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Stare at the girl in front of you blankly You ask her are you all right politely When she says no you turn away positively Sitting in faded jeans invisibly Broken from necessity We both got just a bit too friendly You couldn’t finish what you had wanted with me Because my eyes are too ugly Because deep down the truth is lying is more comforting Than touching scarred skin Appearance is a hang up Called your number at your answer I hang it up Don’t want to hear you lie about me not being good enough You processed my application Account denied from a beauty complication Picked up a slut She’ll kiss your butt While glossing up her lips You’ll continue talking shit About a girl who once had a dream Of you being her king She wasn’t pretty enough for you to dig Now was she mister pseudo male chauvinist pig I’m a mess The earth is raining From the tears that she deposits From your method of explaining Aspirin sycophant Moisture awaiting affection You never cared about my emptiness You lied to me in desperation Hoping to take me in and reverse my feminist education I won’t let you have me I won’t let you destroy me I’m going to kill you in the morning Chorus You didn’t even look at me but for a moment of ridiculousness You’re sickening to just think of randomly You wanted to defragment my silliness I took you seriously When you said I love you I took you sincerely When you said I want to be with you They were all just vacant lies of violence I was just a head rush that in ten seconds would be dismissed Candid you never figured for this Chorus You never heard a word that I said Walking back toward her to stumble upon a corpse with the head smashed You pushed me away You couldn’t handle me because I’m this way Beauty disintegrated of fragrance Strip the skin Throw color on her face vividly Red, purple, and blue All the colors that say I hate you Nothing was accomplished with me and you A masochist in a girls form that alters to bruise Bow down at the altar You’ve tried to force her to worship your beliefs Angel dust sucked through lips for relief You stand before her With your shameless visitor The one you found to replace her You never once loved her You just won’t admit to her That you just wanted to use her To spread your disease and abuse her It’s too late ambassador You’ll pay for being the one who killed her  Your Sex Sign is Cancer!You're a total pleaser.One sample of your touch, and anyone is hooked. You're so good that you've gotten people off just with your incredible kissing. You're a bit of a romantic, and you only have sex that's meaningful. Cancer, you are a born pleaser. Few people can resist your passionate, playful allure. An incurable romantic, you adore being courted. You'll do anything for a lover that sends you flowers or love tokens. You like lots of cuddling, touching, and kissing. You are a celebrated kisser. You also like to touch and fondle yourself. Typically, you learned to give yourself pleasure at a very young age. As an adult, you are easily aroused and multi-orgasmic. Mutual masturbation is very satisfying for you. You are extremely aware of your sexual attraction. You telegraph your sensuality with every move you make. You have the most communicative body language of any sign. You are very emotional, and you constantly need an emotional outlet. Frequent sex seems to calm you down. But you are old fashioned, and a quickie is not your style. You prefer long, slow seductions, erotic masasages, and lots of oral sex. What's *Your* Sex Sign? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
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You Are A Domme Bitch!You're a tough and forceful chick who can get anything she wants from men.You like to punish and embarrass men just because you can. No need to hide your bitchness - you thrive off of it! What Kind of Bitch Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva mahn ya know guyz are such babiez probably the biggest babiez in the world they can NEVER take jokez they can never settle down never make a choice and never make a committtment sighZ All I'm asking for iz to find one good, decent guy who would love only me and not need any one else but me to satisfy him mrow Heather'z dreaming about the fairy tale again! I watched Spirited Away it'z an awesome anime not az awesome az Steel Angel Kurumi or Saber Marionette J I usually either do or get to the point of crying at watching those two i't waz good tho i wouldn't mind buying it I need to see Castle in the Sky and Kiki'z Delivery Service la la la =^..^= eternal salvation suffers from invasion say what you need to, save your soul but don't fuck with me, i'm loosin' control i'm so tired of this, so sick of you my tongue is battered and bruised from all these attitudes teach me the magic of your sacred poems conjuring a voice of signs and omens prophecies got debris the syllables and symbols breath and as we climb, divine to sacrifice our wounded minds this awkward chance to seek, insanity i can't save you, cause i hate me the lord is my weapon and i see him shoot pawns woman is the devil your god is a fraud everyone you knew everything you've ever done suffer for your freedom die by the law the lord is my weapon and i see him shoot pawns woman is the devil your god is a fraud everyone you knew everything you've ever done suffer for your freedom die by the law say what you need to save your soul but leave your religion at the door smokin all of chrismals weed i'm sick of these weak anarchys you see me as a place to make a bruise but in my reality i'm a slate of the muse fuck these hypocrites, and together will fight tyrannist swears, as quick as your knife the lord is my weapon and i see him shoot pawns woman is the devil your god is a fraud everyone you knew everything you've ever done suffer for your freedom die by the law all you sinners blasphemers burn in the pit burn burn burn the lord is my weapon and i see him shoot pawns woman is the devil your god is a fraud everyone you knew everything you've ever done suffer for your freedom die by the law save me save me save me save me save me save me save me -Otep lying naked alone on the bathroom floor i keep waiting? pain, fear no more and i can't get his sins off me she wants to be a messiah without the crucifixion she wants to fuck delilah without samson's intervention she wants to be a deity and rule us everyday and punish the wars of your rich gods and the martyrs that they slay she wants to see galaxies all the planets and the stars she wants to be a fallen angel without the swollen scars unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me she wants to free the kingdom be worshipped by the earth she wants to be the prophet for ten times what shes worth she wants to break free from eve and leave them all behind to be born again in the thrill of sin and revive her dying mind she wants to stand raid the king slaughter the guards and kill everything burn the world and let her soul be free light the noble of eternity unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me don't touch me there oh, i know you're scared kill the need in me and i remain unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me why should i be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain why should I be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain and i can't get his sins off me -Otep nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane and everyday is a new strain of slaughter supply lines are less protected evil on all sides eye can smell the death on your flesh -- creeping in trapped within the twisting fingers of fear and all eye see is ewe that face those eyes burning like leprosy eye can see u there poisoning the air prostituting Nationalism and eye want to attack to rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory ... and hate guides our way eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back for the acceptance of death and blind cave war the giving sleep of depression the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples in the harem tents - outside just beyond the edges - eye ride a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination feeding my disease a river of plagues eye need something to remind me eye am still sinning that pain in important that wurdz matter that healing in possible that eye am not alone ... in this - guard the houses - triple the watch - maidens, dig up your sorcery - sirens, sharpen your rocks ... ewe will eat my pain again whatever u need unite messiah ME -Otep sing to me my muses lost in the hot cyclops anarchy possession invention blood, blood spirits, spirits sprits, spirits calling, calling where will these visions lead? how far dare i go? where will this song take me? into the deep unknown yeah spirits, spirits come, come hope the prophets and the gods came prepared for this so we dine on divine of the mind impaired preaching werewolf prayers on a nightly flight it's taken all we ate in the pale moonlight feel the urge of the power surge connect us all bringing kingdoms under siege with the words that i control gotta be nice you got your blind success only love can set me free from this patriotic quest test me once and i secretly die alone while a toy in the face in the faces of the hawk walk in the wilderness of the mind so i decide to die and leave a friend of mine behind possession, invention invite discovery surrender to pleasures lost in ecstasy survive i lie you are my enemy you die for lies, slave to misery bring in the battleground laying wasted the competition of connected intellects and the say the soul systems i decree mutiny it's revolution us against the patriarchy disassemble the soul, full of knowledge untold while i spin the webs of wisdom prophecies unfold into tech mode to decipher the code a babylon drives all to have a memory load mental states decide for all races urgency of rage in these grimmy little places prepare for warfare nothing but the knowledge of america's nightmare yeah possession, invention invite discovery surrender to pleasures lost in ecstasy survive i lie you are my enemy you die for lies, slave to misery sometimes i sit and ask myself what have i become? what have i become? what... have i become? what... have i become? what... have i become? what have i become? something's taking over me something's taking over me something's taking over me something's taking over me you paint your face with the blood of weed self sacrifice everyone you meet scream at demons in my face theres voices of the dead left here in my head i survive, i'm alive i render fever to watch you burn kill your leaders to help you learn i survive, i'm alive -Otep eye remember suffering eye remember ... feeling the sting of childhood & injections holy bruises sweet infections soaked in a stew like drowning cockroaches whose only .. crime was the greed of inherent hunger u know where eye'm fragile u know how to kill ........kill all fall away all fall today PAIN!! pain. i can't keep this rage in me can't keep pretending can't be this emtee ...anymore i can make it go away ... make it go away -Otep KUAN!! simple souls overload as i explode data banks cuz the earth & space gave birth to this paleface supreme -- linguistic -- mental machine your brain cells swell - the intellects extreme fire fills my veins as eye proclaim my resistance to the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence as eye -- skin the burn to relearn the royal plan somewhere out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer damaging challengers -- resurrection, disorder a monument of crisis - eye strikes this - your dead line my nest with your soul -- cleansed in bloodshed [chorus] BATTLE READY! poets gonna take control BATTLE READY souls violate parole BATTLE READY violently invade your home -- breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE commanding the mic -- striking up a verb-fest mass destruction is my function - time to put it to the test in combat --- attacking since way back in the days eye drew praise for the way that eye slayed facts formulating flows in revolutionary science its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance freaking techniques -- this creature of speech ewe feel the fury of devastation cuz ewe ewe tasted defeat eye'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear royalty divides my soul -- in this role eye'm revered as the pinnacle -- lyrical master -- queen of disaster eye ruin brain fluid -- the UNKNOWN IS WHUT EYE'M AFTER [chorus] shaking up the world -- just like the 2nd coming of christ -- when eye write -- thrice divine with this goddess sight wurdz will flow -- wounds will grow ewe know -- bones will be exposed from the force that eye unload its THE SOUL EATER!! -- mic bleeder with the voice of chaos eye got the nectar of the gods flowing from my mental pod gather the flock -- alarm your block tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock a holy war -- thru your veins it courses more lyrical artillery than the armed forces supernatural -- styles be volatile its the mind manipulator -- the WAR CHILD [chorus] [bridge] COME! SHADOW SOLDIERS! we came to defy - ewe living life as a lie we embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly TO WATCH EWE DIE! -- agonizing cries are heard in stereo eye'm visualizing battlefield scenarios in the line of fire -- watching empires fall into attack position -- ELIMINATE ALL!!! MY SPECIES!!! [chorus] [outro] MY SPECIES! NO SURRENDER! -Otep (resurrection .. is for those .. who didn't get it right - the first time ...) (eternal salvation suffers from inflation!!) sinner! [I.] say whut u need to save your soul but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes (sinner) so teach me the magick of your sacred pomes conjuring a voice of signs & omens prophecies guide the breeze w/syllables symbols breed behind the eyes we climb the vine to sacrifice our wounded minds in soft wurd trances seek insanity i can't save u cuz i hate me [chorus] the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns womyn is a devil - (your) GOD IS A FRAUD everyone u knew - everything u've ever done suffer for your freedom - RISE & OVERCOME (sinner!) [II.] say whut u need to save your soul but leave your religion at the door we're smoking all of Krsna's weed eye'm sick of these weak anarchies u see me as a place to make a bruise but in my reality eye'm a slave to the muse fuck those hypocrites - together we'll fight the tyranny of squares - SQUIGGLES UNITE [chorus] [bridge] all u sinners -- and blasphemers! BURN IN THE PIT!! SINNER! BURN! [chorus] [outro] save me WHY? SALVATION!! -Otep ... my confession because i'm diluted & perfectly flawed i shall live by passion & not by law and i'm insecure ... i need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers a cannibal in the new church of cancer but i'm nothing special i'm not unique i have many secrets & i eat the weak and i'm at an end i'm at an end ..... