Name: Gothy/Heather/PiXy/Iscis
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 Which Moral Minority persona are you? by  phatjoe BLEACH!  Find out which Buffy villian you are most like! By lovely
You really value your friends and your family, but more than anything, you value your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/person you are stalking. You don't necessarily value yourself very much, but it's ok because you will find someone else to value you. Sad, but you're oblivious, so it doesn't matter. Take the Which Led Zeppelin Song Are You? Quiz Good Night I've let you press into me I'd let you kiss me If you'd only Look at me Look me in the eyez End your 463248719 liez I want to b looked at with bright eyez Instead of eternal sad eyez And when you walk down the alley way And look straight past me I wish I were the pavement Because you just stepped all over me And gave it absolutely no thought I need to know you I need to see you But you never give me the satisfaction More than a coupon for practice And I let you blow me away for one stupid night of passion Throw me away Come on baby I'm waiting for you to say That I'm scary and crazy That you no longer want me Come lipz let us pray That he'll reconsider Leaving us for the queen of mean to suffer Chorus Take it Make it Now come on Break it Break every sliver you took That containz me in it Run away with it Look at it Lick it Think of it Everything we put into it And say forget it Because itz too much to repeat Too shrewd to entreat Chorus And I loved it When you said it And meant it But you no longer mean it You no longer want it I no longer love it Im just confused with it Confused with the excess of you Wondering what can I do To get you fully bak Wondering what did I do To make you react So apathetic to me So hateful to me And why do you no longer love me You said you were wrong But I guess you were right And I have to move on With or with out you good night demon Every finger in the room is pointing at me I wanna spit in their faces Then I get afraid what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my COURAGE would choose to sell out now. I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I've been raising up my hands Drive another nail in Just what GOD needs One more victim Why do we crucify ourselves Every day I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Every day I crucify myself And my HEART is sick of being in chains Got a kick for a dog beggin' for LOVE I gotta have my suffering So that I can have my cross I know a cat named Easter He says will you ever learn You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I've been raising up my hands Drive another nail in Got enough GUILT to start My own religion Why do we crucify ourselves Every day I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Every day I crucify myself And my HEART is sick of being in chains Please be Save me I CRY Looking for a savior in these dirty streets Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets I've been raising up my hands Drive another nail in Where are those angels When you need them Why do we crucify ourselves Every day I crucify myself Nothing I do is good enough for you Crucify myself Every day I crucify myself And my HEART is sick of being in chains Why do we change (chains?) Crucify ourselves Everyday Never going back again Crucify myself again You know Never going back again to Crucify myself Everyday okayz there it iz ;p eih I called my sister Sherry today and asked her if she knew of any playz and she reccomended Neil Simon the same thing Amy said ;p eih so I guess I'll try and get to the library tomorrow I can't really find anything online I wish I could talk to my mom about what I thought I saw but she'd flip out she hatez hearing me talk about what happened between Brandon and me she alwayz took hiz side on it and blamed me I just don't get it all those thoughtz came bak to me bak in November and I could remember everything az if it were happening then I don't feel that way any more but eih I had another encounter like thiz only it didnt come in a dream becoz i didnt sleep for a week that time and I thought it waz just hallucination from sleep deprivation and that it all came from my thoughtz and felt the same way and I waz just scared to go to sleep for like a day that soon ended and went away tho so Id say thiz will too. thankfully eih ohh wellz I guess that'z all I have to say for now laterZ sonnet XXX Edna St Vincent Millay Love is not all: it is not meat nor drink Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain; Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink And rise and sink and rise and sink again; Love can not fill the thickened lung with breath, Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone; Yet many a man is making friends with death Even as I speak, for lack of love alone. It well may be that in a difficult hour, Pinned down by pain and moaning for release, Or nagged by want past resolution's power, I might be driven to sell your love for peace, Or trade the memory of this night for food. It well may be. I do not think I would. sonnet Night is my sister, and how deep in love, How drowned in love and weedily washed ashore, There to be fretted by the drag and shove At the tide's edge, I lie—these things and more: Whose arm alone between me and the sand, Whose voice alone, whose pitiful breath brought near, Could thaw these nostrils and unlock