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one last comment What I've been up to with the crazy girl Heather Lovely Feeling The ring is on my hand, And the wreath is on my brow; Satin and jewels grand Are all at my command, And I am happy now. And my lord he loves me well; But, when first he breathed his vow, I felt my bosom swell- For the words rang as a knell, And the voice seemed his who fell In the battle down the dell, And who is happy now. But he spoke to re-assure me, And he kissed my pallid brow, While a reverie came o'er me, And to the church-yard bore me, And I sighed to him before me, Thinking him dead D'Elormie, "Oh, I am happy now!" And thus the words were spoken, And this the plighted vow, And, though my faith be broken, And, though my heart be broken, Here is a ring, as token That I am happy now! Would God I could awaken! For I dream I know not how! And my soul is sorely shaken Lest an evil step be taken,- Lest the dead who is forsaken May not be happy now. -Edgar Allen Poe Hear the sledges with the bells- Silver bells! What a world of merriment their melody foretells! How they tinkle, tinkle, tinkle, In the icy air of night! While the stars that oversprinkle All the heavens, seem to twinkle With a crystalline delight; Keeping time, time, time, In a sort of Runic rhyme, To the tintinnabulation that so musically wells From the bells, bells, bells, bells, Bells, bells, bells- From the jingling and the tinkling of the bells. II Hear the mellow wedding bells, Golden bells! What a world of happiness their harmony foretells! Through the balmy air of night How they ring out their delight! From the molten-golden notes, And an in tune, What a liquid ditty floats To the turtle-dove that listens, while she gloats On the moon! Oh, from out the sounding cells, What a gush of euphony voluminously wells! How it swells! How it dwells On the Future! how it tells Of the rapture that impels To the swinging and the ringing Of the bells, bells, bells, Of the bells, bells, bells,bells, Bells, bells, bells- To the rhyming and the chiming of the bells! III Hear the loud alarum bells- Brazen bells! What a tale of terror, now, their turbulency tells! In the startled ear of night How they scream out their affright! Too much horrified to speak, They can only shriek, shriek, Out of tune, In a clamorous appealing to the mercy of the fire, In a mad expostulation with the deaf and frantic fire, Leaping higher, higher, higher, With a desperate desire, And a resolute endeavor, Now- now to sit or never, By the side of the pale-faced moon. Oh, the bells, bells, bells! What a tale their terror tells Of Despair! How they clang, and clash, and roar! What a horror they outpour On the bosom of the palpitating air! Yet the ear it fully knows, By the twanging, And the clanging, How the danger ebbs and flows: Yet the ear distinctly tells, In the jangling, And the wrangling, How the danger sinks and swells, By the sinking or the swelling in the anger of the bells- Of the bells- Of the bells, bells, bells,bells, Bells, bells, bells- In the clamor and the clangor of the bells! IV Hear the tolling of the bells- Iron Bells! What a world of solemn thought their monody compels! In the silence of the night, How we shiver with affright At the melancholy menace of their tone! For every sound that floats From the rust within their throats Is a groan. And the people- ah, the people- They that dwell up in the steeple, All Alone And who, tolling, tolling, tolling, In that muffled monotone, Feel a glory in so rolling On the human heart a stone- They are neither man nor woman- They are neither brute nor human- They are Ghouls: And their king it is who tolls; And he rolls, rolls, rolls, Rolls A paean from the bells! And his merry bosom swells With the paean of the bells! And he dances, and he yells; Keeping time, time, time, In a sort of Runic rhyme, To the paean of the bells- Of the bells: Keeping time, time, time, In a sort of Runic rhyme, To the throbbing of the bells- Of the bells, bells, bells- To the sobbing of the bells; Keeping time, time, time, As he knells, knells, knells, In a happy Runic rhyme, To the rolling of the bells- Of the bells, bells, bells: To the tolling of the bells, Of the bells, bells, bells, bells- Bells, bells, bells- To the moaning and the groaning of the bells. -Edgar Allen Poe Seldom we find," says Solomon Don Dunce, "Half an idea in the profoundest sonnet. Through all the flimsy things we see at once As easily as through a Naples bonnet- Trash of all trash!- how can a lady don it? Yet heavier far than your Petrarchan stuff- Owl-downy nonsense that the faintest puff Twirls into trunk-paper the while you con it." And, veritably, Sol is right enough. The general tuckermanities are arrant Bubbles- ephemeral and so transparent- But this is, now- you may depend upon it- Stable, opaque, immortal- all by dint Of the dear names that he concealed within 't. -Edgar Allen Poe It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE;-- And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. She was a child and I was a child, In this kingdom by the sea, But we loved with a love that was more than love-- I and my Annabel Lee-- With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud by night Chilling my Annabel Lee; So that her high-born kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulchre In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in Heaven, Went envying her and me:-- Yes! that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of a cloud, chilling And killing my Annabel Lee. But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we-- Of many far wiser than we- And neither the angels in Heaven above, Nor the demons down under the sea, Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:-- For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride, In her sepulchre there by the sea-- In her tomb by the side of the sea. -Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. -Edgar Allen Poe the cold sand sticks between my toes and God knows how i've come to be here on the edge of the sea where the ocean meets the land i stand lost in my reflection i look back at the path i've walked on the shore and what more could i have asked you for every day now, a thousand of us face the sea could you be the one who carried me? too weak to walk i couldn't struggle on those days are gone but the image still remains of a set of prints where two should be that show the times you carried me and it fully follows that todays transcend tomorrows but we can't wallow in what we've done and as i stand here today knowing i'll be swept away my heart cries out to say thank you -Comfort Once Forgotten "if you please draw me a sheep" surprised i lept up to my feet not a soul for miles around except a boy who stood his ground that one to big, that one to strong that one to old to live for long at last i put his soul to rest a simple box contained the best so you too come here from the sky a tiny star shone in his eye straight ahead of him no one can go far if you chart where the mountains lie and if you map where the rivers flow but haven't seen with your own eyes matters of consequence are all you know somewhere in the desert there hides sweet water somewhere in the heavens there lies a single rose no where in a thousand roses can be found beauty beyond measure he shares with the one blind eyes miss the water blind eyes miss the rose blink and miss the sunset heartbeats will feel it burn somewhere in the deser there lies sweet water -Comfort Once Forgotten goodbye family goodbye friends someday maybe we'll meet again goodbye comfort as life unfurls goodbye all i've known and hello world goodbyes linger goodbyes fade the time has come when there's nothing left to say goodbye summer goodbye girl goodbye, good luck and hello world -Comfort Once Forgotten highway's a lonely place haven't seen a soul for miles the dark grey clouds revive a trace of something long in denial the heavens open up for me crying through the sky the pavement stretches out for me a scapegoat, still i drive i see your face and i turn away but don't know why you're still here with me though i left you sleeping with a smile static on the radio but what i hear is far away just the gentle laughter my entire world became the suitcase strapped in next to me holds everything i own except the thing i treasured most which waits for me at home i can't be there when you wake to see the sun i can't be there when the dark night is done tears in my eyes as the miles still fly by moon and the stars hide alone in a dark sky far from the ones keeping watch where you lie sleeping with a smile i couldn't tell you or try to reconcile so i had to leave you unknowing and sleeping with a smile -Comfort