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Name: Gothy/Heather/PiXy/Iscis
Age: 18
Location: hell
Birthday: April 20th 1983

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1.) Sailor Moon
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3.) Lain
4) Card Captor Sakura
5) Tenchi Muyo/Pretty Sammy

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1.) Passionz
2). Dayz of our livez
3.) That 70z show
4.) Will N Grace
5.) Alias

Favorite Music Groups
1.) Garbage
2.) the Start
3.) Veruca Salt
4.)superchick
5.) No Doubt

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1.) Erik Von Detten
2.) Jensen Acklez
3.) Ryan Phillippe
4.) Josh Hartnett
5.) Elijah Wood

Favorite Actresses
1.) Drew Barrymore
2.) Angelina Jolie
3.) Nicole Kiddman
4.) Reese Witherspoon
5.) Kate Winslett

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Manson


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Deathly Kiss Gothy
I waz created entirely darkly Enthralled to ugly Every mahn wantz to believe that I'm easy Come near me darling and the impact will b deathly I own a kiss of death And I use it in every step That I like to proscure to promptly stomp on every mahn in my way Im the number one gothy and your eyez are bugging out of their socketz Good boy stay You think you know my personality az "Gothy" so damned well but Im more than just a vampire kind of shocking You want me in vinyl lingerie? You looked down my shirt now you've got to pay Pucker up baby Come closer oh just a little bit closer Trying to hang naked picturez of me up on four walled posterz You thought you could have her When Im the gothy with the kiss of death The one of poisonz the only one allowed to kiss me or come near Right or left Poisonz kiss From the gothy of the darkest Darkest territory Youll never know her full story Just kiss me

Challenge

make it to the top Baby don't ever stop I've run and I've run I used to think me that one tiny little word waz number one I learned darling how I learned without you I'm done I have to have your love But I can't hear you speak enough I cant listen to your laugh and I see myself sadly in everyone I don't want to cause you all the pain Should I let you go so no more of yourself into my glittery fucked up essence will pouringly drain I'm sorry for all the strain Will you leave will you trade? Will I alwayz b the envy of the bridezmaid? Why don't you trust me? I'll trail my fingerz down to the death of jealousy I guess I've suffered for my pity And love in the body of this mortal life is what I pay for my penalty I no longer own moralty I'm still running Still running so fast and hard away Trying to make it trying to make myself appear so much less than stunning But loving you only harder is the price I pay I can't make up my mind whether to keep running or to stop and stay Please don't say No don't say. . .

you want me don't let winter begin to whisper don't let the wind come to soften in my ears tripping off your tongue the word beautiful because my heart can't lose itself in your crystal palace I'll never escape and I'll lose to your pretty challenge

Cato Anniston
What'z your problem buster? Did I get to b just a little to exotic Too sophisticated for you to swalllow? French maid in your thoughtz but avoiding her forever? You don't want me to b psychotic? What you think Im just a little to scary to b the porn star? What you want another? What you want to rub her Out of your system You don't want the drama you don't want to taste her drugz? What the fuck? Thatz not what you said last nite Thatz right baby pucker up Im no longer taking your no for a fucking answer What you think itz so funny little miss cool is pissed? Right now I'm calm you don't want to see me when Im actually mad And you believe yourself to b so fucking bad? What makes you the king of cool? What makez you think over your body I want to drool? Is it because I did it before? Is it because I did it when I waz drunk? What you want me to do it again? What for? You've had enough now no more You say yes but then you say no? You can pretend but you're really not all that hard core You don't know me? You know me But you're trying to play like you don't I know you I KNOW ITZ YOU Stop pushing me out Out of boundz When you think all of her hope you've finally drowned Sorry to have to go and inform you But you Haven't jeopardized Any thing that you Think you have Because Cato Annistonz still all personality Put yourself on rental For the girlz who you think are too mental To ever snag a mahn You know what sewer rat? I want you to leave az fast az you can What do you think about that? Still think you're all tough You had me once That'z right relic But thiz time I'm not drunk I know what your pulling and you don't have any property rightz to go and sell it Bak off before I call in the mercenary Step down or I'll send you to the hospital colinary You thought you could push a simple little girl around I'm not new to thiz game on the contrary Don't ever underestimate me What you're dealing with It blew up in your face mister pushy And now I'm going to get it All of it Sorry bout your luck But you're going down with it Cato Anniston on the prowl Smelling a juvenilez cheap cologne You've gone sour to fowl I won't take it all alone So you'd better get out of thiz town While you've still got that bulge in your pantz to brag about

