean on Me *smiles n jumps up n down* Bloody brotherz n bloody halloween! *Screamz* Few, bak, now gotta tell Pre about Friday night *cries n hides behind the chair* blogg more in s bit burnt tea n nearlly on fire
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Tuesday 30th October
Dats wot Robot i iz ^_^ *points to the banner thingy n nodds head* 2day... uuummmm.... Boring, helping mom clean out er cupboards *rolls eyes n sucks in cheeks* Deary Me a. Not goin out 2day, cant cant cant >_< *sulks* Shud av known but thought it wud b ok *shakes head n cries* oh well *chats 2 fanny on da fone* blog bak l8a.....
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Monday 29th October
Oh yea, oh yea, oh yea *smiles n jumps up n down* (int that wot bf says?! Abby?!) I think i'm gettin Mis-teeq'z album Lickin' on both sides 2day *BIG smile* if ma dad's mate can get the CD burner workin >_< *sniff* N also if he can find Mis-teeq Lickin' on both sides *pulls sad face* I've also decided that i wannnnnnttttt Alicia Keys - Songs in A Minor sounds gud 2 me init *nodds head n smiles* All i've dun ALL day is eat n sit on here *raises eye brows n shakes head* I cant stop eating. At least i've got a decent site 2 go 2 ^_^ Kiwibox, it great SO SIGN UP BY CLICKIN DA LINK ABOVE OK! *smiles* AAARRGHHHH need a piss *holds stomach jumps up n down in chair* argghhhhhh *runs 2 toilet* Few! *sighs* Now i'm givin ma lil bro a game of pool! *plays pool wiv her brother* I lost! *lafs* oh well! I'm shit at it ne wayz! I'm goin now i aint got no more shit 2 put! *smiles n bites lip* Cyaz *waves bye*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Monday 29th October
Mmmmm, bored! AARRGGGHH *lafs* not again *clenches teeth then shruggs shoulders* "We used 2 be best friends but where did it go wrong... you do or you dont dont you will or you wont wont..." *sings* "i woz gonna clean my room till i got high... my room is still messed up and i know why..." Sorry about that, my luvly singin *lafs n lafs n lafs* Yea right luvly!!! *shakes head* I really fancie sum chocolate *hits the Woolworths book n grabbs foot* "Ma foottt" Stupid Woolworths catologue, made me want chocolate *cries n shakes heads* I already had chicken paste on toast *licks lip n lafs* Sounds nasty dunit? No1 likes it apart from me *nodds head n raises eye brows* Cant do one like Fanny can *tries 2 lift one eyebrow n lafs* I'm crazy aint I! I cant wait 2 go shopping on ummm.... wednesday or thursday *smiles n jumps up n down waving arms* I got £30 *BIG smile* Gonna buy another polo neck n sum trousers. Probally not get much wiv £30, but at least i'll get sumit init! I cant beleive i've actually saved up £30 *raises eyebrows* It's amazing init! *licks lip* Food, right i'm going 2 get sumit *pushs chair back n walks into kitchen* HHHmmmmmm..... *thinks wot 2 get while opening up all the cupboards* Mmmmmm, a half eaten do-nut (cuz i just ate half in the kitchen) *lafs* n a packet of Seabrook's. *Munches on do-nut n licks finger which is covered in jam* EEWWWW! *pulls a face* Stickyyyyyyyy...... *wipes hand on pj's n opens up crisps* This sounds so much like stand by me, n i like dat song *sways head from side to side n thinks of last night wen her n fanny were sittin there singing stand by me* I saw him again last night, well.... both of em actually. *Thinks of both of em last night n sniffs* I woz wrong tho, he did luk me in the eyes, straight in the eyes, but i cunt take it so i add 2 luk away, i just cunt *rubs head* I just realise how much i like him.... no no no *shakes head violently* I cant like him a lot, i just cant, no no no, *screams* "evil evil evil" *pulls a sad face* Stupid mom, "You can come of that in a minuite and go and tidy your room and do the ironing." *Screws up noes n shakes head* Bet i'll b d/c'ed soon 6 mins yea. I'll b off now den k'z pplz! Gettin told off now 4 leaving sum bloody butter on the work bench *gives her mom a dirty luk n carrys on typing* Ne wayz, yea i best get going now then, i'll blog bak in here l8a ^_~ Writing more shit 4 no1 2 read cuz it's so boring. N yea.... do u like the new piccy?! N new colors? Cuz i do ^_^ *smiles* Bye *hugz n waves bye then membas her lllooonnnggg all night hug on Friday.... sniffs, wipes eyes n runs 2 hide in a corner*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Sunday 28th October
"Laura come on get off there now you've got other things to do." Is all i can hear in the background, oh well! Today gone alright so far! ^_^ I'm in a quite hapy happy happy mood! *lafs* Oh well *sighs* I'm hungrey. Oh no note again.... *smiles n shakes head* Oh deary me! Oh no! *lafs again* I cant belive Carl has got me sayin "oh deary me!" argghh *screams n shakes head* I'm just gonna finish this entry and then say "BYEEEE!" *waves* to umm... wots his name lemmi ask him *akses wot sis name wot his name is* Stev-o, yea, i memba now *confused luk on her face* "Do i memba it?!?!" *lafs 2 herself* YAY!!!! *jumps up n down* I'm going 2 help him make a website! I love doin dat *smiles n shrugs shoulders* Ok i g2g now, i'll blog bak l8a! BBYYEEE! *waves n lafs*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 27th October
