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I can't stop thinking of you Why did you do thiz to me Why'd you make me love you When you never wanted me That'z why you no longer are here standing beside me Poor you Poor me Beckoned to your window Glossy eyed staring obnoxiously Mouth dropping down When I saw the miles of bronze skin Shining back staring at me from tinsel town Caught in the middle and I can't formid a sound Wildflower your just blowing on One breath of your frost and my warmth will soon be gone I've taken it to the point of breaking Your lovez a poinsetta poisonz been faking Kissed me twice upon the hand It meant nothing You've turned into a disappointing type of mahn I still love you How fucking stupid of me I still want you How fucking childish of me To dream of having anything to do With someone who treated me so cruel With someone az disgusting az you I once waz dying to kiss you Lipz once made of honeysuckle forming into Two shriveled up crusty piecez of mold Withered away with your self rightous act you've grown so old You'll never know No my dear never And now all I want to say to you iz nao All you have to say for yourself Iz you're not by yourself Are you satisfied with yourself? Your eyez passed me under self judgement Thinking we'd never make it I should b glad we didn't I could have never of made it with you Locked away with you Isolated by not being able to see past you Becoming blind and letting go Of what I'd really feel alwayz being too afraid to let you know That I waz completely jealous When you left us To go down on her Did it ever occur To your filthy pornographic shut mind That you'd never dine On all of me You never had all of me That'z why I lost you izn't it faithlessly And you'll never again find me Never again have me Live with your emptiness Drown in your own unsacred dirtiness Chorus Fuck you and your shipment of used condomz I don't need you I have too much talent for you to ever fathom Yes I know I'm too good for you I've alwayz deep down known it I just never wanted to admit it Because I wanted to hold on to you To choke on you And your holding me down Down to your bed You tied me down just to make me suck on it Just to drink upon it You never really wanted it You never went any deeper Than to taste upon my beauty That only rested inbetween my kneez Something you soon came to find useless of me You used my love against me Tunring us into the mainstram thing Just for the public eye to b watching Chorus I entered outserpace When my tongue came to sample your abrasive sour taste Sailing out that morning Wearing nothing I waz draped across your bedding After a night of good fucking It waz alwayz only good for me You never felt nothing When I felt everything Belonging to your soulz insidez You only covered me in the liez you kept pretending You were alwayz only lying To make yourself believe Believe in me You never fucking cared about my dreamz! You never gave a damn about me Loving you more than anything That'z why you threw it away at the first glance You never gave me a chance Forty nine dayz Until you said that my love waz nothing more than a waste Of your time because it could never b eternal So you threw my heart out into the furnace Did you ask me ever What do you want from me Heather? Fuck no You only took and received Until I became nothing Except a thing of your past You never once gave me What I wanted really So I hope your happy And you can live the rest of your life feeling guilty For a girlz innocence who'z essence you were destroying Sickness Lovez Her why can't they show Sailor Moon? Today is the last day that I'm using words They've gone out, lost their meaning Don't function anymore Let's, let's, let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious honey Today is the last day that I'm using words They've gone out, lost their meaning Don't function anymore Traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, to the arms of unconsciousness Traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, to the arms of unconsciousness Chorus: Let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious Let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious Words are useless, especically sentences They don't stand for anything How could they explain how I feel Traveling, traveling, I'm traveling Traveling, traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, traveling, I'm gonna relax Traveling, traveling, in the arms of unconsciousness (chorus) And inside we're all still wet Longing and yearning How can I explain how I feel? (chorus) Traveling, traveling (repeat twice) Traveling, traveling, in the arms of unconsciousness And all that you've ever learned Try to forget I'll never explain again -Madonna Today is the last day that I'm using words They've gone out, lost their meaning Don't function anymore Let's, let's, let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious honey Today is the last day that I'm using words They've gone out, lost their meaning Don't function anymore Traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, to the arms of unconsciousness Traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, to the arms of unconsciousness Chorus: Let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious Let's get unconscious honey Let's get unconscious Words are useless, especically sentences They don't stand for anything How could they explain how I feel Traveling, traveling, I'm traveling Traveling, traveling, leaving logic and reason Traveling, traveling, I'm gonna relax Traveling, traveling, in the arms of unconsciousness (chorus) And inside we're all still wet Longing and yearning How can I explain how I feel? (chorus) Traveling, traveling (repeat twice) Traveling, traveling, in the arms of unconsciousness And all that you've ever learned Try to forget I'll never explain again -Madonna Something's missing and I don't know why I always feel the need to hide my feelings from you Is it me or you that I'm afraid of I tell myself I'll show you what I'm made of Can't bring myself to let you go Bridge (first time without first "I"): I don't want to cause you any pain But I love you just the same And you'll always be my baby In my heart I know we've come apart And I don't know where to start What can I do, I don't wanna feel blue Chorus1: Bad girl drunk by six Kissing someone else's lips Smoked too many cigarettes today I'm not happy when I act this way Chorus2: Bad girl drunk by six Kissing some kind stranger's lips Smoked too many cigarettes today I'm not happy, I'm not happy Something's happened and I can't go back I fall apart every time you hand your heart out to me What happens now, I know I don't deserve you I wonder how I'm ever gonna hurt you Can't bring myself to let you go (bridge) (chorus1) (chorus2) This way (bridge) (chorus1, repeat) I'm not happy this way (chorus1) (chorus2, substituting "someone else's" for "some kind stranger's") This way I'm not happy this way Kissing some kind stranger's lips -Madonna Stood up Again laterZ I pray for the love That's fallen from grace The tears left behind Won't wash from my face I'm left with all these feelings But nothing fills the space Of the love that once was That's fallen from grace Every little picture Hanging on the wall Every little trace of you I've found them all I close my eyes It's all I can do Everywhere I look I see some part of you Been through every reason And they all seem to fit No one's pleaded guilty now There's nothing to admit There's no one to blame baby Once you believe 'Cos people only touch and go But love will never leave I pray for the love That's fallen from grace The tears left behind Won't wash from my face I'm left with all these feelings But nothing fills the space Of the love that once was That's fallen from grace I'm a little disappointed I'm a little bit relieved I feel a little sorry baby I feel a bit deceived No no not by you darlin' I know love's demanding Live and learning every day But never understanding Shattered dream and memories of you Left hanging over me A cross to bear When love cools A crown of thorns For the queen of fools I pray for the love That's fallen from grace The tears left behind Won't wash from my face I'm left with all these feelings But nothing fills the space Of the love that once was That's fallen from grace -Heart "I'm the one who can please you" Ain't that what you said You seemed so alone I guess I was easily led I showed you my love But I guess that it went to your head When you were hungry I brought you