Once Forgotten we broke down just outside the beltway left the keys in the car and rolled the windows up we broke down just outside the beltway just laid on the hood and waited for help to come we sat all alone together in the night the car was fine we couldn't say the same we lost ourselves under the streetlights just screamed to the wind and wondered what we became do you remember when we were losers? do you remember yesterday do you remember growing older are you happy with what you became do you remeber when we were frightened but fighting the fear with the fire in our eyes do you remember when we were pathetic but almost heroes in our own right we watched as a million lives flew by my head in my hands and my hands wrapped in hers we listened to the thoughts that all the words implied and longed for the days when we knew who we were we don't know just how far we've come or how the past has dissipated but she was there and she knew where we were from and she knew me and she said do you remember when we were losers? do you remember yesterday do you remember growing older are you happy with what you became do you remeber when we were frightened but fighting the fear with the fire in our eyes do you remember when we were pathetic but almost heroes in our own right fall.... she catches me when i fall down she makes me whole from the pieces she found and everytime i've lost my way she's my saving grace she is the world but just a girl and she is all that keeps me whole -Comfort Once Forgotten i live in dreams i live in lies i got faith in nothing except goodbyes you dance with sunlight you're always true you count on everything except for you i don't think we've met but i see you at night and that's why i smile when i turn out the light are you a dreamer and what do you see as you quietly slumber and is it me? when the stars fall when the moon dies the morning star begins to rise the day will pass till evenings air and when night falls i'll meet you there -Comfort Once Forgotten i gaze at my reflection and try to read its mind which rests upon a young boys face a moment trapped in time the little boy looks back at me inside his wooden frame the years have changed him into me though we share but a name i sit inside his room but no longer is it home his toys all keep me company but i am still alone when i was young i believed in a paper boy and his dragon by the sea now they fade from my mind a little boy lost to time a ragged friend still guards the bed with scales and fiercesome claws his armor fails him in his age as a broken heart can cause when i was just a paper boy he was my dearest friend no doubt it was my abscence here that killed him in the end when i was young i believed in a paper boy and his dragon by the sea the tide once washed me from his shores and time will wash me off once more -Comfort Once Forgotten the porchlight's always on just sits collecting moths they fly in circles and then in smaller circles the radio's always on just plays the same old songs it feels like it's been years since i've sang along i walk these hallways like i always have before but no more do i lie awake and smile at night happy just to be alive i woke up from that childish dream cause everything is as it seems the phonograph inside my head just plays back all the words i've said when a broken record's all you get we haven't come full circle yet the sun blinks off and on and all the days grow long we talk in circles ever smaller circles we are just restless pawns now that the kings have gone we dance in circles never ending circles everything in this place feels like it's always been waiting for something that just isn't coming we fight with ourselevs out of fear of the silence we fill up the emptiness growing inside us with headlines and video games and we sleep through the day and our lives are just wasting away and it's not that i'm scared to leave all this behind i've just no where to go so i never go anywhere -Comfort Once Forgotten i believe in the price of a moment as the pavement begins to disappear i can bear the weight of atonement there are some things i just can't bear to hear never again... i was blind or in love not to see it needed this far too much for it to fail in between honest eyes grew a secret that was never more than thinly veiled never again (i'll be decieved) never again (will i believe) never again seventeen all it took to define me was a car and an endless friday night now i can't leave august behind me and it kills me that i just said goodbye never again (i'll be decieved) never again (will i believe) never again (in anyone but me) never again i'm screaming out my last goodnight and drowning in the spinning of the tires the trees rise up on a sunset king and shed no tears as the angels start to sing and everything i've been will die as i drive on and leave you behind -Comfort Once Forgotten under your arms you carry your wings safe from harm in a symphony of violence gently disarm till you surface again into my arms to the sound of violins soft spoken words the quiver of your skin this fragile world is the envy of the seraphim if this is love then why do i feel like you're falling away from me? if it's not love then why do i see you every time that i fall asleep? doubt turns your head as you stumble away we're sorry again is guilt the price we have to pay? if this is love then why do i feel like you're falling away from me? if it's not love then why do i see you every time that i fall asleep? -Comfort Once Forgotten Dear Anna, I hope that you've been doing well i hope you're happy on your own and that you like living alone I know that I've been doing better (slowly of course) best wishes always, insincerely yours Dear Anna, I hope you're happy that I'm gone I hope you've found the space you need so you can finally sleep in peace I hope you have the sweetest dreams and that they never turn to me So Anna, you see I've not been quite as well every day I'm more alone and I just wish that you'd come home I hear you on my radio it's you and me and Mr. Jones in all the fairy tales we told I never dreamed I'd end alone 'cause I will never let you down and I will always let you win and if you do come back around I'll never let you go again you know that I will let you down and may not always let you win but I swear if you come back around I'll never let you go again I'll never let you go... -Comfort Once Forgotten A thousand tiny flashing lights are dancing in the sky and one will bring you home tonight after all this time the coffee's cold and so am I look through my self to the snow outside you picked an awfully chilly year to leave me waiting for you here you want me to be these things I'll never be I want you to see all those things in me down on my knees a dozen dasies fill the space between my hat and coat my empty hands begin to shake as i wonder if you'll smile what will I say? will you laugh at my pocket full of photographs? it hasn't been the best of years waiting for you here -Comfort Once Forgotten we could waste our lives away waiting for the sun to fall that's all we ever do these days watch the paint peel off the walls i watched you fall apart today sitting in your favorite chair yesterday i did the same cause we've all walked these streets before the big hand spins around and around and around and all our thoughts go round and around and around the real world winds around and around around and i begin to see myself crumbling down -Comfort Once Forgotten daylight fades on all the wasted words that i won't say but i wish somehow you heard across a wire it snowed again today and buried our old place in shades of grey on the bus to work i traced a summers day and breathed it away santa maria hear my call cause i am tired of the rising sun these neon lights are not my own and the city has almost won the boy on the corner who sells me my paper says "hey man, i think it's getting colder" and the girl at the counter who never wants my number looks a little bit too much like you they say that the city never sleeps i guess that's why it's never really away and i'm tired santa maria hear my call cause i am tired of the rising sun these neon lights are not my own and the city has almost won -Comfort Once Forgotten i breathed a melody let it echo inside me decay to harmony run through my veins and heal me when i bleed i stole the movie's dream and lived it for a day tied up all my strings as the sunset sank and slowly slid away but ever after seemed right for everyone but me i left the princes in the sky to come back down among the theives for i had left to gather stones but the winding road has led me home i've cast away what weighed me down and freed myself from what i'd found pages turn for me a fable written in my eyes