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am livin' on Channel Z Getting nothing but static, getting nothing but static Static in my attic from Channel Z Getting nothing but static, getting nothing but static. Static filling my attic from Channel Z I don't know---I feel like something's happening Something good is happening! I feel love has got to come on, and I want it Something big and lovely I want the world to change for me! Gotta get away Away from Z---Living on the edge of Z Space junk---laser bombs---ozone holes Better put up my umbrella! Giant stacks blowin' smoke Politicrits pushin' dope All I know---we've got to change what's happening Something good could happen I feel light has got to come through---and I need it Something big and lovely I want the world to change for me---gotta get away---away from Z Living on the edge of Z Waste dumps---toxic fog---irradiate---and keep it fresh forever Good old boys---tellin' lies 'Bout time---I got wise Getting nothing but static Static in my attic from Channel Z Gotta tune in---pico waves. Gotta tune out---PCB's Gotta tune in---market crash. Gotta tune out---polar shift Gotta tune in---narrow minds. Gotta tune out---space junk Gotta tune in---bombs. Gotta turn out---atomic lasers falling from the sky Where's my umbrella? Gonna shoot that static down the drain Gonna put that static out of my brain Gonna put up my antennae. FREE! Hamburger ads!---Pop up in my head--- On the edge of Aquarius---I'm living on the edge Secret wars!---Take my money away! I know I feel a change is happening---Something good will happen I feel love is coming on strong, and I want it We can make it happen I want the world to change for me---gotta get away---away from Z Living on the edge of---ZZZZZZZZ Channel Z's all static all day forever---time to open your windows, Let in better weather -the B52's 
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Your Orgasms are Like a Crazy Explosion!Complete insanity - and totally unpredictable.What Firework are Your Orgasms Like? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva thiz iz another poem by Adam it'z not entirely finished but what I have of it that he gave me iz awesome! ;p Just because I have died Just because there’s nothing inside Just because I can’t see ahead And I am dead Doesn’t mean there’s nothing for you Nothing you can do Nothing behind the smile in my eyes That you see when I look at you I fell so far and lost so much Yet was awakened by your touch Parts of me have died forever But something new can grow with us together So much has been half-truths and lies Except the feelings I have when I look in your eyes I want to be so much more Than what was poisoned from the lies You’ve made me feel whole again You’ve helped me look past my sins Never have I felt so alive Even though so much has died I’m not who I used to be Something less for all to see Yet I’m living now And I’m learning to be me thiz iz a poem by my extreemly great guy friend Adam enjoy ;p Waiting Waking in a dream Can’t sleep without your touch Can’t sleep at all You’re a thousand years away I’m a thousand tears dead today I still love you Whatever that means Crying Dying without a scream Can’t live without your smile Can’t live at all You’ve turned your back on me I’ve turned my back to see I can’t hate you Whatever that means Faithless Hopeless as it seems Can’t breath without your voice Can’t breath at all You stopped thinking about us I’ve stopped thinking about trust I still love you And I know what that means 
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VNV Nation - Standing Manda What did you think this was Seize and claim? You believed it was Love is an emotion you do your best to drain You beat her out of injustice You don’t let yourself love her because it involves too much pain You attack me from not giving you subservience Humans kill me by just saying your name Drinking and running away under the influence I can’t stand the taste The pressure of your reference Leaves behind in my small mouth Sold myself off at clearance Thinking a soul mate is what I had found Kill her intuition You killed every other part made feminine You threw me into this disposition Of being under the rule of your thumb I’m so stupid I’m so dumb To actually think I could do it And receive your love You lied to me from the get go Flailing and falling You let go When I screamed for you to help me Nothing ever mattered when it came to being with me You never saw me as anything But an escape from your condition of living ludicrously What do you think this is There was only one reason for your resisting It was the instance Of my form not being good enough to fit the title expensively Of surrendering myself as your princess I was just a good target for practice Don’t tell me I’m jealous Of your new bride Envy doesn’t fill my eyes No it’s the hatred for you of how much I despise That underlies the discrepancy in them Yes I undergo bitterness But you’re the one who pushed me through this Chorus Indecency Drips from you Insensitivity Pours from the lips of you Insanity Makes up the rest of you I no longer care about you Wait that’s lying on my part I still do think of you I end up hating myself every time I do But I can’t stop it The issue you’re avoiding we always dropped it I can’t let it go No, no, no Not this time I’m afraid You’re going to have to say the truth and it can’t wait Chorus Asshole in disguise Your head is full of lies You don’t know it Because you’ve become so used to it Being your number one routine That you began to believe it Your ugliness I just can’t believe It’s a particle below the surface of you I just don’t want to see But I see it I know all about it I can grasp it With my bare white teeth I never knew you had it in you And the day we came to meet Is something I dearly wish I could delete Out of the system That pertains to our existence Out of the universe That disperses comfort Out of the environment That holds our every single fragment I thought I could control this But you proved to me that I could never contain this No matter how hard I tried You were certainly content with making every single particle of me die Deceased in your eyes Is where I now lie I no longer remain to care with my insides You eventually made it not worth the value Like the sun dispenses the water of the ocean you made my affection sun dried Another Dayz of Our Livez episode Another Dayz of Our Livez episode the girl outing munZ day With your two engorged lips You have lost me You used to speak of eminency Your two medallion like eyes forgot about me Did the affection I placed ever mean anything? My heart drops at the density Of lead You won’t get outside of my head I still love you with my counterfeit of a mind Even though the rest of me has fallen dead A version of yourself is all you ever loved That explains the circumstances of you never feeling ashamed For the betrayal of my trust That you misused Two blue eyes in my mind that I can no longer keep in focus Visually impaired That I may be What I have become to be known as by interest I’m not afraid of It took a while for me to say it to your face But I was never good enough for you in the first place Before I said those words The ones that gave the evidence of my accord The precision of my loss of sight Your mouth had already taken plight To tell me that you had none of the same feelings to be shared You held me at a rigid distance You never once cared About shattering my fragile feelings The liquid of my dripping organs upon you had no effect You saw my suffering over you as nothing except belligerence You’re of nothing but an idiot You fall far from the likes of me In you what could I have ever seen Except the construing of the story of a foolish boy that would only lie to me Larceny befits you Jumbled pieces Inconsistency makes you Crumpled dresses Lie upon the floor Underneath your feet The silken material silently draping over my body I lie upon your floor As I watch the presence of you deflowering your whore Laughter uplifting in a roar The only thing replaced in me is hatred Hatred for the likes of you I want to kill you I want to poison every bit of you I want to torture you Just like the spawn you turned me into But you know what, it’s impractical how it’s something I can yet do Because I still have far too much to prove to you About what you gave up When you left me so soon You told me to give up You left so stupidly Just to join with a company So presently So anciently You’ll never see Just what it is you’ve done to me Just what you’ve embroidered in me Just what you have taken away from me It stays here with me Inside of me Just for now evenly It won’t forever Not like it will with you When you find out just how clever I was that I never entrusted my shrewdness to you You’ll always wonder What I could have been to you What I could have come to mean to you You’ll never know Because you were the one who of my charms was so quick to say no! To my tarnished prince To thee who lost thine patience With two remorseful lips Gently you whispered against The back of my ear I cannot ever love you my dear I don’t have what it takes To find in my heart that place To ever hold you there You lied just to make your disposition fair But I knew with those words There was foulness spraying the air Dripping and drowning deep in agony You divorced me You never once thought about me Ever again You’re an impostor To the agents Of love’s true composure You could never reason with it The way you felt when it came to her So you just went along with it Until the time seemed right to end it with her You always knew it Would have to come to this Love is merely just a tragedy So suffering on the part of a lady Can be considered hazardous only It’s not a thing of being murderous It’s not a thing of being traitorous It’s only mildly temperate She’ll survive just fine along with it How little do you know You’re an imbecile of foe I hate for you in the human race of romance to be known Because you overthrow The power of love Just to make not of What you are In the eye of your beholder You never once held on to her You only devised a plan of torture A flimsy net of temporary capture To throw over her I have a confession to make on behalf of her You no longer Have any temptation in the mind of her You have yet, but only one stipulation left to her She has to make out her revenge To use her last breath not in contempt Not in vain But to end your jealous, hypocritical, and tyrannical reign Louisville Evaluation You didn’t understand me You couldn’t handle me You lost me You thought you could be the boss of me You wanted to play God with me Guess what demon of misery I don’t believe in religions hypocrisy Bite your tongue You’re nothing Swallow your tongue Because it’s not a particle I any more dream of devouring You love to deplete the bittersweet honesty of the truth Relish in the prospect of being uncouth The words I love you Are just the icing on top of a cake to you Love means absolutely nothing to you You’re such a preposterous hypocrite Walking around as a Christian In that smug face my salivá I’m going to spit Just to let you taste for once the ingredient of enzyme I spent so much of my time Just thinking about you and I being together When I brought the subject up you said no way Heather Why can’t I just let go of you all together Explain to me simply in all red capital letters I bet you never have taken the objection of writing a love letter Fuck you for making me into a simpering, whining female of what used to be known of her Kill all of the particles The ones that could make you reciprocal When it comes to loving a local No, no don’t stop communication The verbal tendency of a cad When I think about you I feel so damned sad Lied to me you’re so fucking bad Hired myself as a sleuth Just to come up with the detection of proof To prove You of the malice that lies beneath your surface of a shallow pool Chorus Staring at myself in the form of Tinkerbell Pan where’d you stash my dust? Tried to pull you into my arms a simple embrace I failed I never earned your trust When you had all of mine You think of me just As a cute face and a great conversation to pass the time Sorry but I can’t allow it to go on, sorry not this time I’ve grown all the way up From the year of fifteen And with just a few broken pieces of heart I’ve learned How to become the heart break queen A girl who once had a dream A dream of loving, a simple thought that turned out to be crazy Chorus Twist the words around To form a mis shapen phrase I want my feet to be placed on solid ground Not just for an ordinary day I want your love to be of permanency Can you have just one shed of decency Enough to give me a spoonful of honesty Sugar is too sweet To be used on the likes of me I’ve never been understood Never will be You think I’m immature Because I want more than to be wanted for being sexy I want someone who will give me the fortune Of loving me Without the crap of sex, lust, and passion I want to be more than something to turn your head because of wearing the lastest fashion I want to be noticed I want to stop being seen as invisible I want you to be interested In what lies below the obvious Give me just that I will ask for nothing more You know you can’t give me that So let’s stop right here No you couldn’t do that You just kept lying to her So here I am Picking up the broken pieces that once manifested to be her You're not sure what you want to do with your life But you sure don't want me in it. Yeah You're sure the life you're living with me Can't go on a single minute. And there's a new one waiting outside this door And now's the time to begin it. You found a new world and you want to taste it But that world can turn cold and you better face it? Who will you run to when it all falls down Who's gonna pick your world up off the ground? Who's gonna take away the tears you cry Who's gonna love you baby as good as I? You don't know what it's like to live on your own You've always had me there beside you. You think it's easy finding someone out there Who's gonna care as much as I do. What's gonna happen baby when you find out That there's no one there to cry to? You can tell the whole world how you're gonna make it You can follow your heart but what ya' do when someone breaks it? Who will you run to when it all falls down . . . You founa a new world and you want to taste it . . . Who will you run to when it all falls down . . . Who will you run to when it all falls down -Heart You're a polished diamond Now you're feeling kinda rough Yes I know how long you've been searching For the perfect touch You better hear what I say I can tell your eyes are just about to give you away Cause there's the girl that you were after Feel your heart beating faster now There's the girl you were after Can you say that you don't want her anymore Just take my word now Cause you know it's true she ain't good enough for the likes of you You better hear what I say I can tell your eyes are just about to give you away Cause there's the girl you were after Feel your heart