your breakfast in bed Even it up, even it up, even it up Even it up, even it up, even it up A good man pays his debt But you ain't paid yours yet Even it Even it up I took you down over the tracks when you wanted some sin I brought you satin and herbs from the places I been Now something tells me you're going to use me again You think you can lay down the how and the where and the when Even it up, even it up, even it up Even it up, even it up, even it up I don't want to bum it all But this axe she got to fall Even it Even it up -Heart Everytime I hear your voice on the phone Everytime you leave me so long alone Everytime I think that my heart's gonna break You know at my door, you're back on the make If your hands were tied If your eyes were closed Anyway you dish it out I just couldn't say no Easy target Open season and you are the reason Easy target I got caught you are such a good shot now Easy target Hard to believe I'm so reckless and naive Easy target Easy for me to let you do what you please Maybe I'm a heartbreak waiting to be Maybe lady luck is laughing with me I'm an easy target Deep in the dark You took your aim You hit your mark If you hands were tied If your eyes were closed Anyway you dish it out I just couldn't say no Easy target Open season and you are the reason Easy target I got caught you are such a good shot now Easy target Hard to believe I'm so reckless and naive Easy target Easy for me to let you do what you please If your hands were tied If your eyes were closed Anyway you dish it out I just couldn't say no Easy target Open season and you are the reason Easy target I got caught you are such a good shot now Easy target Hard to believe I'm so reckless and naive Easy target Easy for me to let you do what you please -Heart Heading out this morning into the sun Riding on the diamond waves, little darlin' one Warm wind caress her Her lover it seems Oh, Annie Dreamboat Annie my little ship of dreams Going down the city sidewalk alone in the crowd No one knows the lonely one whose head's in the clouds Sad faces painted over with those magazine smiles Heading out to somewhere won't be back for a while -Heart Wayfaring warrior Soul - still wild The archer stands Arrow measured to the goal - sing of Strong and living man In his mind there is a vision wand'ring Through the forest town Telling of riches only given if through The woods the way is found Crying "ah! Beautiful dancers ...wake up From your sleep! Ahhh gentle romancers...drink of Love So sweet!" Treasure glowing in their eyes - Forest Deepens dark their dream "Keep to the pathway" he advise "the woods Are more than they might seem" "Heed you now the apparition bending never Ending sounds Call you into her mystery - are your eyes Not sparkling now?" Sighing "ahh! Take you no warning - Make no foolish fight Ahh, think not of morning - lie here Through the Night!" "Beauty take us!" they call "In my arms!" They hear her say Silken web falls - mist illusion rips away "Helpless! Helpless!" now they scream Helpless on the path he stands And awakens from his dream singing string Beneath his hand Gentle archer ages old - release the aim Free the goal Roll your arrow to my Soul - release the aim Free the goal -Heart Come on down from the top of the mountain, flowing Doin' the slow slide into town, keep on going Darkness dancers get down, heavily hoping Stroking the stone soul, loving, drinking and doping Like a blind moth looking for color in the lights Dance in the spotlight, I feel alright Just my devil, my devil delight I've seen those midnight ladies just for the moment's using She keep on playing, never know whether she's losing it He got those sexy green eyes, clicking the trigger, no warning It's all gonna come rolling back in the morning You might feel me burning all night Like a dirty demon daughter, don't put up no fight I dance in the spotlight, I'm alright It's just my devil, my devil delight Lover and fool, glass and jewel, the potion Comedy, tragedy, making the game, emotion On your toes, do the gambling roll for your fortune We fall for love from up above to the ocean -Heart Every night without you is more than I can bear Moonlight can be torture When your love isn't there I see you in the shadows I can hear you in the wind Think of you and I can feel my world closing in I can't sleep I keep wishing I could touch you I'd be fine if I could make it through Through these Cruel nights Cruel nights Missing you nights What do I do nights Cruel nights without your love Counting every minute Every minute feels like days Feels like time is standing still since you've been away Always thought you'd stay forever Always thought that you'd be here Now it's been a lifetime since I held you near Days crawl by, I keep wishing they'd be over But I know they're only leading me to To these Cruel nights Cruel nights Missing you nights What do I do nights Cruel nights without your love (Cruel nights) since we've been apart (Cruel nights) it's been tearing up my heart (What do I do nights) since you've been away baby Cruel nights Oh I just can't get through another night Without you beside me I need you beside me I can't sleep I keep wishing I could touch you I'd be fine if I could make it through Through these cruel nights... Cruel nights Cruel nights -Heart If we still have time We may still get by Every time I think about it I want to cry With the bombs and the devils And the kids keep coming Noway to breathe easy...no time to be young But I tell myself that I'm doing alright There's nothing left to do tonight but go crazy on you crazy on you let me go crazy crazy on you My love is the evening breeze touching your skin The gentle sweet singing of leaves in the wind The whisper that calls, after you in the night And kisses your ear in the early light And you don't need to wonder, you're doing fine And my love, the pleasure's mine Let me go crazy on you crazy on you let me go crazy crazy on you Wild man's world is crying in pain what you gonna do when everybody's insane So afraid of one who's so afraid of you what you gonna do oh....ahhhhhhhhhh. oooooo crazy on ya, crazy on you, let me go crazy crazy on you I was a willow last night in my dream I bent down over a clear running stream I sang you the song that I heard up above And you kept me alive with your sweet, flowing love yeah crazy on you crazy on you let me go crazy crazy on you crazy on you crazy on you let me go crazy crazy on you -Heart This hot night wind is mine, I know This gust of love ain't no liar Steamed up, blown up, stoked from below I'm a ready to cook with fire She cattin' around to catch you, man And butters you up to buy her Darling, she's just a flash in the pan. Don't you want to cook with fire? I'm talkin' 'bout kickin' the role I want to give you whole thing Yes, she gonna burn ya She gonna make you a fool But it'll learn ya Way, way better than school That I got a soul that's got a spark Oh, yeah, holdin' a real hot wire You got a hungry flame in the dark And Lord, we gonna cook it with fire That I got a soul that's got a spark Oh, yeah, holdin' a real hot wire You got a hungry flame in the dark And Lord, we gonna cook it with fire Cookin' with fire, fire, fire -Heart After midnight I call you Even though I know better I just got to The moon is full My heart is hot And you know what I'm longing to do With this aching I got The call of the wild Oh baby, can't you hear me calling Oooh... The call of the wild The call of the wild How can you ask me Why I'm pushing pushing When you know damn well What you do What you do to a woman I get so inspired Lying so close It's the flash and the flame and the lever I need the most The call of the wild Oh baby, can't you hear me calling Oooh... The call of the wild The call of the wild If I could chain you to me I'd do it in a minute My magic caravan Baby you'd be in it I'm hiding the prize and you're gonna win it You're gonna win it now The call of the wild Oh baby, can't you hear me calling Oooh The call of the wild Oooh The call of the wild Oooh Oh Baby Listen to me howling The call of the wild -Heart So this ain't the end - I saw you again today I Had to turn my heart away Smiled like the Sun - Kisses for everyone And tales - it never fails! You lying so low in the weeds I Bet you gonna ambush me You'd have me down down down down on my knees Now wouldn't you, Barracuda? Oh, Oh, Oh Back over Time we were all Trying for free You met the porpoise in me No right no wrong, selling a Song- A name, whisper game. If the real thing don't do the trick You better make up something quick You gonna burn burn burn burn it to the wick Ooooooh, Barracuda? "Sell me sell you" the porpoise said Dive down deep down to saved by you I think you got the blues too. All that night and all the next Swam without looking back Made for the western pools - silly fools! If the real thing don抰 do the trick No, you better make up something quick You gonna burn burn burn burn it to the wick Ooooooohhhh, barra barracuda. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh. -Heart They walk into the lobby The pack in black Heads are turning But they don't look back They must be crazy Not buying in Why these outsiders Get to shock and offend They're bad animals - bad animals Got to swim upstream got a rebel seed Bad animals - bad animals Got to push the grain or go insane Out here on the frontline Our territory is nighttime We walk the jungle line We stay alive Bad, bad, bad boys and dangerous girls Ain't got no prescription They make their own styles Typical family Trying not to stare Look a little closer now If you dare, if you dare, if you dare Bad animals - bad animals Got to swim upstream got a rebel seed Bad animals - bad animals Got to push the grain or go insane Out here on the frontline Our territory is nighttime We walk the jungle line We stay alive Bad animals - bad animals Got to swim upstream got a rebel seed Bad, bad, bad animals - bad animals Got to push the grain or go insane -Heart I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone You don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone -Heart All I Want to do is Make Love to You It was a rainy night when he came into sight, standing by the road, no umbrella, no coat. So I pulled up alongside and I offered him a ride. He accepted with a smile, so we drove for a while. I didn't ask him his name, this lonely boy in the rain. Fate, tell me it's right, is this love at first sight? Please don't make it wrong, just stay for the night. All I wanna do is make love to you Say you will You want me too All I wanna do is make love to you I've got lovin' arms to hold on to So we found this hotel, it was a place I knew well We made magic that night. Oh, he did everything right He brought the woman out of me, so many times, easily And in the morning when he woke all I left him was a note I told him "I am the flower you are the seed" We walked in the garden we planted a tree Don't try to find me, please don't you dare Just live in my memory, you'll always be there All I wanna do is make love to you One night of love was all we knew All I wanna do is make love to you I've got lovin' arms to hold on to Oh, oooh, we made love Love like strangers All night long We made love Then it happened one day, we came round the same way You can imagine his surprise when he saw his own eyes I said "please, please understand I'm in love with another man And what he couldn't give me was the one little thing that you can" All I wanna do is make love to you One night of love was all we knew All I wanna do is make love to you Say you will, you want me too All night long All night long All night long All night long -Heart There I was with the old man Stranded again so off I'd ran A young world crashing around me No possibilities of getting what I need He looked at me and smiled Said "No, no, no, no, no child. See the dog and butterfly. Up in the Air he like to fly." Dog and butterfly Below she had to try. She roll back down To the warm soft ground laughing She don't know why, she don't know why Dog and butterfly Well I stumbled upon your secret place Safe in the trees you had tears on your face Wrestling with your desires frozen strangers Stealing your fires. The message hit my mind Only words that I could find See the dog and butterfly Up in the air he like to fly Dog and butterfly below she had to try She roll back down to the warm soft ground Laughing to the sky, up to the sky Dog and butterfly We're getting older the world's getting colder For the life of me I don't know the reason why Maybe it's livin' making us give in Hearts rolling in taken back on the tide We're balanced together ocean upon the sky Another night in this strange town Moonlight holding me light as down Voice of confusion inside of me No begging to go back where I'm free Feels like I'm through Then the old man's words are true See the dog and butterfly Up in the air he like to fly Dog and butterfly, below she had to try She roll back down to the warm soft Ground with a little tear in her eye She had to try, she had to try Dog and butterfly -Heart Fed Up with Assholez Shop til ya Drop Deathly girl consorted with anger Adventures in Babysitting Stood Up Looking out a dirty old window Down below the cars in the City go rushing by I sit here alone And I wonder why Friday night and everyone's moving I can fell the heat But it's shooting Heading down I search for the beat in this dirty town Down town the young ones are going Down town the young ones are growing Chorus : We're the kids in America (x 2) Everybody live for the music-go-round Bright lights the music gets faster Look boy, don't check on your watch Not another glance I'm not leaving now, honey not a chance Hot-shot, give me no problems Much later baby you'll be saying never mind You know life is cruel, life is never kind Kind hearts don't make a new story Kind hearts don't grab any glory Ch. Come closer, honey that's better Got to get a brand new experience Feeling right Oh don't try to stop baby Hold me tight Outside a new day is dawning Outside Sububia's sprawling everywhere I don't want to go baby New York to East California There's a new wave coming I warn you Ch. We're the kids We're the kids We're the kids in America -Kim Wilde Behind Her Eyes There's Curtains And They've Been Closed To Hide The Flames Remains She Knows Their Futures Burning But She Can Smile Just The Same Same And Though Her Mood Is Fine Today There's A Fear They'll Soon Be Parting Ways Standing Like A Statue A Chin Of Stone A Heart Of Clay Hey And Thought He's Too Big A Man To Say There's A Fear They'll Soon Be Parting Ways Drifting Away Drifting Away Drifting Away Away Away Drifting Away Drifting Away -Pearljam I've Used Hammers Made Out Of Wood I Have Played Games With Pieces And Rules I Undeciphered Tricks At The Bar But Now You're Gone I Haven't Figured Out Why I've Come Up With Riddles And Jokes About War I Figured Out Numbers And What They're For I've Understood Feelings And I've Understood Words But How Could You Be Taken Away And Wherever You've Gone And Wherever We Might Go It Don't Seem Fair Today Just Disappeared Your Lights Reflected Now Reflected From Afar We Were But Stones Your Light Made Us Stars With Heavy Breath Awakened Regrets Back Pages And Days Alone That Could Have Been Spent Together But We Were Miles Apart Every Inch Between Us Becomes Light Years Now No Time To Be Void Or Save Up On Life Oh You Got To Spend It All And Wherever You've Gone And Wherever We Might Go It Don't Seem Fair You Seam To Like It Here Your Lights Reflected Now Reflected From Afar We Were But Stones Your Light Made Us Stars And Wherever You've Gone And Wherever We Might Go It Don't Seem Fair Today Just Disappeared Your Lights Reflected Now Reflected From Afar We Were By Stones Your Light Made Us Stars -Pearljam [All In All It's No One's Fault Excuses Turn To Carbon Walls Blame It All On Chemical Intercourse The Swallowed Seeds Of Arrogance Breeding In The Thoughts Of Ten Thousand Fools That Fight Irrelevance The Full Moon Is Dead Skin The One Down Here's Wearing Thin So Set Up The Ten Pins As The Human Tide Rolls In Like A Ball That's Spinning Bombs Dropping Down Overhead On The Ground It's Instilled To Want To Live Bombs Dropping Down Please Forgive Our Hometown In Our Insignificance Turn The Jukebox Up He Said Dancing In Irreverence Play C 3 Let The Song Protest The Plates Began To Shift Perfect Lefts Come Rolling In I Was Alone And Far Away Hey When I Heard The Band Start Playing On The Lip They Take Off Bombs Dropping Down Overhead Underground It's Instilled To Want To Live Bombs Dropping Down Please Forgive Our Hometown In Our Insignificance Feel Like Resonance Of Distance In The Blood The Iron Lies It's Instilled To Want To Live Bombs Dropping Down Please Forgive Our Hometown In Our Insignificance Oh In Our Insignificance Oh -Pearljam Have A Drink They're Buying Bottom Of Bottle Of Denial Big Eye Big Eye Watching Me Have To Wonder What It Sees Sin Progress Laced With Ramifications Freedom's Big Punch Oh Pull The Innocent From A Crowd Raise Those