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape II. and i think about it all the time i'm volatile & afraid to cry but i'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anesthetics slowly wearing thin & i need to talk to someone new i need a different latitude & i'm in this void all alone! feeling needy ... hungry to grow but i'm suffocating -- can't come down and .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all i see is sadness all i see is sadness .... what's left? -- this will teach them. this will teach them, ......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone - this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE! -Otep To all u weak mcs.... all u hardcore wannabe'z if u step into the ring be prepared to swing!! ...(WHUT??) me be the best to impress with dictation? too far fetched? beyond your imagination? i'll rise to the occasion launching an invasion -- enterin your mental like a viral infestation wurdz be abrasive -- joints eye be lacin sacrificin mics to ignite the celebration its just amazing, poetically we blazing xen & otep -- a volatile combination (time to) -- DESTROY LIKE REVELATIONS! styles be liquid and flow like irrigation -- so make the preparation......... defeat is bittersweet, its all u'll be tastin sounding battle stations - my war face in place total annihilation - your existence has been erased its the renaissance - time to switch up and change the path the paragraphs infiltrate your brain [chorus] T.R.I.C. risin from the ashes to lead the wretched masses back to the sufi shack - defyin all the fascists wurdz burn with passion -- mentally enhancin i'm david to goliath or delilah to your samson kickin ass like cassius -- spreadin rhymes like rashes the satellites in flight - how long before it crashes falling like avalanches - crumbled and crushed my wild womyn get to sinning -- know the power of us i'm callin your bluff -- is it freedom or death? we're gettin it on in Babylon - chokin on gods breath the infinite connects true soldiers alive the tribe will survive when armageddon arrives [chorus] the revolution is coming TAKE NO PRISONERS the revolution is coming COWARDS BEWARE.............FUCK! -- my war serpents rattle when its time to battle (mental midgets) eye got a fist full of shit for u flies to feast u lost control of your soul cuz your minds deceased unfulfilled satisfactions & chemical reactions my fate there's no escape -- life itself is the assassin eye'm blastin -- the worlds in ashes -- from the invasion --- EVERY WORD'S ANNIHILATION!! COME ON!! [chorus] ......your suffering will free u -Otep and eye was like 13 and it was a Sunday morning eye think and eye think both my parents were still asleep eye remember eye was gonna play sick so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day (don't stop) (don't stop) and eye turned over and there he was (my beloved) (my beloved) holding a pillow he smelled of sweat & regret and he said .... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -Otep killing me he's killing me we killing me me killing me killing me ...... infectious human waste forefather cancer hunter prostate gods killer KILLER a testosterone feeding drone multiplying, multiplying hungry clones time to DEFY the HIVE KILL YOUR MASTERS! MENOCIIIIDE! [I.] our time has come!!! you're just as weak as me but not as strong! just as imperfect! but twice as flawed! i see your skin and i hate the way you look at me! and softly invade eye'm afraid! insane! rage intensified! i'll feel no fear or hate as i ... commit .... MENOCIDE!! (menocide!) girls in the playroom house-wives servants in the workplace slaves to lies!! RISE! RISE! [II.] those who refuse to grow we leave behind !give death to them! with an evolved state of mind no one's listening save your cries everything they taught was a lie hear me now this battlecry DIE! DIE! CONCUBINE! - what to wear - what to eat - what to feel - what to think - how to act - how to speak - insecure - incomplete!! ENOUGH!!! .. apple eater! .. deceiver! .. protector of the way! this is the beginning of my Liberation! THIS IS THE BEGINNING!! BRIDES & BREEDERS!! Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali GIVE ME FREE!! (always) REMEMBER!!! FEE-MALE CIRCUMCISIONS! BURNING! LIKE SALEM WITCHES! NEVER AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN! no compassion kill your masters! MENOCIDE! kill your masters kill your masters kill your masters MENOCIDE! -Otep They wanted me To be the dream But my mood went south And I'm stuck on the couch with bad jeans And the couch sucks me down to the floor And the floor sucks me down to the earth And I'm covered and buried before My heart had a chance to start working Hey, it's heavy underground I'm screaming for attention So come dig me out Hey somebody can you hear me now 'Cause my world is caving in so come dig me out It's raining again And who've guessed No one's come along to tell me I'm a mess And the bed sucks me down to the floor And the floor sucks me down through the earth And I'm covered and buried before My head had a chance to stop hurting Hey, it's heavy underground I'm screaming for attention So come dig me out Hey somebody can you hear me now 'Cause my world is caving in so come dig me out I never thought I could fall ten feet under I always thought someone would remember To look for me Before I reach the end Hey somebody can you hear me now 'Cause my world is caving in so come dig me out -Kelly Osbourne What Can I say You got me good Swallow me up, Spit me out Like you should What can I do, But play the game And wait around for you to come, you never do. So I save for this Keep Imagining a different way. [CHORUS] Coz, I love it in the mornin Its like a new day comin Every time baby, Too Much of you is not enough I want it in the evening You give it all new meaning And I cant lie (baby) Too Much of you is not enough Too Much of you is not enough. I catch my breath And it again You swirl around, In my head and to the ground. Your everything I need in me The doctor says All these wasted things Cant keep myself away from me [CHORUS] na na na na, na na na na na na Hey na na na na, na na na na na na [CHORUS X2] Too Much of you is not enough Too Much of you is not enough. -Kelly Osbourne You don't ever wanna see my face again But inside you know that it's never gonna end Bitter memories tell me You can't help yourself For hurting me again But I can rationalize You're different 'Cos you've changed You know what you have now But how can I tell I break down but I have never seen your tears I talk straight but your words are never clear If what you're looking for Is someone you can hide from I'm right here No matter what you said I don't listen to a word I know you by now and hwo you love me sometimes hurts I can take the pain As long as there's someone Waiting at the end I believe you're running From something you can't see And I know it's not me But how how, how can I tell........ I break down but I have never seen your tears I talk straight but you words are never clear If what you're looking for Is someone you can hide from I'm right here Bitter memories tell me You can't help yourself From hurting me again But I can rationalize You're different 'Cos you've changed You know what you have now But how can I tell I break down but I have never seen your tears I talk straight but your words are never clear If what you're looking for Is someone to hide from I'm right here -Kelly Osbourne Don't look for us 'Cos we won't be found Don't blame yourself When we turn you down Whatever you do Don't believe That it's about you My head's on the run And it's running for us I've only begun and I'll never be done On my own's where I know And nobody can hold Me down when we come 'Cos my head's on the run And what you think Doesn't matter much I do my thing and you're not that tough Whatever you do Don't believe I'm changing for you -Kelly Osbourne Don't look for us 'Cos we won't be found Don't blame yourself When we turn you down Whatever you do Don't believe That it's about you My head's on the run And it's running for us I've only begun and I'll never be done On my own's where I know And nobody can hold Me down when we come 'Cos my head's on the run And what you think Doesn't matter much I do my thing and you're not that tough Whatever you do Don't believe I'm changing for you -Kelly Osbourne Beat it boy I found another He knows me just like my mother My tempremental sides The reasons I dispised Loving you So hows it feel to be hung out there To be the one who doesnt know where everything went wrong And why I wrote this song Just for you You used to be my happy ever after but now I know that nothing is forever You and me Was misery I pushed reset We disconnected I used to think you were everything I would need But now I know you're the crush That coulda Killed me Save your breath 'Cause I'm not upset I'm just over it And we disconnected Don't look at me like you're confused And you can't believe I left you Like you're some amazing prize That depends whos eyes you're seeing through 'Cos when I see you I'm reminded Of all the wrongs you never righted Underneath your cool Hope you're drowning in a pool You've fallen in 'Cos you can't swim You used to be my happy ever after but now I know that nothing is forever You and me Was misery I pushed reset We disconnected I used to think you were everything I would need But now I know you're the crush That coulda Killed me Save your breath 'Cause I'm not upset I'm just over it And we disconnected Take back your rollercoaster of a life I found a better way to waste my time You used to be my happy ever after but now I know that nothing is forever You and me Was misery I pushed reset We disconnected I used to think you were everything I would need But now I know you're the crush That coulda Killed me Save your breath 'Cause I'm not upset I'm just over it And we disconnected -Kelly Osbourne When I see you I forget all that I saw I don't feel you anymore Oh I need you But I don't need nothing at all But you kiss That I don't miss And you smile That I defile And oh your touch It ticks me off and Oh your way It makes me crazy I don't want you Do you want me It's an addiction The friction Of contradiction I love you I love you I love you Where you go I love you I love you I love you So tell me no I love you I love you I love you Leave me alone -Kelly Osbourne Some people Think they know what I should do Well they don't really know What I've been through And I don't care Don't care what you have to say 'Cause it's my life And I'll do as I may When I find you I better find you alone When I call you You better pick up the phone When I dump you You're gonna be on your own On your own Remember When you gave that number to her Well she don't really know Where I have been And I don't care Don't care what you think of me It's my life And I'll do as I please When I find you I better find you alone When I call you You better pick up the phone When I dump you you're gonna be on your own One your own Picking up the trash can Playing your life hard Dealing me a shit hand Playing with the wrong card Bringing on the new days Leaving back the old ways It don't matter what you have to say Walk on boy When I find you I better find you alone When I call you You better pick up the phone When I dump you You're gonna be on your own On your own -Kelly Osbourne You say, I should do it differently. I don't, Necessarily agree. Stand up! Sit down! Be nice! Did ya hear me ask for your advice? Don't bother, Trying to tell me your beliefs. Your point of veiw is pretty straight to me. Do this! Do that! On track! Do me a favor and don't talk back! Round and round, But the conversation always ends where it began. Round and round, And I need a vacation. My god, I've had it from you! Shut up! Don't want to hear your voice. Shut up! I'm sick of all the noise. There's nothing you can say to me, So get away from me. Shut up! Blah Blah, Blah Blah, Blah Blah, Blah Blah. That's what, It sounds like you said to me. You nag and you brag and I gag, There's so much beauty in what we have. You must, Have better things that you can do. Or just, Love all around me too. What you want, What I need. Oh please! I think you get off, On hearing yourself speak. Round and round, But the conversation always ends where it began. Round and round, And I need a vacation. My god, I've had it from you! Shut up! Don't want to hear your voice. Shut up! I'm sick of all the noise. There's nothing you can say to me, So get away from me. Shut up! Don't want to be polite. It's messed up, How you always think you're right. There's nothing you can say, That's gonna change the way I am. Shut up! Round and round, But the conversation always ends where it began. Round and round, And I need a vacation. My god, I've had it from you! Shut up! Don't want to hear your voice. Shut up! I'm sick of all the noise. There's nothing you can say to me, So get away from me. Shut up! Don't want to be polite. It's messed up, How you always think you're right. There's nothing you can say, That's gonna change the way I am. Shut up! -Kelly Osbourne I'll keep a cool head 'Bout all the things that you said I've lost my innocence I'll keep a cool head I'm not here for your amusement But I think one thing is clear I see you with that bitch When you know you should'a been here with me I'll keep a cool head 'Bout all the things that you said I've lost my innocence