Tiger Hunting

When will you say yes finally Yes to the agent of killing me No one but you and possibly one other love me I feel like I've grown to have no body My hinges are no longer sturdy No I'm not beautiful and I sure as hell am not pretty I'm just a grunge skank whore with small high tits One with small delicate lips That long to have a kiss

You're such a bitch to me You ninety nine point nine percent of the time don't even notice me You don't have the mind to understand me You don't have the emotion it takes to feel me You tell me I'm greedy You tell me I have a selfish disposition and say I'm stealthy You say I have no heart no way to love any one but myself Is that all so true counterfeit Cinderella that we all put on a pedestal I loved you so fucking much so fucking much I could NEVER think of my own needs You eye me with the hunters disease One who's after a tiger and wants to bring her to all four of my knees

I do love and want you even if you don't believe me I want your mouth on mine and taste your nectar that drips into mine so slowly So trepidly and so sweetly Whether you'll admit it or not you are sexy Why do your hands like to rub all over my body When my form plunges and decays into something so icky A new creation so incredibly nasty With a mouth that tastes like vomit and strikes one as sassy

Chorus

You tell me you want me because I'm yours But I'd rather you tell me to take my life in fact that's what my soul implores Stripping off my veneer of clothing behind closed doors You won't listen I'm not the one you adore I'm not the one who can give you everything she has and more I'm nothing but essence and pore A washed up kitten who ends up on the oceans shore A ragdoll who's been beaten and tossed to the floor Yet you my lover still say you want me How can you want me when I'm so frumpy How can you want me when you're always too busy?

Chorus

I have nothing against you loving me I'm very prone to being crushed involuntarily So I hold myself back from your eyes intentionally I've grown too withdrawn with unloving neglecting conditionally I still have the personality Of the bravest PiXy Everyone tells me I'm far too gutsy far too feisty I never listen too awfully precisely I'm so sick of hearing you bash me to ground my ears don't hear you and shut you out unpolitely But what other way do I have to show you hurt me quietly? Quiet I honestly can no longer be And you want me to do everything nicely? How can I be kind when you don't give me any genuinity? How can I be sweet when you're the hatefulest administry?

demoness



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Top 5 bands people should give a listen:

01. Garbage

02. Nine Inch Nailz

03. Placebo

04. the Start

05. Veruca Salt

Top 5 things that turn you on about people:

01.SeXy eyeZ

02. Intelligence

03.Frisky/fun personality

04.Piercings

05. A sweet affectionate personality

Top 5 movies yo watch all of the time:

01. Empire Recordz

02. Bridget Jone's Diary

03. Interview With the Vampire

04. Girls Just want to have fun

05. 10 Thingz I hate about you

Top 5 Songs of the moment:

01. Garbage-Use me

02. the Pixies-Here Comez your mahn

03. the Start-Gorgeous

04. Poe-Control

05. Veruca Salt-Seether

Top 5 things people should know about you:

01. I'm extremely energetic

02. I am a redhead with a temper

03. I resemble a PiXy in spirit and personality and hair ;p

04. I'm a hopeless romantic

05. I love to cuddle

Top 5 things on your desk right now:

01. clothez pin

02. ink pen

03. diskz

04. cdz

05. my glasses

Top 5 things you say the most:

01. Ohhh Yeahhh

02. Oh Mahn

03. dong

04. heih heih

05. Shyeah

Interloper

Greedy saliva sucker What makez you want her Rather not want her Confront her Disgruntle her Time out letz take a breather Lead her blind Ring around the rosy Letz all get nice and cosy Ashez Ashez IT ALL BURNZ OUT!!!