beating faster now There's the girl that you were after And all this time you can't get past her There's the girl you were after Broken glass, complete disaster There's the girl you were after Can you say that you don't want her anymore I believed you once When you explained That it wasn't so tough To forget her name Cause there's the girl that you were after Feel your heart beating faster now There's the girl that you were after And all the time you can't get past her There's the girl taht you were after Broken glass complete disaster There's the girl that you were after Can you say that you don't want her anymore There's the girl There's the girl There's the girl There's the girl (can you say that you don't want her anymore) -Heart The moon is descending from the sky Tainted by a million melancholy sighs Where are you your highness? Are you frightened of my frailty? Sorry for scratching against the dryness Are you feeling any less guilty Broken from resistance Seduced me into a female who was merely chastised For being silly For being labeled as facetious I do my best to scorn myself at the notion to cry Just like you I no longer need this I’m not sorry for the things I’ve been thinking I want to take the bones of your skull and use them for my hands to severely deplete for crushing I hate you for how much you made me believe you were trusting Never worth the emotion of loving You abandoned me without even discussing These unused and neglected feelings I want to glue your hands to the four wheel drive ceiling Ambassador in the terms of passing Die when we come ambushing Fall to your delicate knees when we’re attacking I want to watch you bend backwards with the pain of suffering Heart ache whispering I LOVE YOU Back and forth Driving the control out of you When you come leaping towards me to pounce I’m going to silence you onto all fours Six walls ebony You wanted to molest me With drenching my sweetness in agony Let’s get her out of the way Then we can do whatever we damn well please Let’s throw her vision into night from day Come on I like it better when you gnaw on me Spirit in the form of a visage Larceny suits you cordially Being honest to you is an outrage I want to attack you verbally You never saw beauty in raw lineage My demeanor is becoming surly These days all I want to do is increase my drug dosage Hallucinate quicker on a serving of halogen Chorus I’ve lost my self respect For wanting to mate with a reptilian I have absolutely no respect For your type of man You’re a liar who uses the effect Your lips have on a woman For no good fucking reason King in the body of a fly perpetrating treason Wings of the butterfly are cut and gone Miss having you but I’ll learn to move on I’ll grieve with tears on my face Because of you not drifting out of my head being the pitiful case No words to find to replace The hatred you’ve harbored that no amount of time can erase Chorus Dying from the lack of affection Still I wouldn’t dare trade my status of independence Pride around the strings of my personality grip The edge of my emotion A wall of dark cast iron is built Armor surrounding the idea of devotion I’m not looking for the true love or romance notion Girl of my proportions Knows there’s no such thing when it comes to a hearts palpitation Stop lying to the damsel She’ll no longer listen to a scoundrel She’s never been distressed Never once needed your help Especially not when your eyes love to sweep over my body to provocatively undress Lust yes, Oh yes I know how this exhibition works Í get to be your girlfriend without receiving any perks I’m no longer interested So go on your way of finding your mistress Fuck you and your lies of the heart Separated and torn apart I’m bold enough to kill you with claws ten times too razor sharp Damn you, you wolf You damn well understood When I said I was Venus You treated me like a mistress of a tart who’s selling her soul in Venice Fuck you and your jinxing princess Hope you choke on your oral business No more visitation Time to end the hesitation This time I’m saying no to any form of advance You had your chance and released it without any demands You’re sitting away from me Still in my head your words are echoing Why’d you push my love away from blanketing And wrapping around you tightly Flowers sticking against a couple pieces of hair Steel blue eyes that keep a piercing stare Release me From that pair They don’t love to look at me So stop pretending with me I’m going to get up force fed I’m going to take my love back from you since I’ve been misled Don’t think that I won’t leave just because my vision’s impaired Honey sticking to lies that with your tongue are smothered Blanched through the looking glass Year after year wastes away Kissed two equally divine lips last night at the opening of evening mass Were those yours that vanished when I looked away? Everything’s changing so fast And I’m losing distance of the folds of grace Can you still taste Her flavor on your skin The skin the never touched out of ignorance Your hurt lingers agasint the bruises on my face You never touched me either But they still stand here in equal place You never once thought of her You lied when she asked you if your eyes were flesh crazed Of being with her you were ashamed She made you lose all of your control And you still don’t know Exactly how much she could have meant You’re just too scared of it Scaredy cat Will you ever come back To the wishing well that you almost fell into You never would go back Because the memory of her ricocheted off the walls as well too Come down From your high place Fall down From the definition of your new place Sneaking around To try and dismiss the words that come back into play Enlisting into the ground To save what you think will be your history Chorus Anger falling all around sounding off an alarm You’re looking at her wondering just how far You can push her until she’ll turn around and break your arm You just don’t know do you How fucking confusing You make yourself to be I’m sick of having to try and push my way through just to see The actions that come to make me hate me You don’t love me Don’t you dare tell me You love me Lying you’re just fucking lying Chorus Just a girl seeking the tradition of love You have nothing to give but everything to take Let’s hope you’ve had enough For both your and my sake Circumstances in your mouth you clutch Push the word no against her ears until she breaks Love traveling further and further You’ve spooned her The tangerine substance that sustained her Drugs will they survive in her? For long enough time For her to push you all the way out of her demented mind You’re a genius when it comes to lying She’s a failure when it comes to dying No matter how many times she tries She can’t get the ancedote right No cure for her tonight Danced dressless with Mary Jane Around the corner and down fifth street lane Were you there when it started to rain It poured down the bitter evidence The brightly lit sinister cynism that your cyanide left us Leave us It’s best for us If you just go upon your way without us Take her instead Go on go ahead I’m begging you Leave me Now won’t you Abandon me Just for her won’t you Don’t say no Because I know you will And I can’t blame you if you do go Because I have nothing to compete with because I’m just a stray kitten sitting against your window sill Just Plain Melancholy Waiting, wondering, While trying to own up, if I find the words, Apologies are useless without An address to send them to Waiting, wondering, How long you could be missing from my life Without a clue I've racked my brain about a hundred times a day I'm confused by everything, I've used my means, I'm still uncertain Now it boils down to one big question Are we separated by five states, two countries, Or the next town over? Sad girls for life [x4] (I just want to say) I've racked my brain about a hundred times a day I'm confused by everything, I've used my means, I'm still uncertain Waiting, wondering I guess I'll keep my fingers Crossed till I can get an answer Sad girls for life [x4] (I just want to say) (What's the last thing I said to you? Can't count on anyone but you) Wait, wait, wait, I'll wait here for you [x4] -Pretty Girls Make Graves If You hate Your Friends, You're Not Alone All along You wanted to see me fail I'd never suspect you In the middle of the circle Hiding your cover Does this city have enough Air for both of us to breathe? If it was up to you one of us would leave I'm telling you there's no way it would be me So talk yourself till your blue in the face Cause someone always wants to listen to hate It's just too bad you're so easy to ignore So oh no, oh no, Here comes the girl with the ice cream cone Who says she didn't get A scoop as big as mine Does it hurt to force a smile to my face? Does it burn to wish you were in another place? I won't look to you anymore So what are you saying tonight? [x3] -Pretty Girls Make Graves Do you remember when We couldn't put it away? Do you remember when We couldn't put it away? Do you remember what the music meant? (To you?) (To me?) (To you?) (To me?) Do you remember what the music meant? Life's complications and frustrations They disappear when the music starts playing I found a place where it feels alright I heard a record and it opened my eyes Do you remember when we couldn't put it away? Do you remember what the music meant? And nothing else matters When I turn it up loud There was the one definitive moment Well, did it mean it to you? There was that one definitive moment When it was something new Life's complications and frustrations They disappear when the music starts playing I found a place where it feels alright I heard a record and it opened my eyes Did it mean it to you? Do you remember when We couldn't put away? Do you remember when We couldn't put it away? Do you remember what the music meant? And nothing else matters Yeah nothing else matters When I turn it up loud Yeah nothing else matters When I turn it up loud -Pretty Girls Make Graves Perfect band name Why couldn't you have been directly honest? You lied to me again and again Denying the evidence That was right in front of us You enjoyed messing me up You got a kick out of rubbing it all the way in Slide your tongue all the way in Just to relapse and restrain the passion between us once again You tell me my heart isn't the only one to be ripped from the center fold of a chest Did I say my love was the only affection to be dismissed? Obviously you've not been hurt enough Because you can still tear other people's hearts apart at the enjoyment of your lust I loved you without any questions asked You’re such a royal disgrace You keep massaging your ego by telling yourself not to let go of the past So you can’t be held responsible for the terms of your chalice That smug look of demeanor I damn well will challenge You smashed my face Broke my heart until the point you just couldn’t look at me the same I told you to stop lying But you just kept on denying Saying accusations where the only source I was flinging I hate you for your guilty conscience Will you ever think about this again The way you brought me to be with just one fatal slip You can’t make up for your prior mistakes leading to this So don’t even offer to try your whore is more precious Frankly I can’t stand the sight of chains hanging around the neck of Alice An issue of predatory that your demented self-image just dismisses Screwed up ego maniac Called back inside the doors because she was seen a kleptomaniac Staring at you while the clouds turn a shade past black You’re starting to panic Getting just a little bit too frantic She’s going to find out all about it Lies swelling up inside that dick that’s just slightly erected I seriously think holding back the truth makes you the randiest I just think of being purely nasty I’m going to get rid of your impurity Just one more squeak Just let me take one more peek At my ugly shape in the mirror Before I turn around and see how ugly the inside of your sheltered Typical shallow male posterior really is It’s been going on for too long and now I’m going end it Chorus Sitting beside her Whispering lies sweetly to her Eyes turning blood red you’ve pushed her into wanting to be a killer Are you proud of her When she turns around mad enough to burn down your whole empire With just one small glance Set boys on fire Torch the sight of three colored glass I want to watch you die and gasp For the air to breathe and hold on Hold on to the thought of being with her No not me I said her The one you were seeing behind my back because she was so much prettier Chorus Boy your epidermis is going to go up in flames I loved you but you just never felt the same You just couldn’t say to my unbeautiful face Get the hell away You just wanted another toy to put in the pile Because chauvinism and sadism are both your favorite styles You still reciprocate your feelings in denial You never could take on acting like an adult you’re just too much of a male child I’m going to beat you my patience has fallen from the source of being mild I’m going to make you die Slowly and excruciatingly No more playing Not with this PiXy’z heart Tearing each little membrane of you apart Get ready to separate Serpent flushed back down to the ground to bake HATE HATE HATE YOU’VE SEALED THE DEAL YOU PUSHED ME FARTHER AND FARTHER UNTIL I COULD NO LONGER BE CONSIDERATE YOU AREN’T GETTING ANY LAST MEAL YOU’RE GOING TO DROWN OUT ALL SEX APPEAL BOW DOWN TO THE WITCH WHO WIELDS THE EVIL ACROSS THE PALAT OF YOUR HEART IT’S TIME TO BE HONEST FOR A START LOSE YOUR MIND TO ME I’M GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL JUST AS LONELY UNTIL YOU OPEN UP TO ME TO REVEAL THE TRUTH THAT YOU REGRET DOING BUT DID UNTO ME!!! wordz said out of thin air that went no where except in to the forcefield of the atmosphere okay these are some e-mailz Don and I like e-mailed bak and forth I just figured I'd post them to show how sincerely honest I waz and how sincerely dishonest and cowardly he waz bleh fuck him I give up! can you do me a major favor and just be completely honest with me? I want you to say whatever you feel in response to thiz question don't hold anything back I know you have a problem with just letting your true feelingz be shown but I beg of you for just thiz one time to be directly honest with me and give me the full truth of thiz matter all right then I know you say that the fact of the matter iz that you just couldn't love me because you didn't have those feelingz for me right? well if you were able to change anything about me phyiscally, sincerely, emotionally, spiritually anything at all would there be anything about me you could change to make you feel that way? sorry I'm just still wracking my brain for a reason why I can feel thiz way about you and you can feel absolutely nothing in return I dunno, I can't change you. But if you want me to be totally honest, I don't want you to hate me for any of this. First and formost. Love is a serouis thing. It's not something I take lightly anymore. You are not the first person to have