fighting windmills, chasing rainbows living all the gentle lies for i had left to gather stones but the winding road has led me home i've cast away what weighed me down and freed my self from what i'd found for i was lost in others dreams i let myself fall through my seams and landed home where i began i'm happy here with empty hands -Comfort Once Forgotten somewhere over your shoulder there lies a world full of wonder the past and all that you're leaving you go but do you know what you're seeking your eyes are watching the sunrise your mind is searching for blue skies don't you question don't you worry don't you ever wonder why you're leaving here in such a hurry blind to all you leave behind all that glitters here is gold (tear down the sattelites and fill your pockets with their dreams) but all that's perfect must grow old (we're east of eden now and paradise is what you leave) and all that's priceless must be sold you walk away from all that you need but you can't see this is where you should be your footsteps fade and leave this to shine for you must leave perfection behind -Comfort Once Forgotten the sun beats down as sweat beads up and trickles off his haggard brow the trail looms up as he looks down and tries to make the masses proud the miles fly by as he stands still and watches all that changes there while he climbs up his spirit falls and screams into the air angel here i am standing in this place i'm feeling so alone so far away from home angel how did i ever make it here i have to carry on but all my strength is gone i need you struggling upwards and gasping for air deep in his heart knowing someone must care but the higher he climbs the more doubt fills his mind that the prize is worth the pain they say that the journey brings means to the end and that the rocks are worth the postcard view but the trail is cutting deeper now and he wonder's how he'll make it through angel here i am standing in this place i'm feeling so alone so far away from home angel how did i ever make it here i have to carry on but all my strength is gone i need you -Comfort Once Forgotten Da Vinci's portrait falls unheeded to the ground for everything he dreamed has been accomplisehd now and Van Gogh's Starry Night collects a coat of dust the skies are left behind for newer wonderlust the monkey stands the man makes fire and then makes friends as he builds higher the knight bows down as shakespeare rhymes man walks the moon on the front page of the times the red october seas have drowned the nautilus around the world with ease on a disel greyhound bus frank sinatra's charm is lost in vedder's rage newport screams it's news as denver fades away the monkeys sing the bombs arrive as jack and john lay down their lives goodall writes the monkeys die as man reaches for eternal life time will cast these amber blues over everything we do the motions of thought once set in stone are left there to grow old and die among the dreams we have in store somewhere over the rainbow way up high there's a land that i heard of once in a lullaby somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true life as fast as light beyond the speed of speech humankind takes flight and sails out of it's reach eschers crooked steps leave no need for babylon the earth is left behind for a greener alderon -Comfort Once Forgotten sunset finds your hand in mine would the sun but bide its time what goes around comes around quiet words spoke close to home break more fragile things than bone what goes up must come down it's a heaven like this that i will most miss bury me in a field of forget-me-nots so when you have moved on and the memories are gone i can lay here in hope in forget-me-nots on the edge of earth we stand just the wind between our hands i stood alone here yesterday and when the sun finds me again we'll only be the best of friends tomorrow starts sometime today it's a heaven like this that i will most miss bury me in a field of forget-me-nots so when you have moved on and the memories are gone i can lay here in hope in forget-me-nots "i've changed" you'll say but you'll be the same "i'll change" i'll say but it's all the same cause you'll still turn and you'll still walik away and tomorrow still becomes today and as we fall away from us from dust we shall return to dust ash to ashes, we all come falling down beneath the skin and fire faith has crawled out on a wire with arms outstretched we all come falling down -Comfort Once Forgotten i was there on the day that i was born i was there when i turned sweet sixteen you weren't there on the day that i was born so who are you to comfort me i was there on the day that my first pet died i was there when the doctors made mommy cry you weren't there the day i first fell in love so why do you think i need you shoulder now? give me a fair-weather friend i need someone without a shoulder to lend who doesn't understand and doesn't pretend to know who i am and how this will end where were you on the day i got my first real bike where were you when we danced in the pouring rain where were you when i got my first six strings where were you on the fourth of July? give me a fair-weather friend i need someone without a shoulder to lend who doesn't understand and doesn't pretend to know who i am and how this will end i don't mean to sound ungrateful and i hate to complain i'm just tired of friends who gather like stormclouds over rain maybe when i am less troubled we'll go splashing through the puddles but i am reconciled to being wet for a while give me a fair-weather friend i need someone without a shoulder to lend who doesn't understand and doesn't pretend to know who i am and how this will end -- -Comfort Once Forgotten six strings ring in rhythm and time and cross the fragments of my mind words come softly to my ears but not the words i want to hear phrases tumble off my tounge but they are dismal dying ones feelings hidden in between you and postcards and my dreams i'd like to write a melody that's honest good and strangely sweet like you have been to me like you with every note and word i write i'm sending you a lullaby tonight on every star that fills the sky i wish i wasn't missing you tonight and every word that hits the page seems an empty winters day when held up to your summer light and every rhyme just fails to show how the longing in me grows i wish i had your candle to burn with me tonight -- -Comfort Once Forgotten to annabelle it's hard to tell if it's home or if it's hell and annabelle is talking to herself because she swears there's no one else and suddenly she's shaken and suddenly she's shaking with the leaves this time of year but she's not scared and feels no shame it's not her fault she's flown away october never stays the same but the windy city still calls her name it's one too many wasted days one too many edges frayed a little bit a bit too late and annabelle has gone away from the big nights and the headlights and hte calls that never came and mornings when it rained but she's not scared and feels no shame it's not her fault she's flown away october never stays the same but the windy city still calls her name annabelle is hard to tell from the pictures on her shelf with waking eyes she's left herself in search of annabelle and everything around her is suddenly in color though she thinks in black and white but she's not scared and feels no shame it's not her fault she's flown away october never stays the same but the windy city still calls her name and in the wind she's raining down the city floods she'll never drown the shadows fall because she's gone. -- -Comfort Once Forgotten a million moons float above the street dirty sulfer suns and light the way for a million feet but drown the steps of one and all the glamour the money buys is tossed out into the street a nightly struggle to survive a night to quiet to sleep some days it seems some days just bleed into the days caught in between my memories and all my dreams somedays it seems crash down on me a concrete world encased in glass a world of mirrors and smoke a million hearts beat behind one mask each one seeking hope but sometimes hope can seem so jaded distant cold and complicated lucky stars are over-rated somedays hurt but somedays always end some days it seems some days just bleed into the days caught in between my memories and all my dreams somedays it seems crash down on me -- -Comfort Once FOrgotten another discovers the balcony tonights a lover uncovers her face to the moon which pales to her, fails to meet her splendor on the balcony tonight she's all this and flawless she's radiance and grace to see her is wonder, to stare up from earth which pales to her, fails to meet her beauty on the balcony tonight don't come down Juliet stay a dream Miss