You don't want to hurt anyone You dont know what real pain consistz of And you make me want to beat everyone Whoz name remindz me of The male gender Because you're all the same stupid time wasterz Sorry to have to tell you thiz ball lickin lamer You're not dealing with a push over You beg for help you beg for one last kiss az closure Comfort zone take over Come on press the remote controller Send yourself into safety mode Your lack of faith iz a real eye opener You proved to my mind that itz much more settling To have a relationship with yourself az a loner Now go away you won't take over miss lady rainbow I know all you are iz a fast steady interloper

You're only good for an outer appearance Go away thiz iznt the imporium for grievance Congratulationz you belong to the academy of make believe Will you keep your innocence Tightly and neatly restrained to a leash? I know you havent had intercourse So don't try and lie to me Everything you say soundz so rehearsed What no linez to keep leading on your cruelty? Or did you throw away all the evidence Pointing at how your cheap flattery lessenz How the bad blood bank thickenz

Chorus

Press me to your lipz These dayz I feel nothing Try and make something That should have never of been You did it To me again You don't need my opinion Stop lying!! I'm not sticking Around here listening To the echoing Of hot breathing Against my cheek I'm sure you can find a new sex victim By next week Just go look in the porno section No one there go to the phone sex bin!!

Take it like a mahn You want to b called a mahn Don't you? Or am I wrong Az I usually am with you Do I really need you? Nah not hardly You need me? Well see Thatz really comforting But I'm having a hard time believing That I'm the source helping So very becoming But I can't go on wanting A lie While I stick my tongue out at you You don't lick me you just gape like a fly And you want a black cherry sugar rush? Go find some woman who will let you watch her deusch Coz I can't keep on playing And keep on being The stringz to your Violin

haisha
Heza wa haisha desu lmfao eih letz see today waz a pretty sucky day boring az hell my mom called the humane society to come pick our puppiez up coz shez so evil ;/ eih I found out what waz bothering Ron he waz like confused about who to date not that it involved me coz I don't believe in that ohhh letz pick someone to like for ten minutez and then go find someone else just for sex men blow ass and I don't believe in relationshipz period ;/ eih i think i kept hearing shit again last nite I think I must b totally out of it or somethin eih ohh wellz talked to Christina and she made me feel a lot better about thingz and then finally fell asleep from exhaustion uhm letz see wrote something i started a book today ;p ohh mahn im still pretty damned sick and i feel awful think i may go to bed soon ;p eih oh wellz

laterZ

perkz
eih the perkz I forgot to mention of the past six dayz I forgot to mention what happened on Saturday with Jimmy Jank he told me when Id thought hed been my friend for like the past three yearz a total sham and the only reason he'd ever been talking to me or liking me or anything at all to do with me waz because he waz trying to inflate my ego I don't have an ego about myself I have no confidence for myself and I hate myself so wtf waz that supposed to mean and I waz basically some little dolly he wanted to fix coz she had some little broken part where she waz a gothic little Barbie doll and we wanted her to b little miss sunshine Malibu Barnie and when we couldn't change her we began to hate her and make it all b pretend gawd men piss the hell out of me but specially like that when someone pretendz to b friendz with you ppl are such dongz!! ohhh wellz hez nasty and he said the only way hed sleep with me iz coz hez about that desperate ha i can do better than that shrugZ also my mom praised me twice in the past four five dayz now thatz pretty scary!! ohhh wellz thatz it for thiz entry

Love'z Forgery

You don't care to see me Damaged dragonfly pinned to the wall Don't you dare look at me It might damage your perfect eyez of opal Come on gothy Don't b so angry Don't b such a pussy We're just having fun Oh yah really fun When you leave me out because I'm the moon to your sun And I'm sick of being the only one Whoz in the dark With her vampyre fangz mark

Left over me You forgot about me You make it so easy for me to see You never cared about me You would step all over me Before you'd dive up your high society You never thought about anybody But you you you Did you ever once think about me? Or have you alwayz acted so selfishly? I guess itz just a part of your alcoholic stupidity But ya know what? Shove your cruelty! Shove you runoriginality!!!