Sticks Them Bring Them Down If They Fail To Obey Ah If They Fail To Obey Yeah Yeah For Every Tool They Lend Us A Loss Of Independence I Pledge My Grievance To The Flag Cause You Don't Give Blood Then Take It Back Again Oh We're All Deserving Something More Progress Taste It Invest It All Champagne Breakfast For Everyone Everyone Break The Innocent When They're Proud Raise Those Stakes Then Bring Them Down If They Fail To Obey Yeah Ha If They Fail To Obey Pledge Your Grievance To The Flag Cause Don't Give Blood Then Take It Back Again Oh We're All Deserving Something More Have A Have A Drink Drink Have A Have A Drink Drink I Want To Breathe Part Of The Scene I Want To Taste Everyone I See I Want To Run When I'm Up High I Want To Run To The Sea I Want Life To Be I Just Want To Be I Will Feel Alive As Long As I Am Free -Pearljam It's Out Of My Hands Making Your Hands Meet Stumble Rises Crumbling Out Of Reach It's In The Cards Of Destiny Your Sanity In Tow Designate My Luck Uh Resignate This Power Has No Roots To Guide No Role Trust Me Rusted Minds Refuse To Go Unwillingness Is Meaningless To Walk Away In Vain Designate My Will Ah Designate My Fill Ah Resignate My Will Is Crashing Synapses Flashing Slow Ah Days Like Frame By Frame Where Do They Go Ah Yeah Why Fight Forget It Cannot Spend It After I Go Roll Them High Throw Them Again All God's Dice Monkey Driven Call This Living Ha Ah Too Much Thought It's Overwrought A Hole Yeah Minding Yours What's Mine Not Yours Will Finish Us Off Ah Designate My Life Ah Designate My View Ah Resignate My Will My Will My Will I Will Resignate My God -Pearljam The Sirens Scream Wanton Attention Time To Take Heed And Change Direction Time To Take Stock And Make Omissions Evacuation Evacuation Time To Take Leave All Formal Functions Time To Plant Seeds Of A Reconstruction No Time This Time To Feign Reluctance It's Like Your Waiting For A Diamond Shore To Wash Your Way Bets Put Aside You're Evil Lets Crawl Into Your Face A Vision Vague Or Not Raising A Frightful Wake You Up Time For Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation There Was A Solemn Man Watched His Twilight Disappear In The Sand Altered By A Falling Eagle A Warning Sign Sign He Sensed That Worry Could Be Strength With A Plan He Said Time For Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation Evacuation -Pearljam There's A Girl On A Ledge Who's Got Nowhere To Turn Cause All The Love That She Had Was Just Wood That She Burned Now Her Life Is On Fire It's No Ones Concern She Can Blame The World Or Prey Till Dawn But Only Love Can Break Her Fall Break Her Fall Yeah Only Love Can Break Her Fall Fall It's Like She Lost Her Invitation To The Party On Earth And She's Standing Outside Hating Everyone Here Yeah She's Her Own Disease Crying To Her Doll But Only Love Can Break Her Fall Break Her Fall Only Love Can Break Her Fall Yeah Yeah Fall Blame The World Break Her Fall Break Her Fall Love Love Love Can Break Her Fall Who Now Only Love Can Break Her Fall Love Love Can Break Her Fall Fall Love Love Can Break Her Fall Only Love Can Break Her -Pearljam C'mon, C'mon Sheryl Crow (C'mon, C'mon) C'mon, c'mon C'mon, c'mon c'mon You lay down with angels To feel yourself again You've got everything you need Under your thick skin I know where you're going I know where you've been When it comes to playin' games You will always win o CHORUS: C'mon, c'mon c'mon Break my heart again For old times sake C'mon, c'mon c'mon Break my heart again For old times sake o You can't see your shadow Reaching for the sky Lay your head down on my bed Please don't ask me why Why am I leaving Why don't I know Something deep inside me Is forcing me to go You say you need me But you can't tell me no When I ask you to stop me baby You just let me go CHORUS You took the best of me And threw it away Too bad the rest of me Still wants you to stay Want you to stay You say you need me But you can't tell me no When I ask you to stop me baby You just let me go You just let me go CHORUS -Sheryl Crow I Want More laterZ This song is for lovers out there And the little light in the trees And all the flowers have gingivitis And the birds fly happily We're together once again my love I need you back oh baby baby I can't explain just why we lost it from the start Living without you girl you'll only break my heart... I can feel it I can hold it I can rub it I can shape it I can mold it I can cut it I can taste it I can spank it Beat it Masturbate it I been looking for days now Always hearing the same ol' City boy won't you spank thru? I can make you do things you won't think you ever could -Nirvana This is out of our reach... and it's grown This is getting to be... drone I'm a negative creep and I'm stoned! Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more This is out of our range... and it's crude This is getting to be... like drone I'm a negative creep and I'm stoned! Fuck! Yeah! Drone! Stoned! -Nirvana If you wouldn't mind I would like it blew If you wouldn't mind I would like it loose If you wouldn't care I would like to leave If you wouldn't mind I would like to breathe Is there another reason for your stain Could you believe him when you discussed his stain? Here is another word that rhymes with shame You could do anything -Nirvana They need a lifestyle that is comfortable They travel far to keep their stomachs full They make a living off of arts and crafts The kind with seashells driftwood and burlap They make a deal when they come to town The Sunday swap meet is a battle ground She loves him more than he will ever know He loves her more than he will ever show Keeps his cigarettes close to his heart Keeps her photographs close to her heart (They) keep(s) the bitterness close to the heart -Nirvana Afraid to grade Wouldn't it be fun? Cross self loss Wouldn't it be fun? Wet your bed Wouldn't it be fun? Some fear none Wouldn't it be fun? Your eyes... Teacher said Your eyes... Preacher said Don't have nothing for you Spell the smell Wouldn't it be fun? Search for a church Wouldn't it be fun? Wet your bed Wouldn't it be fun? Cold and coals Wouldn't it be fun? -Nirvana In my eyes I'm not lazy In my face It's not over In your room I'm not older In your eyes I'm not worth it Gimme back my alcohol Give me all your... (live: Still a failure) Give me your Love Fuck -Nirvana When I'm feeling tired She pushes food through the door I crawl towards the cracks of light Sometimes I can't find my way Newspapers spread around) Soaking all that they can A cleaning is due again A good hosing down The lady whom I feel maternal love for Cannot look me in the eyes But I see hers and they are blue And they cock and twist and masturbate I said so Nirvana Black windows of paint I scratch with my nails I see others just like me Why do they not try to escape? They bring out the older ones They point at my way They come with the flashing lights And take my family away And very later I have learned to Accept some friends of ridicule My whole existence is for your amusement And that is why I'm here with you! Ow...to take you with me... Your right Nirvana -Nirvana Would you believe me when I tell you You are the queen of my heart Please don't deceive me when I hurt you Just ain't the way it seems Can you feel my love buzz? -Nirvana Butchered sincerity act out of loyalty Defend your true country wish away pain Hand out lobotomies to save little families Surrealistic fantasy bland boring pain Hold me down in restitution Living out your date with fusion Is the whole fleece shun in master Don't feel guilty master writing Somebody says that they are not much like I am I know I can make enough words for you to follow along I sink and then some Slippery pessimists, hypocrite master Conservative communists, apocalyptic bastards Thank you, dear God for putting me on this Earth I feel very privileged in debt for my thirst -Nirvana You better watch out You better beware They're coming from all sides of the country You better beware Return of the rat No, no, no, no They better confess Well, they better confess I know, I seen them do it They better confess -Nirvana She seems to think, she seems too week She takes a week to get over it She likes the sea, she likes to see She likes to think she has all of it She likes the sound, she likes the sand She likes to stand, she can't afford to sit She likes to be (x3) She's into guilt Guilt (x3) She likes to think, she likes to drink She seems too weak, she takes all the rent She likes the time, she owns the time She borrows time, to self-invent She seems too