Capulet perfection is found in the distance to her face an angel that's earthbound has lost its saving grace but she's still in flight on the balcony tonight a star only sparkles when seen from far away it blinds and it burns when it's close enough to stay so Juliet, when you look at the stars tonight Juliet, please don't look to hard tonight and Juliet, stay a shooting star don't come down Juliet stay a dream Miss Capulet -- -Comfort Once Forgotten the sounds of silent castanets echos in the sillouhettes intermingling as they whirl what a word, what a worl and thus begins my dance with doubt in which i turn you inside out were things ever as they seem or was comfort just a dream that is forgotten now the weight of static marks the distance from your thoughts to mine but don't fade out and don't give in you have my word we will be back again i won't fade out i won't give in cause i have faith we will be back again pandora's lock begins to rust as distance robs me of my trust how much further can i fall and still see you at all or do you even care i sit in wonder and i have to ask are you wondering to? but don't fade out and don't give in you have my word we will be back again i won't fade out i won't give in cause i have faith we will be back again i will not bend i will not break i don't care how much more it takes -Comfort Once Forgotten why doez it alwayz seem to work thiz way? thiz iz definitely wishful thinking Next to Death To Myself I turn The time is getting closer To fall into the night Feel the need to get away Take the drop and slide today It's comfort now but soon you'll pay You drift into the light The world is getting fainter And your mind is just a blur So lose your senses, take the lead Go for what you really need Find the prey and start to feed Their speech is just a slur Come back down to where you are And know you'll be alright So find your head and fall in bed Sink down deep and pass for dead Fly away and dream instead -Fenwick Fall from the sky and meet me here Down to earth where the lonely hide Caught in a web of deceit and lies Never look back Never go back Sink down deep beneath the waves Away from feelings hurt and gone Emotions sweet been gone too long Drift away, fall away Always see me here Go today, never stay Far away or near My today, start to pray This could never end As I lay, one faint ray Of what my world will send See the bitter world around Sense bad start to awake Suck you dry and soon you'll break -Fenwick Have you ever wanted to be someone special Have you ever wanted something more I could climb to the top of the highest mountain Or swim to the bottom of the deepest sea But as much as I want There is one thing I can never be And that's be with you I can do anything Anything at all I can be anyone Except be with you Have you ever wondered what the world would look like Through someone else's eyes I could go into outer space, explore the universe And leave no rock unturned But as much as I want There is one thing I can never be And that is be with you Have you ever wondered if there's a god And if there is why do I have to be so lonely? -George And suddenly I find myself in this world Don't know what I'm doing but I guess I'm stuck here I don't really like it but I guess I'll have to Stick with it And every time I find myself in this world I wanna know why I'm here and why I'm stuck here And why I don't like it Where is this world I was in before The one I'm in now I don't really like it There must be another one somewhere else Somewhere I could get used to One where life is full of dreams for me Everything is mine to see Oh how I would like to be there now I wanna be in my world now, in my world now, my world now, my world now... And suddenly I find myself in this world I know what I'm doing I chose to be here I hope I'm stuck here 'cos I really like it Yeah I really like it... You're in my world now... -Gutteridge The world is soft to the touch If only I knew as much As everyone before me that ever was If I cover up all this will stop Someone wipe the calmness from my brow My heart, my soul, my everything My fire, my fire, my fire The crackling makes my skin itch The grating makes my eyes twitch But if I cover my eyes, yes I'll cover my eyes Hairs stand on end, bliss or fear What can they see, doesn't bother me Who cares I say, but someone will Someone always does My heart turns to stone, my soul turns to gold My everything, my everything, is there ever anything My fire, my fire, my fire I don't know, you decide, it's crazy that I could've lied Feeling all that is ever there Fuelling all except despair My skin is flecked, the sun is set My fire is in effect Dowsed by the flames, yet so easily tamed But only for those who know how, who know how My fire, my fire, in satin attire My heart, my soul, my heart, my soul My fire, my fire, in satin attire My heart, my soul, my heart, my soul My fire -Gutteridge Your world today's seen better days But don't believe it's over A new surprise for your sore eyes Waits round the next corner When life is death they always say A lucky day will come your way A lucky day to set you free Set you straight and let you be What's said today's not mine to say So cast yourself adrift But not for me, not mine to see What's hidden in that gift When life is death they always say A lucky day will come your way A lucky day to set you free Set you straight and let you be Take the world on, stand up tall Rising high and never fall Floating up to heaven's gate Realise it's not too late What's said today's not mine to say So take it in your stride But not for me not mine to see What's written in those eyes When life is death they always say A lucky day will come your way A lucky day to set you free Set you straight and let you be So take the world on, stand up tall Rising high and never fall Floating up to heaven's gate Realise it's not too late All is tumbling down around So make it quick without a sound Call my name and never tell The secrets of this living hell -Fenwick There's no fun in laughing anymore The future's written in felt tip Did I break your heart? It sank like a ship Everybody stands in line Thinking of a different time They all stand up to scream and shout Reproductive juices hang about I look at you I visit you in your sleep I visit you in your dreams Oh look at me, I'm in too deep Don't ever let them weep / win No don't ever let them weep / win Don't ever let them weep / win Win for me There's no fun in laughing any more You know you shut your fingers in the door You know you left in on the window sill You left me a hole to fill Don't ever let them weep . . . -Gutteridge I let it slip away Had so much but didn't know All I was before So young, so good, so long ago Saw me there, all alone Lost in dreams, woke me, took me home Nothing left for me to be All the world was mine to see Floated up through summer blue Every moment be with you Still I sit and wonder how Memories still haunt me now Should have known too soon All of this would only lead to pain Everything must end Things will always be the same Took my heart, led me on Used me up, left me feeling cold -Fenwick I see now you're mine That I was so blind I see, now you're not crying any more But I see double I need your loving Everyday This thing called trust Is one thing we've got enough of What's missing is your company You're too far away now I need your loving Every day and every night So please stay here with me And fill my darkness I see in your soul That you're the only one that can make me whole I see in your eyes You're smiling back at me now I need your loving, Every day and every night So please stay here with me And fill my darkness with your light These things I give to you These things I give to you Every day Every day -R George Are you full of lies Lies and compromise Are you in it just for the money? Can you wear a disguise Smile or cry Or pretend that it's funny? Isn't it strange How we change While everything else Remains the same Chorus: Is it all worth while To go that extra mile Or is it all just a waste of time? Does it all make sense? Does it play on your conscience? One day all of this will be mine Can you see your crime? All you do is mime Repeating what you're told Your voice fails to satisfy Your face gets you by It's all about how many you've sold What are you Gonna do about it? This time we've all Had enough Chorus Do you even know what you're saying Or that you're driving us insane It's all the same it's all the same... What are you Gonna do about it? This time we've all Had enough Chorus -R George Why is it so hard to write a love song? All the words I want to say come out all wrong I don't know what to say any more But there's one's thing of which I'm sure A night like this