And I guess you jut never can b in an airheadz sphere You just can't fit in here With that fat head Eyez that are made of glass without tearz to shed And I wish you were never the thing I wanted And I wish my desire would single handedly disappear And the smilez on your facez are merely painted And I want to throw you in the nearest trash container You make ten timez more insaner And the message I'm trying to get couldn't out any plainer You just don't listen because youre headz swelled to the center Of the universe I want to scream at you But I'm afraid that melon might pop or burst At the first sign of criticism anyone'z ever given you

Chorus

Come on tell me what you don't want to say Don't tell me itz nothing Coz I know itz everything Don't write it off az well az me Because we both know you're going to want it later Don't tell me otherwise manipulator You want a piece of me? Take a number and get in line I've got more than one enemy And I've got bootz to shine You want them to b yourz? That'z just too damned bad Because the offer no longer standz So stay with your bak to the railing There'z something you're still not telling

Chorus

I will not b pushed aside Like some piece of old furniture If you think you can push my feelingz aside Then you should know better Stop acting so immature Say the truth that'z what I'd prefer Come on mister You should just tell her Throw me out Throw me down Wash it down With some royal crown Plastic bagz loitering the ground And you look past the filth Because you can't seem to feel it You can't seem to feel me That'z the first problem between you and me Your carelessness makez me so angry You can't picture me And i'm trying to say screw you Az you did me So I can forget the fiasco of love'z forgery

Wanna b Devil

Let me see how rude I can b today Quiet when you're talking You think the world revolvez around you you big baby And I want to trip you with my three inch heelz every time I see your skanky ass walking You're alwayz pissing and moaning Oh wait can't you Coz you Would never b az sensual to stoop To moaning Rabid bitch mouth foaming Stupid bitch and a stupid whorez what you're phoning I don't have the ancedote Or the right ingredient for bitch repellent I'd sure like to to shut you up rodent

Fucking bitch You think you own the house I live in Fucking bitch I want to let you in On just a little secret You're not the ruler so sit down GI Jane wanna b fixant Shut the up little miss house arrest You think you're the worldz best Such a loser such a retard Want to hurt her like the bastard She really iz under that deodorant spray Should replace it with insect spray Then maybe You'll go away Without any more delay Because I'm not some little porcelain statue Sitting here to decay I'm not your trophy Gawd you're so fawking phony Kiss the cat nao wait fuck the cat Who knowz what you do with those poor animalz in the sack

At the prospect of having you I'd rather kiss nailz I'd much rather get to lose you Underneath the quick sand and the paint salez Letz all crawl under the graveyard I'd rather die than have you sweet heart Bossing me around Like a common servant Pissed in your mouth And you deserved it Awww iz baby going to put Because she didn't get her way Face it Shave it We weren't put here to toe the line To your Aborigine style

Chorus

You're such a hog Alwayz only thinking about yourself You remind me of a dog Just fighting for the bigger bone And I want to kiss you with my tongue of brimstone I want you to know The feeling of having a bitch never shut up Drool down my throat You stupid fawking oaf I want to smack your face off I want to kick your teeth out What do you believe thiz iz all about? Your lack of sympathy and consideration For no living creation except your own ass alienation You must have been adopted Because I can't b related To something so cruel so petty Az of to think theirself superior Oh and you don't have huge breastz So stop boasting about your chest And there are liverspotz all over your nose'z crest And I can't wait to watch the puke fest When you become more and more like me Because you're a wanna b Wanna b rebel Wanna b mischief And most of all wanna b devil

Heartless

Come on mahn whore letz make it public Yes letz have open sex Show the world show the rest What you're made of By how well you're tongue Insertz itself inside my lipz You know I own a black belt for attacking Men like you Upside the wall Throwing you bak into Your motherz womb She should never of had you Because you're a waste of air You're a waste of land All you do iz cry and say that girlz not fair!! And you don't stand A chance When it comez to playing with my method of fire

Letz play LOSER! Come on down Little boiy town crier They're calling your name without any sound How do they do it sweet brier? Won't you come in the tavern and buy me a round? Come on dance on the rafterz You know you want to b the big and bad little mister But you don't have nothing and I saw you kissing your sister Suck it Look at thiz No need for vulgarity Throw it out the window Because you're the one who started it by turning me into charity Leaving me on the stablez floor To make me into a common whore Send all the stablehandz Down on handz and kneez None could please me And I had no intention of pleasing Because relationshipz pig in the red hat iz what I give for you to go on eating!!