I'll keep a cool head You've got a reputation For being a ladies man I've got determination For thoroughly kicking your ass my friend It's not cool 'Cause I hate all the things that you do I'll keep a cool head 'Bout all the things that you said I've lost my innocence I'll keep a cool head No matter what you say to make me stay I will make you pay No matter what my gut tells me to say I'm playing the game I'm gonna pop No matter what you say to make me stay You're gonna pay I'll keep a cool head 'Bout all the things that you said I've lost my innocence I'll keep a cool head I'll keep a cool head I'm gonna make you beg And all the promises I'll keep a cool head Yah yah I'll keep a cool head -Kelly Osbourne One Crazy Night eye'm sorry eye'm ugly all that i am and i can never live up eye'm failing eye'm angry afraid of the ways they pretend to be us its fuct up eye'm different wurdz remain my only escape art saves all of me evolving and now you're walking away!!! eye'm so afraid and now you're walking away eye'm so ashamed and now you're walking away!! (voodoo spell) [II.] my mistake was trusting you blood pigs with creating my fate with poetry and suffering i cannibalized every ounce of my pain eye'm still afraid everyday these greedy worms - they devour my plagues eye'm not your slave eye'm conquering you see me rise & now you're walking away!!! eye'm not ashamed! and now you're walking away! eye'm not afraid! and now you're walking away!! [bridge & tunnel] you can't hurt me anymore you can't hurt me anymore fed from the wound from which we were bled vomiting filth in our soft cave heads chewing on tissue, tendon and fat destroying the things they do not understand! tyrant. betrayer. parasite. traitor!! ....and still u feed them ....and still u need them eye'm sorry eye'm ugly dangerous can't describe it enough eye'm failing eye'm angry i use my fear to empower my hate eye'm fuct up eye'm different wurdz remain my only escape art saves all of me evolving and now you're walking away!!! eye'm not ashamed and now you're walking away eye'm not afraid and now you're walking away! and now you're walking away! and now you're walking away and now you're walking away (voodoo spell) my mistake! was trusting you! blood pigs - with creating my fate! with poetry and suffering i cannibalized.... every ounce of my pain eye'm still afraid everyday u still suckle my plagues eye'm not your fucking slave so why you walking away? blood pig! why you walking away? -Otep Not Feeling Az Bad Unleash your claws into her neck Cut off her head Kill her Kill her Unleash your nails into her thigh Fingernails slicing deep under the eyes Kill her Kill her Unleash your metal spikes into her throat Silence her until upon a merciless guilt her mouth chokes Kill her Kill her Unleash your dagger like stare into her persona Press herder into her with your violence until she catches pneumonia Kill her Kill her Relinquish your eyes from her gaze Properties of an alliance proposed without a second glance Kill her Kill her Relinquish all the tears from her eyes that have spilled You never caught them when they sank past her eyelids and to the ground flooded Kill her Kill her Watching a male patronize her in his own self defense Imaginary and useless Your lies mean nothing Your soul means nothing You chastised it in vain Suffering from nostalgia because you’ve never buffered with pain Hate coinciding these feelings locked away Beauty never marked her face You couldn’t handle looking at it in the first place KILL HER KILL HER KILL HER KILL HER I said If you were listening I repeat spitting back up three times darker a shade of blood KILL HER Is it too deafening For your understanding JUST KILL HER Don’t utter another word Don’t mention another thing about her JUST KILL HER! I kissed your face in the moonlight When the silver bells chimed on the hour of twelve It didn’t feel or taste right When your tongue against mine delved Straight past a thousand nerves stroked Poising your hatred so obviously Love is a thief positively Lips dipped of the moonlight Bells are dinging at a quarter past nine Dawn is transcending to daylight You’re no longer mine As you promised to stay You’ve left the memory of what happened behind On toward the shallow stream Can you remember the words I said before I lost my sight When I begged you to tell me what you saw in the vision of a dream Eyes connected from two slanted dots Liar is the initiation of my hypothesis You ran away before we got to the ceremony of the honeymoon Married to a God in a temple of doom She never knew That so few people could tell the truth Learning to live a life where you care only about you I never wanted to You made me do it I never needed to You made me need to do it Dreaming while lying on the pavement of a garage floor You’re right next door I wouldn’t walk over Not to ask for you I know you’re with her and her legs are bent and spread widely over Spreading the shape of the moon Just for you You couldn’t make do Not with what I gave It wasn’t the right shape Heart shaped face Bouquet of white oleander lying in her arms veiled with lace I still scrape backwards the disposition of hate Too late Too late To say it any other way It’s over For you and for her Love isn’t an object any longer Lust is the perfect traitor She lies in your eyes She lies in your arms night after night You hide The seed of disapproval Making love for a thirty minute interval Hatred washed a new I want to kill you I want to force feed you The nasty bitter sweet tangent you made me eat Can you taste me When you lick her toes thoroughly Can you see me When you place your affection desirably I’m going to make you both bleed One spell is all I need For a permanent reminder Of why men are a chapter she left behind her Toy in the shape of a female lapelled against a male The game is retail You don’t think I’m good enough I never was your equal Don’t lie to me When you look straight into me I’ve been waiting To hear this truth of my heart breaking You’ve held it back afraid of hurting my feelings Jealousy against each emotion rubbing It’s little fingers up and down You don’t know the rumor that’s going around But it’s that you got with an ugly red head Those words out in the open is something you can’t live with I prayed to your God Is he the one who gave me what I’ve got Is he the one who let a male drag me to my knees? If so I don’t wish to listen to your Christianity I can’t bow to a source who upholds males chauvinistically No I’m a female who lost herself because of a male tragically She holds nothing inside of her that can be called lovely So you ran out on her sadistically You never fell in love with me Broken soul and nothing left to represent in me I’ve lost my sanity I’ve lost my family I’m about to give up Holding my head up With this strained posture Something’s stuck up your exiting module Pilot candidate in the form of a cat girl sculpture You’re the filament that broke the wings off her back making love seem to her impossible Running away from every infringement I hate your fake compliments They ‘re stuck to me again When I mean nothing Inside that fucked up head of yours Come on dear why don’t you lie some more I’m willing and quite ready To hear the excuse of a story You can bring to my ears this time No I don’t mind I’ve heard it all before So go ahead and taint me some more Chorus I don’t care Rubber face and straw hair Of course was much better Than the paper that aligns my matter When I ask you for a reason all you can do is stutter Slap me until I feel fine You know you love doing it to my kind I SAID DO IT I DON’T MIND SLAP MY FACE IN UNTIL I GO ALL THE WAY BLIND! ISN’T THAT WHAT MEN AS YOURSELF LIKE? Chorus You want to be my friend by nature I can’t be friends with someone who looks at bodies like a vulture How could you propose friendship to her After you had already said you loved her Admit it you’re a liar Admit it you want her to die Admit it while saying you never meant to hurt her Oh isn’t that a sweet lie If you never meant to Why the hell did you Why did you never love her Yet tell her You did when in fact you never did You only made her hate you She’ll do her best to forget all about you She wants you to do the same when it comes to her Don’t you dare tell me you don’t want to That you can’t do that to her If you couldn’t why’d you break her in two Why did you do what you did to her By lying about adoring her About lying about the way she looked right in front of her No I can’t forgive you No I can’t be friends with you Not when I stupidly still am in love with you A love turning into hatred No back in your lap you can’t have it It’s over and I’m getting rid of it I no longer want to think about it Or think about you Asshole entirely parasitic Such a tease aren’t you I bite tease’s dicks off CHOP CHOP CHOP I’LL GET YOU OFF BY TEARING EVERY PIECE OF YOU OFF THE SAME WAY YOU DID MY HEART’S VENTRICLES PENETRATE AND THROW THIS INTO A FREEZER OF ICE CICLES FUCK YOU FOREVER THIS COMING FROM A WOMAN NAMED HEATHER the low down Back down in the dirt Make it harder, make it hurt, thrust it Say that you want me baby, to lick your sweat Say that you need me while I'm wet I wanna set you on your back giving head On your knees…please…give it to me now Give me more. You're force fed Force fed…Pool of lust Make it harder, grasp it, thrust it Say that you want me to lick your sweat Say that you need me while I'm wet I wanna see you on your back giving head On your knees…please Force fed -the Genitorturers Say you wanna make it the nighttime's deadly stare Never ever dreamed I'd deliver such a deep forbidden lair Tempt you take it, I'll take you for a ride Forever down by the river where I'll breath you deep inside Say push…Say push it in…Say push…Say push it…in There is no pain without my name, there is no pain without my name There is no pain at all Strip! In a fever lick my carcass I need to rape your shattered bones In a fever you were taken from my bed I need to suck you in! My severed sore, you were a victim of my pain within Tormented twin, my pain within To live without your presence is but a sin Because I need your pain, I need your pumping brain I need to break you Ripping…Tearing…I need to strip the flesh -the Genitorturers Masturbating in your bedroom Spilling seed I see your pain Take a bite and come inside I know your pain is far from insane Jack! Jack! Oh baby cum in me Jack me! Smack me! Bend me over…in your face I need the harder way That you take my body for your own play Torch my soul. Fill it how you wish To see you bleed is what I need Jack! Jack! Oh baby cum in me Jack me! Smack me! Bend me over…in your face When I'm there you're jackin' everywhere Can't you see it's what I want Say a prayer for jackin' while I beat you Right in my… Master's play is jackin' everyday And when he's cumming it's what I want Your swollen vein jacks away the pain Right there -the Genitorturers Watch the ones that will not let you see What falls beyond their faith's conformity Of one God Of one mind Of one soul You take control You're set apart without a cross to wear Left alone without their guilt to bear Of one God Of one Mind Of one soul You take control Transcend, transcend all of the words that trap you in Transcend, transcend another force you have to end -the Genitorturers Ad mala patrata heac sunt theatra parata Ask me. Question me Why must our pleasures be in restraint? Ad mala patrata…in my sick black world Trick…Mortis…Sick…Mortis Where senses crave to enslave…in my sick black world Deprived all senses, control defenses Where sighs breed like flies Do you know, it's where perversion hides Bet you never seen me ache as the panic melts away Bet you'll never waste, could you take another taste of me? Feel it prick…Pleasure in restraint Feel it stick…Pleasure in restraint Ask me. Question me Why must our pleasure be in restraint? Where sighs breed like flies It's where perversion hides, in my sick black world Deprived all senses, control defenses Bet you'd never see me wake in a most unnerving way Bet you'd never ache, could you take another taste of me? Feel it prick, feel it stick Ask me. Question me Why must our pleasure be in restraint? Such a sinful seed in my sick black world Is it such a dreadful deed in my sick black world? Where treasured sighs breed like flies…in my sick black world Such a sinful seed…says you're Cumming in my sick black world -the Genitorturers Come on back to the House of Shame Blood's burning to play my game now Racks are roasting, bitches are boasting With your blood they are toasting Humiliations your dream We'll make you laugh and scream Your body's itchin' for a switchin' In my torture kitchen Pain! You can't take this another day But you ain't leaving. You're here to stay Precious moments without the pain Breeds only longing in your brain You will…I need…It's your fucking time to bleed You will obey everything I say You will remain while I'm dishing out your pain Your will is to blame in the House of Shame Pain in a world with no anatomy Branded slave, racked and hanging Only function is pissing and banging Forced entry breeds a heart full of self-conflicts But who's to blame for your desire Problem parents or porno flicks? You will…I need…It's your fucking time to bleed You will obey everything I say You will remain while I'm dishing out you pain You will is to blame on the House of Shame Pain! You can't take this another day But you ain't leaving. You're here to stay Precious moments without the pain Breeds only longing in you brain In the House of Shame Come on back to the House of Shame Your blood's burning to play our game now Racks are roasting, Bitches are boasting With your blood they're toasting Humiliations your dream We'll make you laugh and scream Your body's itchin' for a switchin' In my torture kitchen -the Genitorturers Writhe among the flesh. Stroke your fearful eyes Penetrations will collide as I crawl inside As your eyes begin to slip, you come alive in my caress As our greedy fingers dig deep on the edge of dreamless sleep Live steel drives deep Senses surging in you when you sleep Come to me, taste the need Painfully urging me to watch you bleed I put the needle in you. I like you