should last forever A night like this should never end A thousand waterfalls, pass me by A thousand stars light up the sky I long to be with you For all time, for all time I need to just hold you in my arms Hold you close, make sure you come to no harm This feeling gets stronger every day But there's one thing I need to hear you say But we always have to say goodnight I can't remember if i cried Please don't ever ask me why -George mrow I learned a new word today going to put the definition on here so I don't forget it ;p Icarus: the son of Daedalus who to escape imprisonment flies by means of artificial wings but falls into the sea and drowns when the wax of his wings melts as he flies too near the sun thiz song iz SO me itz not funny I thought I'd send a letter Or even mail a card But putting it in writing It seems so very hard There is no word for my feeling for you I have no idea of what I should do I'm gonna tell her the truth tomorrow I'll tell her the truth tomorrow I don't want to do it now So I'm gonna do it tomorrow Without you I'm burning In my own hell I don't know what to say Or who to tell I spend my time wishing you were here with me But when you are around I feel so lonely. Please mind the gap you may fall you see the rabbit it scuttles quietly into the burrow reflecting on its recent behaviour processing data is not difficult rather it is an organic process of the heart I get the icarus feeling said the otter yes I am with you new trains new electrics please stand clear of the doors Sometimes my feelings Get so intense I don't know why It makes no sense No matter how hard I try I cannot say a thing It's very hard to write and it's easier to sing When the sun goes down And the sky is filled with night I'm sitting on my bed I turn out the light I make my mind up I'll tell you in the morning I sleep sweet dreams Until the dawning Of the sun -Rutherford As the music caresses my haunted ears My friend I must tell you the truth That even after all these years I'm falling in love with a stranger Every time I look at her alluring face It doesn't matter what I do My heart beats louder and I feel my pulse race I'm falling in love with a stranger I don't even know anything about her But every day my feelings grow stronger I don't think I can live without her I'm falling in love, falling in love With a stranger The pain of this possession Is too much for my soul This song is my confession I'm falling in love with a stranger Well my friend, just what can I do? What can I say, what can I be? Just what can I do? I'm falling in love with a stranger Is all this just a pointless dream Getting me high on someone I just can't be Will she ever be more than a stranger? Will I ever tell her that I'm falling in love with a stranger -Rutherford The smoke is clearing, so's my mind I've got a funny feeling I've been left behind You went right ahead You said what you said I should have known all along, it's just me Left to pick up the pieces now you're gone I remember this guy he said "It's better to shine than to be faded" I said thank you, this advice isn't needed He said when you pick up the pieces You gotta fade away and the day will go your way I said thank you, this advice isn't needed It's like a spider in a glass It's a helping hand that lets time pass I said thank you, are you sure that's true It's like a spider in a glass It's a helping hand that stops your life going past I said thank you, can I go home now? When you're picking up the pieces You know it's hard to find your way today With a shattered mind You want some advice Well I remember this guy I knew, he said Thank you, can I go home now? -Gutteridge I've got ink on my hands but I haven't used a pen this morning There's shouting in my head but I can't see no-one calling There's no-one around but someone's creeping up on me without warning You're driving me around but baby my mind is stalling Chorus: I need a guardian, I need an angel I need someone like you Someone to cry on, and to rely on Damn, anything I'll do Well, I can't see a thing but my world is flooded with light My eyes are wide open but I think I'm losing sight of you I get up in the mornig and walk straight into the night You told me not to, but I think I just might Chorus There's a clock on the wall but time doesn't seem to be passing The question is the same, no matter what I'm asking Oh, there's an angel She flew straight by my face Oh, Where can I find her She's gotta be some place Chorus -Gutteridge/Rutherford What do you want from me? What do you want me to be? Every time I think I'm free There you are, you're after me I tried so many times To make you see things right But you don't wanna know So it's time for me to go Chorus: Never had a feeling like this before I think I love you more and more each day Don't know what to do any more I'll do anything you say Never felt like this before I think you know it's you who I adore You just want to play With my heart It's all a game to you To see how many people you can hurt But I don't want to play any more No not another word Chorus Does it matter how many times I've tried? Does it matter how many times you lie? You can run but you can't hide Does it matter how many times I've cried? Chorus -R George Better Grid locked together I thought my heart would last forever You took advantage of the situation When you started flirting with her Confusion rules the brain without a solution What is it that you want with her? Haven’t you done enough to her? Holding me responsible after all For all the damage you caused I won’t let you seize me under the microscope you said between us there was nothing sexual Keep away Keep away ‘Don’t come heading in the direction of my way Keep away Keep away Don’t let your lips touch any part of my face You wanted to play the games So here we are Don’t expect me to put on all of your blame Because that would make me a liar And you’re the one who lies I’m just the one who’s supposed to die Let’s surrender her to it Soul and all She’s the one who did it You want to make it all her fault Keep away Keep away I don’t want your face to be walking towards my way Keep away Keep away I know I’m the little girl you love to hate Let’s end it She’s already made her grave Just push her into it You pretended to be my slave Lies is all it turned into Did I amuse you? Really that much? Was I fun to kiss for you Or was I more fun to fuck? Keep away Keep away I have no intention of letting you stay Keep away Keep away I want to forget all the deception your lips used to say Drowning in denial I lost myself under the unicorn’s rainbow I escaped from you and all your lies I slipped out the looking glass window Entering another world without even trying A world of envisioning A place a mere mortal could never surrender too entirely I want to forget you quickly I want to forget you and never let my mind go back to your name thinking You were a mistake I let into myself while I was drifting Drifting away Because I was the lady no one could save From the bounty of her depression From the deceit of love’s confession Love is only a betrayal A betrayal of myself I wish to never love anyone else KEEP AWAY KEEP AWAY I never mattered any way KEEP AWAY KEEP AWAY The damages will be circumscribed and even without you I’ll fall into being happy one day hmmm after that conversation about Shannon Doherty and listening to her orgasm multiple timez and finding it quite grrreat I think that I've come to the conclusion since I more than likely will never have another or a meaningul relationship that iz with a guy that I should just become a lesbian and let love come find me that way because I'm really tired of playing gamez with little boyz az of you can see I didn't take any coricidin yet. .. ;p I gotta ask mom here in a little over twenty seven minutez to put my envelope with my money order in it in the mail box mrow nah I just killed myself with dancing I did over an hour of it, five hundred ab crunchez and my fifty with the barbellz shyeah I came online talked to the Charmed chat talked to my Mewissa doo about all kindz of shit talked to Deen for a bit I have a bit of a convo for me to try and remember which I'll add in a second. mrow I'm a bit tired but not really listening to Lacuna Coil Heaven's a Lie so fucking true. . .anyayz I think lesbian iz in since I'm a walking disaster with men! jatinx: i know i often give up...its not good PoisonIvySphinx: shyeah true jatinx: giving up is worse than any failure there is PoisonIvySphinx: yeah jatinx: masterofpumpkins: thats also what i do back at school too masterofpumpkins: haha im pathetic jatinx: lol jatinx: get a girl who'll straighten u up PoisonIvySphinx: lol shyeah PoisonIvySphinx: ill try jatinx: meow *hug* jatinx: catcha later