Letz kiss all the pretty flower girlz I'd rather b a spinster Then kiss you slimer I'd rather b a ruin explorer Than have you touch her Because you tarnish her Every time you just look at her Nao you don't have a set of fangz You're not good enough for the vampire What a shame You're the pond scum Dipped in blood Yum Yum For the fishiez But who'd lick you With your common leper disease?

Chorus

I want to watch you bleed As if you'd cut yourself please!! Don't make me Fall down laughing Don't make me Start screaming Don't make me Start punching Out your lightz Until you're less than nothing Which iz what you are now Absolutely nothing I can't help but smile Because I know you'll walk the earth For eternity not happy and desperately desiring and wanting The one thing you can't get SeX!!!

Chorus

Thought you had me down didn't you? Thought you had me bound didn't you? Surprised to see me? Did you miss me? I sure az hell didn't miss you But I can't wait to kill you I'm going to slice you Into a million little pork chopz To feed to the bearer of death That'z right Hot on hiz breath Let the poor women Sacrificed smell it Oh wait make that hiz dog Or shall I say hot dog? Fat dog trying to wear a hula hoop Nao nao you're too ugly to do!! What am I? Fi Fi the poodle? Hell nao I won't just through your flaming hoop Too good for you And you've alwayz knew You tried to shatter me Guess you failed unrespectfully Because I never gave my permission to b put on servailance No I never gave you the right to look at me naked And pay less Go die rusted army of the scrapless Go die mister freezy from the heartless!!

Traumatizing

What iz it you want to tell me You lying little suicide boiy Why are you so fawking afraid of me Don't play with me you're beginning to make me angry Spit it out Before I start to spit my blade out I've had enough Small fry cheap stuff What type of stunt Do you think on me your pulling You've got the queen of demonz laying at your feet So lad just who do you think you're fooling? Don't try and hug on me To make it all b all right Because I don't let go and I don't answer to defeat Not when it comez to having a monster like you get the best of me

Do you think you're doing me a favor? Brigand who'z a wanna b player I want my name to b under the obituariez in the paper Not under Newlywed And you wonder Why I don't want to share your bed Unauthorized conduct Under my slipperz you snuck Shut up It'z not your turn to object So until my storyz done Don't you dare interrupt And you make me want to pick up My fistz and fling them in your face Wanna b second rate You can't b my lover Hell nao too much of a boiy to make me quiver

You're playing with Comet Now whippersnapper Thiz iznt Frida or did you again forget? I'm younger I'm tenacious little miss roller blader Don't sit your sorry ass down at my table Because I'll make sure not to b your server Swish swash Devilz what you crossed Go ahead place the crucifix In between my bosomz So thoughtless And you're now inside my stone castle and helpless

Chorus

I'm going to get you I'm going to rip you Up until you're nothing but a morsel Big enough for a ratz teeth to nibble So delicately in two Nothing I guess I never knew you Love spit love And love spit bak hate At my vertebrae Something for Kate But what? What for me? Am I not az renderless? Sorry Russia I'm too impatient to wait To see what act of unhonorable mention you're going to demonstrate

Chorus

You pretended all along? How am I not surprised or dripping with shock? Iz it because you're a mahn and I knew what to expect all along? Iz it because I wanted you to b the one consumed with shock And have your face scream what? you can't do that!! When you tell me your confession and I don't care a whole lot Don't think I'm telling you do it again Don't think I'm telling you I'm going to give in For a little make it all better fake kiss Don't for one second presume you're going to b the one to get in Don't even begin To try and think It would save me and the rest of the population The time for having Less of your mouth pressing Unpleasureable engagementz Save it Because my earz don't want to hear it You've said it At least a billion time And itz still not getting in I still hear darling I lied You know what tho? Don't think over your pathetic ass I'm going To go off the deep end and start Bak up in the twilight zone oding Because with making Myself feel prosecuteably ugly Over a mahn only a memory thatz traumatizing