weak, she likes to see She likes to think she has all of it She likes the sand, she likes to stand She likes to sit, she likes to go Go (x3) She likes to be (x3) She likes to go Go (x7) -Nirvana What else should I be All apologies What else could I say Everyone is gay What else could I write I don't have the right What else should I be All apologies In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun I'm married buried I wish I was like you Easily amused Find my nest of salt Everything is my fault I'll take all the blame Aqua seafoam shame Sunburn with freezerburn Choking on the ashes of her enemy In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun I'm married buried married buried Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah All in all is all we all are [X19] All in all is all we are -Nirvana I would never bother you I would never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You won't be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I always knew it would come to this Things have never been so swell And I have never felt so well Pain... (x3) You know you're right (x3) I'm so warm and calm inside I no longer have to hide Let's talk about someone else Steaming, soup begins to melt Nothin' really bothers her She just wants to love herself I will move away from here You won't be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I always knew it'll come to this Things have never been so swell And I have never felt so well Pain... (x5) You know you're right (x12) You know your rights (x4) Pain... -Nirvana I am my own parasite I don't need a host to live We feed off of each other We can share our endorphins Doll steak, test meat I won my own pet virus I get to pet and name her Her milk is my shit My shit is her milk Doll steak, test meat Look on the bright side is suicide Lost eyesight I'm on your side Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing Lack of iron and/or sleeping Protector of the kennel Ecto-plasma Ecto-skeletal Obituary birthday Your scent is still here in my place of recovery -Nirvana the Uncanny Cycle Continuez Shed no tear! O, shed no tear! The flowers will bloom another year. Weep no more! weep no more! Young buds sleep in the root's white core. Dry your eyes! Oh dry your eyes! For I thought in Paradise to ease my breasts of melodies--- Shed no tear. Overhead! Look overhead! 'Mong the blossoms white and red- Look up, look up. I flutter now On this flush pomegranate bough. See me! 'tis this silvery bell Ever curses the good man's ill. Shed no tear! O shed no tear! the flowers will bloom another year. Adieu, adieu--I fly, adieu, I vanish in the heaven's blue-- Adieu, adieu- -John Keatz Hold Fast your dreams! Within your heart Keep one, still secret spot Where dreams may go, And sheltered grow-- Where doubt and fear are not. O, keep a place apart, Within your heart, For little dreams to go! Think still of lovely things that are not true. Let wish and magic work at will in you. Be sometimes blind to sorrow. Make believe! Forget the calm that lies In disillusioned eyes. Though we all know that we must die, Yet you and I May walk like gods and be Even now at home in immortality. We see so many ugly things-- Deceits and wrongs and quarrellings; We know, alas! We know How quickly fade The color in the west, The bloom upon the flower, The bloom upon the breast And youth's blind hour. Yet keep within your heart A place apart Where little dreams may go, May thrive and grow. Hold fast--hold fast your dreams. -Louise Driscoll Some one came a knocking At my wee, small door; Some one came knocking, I'm sure--sure--sure; I listened, I opened, I looked left and right, But naught there was a stirring In the still dark night; Only busy beetle Tap-tapping in the wall, Only from the forest The screech-owl's call, Only the cricket whistling While the dewdrops fall So I know not who came knocking, At all, at all, at all. -Walter de la Mare All the names I know from nurse: Gardener's garters, Shepherd's purse, Bachelor's buttons, Lady's smock, And the Lady Hollyhock. Fairy places, fairy things, Fairy woods where the wild bee wings, Tiny trees for tiny dames-- These must all be fairy names! Tiny woods below whose boughs Shady fairies weave a house; Tiny tree-tops, rose or thyme, Where the braver fairies climb! Fair are grown-up people's trees, But the fairest woods are these; Where, if I were not so tall, I should live for good and all. -Robert Louis Stevenson From the low white walls and the church's steeple, From our little fields under grass or grain, I'm gone away to the fairy people I shall not come to the town again. You may see a girl with my face and tresses, You may see one come to my mother's door Who may speak my words and may wear my dresses. She will not be I, for I come no more. I am gone, gone far, with the fairies roaming, You may ask of me where the herons are In the open marsh when the snipe are homing, Or when no moon lights nor a single star. On stormy nights when the streams are foaming And a hint may come of my haunts afar, With the reeds my floor and my roof the gloaming, But I come no more to Ballynar. Ask Father Ryan to read no verses To call me back, for I am this day From blessings far, and beyond curses. No heaven shines where we ride away. At speed unthought of in all your stables, With the gods of old and the sons of Finn, With the queens that reigned in the olden fables And kings that won what a sword can win. You may hear us streaming above your gables On nights as still as a planet's spin; But never stir from your chairs and tables To call my name. I shall not come in. For I am gone to the fairy people. Make the most of that other child Who prays with you by the village steeple I am gone away to the woods and wild. I am gone away to the open spaces, And whither riding no man may tell; But I shall look upon all your faces No more in Heaven or Earth or Hell. - LORD Dunsanay Where dips the rocky highland Of Sleuth Wood in the lake, There lies a leafy island Where flapping herons wake The drowsy water-rats; There we've hid our fairy vats, Full of berries And of the reddest stolen cherries. Come away, O human child! To the waters and the wild With a fairy, hand in hand, For the world's more full of weeping Than you can understand. Where the wandering water gushes From the hills above Glen-Car, In pools among the rushes That scarce could bathe a star, We seek for slumbering trout And whispering in their ears Give them unquiet dreams; Leaning softly out From ferns that drop their tears Over the young streams Come away, O human child! To the waters and the wild With a fairy, hand in hand, For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand.Where the wave of moonlight glosses The dim gray sands with light, Far off by furthest Roses We foot it all the night, Weaving olden dances, Mingling hands and mingling glances Till the moon has taken flight; To and fro we leap And chase the frothy bubbles, While the world is full of troubles And is anxious in its sleep. Come away, O human child! To the waters and the wild With a fairy, hand in hand, For the world's more full of weeping Than you can understand Away with us he's going, The solemn eyed: He'll hear no more the lowing Of the calves on the warm hillside Or the kettle on the hob Sing peace into his breast, Or see the brown mice bob Round and round the oatmeal-chest. For he comes, the human child! To the waters and the wild With a fairy, hand in hand, From a world more full of weeping than he can understand. -W.b. Yeats I know of funny little man, As quiet at is a mouse, Who does the mischief that is done In everybody's house! There's no one ever sees his face, And yet we all agree That every plate we break was cracked By Mr. Nobody. Musical Credits 'Tis he who always tears our books, Who leaves the door ajar, He pulls the buttons from our shirts, And scatters pins afar; That squeaking door will always squeak, For, prithee, don't you see, We leave the oiling to be done By Mr. Nobody. The finger marks upon the door By none of us are made; We leave the blinds unclosed, To let the curtains fade. The ink we never spill; the boots That lying round you see Are not our boots--they all belong To Mr. Nobody -Anoynmous Puck has fled the haunts of men; Ridicule has made him wary: In the woods and down the glen, No one meets a fairy! Cream! the greedy Goblin cries Empties that deserted dairy-- Steals the spoons and of he flies Still we seek our Fairy! Ah! What form is entering? Love lit eyes and laughter airy Is not this a