this hand, She could advise you, should you care to hear. Small chance, however, in a storm so black, A man will leave his friendly fire and snug For a drowned woman's sake, and bring her back To drip and scatter shells upon the rug. No one but Night, with tears on her dark face, Watches beside me in this windy place ESVM Only until this cigarette is ended, A little moment at the end of all, While on the floor the quiet ashes fall, And in the firelight to a lance extended, Bizarrely with the jazzing music blended, The broken shadow dances on the wall, I will permit my memory to recall The vision of you, by all my dreams attended. And then adieu,farewell!the dream is done. Yours is a face of which I can forget The color and the features, every one, The words not ever, and the smiles not yet; But in your day this moment is the sun Upon a hill, after the sun has set. Ebb I know what my heart is like Since your love died It is like a hollow ledge Holding a little pool Left there by the tide, a tepid little pool, Drying inward from the edge Thiz iz what I feel like a lot of the time any more ;/ az sad az it iz eih I really wish I were loved again ;/ maybe some day. . .til then a tepid little pool drying away iz my heart vampire quotez like the carelessness in carrying out of funeral rights and if the body is buried without the blessings of a priest it will probably come back I think this is a more evil way of becoming a vampire, you will be the most meanest and automatically you lose all human emotions. you feel no fear no remorse no regret you dont care about anything but to feed. They are the most violent vampires " many whitness reports indicate that a vampire cannot be actually cought nor killed while it is walking around since it is a spirit" " folklore concerning vampires said that they preyed on the people they loved the most (keep in mind that love in this case is evil), But Van Helsing changes this slightly, telling the men that Dracula preys upon the ones they loved best" 0) What's the time/date now? 2-6-02 7:59pm (1) whats your name? Heather (2) Are you happy with it?: nao not really (3) Are you named after anyone?: Nop (4) Your nickname: Heath, heatZ, Heathy, Heat, Heatharoo, PiXy ;p, Gothy, Iscis, Raggedy Ann, Ragdoll, LiL Succubus Chick, Miss Cutie, Gypsy, Jane, Mary Jane, Rainbow, Starlet, Glitter Bitch, Goth Queen, Satania, Satan in Hellz, Hazel, Shrew, Silver, Flame, Madison, TriXy and a lot more (5) Your screenname: KaNjiTaTooDTriXy (6) Would you name a child of yours after you? nop (7) Then what would you name your children? boy: Jensen Ethan or Devilin something girl:Rayna Iris (8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Jared (9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? Tascha ;p (10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? eih heahter heater (11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? Nah *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* BASICS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* (12) Your gender: Girl (13) Straight/gay/bi? straight (14) Single? Yes (15) Want to be? Dunno (16) Your birthdate: 04-20-83 (17) Your age: I am 18 (18) Age you act: I am a child at heart (19) Age you wish you were: 2 (20) Your height: 5'6 (21) The color of your eyes:Blue (22) Happy with it? nao i want green (23) The color of your hair:red (24) Happy with it? yes (25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Right (26) Your living arrangement? I dont care just as long as im being taken care of (27) Your family: Has mental disorders up the ass! (28) Have any pets? Cinnamon my bow wow, Yeller, bunch o catz, Sunshine, Shadow the dong, Hershey, Dixie, malfunction (29) What's your job: screwin (30) Piercing?: eih 12 in my earz (31) Tattoos? No (32) Obsessions? Love, PiXyZ, Nymphz, Sirenz, guyZ, uhm sex, drugz, being bad, wild, eih japanese stuff, dragonz, dragonflyz, glitter, shiny thingz, etc (33) Addictions? cigarettez, smoking, drugz, diet soda, ppl 34) Do you collect anything? eih yah stuffed animalZ (35) Do you speak another language? Not fluently (36) Have a favorite quote? ' I'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing the skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just the like waterfall i'm drowning in, two feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face and if i could just reach you maybe i can leave this place ' -NIN i like thiz one tascha so Im stealing it ;p but eih myne "Damn the mahn" "Shock me shock me shock me with that deviant hehavior" "I do not regret the thingz I have done but those I have not done" all from Empire Recordz "Enough with the chit chat Im feeling neglected" Wicked Lady "Fix me now bring me bak to life fix me now kiss me blind somebody should from hallow into light crashing siren broken down fallen into night who gave up or who gave in ill go without a fight cut me down or cut me dead cut me in or out kiss me blind till after time dig away my doubt" Garbage "you thought i waz a lil girl you thought i waz a lil mouse you thought youd take me by surprise now im here burning down your house" Garbage (37) Do you have a webpage? Old and doeznt zactly werk *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* (38) Do you live in the moment? yes (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Depends (40) Do you have any secrets? Yes (41) Do you hate yourself? yes (42) Do you like your handwriting? NAO it sux ;p (43) Do you have any bad