some one rip your heart out and feed it to you. I have trouble sharing feelings, especially love. and Trust. Trust is a big thing to me, and I ;ve gotten to the point were I don't trust anyone. Not even myself. For me to love someone again I would have to trust them totally, and this part has nothing to do with you. It has to do with me and my brain. One day I will relearn trust but until then I don't think I can "love" anyone. Aside from internal conflects with myself. The person I love (in a realationship) would have to be a Christian. That may sound self centered. But like I said, love is seroius busness. A realationship must be Christ centered or it will not last. On a more emotional level, I should have a link with my "love". I should feel what she feels. I should be able to listin to her soul when she talks. We should be able to to be just quiet and understand what the other wants to say. I thought I found this a while back but I was wrong. I thought I was in love, but it was all a lie. I'm not trying to get myself in another lie. Hell I dunno what I want. part of me wants a soul mate, the other part of my wants a girl he can party with till the sun comes up and never think about again. I don't want to be alone anymore, but I'm afraid to let anyone else in. It's safer for those I care about to just stay away from me sometimes. The person I am in love with has to have eyes like windows to her soul. And my eyes just the same to her. THe girl I love should take my breath away every time I see her. Every touch feel like heaven, and every second with her should give me the desire to never leave. lol okay that'z all well and good but you didn't answer my question I mean EVERYONE haz reasonz not to trust anyone and to be quite honest I can't see love the same way az people of the Christian faith do because they give their lvoe freely to everyone of the world I can't love everyone of the world I know therez only one person in the world like that for me now of other feelingz yesh I could possibly love the rest of the people but I would NEVER act the same with those I felt nothing for intimately az I do with that one special person and you had one person to do that to you? Don't make me laugh please? I've had EVERY person I've ever wanted to be with be like that with me Everyone I ever felt anything for so strongly that I knew it waz love that'z how you know you want to trust that person but you don't know if you can obviously I guess it'z just a matter of faith az you love to put it with the whole trust issue and yeah I used to feel that way being az of why at the turning point of nineteen I started giving myself to anyone who wanted to toocu me a bit of the reason i don't want to have anyone touch me physically now because I know physicalness iz everything to everyone and to a person such az myself who haz very little and bad vision to begin with appearance doeznt matter a great deal to me but it seemz thatz what matterz to anyone else and how if they arent great enough for them in that aspect they arent emotionally willing enough to look past all of the flawz and honestly I am seriously confused any more and I don't what or how to feel or even where to begin to feel or think any more sighz I guess maybe for once I've finally lost myself for a good while I just know I really felt something when I waz around you and thought that it might have been mututal but az of alwayz I waz obviously wrong so sorry to have wasted your time I got no reply to any of that so I just HAD to send him the lyrix of the sorry song that I posted by the Troyz telling him how that seriously perfectly described him and how just I never said my heart waz the only one to be ripped out but he must not really understand the true pain behind it all or he wouldn't keep ripping other peoplez heartz out too sighZ thiz iz the last time I'm going to ask you thiz I've grown to the point of just giving up on you being az of my love for you just didn't mean one fucking little thing to you that'z fine but all in all can we please be honest mister master of disguisez? tell me what I lacked for you to be unable to love me I want brutal honesty what I am with myself something you're afraid of being with people because it could hurt them well you know what your liez hurt ten timez even more I want you to say to me Heather I couldn't love you because. . .and then after those wordz phrase the fucking thruth for once would ya? if you don't oh well you'll live with the lie for the rest of your life and the realization you could have had eternal love because to be quite honest once I love someone I NEVER stop loving them yes I give unconditional love something you'll never understand of just forgiving and forgetting and getting on with thingz and just loving the person for who they are not what they are that'z what takez my breath away about any man that'z what I fell in love with you for it waz never your lookz because I had no idea what you really looked like and when I did you weren't like the greatest looking male I had ever seen not that you weren't cute you just weren't like Will or Brian with their skinny, pale rocker boiy status'z nuff about that I fell in love with you for what you were on the inside and how you treated me before the day I met you and just the way you were and you changed that'z what I have to say drove a wedge between you and I Heather just wazn't your ideal dream girl and you didn't have the courage to just straight up tell her that and instead you enjoyed hurting her even more and prolonging her feelingz when you could have just said the truth just please for once do the me the honor I deserve and say those few wordz of the truth and of course no reply to that either so I'm through with worrying over him I gave him every single part of myself something I haven't done with anyone in three yearz and he gave nothing in return so he can forget about me and one day I have the feeling he really will wish he had me bleh You think the whole world's looking at you I'm sure they are and that's because you're such a hero I caught you when you were unaware Walked in to find you slowly messaging your ego You seem to think you're it - I'm sure it's so fun You think that you're the - To feel like number one But we don't mind a bit Oh can we both come over tonight and turn out the light Kiss me kiss my sister maybe that's what you're into You can't say we're boring Wake up tomorrow morning and wonder what hit ya Cuz I didn't miss ya I can resist ya go, go kiss my sister We share our clothes, our shoes, our guitars so why not share a boyfriend Gives us a break from you Our self esteem don't depend on you Oh it's so big your ego we know we can handle it Do you think you'll feel used - You know it's so fun To see you so confused - Are you still number one Now you've got more to lose Oh can we both come over tonight and turn out the light Kiss me kiss my sister maybe that's what you're into You can't say we're boring Wake up tomorrow morning and wonder what hit ya Cuz I didn't miss ya I can resist ya go, go kiss my sister You want me, you want her, we want you There's nothing you can do cuz we're gonna have you You love you, we love you, you'll use me, she'll use you Wait a minute who's using who I'm sure its such fun - To feel like number one Oh can we both come over tonight and turn out the lights Kiss me kiss my sister maybe that's what you're into You can't say we're boring wake up tomorrow morning Kiss me kiss my sister maybe that's what you're into You can't say we're boring wake up tomorrow morning And wonder what hit ya cuz I didn't miss ya I can resist ya go, go kiss my sister -the Troys I used to do so many things so I could win you for myself You blew me off so many times that it was not good for my health You never asked 'bout who I was just wanted me in your fan club Cuz then you'd have a waiting list of girls lined up to take your pick I over heard you with your friends make plans on Sunday for the beach I figured this the perfect time to show up unexpectedly There I lay as you walked by in my leopard print bikini Can't believe I went through that you acted like you couldn't see me Now that I don't care what you do you've gone out and put my name on your tattoo -Chorus- So what so now you wanna take me out It's too late I liked you but your time ran out It's too bad you want what you coulda had I could say I'm sorry just that you're the one that's really sorry So what so now you think I'm good enough It's too late I'm never gonna give it up It's too bad you want what you coulda had I could say I'm sorry just that you're the one that's really sorry I used to think you were the best and didn't care about the rest I guess I thought I had a chance to bite your lips and kiss your neck Like you ever saw me stare, yeah right, you never cared I guess it's hard to realize the truth the way I fantasize I walked your way everyday just so I could get a view And then I'd try to act surprised the minute that you saw me too I always liked your quirky ways but you rarely let it show You cared about your reputation and your stupid ego Now that I don't care anymore you've gone psycho camping out at my front door -Repeat Chorus- Finally I realized you were a pointless exercise You wouldn't know a good thing if she hit you right between the eyes Funny when I liked you, you could never like me back And if you think I like you now dude you're smoking crack So long goodbye whatever catch you later Just 'cuz you've got a real nice ass doesn't make you greater -Chorus Out- -the Troys I wear these old shoes with the holes in To remind me of the million Miles that I have walked beside you Good and bad times we have been through You know the car you drive Keeps breaking down it never starts But it reminds me of you and me in the back seat Driving it home and now I'm all alone What do you do, what do you do when everything is broken What do you say, what do you say when no words fit the moment Cuz you're not here and even if you were all I could say is What do I do, what do I do we're broken but I can't throw us away Looking out the window With the scratches on it at the sun The world looks different when you're looking Through a lens like a Piccasso `The sky is bitter twisted just like you and me I miss it You snap it, bend it, burn it, break it Then you find that you can't fix it Fall back on whatever still remains What do you do, what do you do when everything is broken What do you say, what do you say when no words fit the moment Cuz you're not here and even if you were all I could say is What do I do, what do I do we're broken but I can't throw us away Breaking you in, breaking your heart I was taking it all and I tore you apart Breaking me in, breaking my heart And the damage was done But I took what you got We were breakin' it, smashin' it, Takin' it, lovin' it, hatin' it Drivin' it home and now I'm all now I'm all alone -the Troys Dying Hurting Necromancing Heart still betrays my trust of returning To it's rightful owner How long have you known her Tell me something more interesting Tell me something far more clever Then you know her like the snowflake knows the season of wintry weather You disappointed her With walking away from her You fled to the arms of another Still you won't let go of her You won't let the hold you hold over her Leave the mind of her Leave the spirit of her You condemn her To the portal of hating herself Because she's still in love with you, when you're in love with someone else Your lying doesn’t possess me into being jealous It just makes me feel the anger consumed with violence I want to fight at every chance Just to make you feel this Analogy of correspondence You fell from providence You think you have all the evidence You need just to prove me wrong Fact of the matter going on Is that I don’t even know what to care about or feel about to even begin To argue when this is pressed into and driven Down to the core of the edge Of the mind I once had until the barrier of my sanity just completely left I no longer think I just go on acting You’ll never know what I’m feeling No never again Reason being I don’t honestly nor practically know or can tell apart the skin of the backs of my hands coinciding with the fronts of them I’ve lost all belief I had in them Being able to grasp themselves into the truth Your lying gave me the proof That there is no morality In this selfish accompolishment Of the responsibility of being a human being Female demon with eyes so demeaning You stared into them once with cleansing My love for the first time in three years I gave in I took you all the way in And this being the ending Me here with heart upon two open castrated palms Ashamed to even look at my mom Antagonized to look at any man so I just look on The little bit of heart I had left is all the way gone Bitterness is the new taker I’ve taken on Trip out of the Ordinary Lies lay upon those lips The ones that suppressed the faith of a kiss Your mouth denied surrendering Lip lock with an ugly girl isn’t your standardization Lied to me just to raise the interest of spreading my legs to cool down the tally on your masturbation Linking arms with a cheap blonde imitation Instead of drinking freely of my salvation You threw away the tradition You didn’t want to sample the deliverance of Cabaret You’d much rather suckle on the finger nails of the fair maid Cat sitting in the window Little do you know That it’s my soul in the form of it I won’t come near and tell the secret You no longer deserve the right to hear of it That’s okay That’s just fine You don’t have the grace That it takes to be mine Your lips love to sprout words such as chivalrous But there isn’t one ounce of courtesy in those arms formed of a cad The word loyalty to you is much too formal What do you profit from when cutting all the loose tied ends and separate them into shreds Just like a million pieces of broken glass off the top of a broken casket at the darkest funeral My death didn’t surpass you My breath stapled to the back of your neck never once was felt by you You never knew did you You never saw it did you You just left it that way didn’t you Never looked back did you Lies poison the soul That’s why I never bonded my lips to that of the mouth of an asshole Lady in love with her majesty High horse loser of a heel with no net of safety To catch him when he falls off of that wall Smiled when you tumbled Laughed even more when you mumbled The name of a girl you had once wanted She had hair ten shades too red She had eyes entirely too grey with iris’s that loomed To show the distance of the depression That had taken her heart away just as you did without hesitation Your love of the fair maid will soon grow to weaken Just you wait for her faults to shine through her just like the hair sunshine streaks itself in You won’t listen To the truth I witness That’s all right I no longer care I don’t have the capacity to look at your eyes not when I’m no longer there You want to be with me As we used to be How can I be That way again with you when you chose someone just because she was