on your back Velvet dreams…a quick solution to set you all free As your sex begins to drip the scent reminds you of my grip Your ruptured senses will divide as I slip inside Live steel drives deep Senses surging in you when you sleep Come to me, taste the need Painfully urging me to watch you bleed I put the needle in you. I like you on your back Velvet dreams…dig your fingers in me I like you on your back Watch you quiver. Watch you shake Writhe…as I crawl inside When you're here all alone When you're dreaming watch you screaming Deeper…Drive it deeper…Drive it deep inside of me Pain in places you never knew, as my world slips into you Live steel drives deep Senses surging in you when you sleep Come you me, taste the need Painfully urging me to watch you bleed I put the needle in you. I like you on your back Velvet dreams…dig your fingers in me I like you on your back Watch you quiver, watch you shake As I crawl inside When you're here all alone -the Genitorturers White! Then you look away You reach for assistance when you start to sway Knees feel weak as your vision fades away When you're faced with death, that's when you start to pray Blind! Now you can't see the myths you create about reality Darkness on the streets. You let the world see you In my company reality greets you Psyche…Check…Check Cry to me as your vision fades away Gonna rate your sickness by your will to stay Blind! Now you don't see. No why, no where, no way, you're better off to pray Darkness on the streets. You let the world see you In my company reality greets you Psyche…Check…Check…Check Someday gonna have to say. Someday wanna have a real dark day? Someday, someday gonna pay for play. Someday, I'm gonna show you a real quick way To see your life flash before your eyes White! Then you look away I sense your resistance as you start to sway Knees feel weak as your pleasure fades away Cause now you're faced with death and there's no use to pray Blind! Now you don't see No why, no where, no way, better fuckin pray Darkness on the streets. You let the world see you In my company reality greets you -the Genitorturers Do our choosing without hesitation. Give yourself over to sin Your one chance for redemption will come when the spark is ignited within Forced to severe the ties to this world which is bound by lies Free from original sin. Forced to find what was hidden within Breath you in…Lead you out Inflame your passions within our depravity. Give yourself over to sin You won't emerge without transformation…Flesh or soul will win Forced to severe the ties to this world which is bound by lies You're free from original sin. Forced to find what was hidden within Forced to lay, Locked away, Made to serve, Another 120 days You rise in the presence of our libertinage. Taste all the pleasures of sin Your one desire controlled by perversion, compelled by lust within Forced to severe the ties to this world which is bound by lies You're free from original sin. Release what was hidden within Forced to lay, Locked away, Made to serve, Another 120 days I slide a glance in you r direction Just what you need and then you'll want to say "Fill my hole with your affection" Conditioned to begin Ten more hours to save your flowers or watch them wilt away We'll hunt you. We want you Where forever is one day -the Genitorturers Subjected nevermore, to the whims of the dying Steal their flesh, from the pool of the lying Injected more, erythematous moisture Beyond high, by the chosen kind Feel it, to breathe evermore Of the wicked of the world, where processions' end Subjected nevermore, to the fears of the dying Feel their high, attempts to allude Your flesh will sigh, in the midst of moisture One sect more for the chosen kind Can you feel it? Can you feel their high? Feel it! Breathe evermore! Breathe from the chosen kind, then lie back down Feel their high and breathe evermore End your search for the nevermore -the Genitorturers I love myself, I want you to love me When I feel down, I want you above me I search myself, I ant you to find me Forget myself, I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else When I think about you, I touch myself I don't want anybody else I touch myself I'm the one who makes you come runnin Gets you comin all the time When I'm around, you're always beggin I wanna make you mine You close your eyes and see me before you Think you would die if I was to ignore you A fool could see just how much you adore me Get down on your knees and do anything for me I love myself, I want you to love me Whne I feel down, I want to above me I search myself, I want you to find me Forget myself, I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself -the Genitroturers I suffered in your sadness But I chose to let it go I wallowed in your weakness I should have started long ago Down and low never been mistaken Down and low have I been forsaken? Left to win, your pleasures sin from me Oh how low, your ship is sinkin Oh how low, you're wearin me down Oh how low, just to waste my time thinking of you And how you're draggin me down Down and low, never been mistaken for Down and out, but your soul's been shaken Left to win, a pleasure sin in me I sutured up your sadness And wrapped around your pain But all was worthless for the giving Cause it's coming back again Stitch to stop the madness Stitch to stop the hate Stitch in time saves nine But now it's just too late -the Genitorturers Come on feel my affection for machine love Just plug in, then fade out It's the real deal, electric feel Trip your pulse your heart beats faster Ask yourself how long you can last Just plug in, then fade out It's the real deal, electric feel Cum on, Cum on, Cum on, Feel my danger Cum on, Cum on, Cum on, I'll be your cheap slut savior I am the one who makes you want it Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex….. Does your libido feel my sex? Does your libido steal my sex? Come tonight, be with me all of the time Cum on, Cum on, Cum on, feel my danger Cum on, Cum on, Cum on, I'll be your cheap slut savior I am the one who makes you want it I am the one who makes you cum -the Genitorturers I don't know 
Your pussy is SWEET AS THE SMILE ON A LITTLE GIRL.Which means you’re as innocent as can be. Or rather, you look it.Why, you’re practically a virgin. “Practically” because even Little Miss Innocent will one day grow up to be Little Miss Sex Kitten. You like to play the girl next door, and you’re rather good at it. But when push comes to fuck, you can get down with the best of them. And have, on more than one occasion. But pat yourself on the back, Meryl Streep, for acting so well. You got everyone fooled. That’s an art! Is *Your* Pussy Sweet or Sour? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
Your Stripper Name is Candy Delight!You are always the feature dancer at the best clubs.Your customers pay big money to see you, even if it means starving six days of the week. For you, stripping is an art form, and you are a grande artiste. Very classy and never trashy - you won't stoop to doing anything sleazy. You are constantly posing in magazines and winning Miss Nude contests. In StripperLand, you are the ultimate queen. Other strippers may be jealous by all the attention you get, but you walk away with the most money! What's *Your* Stripper Name? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Why was love made to be such an in constant piece of material? What exactly was the meaning behind love? What made a mischievous, free thinking, devil may care, mystical PiXy bring herself to suddenly fall in love with a mere, breath consuming, angel believing, God fearing, curious, cautious mortal? Destinia would never be able to explain the motives of love. Never understand how the notion ever became positioned inside her head. Of course she could understand the love of a brother, of a sister, of a mother, and of a father. That was loving a creation formed out of the same blood, containing elements that you yourself possessed. But what made one fall in love with someone outside of their family circle? Why did the heart come to belong to someone else that wasn’t even of your species? Why did it come at all? Where did it come from? Was there such a thing as a Cupid or was it all made up make believe just to give the corporate consumer driven world a reason for a thing called Valentine’s day? What was it this thing called love? She had never understood it. Maybe, just maybe that was the possible reason for the ideals of all of her relationships with men coming to be sour. She couldn’t help but wonder why she had come to fallen prey to loving this creature known as a human being. His name was Zaylar. He was perfect. She fantasized about him day and night, she just couldn’t shake his existence from her thoughts no matter the effort of trying she surmised. His gorgeous face just wouldn’t go away. His perfect lips just wouldn’t disappear. Yes, I’m sure by now you’re thinking that Destinia’s love for Zaylar was just an infatuation that only dealt with lust. No, however, her intentions for loving him were quite different. Not only had she fallen in love with those relentless ice blue eyes of his, she had fallen in love long before her eyes had ever set their disposition on his form. She had fallen in love with the way he was, the way he acted around her, the way he talked to her, the way he treated her, the way he saw her as an equal. But if she were his equal why didn’t his love amount to the same molecular formula that dominated her brain? She just couldn’t understand any of it. No, no matter how hard she tried. Yet, the harder she tried the more she fell in love with him. It was a complication she felt she must rid herself of. She knew the destruction love would only bring her, and she had destroyed enough pieces of her soul herself with her self hatred, with all the other boundaries of pain men had brought on her. No, she couldn’t take bearing another mistake that would cost itself out of love. She still fought at it, but couldn’t help wanting to throw her vivacious, thick arms around his taut, lithe waist and telling him with the sweetest voice of words “I love you”. She knew she loved him, and she HATED it. Love was turning her into her own worse enemy. You could ask her if she had any special memories of this man. If you were to ask her, she wouldn’t be able to lie and say no, because she knew she had plenty to surpass your ears with. She couldn’t help but wonder though if Zaylar were really truly all that wonderful. She couldn’t help but wonder what if his extraordinariness ended right after the surface of his base? What if he were just one hell of an actor who was pretending to feel any type of emotion when it came to being surrounded by her soul? She couldn’t help but think it, but she loathed the thought every time and did her best to make her mind dismiss the thoughts of it. But it was still there, just buried deep down under her great veneer. She’d go back to thinking of one of the most unbelievable nights of her life that she of course had spent with him. She had one in particular she liked to drift to. It was of a night spent together laying upon her bed drowning in each other’s arms. There were no lights on to be distinguished from beneath the door of that lavender filled cloud of a room except for the three lava lamps that were purple, red, and green. They had just layer there together for hours staring back and forth into each other eyes deeply and thoroughly investigating the way each other thought differently. She had gently pressed her lips against his ear and slowly had trailed her lips down the side of his neck to connect her own two lips with his luscious mouth. It had felt like touching a piece of the softest material of velvet. She thought about the experience quite oftenly, not being able to help but wonder what had been running through his mind in those long, quivering moments. Was she the one who had truly been stuck in his mind or wasn’t she? She would probably never know she usually never let herself to begin to wonder if it had been her or not. She liked thinking just a bit too much that it was definitely her who had kept him distracted that languid night. That she and her warm flesh had been the things that had made his breath quicken. That he had felt the same type of desire she had. Not only had he felt that desire, but he had also felt that spiritual connection that made them more than just mutual people who could be great together out of a physical attraction that could possibly lead up to an even better sexual experience. No she never thought of it that way. She would also be lying though, if she were to say she had never thought about him with his clothes off. That she had never thought about ravishing him time after time. No she definitely wanted him like that, but she HAD to feel more than just that when it came to whoever she were to share herself with, Zaylar, or no Zaylar. Rapture was too much of a valuable thing to just waste it like that on anything with two legs, a great butt, a great face, and a male sexual organ. She had been used for the purpose of sex she supposed just a bit too often to ever want to see that happen again. No she would never let another male or female use her for just her body. She would never give herself up to just being a nice entourage thought of good for fantasizing for sexual primitive encounters. She loathed the possible male physical pervert who thought of nothing but sex all day and night long. Sure she knew sex could be a wonderful thing. But like love and affection and hatred and desire and intimacy it could become a double edged sword. Meaning that it could be just as an awful thing as it could be wonderful in her mind set. Zaylar had let his eyes wander upon her odd little figure. At times when he was around her he had this weird inhibition for staring. She wondered why in the world he would let his eyes stare at her for such long periods of time like that. In her mind she was far from being anywhere near beautiful. She wished she were so that maybe she could snag his heart, like he had hers. But no, she knew she wasn’t anywhere remotely near being pretty. Of course, he would never listen to her about this issue. He