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I am ZOE.I'm in love with love. Which Sesame Street Character Are You? Oh you're so mean and nasty Avail with your cheap flattery Your 440'z stylez wishy washy I wonder if you could kiss me properly Brimstone lipz What waz I thinking Castor oil lipz What waz I doing When I begged for thiz Snakez and snailz Puppy dogz tailz Little boiy blue What should I do with you You just can't grow up Peter Pan syndrome Never can stick with one I thought you were more Than just a poser with cheap talk I thought you felt more than a sock Than a sock Rubbing against your bare toez More than a finger Pushing into your chest poking a hole So you've had a girl or two To try and please you No one could satisfy you Now I'm here to show you How you need to Do it right Hold tight To only me Or I'm letting go without a fight Chorus She left you Brand new To the circle of boo hoo itz over Now do you understand how it made me feel When you left me for her I hope you alwayz remember The pain and never forget her Chorus You think you're really something Newsflash you must b trippin Beneath that skater veneer you're nothing You're no goblin king No you're not my Jared Nostrilz flared Oopz did I make you angry Gobz of insecurity Lead to precious momentz of hostility I don't care if you hate me You're not sweet enough for me Not daring enough for me King of the cowardz more like it I'm still looking for someone gothic Enough to handle it Do you know the meaning behind the word mother? Did you understand her? Did you feel her? Growing in your womb Can you feel the animosity inside your hidden room At night do you have any idea what you put him through? With the pain of knowing shez gone Why couldn't you Have waited two monthz longer Until you pushed her out He would have taken her out Someone should take you out For the thingz you put otherz through When you could have had her She would have been beautiful You'll never know what she could do Because you threw Her out in the dumpster A new born life One you should have taken into consideration Put aside your own life Cut her umbilical cord And hang it around her neck Pull it to your own discord make sure to pull tightly around the neck To get rid of her End her existence You failed az a lover You failed az a mother You hurt him You hurt him You barely knew him You never even knew her Didn't even think about her Did you talk to her Did you sing to her Did you nurture her? HELL NAO!!! you never once thought of the existence You just threw her out of your system Like a bad cold Only you're the one whoz cold She would have been named Evening But she waz aborted while you were sleeping And I'm tired of being Able to do nothing To help To make her understand How hard thiz waz to an expecting dad And you'll never see thiz With your own eyez Because I don't want you to know thiz But it hurtz me to see you cry It hurtz me to think of you locking yourself inside With the knife With the gun Because a stupid whore Couldn't keep her promise And she pierced her through the heart Had no heart To give her Up to death Hello there mister vulture What do you take me for? An amateur? I know you I know you all too well I wish I'd never met you Because you make me feel so little And I want to chop your head off Feed it to the children Knock it off I know your technique And itz worn out Come out Of the dark Don't make me throw you out On your carcass You're such an ass Why couldn't you just open your mouth And tell me the truth Bad trash Potty mouth Why did I ever let you kiss me with that mouth? You don't know what real pain Feelz like So don't tell me you know what I feel in vain You left me you had your three strikez Don't try and tell me I'm sexy psycke! I want you to push it all away push me all the way Stop letting me see you When you don't want to Know me at all Stop talking to me when you only want to Say hello How are you? Can I see you For five minutez? So maybe on thiz day I can discover What mistakez I made to eliminate My chancez of having you love me Summer waz alwayz only winter You can go ahead and admit it You hate me To you I'm ancient history But there are so many more bigger thingz Than you and I And you're so damned petty That all you let yourself care about iz you And I plummeted myself into you so heavily Only to come out empty And you push me outside When you don't want to show your sweet side Will you take me bak in Or iz thiz it Nine monthz and then throw the towel in? I wish I could make you live in My body To understand custom courtesy I wish you could treat me with courtesy Instead of just avoiding me and locking me out I want to know I want to know But I only come out Empty handed I've got a surprise for you Come into the living room Lay down on my couch Patient to a Victorian rouge Come on don't put me down I'll b your muse Don't let me down Kiss me you owe your duez You can't refuse Once I've got you Once you And I recline to execute The sparkle and shine fabric softener Please don't let me down I need you Right now Not any sooner not any later And you'd better let me have it You'd better let me have it Come on silver rabbit Where'd you hide the tickets Take me to the carnival Spin me around until I fall From you and your dizzy spell Pepto bizmol colored lie My voice transparent when I needed to say good bye My armz numb when I needed to fly Fly far away From you and the desperation You bestowe like