better thing, Child, whose visit thus I sing. Even than of fairy? -Lewis Carroll When the winds of March are wakening The crocuses and crickets, Did you ever find a fairy near Some budding little thickets, A-straightening her golden wings and combing out her hair? She's there! And when she sees you creeping up To get a closer peek She tumbles through the daffodils, A-playing hide and seek, And creeps into the tulips till You can't find where she's hid? Mine did! Have you ever, ever come across A little toadstool elf A-reading by a firefly lamp And laughing to himself, Or a saucy fairy queen upon Her favorite dragonfly? So've I! It's fun to see a fairy flutter Off a catkin boat, And wrap her fairy baby in A pussy willow coat; Oh, don't you love the fairies And their fairy babies, too? I do! -Marjorie Barrows Fleeting glimpses hard to find, Imagined wonders of lovely kind. In night times waking in pleasant dreams, In the moon's gossamer, silver beams. Fairies dance the night away, Gone at dawn, in flight of day. -L.C. Gerstenfeld Fleeti When little heads weary have gone to their beds, When all the good nights and prayers have been said, Of all the good fairies that send bairns to rest The little Plumpuppets are those I love best. If your pillow is lumpy, or hot, thin, and flat, The little Plumpuppets know just what they're at: They plump up the pillow, all soft, cool and fat-- The little plumpuppets plump-up it! The little Plumpuppets are fairies of beds; They have nothing to do but watch sleepyheads ; They turn down the sheets and they tuck you in tight, And dance on your pillow to wish you good night! No matter what troubles have bothered the day, Though your doll broke her arm or the pup ran away; Though your handies are black with ink that was spilt-- Plumpuppets are waiting in blanket and quilt. If your pillow is lumpy, or hot, thin, and flat, The little Plumpuppets know just what they're at: They plump up the pillow, all soft, cool and fat-- The little plumpuppets plump-up it! -Christopher Morley Between me and the rising sun, This way and that the cobwebs run; their myriad wavering lines of light Dance up the hill and out of sight. There is no land possesses half So many lines of telegraph As those the spider-elves have spun Between me and the rising sun -E.L. King I have a fairy by my side Which says I must not sleep, When once in pain I loudly cried It said "You must not weep." If, full of mirth, I smile and grin, It says "You must not laugh;" When once I wished to drink some gin It said "You must not quaff." When once a meal I wished to taste It said "You must not bite;" When to the wars I went in haste It said "You must not fight." "What may I do?" at length I cried, Tired of the painful task. The fairy quietly replied, And said "You must not ask." Moral: "You mustn't." -Lewis Carroll A green hobgoblin Small but quick, Went out walking With a black thorn stick. He was full of mischief, Full of glee. He frightened all That he could see. He sought a little maiden In a wood. He looked as fierce as A goblin should. He crept by the hedge row, He said "Boo!" "Boo!" laughed the little girl, "How are you?" "What! said the goblin, "Aren't you afraid?" "I think your funny." said the maid. Then she laughed again, and went away. But the goblin stood there All that day. A beetle came by, and "Well" it said. But the goblin only Shook his head. "For I am funny." He said to it. "I thought I was alarming, And I'm not a bit. "If I'm amusing," He said to himself, "I won't be a goblin I'll be an elf!" "For a goblin must be a goblin All the day, But an elf need only Dance and play." So the little green goblin Became an elf. And he dances all day, and He likes himself "Ha!" said the goblin, Sitting down flat "You think I'm funny? I don't like that." I'm very frightening. You should flee!" "Your cunning" she said -Florence Page Jagues When at home alone I sit And am very tired of it, I have just to shut my eyes To go sailing through the skies-- To go sailing far away To the pleasant Land of Play; To the fairy land afar Where the Little People are; Where the clover-tops are trees, And the rain-pools are the seas, And the leaves, like little ships, Sail about on tiny trips; And above the Daisy tree Through the grasses, High o'erhead the Bumble Bee Hums and passes. In that forest to and fro I can wander, I can go; See the spider and the fly, And the ants go marching by, Carrying parcels with their feet Down the green and grassy street. I can in the sorrel sit Where the ladybird alit. I can climb the jointed grass And on high See the greater swallows pass In the sky, And the round sun rolling by Heeding no such things as I. Through that forest I can pass Till, as in a looking-glass, Humming fly and daisy tree And my tiny self I see, Painted very clear and neat On the rain-pool at my feet. Should a leaflet come to land Drifting near to where I stand, Straight I'll board that tiny boat Round the rain-pool sea to float. Little thoughtful creatures sit On the grassy coasts of it; Little things with lovely eyes See me sailing with surprise. Some are clad in armor green-- (These have sure to battle been!)-- Some are pied with ev'ry hue, Black and crimson, gold and blue; Some have wings and swift are gone;-- But they all look kindly on. When my eyes I once again Open, and see all things plain: High bare walls, great bare floor; Great big knobs on drawer and door; Great big people perched on chairs, Stitching tucks and mending tears, Each a hill that I could climb, And talking nonsense all the time-- O dear me, That I could be A sailor on a the rain-pool sea, A climber in the clover tree, And just come back a sleepy-head, Late at night to go to bed. -Robert Louis Stevenson Sunlight, moonlight, Twilight, Starlight-- Gloaming at the close of day, And an owl calling. Cool dews falling In a wood of oak and may. Lantern-light, taper-light, Torch-light, no-light: Darkness at the shut of day, And lions roaring, Their wrath purring In the wild waste place far away, Elf-light, bat-light, Touchwood-light, and toad-light, And the sea a shimmering gloom and gray, And a small face smiling In a dream beguiling In a world of wonders far away. -Walter de la Mare Up the airy mountain, Down the rushy glen, We daren't go a-hunting, For fear of little men; Wee folk, good folk, Trooping all together; Green jacket, red cap, And white owls feather! Down the rocky shore Some make their home, They live on crispy pancakes Of yellow tide foam; some in reeds Of the black mountain lake, With frogs for their watch-dogs, All night awake. -William Allingham A fairy went a marketing-- She bought a little fish; She put it in a crystal bowl Upon a golden dish An hour she sat in wonderment And watched its sliver gleam, And then gently took it up And slipped it in a stream. A fairy went a marketing--- She bought a winter gown All stitched about with gossamer And lined with thistledown. She wore it all afternoon With prancing and delight, Then gave it to a little frog To keep him warm at night. A fairy went a marketing--- She bought a colored bird; It sang the sweetest ,shrillest song That she had ever heard. She sat beside its painted cage And listened half a day, And then she opened wide the door And let it fly away. A fairy went a marketing--- She bought a gentle mouse To take her tiny messages, To keep her tiny house. All day she kept its busy feet Pit-patting to and fro, And then she kissed its silken ears, Thanked it, and let it go. -Rose Pyleman Do you seek the road to Fairyland? I'll tell; it's easy, quite. Wait till a yellow moon gets up o'er purple seas by night, And gilds a shining pathway that is sparkling diamond bright Then, if no evil power be nigh to thwart you, out of spite, And if you know the very words to cast a spell of might, You get upon a thistledown and if the breeze is right, You sail away to Fairyland Along this track of light. -Ernest Thompson Seton Oh! Where do the fairies hide their heads, When snow lies on the hills, When frost has spoiled their mossy beds, And crystallized their rills? Beneath the moon they cannot trip In circles o'er the plain; And draughts of dew they cannot sip, Till green leaves come again. Perhaps, in small blue diving - bells They plunge beneath the waves, Inhabiting the wreathed shells That lie in coral caves, Perhaps, in red Vesuvius Carousals they maintain; And cheer their little spirits thus, Till green leaves come again. When they return, there will be mirth And music in the air, And fairy wings upon the earth, And mischief