thought she was very pretty and incredibly cute. She just blocked the sound of his voice from her ears when he started that tirade about her cuteness around her. She knew the truth about herself, whether he did or not. That’s all that mattered to her. Actually, now I’m lying it did matter to her when it came to knowing whether he really deep down thought she was pretty and cute. To be quite honest it was another one of those things like whether he loved her or not that she really couldn’t decipher out of his closed off actions. He was a bit aloof when it came to emotions, and it completely left her in the dark about the way he truly felt about her. I think he just wanted to keep it in control when it came to that kind of thing, because he feared it the same way as she did. Thinking that perhaps, if she knew that he cared about her too much that she’d take it for granted and his heart would get broken and that he’d end up getting hurt. Destinia was always frightened about that. It was honestly probably her number one fear. Even though she feared it a hell of a lot more than dying, she had still let her feelings be known to Zaylar. She had told him of her love being infinite when it involved him and had even shown it. She couldn’t help but still wonder if he had just been saying it to make her feel good when he had told her that he loved her. She couldn’t help but wonder too, that after actually having seen her and gotten to know her if his love could have ebbed and evaporated from him. What if it had all only been a capable possibility of his mind? What if he had never felt it with his heart like she had? She was scared. She needed to know the truth. There was only one small problem with this she didn’t really get to see or talk to him enough to be able to ask “Hey what is it that you feel about me?” She knew she had to though, if she ever wanted to get anywhere. The truth would come out and it would come out sooner or later. So let’s hope for the sooner Love is such a strange, inaudible force and I wish that I could just trap it into a hemisphere of void, where it would slowly metamorphisms to die and never again exist. But you know as well as I that this will never happen and as much as it hurts I will keep on loving Zaylar until the emotion trickles away from the heart of me. Sad isn’t it how emotion and love works out. Hope for the best I guess is the only optimism I can leave you with for the end of my story. Destinia loves a male, will he cut my wings off and place them in a wooden box along with my heart that will slowly petrify itself into wood when becoming lost without his love. If his love adamantly isn’t there? I will leave myself with this I will forever suffer for the presence of my lover. I will sacrifice my own self just to know love for a mere second so that I can say that it really does exist.I am able to live with the person I give myself to never loving me back. I cannot however, live knowing that love is non existing. I also cannot live forever wondering if love is only an in gratification. blahck I’ve lost myself at the wrong company Reservation in the name of the wrong party Flowers sent to the right house but of course not for me I’m being a baby Not hardly You can’t say anything about me When you fail to understand me Women fail to represent me I am a breed of my own kind That’s why someone as scary and rapturous as me is hard to find Another scene in Wonderland A portal opened A lost girl fell in Mirror, mirror on the wall sure was lying Different sizes of body on myself I’ve been trying Honor is a platanence of tense men are always compromising Don’t smile at me There’s nothing worth smiling at Don’t laugh at me There’s nothing worth laughing at Don’t speak to me Or I’ll have to rip your throat out Don’t look at me Or I’ll have to rip your eyes out You want to know why I’m so hostile It’s simple and erectile I can’t trust you because everything you say is versatile I can’t trust well in you Mouth full of consideration An apology is wet behind the ears to you I’m through with this conversation I found out all about you Monotone and fickleness fills your improvisation SHUT UP WHY DON’T YOU JUST SHT UP I’VE HAD ENOUGH REALIZATION TURNING AROUND IN HATRED AT THIS PART YOU HAVE NO HEART How can you make it better? Call yourself a bastard that’s a start! How can you make the wound smaller? Call yourself a dick and suck on all of your poison until you barf!! Chorus Sinking back down into the realm of Wonderland Alice licked the lips of the Cheshire cat Milk on the palm of her hand That’s right A girl tasted better despite Your sexual interference Alice no longer has a preference To what happens To you or to herself You ruined the dream of this world Becoming real for her When you woke her to break the lie to her Chorus Frozen inside A world of make believe A five foot six female crucified For being the one you deceived For falling in love with a miscreant I still love those eyes The ones that convince me to hide Behind the looking glass Jabberwocky my two eyes spied It was you all along wasn’t it STOP LYING DO YOU HAVE TO WONDER WHY YOU’RE DESPISED BY MY HEART MADE OUT OF SILVER STRINGS THE ONE’S WHEN I GET ANYWHERE CLOSE TO YOU KEEP THINNING BOW DOWN TO THE QUEEN OF HEARTS YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO WORSHIP HER EVERY PART BECAUSE HER FORM IS PERFECT NOT ONE FLAW OF IMPERFECTION TO DETECT HEART OF WARMTH HIDDEN AND SHUT DOWN I HAVE TO PROTECT GUARD MYSELF FROM YOU FUCK YOU ALL YOU DO IS LIE AND DECEIVE ME BY SINGING A A SOFT LULLABY MAKING MY MIND FLOAT OFF TO PURPLE SKIES I STILL STARE INTO THOSE EYES IN WONDERLAND WHILE I LAY WONDERING WHY IT WAS YOU THE BLACKENED LIE OF LOVE WHO CAME TO TAKE ME AWAY Just another scene in Wonderland I’m still sleeping As I drift away from reality in a brief distance I have no fear of myself dying Because I know you’re too much of an asshole to let me sleep that long without an awakening lotz of misery Why don’t you say the words I’m writing it all out for her I’m tired of caring when no one wants her Screaming obscenities at my closing bedroom door Locked myself away I can’t look you or myself in the face any more Tired of loving Disgusted of scrounging Happy for five minutes Until the unexpected hits Stop lying to me with those counterfeit lips I’m not going to listen To you pour out scruples of things I have already tried to have been I guess that’s what you get when you’re a rag doll invested in paper Eyes scanning the front page of the newspaper To see in large bold print written murder Why couldn’t it have been mine Why couldn’t they have made it my chalk outline I’m tired of líving I’m tired of losing I’m rewiring All the circuits of this females components Surging her over to the dark side Transmitting her over the network of the wired I guess you got everything you ever desired Everything you ever wanted It just never meant anything involving me You never cared When you said you were concerned Your mouth was moving but the lies that came out stayed unheard Self hatred possesses her You can’t even see her A male prima donna she fantasizes over Why? WHY DO I CONTINUE TO LET HER YOU’RE NOT WORTH ANY OF HER ANY PIECE OF HER ANY THOUGHT OF HER YOU DISOWNED HER BECAUSE SHE WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU OR FOR HER FUCK YOU FOR LYING TO HER YOU KNOW WHAT JUST LIKE YOU I CAN’T STAND HER! Chorus Disaesembly of men A female workshop too broken for fixing Men are shit Men are fucked I want to cut Up every little piece Every little memory That possesses you to me I hate you do you hear me I LOATHE YOU CAN YOU FUCKING HEAR ME? WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME AGAIN WHY DID YOU LET LIE UPON LIE ESCULATE TO THE POINT ON YOU SHE’D DEPEND WHEN YOU DIDN’T EVEN WANT HER DIDN’T EVEN SAY A WORD TO HER IN HER DEFENSE Chorus Fuck you Just you watch me get to you I’ll get to you just like you got to me Give me time and you’ll see At the moment I may not be the prettiest Creature you’ve ever seen When you gaze fixates on my outside appearance Give me an allowance Of two or more months I’ll change the flaws every last one You’ll be back with your hands empty Begging to me Please take me back There’s no way in hell I’d EVER do that I hate the way you think of me I hate the way I think of me I’ll change that for both you and me You’re going to be sorry You’re going to regret The day you and I ever met Because I won’t let you die without knowing this Knowing that if You were any other male And if I were any other female It’d be a whole other story I’m sick of stories I’m sick of being your alien Corpses of a million graves I’ll make you eat upon your darkest shame You’ll know me When you’re last breath is coming When your tenaciously dying And you’ll whisper my name Thinking it’s only imaginary But I’ll make you look at me before your eyes have the last closing Another Scene in Wonderland Eyes that have become cordially wet Speaking to a mind that is automatically set A girl in the form of a robot is trapped Why does this have to be it Why couldn’t two entirely different people make it Two opposites in different directions attracted I love you you’re the one who first said it I was only the by stander who believed it Coward unable to defend it Glossy eyed female who couldn’t bring herself to end it Positioned myself into lover’s leap I fell into the deep end Diving back toward the prejudiced teeth To tell myself To stop this or else You’ll be a victim again Lovely instinct Pushed the precinct Love’s a grammatical term to this society that’s extinct Lover lover You force me into the hands of a demon just to suffer Why do I even keep caring When neither you or I can end the disintegration of suffering If you say we could you’d only be lying To yourself and to me I’m tired of hearing propaganda in the words of a want to be Romeo Save me I don’t need to hear it lamely Sick of listening to words Falling short of lips absurd Tired of loving A history of nothing Weary of breathing In through my nostrils Tired of dreaming Of the preposterous Why don’t you tell me something else That I haven’t heard from a skinnier male Why don’t you touch me somewhere else Then the location of right on the neck while spitting saliva that feels so stale Chorus Lies sticking to the back of the throat I slit my fingers down to the nail polish’s second coat Eyes lost of hope You tell me of things you’ve never known Just to make your lies have a good sound Repetition beating me forcefully I’m tired of courting The juxtaposition of romance dreamily It’s a lie waiting for the happening Only it won’t happen No not with this cellular creation of the female kingdom Back off mouth of a prude is distancing Your lips once glistening No longer have the faintest glint I hate to say it but this lady can do just as well without any gent Chorus Screw the world of men I could kiss a frog with company as rarely seldom I have never fastened eyes on any one decent Affection has become absent I no longer need anything I no longer need anyone I will not wear a ring That fashions insecurity of being a woman Who is perfectly fine alone Leave me alone Like you have for the past century Go away Just like you did when gazing at hair the color of rubies Shackled to love’s burden For three hundred and fifty million years I no longer need your descent When it comes to this decade my dear I’m doing just fine I have been all this time Alone without knowing Where the hell you have been I stopped wondering When you stopped coming I stopped thinking When I knew you were good for nothing Other than considerable hurting I no longer again will ever hurt Not when it’s you who’s making me do it Lips that won’t hold back from being curt I don’t want you near so here’s your warning Of my step away alert Dead Weight I’m surrendering to your ambition Of making me say my least favorite word Flinching away from the solitude I once held from deathly permission Silhouette transfusing it’s fingers over the open heart of a girl Take me back into your desire’s submission I want to taste every bit of her Not only the parts that came to break open Why is it you had to do so little to bring this upon A female who had lost all of her inspiration Until you touched her mind Secrets spilling over a thousand pages Bristled from tear drops falling Teeth clenched but I can’t fight back the emotion when your warmth is so contagious No longer listening to any other voice You’ve turned my faith around and uncoiled it from envious fingers You wanted me to fall into such a marvelous joy I never thought it existed except beneath silk that lied upon hangers The type of material only a princess could wear How could I be taught otherwise so quickly from a simple stranger Stranger no longer I can’t call you that No not any more with lips that drenched mine in nectar Not when answering to lips that to mine are stronger Falling away from insomnia brushed eyelids open with vibrant color Awakening to look only at you I no longer want to listen to anyone but you You still wonder why Do you really need to be that curious When you’re the first person to deliver me back into the consciousness of truth I lost my dreams for a symphony of evolution I drank them back into my mind when on your knowledge my mouth found itself sipping Drinking the juice slowly of a sweet nectarine Eyes wet with tears Clothes torn and tattered All things you looked past without the doubt of fear You looked at my soul the one thing to me that had always mattered It’s the reason why I picked you It’s the majority of why I fell in love with you You looked at me as if you had always knew That deep down I was special Special enough to win the battle Of confusion without giving in To my determination of a struggle You defiled the lies alphabetically I looked at your enthusiasm strangely From a world of false thinking Chorus Falling farther and farther away Losing myself more to you With each passing day Caring about it I used to I don’t mind it not now Not now that I know your intention behind the firewall Words of cruelty again I’m able to push back down Into the liars lair Into the fox’s den Where Goldilocks bones lay Among the devil’s feet who looks up at me