daisies You lay at my feet Don't touch me Don't look at me Not with those sad eyez of desolation I want you gawd how I want you But you know you don't want me to Touch you And I watch you sleep While lying below Below the bed like a little monster Am I a little red headed bitch Lying below your bed And I watch you fidget Every time I pick at it Pick at where were you last night Or the night before last I tell you I'll b okay just to b polite You have no idea that inside I've fallen apart You have no idea where to start And you have no idea that you've broken my heart Am I a little gremlin Waiting and hiding Below the coverz Duck and cover Because you don't want to b my lover You don't want to have her And I'm her And I want to love her But every time I only feel rejection Rejection for myself And I'm starting to reject you az well Fare well my love Don't you dare ever want Want my love bak Because itz gone to the other side Never waz a tulip girl Alwayz hung with the sunflower girlz on the other side And we're through and I don't take pity On a poor little white Boy like you who doezn't know himself Cougar where'd you hide those clawz The whole fucking time and just now thaw? Bastard I tell you what I'm going to have it You can't keep me or it Not any longer so nurse your sore wing you nitwit confuzion laterZ  Which Trainspotting Character Are You? tarot
Which Cobiatic Room Item Are You? Girl Interrupted Why can't you accept me for what I am? You don't think I'm good enough for society? I'd like to tell you little old lady I want to lock you up in the cemetary I want to make you feel just as frightened I want to watch your eyez bulge out in humility I want all my pain to b returned To your face in your eyez feel my fragility You deserve it Little miss perfect Your head that wore such perfect resilency I want you to have someone take your heart and soul I'd take it all just like my confidence you stole You fucking bitch You say for you I have no respect You think you're the one I've hated? You never paid your respect To me now did you jealous little queen Go BITCH GO!!!! No meanz no Go bitch go You hurt me more than you'll ever know And you don't care to hear the info It only bearz on your soul a cross Another tainted spot Guilty az charged And my honor for your name waz forged Chorus Kissez in the dark Tea partiez in the park Letz chase down the lightning bug Squash her in your influence Seal the lid tighter Use your lighter To execute her wingz No more flying Away from your truth Rotten kisser booth And you're so pretty with your missing tooth Let me do it Just forget it Chorus Take the key and lock me up Gag my mouth to shut me up Tell everyone who askz shez all tied up At the moment But I'll set you up with an appointment You'll never see her again Let me out And let her come in I want to push you out Then I want to pull you in I miss him Never kissed him Still I miss him Loved him With that deep mystery of hiz Voyant confidence You took away my providence I miss you I want to shut you out Kiss me and pull me down Turn me on and don't let me make a sound You'll get what'z coming To you Pardon me sir Don't send me flowerz I won't wear them I won't use them I'll tear them To shreadz Why do you wanna know why? Coz you're irritating and I want a skater instead Jelly heart Cinnamon heartz Tell me sweet little liez I wanna kiss you until I drive you wild But you pushed me away Sweet and low turned to poison ivy And you think I'm a nice ornament To b worn on your arm to b seen in public Hot mama just a piece of meat And you don't understand so just retreat I don't want your kind of meat What I wanted left me High and mighty Too brackish too yummy Not on the list somewhere under the rainbow So unsunny You know you want to come to me Don't play with me I don't want you to kiss me I want him to kiss me But he won't kiss me Because I'm not good enough for him to love me Screw men I've moved on to another dimension I'm no longer priss and kitten You can't make me purr in your armz And if you'd take the time to look into my eyez you'd see the wordz that are written Don't touch me Damn you I said don't touch me!!! What don't you understand about me And the word nao? Head over toez You're ready to propose? Again I say nao Again I say woah Again I say I don't want you I wanted him but that waz then Chorus You think you're so high on the ladder I give you advice but you don't take it at all Don't mind her I can't wait til you fall We both know in your eyez I don't matter I'm sick of being the last one out at your curtain call You say you love her? Why do you treat her so dismal? If you love her Az in me You show her You love me by the way you treat me And we both know you do so fawkin cruelly Chorus I said fuck humanz Fuck my bad omenz I'm sick of being last chance I took a dance With Mary Jane I'm going to laugh at you when you're crumpling in pain Dance with me in the rain What'z that? You're too good to roll over and play? You're going to beg for me to take it bak And I never will You'll taste your own pillz That you forced me to force down my throat With your hypocrisy that constantly had me choked Choked up in tearz And you thrived on the bitter taste of my fear And I can't say I feel sorry for you No I can't say I ever felt any pity Once I adored you Then I waz ignored by you How do you want me? To treat you? When you Gave me a life of misery When you were the only One I ever knew how to