PoisonIvySphinx: hugz bak PoisonIvySphinx: laterZ jatinx: thanks PoisonIvySphinx: youre welcome ;p jatinx: :-) PoisonIvySphinx: heh SilverFame: lol minez all done SilverFame: she suckz at moaning i promise ;p UGotFlava: No she doesn't. AngelDACA4: What does Mystique Rising Sun SilverFame: sorry I think she doez SilverFame: ive heard wayyyyyyyyyy better SilverFame: i can do wayyyyyyy better AngelDACA4: mean UGotFlava: That's my name, Angel. PipersLoverBoy: r u sure AngelDACA4: Rising Sun is part of it? UGotFlava: You can do better? SilverFame: lol yeah SilverFame: ive had people ask me to do phone sex linez for them ;x UGotFlava: In front of a crew of over 100, wtching you? PipersLoverBoy: you have a cool name flava SilverFame: sure why not AngelDACA4: oh god that nasty!!!! UGotFlava: It's my magical name, Angel. AngelDACA4: Mysty! SilverFame: i dont mind moaning itz one of the thingz i can do best UGotFlava: What Angel? AngelDACA4: the wav AngelDACA4: eeewww UGotFlava: That's not ew. SilverFame: lol AngelDACA4: Ill never be the same UGotFlava: That's AWESOME! SilverFame: no itz not nasty PipersLoverBoy: silver that was a little much infor SilverFame: shez just moaning sheesh AngelDACA4: cuz you know how to do that! AngelDACA4: not me SilverFame: lol youre welcome AngelDACA4: im flipping AngelDACA4: wait AngelDACA4: im trippin SilverFame: shrugz PipersLoverBoy: " SilverFame: lol UGotFlava: {S ShanMoan AngelDACA4: mysty.....ughhhh! AngelDACA4: gerrross! UGotFlava: That's not gross. PipersLoverBoy: "dont still from your parents" (eveyone knows grama has more money) PipersLoverBoy: lol UGotFlava: Angel, are you scared of sex? SilverFame: eih listening to it with the music down SilverFame: she soundz better AngelDACA4: how did they get that SilverFame: not so bad UGotFlava: It's from a movie, Angel. AngelDACA4: o god... AngelDACA4: Im 13 mysty! PipersLoverBoy: flava did u think i was annoying and why?? and do you still Ceirdwynlf: moaning is not something that is gross. AngelDACA4: {s shanmoan UGotFlava: No Pipers. SilverFame: nope UGotFlava: It's a part of life....for some people. hehe SilverFame: i think itz sexy ;x AngelDACA4: yeah AngelDACA4: but not a 13 yr old! UGotFlava: I know there are those silent types out there.....but still....YOWZA!!!!!!!!!!! Gotta love that wav. UGotFlava: :-P AngelDACA4: {s sha PipersLoverBoy: eveyone moans even my lil brother does when he is like "huh" when i tell him no SilverFame: lmfao SilverFame: LOL SilverFame: thatz not moaning SilverFame: thatz whining AngelDACA4: I am deleting that b4 my mom finds it PipersLoverBoy: yeah sometimes he moans bout it UGotFlava: Even if you ARE 13, that's still not gross. PipersLoverBoy: tough SilverFame: lol SilverFame: i like it Ceirdwynlf: moaning can be fun! PipersLoverBoy: you like what SilverFame: fuck yeah SilverFame: but i waz saying i like the wav SilverFame: lol SilverFame: lol SilverFame: whatd ya think i meant SilverFame: that i like moaning? SilverFame: i like that too SilverFame: nah AngelDACA4: you have turned me into someone else mysty..I'l never be the same PipersLoverBoy: {s shannen moan PipersLoverBoy: {s shannen moan UGotFlava: What does actually doing it have to do with hearing it/ SilverFame: i waz more like seventeen when i started doing it SilverFame: yeah true SilverFame: i gotta go with flava AngelDACA4: ew SilverFame: i think it soundz pretty good tho Number Than Stone STUPID STUPID STUPID Here I am again STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! STUPID FOR THINKING STUPID FOR BELIEVING STUPID FOR WANTING STUPID FOR CRAVING YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND IT YOU DON’T KNOW IT YOU DON’T KNOW THAT IT’S YOU IT’S YOU YOU YOU I DON’T WANT TO TELL YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DON’T FEEL THIS WAY TOO WHY DO I WANT YOU WHEN YOU DON’T WANT ME WHY DO I LOVE YOU WHEN YOU DON’T LOVE ME WHY WAS I SO STUPID TO EVER HAVE THOUGHT THIS HOW WAS I SO STUPID TO HAVE EVER WANTED IT TO BE LIKE THIS DON’T ASK ME TO SAY IT DON’T ASK ME TO TELL YOU IT BECAUSE I WON’T TALK ABOUT IT I WON’T BE STUPID ENOUGH TO LET THE TRUTH COME OUT OF HOW I FEEL FROM YOU AND THIS GIRL HOW COULD YOU EVER WANT A BOY? GIRL IN PAIN HER UGLY FACE I WILL DESTROY DRUGS GO DOWN SLOWLY I WANT THE MASOCHISTIC PAIN TO COURSE THROUGH ME GRADUALLY PAIN OF A BROKEN GIRL YOU CAN’T SEE THROUGH HER WORDS THAT SHE LIKES YOU MISTER FUCK THIS MISERY FUCK THIS MYSTERY MOST OF ALL FUCK ME AND FUCK ME INTO HELL’S COMPANY DIE LITTLE GIRL IN AGONY DIE I WANT TO SEE YOU CRUMBLE LIKE THE WINGS OF A SMASHED BUTTERFLY WAIT WAIT SHE’S ALREADY DESECRATED! WAIT WAIT SHE’S ALREADY INTOXICATED! WAIT WAIT SHE’S ALREADY VIOLATED! WAIT WAIT SHE’S ALREADY VOLUTILE, MAL-FUNCTIONING AND PENETRATED! WHY DID I THINK YOU’D KISS ME WHY DID I THINK YOU’D EVER WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE ME I DON’T BELIEVE IN YOUR MIRACLES THEY BELONG TO BLASPHEMY I DON’T BELIEVE IN MYSELF NEW? NO THAT’S NOTHING I NO LONGER WANT TO BE MYSELF NEVER FELT THIS BEFORE? NO THAT WOULD BE LYING YOU ALREADY DID ENOUGH OF THAT TO ME WITH YOUR FAKE FLATTERY AND CONFECTIONARY SMILES YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A CLOWN HARLEQUIN GOT TO ME AND NEVER EVEN GAVE SO MUCH AS A SIGN I’VE LOST THE ABILITY TO CARE DEEP DOWN YOU CAN’T BRING IT BACK IT’S DEAD IN THE BOTTOM OF A CASKET WITH DARKNESS BEING HOPE’S ONLY LIGHT PUT ME DOWN I DON’T WANT YOU TO TOUCH ME MY LIPS WILL NOT BE BOUND DON’T YOU DARE FUCKING TOUCH ME YOU’VE MADE ME FEEL SO IGNORANT NOW I CAN’T BEAR TO EVEN LOOK YOU IN THE EYE WITHOUT FEELING INDIGNANT JUST GO AWAY DON’T COME BACK JUST GO AWAY STUPID STUPID STUPID YOU MADE ME SO. . . STUPID! STUPID STUPID STUPID YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO. . . STUPID! Does it Show? laterZ You push me into the center of being sinister Am I truly your daughter I wouldn’t know with your actions of dysfunctional behavior Why won’t you just go ahead and kill her No one cares No one gives a damn Not about her Not when it comes to concerning her She’s invisible to their perfect worlds The one the mirror looks back at and frowns My maker looks at them with eyes so disapproving No one sees those eyes that depression surrounds They’re too busy looking at her with gazes that have become disapproving You think I’m stupid You think I’m elusive You turn me into this shadow A dark smidge of a girl I’d disappear tomorrow If you’d will it to happen first I don’t care what happens tomorrow I’m too dead from all of your cruel words You don’t see the substances slide down her thinning throat You don’t care to ask why her body’s started running so thin Has my form turned into the appearance of a ghost? I feel like I have become nothing You stare at me thinking I know what you’re thinking Behind those clumsy eyes that can’t keep their thoughts hidden I know you hate me I know you think I’m a disgrace I know you can’t stand me I know you think I’m a tramp in your house who’s out of place Not wearing the proper amount of clothing Because it makes me more comfortable in my dismal shade of gray Is he more important to you than me? Your own flesh and blood made from your own entity How did he take my place in your heart so quick Why am I the one you’re so immediate to attack? When I never did it When all I was doing was minding my own business Why did you throw your distance Of my shape so far from your heart’s sun? I hold a distant place I know it, and no your words cannot erase The fact that I know it That I can feel it That I can sense it That I can perceive it Stop lying to me I can’t take your treachery Treachery in detailed lips that kiss I’m tired of hearing all of this I need to be myself You force me into the habit of wanting to become someone else You make me feel as if I have no talent That you’re the only one who is allowed to own relent I’m tired of you being the queen of torment When you’ve never tasted anything as bitter As your heart being ripped out by your own god forsaken parent You condemn me, my identity turning into that of a witch Yes I am the evil one now aren’t I? Never you right? Come on say it I’m dying to hear it I want you say it I’m dying for you to say it For the words to fall from your lips That a blind little stupid girl like me could never understand it That a gothic, depressed girl with a sunny disposition like me could never feel it Guess what? You’re lying again Lying through your teeth again Because I know it better than you I know every emotion that trickles down the spine better than you Because you’ve forced me to feel agony all the way through My entire core and being And I’m tired of feeling The same exact monotonous way every desecrating day Never getting anywhere except having to hear you complain Your over forty and for a woman of your status you still haven’t matured You think you know the world but you’ve never seen it through her You’ve never felt the cruel remarks, the expectations, the simple offers that hear ears have heard So don’t tell me you know so much better Just because you’re older Because you know what? You really don’t You’ve never seen it Not like this So don’t beg me to settle For something I could never want Am I yours? Am I his? Tell me the answer Because I feel like an orphan An orphan dying with parents Parents who have never even met her You don’t know me Even though you believe you know her Bitch you don’t So stop saying you do You make me so sick that I feel like throwing up Regurgitating the truth But I can’t And you know the reason why Because unlike you Even still with all your faults I love you So Obvious Porn Grrrl 