Bored bored bored... SSSoooo bored. Theres note 2 do, not out 2nite cuz ma bezziez gone baby sittin, even the bloody cat luks bored *luks at cat layin stretched out on da floor lukin around* *2 hours l8a realises that she woz writin this entrie in her blog!* I spose i'm findin suff 2 do, wen i think i'm bored then i am bored if u get wot i mean lol! I'm just daft init. Oh well! Thats lil miss lauz 4 ya. Oh god, i cant belive last night, i kina led him on, but i cunt help it cuz i like him, but then all of a sudden i realised i cunt do it, n i've no idea y. It woz well weird i did even think i cant do this i just cunt do it, i froze... it woz like i left my body or sum1 just surrounded me n i cunt move.... *shakes head tryin 2 get the image of last night out* aaargghhhh *screams* "it int workin" *shakes head* "go away, ur evil. just leave me alone pplllzzzzzz" *pulls a sad face* *sighs a llloonngg deep sigh* "owch" *rubs bak* i swear it's sress that did that cuz thats so weird... how can it b 1 day n stop weird *shakes head n lafs* u dont no wot i'm on about do u, well... mayb like one really clever person cud work it out. *bites on lip* i'm hungrey tired bored n fukin fed up wiv my life. If only ONE THING wud go right for once, nar actually not just one thing, just my love life wud go gud 4 right. Actually, it probally wud b right now if i hadn't fuked up last Saturday nite.... *wipes eyes* "i cant cry, i've dun enuff of that last night" Fukin adverts; "It's oil free and helps 2 clear spots" yea right as if *bangs head on computer desk* Lets face it i'm the biggest twat going, i led lads on who i like which sounds proper fuked up n dont do shit wiv other fit lads wen i have got the chance, n only one chance n i go n fukin blow it. *rubs stomach* owch, this pain just suddenly shot through my stomach, *rubs back* yea thats killin as well. I'm going now, i think ive said more than enuff 4 2nite, dont u? *hugz every1 n waves bye while clutchin her stomach n rubing her bak. Shakes head n luks at tv* Bye xxxx
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Saturday 27th October
Well... i cant say i had a gud nite last night, sittin there in ur best mates arms crying ya eyes out aint gud 2me >_< cant talk cant talk cant talk, cant cry again cant cry again cant cry again.... *wipes eyes rubs head n shakes head* I gotta 4get it n hope i get another chance wiv the person who i want a chance wiv, i just cunt last night omg *clenches fists n bangs em down on key-board* I'm a twat lets face it. I'm hungrey *rubs stomach n thinks of last night* I not b able 2 luk at him in the eyes again, no no no. Oh well, life goes on n hopefully i'll turn the corner and it will becum betta n really gud, i just gotta get on wid my life init, while i'm young have fun n not get upset about stupid lads, yea i'll try think positive now.. Lil Miss Lauz xxx
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Friday 26th October
Uuuummm... yay! 2day az been gud i pose. Well i went ome at dinna n went 2 ma old primary skool wid me mom! *smilez* It woz gud really. *lafs* Missed 2 shit lessons from skool ne wayz maths n french so i aint got no hwk 4 ova the holidays from them, just gotta write a fukin essay from english n read half of ma book that i aint read *sighs n rubs head* Oh well it's gotta b dun aint it! *smilez a lil smile* I'm goin out in a bit so that shud b alright i spose, well no it probally wont b cuz no1 will b out *pulls a sad face* Ne wayz i'll b off now cuz i gotta tidy ma bloody room b4 i go out *rubs nose n lafs* Cyaz inabit yeppys *lafs n waves gud bye 2 ya'l*
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Thursday 25th October
Hay! I just downloaded the new version of msn it's right weird it is! *lafs* 2day has been ok i spose, but hopefully next week will b kool! Off skool yay!!! I'm hungrey, ne wayz yea, art woz da best 2 day i drew ma shoe on da computer it woz kool, n geo wern't 2 bad either, i just sat at da bak of da class doin note all lesson, n miss woz goin on n on n on *sings- la la la, make way sexy, here the sound of the dj playin our jam.... my one night stand!* Gotta do ma bloody maths hwk 2nite, bloody maths, i fukin hate it! I'm gonna try make this page thingy betta but i dont think it'll work, i'm kinda crap at html, but i try my best init, i've been lukin at otha ppls n there ssoooo gud n i'm like argghhh, no no no, no1 can luk at mine, i feel ashamed *blushes n hides face* it's terrible it is *nodds head n lafs* I'm bored n theres noooooo1 online 2 chat 2, well no1 gud eitha, i aint got no1 gud 2 chat 2 on ma contacts eitha! *lafs* I need sum more credit *picks up mobile n shakes it* and a new mobile cuz mines shit! *hides 3210* Ne wayz i'll b on my way now. cyaz! *waves bye n smiles!* *lafs hard* I GOT A F IN MY GEO EXAM!
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
Tuesday 22nd October
I'm new on here so i dunno really wotta right! lol, today has been really crap ne wayz. Note gud happened, i handed in all ma graphics work! Bet i got like a E or sumit 4 it >_< oh well, if i do then i do, Love Ya'l Lil Miss Lauz
"They Say love is behind every corner, man i must be walkin in circles"