love Last fucking chance And here I go around in circlez holding the part of your hand that remainz horrifying you mister wearing a crown push me around dragging me down you mister head of the class never come last pain in the ass look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now you mister never to fall standing so tall knowing it all you mister living a lie flying so high goodbye, goodbye, goodbye look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now lah lalalalalala lalalala look who's perfect now look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now (now) look who's perfect now (nah nananananana) look who's perfect now (nanananah) got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now (nah nananananana) got my head in the clouds (nanananah) got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now (now) lah lalalalalala lalalala lah lalalalalala lalalala now eih awesome song ;p, okayz some other thingz I've found out Jilly bean got discharged from therapy hell yah!!! screw Jillyz mom shez NEVER going bak to 4 windz Jilly and me are blowin that hell hole up ;p ohhh yah uhm letz see on Wednesay nite I got to voice chat with Jesse and Shy they're from Ontario, Canada but I don't think they sound Canadian but they have really kewl voicez Jesse soundz hot I'd like to see picturez of them I'm alwayz curious about people they're all sick ;/ poor peopleZ I think Jesse iz prolly hot tho lmfao and eih Jesse wearz thongz lmfao thatz so fun to tease him about ;p speedoz and thongz altho he likez all the clothez best on the floor lmfao eih and uhm Shyz gonna call him the queen of heartz for that thong with the heartz on it lmfao i should put an msn name of Jesse wearz heart britchez lmfao eih and I dunno Melissa kinda made me mad last nite I mean she haz every oppurtunity to read the shit I write but she never really lookz at it and I think Im a fawkin brilliant writer and the lyrix of Switchblade Symphony remind me of the way I write and i showed her their lyrix and waz like it remindz me of me and my writingz shez just like whatever I guess too busy with her own world i guess shrugz fawk ppl eih i talked to Katie last nite sounded like she had a wonderful V day with Hanz heih heih they went first off were going to go skating but it waz too crowded so they went prix car racing and then they like went and got ice cream and kissyz lmfao eih I love Katie shez such a sweety and makez me feel better a lot of the time ;p eih i also got to talk to Beckeroo, Okada, and Lauren last nite Saru showed me some Nick Lea pix mmm mmm mmm damn iz he hot Saru im screwin hiz pic lmfao she also gave me some very awesome info shhh ;p eih and Beckeroo showed us some archer pix for a game saying they didn't have namez so i made Meatload #2 M-E-G-A-N name them and she named them Tanith and Bazuren interesting namez either Okada alwayz makez ya feel better I love that chat ;p eih I think I'm gonna go laterZ Quit giving me lip Stop making up stupid shit About me Wicked iz that it? You think you're rich You think you're so big Sending me trinketz I don't want your giftz I don't want your love so take it All bak and away you have my permission I loved him I really loved him And when you kissed me It waz all well and good But a kiss doeznt last with me I'd take it all bak if I could Every second we spent Because itz going no where and you just won't let it end I don't want you I don't want you Now let it go just let it end You want me damn you for wanting me Why can't you Make it easy for me Don't send Me thingz that I don't want Don't say thingz I don't need to hear FUCK YOU I SAID NAO WHY WON'T YOU SAY NAO? I don't want you now take yourself and go! Out that door Leave me here If you don't go thiz meanz war I said leave me right here Don't you dare come near Don't you dare try and get me Off guard Don't you dare try and hold me I'm not sorry that you're not the one I honor Chorus Brown paper bag package You didn't listen to my wishez You didn't hear me say no trash it You didn't ask for "my" consent Blood sugar sex magic You just went ahead and sent it Ever think heiy mayb she wont want it? Ever think you've gone mental? Sharp tooth acid tongue metal You think it'z fine to go postal You don't listen you don't try to listen You don't try to look inside my mind And I'm growing impatient And to see into my eyez you have to squint Chorus What iz it about me that attractz you I don't see the same in you I don't want to see the same of you Then I'd never get the pleasure of sleep Because your gilded image would probe my every dream And I don't wanna sound mean But I really can't want you I only kissed you I felt nothing more than lust I don't feel you My mind doezn't want to think of you No go on push Past the reflection on the screen Forget everything you ever saw in me Because I'll never love you I'll never want you Can't look bak Can't remember the past And I don't want you Stop trying to push me under You're not going to get her EVER!!! I'm not there I'm not here I'm not there I'm not here NOW GO AWAY!!!!!! Destroy yourself bluh to V day laterZ I'm sick of you having to squeeze me in Make an attempt To please me Gothz are exempt At being the star Oh please I wish you had to b me I wish you knew how it felt to b discriminated against Not once not twice not a hundred timez When doez it end? Sure go ahead and b first Do you really think you're going to let me? No of course not without