far more dainty I loved you at the age of twenty When will my love of you become disposed I pray that this is the day that it finally all goes Goes away Just like that voice of yours that from my ears strayed I shall keep quiet In the sake of my eyes I have a love for Christ But many more martyrs have died Not just he Took his last breath to save the heart of me He didn’t give me a cherished consideration Being as I’m still stuck here in this disposition What disposition ask you may Why the one that transforms a male from night to day The force that turns a decent fellow Into shedding the true skin of his form that belongs to s snake He has intestines the shade of brightly spun yellow He’s too scared to properly tell you wouldn’t you know? He can’t spurn up the courage No he’s not brave enough To stop leading a female on he gives no words to discourage No he wants too much He wanted her soul Along with then more wouldn’t you know No not just hers would do Had to have more than just one let’s make it two Oh if you had only knew How much I wanted you How much I’d sacrifice for you You still wouldn’t have the guts to be seen with me now would you Because I’m not beautiful enough for you Not on the outside nor the inside You’ll never say the words because speech to you is improper to deny Men are empty Men are shallow Men are annoying Men are the best at disrespecting a female’s shadow Men represent a division full of idiots Men identify the section known as miscreants I loved you with your face shaped like a melon What I lacked in those eyes there’s no telling Men are retarded Men are stupid Men are conformists Men think women are here just for the entertainment Men make up the group called pigs Men manifest the portion known as chauvinists You might think I’m sexist But I’m just telling the truth with all of her components Don’t get angry with me Don’t get mad with me Those silent eyes just keep on begging You had me once, you had me twice, however this is the ending Don’t come back for more There’s nothing left to give Don’t come back expecting more You took all that I ever had to give Men are vain stupid little creatures That hide beneath the bushes and wait to suckle the nectar Out of all the pretty, dainty flowers You think you have the power To out rule a lady I have news for you baby I’m not your common every day Whining, sniveling little princess I’m not some little toy put here for you to hold and kiss DON’T YOU DARE FUCKING COME NEAR ME I DON’T WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU DO YOU HEAR ME?? BACK OFF YOU’RE NOT GETTING A PIECE OF MY SERENITY WANTING SOMETHING AS PEACEUFUL AS THIS PICTURE GO CHEW ON YOUR MISERY I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU I NEVER HAD ANY FAITH IN YOU I KNEW IT WOULD BE LIKE THIS EVEN WITH YOU! YOU THINK I’M SO FOOLISH BUT WHO’S THE FOOL NOW I WAS A PIXY BLINDED BY HER LOVE FOR A MORTAL’S INNOCENCE YOU WERE JUST A TWO TIMING CREEP WHO CAME TO TAKE AWAY ALL OF MY FIRE AND MISCHIEF YOU WON’T GET PAST ME WITH FORCE YOU WON’T GET PAST ME WITH YOUR ONE EDGED SWORD JUST GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM FEMALE TO THE NATURE OF SECLUSION HAS SUCCUMBED MEN ARE SO FUCKING STUPID IT’S TOO SAD TO EVEN LAUGH ABOUT IT STUPID, STUPID MEN IDIOTIC. . .OH YES. . .IDIOTIC MEN!!! Mad Angry Sad Wary Curious Cat swallowed my canary Furious That shallow glance distressed the fairy Love no longer means anything Isn’t it funny How your lies of immorality Had the appall to shock me I don’t have an opinion Not about this Skin shaded like a camillion I hate to say this But you’re different Not the type of different my head was thinking Not the type I was conceiving Fuck me I’m so tired of you I’m so tired of me Distance getting rid of you Pills doing the trick to get rid of me Fatal has been Wearing three layers of lipstick Lips so thin of regret I told you the truth but you never listened Are you asleep Tell me Damn you mister hypocrisy Open your mouth and form the words to me I’m tired of living in the dress of a paper doll You think you can just have me at your beck and call But that’s not how it goes So don’t even go Down that deep To even think That I would ever portray myself as your servant I’m much too restless I’m much too precious I can be gentle Provoke me and I’ll strike you back with steel You think you’re the only thing that walks with two legs that can carry off sex appeal Keep telling yourself that day and one day if you’re lucky It just might become real Loved you for entirely too long of a pardon I kissed you and you just walked on You never once thought about me You never once considered me You’re the stupid one For having the despicableness to hurt me I no longer want you, so don’t you dare want me I said those nasty words when because of you I was hurting So don’t hold your tongue back from me I know exactly what you want to say to me So get in on with it Because I’ve had enough of it I’ve had enough of waiting just for you And honestly my darling I can’t say much more except I’m through A Man is Known by the Company he Keeps A Man Is Known By The Company He Keeps Mallory Rhodes There once lived a man named Michael T. Palmer. He lived a simple, happy life, and never worried much about anything. Michael led a normal life in every way but one. He lived in an apartment building on the 14th floor, next to a couple of newlyweds and an old lady. Across the hall from him lived a beautiful girl named Sandra. He had a steady job in a cubicle, and the normal amount of friends. There was just one thing about Michael that was out of the ordinary: he liked to collect human skulls. Ever since the first time he saw her in the laundry room, he knew he was in love with Sandra. He loved everything about her, from her dark hair right down to her petite little toes. One day he couldn't stand loving her in secret anymore, so he decided to ask her out to dinner. The next time he saw her was in the lobby, so they started talking. They got on the elevator together, and eventually they got around to the subject of love. He was so entranced by her graceful words; they seemed to float in the air from her lips into his ear. Finally he managed to get up the courage to ask her out, as they were approaching the 14th floor. Michael started, “So, I was wondering, if you don't have anything to do this Friday night, do you think…” “I'd love to.” Sandra said. They stepped off the elevator, walked each other to their respective apartments, and parted ways. Michael was so excited, he promptly threw up. As it was only Tuesday when Michael asked Sandra to dinner, he was anxious beyond anxiousness by the time Friday rolled around. At 6:00 he showered, shaved and spiffed himself up. He was wearing brand new underwear and felt like a million bucks. He crossed the hall and knocked on Sandra's door. She opened it; he gasped. She was wearing a black dress, and she looked stunning. They proceeded to dinner. They went to a nice Italian place named Angelo's. She had spaghetti and he had the baked ziti. After half a bottle of wine and an hour and a half of conversation, they took a cab to a movie. It was a romantic comedy, neither of them liked it very much but they had fun making fun of it, whispering to each other in the back of the theater. When the movie was done, they walked back to their apartment building, kept warm by the conversation. Sandra found herself falling in love with Michael. She was very much attracted to him, both his personality and his appearance. And he smelled good too. She decided that she'd let him kiss her when they got home. “Well, here we are.” Michael said as they approached their doors. They both took a big breath; this was the moment they had both been waiting for all night. “Would you mind terribly if I kissed-“, Michael started, but before he could finish his sentence Sandra had grabbed him and pulled him close in a tight, bonding, sensational kiss that can only be described in romance novels. Michael fumbled with his keys while still holding on to Sandra, and opened the door. They stumbled inside, still clinging to each other. She finally broke the kiss. When she opened her eyes she was thrown back by a vision of Michael's walls, filled with shelves, and on those shelves, assorted human skulls were neatly lined up. Sandra screamed and ran down the hallway, down the emergency fire staircase and out of the building. Michael never saw her again. yet another attempt at perfection "trying to capture the moment with a word woven net so I can hold it in my hands to look at it feel it and when I am ready to let go let the moment fly into the future to be remembered in an undetermined time and place I laid there the sound of your heartbeat fluttered through my mind as my ear was pressed against your chest that's when I heard and felt the sound and rhythm of what really mattered in life you holding me close to you enabled me to feel reconnected while I innocently fell even further into what we have found together as I heard the steady beats and closed my eyes I couldn't help but smiling knowing that I wouldn't want to be anyplace else I am still left without words to express to you how grateful I am to be in your life. I guess what I really need to say is thank you." "Trust what you feel? Trust what you think? Trust what you "know?" What does trust mean? Just because something is touchable does not mean it means anything. You may not control pain, but you may control chances of it." two families both alike in dignity in fair Los Angeles where we lay our scene from ancient grudge. break to new mutiny where civil blood makes civil hands unclean from forth the fatal loins of these two foes a pair of star crossed lovers take their life this is the fearful passage of their death marked love... stab me in my faithful heart. you'll be the one that I bleed for feel me together apart. I'll be the one that you breathe for kill me inside of yourself. you'll be the wrist that I will slit feed me and see me starve. I'll be the drug that you can't quit truth-lie joy-pain love-hate Omnia Vinat Amor scar me with all of your lies. I'll be the one that you don't trust save me the one you despise. you'll be the one who will pray for us fear me and all that I do I'll be the one your afraid of see me reflection of you. you'll never be what I'm made of. truth-lies joy-pain love-hate Omnia Vinat Amor one night in spain. one day in Italy you took away everything you've given me one night in spain. one day in Italy you took away see you for all that you are. the reasons I doubt you see me for all that I am. as I do this without you truth-lies joy-pain love-hate Omnia Vinat Amor it wasn't supposed to end like this... how difficult is it to reach heaven and how easy it is to be snatched by demons and yanked to hell temptation is not always a simple seduction this is the fearful passage of this is the fearful passage of this is the fearful passage of this is the fearful passage of. our death marked love. Love is to atlast understand the suffering of another YOU -Tura Satana lies hurt truth lives no one forgives. love is sickness we can't quit this.... until we meet again. until we meet again. keep it sacred I'll be your perfect drug when you need to escape and when you need to confess then I will be your saint I'll be your pretty whore when you need to release the thing that makes you sick. I will be your disease beg for forgiveness I'll be the guilt you feel when you have been untrue the one who makes you do the things you love to do I'll be the vow you break and swore you never would the only one to tempt your faith. the only thing that could lust, greed, gluttony, sloth, wrath, pride and envy these are your last rites is nothing sacred? these are your last rites nothing is sacred this is for me who cannot forget denying our sin by dying with it this is for you who cannot forgive my ruin is yours together we live I am the cut that bleeds. the scab that will not heal the wound you wear inside. the bruise you cannot feel I am the pride you swallow. the venom that you spit the vomit in your stomach. throw up and choke on it I am the cross you bare. the road that's paved with fire the mirror of yourself. the one that you desire I am the lie you hide. the truth you cannot say I am the smell of fuck that you can't wash away lust greed gluttony sloth wrath pride and envy these are your last rites is nothing sacred? these are your last rites, is nothing sacred? these are your last rites nothing is sacred and nothing can save us. -Tura Satana her mouth is sweet. her tongue is sugar coated but I can see those rotten teeth she thought I wouldn't notice I waste my time and read her mind but I'm not kind. I'm honest my mouth is cruel and deep inside... she doesn't want it she keeps it hidden underneath her clean complexion I kiss her lips and she fills me with her infection eyes of a snake she loves to take with no one there to witness she scars me red. fucks with my head cant let her spread her sickness I am the PRETTY HATE that makes you sick inside your world I am the scar that will not heal that's passed from girl to girl I am that little bitch you FEAR because IM NOT AFRAID I'm everything that's REAL while you know that your just a FAKE! she wears her mask and I don't ask about her past I smile and all the time she struggles for control while in denial identity crisis will keep her looking innocent self righteousness can't hide her dirty. deceiving intent she's lost inside herself so pretty in her little mirror but i can see her ugliness and its becoming clearer blood and guts I'm being fucked while she's a friend to me reality is lost I'm drowning in my enemy and I cant breathe. I cant breathe. no I cant... half chorus repeated I am that little bitch that will not fall into your TRAPS... and this is a RELAPSE WICKED WORDS TANGLED WEBS I CANT PRETEND THAT IM DEAD SPOONFED HER SICKNESS CANDY COVERED LIES SO FUCKIN TWISTED don't tell me that I cant be myself. that I can't be don't tell me that I cant be myself cause you cant be me. half chorus repeated I am that little bitch you fear but you will never tell I'm everything that's ill and all... ALL IS NOT WELL -Tura Satana there is a girl who lives inside of me and I can hear her breathe her smell is sweet but underneath her blood is boiling to a seethe and she leaves me scarred. scared and bruised I'm so confused why can't you see? she isn't me I try to keep her down but its so hard to fight when she's inside she takes my mouth. my mind. my eyes. my self respect and pride repeat chorus 2xs each time you make me cry I lose a little face until I'm faceless when the boy has left her in the end pretend that you are blameless each time I hear your voice I make a choice that I will have to live with when the girl becomes the girl she hates to be he can't forgive this... SO FORGIVE ME there is a girl who lives inside of me and she can hear me breathe she gives me everything I fear and everything I need and she leaves me scarred. scared and bruised I'm so confused why can't you see? she isn't me... she isn't me... she isn't me... she