Mister Unsuitable

I don't want you to want me I don't want you to like me I don't need your sympathy I don't need your approval You're too fickle, you're too finicky Too crunchy too crispy Too much candle wax, too much lickerish You pointed me in the right direction To completely abandon relationshipz Don't stop me to hold me in dearest affection Becoz we know you treat me like an AIDz patient

Go die While you still have the chance Go die While you still think you're the mahn Go die I never wanted you Go die You didn't do Go die Anything to make yourself to Go die Me front and center Go die Because you've offended her gender

Did I ever say I waz a model? Did I ever say I waz beautiful? I'd hate to b the one pray to tell But your face lookz like a giant testicle Maybe it pulled a muscle And your jeanz smell I wish you'd just go sell Yourself door to door At some other place Because I don't want any And you have an ugly face And I won't b any mahnz charity case

Chorus

You're so creepy Bashful dopey and sleepy Played out And you'll take what I say Whine you way out By using the guilt gene You wanna pretend to b all bad ass with your crooked mouth You really know nothing Thatz why you answer me with nothing Thatz why we remain at nothing

Chorus

You raised an argument and Im fighting Get out your knivez get out your swordz Better have the elementz of lightning Leash out what weaponz you can afford You won win Not thiz duel Of women against men You think you're so special Because you belong to a club So egotistical An issue so indisputable So idealistic So unrealistic Smother me Under your responsibility Challenge me Into wanting to hurt me Instead of you I want you TO DIE I don't want you I don't want you Now leave me mister unsuitable

Spyder womahn

So fucking uncreative Sucking on breastz of silicone marerial inflated I want to watch you die Anger and ambivalence have esculated Higher than you'll ever want to see illustrated Bastard to b administrated The way you speak of sex iz just degrading Newest charity case elected I hope your ego waz the one comforted With the friendship you pretended Thiz time your gender iz the only thing at my angerz directed

Burn in hell Little shop of horrorz Blow all my confidence to hell I wouldn't fawk you if I were being paid fifty billion dollarz Stick your dick in that mahnz ass coz hez the only one that wont repulse and repel You think you're a real slice of heaven A flaming scorcher You forgot one minor detail You nasty mother fucker Under your clothing you wear scalez Wanna b punk rocker Real life teeny bopper Call me a sleep around bar hopper Yes you categorized me az a swallowing fluzy Goez to show what you really know about me

Fuck you, you pin striped head moron Close my eyez before the seeping poison Hitz my eyelidz in a coccoon I wish I never knew you Fucking dementing old fashioned prune Iz it a lie Am I reading too much into the wordz of sky Because your poor little ego Iz the only piece of you I bruised Your tiny molten dick I refused But ya know what? Screwing you Would b like fawking with a pig Because your dadz a crossdresser and you wear hiz wigz

Chorus

Am I losing to him? Not you hell nao not you Am I falling in love with him? I really hope not Then again he'd never turn out like any of you I never wanted you I hate you Pleasure in anyonez what I wanted not you I'll get rid of you Just you Watch and see You won't b turning headz Nao not with me Laying down alone at nite wishing I had anyone but someone like you with me

Chorus

She makez it so hard For me to hate her Throwing you away waznt the least bit hard Hard headed she wouldn't let you fuck her So you tried to fix that with all regard Simple minded pussified little retard Clap and bark Your handz together just like a seal Never could transform your lipz to say somethin real Spyder womahn Crawling up the sidez of your tower Spyder womahn Tell her To get down from that window Sorry buster but you don't own her Don't want the truth exposed You like it up the ass You like to sTo naked men And the sight of spyder womahn Scarez you coz someone might b watching Thatz right two beady black little eyez And you know what I spied Last nite on your couch You stroking that tiny little banana While watching Kluso try and hunt me down in the Pink Panther And you couldn't catch me No one ever would Because I didn't want to Sleep with anyone including you And I loved him and I never loved you