with a grin I’m no longer scared I no longer feel intrepid Blind with love’s spirit Chorus I’ve listened to A million liars before I’ve been lied to By a million listeners before But this time I actually believe What you have to say about being adored The reason is I just can’t fight it I still don’t understand it But I don’t feel a need to Know every little piece of a mystery construed I can’t bring myself to question this Not when I want it More than any one thing I’ve ever wanted Love to a plain girl’s heart finally added After the world’s fascist toll I’ve lost all of my control To say the syllable of no I can’t I don’t I shan’t I won’t Not this time’ My hands are tied To the back of my shirt I want you to grasp all the hurt That’s underlined beneath of her sternum Just get rid of it Don’t let it get To you or me Ever again I need to be rid of it Just so I can enter benevolence Something that fell short of my mail box Because the sender lost herself below the rocks When hatred twisted itself deep into the root of darkness I haven’t seen light Now for three years Until I encountered you one vast night Can’t get the glimpse of your face out of my mind The sun’s slipping down the veranda with passing time I want to kiss you Over and over I didn’t kiss you Because I was afraid I’d embarrass you with these lips only I could deliver I fell way too far over I feel entirely too much from so many memories left over You made a mistake I can’t stop loving you no matter how many minutes from me it takes away Can’t keep closing my eyes Can’t keep closing my mind Not forever I still hear your words echoing I want to believe I’m just afraid to believe Can you blame me A million years of experience that has only broken a modern girl You poked me In the stomach and my toes curled I wanted more I wanted you to do a lot more Eyes of residence That I can’t stop remembering with each breath The emptiness has taken it’s toll Can you take it away or would you rather just go Then to try and remodel this plain female zombie Who’s been mauled and had her heart destroyed by every asshole I love you Faults taken into consideration I adore you Blunders taken into realization Don’t step on my feelings Don’t ignore me Just say the words of antagonization If you don’t really love me Don’t break the crystallization Just say you don’t love me Chorus Turning back and forth I want to fall down into the wind that’s blowing north I want to dive into your arms If you’ll hold me and keep me warm Just don’t feel like you have to Not If you don’t want to I don’t want you to feel like you have to If it’s not the thing you want to Talk to me Don’t leave my ears empty Answer me Don’t leave my soul feeling this impatient density Chorus Lips made out of strawberries Skins poised from orange peels I don’t want anything more than you to seriously love me Modest mouse just wants honesty revealed Love it’s such a fickle thing to sell yourself into Did I lose my heart to you Steal it back away Shall I let you keep me day after day One more mistake You’ll end up losing my faith My belief of love The one thing that’s already in constant enough Tell me the truth Give me the proof Of knowing you’re not lying Of knowing that it’s not just tricking Of knowing it’s not just me to be the one thinking That this manifestation Really is affection’s creation Just tell me The secret of the way you’re always feeling I don’t want to live forever in confusion I want to be with you but not just as a simple attraction Just another ounce of pain Chalk it up to degradation Plasma depositing from my veins Female robot implantation Hair’s a wreck, clothes are stained Dancing again to sort out my frustration No one cares that her soul’s been totally drained Taste the end of the fuse No one has a clue Glass window you pushed me all the way through FUCK YOU! I said a lie when I spoke to you I was never in love with you I just wanted to go back to that place Of feeling more than partial space Hold her down just in case She makes the decision of slicing you in seventeen different places You never understood the tension and you ignored her straight to her face You’re an asshole of this human race Who only wanted to fall in love with Miss America When you found out I wasn’t that model I no longer had your verification I gave you my soul For you to give me this? You’re such an asshole Vomit all over it She has perceptive eyes Hugging the tiger tightly to her chest feeling it’s nine lives You hurt me positively I hate you one hundred percent I’ll never forgive you receptively I’m not owning jealousy Because you possess nothing for me to envy Chorus Fuck you for hurting me No way in hell are you keeping me Fuck this insanity You’re a liar I want face down on his knees I hate you even more deeply Than the blood coursing through me You weren’t worth me being with I hate to say it But you know nothing Nothing about how to treat women Why don’t you lay down with a dick I think you’d be better off with it Chorus I hate you profusely You’re the type of man that throws me into wanting to live reclusively Why can’t I just slap you Make your teeth penetrate through your skull You’re so fucking stupid I should have knew it Your type of living is dull You can’t sell me into your cult I don’t believe in religion I am my own religion I am nothing natural You put me down as your collateral For another piece of ass You thought I was fifth class I hate you and I’m going to kill you Just you watch me No you probably won’t even see it coming Spell of a hundred years Support me and take off his ears Throw them in the devil’s mouth Angels sit on clouds Their smiles have never touched my lips Because you broke my lips With just one glance of your hypocritical eyes You are the male chauvinist I despise I will make it my personal business to make sure you DIE! Emotion derailing Invocation what are you not telling Breeze of the bones of a skeleton more than chilling You make me consider the masochistic art of cutting away my skin You’re not listening Red, brown, yellow, and orange leaves are drifting Descending farther and farther away from me Distancing their existence, just like you reserve your posture from me Out of reach A tangency to besiege Lost eyes that no longer look at me Oh my Pestilence Oh my Tempestuous You’ve brought me to my knees Ten thousand shades of grey disease You never once looked at me Last night when my claws slandered a vortex You dived away from my center of an apex I hate you and the rest of your sex You only want women with fake breast implants The silly type with implements You don’t have to do anything Not when it comes to me Especially not when you love me You don’t have what it takes to confront me You don’t want me You slimy son of a bitch You don’t need me You oily fucked up prick You look hot You can’t tell me this You were only lying Out of pathetic hope I let you down I know Sorry asshole I’m not beautiful Sorry rag hole I’m not suitable Dishonest Before even the first kiss I was too much ugly’s mistress So your lips Were not obliged to meet mine You’re such a creep Full and lined of crap You never could find the words to speak Too scared of losing dominance of a necessary reputation that’s tragic I hate you so fucking incredibly I want to burn you to a cinder I want to get to run over you and watch your blood splatter on the fenders You weren’t scared of me Just scared of what your friends were thinking Stupid mother fucker Is this what you call God Sucking in another To hang against your metal cross I’m going to watch you fall Whether you want it or not I’ll watch you fall from the crowd Kissing an ugly girl in their eyes isn’t allowed You hated me when you’re even lower than being fowl Can’t stand you I want to abuse you Make you Into a scrap of junk Just like you made the rock godyss of punk Is it gone from me? Has it left me? You’re gone from me
Should I believe the instinct of knowing my entity is drying up into a petrified fountain?
Why did I love you for so damned long
You never gave it back to me
You never showed you would ever want it back from me
Yet I still loved you for so fucking long
You lied to me faithlessly until the last bit of heart I had left had gone
You were wrong
To ever say you loved me
When all you were doing to you and I was lying
I hate you for being such a fucking liar
I hate you for being such a fucking hypocrite
I want to make you eat dirt
I want to make you eat shit
I want to throw your love back in your face with just as much hurt
As with the sacredness of mine you did
You’re a scandalous cheating miscreant
You lied to me from the start until the present
I hate you for using my heart as a weapon
For using me as a play toy you could pick up and throw down at your disgression
I won’t let you become an obession
I won’t let this hatred keep possessing
The back of my mind
Shut the fuck up before I make you die
Maggots and fleas do they taste good when you dine
I saw you want another woman right in front of my own two eyes
You fucking snake
You hypocritical conformist societal flake
I want to watch you burn torturously with no escape
I want to burn you
I want to scratch up and down you
Cannibalism looks good on you
Plump skin like that in five hundred and sixty five degrees would cook really good
I can’t despising you
And everyone just like you
The fakers that cough up fake blood
I want to break your heart in two
Just like you did with the fragments left of mine
I want to watch you crumble in disbelief
I want to hear you whine
I want to hear you beg me
To let you free of not dying
I can’t do that wouldn’t you know it?
You don’t know why I can’t do it
You just want to play at being saved
I’ll never save you
I’ll never change my mind with a bastard like you about being saved
Was I a good enough joke to keep you entertained
Running out of the building
Not able to hear my breathing
Scratches formidable on the epidermis’s ceiling
Stared at the ceiling for too damned long
Wondering how I’d feel if I could just make your memory be gone
Heartless, Spineless Unprofessional
Stupidity burning into the ankles
Fall down against the palace
Of thorns that break a girl away from being ordinary
Made to be priceless
You want to set a price on her talent that you’ll never possess necessarily
Hate me
I no longer give a fuck what you do
Despise me
You know you already fucking do
Men can go to hell
For one sick twisted little female
Smoking another cigarette
Coricidin goes down my throat so smooth
You warned me not to touch the gender opposite
They only know how to bruise
Did I listen to experience
No I was to stupid to want to believe
Did I believe in my embarrassment
No not until it was too late for it to be retrieved
Why’d you ask me to come when you were going to be busy
Why’d you say you wanted me when all you did was dismiss me
Don’t you dare say you miss me
You fucking lying piece of shit
I’ll never again believe it
I’m not listening
So walk away from these ears of understanding
Because I’m not trying to understand you when I’ve already done my best
I’m not going to get involved with you I’m already highly depressed
Fuck off
You homosexual wanna be rip off
You think it’s cute when I jack off
I’m sick of becoming a male’s latest prop
I told you to stop
When you fucking wouldn’t stop
I won’t let you touch me
Not after that ambiguity
Return me to the state of androgyny
Sexless I need to become
Defy the kingdom
Of male lust
Kidney thief who wants to sell yours iced in a bucket
FUCK IT!
Chorus
You thought you had me wrapped around that hypocritical finger
Stop redefining the properties of society
When you belong to it you conformer!
YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME!
YOU’VE NEVER BEEN LOOKED AT AS ME!
YOU DON’T KNOW MY HUMILITY
YOU CAN’T HAVE MY BODY
YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKING IDIOT WHO GOES BY THE CHRISTIAN PHILOSOPHY
WHEN YOU’RE A WALKING CONTRADICTION
YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE IN FACT OR FICTION
YOU HAVE NO FAITH OR YOU WOULDN’T
HAVE ME THIS WAY PIN POINTED!
Chorus
Spell against the newly walking male
I want to watch you fall down to the portal of hell
I hate you and the way you smell
You don’t smell like me
You Don’t look like me
You don’t act like me
You don’t think like me
YOU’RE NOTHING LIKE ME
STOP FUCKING LYING
I’VE HEARD THESE LIES ALL BEFORE
YOU LOVE FEMALES WHO DEGRADE THE MALE SEX
WHEN YOU ARE THE REASON WE HATE THE FUNCTION OF BELONGING TO A WORLD WITH MORE THAN ONE SEX
GENDER DYSFUNCTION
YOU PUSHED A MISINFORMED FEMALE INTO THE TRAP OF CORRUPTION
FUCK YOU FOR YOUR INTERRUPTION
OF A NEWLY THOUGHT UP LIE
DON’T EVEN TRY
AND TELL ME YOU NEVER MEANT TO HURT ME
AGAIN YOU’RE ONLY FUCKING LYING
WHAT IS THIS THE ONE TRILLIONTH FUCKING TIME?
I’VE LISTENED BUT THIS TIME I’LL BE THE ONE OUT OF LINE
NO MORE FREE TRIAL FOR THE LIAR WHEN HE’S SMILING
THAT SMUG SATISFACTION OF CONNIVING
AND FUCKING ME OVER
NO MORE NO LONGER
SO GET AWAY
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
I DON’T NEED TO LOSE YOU
BECAUSE I’D WILLINGLY GIVE YOU AWAY! Gothic little slut
I can’t stop thinking about this stuff
Pathetic little slut
She wants to kiss you but doesn’t have the guts
Penetrated little slut
Lost herself to someone who didn’t care enough
Blasphemous little slut
She believes in God only when she wants a darkened result
Stupid little slut
Lying face down on the table
Fucked up little slut
You never knew her state was this unstable
No longer possessable little slut
Scraped her finger nails down her arm to the point of blood and you don’t even notice
Masochistic little slut
Anger enrages her voice and still you don’t even notice
Mother fucking little slut
I cursed with the demon
He told me believe in me enough
And I’ll love you the same words I’ve always heard from men
Did I believe him?
Only for ten minutes
Did I believe you?
Only for ten more minutes
I meant nothing
Don’t deny it
I saw it so there is no denying
You care about me when I’m dying
Open faced lie that’s far fetched
You know what I no longer care about being touched
Men are only whores good for fucking
Spinning out of control body rocking
You made me feel so unimportant
Couldn’t you have paid attention to me for more than two seconds of a moment?