isn't me... X. -Tura Satana somethings inside of you somethings inside of me I never thought that we could be what we've become numb to the other one you cant keep what you set free... so purge me then I can purge you just purge me let me breathe my heart will ache to keep it sacred, my heart will break torn between this love and hatred, I bled for you, this time you bleed for me, you can't keep what you set free... repeat chorus GIVE ME MY ROMEO AND WHEN HE SHALL DIE CUT HIM UP INTO LITTLE STARS SO ALL THE WORLD WILL BE IN LOVE WITH...NIGHT I drink your kiss drunk from your lips I give you all I have to give can you give me this? I sacrifice everything I am what I believe you can't keep what you set free repeat chorus I need RELIEF...THROUGH RELEASE I need RELIEF...THROUGH RELEASE I need to breathe let me leave let me breathe RELEASE ME PLEASE -Tura Satana Can't Come up with an Explanation this christ is full of sins he can't repent upon his crucifix so innocent he trembles at the thought of nails digging in his flesh again for he knows...he's just a man still I watch him BURN in his jesus christ complex BURN within himself BURN in his jesus christ complex he'll burn ETERNALUX in daylight this saint he lies and mourns, within his house of worship. crown of thorns release is never easy from his self inflicted pity and my hate becomes more pretty as I'm scorned repeat chorus 2x VIRGIN MARY, I feel the need to WHORE myself again I am. I can. we KISS. I can't RESIST everything about you is so... everything about US is so SICK S8N-666 why are we so SICK? why are you so SICK? why am I so SICK? we are so perfect I am not perfect...IM SICK in darkness this sinner will confess trapped inside his own self righteousness faithless as he sleeps he'll wake and won't remember anything but everything has changed...remained the same repeat chorus 2xs you burn for me I'll burn for you you'll burn for me eternally together we will BURN...I told the truth, and the truth is eternal -Tura Satana barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead.... FUCK sleepless and I feel this helpless within this illness keep this in the darkness kill this but I want this here i go again tryna to numb my pain cut a little deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and I see the light wide awake I pretend that I... will survive. mouth is dry shed my skin and I don't know why can't escape cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse shameless and I blame this own this because I chose this hopeless and I know this need this but I loathe this repeat chorus I love my self abuse I hate myself barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead I love this self abuse. I hate this self abuse I love this self abuse. I hate this... hush little baby don't you cry hush little baby don't you cry DONT YOU CRY! barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm deadFUCK! barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside barely alive cause I'm dead FLUX!! CRUCIFIED -Tura Satana your sweet voice is awfully nice but I can see your poisoned tongue and twisted words that lie to me I'm not blind. not yours...will never be you're not blind. not mine...will always be can't wash away the dirty I hate it when you're sorry you're nothing to me now UGLY so sick inside you're pretty you love it when you scar me just like you're doing now... I NEVER WANTED THIS YOU NEVER WANTED THIS WE NEVER WANTED THIS I could be good to you good for you make you believe that I trust you and love you but then I'd be like you and I'm not like you you're just like me repeat chorus there is a DEMON clutching at my feet as i see the ANGEL so far out of my reach if i could be FORGIVEN for a single SIN I would BURN ALIVE TO KNOW YOU AGAIN I've seen wounds that you hide but can't hide from me you bleed well when I cry now cry for me I'm not kind. not blind will never be you're not kind. not blind will always be repeat chorus 2xs I NEVER WANTED THIS YOU NEVER WANTED THIS WE NEVER WANTED THIS I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU THIS I NEVER WANTED THIS YOU NEVER WANTED THIS we must have wanted this.. I know you wanted this.. just like I wanted this. -Tura Satana cross your heart hope to die stick a needle in your eye... his heart is bleeding inside her hand her sugar kisses are twisted she puts his finger into her mouth and teaches him to be wicked he's made of heaven and angels wings these things she cannot forget, but when you want something bad enough, what will you do? what will you do to get it now... I'm gonna take you down how low can you go? I know you're going down now you're going down low I'm gonna take you down, how low will you go... VENUS DIABLO scars and wound and burns are what you'll have but I will kiss your bruises. I will pick your scabs repeat chorus this is a sinners prayer. sick, sucking on air and I will never get to heaven...neither will you because you are one of me -Tura Satana I'd like to take you someplace where angels fear to tread I always hate to love you get out of my head it's easy just to say it so hard to be kind these thoughts are still within me infecting my mind lp>pushing it's way out burning in my mouth, until it hurts I'd like to violate you I've done it before I always love to hate you you perfect whore it's easy to imagine I'm somebody else so much has happened inside myself pushing its way out burning in my mouth until it hurts I'd like to push you down I'd like to push you under I'd like to push it in you I'd like to push you push you I'd like to give you something a piece of me you always like to take it so easily I never wanted us to end this way but somethings changed in me I'm not the same pushing its way out burning in my mouth and now I'm dry -Tura Satana make a wish woke up today and I tried to breathe instead I suffocate in lies of dreams< br>you're never what you seem to pretend to be inside myself i feel the need to be... your martyr whore the ex that you should never trust the seven deadly sins which you will not discuss my lovely creature is quickly losing all his charms and he'll be left with nothing and no one in his arms tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds tell me what you want from me I'll give it what it needs tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds tell me what you want from me I'll give you what you need... I'll give it in violent sleep i dreamed of you tried to forgive the things i knew this romeo so innocent has crucified his juliet while angels kept me safe you fucked away my faith I'm in this purgatory state but its too late selfish I attempt to keep it selfless I destroy the secret no longer tortured I'm the creep who scars herself to sleep repeat chorus she'll hear it when she sleeps....when he sleeps its 11:11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY now lay me down to sleep, code I know but I can't keep if blood could crawl I'd spill it all just to escape from me can you feel my pain? can you feel my pain? can you feel my pain? CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN? feel it... are you scared? SCARED OF ME? cause I don't sleep and you don't sleep YOU DON'T SLEEP WITH ME! tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds tell me what you want from me I'll give it what it needs tell me what you want from me I'll rub it till it bleeds tell me what you want from me I'll be your little creep tell me what you want from me I'll rub you till you bleed what the fuck do you want from me I'm just a little creep, tell me what you want from me I'm happy when you bleed tell me what you want from me I'LL HEAR IT WHEN I SLEEP... -Tura Satana ladies and gentlemen, welcome to violence this time it comes in female form -Tura Satana I am truly and fucking utterly invisible and insignificant I just no longer fucking care I feel like pure shit right now because I just found out much I really mattered on thiz one night that I've been kinda stressing over since two weekz ago where I had sex with someone and they just told me they barely even remember it wouldn't have if there wazn't some used condom on the floor i don't remember there being a condom used but ya know what fuck it I just no longer fucking care any mroe remindz me why I will never again let another male touch me again tho I'm just too tired of feeling too tired of being used for a male'z prize sex toy and doormat to just be stepped all over and just used for either emotional or physical abuse sighZ I'm just tired of the whole fucking world I'm tired of mattering to no one except for my fucking self when I hate my fucking self bleh just fuck it all I'm getting a fucking head ache Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again, again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again, again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love you I will always love you Love you Love you Love you Love you... -cover-Jack off Jill Your mouth is like funeral where words go to die Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me Your mouth is like an open sore where words blister and die Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me clear hearts grey flowers clear hearts and grey... this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get fuck you this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted fuck YOU this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want from me -Jack off Jill Hey there cracked God (you're) you're looking older (you're) you're looking older cry on someone else's shoulder pink dried up crippled Christ try to take your own advice NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch hey there rich God (you're) you're looking distressed (you're) you're looking distressed buy a saint to clean up your mess Temptation on my side Devil got me a fat new bribe NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch I can't breath Save me Sew the seed Praise me I never had faith in you I'll never have faith in you I'll never have faith in you I'll resurrect myself Hey there dead god you're lost and jaded you're lost and faded you've become the sheep you hated you're rotten to the core Don't believe in you anymore NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch -Jack off Jill The doctor released me a case of underjoyed No lack of nutrition something I can't avoid No mental condition maybe I'm paranoid or maybe maybe I'm just bored I'm just damn bored I'm just damn bored I'm just damn bored An old friend convinced me that he was underjoyed He never caused friction his ego he destroyed He made a decision He jumped into the void or maybe maybe he's just bored he's just damn bored he's just damn bored he's just damn bored Drown your fears in alcohol everybody spills and falls Choke on every dream you ever had Drown yourself in alcohol everybody slips and falls Choke on every dream you ever had Keep yourself in 6 degrees no one ever comforts me why should they bother When I'm alone and I'm so damn bored I am so bored I am so bored I am so NO NO NO NOW BORED I am so bored I am so bored I'm so damned that keeps me underjoyed -Jack off Jill A witch will burn when she's thrown into the fire Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire She crawls on webs of lies I die up inside her to take what's mine that bitch the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt Consumed by hate and guilt She'll never retire too old to fix too dead to ever acquire slit wrists - talk shit But she will never inspire a plan to save herself the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt bite heads off those who fail and try to imply her forlorn despised I am the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt and I am fine and I'll learn to take what's mine and live without guilt Oh yeah -Jack off Jill dead girls dance they burn and twirl witch hunt witch cunt burn this girl dead girls dance they burn and twirl witch hunt which cunt burn this girl dead girls dance they burn and twirl witch hunt witch cunt burn this girl dead girls dance they burn and twirl witch hunt which cunt burn this girl -Jack off Jill Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you burn in humid hell No sleeping pills no old tattoos will save you now He'll never change he's just too vague he'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you sit I watch you dwell No crooked spine no torn up rag will save you now He'll never change he's not that brave He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... Oh Vivica I wish you well I'll sit right here I'll never tell no tender scar no twist of fate will save you now He'll never change he's just not there He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... She's empty and so beautiful I'll keep her here with me -Jack off Jill Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it's course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I'd held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It's almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me -Jack off Jill Take a souvenir and stop your staring Just cause I'm screaming Don't mean I'm sharing Can't keep my mouth shut if you keep that dress on You can't negotiate Not with me this time you go so low your faggot rainbow your Nazi Halo won't save you this time Bring your IQ and try to understand Just cause I'm listening Don't mean we're still friends Can't fix my problem You crossed a thin line You can't just work it out not with me this time you go so low your faggot rainbow your junkie ego won't save you this time you go so low your tragic disco your Nazi Halo won't save you this time You're so predictable no shadow of doubt when you are suffering know who sold you out Fuck your opinions Fuck your lack of spine When you are miserable Know that I'm just fine You go solo your faggot rainbow your junkie ego won't save you this time you go solo your tragic disco your Nazi Halo won't save you this time -Jack off Jill Momma killed the baby Now the daddy was in town Drove up in his pick-up truck And buried her underground The rebel force will save me Pink panties all around What they said was so unreal I guess it was profound When they said Everybody? Anybody? Somebody? Nobody! Mister Anti-everything Atari stick in hand Bat me on the forehead So I could understand He smeared his face with lipstick And yelled and screamed real loud Point in my direction And rub semen on the crowd When he said Everybody? Anybody? Somebody? Nobody! Everyone needs a hero Nobody needs a star Will you still adore me When I've gone way too far The rebel force will save me They grabbed my little hand Threw me in a pick-up truck Cause I don't understand -Jack off Jill Chicken and chocolate dancing Milkman got the blues They suck him off on dairy cock And who the hell are you The chicken knows, yeah Just how it goes, yeah It's what he bought and sold The chicken blows, yeah Let's stab ourselves, yeah Chicken and chocolate praying Storm trooper got the blues They suck him off on plastic cock And who the hell are you The chicken knows, yeah Just how it goes, yeah