what type of internet face are you? . Grungy thiz test really sucked HA! I'm not an Addict of the Compuker! Gothy shyeah so I'm not a Raver Overdid it Again A kiss on the cheek I fall before your feet Do you worship me I worship you and the God’s pity me For being a love struck girl hitting twenty Why do you call me that docile word of cute When I’m no such thing You know it don’t you? You couldn’t possibly think such a thing Now could you? No, no that’d be lying Your lips don’t wish to tell a lie So you know as well as I I’m far from beauty Far from adorable Far from all these things Deep down to the root I’m horrible Don’t try and put it as any other way My eyes so faulted aren’t favorable My lips withered away from velvet are no longer soft or kissable Í may be titled as complex rather than simple I’m still no where near for calling to the sight of pleasurable So don’t say those words that you do A lie can hurt a thousand more than just I or you So don’t think those phrases in your head that you do Because I want better for you Than a plain girl known as who I am Then an ugly girl that the world’s eyes dare not to scan Don’t tell me I’m pretty Don’t tell me I’m gorgeous I already know from experience I’m no such thing A body living in the system of centrally nervous I’m just a girl who’s broken I’m just a girl who’s outspoken Nothing special here to hear to see Just a girl who’s been left forever hurting I kissed his lips a million times It never meant more than a regular nursery rhyme He meant the world to me I meant nothing to his mind except a former practicality Let’s get down to earth Let’s know that I’m nothing but two legs buried beneath a skirt Á female earthling who is in actuality interplanetary I’m a freak in disguise So don’t look at me with those eyes The ones that tell me I’m beautiful on the outside and inside I’M NOT! No I’m seriously not So don’t think I’m anything extraordinary just for being known as miss crazy Goth I’m not proper I’m not elegant I’ve lived in disaster I’m nothing delicate So if you want to think of me this way Then let me inform you I was never made that way You still think I’m cute I’ll never understand the compliment when I feel like I’m nothing but a ceramic doll held together by superglue When she’s already been thrown out To die and resurrect to enter the clouds Do you love her I know you like her Have you became silly enough to love her You’d better hope you don’t feel that strongly about her The crazy misunderstood misfit who can’t misplace her laughter The giggles that come simultaneously out of no where When she feels the darkest and the most scared Scared of being herself Scared of being someone else Can you tell me what you want from me Or why you even dare to want me? Is it the fact that we’re both just crazy? It must be . . . It has to be. . . Answering the reason why you think I’m your miss cutie Am I here? Do your eyes descend upon my figure Am I just another visitor Of an unknown realm of disaster One who forgot to stop and not enter You make me feel thin as the air of paper You’re not even looking You’re not even glancing Has it always been this way from the beginning? I cannot remember I only remember always being in the form of her Do you love her? If you do love her Why do you love neglecting her? What is love to you? Is it the sentiment of a hard earned dollar? Is it the process of learning to become a scholar? Is it hard work boiled down to labor? What is love to the lips that sit upon your face? Answer me I need to hear a voice speak to me when I go through this place Unknown Unseen Underneath In-between Emotion with you does it concern me? You think I’m nothing Because I’m only a girl heading out of the direction of being nineteen I’ve kicked, I’ve screamed I’ve talked, I’ve seeped You know where it gets me still with you your dignitary? It still brings me to the location of no where I’m still lost, and I still feel out there Ambivalence has overran it’s hands on my skin that’s nearly all the way bare Nude from hurting Naked from disconcerting Impure from searching Unprotected just from existing Are you proud of yourself Do you give credit to yourself For making hurt sink it’s claws deeply into a burdened girl Still I hear no answers Through the looking glass I’ve walked uncovered Deep down in your guilt plastered The art of loving I still have yet to have mastered Can you teach me it Can you show me it I need to know it I need to have it I need to touch it I need to bear it A kiss is well But a kiss means nothing without love’s veil Teach me the kiss that goes farther than prudence Teach me the kiss that does not belong to insolence Teach me how to forget the violence Because in this shell of a lost girl I can’t bring myself to want to know anything Anything at all except how to hurt! Enough with the Cuteness! Don't Call Me Cute laterZ Ragweed laterZ Fuzzy Feelingz I tried to tell you I was smart I tried pretending I was brain dead I keep finding answers to these deep disturbing questions that I don't want to know I'm a sad genius sad genius I'm a sad genius when I'm with you I can smell her in your car (?) how is your mother keeping, liar so many numbers and they all add up to zero I counted every one I'm a sad genius sad genius I'm a sad genius sad genius when I'm with you the one last brilliant thing I'll do is make a genius out of you I'm a sad genius sad genius I'm a sad genius when I'm with you when I'm with you (I'm a sad genius) when I'm with you you you when I'm with you (sad genius) (when I'm with you) when I'm with you (I'm with you) (I'm with you) when I'm with you (I'm with you) when I'm with you (I'm with you) when I'm with you -Transister I've got the house all to myself I've got the world all to myself out of my body out of my mind I've got the house all to myself millions of fuzzy people playing inside my head there won't many take the subway and I will be in bed I've got the house all to myself I've got the world all to myself out of my body out of my mind I've got the house all to myself a million and one emotions bouncing around my brain alone and I want to have you with nobody walking in I've got the house all to myself I've got the world all to myself out of my body out of my mind I've got the house all to myself I've got the house all to myself not gonna ...... someone else out of my body out of my mind I've got the house all to myself (I've got the house all to myself) -Transister I'm always swimming against the flow off the tide kissing the life into something that's already died I've been drowning forever I'll let go I'll dive into the river and flow you think that you could hear bells in the traffic below I could hear sirens and car engines fighting the snow I've been drowning forever I'll let go I'll dive into the river and flow flow I've been drowning forever I'll let go I'll dive into the river and flow I've been drowning forever I'll let go I'll dive into the river and flow flow flow flow flow flow flow -Transister sometimes I wanna touch you sometimes I wanna watch you sometimes I wanna tear you down sometimes I wanna take you so far that I could break you sometimes I wanna shake you I wanna see you falling off the world falling off the world you don't know what you're doing falling off the world you don't know where you're going you don't know that I'm falling off the world one time I wanna kiss you so hard that I could kill you sometimes I wanna heal you (now) I wanna feel you falling off the world falling off the world you don't know what you're doing falling off the world you don't know where you're going you don't know that I'm falling off the world I can't get enough of you I can't get enough of you I can't get enough of you falling off the world falling off the world you don't know where you're going you don't know that I'm falling off the world falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling off the world) falling off the world (falling) -Transister is it a day for anger is it a day for peace am I the only one alive with this disease when you're a celebration that maybe went on too long when all your buses strays and taxicabs have gone is it a day for angels is it a day for gods or is it a day to fight for love against the odds when I'm lying where I'm standing when I'm standing on my own when I'm light enough to tell you that I was wrong I was wrong is it a day for answers is it a day for truth is there a way to say I'll stay and give you proof is it a day for angels is it a day for gods is it a day to fight for love when I'm lying where I'm standing when I'm standing on my own when I'm light enough to tell you that I was wrong when I'm lying where I'm standing when I'm standing on my own when I'm light enough to tell you that I was wrong I was wrong I was wrong I was wrong I was wrong (I was wrong) -Transister I'm always falling over that old box of clothes and the television and the broken video I should have thrown that stupid stuff out years ago with the yellow pages with the torn out pages (stars collide and the rivers run dry) I can't have you (and everything grows and everything dies) the way I used to (the people we love get locked inside) but I still love you (forever) I never ever thought that I'd forget your face I've been trying to get through but I can't quite see you I know you're laughing in some other place and the stars laugh with you and I forgive you (stars collide, the rivers run dry) I can't have you (and everything grows and everything dies) the way I used to (the people we love get locked inside) but I still love you (forever) (f-forever) oohhoohhoohhoohhoohhoohhooh oohhoohhoohhoohhooh stars collide and the rivers run dry and everything grows and everything dies the people you love get locked inside forever I can't have the way I used to but I still love you (stars collide and the rivers run dry) I can't have you (and everything grows and everything dies) the way I used to (the people we love get locked inside) but I still love you (forever) oohhoohhoohhoohhoohhoohhooh oohhoohhoohhoohhooh (stars collide and the rivers run dry) I can't have you (and everything grows and everything dies) the way I used to (the people you love get locked inside) but I still love you (forever) -Transister what you are I remember how d'you get there what you are what you are you need more forgiving than anyone else I know when you get tired of living let me know some of our friends come with us some we leave behind the ones who can't forgive us I don't mind I don't mind what you are I remember how d'you get there what you are let's dive in the deep and I don't care if we drown it's our town it's our town keep me in the picture keep me up all night that's allright that's allright what you are (what you are is what you are) where you're going (what you are is what you are) I remember (what you are is what you are) what you are is what you are (is what you are) what you are is what you are -Transister I would die without you at least that's what you said in my head I've been making dynamite in my garden shed in my head in my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head get out of my head Hi, it's me. Are you there? Pick up. C'mon. Look I've got loads off your stuff round the house still, are you gonna come and pick it up? I just don't wanna see it anymore. Fuck you then. Elvis lives in my room tied up to my bed love me till I'm tender in my (huhhuhhuh huh) head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oooh get out of my head oohoohoohoohoohoohooh oohooh Hi, it's me again. I'm really sorry 'bout that last quest I don't know what to say at the moment. I just, er, I really miss you. (sigh) Waste. picking up my head (15x) -Transister nobody feels like I do I've been walking walking in the shadows of you I've tried pushing you tried shoving tried hating you even tried loving you and then I walked away and it felt so good when I walked away yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah then I walked away and I felt so good like you never thought I would nobody feels like I do I've been faking too long for you I tried shouting I tried screaming I tried praying but I was dreaming and then I walked away and it felt so good when I walked away yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah then I walked away and it felt so good like you never thought I would nobody feels like I do and then I walked away and it felt so good when I walked away yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah then I walked away and it felt so good like you never thought I would never thought never thought never thought I would when I walked away yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah then I walked away felt so good like you never thought I would nobody feels like I do -Transister dug myself a hole again lost myself control again kicked myself in the head again made my own dumb bed again dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is over dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is dead lost myself in the mail again hit my head on a nail again slept myself awake again put myself at the stake again dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is over dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is dead dug myself a hole again I lost myself control again kicked myself in the head again made my own dumb bed again lost myself in the mail again tossed myself in jail again dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is over dizzy moon dizzy moon the dream is dead (dizzy moon) dizzy moon (dizzy moon) dizzy moon the dream is over (dizzy moon) dizzy moon (dizzy moon) dizzy moon the dream is dead -Transister does anyone listen to the radio does anyone listen to the radio I saw red I was angry I was screaming at the door I saw red in your taillights that's the last thing that I saw does anyone listen to the radio does anyone listen to the radio there are skys between us there are years there are times I wish that you were here does anyone listen to the radio does anyone listen to the radio I saw red in your bedroom after all your friends were gone I saw red in the darkness when the radio was on there are skys between us there are years there are times I wish that you were here there are songs that kill me there are stupid things I said do you keep the memory by your bed does anyone listen to the radio (does anyone listen to the radio) does anyone listen to the radio (does anyone listen to the radio) does anyone listen to the radio does anyone listen to the radio (does anyone listen to the radio) does anyone listen to the radio (does anyone listen to the radio) does anyone listen to the radio (does anyone listen to the radio) -Transister each time you wake up take off your make up and hold your head you can't remember your mind's a blender go back to bed you change your sex you change your clothes you change your friends now I suppose you change again so no-one knows which way you blow with the weather boy (the weather boy) (the weather boy) the weather boy (boy) you're so damn right on you can't decide on which drug to use you love the in-thing you love pretending you're so confused you change your sex you change your clothes you change your friends now I suppose you change again and no-one knows which way you blow with the weather boy (the weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) you change your sex you change your clothes you change your friends now I suppose you change again so no-one knows which way you blow if it rains or snows you're the weather boy the weather boy the weather boy (weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) (the weather boy) the weather boy -Transister you mister wearing a crown push me around dragging me down you mister head of the class never come last pain in the ass look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now you mister never to fall standing so tall knowing it all you mister living a lie flying so high goodbye, goodbye, goodbye look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now lah lalalalalala lalalala look who's perfect now look who's perfect now got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now got my head in the clouds got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now (now) look who's perfect now (nah nananananana) look who's perfect now (nanananah) got my head in the clouds look who's perfect now (nah nananananana) got my head in the clouds (nanananah) got my feet on the ground look who's perfect now (now) lah lalalalalala lalalala lah lalalalalala lalalala now -Transister I'm Such a Dork Thiz iz What I Get. . . laterZ |