habits? I like to inflict pain on myself when bored or stressed and it's not always self mutilation. i also like to push otherz away from me by saying how awful i am and how ugly i am and how fawked i am until they just grow annoyed with me i also fawk up relationshipz really well Ever ran until you collapsed? (44) What is the compliment you get most from people? That i'm awesome, have great hair (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? It would be something totally creative and unique..cant think of an example but it would be awesome. (46) What's your biggest fear? Being alone or hurting people i love (47) Can you sing? When i wanna :-D (48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Look cool for others?? Fuck no you either like me or you dont (49) Are you a loner? mmmm i can be (50) What are your number 1 priorities in life? To be happy and to love everyone (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Of course :) Id kick my ass all the time (52) Are you a daredevil? >:] (53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Yeah (54) Are you passive or aggressive? Way more aggressive then passive (55) Have you got a journal? Two actually (56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength- I have a will as hard as stone, my creativity Weakness- I'm to sensitive (57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my body (58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity: The beauty of love and the creativity of how to love~awesome answer taschaZ ;) (59) How do you vent? write, smoke monoxide bad very bad thing about myself and talk to anyone i can (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Depends on what i have to be strong about but yeah i'm a pretty strong person (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yes (62) Do you think life has been good so far? I honestly cant say because i dont know how much worse/better it will/can get (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? 'Just to love and be loved in return ' ' I figure there are enough assholes out there, so why should i be one to?' -kgbmutt (64) What do you like the most about your body? It still manages to surprise me every now and then (sometimes i'm a lot stronger then i think i am) (65) And least? Probably my stomach and my mind (66) Do you think you are good looking? nao (67) Are you confident? Depends on what it is, i can build up my confidence if i have enough time but it can be destroyed just as easy (68) What is the fictional character you're most like? gawd too many of these to ever find that out but eih some are Raggedy Ann, Punky Brewster, eih all three of Deborah, Corey and Gina from Empire Recordz, uhm probably Drew Barrymore in Never been Kissed, Josie from Josie and the Pussycatz, Lucy from Dracula or maybe Mina, I find myself in every thing therez alwayz some character that remindz me of myself but eih maybe most like Kat from 10 thingz i hate about you (69) Do people know how you feel? No, they never fucking ask or bother to care... (70) Are you perceived wrongly? Majority of the time *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* DO YOU? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* (71) Smoke? yah (72) Do drugs? Depends on the occasion (73) Read the newspaper? nah (74) Pray? In my own way i suppose (75) Go to church? Hell no church is a lie and its fucking up everyone. (76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Depends on what they have to say (77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Yes *blushes* Cuddles my white teddy bear with red sequinz but I more sleep with my real bow wow poodle doggy Cinnamon (78) Take walks in the rain? yes (79) Talk to people even though you hate them? No heather + dickish ppl = Not good (80) Drive? No the road scares me. (81) Like to drive fast? I'm sure i would :) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* (82) Liked your voice? Hmm i think i do but then i hear recordings and i want to never hear myself again (83) Hurt yourself? Yes (84) Been out of the country? yah (85) Eaten something that made other people sick? LoL yes (86) Had sex? hmm maybe ;p (87) Been unfaithful? to who? Never (88) Been in love? Yes (89) Done drugs? Hai (90) Gone skinny dipping? Heheheh yah (91) Had a medical emergency? Shyeah tons just ask and i'll tell (92) Had a surgery? Yeah (93) Ran away from home? Sorta (94) Played strip poker? Yeah heh (95) Gotten beaten up? yah Brandon used to do it to me all the time (96) Beaten someone up? Yeah unfortunately (97) Been picked on? Yes :( (98) Been on stage? all the time can't wait to get bak there (99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? lol thank god no (100) Slept outdoors? Uh huh in mauh tent :] (101) Thought about suicide? uhm duh? (102) Pulled an all- nighter? all the time but i get freaky wild when i dont ;p (103) If yes, what is your record???? a week (104) Gone one day without food? Yeah (105) Talked on the phone all night? Yup (106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? No :/ (107) Slept all day? yah (108) Killed someone? Not....yet... (109) Made out with a stranger? yep (110) Had sex with a stranger? thanfully nao (111) Thought you're going crazy? When i wake up, when i go to sleep. (112) Kissed the same sex? Yes (113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes (114) Been betrayed? All the fucking time.. (115) Had a dream that came true? all the time? (116) Broken the law? heheheh i'm not the only one who has a juvi record (117) Met a famous person? Yes (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nao way!! (119)Finish Time? 8:48pm I took my time :-P  Take the WHAT PART OF SAN DIEGO AM I FROM? Quiz  Test yourself at geekykid.net  My grammar skills are average. I have a firm grasp of the English language. If I study carefully, I can one day be an expert. Test yourself at geekykid.net  I am a tiny elephant who is very optimistic. I point my trunk toward the sky for good luck. I love frilly things, karaoke, and the color pink because it best suits my personality. Test yourself at geekykid.net second resultz You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to "try anything once". Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm. You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operendi doesn't seem to work then try something different .... It is amazing that you, yourself, believe that old "adage" that you are a misunderstood person ... and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that makes you feel the need to conform to society in general ... but this situation leaves you "cold" knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment .... you seem to be just playing along. You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you .. that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you - they simply flow off you as water flows of a ducks back... You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can "Let your hair down" and share your hopes, dreams and high standards... You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry. Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have some in the past has never worked out... and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall... No one seems to care.. So mow you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a "fantasy land" but unfortunately "Fantasy Land" is just that... and sooner or later you will have to return to reality ... so why delay the inevitable .. When you do ... you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was. woah Is it that you are working - or even playing too hard? because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour ... ... . At this time you "need to be needed" and again you "need to need". You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have that belief that with the right person you could conquer the world. It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and to become emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to "let go" and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of... You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself of trivialities of little consequence. At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems, and this leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself.... smile a little.. and let go ... everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche..Smile and the World smiles with you - Cry and you cry alone! I wanna dig my nailz in deeper You slept with her Push it in further Make me feel even stupider You miss her? Az in me? Which do you prefer Me or her? I need an answer Timez up itz over Push me into overload Push me into overdrive Push me in the middle of the road Leave me right on the yellow line Hit me little black crow Bite me mister lion You only kiss me when the timez right Iz it because she'z dangerous and might explode? I'm not giving up your Valentine I'll have to learn how to let go Should I ask Yes or nao Should I talk I need to know Solid az rock Chisled az stone You kissed me on the mouth But it felt cold az snow Did you ever really Want me Can you please tell me? Chorus Like a sucker You messed around Like a sucker You're going down Mutt going to the pound I thought you loved me Thornz in my side that grow rusty Waz I just consolation for being customary? Unique to your ordinary? Your prisoner to b confined to solitary? Don't worry I'll end you voluntarily Chorus Don't think about it Don't care about it Don't impicate it You won't escape it Use me See through me Not any more First you had me Then a whore Can't pick which to keep Let me help you you leech Fingerz digging in extremely deep Strangling you until I'm free Free from you You don't love me So I'll end you to b free Unchained from your love slavery Side Dish You thought you'd seen the last of me You thought you were through with me You thought itz curtainz for her See you in the shower Haunting with you my laughter You don't get it because happily ever after Didn't you end that chapter? You never were master Because I'd have to give myself pity If I followed a mahn But you see It takez more than you to get rid of me It drivez me crazy Wondering day after day What I did what did I say To make you go To make you kiss some crack ho With that saggy pussy you can't find any protection Underneath the frustration Did I really give you an erection? Like you said three dayz before you left me? Or iz that just another lie you used so prettily? You left me crushed and empty No more ice no more glass No more spice no more thievez to catch No more of a girl being nice, I can't look at your tramp The tramp that wearz Tommy Hilfiger with eyeshadow to clash Use two full stickz of black and silver eyeliner Just to have her eyez define her You didn't notice The lipstick stain on your tuxedo jacket I placed You used to say her beauty didn't