It's what he bought and sold The chicken blows, yeah Just what he knows, yeah (______________________ He said the devil's narcotic Wishing he was, but he wasn't And it is... stupid, stupid, stupid...) The chicken knows, yeah Just what he sold, yeah It's what you bought and sold The chicken knows, yeah Just how it goes, yeah -Jack off Jill I got that special disease That knocks the shit out of me Cause when you break it, you buy it, you own it Cause you get nothing for free He got that special disease He eats the scabs off my knees I got a genocide hand on his forehead But he got nothing on me (Chorus - just "ooh ooh, ohhh") He smokes the cigarette trees He loves my hostilities He brings me flowers and candy and kringle But that won't satisfy me (Chorus) I try to hate equally They say that's misanthropy Cause when I want it, I break it, I burn it, I own it, I have it, you'll see (Chorus) Collecting things that I've already owned I'm schizophrenic when I'm on the phone I guess that's why I'm never alone Cause I am never myself He wants to feed me the pentagram cereal He puts the spoon in my mouth and I choke He push it farther and farther and farther down This stuff won't fit down my throat (Chorus) I got that special disease That knocks the shit out of me Cause when I break it, I buy it, I own it, I have it, I love it, you'll see -Jack off Jill We hide in the cupboards And under the stairs We poison each other But we know that nobody cares We look at each other With a compound eye See something that's nothing And then start to cry You made me I am a part of you You made me want I am a part of you I liked you once Crawl quick past each other The cord starts to break I gave you too much That's my big mistake We look like each other Sew you to my chest Then say that I won't Faithfully, as I fuck all the rest You made me I am a part of you You made me want I am a part of you You loved me once Help me shut out painful world When insect boy becomes a girl I am a part of you You made me want I am a part of you I was you once I don't want this I want this I don't want this I want this Cockroach will rise, will crash, will burn... -Jack off Jill I have a feeling we're not in Kansas I have a feeling that you're the bad witch Where are my red shoes, I have my blue dress I have a feeling we're not in Kansas Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick road Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick road Where is the lion he's half undressed He's always crying his hair is a mess Where is the monkey to tear me apart Where is the tin man as I rip out his heart Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick road Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick road There's no place like home People often say Click my heels one more time and there's no place like home There's no place like home People often say Click my heels one more time and there's no place like home Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick road Where is my rainbow where is my head Where is my yellow brick My yellow brick road -Jack off Jill I can't exist anymore Till I destroy you I'm hating everyone Don't know what to do Ingesting flesh and bone Makes me a cannibal Or am I criminal I feel so horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible Sucking on colorforms Becoming see through Still hating everyone As I digest you I do not feel wrong Am I incurable Or am I criminal I'm so damn horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible I will ingest you So to protect you Then they can't take you Away from me I will ingest you So I can protect you Then they can't take you Away from me Fade into yesterday Searching for my youth Try to detest it all Searching for the truth Self-centered devil spawn This makes me durable Or am I criminal I feel so horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible Horrible -Jack off Jill Don't wake the baby Step on its fucking head You may be an asshole I love you instead Don't wake the baby Step on its fucking head You may be an asshole I love you instead Don't wake the baby Shut up you're waking the baby Shut up you're waking the baby Daddy feeds the scary clown He likes me more with his pants down Fuck you! Don't wake the baby Shut up you're waking the baby Shut up you're waking the baby Shut up Shut the fuck up -Jack off Jill A hypocrite is one who deals in deceit, lies and false pretenses Insincerity is the name of the game Doing one thing and telling others not to do it is reality for a hypocrite Well, they tell you, they say 'Jesus saves' Or they tell you, they say 'Praise the Lord' But they tell you, black bible on their back They're going straight to hell, sinners! Hypocrite Hypocrite Well, she loves you, and she says that she loves you You're faithful, she says 'Yeah, I'm faithful too' And well she loves you the way she says that she loves you While she's fucking behind your back! Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite (You're a cunt. You're a backstabbing cunt. That's right, You're a cunt. C-u-n-t, cunt.) Well, your best friend, yeah we all have a best friend Your best friend says he's looking out for you Well your best friend, but before you can bang her His dick is in her mouth! Hypocrite Hypocrite Well, she loves you, and she says that she loves you You're faithful, she says 'Yeah, I'm faithful too' And well she loves you the way she says that she loves you While she's fucking behind your back! Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite (You're a cunt. You're a two-timing cunt. C-u-n-t spells cunt. That's right, cunt.) Well, they tell you they say 'Don't do drugs' Or they tell you, they say 'No they're not for me' But they tell you, and you roll up their sleeves And their tracks would ride a train! Hypocrite Hypocrite Well, she loves you, and she says that she loves you You're faithful, she says 'Yeah, I'm faithful too' And well she loves you the way she says that she loves you While she's fucking behind your back! Bitch! Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite Hypocrite Hypocrite Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hyp-Hypocrite (Cause hypocrite to me spells c-u-n-t. Cunt) -Jack off Jill I'm in a circle, looking up above I'm turning purple as she smothers me I watch her thinking, face is changing shape How is she happy when she thinks of spit and RAPE?!? I know who you are You left a big black scar I say there's no escape You'll know when Fucker you're going down, girl you're going down, fucker you're going down, you and spit and rape Fucker you're going down, girl you're going down, fucker you're going down, you and spit and rape I'll get you I'll catch you I'll get you Just wait I know you had your fun Did deeds and now you're done I say there's no escape You'll know when Fucker you're going down, girl you're going down, fucker you're going down, you and spit and rape Fucker you're going down, girl you're going down, fucker you're going down, you and spit and rape I'll get you I'll catch you I'll get you Just wait I know who you are You left a big black scar I say there's no escape You'll know when God is going down, God is going down, God is going down, he and spit and rape God is going down, God is going down, Why don't you strike me down? You and spit and rape -Jack off Jill Bruises are Back in Style *Dirty Panties Mix* God bless America, land that I love Stand beside her, and guide her Through the night with the light up above From the mountain to the prarie Through the ocean, white with foam God bless America, my home sweet home! Write your name and spell it well All good children go straight to hell See what you saw, see all you can see As you get fucked by your own liberty now If love is a taxi, the devil would drive If hatred is English, then I'm speaking jive If this is a fuck, then I'd run for a mile When I say baby, bruises are back in style God bless America God hates America Know your name when you're in a rage Piss and shit line an empty cage The people look, they all stop and stare At the little girl with the long greasy hair now If love is a taxi, the devil would drive If hatred is English, then I'm speaking jive If this is a fuck, then I'd run for a mile When I say baby, bruises are back in style God bless America God hates America! Know your name and spell it well Sign in blood, you might as well See what you saw, see all you can see As you get fucked by your own liberty now If love is a taxi, the devil would drive If hatred is English, then I'm speaking jive If this is a fuck, then I'd run for a mile When I say baby, bruises are back in style -Jack off Jill Yeah, Choke! I feel your breath upon my neck, You're bleeding Desperate to see you in my rage Love, hate, lust it's all the same When you go down I wanna..I wanna..I wanna..CHOKE YOU! Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Angry grip around your neck You feel black and blue Angry grip around your neck As I choke you Innocence fuels my foolish mind Kiss and scrape ivory, revenge is mine Love, hate, lust it's all the same As you go down I wanna..I wanna..I wanna..CHOKE YOU! Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Angry grip around your neck You feel black and blue Angry grip around your neck As I choke you Devious intentions drip down your spine Blue babe's gasping, revenge is mine Love, hate, lust it's all the same When you fall down I wanna..I wanna.. I wanna.. CHOKE YOU! Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Choke, choke, I choke you Angry grip around your neck You feel black and blue Angry grip around your neck As I choke you Choke! -Jack off Jill Nickname: Heath Age: 20 Reason for LJ username: mine'z pretty self explaining I'm a goth shrugZ AIM sn:PoisonIvySphinx Reason for AIM sn:I wanted poison at the time for killing me I like the band Ivy I like the character Poison Ivy that Uma Thurman playz and in Greek mythology a Sphinx iz half woman half lioness via being a cat lady who makez people answer a riddle Do you enjoy reading my LJ:yeah I like reading taschaZ journal Why:it'z interesting? Interesting fact about yourself: I waz born with extra digitz on each hand and each foot of course they were removed Weird fact about yourself:I love chick bandz who degrade men Quote:uote: "Nice Orb!" "I'll just amuse myself!" "Not a chance, back to work baby!!" "Hey, hands off those hands." "Just because I protect the innocent doesn't mean I have to be innocent" "I love those smashing noisez" Will you post this in your LJ:obviously If you saw me out in the streets what would you do:since thiz iz about tascha say hello and see if she'd actually say anything bak 
You Should Teach Sadism 101!Some people say you are evil, but you just haven't trained them yet.You know how to play the pleasure and pain game. And, boy, you know how well pleasure and pain go together. You eventually get everyone under hot dripping wax! You will gladly teach this perverted oddball course. You can easily teach cock torture, needle play, and trampling. Now doesn't that sound like a fun course description? What's Class Should You Teach? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva lmfao I honestly only like hurting assholez ;p someone just please rip my fucking ovariez out NOW!! ugh I'm so sick of bleeding and mood swingz heard an interesting story today about my sister Sherry who teachez middle skewl they have had like the worse kidz ever thiz year she teachez in Bourbon county well she had some little boiy who had like slit hiz wristz one day in skewl basically tell her he waz going to stab her so she waitz til the end of class pullz him aside and kinda tellz him thatz not something to say then later on thinkz deeper abot it and writez him up and like pressez chargez so he haz to go to alternative skewl damn I can see why she did why she did tho that'z not zactly something to joke with bleh I've gotten written up before for suicide damned whore of a drama teacher fat ugly fucking cow bleh Bad Mood laterZ =^. .^= mrowwZ You turned the girl back around After her heart was insignificantly crushed in the impound You dug it back out Can we hang out Without me wanting my lips to brush against the interior of your mouth Opened up Only to close shut Talked to you about the issue of love Reflective interest but just not enough Can I still be the same with you when it comes down to it I want to happen but a female like myself can’t promise it Looked at you with different eyes When I looked hard enough to see there was no lie Hurt you so badly It broke me twice as shatteringly I have to learn to feel more openly Emotion takes over and I forget who I am presently It’s still who I am, just not really me I can no longer say I love you in that capacity It’s better for both you and me That I stay on the level of this feeling No more, no less Give me any more residual ness and I’ll trespass We don’t want my bad side to come back Now do we now my admirer Trip over the thresh hold of her heart and you’ll summon again the spirit of Ms Hellfire I can’t help but be anything except myself I still can’t get the thought of you from my head I’m not looking for the practice of casual sex So don’t dare ask for it I’m still yours and you know it I can’t help it I tried excruciatingly to end the way I felt with it What’s done is done Girl of the twenty first century is completely stuck To the process of your presence Eyes lacking grace filled with the faith of love is the key evidence Chorus I’m thinking of you Wondering just where are you It’s not really my business Because when it comes to owning you I don’t have that access I was the girl with fish net stockings you denied Narcotics swallowed easier than searching for a reason to find I have to bury these feelings Before I become bitchingly endearing Pain in the pit of my stomach scraping Arms around your neck are two things I think about draping Fantasy means nothing Because we’re just friends Chorus Mixed feelings endure to confusion I’ll sit here with myself in easy amusement Love as a sentiment Entirely repulses me I hope no one ever feels that deeply Not when it comes to me Because I’ll never be able to return that affection embroidering The organ known as heart with ventricles for blood pumping Love you fully I’m a fool for being me I’m a fool for still living But here I am dowered with your friendships Here I am engorged with ten silver bracelets Peeling scars off of my skin People passing by can’t help their nosy curiously staring I can’t say about their looks I’m caring I can’t say about their words I’m listening Sorry for the pretty girls and preppy boys I’m just too busy With my deep train of thinking A piece of the cerebellum you lack the having Fuck you for leaving Fucking you for staying I no longer know what I’m feeling The closeness of intimacy is comforting I’m afraid of attaching myself like a leech To someone who’s only staying presently I have too many doubts So don’t mind me I know I’m just being silly But again I can’t help it, for it’s just me Neglecting thiz Thing laterZ =^. .