bling bling
eih wellz i havent wrote anything for the last six-seven dayz so here I am to give ya an overview of Friday to Wednesday arent you going to have fun ;p ohhh yah by the way Shaun iz a dong a really really big dong but eih hez a kewl dong and uhm nao one else getz to b called dong boiy lmfao eih okayz Friday I got yelled at az of alwayz by my mom and uhm that waz the major part of the day time until that afternoon where we found four abandoned puppiez that are dalmation and beagle mix altho they look mainly dalmation theyre extremely kawaii ;p there are three boiy puppiez and a girl puppy eih i named the one that haz a beagle face Rascal my sister named the onez that are guyz that look a lot like dalmation Pee Wee whoz the runt of the litter dumb name and then the other boiy Chance and then I named the little girl Gypsy if ya wanna see a pic find me and ask for one theyre adorable tho ;p then we went on later that evening to pick up my niece monster and then we like went and tried to get my book there were like five copiez Wedz and then I went bak to Barnez and noble and all five copiez were gone!!! that seriously sucked eih couldnt find it anywhere else so i just broke down and ordered it at hastingz should b there thiz weekend ;p uhm letz see ive felt like ive had strep since saturday we went out and were going to go try and get the book but naooo didnt end up doing that just went and got chinese food which made me totally sick and it waz soooo strange i went out with my mom and she told me all thiz stuff she thought of me like how proud she waz of how i turned out how i take up for myself and then she told me how pretty i waz and stuff and that scared me the most lol and then she told me i waz like a great awesome writer uhm waz that the day i had her and my ex say that? sp? can't remember lmfao anyayz uhm i think thatz mainly what happened that day Sunday I cant remember anything really happening uhm Monday I finished reading Vittorio yay!! awesome book everyone should read it ;p then I slept a lot coz i felt so fawkin bad uhm Tuesday I think I mainly just talked to ppl and wrote if I remember right and saw Shaun the dong boiy which I hadnt for like a month yes thiz iz Shaunz pet name from me lol eih i guess my meaning for it iz he actz like a dong/dork but eih i think itz cute ;p lol and thatz about it today letz see got up took a shower shaved my arm pitz lmfao uhm then got dressed in my leopard outfit while my mom went down to where she workz to fill out these paperz coz she hurt her bak and neck lifting some dude and so then we went to meet with the dude about reapplying for my disability and then we took my mom to the doctor for her bak which we were there for like two hourz went and stopped at the gas station uhm all the time having thiz lovely talk of Heather what are going to do and you need to go to skewl and become a writer blah blah blah uhm then we went to the library and I got a new book Pandora ;p yes Anne Rice again shez prolly my fav author any more ;p uhm letz see then we went to take her to the hospital to get an x-ray but not nuff time so we left after waitin for ten minutez and then we went to go pick up my brat sister from soft ball practice yay and went home i only had four hourz of sleep last nite coz i waz kinda restless where i wanna know what Ron waz talkin about where he haz some secret from me hez not telling me eih hopefully ill find out tomorrow ;/ uhm im talkin to Joykinz were doin more raper bashin ;p and bush bashin ;p hell yah ;p eih wellz i guess that sumz it up

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eih therez a few thingz that have been going on that i missed and forgot to say anything about ;/ eih such az uhm letz see I started crying like yesrerday when I watched ten thingz i hate about you and started thinking about the bad mahn where i miss him a lot ;/ eih and then therez the fact that uhm I learned a little fact about Brian the guy I used to b head over heelz in love with and the truth of how he haz thiz scene no girl wantz to do with him coz they'd have to kiss him id die to b doing that scene with him lmfao gawd how I think Brianz hot guess I alwayz will ;/ eih if i had an herbal essencez commercial id prolly have Brian, Paul, Erik Von Detten, Jensen Acklez and maybe the bad mahn but highly doubtful lmfao more like Brad Pitt ;p uhm letz see Melissa showed me new Jonny pix like Tues and I learned today that Christina got a car a greyish i think sp? lol chevy cavalier awesomeness tho i'll b at Christinaz house asap lmfao ;p eih oh wellz thatz it for now

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