everywhere. The maids, to keep the elves aloof, Will bar the doors in vain; No key hole will be fairy proof When green leaves come again. -Thomas Hanes Bayly The woods are full of faeries! The trees are all alive; The river overflows with them, See how they dip and dive! What funny little fellows! What dainty little dears! They dance and leap, and prance and peep, And utter fairy cheers! Anonymous fairy poem I'd Love to be a Fairy'z Child Children born of fairy stock Never need for shirt or frock, Never want for food or fire, Always get their heart's desire: Jingle pockets full of gold, Marry when they're seven years old. Every fairy child may keep Two strong ponies and ten sheep; All have houses, each his own, Built of brick or granite stone; They live on cherries, they run wild I'd love to be a fairy's child. Robert Graves When the first baby laughed for the very first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and went skipping about, and that's the beginning of faery's. ...Sir James Matthews Barrie (1860-1937) The Tale of Alice Brand from "The Lady of the Lake" 'Tis merry, 'tis merry, in Fairy-land When fairy birds are singing, When the court doth ride by their monarch's side, With bit and bridle ringing And gaily shines the fairy land But all is glistening show, Like the idle gleam that December's beam Can dart on ice and snow. ...Sir Walter Scott (1771-1832) If you see a fairy ring In a field of grass, Very lightly step around, Tip-Toe as you pass, Last night Fairies frolicked there And they're sleeping somewhere near. If you see a tiny fairy Lying fast asleep Shut your eyes And run away, Do not stay to peek! Do not tell Or you'll break a fairy spell. ...Author Unknown A Midsummer Night's Dream Act II, Scene I Over hill, over dale, Thorough bush, thorough brier, Over park, over pale, Thorough flood, thorough fire, I do wander everywhere, Swifter than the moon's sphere; And I serve the fairy queen, To dew her orbs upon the green. The cowslips tall her pensioners be: In their gold coats spots you see; Those be rubies, fairy favours, In those freckles live their savours: I must go seek some dewdrops here And hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear. Farewell, thou lob of spirits; I'll be gone: Our queen and all our elves come here anon. ...William Shakespeare WHY? Can you answer me why simple, foolish, simpering, insipid, unthinking, unthoughtful, imperfect, stupid, retarded, revolting, repulsive, indecisive, brutal, barbaric mortalz treat and turn their bakz on the wacky, brazen, bold, fiery, mischievous, loving, feisty, pure az snow, chaste az ice, cheerful, flippant, flmaboyant, unique, creative, spunky, exciting, exciteful, crazy, insane, impulisve, romantic, funny, smart, day and night dreaming PiXy who haz heart felt desire running through her bonez and veinz that could belong solely and only to you? Could you pass every morsel Titania would offer you on a pallet up without az much az a double glance?Would you say yes? Would you say nao? Or az for mere mrotalz of the speciez and gender nostalic idiocy would it involve too much concentration for your boston baked bean sized brain? Would you suckle on her lipz yet only to leave her once again? Would you hold her hand gently licking and sucking and nibbling on the tender flesh of her thumb yet to set her palm down on the arm of your chair just to fondle another wench? I saw your armz reach out to her. I saw you take her into the golden aura of your bed. You said nao to me when I begged you for just one inch of your touch, Your face flinched away when I tried to kiss you. You only wanted to take me az the opening to a closed door of a ludicrous fantasy. Why did you have to lie to me so frivolously? Why did you have to use me az your little wind up doll? Yes I saw the way your eyez looked at me like a little china doll enclosed with angelic wingz. My wingz being my downfall. Because az soon az they breeched out from behind my bak, you would nao longer look at me az anything but innocent, young, fresh, and naive. Your boundless pretending deceived me. Your lipz also deceived me with the wordz they kept wretchedly uttering. I'd love to rip them off. I saw the treachery you brought forth to consult with me. A pair of double edged scissorz lying on the inside of your hand. You wanted to b the one to clip my wingz. You wanted to make sure I had nao escape from your torturous abuse. You wanted to make sure you could keep me for the amount of time you awnted to use me for your sexually spinning web of deception. I SAW YOU! DON'T LIE TO ME! I saw you come towardz me trying to rip apart my silvery, white, soft, fluttering, crimson wingz of steel brocade.You wanted them so badly for yourself. You dreamed of touching them with your crisp thick fingerz. You neurotic narcissus! You believed you could take away my essence with one brief twist of fate. You had nao doubt now did you? That'z where one of your downfallz led to. You didn't think the path of your plan all the way through now did you my seductive liar? You thought you could clutch them in your power by flashing your pschedelic, artificial eyez at me with one glance. You only got angrier and angrier at me when my reply waz nao. I would not hand over what made me into the PiXy I am without one hell of a good fight. You claimed your actionz were those composed of chivalry. Just another falsifying length of deceptive you deprived me into my once had been love. You wanted my wingz. You wanted to wear them. So you could fly to heaven and taste the lipz of an angel. You wanted my blue heaven and I would NEVER give it to you. Because even though my mind told me to say no to it with every drop and ounce of sense I had, my clumsy little heart kept trying to tell me yes because my affection trickled all the way into my veinz. But your soul never touched myne like my soul touched and spoke with yourz. Your soul never flew out of it'z shell just to have it'z minor grasp brush my benevolence of heart that being with you could only bring to me. Your eyz began to not even want to look at me. Your earz began to never want to hear the sweet melody of my voice, And I looked into your eyez with the aquamarine piercing gaze I have that shined through to show love and only love. Your eyez only looked bak at me with a distance of lust hiding itself into a bronx of passion merely to disguise itself az the affection you called love. I believed the movements of your mouth when your lipz formed the wordz of "I love you", But nao matter how hard my heart wanted to believe the wordz had the meaning they never fully compacted the outerresistence and resilence of meaning the term "love". How could you let your lipz trespass on the sacredest vow in the world's lifetime? You're just another mortal, just another stupid mortal who had deathly deceptive and hypnotizing eyez that mesmerised me into believing your sinister cynicism. That tempted me to believe your tragic wound up waspish sharp tongued abrasiveness. Why did you do it? What waz your motive behind it? Why can't you look me in the face and answer me? WHY? Why are you so scared? Why did you have to trap me like thiz? Why can't you just admit and own up to all my accusationz that are more than just prejudiced false accordz of denunciation? Why did your lipz have to whisper into my earz stay with me my beautifully cute newly adopted PiXy. WHY? WHY? WHY? Why can't you just damn well answer me! You fawking coward! Why won't you just say the truth about what you wanted from me? You know you wanted to steal away my pretty shimmering wingz. Just so you could feel every ounce of remorse that waz underlined in the mass of featherz. You wanted to have them to soar across the sky, to taste the breathless way the fresh air could make your skin feel. You awnted them to take on the way of being able to ksis anyone and not have to reallign your lungz with air after fifteen secondz. You wanted them to dance upon the flimsy glitter of the silvery moonbeamz. You wanted them so you could feel all of me, every part that I seceretly held bak from your devious glancez. The piecez that you could not piece together. You wanted your ghost to dive into my soul. You awnted everything of me, not just my body, not just my wingz-you wanted my mind and soul az well. You only used the manipulation of rushing me into thingz and I couldn't help but not b just ready yet to give all of myself to you. I could admit you got quite a bit of what iz inside of me, but you'd never have it all. You would never know