Heart in shambles of pieces is forever broken
You can’t fix it
This time it’s not just a missing piece out of a sprocket
It’s gone
Far from it
Heart all gone
Stay the fuck away from it
Please don’t ever speak of it
Not again
If you have any thoughts of helping you and I out then do this for assistance
Leave my mind alone
Stay the fuck away from me and burn your existence from my soul!
Frackled
Down to the point of nonsense
I put up with your bull shit and by hell I was tackled
I can’t take your wanting me from one day to the next instance
Either say you love me while treating me with respect
Or don’t say the words because I’m not hallmark attached to a box of Kleenex
I’m not going to cry
I’m not going to whine
I’m going to bitch
Until you listen
To a solution of reason
Because this way of impulsion
I refuse to get treated
So either say it and fucking mean it
Or shut the fuck up and go find a bimbo who will let you push her through your bull shit
Treated like a common slave if you want a merchandisable Barbie you’d better hold a press conference for that
Because being thought of and treated as one I won’t put up with that
I’m losing myself in the hereditary of Mars
Venus used to believe herself to be a star
Until she fell into the arms of a loser
A male drama queen who loved to abuse her
I have no idea where I stand with you
Are you just fucking with her too
Answer me
Before I make your brain become Satan’s property
Answer me
Before I jam my nails into your eyes psychotically
Men shall pay
For the wounds brought against her
There’s nothing you can say
To convince me to stop her
I want to watch you slip away
Fall under
The hands of a female who’s lost her sanity
You hurt me
Do you realize how badly of an injury
You pushed me to make myself live with?
Of course not
You never saw the scratches
I dug into my unwanted skin
Push me under again
I need to feel the anger just enough to get violent
Just enough to savor your lying skin
Kissed before
One kiss means nothing more
So shut up
Because I’ve had enough practice with the male slut
Time destroys a balance
Speed of mind creates a challenge
Loved you until I pushed myself into malnutrition
The soul of a woman is just another contradiction
Your tone of breath against my neck is haunting
Incantations these lips keep chanting
For and against men
Lips of substanceless air you never shut them
I’m sick of hearing you talk
Losing control you could never stop
I begged you to not touch one seeming less drop
You never listened to the end of the bargain
End of the world and you’re not ready for the encounter
The voice of a hundred ages that only your thoughts could bring in
Fancy words was all you wanted and in your spineless condition is where you have them
Chorus
Shut up
I’m tired of hearing excuses
Coming out of the mouths of legendary scum
Your eyes dare to stare at my bruises
Little girl why’d you want me
Sorry mister but that’s the wrong question to ask me
Little girl do you want to screw me
Wrong proposition to ask me
Little girl why’d you fall in love with me
Wrong sentence to ask me
Chorus
Ten million females dripping at your feet
Can you tell me this why did you choose me?
When you could have had any
Any of the few million who’s hearts were up for the offering
Why mine
Why yours
Why’d you take mine
Why’d you let me take yours
Answer that predicament
I’ve been waiting months just to hear it
The reason why
You chose me so improperly
Couldn’t you have told me
The secret behind this before stealing
Away my innocent virginity
Nothing meant leas to you then an adolescent’s purity
I hear the lies breaking
Your bridge is crumbling
From ancient positioning
Into the futile shape of nothing
I’m still here sitting
Waiting patiently for your judging
You’re not coming out pretty
In fact I wouldn’t even say you’ll ever be coming
Back into this necessity
You fooled love a time too many
We the fanged imp’s of the sprite’s vengence will sink into you
Uneducated of the mystical occult you’ll never know it was only the force of one incredible female that took over you
Firefly
Eyes are wild
She’s been resisting desire
For the longest of time
Firefly
Eyes still wild
How could you turn a mere female insect
Into this display of disrespect
Firefly
Eyes so wild
Kiss her bleeding lips with chamomile
Heal her heart with just one unbroken smile
Ask the firefly to stay
With her hair in an unfashionable disarray
You don’t care about it
Just as long as you taste her possessive lips
Do you really want the firefly to stay
She’s not cute but you tell her she is any way
One word against her you won’t hear of it
The world said she was scary but you won’t listen to it
Firefly so many reason to leave
She’s getting to close she’s falling in too steep
Just one word is all it takes
Hearing you she’s taken over and the words no and good bye are figments of speech she can’t say
Firefly she wants you to stay
She won’t ask you
Hoping you’ll tell her so in your own way
She’s just funny like that you’d know it wouldn’t you
Firefly bouncing off of air
Her hair’s too red and her skin’s too fair
You won’t say a word about it I swear
I know the faults to see their all there
Firefly lying behind a wall
Enclosing herself because two more steps and she’s sure to fall
Firefly crossed over from darkness
You say to her the sun is jealous of the way her eyes sparkle
Firefly wants to know why you say the words of this all
You can’t say a reason and you hide it in the way you talk
Is it love that makes you think it
Or do you just really believe in it
Firefly beckoned by love
It’s silly isn’t and it’s unheard of
Unbeknown as it is
Firefly’s lost her breath to believing in love’s vision Worse Week laterZ men don’t read my journal thanx much ;p Let me be Your lips are poisoned Don’t let me see The images your love contained Kill me The rest of my soul you’ve already drained Why did I try more why did I force me To try and make love move forward Is it just me Or are you a coward Is it just me Will you make me bow just because you’re a man and think you have all the power? Lips untouched by a marble Falling down from the side of the sea Nectar of a starving hydraulic Sun kissed by the sting Swept backwards into nostalgia I still can’t forget the tears no matter how hard I blink I loved you perfectly You loved me improperly I sat in a recession quietly Waiting for you to confess the error that lied behind you and me You never told me of your affection disappearing gently You never communicated with me openly Did you ever once think of me When you didn’t have to necessarily? The sun shone for five minutes briefly Until you turned away from my gaze hesitantly You couldn’t say it any more I no longer was anything you adored Did you see the hatred swell inside of me Or did you just lose yourself from me profusely Or did you do it purposely? Tricked again Into the hand of a mortal jhinn You sucked it all out You uncovered the barrier of love that Satan never found You toyed with my feelings day after day Turning into night after night Not believing you I listened to all the words your mouth came to say Why did I let you get away with such a practical lie? Falling back down again by the sea side The place where they buried me your has been bride Kiss these lips of frigid porcelain Do you dare let your tongue trail against the stain? Blood pouring from two angelic eyes You listened but ignored all of her cries I wanted to believe you I wanted to believe in you I wanted to be with you I wanted to be within you I never got that far Far enough to say I ever replaced a liar And pushed him outside the boundary of my heart No his name still lies in the crevasse of my mind I still love him even though he has no heart An artist with no self respect A human being who has lost his self respect You took away hers along with yours What do you have to say for yourself when you ruined her forever Happily ever after That’s how it supposedly ends My representation of love failed to be anything but disaster He did it purposely He abused me purposely What do I have to show for purposely Except dwelling in agony Wondering You Never Listen Throwing myself into an addiction The mind of this girl turning into an abstraction Pushing myself out of love my latest ambition Do you feel this same passion What does it mean How did it transpire into me? Time’s voice is whispering Whispering words into my silted head That tilts with the access of multiple feelings just now unzealed What did I do When I looked at you What did I feel When I let your eyes surround me to unveil The truth that was hiding for centuries Conveying itself for generations without complaint I lost it didn’t I? The fragment that separates my soul from a human’s entity Has the despair also disappeared from my eyes? That part of me tell me has it tragically became misplaced? Apprehension forms in my enlarged eyes I want to know if it was just my heart or more that your talent of sorcery took away Tell me Oh won’t you tell me Make the words fall from the sky potently I need to hear the intention behind your discrepancy Do you dare to love such an imp? One who will never let your mind rest One who will never stop her questioning One who will never stop trying to disagree Even if she knows that you have her beaten? Can you take falling Even when landing on the markings of the destination of being right Can you handle her defiance night after night Is it all a game to you Answer me won’t you Yes I know you will It only takes a matter of when you will I’m waiting here Waiting for you When you get here I’ll jump into the limbs that belong to you Will you accept me Or push me away from knowing the secret that I’m insane and crazy Can you handle it all Or do you just say you can take it all I want to know if it’s a myth do unto consideration The proper time only makes me shift to impatience Ambivalence for so long does it aid to my frustration No I don’t suppose you’d know I hope you’ve never had to feel this way or know The feelings that live deep down inside of me The ones I beared for so long from him until the point I became completely empty Miss PiXy iz Dying of Boredom laterZ the latest mrow tired yet happy today laterZ You think you have it all set Pretending to be a rocker when deep down you’re a red neck Why can’t you with the un used hearts ever fucking grow up Poser I want you to back your ass up Give recognition to who really began this revolution This revelation of heavy metal and electric guitars That goes back years before your birth of evolution Ever took place here Oh what will I wear I want to puke in your prearranged hair You don’t know who or what we are You have no idea what we were made from You think you can be us But I have news for you Bow down before us You insolent fool We’ll think about accepting you with acknowledgement Why the hell should we accept a stupid little lackey who doesn’t struggle the battle of feeling torment? You Can’t be one of us so stop tyting Gothic liar in tight clothing Not one single scar Not one single bruise No broken heart Your soul doesn’t wear a wound You still own your seal of approval You don’t fight with the encounter of thinking you’re not beautiful I want to get rid of you with some anti loser removal You don’t listen because you’re too stupid To hear the words of leave Go on do it No one wants you here you remind us of the fake rocker disease Don’t you hear us? We’re asking nicely for you to leave us Hang up your lies I want to make your civious mouth that can’t sing die I’m tired of hearing you try and use my music along with my language I want to watch your ass diminish fall into vaporisor and vanquish Selfish enough to rip out my heart Stab at each individual part Your disguise of being hard core is falling apart I saw through it from the start We’ll find a new location so you don’t know where we are Do you think you’ll ever find out who you really are Or will you always follow the crowd of liars? You’ve never had this problem Stop trying to fake yourself as rocker little girl who’s definitely a farmer Broken promises I’m sick of hearing them Woke up screaming at a demon In the form of a male body who thought he’d use me to inject his semen See unlike you who is always attached to a horny man’s lips Lust is only an object and I don’t need it Love is complicated That’s why you’ve never fell into it Desire is easy to be unlimited That’’s why you bought into it Chorus I told you not to listen to it But you did it any way I told you not to believe in it But you did it any way I told you not to give into it But you did it any way I told you not to let yourself fall into the bottomless pit of sin But you let yourself fall any way You never cared about the words I would say You never paid attention to the things I would say You were too busy finding out I was right in your own way Why are you such a meaningless consumed idiot? He lied to you didn’t he When he took off your panties Did it make you feel good that you’d given up your virginity Did it make you feel proud to know you’d intercepted in intercourse You said no and lied to daddy and mommy of course Chorus I see through those transparent eyes The ones that have no feelings Because they have no horror stories to hide Killing you would be too delving I want to hear you scream out in agony When leather hits across your flesh I want to hear you cry out stop Can you take just one thrash Against that of which you think is perfect skin Your blood I want to waste and spill every drop You don’t deserve to breathe When all you can do it sit and stare with disdain at me You don’t know what we are You’ve never felt what we are You couldn’t take feeling what we are We just want to kill you Is that so bad We just want to dismantle you Is that really so bad? We just want to smah you Into little tiny pieces We just want to get rid of you The one who runs around portraying a pretend thesis That of the world of a rockette Being broken you could never handle it So why don’t you give up And shut the fuck up Because I’m tired of looking at your body that doesn’t have a single mark Not one tiny scratch of mutiny You make fun of the suicidal Yet you push yourself so low to kiss a gothic You think it makes you so much more perfect Since you’re not already perfect enough In that little closed mind of racism