it was the best of time, it was the worst of time. but hell, this girl doesn't do exploitation. countdown: 33 days i know. how time breezes by. 07/02/2006, 4:47 a.m. to have it happen is a complete whirlwind. three minutes of delayed heartbeats. and moments throughout the day, it still stops. on the brightside, i wasn't alone--having someone share that experience of being at gun-point is a bit easy on the heart. 06/22/2006, 10:01 a.m. i never did nor will i ever forgive you. i'm not cold-hearted. i'm just not as naive as you take me to be. occasionally, i like all that cheese--i just didn't like the artificial shit you fed me. 06/12/2006, 11:13 p.m. if there's one thing i can't stand, it's hypocrisy. all things sympathetic gets thrown out. 06/01/2006, 2:29 p.m. why is it that when things begin to calm down, you find a way to turn it upside again? word of advice: quit being an obnoxious entity. if a normal me can't deal with it, a stuffed-nose-flu-bacteria-carrying-partial-deaf me sure as hell can't. you purposely make me feel like crap. you know you do. your face tells no lies; it's gotten competitor/attention-whore written all over it. so seeing as how you're turning eighteen soon (which you've made it a point to mention every damn hour of every damn working day), try acting a little like the age. these perpetual sprints from friend to enemy line is getting old. frankly, dealing with a full-of-shit-conceited-insecure-jealous-two-faced girl in the workplace is exhausting. pick a face and stick with it. 04/29/2006, 2:05 a.m.

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