it all, because I could never fully trust your cruel intentionz. The way you laughed at me for being crazy, insane, and weird pointed out to me you could never completely love every minuscule of my idenitty. I had just a bit too much sugar and spice for your calm, underhanded manner could manage. You could only hold on to me and put up with everything I waz made into for only so long until az you did and would give me up for good and forever. You may have loved me I waz never really sure about your relentless standard of loving me. I knew I loved you from the moment I layed my eyez on you, but you only loved my personality, the boldness that only a PiXy would endorse. You soon taught yourself to look past it because you were so afraid that if my nature laid itz handz on your for too awfully long you'd lose yourself to me. You couldn't have that now could you my dear? You couldn't remain into being a part of me, you just wouldn't have it. You know why you couldn't manifest into it? Because you were deeply and unconciously afraid of me and my personality. You were so fawking afraid of my love. You were so afraid of becoming my slave. You know it'z quite ironic my dear, I waz afraid of the same thing, You know why? Because I fell for you so damned hard that you could have gotten me to do anything you asked of me. I would have given you anything, I would have been anything just for you. You were afraid of changing me, afraid of channeling into my soul. I believe though you were only afraid of change, afraid of loss. Because, even though I waz afraid of becoming totally into you and loving every single part of you and letting you own me that I would have made that risk of giving into you. But when I did finally encourage that risk of peril to enforce itself upon me upon you and upon us you wouldn't look me in the eye. I rode barebak upon the edge of the stea of a unicorn all the way into your foreign land just to give you the answer of your proposal to loving yod enduring myself to b yourz forever. But when I got there you tried your best once more to clip away my wingz with your sultry lipz thiz time you wanted to eat them to savor them az your own. You wanted to ride barebak on my unicorn Majika. You wanted to touch her horn, you wanted to steal it az well and to drink her blood for your own immortality. I wouldn't let you hurt her or me. I turned my bak on you for a brief five secondz and when my stance turned around to face you where were you? My eyez believed you would b there, but when they searched for your image, your body you wer enao where to b seen. You had left me az I knew you alwayz would. Because az soon az you saw throughmy mischief, my playful nature, my dark magic all you believed me to b waz a fiend. You looked at me with the three letter stare of IMP! You never loved me now did you? How could you lie to me about something so unique and wholesome az the adorning gild of love? How the hell could you pierce my heart like that? I wanted to let it go. I wanted to let you go, but my vindictive, malicious nature just wouldn't let it surpass and leave from my mind. When I veiwed the world again all I could think of waz your name the way your face had looked at me the very last time. The way you'd kissed me the very final time my lipz would ever touch yourz. Those lipz were the only reason a PiXy such az myself could have ever stayed for quite so long. I needed the brush of your mouth against my own, against my cheek, against my brow. I could never of resisted your kiss or your haunting eyez. But you hurt me for the last time my once been lover. I couldn't take the pain of giving myself to another and just being tossed away like a ragdoll. No I waz nao longer the paperdoll you thought you could toy with. I had become plastic'z worse enemy and you were going to pay for the humiliation of being cast aside that you had caused me to suffer. So I found your kingdom of black heartz. Yesh every male and female of your country side had never heard or tasted the four letter word love. You wouldn't let them hear of it. They only knew the common typical idealization of having sex and procreating. So I walked through a crowd of adorningly dressed peasantz and grabbed an anorexic looking female, she looked the type only her king could feast upon. I grabbed her by her ugly blond hair and demanded to know where her disgusting slime lipped king of deceit sat hiz royal ass at. She told me to go to the head of the kindgom and to ask her master'z jester.Yes I looked at her and sneered you would keep your loyalty az a profit to hiz sankeliness. So I ran my two legz az fast az I could down the alleyway and found the jester. I demanded him to give me hiz kingz apperance and he led me into the hall way where he waz seated at the head ot the table licking hiz chopz at a nude little vestive piece of nude flesh covered in black curlz with great huge green eyez. I looked at him with the most deathliest murder girpped icy grey mixed with blue stare. I pointed at hiz advanteous whore and demanded "How the hell could you pass my love up just for a piece of her firm sexually transmitted diseased ass? How in the hell could you want her? What are you a fawking idiot? Yes you must be to turn your bak on me and all of my love just to trot and pant after simpering female dogz in heat" Then I took out my faithful dagger and lunged at her and stabbed through her breast to jabbingly cut out her celestial heart. Then I looked at my past tense love, my once prince of thievez and asked in a condescending tone "Iz thiz what you wanted? Her substanceless heart? Hear my dumb darling take a bite nao nao don't let me stop you eat it all!", shoving it all the way down hiz ugly throat. "Doezn't that taste yummy? nao nothing compared to my juicez but you know what? Those were never good enough for your taste so you moved on without me now didn't you my dear? But little did you know what you were dealing with, I would never reccomend batling or abusing a PiXy, because they will have revenge on you and murder you by numberz." I stared at hiz ghost for the one and last final time before first off stabbing him seventeen timez through the heart and then cutting off hiz head. Running to the edge of the castle sitting down in the corner rocking myself bak and forth staring at the blood trickling down my bosom az I held hiz head fast to my chest. Just to touch the love I had once felt for one final time az I gave him a filted kiss that nao lipz nao matter how much forgery with held in them could ever deserve. Yeah, I mean I hear what your sayin I mean you got carried away in the moment And I could forgive you..... I could do that I could do anything if I wanted I could buy you a Lexus Truck with a white leather interior I could I could kill of some bears and dogs and shit just to make you a fur coat I could love you and treat you with class And have babies fallin all out your ass But thinkin about that I feel I'd rather kill you (because I got you in my car you ain't goin no were bitch your dead) I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch ass I'd rather chop and never stop because you fucked my homie (2x) I could take all the face paint off and get a real job workin for your dad I would rather take a 10 lbs axe and stick it in your daddy's forehead I could let you move into my house You fuck the neighbour every time I go out And wipe his nut on my pillow But I think I'd rather kill you (Cuz we parked here all alone on this here dark alleyway) I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch ass I'd rather chop and never stop because you fucked my homie (2x) I'm the one that killed your precious cat and stuffed 'em in your fuckin mail box If I only hadn't cut off my hair, I'd choke you with all my dread locks When I scream at the moon every night You shoulda known somethin just ain't right cuz I'm gonna slap you And then I'm going to kill you (because the moon told me to and it's watching us right now) I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch ass I'd rather chop and never stop because you fucked my homie (2x) I could go back to school instead and try and get my diploma I'd much rather bang your head on the wall until you fall into a coma because I can't get you outta my head I'd cut my head off but then I would be dead And I ain't the only motha fucka thats diein So lets just die together I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch ass I'd rather chop and never stop because you fucked my homie (repeat) -Insane Clown Posse |