a fit You can't open a starburst without using your teeth Do your little girl emotionz seeth? Do you know what it feelz like to b left out? Do you know what it feelz to b rejected When you alwayz expected The mahn who said I love you twice a week Would become so mean To throw you into the street Without one piece Without any shread Of dignity Of your virginity Do you know what it feelz like to give Give yourself up just so you can make endz meet To let your child live? Can you truly say you have? Can you truly look at me and say I've felt what you have? Why didn't you give me up for adoption Why didnt you just have the abortion Gotten rid of me To make thingz more easy So I wouldnt b living in anyonez legacy Chorus You hate me You all despise me You want to hate me? You want to advise me? Go ahead and hate me You could never elevate me And you could never celebrate when I waz happy When I found one drop of hope left You said letz sell it Letz inhale it Don't hold bak Don't hold bak Give us all your breath grab it!! Chorus I'm sick of watching you pretend to b asleep And I don't know why you keep Keep on loving me Why you keep on hating me Why you keep on confusing me By listening to me But never helping me I want you to b awake I want you to b with me Did I make a mistake By coming to thiz agency? Give me luster give me shine Mine all mine Thatz how I want you to b You dont wanna b? Well thatz just fine Because deep down I'll do better than fine Without you and your whine Kiss me just fucking kiss me Even if you don't want me Kiss me once to let me salavage what I have left in me Iz thiz the end? Let me know then darlin Rumor What did he say to you What did he say about me I know he said something to you Or you Wouldn't keep treating me thiz way Giving me the silent treatment Pushing me out the apartmentz Three story window You say no He didnt say a word But I can see through it And thatz not what I've heard I know he mentioned worse And you won't say Out with it now I don't like to wait Time'z not a measure to waist Now tell me little girl I'll get it out Don't think I won't Little white liez too many to count They match well with your purple diamondz Your rockz that you wear You must've slept with millionz To ever have them stare At me And talk behind my bak about me What did he say I know he lied What did he say Let me know before I throw dangerous lookz with my fiery eyez I don't like it When you conceal it When you use conceit To hide away the wet sealz suit Don't pamper yourself on behalf of hiz treat You're not that sneaky and I'm not that aloof To have my punctured eyez see straight through it I KNEW IT I KNEW IT HEZ THE ONE WHO SAID IT Said that I waz a cheat that I waz a slut Told you I'd lie beneath any mahnz nutz But what you didn't know What you didn't look into Let alone Waz to see That I'm too much Too high priced for him to ever have had If I were a hooker I'd b a whole lot cuter And I'm not hiz, I'm not yourz Hit the showerz Hit the sprinklerz I'll never b yourz Turn on the headlightz Turn on the blinkerz Sputter on past me because I don't own four doorz Go on I know you're turned on You want it You want him Plain out disgusting Derogatory men I want to kill them I want to flush them Down the landfill Never again will I let you know me Empty me Like the wastebasket on the second floor Push me down on the floor Hold my armz down So I don't get past Rowan And let me down Every time you force me to lose control You have no soul You heartless bitch You threw me out Trial of the fiendish witch That'z me Too much goth Too much freak You want too much nonstop I can't give it to you constantly And I can't alwayz be There for you to suck off of me And I know what he said I know he lied I know you believed it I saw it in the back of your head Don't even try Don't ever try To act like you didn't think Think what the rest of the world thought When you believed a rumor Nothing more than a rumor That threw off your reason and logic Just assume itz all true about her Believe what you like That'z whatz most tragic I don't really care how you interpret it I'm too much of a dark red crimson vampire for you to believe it When it comez from me Jewel Standing Still Cutting through the darkest night are my two headlights Try to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here To the twilight There's a dead end to my left There's a burning bush to my right You aren't in sight You aren't in sight Do you want me Like I want you Or am I standing still Beneath a darkened sky Or am I standing still With the scenery flying by Or am I standing still Out of the corner of my eye Was that you passing me by Mothers on the stoop Boys in souped-up coupes On this hot summer night Between fight and flight Is the blind man's sight And a choice that's right I roll the window down Feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town Feel broken down Feel broken down Do you want me Like I want you Or am I standing still Beneath a darkened sky Or am I standing still With the scenery flying by Or am I standing still Out of the corner of my eye Was that you passing me by Sweet sorrow - He said call tomorrow Sweet sorrow - He said call tomorrow Do you want me Like I want you Or am I standing still Beneath a darkened sky Or am I standing still With the scenery flying by Or am I standing still Out of the corner of my eye Was that you passing me by bummah day laterZ Lick the diet pepsi off my lipz