^= mroww I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... Fear of Fear of Fear of Fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not afraid of forgiveness I absolve you everything I'm not afraid of lying... But I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you all I do is sit and think about you Without you yes I... -Jack off Jill Hello I'm here to invite you To things you cannot feel and if you push me too far You might believe I'm real Teeth scrape beneath the sweater To when you hate and steal Or do you think it better To obsess and not reveal I know your secret It scrapes you way down Everything was clean Now everything's brown Don't try to hide it Know you cannot feel What you are is something that I won't reveal Hello I'm here to invite you To things you cannot feel and if you fall apart You'll pretend I'm not real You can't erase what you are So don't even try and how can I be truthful When everything I am is a lie I know your secret It scrapes you way down Everything came clean Now everything's brown Don't try to hide it When you dig to feel When it falls apart I hope I won't reveal Hello, remember Hello, remember Hello, remember Hello I'm real real real You think I'm not real -Jack off Jill C-c-c-c-call me cumdumpster C-c-c-c-call me a cunt C-c-c-call me clever Is that still ok D-d-d-d-did you watch the TV Or hear it on the radio Watch out for afteschool specials Are we still ok Well Ok You call, and I'll answer Make me understand Why I have to hate you That's quite ok C-c-c-c-cumdumpster C-c-c-c-cunt C-c-c-call me clever Is that still ok D-d-d-d-did you tap the payphone Or read it in a magazine Becoming afterschool specials Are we still ok Well ok You call, I'll answer Make me understand Why I have to hate you That's quite ok C-c-c-c-cumdumpster C-c-c-c-cunt C-c-c-call me clever Is that still ok D-d-d-d-do you still need me Now that I'm a monster Paranoid media frenzy Tells me I'm ok You call, I'll answer Make me understand How I have to hate you That's quite ok You call, and I'll answer You'll ask and I'll lie As I grow to hate you That's quite ok Quite OK -Jack off Jill We are desensitized Television did not break me Been broke since I was born I am breaking up with you We are desensitized Shove comfort up my nose I feel dysfunctional but numb enough for two We are desensitized I've lost my only friend Left here alone again They left me here alone We are the meat you work with This is your sense of failure If you work me way too long The failure stains your hands We are the meat you've eaten Cut us with your sharpest knife you've been away so long The maggots eat away We are desensitized Television does not hate me Had hate for way too long I hate you very much We are desensitized Shove comfort up my nose I feel dysfunctional But numb enough for two We are the meat you work with This is your sense of failure If you worked me way too long The failure stains your hands We are the meat you've eaten Cut us with your sharpest knife You've been away so long The maggots eat away We all are new wave faggots Digesting old drug habits We've been away so long The maggots eat The maggots eat away -Jack off Jill Hold on to your everybody The people that you know are the ones you hate, the ones you hate Break me you covetous creature Then piece me back together like a star Come on now, come on now The bigger that you get the more you wait Show me how, show me how The less you know the better off you are Covet love it learn to break Want this my love your mistake Show me you treacherous teacher You own everything in your sight in your sight now Possess that special feature That everything you say and do is right Come on now, come on now and everyone does just what you say Teach me how, teach me how To get everyone the fuck out of your way Covet love it learn to break Want this my love your mistake Covet love it learn to break Want this my love your mistake I learned just how to beat you Cause everything you say just disappears So glad I got to meet you I covet everything you ever feared Hold on now, hold on now You taught me how to hate and how to hurt Show me how, show me how To spit in their faces with your dick in the dirt dear Covet love it learn to rape Want this my love your mistake -Jack off Jill You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Hard rock queens in ripped up jeans Everyone thinks they're so obscene Bend them over you get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Evil boy still the best Peanut butter smeared on his chest Get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel out your eyes Take my advice Blinded by fear, sugar and spice We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're frightened on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Evil boy still the best Peanut butter smeared on his chest Get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot -Jack off Jill I envy your demise I hope it's all you dreamed it would be One bullet in this gun Not sure if it's for you or me I envy your demise With all the guilt you hid away All the lies that I had spun And all the times I wished you'd stay Now, all that I'll ever suffer All that I'll ever be All that I'll ever ruin You can always cover me with makeup I envy your demise Seven hundred and fifty degrees When it burned it smelled like you But it scorched and looked a lot like me I envy your demise You never said that you'd try When I had to lose control Lose control to really cry Now, all that I'll ever abuse All that I'll ever see All that I'll ever ruin You can always cover it with makeup All that I'll ever limit All that I'll ever try All that I'll ever trust You can always cover it with All that I'll ever abuse All that I'll ever see All that I'll ever ruin You can always cover it with makeup -Jack off Jill Hey chew toy head you're swollen and disfigured If I strech out your face do you feel any bigger If I piss in your eyes will you will you see That you think that you are so much better than me Why are my lips so Why are my are my Why are my lips so swollen Hey chew toy head you're broken and disfigured Circus sideshow freak grows bigger and bigger if I piss in your mouth will you taste in me Or do you still think you are so much bigger than me Why are my lips so Why are my are my Why are my lips so swollen Hey chew toy head we're spoiled and disfigured I pissed in my pants and I don't feel any bigger I let out the freak for all to see And she won't let you think that you're so much better than me Why are my lips so Why are my are my Why are my lips so swollen shut shut shut -Jack off Jill If you want it did you never want for more The girlscout fell from grace If you want it did you never want for more I spit inside her face If you want it did you never want for more The lines that cut right through If you want it did you never want for more The numbness that was you What I want, what will I need To sacrifice what I believe My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more If you want it did you never want for more Cleansing every sore If you want it did you never want for more Sold from door to door If you want it did you never want for more Finish what you start If you want it did you never want for more Dehumanize my heart What I want, what will I need To sacrifice what I believe My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more And I was never your #1 fan How can I grow a girl when you never were a man and I was never nice and I've gone too far You don't need to be nice when you've been kissed by a star Kissed by a star, kissed by a star Hurt by a star, fucked by a star Kissed by a star, kissed by a star Kissed by a star Fuck what I want Fuck what I need I'll sacrifice what I believe My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more -Jack off Jill Wash off those scabs dear or fingernail pick them clean Pray to all your long lost demons and justify your means Devil has a new shape Devil has a new ride Devil has a problem but he locks it up inside Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to hate me angel cause I hate you now you're gone Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true Did you believe it cause I said so angel I sure lied to you Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true I'm eternal and infernal and I sure lied to you Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to hate me angel cause I hate you now you're gone Good girl with the black eyes Believe in future past Everything that I want happens See how long that lasts Devil has a hot rod Devil high on speed Devil has a black dress So her arms can bleed Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to know me angel cause I know you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to hurt me angel cause I'm hurting now you're gone Go go go gone Go go go gone Go go go go go go go Gone -Jack off Jill Super angry Super hated Super evil Super serrated Super guitar Super faded Never sad sad sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist Keeps his hands in his mouth That's gold plated Hates himself more and more Cause he's made it Super evil Super jaded Never sad sad sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist Super high tech Super pay check Super ego Super hate pro Super cautious Super nauseous Never sad sad sad Super all gone Super hold on Super ego Super phenomenon Super destroy Super small boy Never sad sad sad Super asshole Super nothing -Jack off Jill I can't exist anymore till I destroy you I hate everyone Don't know what to do Ingesting flesh and bone makes me a cannibal Or am I criminal? I feel so horrible Horrible Now everything's horrible Horrible Sucking on colorforms Becoming see through Still hating everyone as I detest you I do not feel wrong this makes me durable or am I criminal I'm so damn horrible Horrible Now everything's horrible Horrible Fade into yesterday Searching for my youth Trying to digest it all Searching for the truth Self centered devil spawn This makes me durable Or am I criminal I'm fucking horrible Horrible Now everything's horrible Horrible Horrible Now everything's horrible Horrible Horrible -Jack off Jill Check your diction Search your memory Create your history Still not true Write your novel Pick and shovel You will need them when I bury you NO FORGIVENESS YOU'RE NO MARTYR SELL YOURSELF MAKE IT TRUE Check your grammar Your bad nature Exaggerations still not true Ask your question listen closely Here's your answer It's still FUCK YOU NO FORGIVENESS YOU'RE NO MARTYR SELL YOURSELF MAKE IT TRUE THERE'S NO PRICE TAG ON MY CONSCIENCE HERE'S YOUR ANSWER IT'S STILL FUCK YOU I met a man who was gone in a day He grabbed my hands Memories flashed away I met a man who was once on my side He wrote a book And now everyone LIES NO NO FORGIVENESS YOU'RE NO MARTYR SELL YOURSELF MAKE IT TRUE THERE'S NO PRICE TAG ON MY CONSCIENCE HERE'S YOUR ANSWER IT'S STILL FUCK YOU -Jack off Jill I woke up, morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure I'll bask in your forever You just waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, to help destroy the world I wanted to be that, to be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me I dreamed that I was you I dreamed your ego died Sad who loves you more than I do I know you lied I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me But me, but you Not me Hate you Love me, love me, hate you Want me, fuck you, hate me Kill you Fuck me, like you, want me Like you want you fuck you Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me (you never loved me) Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me I will never make it better I will never make it better It will always hurt you fucking asshole -Jack off Jill Give me some antiseptic To wash this headache away Give me a syringe To inject the pain Give me something pretty I hope I'll never be I'd rather be creepy and very strange Give me a cake That I can mix and bake In a betty crocker oven That I will BREAK! Bake it up and we will STAB! STAB! STAB! Come on, don't be afraid We will make you STAB! STAB! STAB! My world is evil But American made Give me something easy That I can complicate Something healthy That I can infect Give me a mate In a crippled state With halloween teeth That I can BREAK! Bake it up and we will STAB! STAB! STAB! Come on, don't be afraid We will make you STAB! STAB! STAB! My world is evil But American made Mama's apple pie got a cock-a-roach in it Burn the flag with a fag Mama's apple pie got cock-a-roach in it Burn the flag with a fag Mama's apple pie got cock-a-roach in it Burn the flag with a fag Mama's apple pie got cock-a-roach in it Burn the flag with a FAG! Bake it up and we will STAB! STAB! STAB! Come on, don’t be afraid We will make you STAB! STAB! STAB! My world is evil But American Made American Made American Grave In an American Grave -Jack off Jill Consumed by the one's who made her She's a faker, always let's me down Dressed up like a capital shaker Full of ganja drugs are not put down I'll have you're guts for garters Just for starters Don't you make me frown She could've been a nutter So I had to cut the mother down Slacker, wasting half is life on sniffing glue Now he's reformed, working for the red the White and blue Plain sailing, safe surfing Pocket full of back stab Confused by the one's who break her She's a faker, never makes a sound Undressed like a soul prayer Buying shares, pay her by the pound I'll have your face for breakfast I'm in excess, neither lost nor found She could've been a nutter So I had to cut the mother down Slacker, wasted half is life on speed Now he's reformed and working for the red The white and blue Plain sailing, shoulder pad Dental flossing, back stab Pay - check, Pay - check Save the best for later Be careful not to stain the sheets now You god damn liar Take me higher I never wanted the real thing, I never Wanted the real thing I never wanted the real thing, I never Wanted the real thing I never wanted the real thing, I never Wanted the real thing I never wanted the real thing Slacker, wasted half is life on sniffing glue Now he's reformed, working for the red the White and blue Plain sailing, wife swapping Stool pigeon, back stab. Pay - check, Pay - check Save the best for later Be careful not to stain the sheets now You god damn liar Pants on fire Cold ???? two, four on me But this one really takes the piss It's likely to proquandry I deserve so much more than this. -Placebo Patience comes to the ugly, not me Laughter comes to the lucky, not me People in my head that won't stop talking Nothing in my dream that isn't creepy crawling Walking in the park and i think that i'm falling Swimming in the sea and i think i'll You guessed it Only lifeguards Only lifeguards Packing all the time ?? Can save me Waiting X3 For the son of man For the son of man Patience comes to the ugly, not me Concentration comes to the ugly, not me Nothing on the box that hasn't been born No one in the street that isn't old Driving in the car and i think that i'm crashing Swimming in the Sea and i think that i'll You guessed it Only lifeguards X2 Packing all the