Face it You don’t have what it takes To join the rocker race So bow down Shut the hell up and GET THE FUCK OUT! Shitload of Problemz Why can’t I cut your face out of my head Why won’t the words you said To me turn into thin air like everything else that evaporated Whore in the form of a girl you dominated Thought she was an angel Until the method of your authority was debated You couldn’t handle me for one second You thought you had a codependent to manipulate That dream faded like that suit bought at a chain store second hand Kissed lips for miles But you couldn’t forget those lips twisted into a grim smile No comfort comes to these scraped knees I’ve looked for your dark demon eyes beyond the trees You left me You never had the guts to tell me You never once loved me You were just having fun hurting me While I was loving you You were demising a plan to go to any lengths of possibility To lose the taste of me To forget the memory Of how I made you what you are From a piece of a broken glass, from the supernova of a castrated star Will you ever thank your maker Fuck no You have no respect for her You want to know why you never wanted her? She’s not a whore the type you’re used to seeing when you dance down to the corner Of the street of Broadway I’m sick of thinking about you and how I used to be happy I can’t make myself happy any more it’s impossible physically I can’t help but wonder if he’d kiss me If I’d honestly feel anything Nothing at all Except another paper doll To add to your collection of scraps of paper You kissed the woman that raped her Did you send her Did you sacrifice me to her For the mere fantasy that swells in that head Of an ego over stuffed? Awaken to the beating of a nymph She’s lost the hope of feeling You took it all away from me You probably would want want me to thank you I’d rather kill you And erase that terribly confident look off your face The face of a million disguises that not even a PiXy could sense from it being so vain Look at me Or won’t your eyes stretch properly You’re a liar I want to kick you until those filthy lips apologize Give me back the time I wasted when listening to those lies The ones that you told me About always staying in love with me No the best one was how you were going to marry me You’re nothing Absolutely fucking nothing I want to hurt you until you feel nothing Just like me Why can’t I make you feel just like me? It was you who gave me all this pent up misery I loved you severely When my eyes were blind and my heart was never listening To the things my mind said about your stupidity Because I wanted to keep on loving you Because I thought it would be you To be the last one to hurt me But you did press me into agony Now didn’t you my darling You still let those lips lie to me And the greatest mistake you’ve ever made Was simply ignoring me You’ll soon see the error of your mistake Then you’ll think about me The way I think about you for days Stuck in my head stuck in my body Fuck you for doing this to me I hate you for constantly fucking with me I despise you for never finishing This game of a joke that you started out bastard called worshiping I want to chew you into I want to break into you To make you see every single fault Of who you are The person who has forgotten all his faith The one with all my mercy I saved It was all a waste Because you don’t use the sentiment I gave you for anything but a simple pussy chase Mississippi in the middle of a dry spell Jimmy Rogers on the Victrola up high Mama's dancin', there's a baby on her shoulder The sun is settin' like molasses in the sky The boy could sing, knew how to move, everything Always wanting more, he'd leave you longing for Black velvet in that little boy's smile Black velvet with that slow southern style A new religion that'll bring you to your knees Black velvet if you please Up in Memphis the music's like a heat wave White lightening, bound to drive you wild Mama's baby's in the heart of every schoolgirl "Love me tender" leaves them cryin' in the aisles The way he moved, it was a song, so sweet and true Always wanting more, he'd leave you longing for Black velvet in that little boy's smile Black velvet with that slow southern style A new religion that'll bring you to your knees Black velvet if you please Every word of every song he sang was for you In a flash he was gone, it happened so soon What could you do? Black velvet in that little boy's smile Black velvet with that slow southern style A new religion that'll bring you to your knees Black velvet if you please Black velvet in that little boy's smile Black velvet with that slow southern style A new religion that'll bring you to your knees Black velvet if you please -Allanah Myles It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since u took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since u took your love away Since u been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u It's been so lonely without u here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better have fun No matter what u do But he's a fool `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u All the flowers that u planted, mama In the back yard All died when u went away I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard But I'm willing to give it another try Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u -Sinead O'Connor My Soul'z Falling Apart laterZ Pain of a Lonely Grrrl Taking Over She took my father from my life oh Took my sister and brothers oh I watched her torturing my child Feeble I was then but now I'm grown Fire on Babylon Oh yes a change has come Fire on Babylon Fire Fire Fire She's taken everything I liked She's taken every lover oh And all along she gave me lies Just to make me think I loved her Fire on Babylon Oh yes a change has come Look what she did to her son Fire Fire Fire on Life's backwards Life's backwards People turn around The house is burned The house is burned The children are gone Fire Fire Fire on Babylon Oh yes a change has come Fire on Babylon Fire Fire, oh Fire, oh Fire on Babylon Oh yes a change has come Look what she did to her son Look what she did to her son Fire, haha Fire, haha Fire Fire Fire, aha Fire on Babylon Fire on Babylon -Sinead O'Connor You Made Me the Thief of Your Heart You made me the thief of your heart I hope you're happy now... ...I could never make you so... you were a hard man... no harder in this world you made me cold and you made me hard and you made me the thief of your heart Winter is cold...oh! But you're colder still and for the first time I feel like you're mine I share you with the one who will mend what falls apart and turn a blind eye to the thief of your heart Ohhh you lost Ohhh you lost all you lost all you lost all I'll never wash these clothes I want to keep the stain Your blood to me is precious nor would I spill it in vain your spirit sings though your lips never part singing only to me the thief of your heart Ohhh you lost Ohhh you lost Ohhh you lost all lost all Ohhh you lost Ohhh you lost all lost all -Sinead O'Connor my knife it's sharp and chrome come see inside my bones all of the fiends are on the block I'm the new king I taste the queen in here we are all anemic in here anemic and sweet so go get your knife and come in so go get your knife and lay down so go get your knife now kiss me I can float here forever in this room we can't touch the floor in here we're all anemic in here anemic and sweet so go get your knife and come in so go get your knife and lay down so go get your knife now kiss me -the Deftones Why Must I b Related to these People? laterZ I don't wanna be no man's woman It don't make me happy this mantrolling Thing that you got for me so I become No man's woman I don't wanna be no man's woman I've other work I want to get done I haven't traveled this far to become No man's woman No Man's woman Cuz I'm tired of it And I'm not scared of it That I'll never trust again Cuz a man could fake you Take your soul and make you Miserable in so much pain My friends think I'm alone but I've got secrets I don't tell everything about the love I get I got a lovin man but he's a spirit He never does me harm never treats me bad He never takes away all the love he has And I forgive him a million times I'm never tired of it And I'm not scared of it Cuz it doesn't cause me pain Like a man could fake you Take your soul and make you Never be yourself again I never wanna be no man's woman I only wanna be my own woman I haven't traveled this far to become No man's woman No man's woman No man's woman -Sinead O'Connor Two Thingz Why Didn't She Just Name Me Fuckable? GOMEN NE sunao ja nakuteyume no naka nara ierushikou kairo wa SHO-TO sunzenima sugu aitai yo nakitaku naru you na moonlightdenwa mo dekinai midnightdatte junjou doushiyouHA-TO wa mangekyou tsuki no hikari ni michibikarenandomo meguriau seiza no matataki kazoeuranau koi no yukueonaji kuni ni umareta no [1]MIRAKURU ROMANSU mo ichido futari de weekendkami-sama kanaete happy endgenzai kako mirai moanata ni kubittake deatta toki no natsukashiimanazashi wasurenai ikusenman no hoshi karaanata wo mitsukerareruguuzen mo CHANSU ni kaeruikikata ga suki yo fushigi na kiseki KUROSU shitenandomo meguriau seiza no matataki kazoeuranau koi no yukueonaji kuni ni umareta noMIRAKURU ROMANSUshinjite-iru noMIRAKURU ROMANSU You just can’t stop fucking with my head Cellulose sycophant all in a girls package enclosed You made sure she was 0 cellophane wrapped No particle to be seen Eyes of a kind stranger may take her in I never hear you shut up but my soul won’t give in The transformal of an awakening Have I turned into nothing When I partook of deciding to sip the aroma of being a stranger A victim of a girl in danger Peril of falling Deep under the spell of your love’s attraction Sing to me You asked me to let my voice be unleashed Drips of honey You taught me not to be scared and to let my spirit free I’m falling insanely I want your arms to fold around me Catch me in your outer blanket of security I’ll become your property Your tongue doesn’t even have to beckon it to me No I don’t want words to take shift or form primarily Let your mouth linger over my lips impurity Whispering beneath the rain drops that connect a perfect fairy tale of my story I still wear my fear The fear of losing to the sinister downfall of rejection What if you don’t want me here What if I’m just another abstraction A dimensional portrayal of your lying intention To pretend that you’ll stay here forever despite my disabled condition Wicked as it is I wear the war of uncertainty well Kiss away the jealous drops of the sun on my face labeled freckles Can I say the words more than once without becoming frozen Can I lick you more than twice without becoming immobile Look at me the way no one else will Kiss me the way no one else dares to try of free will Love me the stationary no one can get past Stay with me until eternity’s judgement has been cast I fell dead straight and away In love with you yet the words I have yet to say I’m a bit afraid That if I let the truth falter you’ll run away Can I say it Do you really want me to say it? Chorus Here he comes again Stars collided with the moon when our lips met Did my black lipstick leave an outer stain The back of my tongue wet Wet with anticipation that you’ll heal all the pain Bitter child who’s always been treated like an infant By man and woman alone I don’t know I really can’t say If this is right If this is it on this benign night Show me that you can make everything go back to being all right I want to believe I really want to believe How can I thought when everything in my heart has always been deceived? Chorus I’ve had love fall into an empty palm of my hand It never lasted except when he had a demand A need for my body’s outer appearance To give a fantasy of a PiXy from Never Never Land He could never understand The complex thorns that underlay beneath my petals I keep a rigid outer exterior to keep everyone I can away They don’t listen they don’t want to hear what I have to say So I keep my lips closed Until your lips above mine are poised To swoop down And take heaven’s kiss unbound Kiss me Don’t stop No please don’t stop I’ll do anything you want Just darling please don’t stop Everyone else has stopped Stopped believing in me Everyone no longer can stand me Hateful and stinging I slap the face of every human being That comes into my sight with the gender name Belonging to that of male Because they’ve ridiculed me They’ve degraded me To the point of no longer being able to feel tenderly You’re the first person I’ve gave myself to in a long time this freely So don’t take your mercy away I can’t live again when I go back to that intrusive way I love Cloraseptic spray laterZ Finally Awake Medusa fell in love with a snake He sprang from her head and whispered into her ear the secret against hate He never had a good intention He just wanted to lose her in her own stone reflection A girl turned from beauty into degradation You hurt me with all your sexual frustration You wanted me to relieve it By sinking me through your teeth Like the lies you whispered in your silvery white cocoon of leaves Twist me around that coil A rotten girl who you thought couldn’t be spoiled From the seat of ruin Spoon full of poison Lies behind that slick tongue The one you ran over my lips of ruby that slowly turned crimson Draining the purity of blood’s oxygen A killer laid in her prince of a serpent He kept her in the dark Until she grew codependent Upon venom itself He said with his raspy reptile voice “Let’s not dwell” “My love for you would have meant nothing Medusa because a snake without a victim can only grow frail” Love me Medusa my queen of the realm known as invisible You’re the only one can keep my secret The secret of loneliness locked away in her eyes of abandonment Medusa trampled that serpent with her shallow heel She couldn’t take knowing that her wounds would never heal Medusa used to love a snake Until his affection ebbed into the trickle pool of the belligerent of fake Take the snakes body away Medusa can’t dare glance her eyes that way On that small limp body That had turned her suffering from cruelty to agony Medusa no longer loves a snake Because he fell back into Satan’s condemned lake |