I wonder where you've been Hustling me into it You know how to push me in You come and go like the wind And when I want to taste you There'z nothing there Nothing left but thin air and I put my handz in my pocketz Expecting to find a piece of you I've coveted Because you were my first And I thought I knew how to love you Turnz out I only knew a pervert You let your handz slide deep under my shirt You licked me from head to pelvis Draping my tongue in velvet Waz it real What we felt Waz it real When you said I love you I never could tell That'z why I still can't tell If you're being honest With me when you say That you mean it That you care about it That you want to know about it About me Why should I ever b trusting? Of another human being? They only take my trust and throw it away like an empty pill bottle I'm the drugz they take in their sleep and swallow And my heart iz sick of being in chainz I may make you I may break you I only want to take you With me I want you to go into me Instead of me Plunging into you A brand new spectrum not only viewed by my eyez Not only just viewed by your eyez Not a segregation of hiz and herz Don't walk all over me like your door mat I just want to b held closer I just want to know what love feelz like Because all I've ever known iz I want her I'll screw her If she'z not such a loser Make me up Little doll Sitting on the banister Along with the carnival Of rotted candy applez and necklacez A broken down carousel Of a lonely Of an empty Of a lost Of a ghost Of a girl wondering. . . Just contemplating and wondering. . . What are you thinking What are you dreaming Did you feel me while we were kissing And did you ever see it coming? Both of us falling Falling. . . Apart into diagramz Falling through the crackz You know me and what I am All too well And you make it so hard for me not to reach out and slap You until your head fallz off But I know thiz story all to well You leave me and take off And I end up wondering again and again What did I do To make you Realize I'm not good enough for you I still love you So here'z just another little momento going to your name You'll never see it Along with the rest of it I refuse to let it show in my face Take it bak Just take what you made me feel bak!! Did I feel reality or fiction? Mood ringz and psychic predictionz You made me realize you and me together iz fiction But with you did I ever face reality? contemplation laterZ Not here I'M Not Here i'm not here you hear me but you don't listen you see me but you look right through me i'm not here if you need me i'll be there but don't thank me i'm not here start expecting stop accepting it doesn't matter that you hurt me i'm not here goneZ It's Gone sixteen candles flicker on your heart is broken on the floor you can't replace what you've never had it's gone it's gone thirty-eight poems all for him you'll never see what could have been your heart is broken on the floor it's gone it's gone tell me a lie...any small lie so that i can breathe again in your absence i am vacant god i'm broken without you you're gone you're gone Pale Face The Pale-faced Girl the eyeless dolls sit on their shelves their gleaming orbs beneath them on the white stairs are scattered the purple crystal gems the palefaced girl is spinning she has turned into a scorpion if you look into the glass death is waiting for you the lifeless water in turning red the flowers crumple and turn dead the palefaced girl is running she is an obselete elk and she runs from sea to sea the british flags are waving and the trees are painted white Screw you You're the bad mahn Screw you You can't take what I am Screw you I touched you and then you ran Run away little boiy you're so disgusting You can't take me Run away little boiy before thingz turn ugly You can't shake me Go on I don't need you Go on I don't want you if I can't alwayz have you Now turn around No looking bak Make your get away Did I ever have you? I don't think so Did I ever really know you? I don't feel so Feel so good I'm looking at your picture in the dark wishing i understood Chorus Why don't you just come out You've got a mouthful Come on tweedle dum spit it out Tell me female iz permitable Come on buster brown throw me out You're going to get more than an earful Chorus Kiss me try and make it all better Should've thought when you had me You can't undo what you did to me by being with her I don't need your pity Think you can have me again Not in thiz life time the demonz moving in RUN! RUN!! RUN!!! Run for your existence. . . dance Dancing it was just one dance can we please go slowly i need your arms i need your warmth please save me from myself can we please dance again the song is ending soon can we please ignore it's length i need your breath on the back of my neck please calm the sobbing demons can we please dance again the song ended can we please continue dancing you broke away i need you i need you to keep me alive can we please dance again Lost Lost to Myself hidden behind a warming smile feelings lost in cruel denial shadows darken when everyone leaves painful memorandum when she breathes no one will save her; phone doesn't ring the only thing felt is the needle's hot sting blood soaks through the weak cotton sheet the demons scream they come to meet the child is knocking; no one is home safe from reality, she's all alone eyes cold and pale; fluttering slight the child is screaming; it's bleeding tonight terribluh laterZ |