do her justice You used to say that loving me could never b wrong But I guess the those wordz got lost or erased While you were being seated with her! in the matrix Letz face it You lied just to make it Make it through But don't you dare worry Im going to get you And you'll b the one being abused Lying on my floor the scarz will heal themselvez And your death will b on the six o'clock newz Chorus You'll never find me You'll never catch me You think you and her are so sexy You live in a world imaginary You watch cartoonz and think you're cute You're just another guy on the contrary Nothing special deep down your obtuse Admit it you skunk Admit it you stupid punk Throw me out like cheap junk You think you'll get it from me? You think you know me Down boy down on your kneez Bow to the goth queen I wanted you to kiss me But not now Your lipz taste like poison and the cum of a whore'z crescendo Chorus How could I let myself Of felt The way I did with you When you Never meant what you Were saying The whole time you were just playing Messing around with a loser Loser girl of them all Mixed up with a female drug user You're the boozler Now Im big and you're small I'm smart and you're dumb I may b short and you may b tall But I'm all heart and you're just numb I'm right and you're wrong I'm a sprite and you're a dog I'm the fly and you're the toad I'm the pie and you're rocky road ala mode You're nothing but a sample on the side Eyez open wide I still see nothing but what you hide pouting. . .;l You look so fine I want to break your heart And give you mine You're taking me over It's so insane You've got me tethered and chained I hear your name And I'm falling over I'm not like all the other girls I can't take it like the other girls I won't share it like the other girls That you used to know You look so fine Knocked down Cried out Been down just to find out I'm through Bleeding for you I'm open wide I want to take you home We'll waste some time You're the only one for me You look so fine I'm like the desert tonight Leave her behind If you want to show me I'm not like all the other girls I won't take it like the other girls I won't fake it like the other girls That you used to know You're taking me over Over and over I'm falling over Over and over You're taking me over Drown in me one more time Hide inside me tonight Do what you want to do Just pretend happy end Let me know let it show Ending with letting go (3x) Let's pretend, happy end (4x) that'z like my favorite song ever by Shirley Manson I think itz the best song Garbage haz ever produced it about makez me cry every time I hear it it just makez you feel something no matter what you feel it will strike up a dead memory and voice inside of you and say something to you Garbage'z music and lyrix just have that affect on me shrugz eih doez anyone else believe in signz? you know how I said my mom waz totally bitching at me to decide what to do with my life right? wellz at nine thirty last nite a dude from thiz dramatic theatre college in New York called me to set up and audition and make sure I had my application it waz like a sign or something acting haz alwayz been one of my hugest dreamz and I'd missed doing it a lot lately it waz so freaky tho I couldve sworn it waz gonna b my stalker my mom brought the phone into me and waz like "it'z that boiy" i waz like ohhh fawk great just great groaning I take the phone and am like peevishly hello? and turnz out it waz not him YAY YAY YAY lmfao eih i think itz a sign tho I have an audition May the fourth in Columbus, Ohio so if I get to go maybe I can go visit Saru*Lauren* too ;p thatd kick ass just think Lauren I could but you to death for one whole fun filled day ;p eih tho my only problem iz I need two contrasting monologuez that HAVE to b from playz and I cant think of a damned thing to do I have two minutez at my audition I told my mother about it and she waz like wtf? you're not good enough you first need to go to college to learn how to b all prepared and shit and i waz like how are the other ppl auditioning going to b so much better? they already know what theyre going to do i cant help it that i dont know all that many playz that arent Shakespeare thank the gawd damned fawkin hell hole they label skewl!! eih I really wanna try tho I'll call my sister Sherry later and ask shez an english teacher ;p eih tho it waz so freaky ;p eih I also forgot coz I had to cut it short but another freaky thing that happened waz that Monday nite I had a dream about having my mother yell at me to decide what to do with my life and i waz crying and screaming and crying to b with Melissa and like telling my mom that she waz the person who needed me and no one else did certainly not my father and she didnt want me and Melissa did it waz so freaky ;p but eih it all happened the next day cept for crying for Melissa but in my head and heart I did I really wish I waz with her yesterday ;/ eih Melissa sayz the Heather kitten actz exactly like me the way it sux on her fingerz and the way itz cute shhyah the way it fallz asleep right in her hand the way it likez to curl up with the Megan kitten I think thatz pretty damned cute ;p but ya know Mel youre giving the poor kitten a very bad complex with that Heather name poor kittay ;p eih anything else to say? dun think so laterZ semi semi laterZ  Which British Band Are You? weeeee!! ;p laterZ You Dream guy Is Steven aka
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