time Can save me Waiting X3 For the son of man For the son of man -Placebo Penance for his sin, he locked it in for just a little while Lubricating creams, sanitaries would only cramp his style It's a dirty job but shooting guns just makes you horny Wants to spill his seed on guaranteed, service with a smile. Miss Moneypenny Miss Moneypenny Oh Miss Moneypenny Miss Moneypenny Oh Pitter patter of the eyelid on the first roll of the dice Feel the atmosphere, it's gently laced with nicotine and spice It's a long walk home, the entrance of the night is scary Only trouble is, he never learned to shoot the same gun twice Miss Moneypenny, Miss Moneypenny, Oh Miss Moneypenny, Miss Moneypenny, Oh Every job he saves a bone Martini, mobile phone Bastards getting in his way They're all pushing daisies All you need to make a movie is a gun and a girl 0898 007 [repeat] -Placebo He tries to embrace her She wants him to race her He needs a laser To get it through her skull (Means and lies and hatreds)? Tears that fall in sequence Cold caress Imprints Conversation growing dull Says he's a poet Loudly protoazoan And he kisses ass for free I took a vow of silence When he tries to talk to me I just turn on the tv He tries to impress her Mentally undress her It takes more to possess her But in his pocket lies a hole He's got a thousand talents Charisma by the bagful Aristocratic parents A rebel with a heart of gold Says he's a poet This time he's gonna blow it 'Cause he's dancing with his ego I took a vow of silence When he reads his words to me I swallow words like a Placebo He's strutting with your flesh mechanic Gets him in a panic He's wasting time 'Cause everybody is a star In his eyes Careful not to give your favours To your lonesome fucked-up neighbours I had one who sent me her heart In a tupperware container All the movies in my head They flicker with my bleeding heart A careless slipping of the tongue On just another private part Blatant search for Stoned affection Fights the lust that Breeds infection Meet me at the Intersection Don't forget your Fuel injection He's strutting with your flesh mechanic Gets him in a panic He's wasting time 'Cause everybody is a star In his eyes You think this love is bona fide You're being taken for a ride Wrap your lip around your head And slowly blow yourself away -Placebo Yeah, I really, um, I really, I really wanted to kind of like, To capture some kind of like moment, but maybe it's better if I'm sober...' Wake up in the morning, I look at my clock It's way past noontime, i'm late for work Tell me what have i done wrong? Nothing can go right with me it must be that i've been smoking too long Go to fix me some breakfast, i ain't got no food Take me a shower, the water don't feel no good Tell me what have i done wrong? And nothing can go right with me must be that i've been smoking too long I got opium in my chimney, no other life to choose Nightmares made of hash dreams, the devil in my shoes What have I done wrong? Yeah nothing can go right with me it must be that i've been smoking too long When I'm smoking, smoking, put my worries on a shelf Try not to think about nothing, don't wanna see myself What have I done wrong? And nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking too long In this blues i'm singing, there's a lesson to be learned You go round smoking, you're gonna get burned Fuck me what have I done wrong? Nothing can go right with me must be that i've been smoking Too long, too long -Placebo Then the Clouds Will Open up For Me My guy has a tan transcontinental But it keeps me enchained Watch an old black and white movie Fred and Ginger are too sentimental, crying in shame I don't want to be forgotten I can't be alone So don't you dare leave me It's like coming home It's a skin that has died Human voices like a drum And they're looking right through me Scatter the ashes one more time for me, one more time for me My guy has a tattoo ornamental When he's frozen in space Cut your eye far to me A covered carcass is too elemental, caught underneath a subway I don't want to be forgotten I can't be alone So don't you dare leave me It's like coming home It's a skin that has died Human voices like a drum And they're looking right through me Scatter the ashes one more time for me, one more time for me One more time for me, one more time for me One more time for me, One more time for me One more time for me, One more time for me Trans-likened, twisting my ankle Doing the grave dance Narcotic? Yes please, I'll have a sample Riding on my very last chance Then the clouds will open for me Gonna meet my Jesus Christ I see history playing before me For pleasure and passion you play the price Sadness the name of the spike that took me I'll make that's all Like some raging, hard, horny Mephistopheles Who came for my soul -Placebo Oh, where are you now? 'Cause the willow that smiled on this leaf When I was alone You promised the stone from your heart My head kissed the ground I was half the way down Trenning my sand please Please lift your hand I'm only a person Who's arm bounds beetles Hands lay tall Won't you miss me Wouldn't you miss me at all oh, oh, oh The poppybirds wang Swing twig-coffee ground around Brandish her wand with a feathery tongue My head kissed the ground I was half the way down Trenning my sand please, please, Please lift your hand I'm only a person Who's asking my chains I've tatooed my brain all the way Won't you miss me Wouldn't you miss me at all oh, oh, oh -Placebo You don't know me And you never hold me Like your little piece on the side My mother told me That you're never lonely When you're laughing, all the time Inside-out and outside-in You bring eyesight to the blind Crying, is a crime. Slowing down the metronome Slowing down Slowing down the metronome Slowing down. You don't know me And you never hold me Like your little boy in blue My father told me That you're always lonely When they're all laughing at you Inside-out and outside-in You bring Jesus to the jew. Slowing down the metronome Slowing down Slowing down the metronome Slowing down. You don't know me And you never hold me Like your little piece on the side Inside-out and outside-in You bring eyesight to the blind. -Placebo Sweetness, sweetness i was only joking when i said I'd like to smash every tooth in your head Oh, sweetness, sweetness i was only joking when i said By rights you should be blugeoned in your bed And now i know how joan of arc felt Now i know how joan of arc felt As the flames rose to her roman nose And her discman started to melt Bigmouth la da dum da da Bigmouth la da da da Bigmouth strikes again And i've got no right to take my place In the human race Oh Bigmouth la da dum da da Bigmouth la da da da bigmouth strikes again And I've got no right to take my place In the human race. And now i know how joan of arc felt Now i know how joan of arc felt As the flames rose to her roman nose And her megadrive started to melt Bigmouth la da dum da da Bigmouth la da da da Bigmouth strikes again And i've got no right to take my place In the human race. Oh, Bigmouth la da dum da da Bigmouth la da da da bigmouth strikes again And I've got no right to take my place In the human race. -Placebo It echoes in my brain I didn't mean it Pulses through my vein I didn't mean it I'm the one to blame I didn't mean it Did too much cocaine I didn't mean it Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Looks real cute, her lips are sore Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Always comes back for more Your memory will fade I didn't mean it You've always had it made I didn't mean it I know you feel betrayed I didn't mean it I just wanted to get layed I didn't mean it Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Looks real cute, her lips are sore Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Always knocking on my door You come across impure I didn't mean it God damn imature I didn't mean it You act so insecure I didn't mean it You hate me now, i'm sure I didn't mean it Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Looks real cute, her lips are sore Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Dripping sex from every pore Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Looks real cute, her lips are sore Slackerbitch, fag hag whore Such a mother fucking whore -Placebo Open up your heart, let me slip inside Such determination, always tries to turn the tide Open up your arms, let me dive into The big, big blue Try losing This chromosome It's my choosing Down to the bone Open up your heart, let me slip inside Such imagination always helps the feeling slide Open up your soul, falling back into The big, big blue Try losing This chromosome It's my choosing Down to the bone Blood, Dive in, Blood Drowning, Blood, Dive in [Repeat] Open up your heart, let me slip inside Auto-flagellation always helps the ghost to hide Open up your arms, let me dive into The big, big blue Try losing This chromosome It's my choosing Down to the bone Blood, Dive in, Blood Drowning, Blood, Dive in [Repeat] -Placebo Come on Balthazaa I refuse to let you die Come on falling star I refuse to let you die Cos it's wrong and i've been waiting far too long It's wrong I've been waiting far too long For you to be...be...be...be...be mine For you to be mine Be mine For you to be mine And it's wrong i've been waiting far too long It's wrong I've been waiting far too long For you to be...be...be...be...be All the centrefolds that you can't afford Have long since waved their last goodbyes All the centrefolds that you can't afford You've long sinced faded from their eyes So be...be mine So be...be mine -Placebo It's that desease of the age It's that desease that we crave Alone at the end of the race We catch the last bus home Corporate America wakes Coffee republic and cakes We open the latch on the gate Of the hole that we call our home Protect me from what I want... Protect me protect me Maybe we're victims of fate Remember when we'd celebrate We'd drink and get high until late And now we're all alone Wedding bells ain't gonna chime With both of us guilty of crime And both of us sentenced to time And now we're all alone Protect me from what I want... Protect me protect me Protect me from what I want... Protect me protect me Protect me from what I want... Protect me protect me Protect me from what I want... Protect me protect me -Placebo Walk away to save your face You never were a genius Walk away to save your face You let it come between us Walk away to save your face You never were a genius Walk away to save your face You never were, you never were Yes it's just the second night That I would break back nights for you Yes i know you're the jealous type 'Cause I'm cursed with second sight so Walk away to save your face You never were an actor Walk away to save your face Here comes the morning after Walk away to save your face You never were an actor Walk away to save your face You never were, you never were Yes it's just the second night That I would break back nights for you Yes i know you're the jealous type 'Cause I'm cursed with second sight so (x3) Third verse same as the first Walk away to save your face You never were a genius Walk away to save your face You let it come between us Walk away to save your face You never were a genius Walk away to save your face You never were, you never were Yes it's just the second night That I would break back nights for you Yes i know you're the jealous type 'Cause I'm cursed with second sight so Walk away (x 8) (You never were...) -Placebo I'll be your water bathing you clean The liquid piece I'll be your ether you'll breathe me in You won't release Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry the whole night through So I'll be your water bathing you clean Liquid blue I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours x2 I'll be your liqour bathing your soul Juice that's pure And I'll be your anchor you'll never leave Shores that cure Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry for days and days So I'll be your liqour demons will drown And float away I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours x3 Yours... -Placebo Remember me when you're the one who's silver screen Remember me when you're the one you always dreamed Remember me when everyone's noses start to bleed Remember me, special needs Just 19 and sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour Remember me when you clinch your movie deal And think of me stuck in my chair that has four wheels Remember me through flash photography and screams Remember me, special dreams Just 19 this sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour Just 19 and sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour Remember me... Just 19 this sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour Just 19 and sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour Remember me... -Placebo Beauty lies inside the eye of another youthful dream That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem That's not plasticine Beauty lies inside desire and every wayward heart redeemed That doesn't sell it's soul for self-esteem That's not plasticine Don't forget to be the way you are (x4) The only thing you can rely on is that you can't rely on anything Don't go and sell your soul for self-esteem Don't be plasticine Don't forget to be the way you are (x4) And don't forget to be the way you are (x4) The way you are... -Placebo It seems we're here I Miss you something rotten The stinks are here It's guaranteed all's forgotten Down here Down here it's clear that your uncut Don't fear Don't fear, keep all this forgotten Face down Face down Face down, I miss you something rotten Face down Face down, this crown is broken rotten Down here, down here, I know its not, it's all forgotten Down here, down here, face down, I miss you something rotten Down here, down here, it stinks, it stinks of something rotten Don't fear, don't fear, keep all this forgotten There's something rotten down here There's something rotten down here There's something rotten down here There's something rotten down here... -Placebo Since we're feeling so anesthetised In our comfort zone Reminds me of the second time That I followed you home We're running out of alibis From the second of May Reminds me of the summer time On this winter's day See you at the bitter end See you at the bitter end Every step we take that's synchronized Every broken bone Reminds me of the second time That I followed you home You shower me with lullabies As you're walking away Reminds me that it's killing time On this fateful day See you at the bitter end See you at the bitter end See you at the bitter end See you at the bitter end From the time we intercepted Feels more like suicide... See you at the bitter end -Placebo The sea's evaporated Though it comes as no surprise These clouds we're seeing Their explosions in the sky It seems it's written But we can't read between the line Hush It's okay Dry your eye Dry your eye Soulmate dry your eye Dry your eye Soulmate dry your eye Cause soulmates never die This one world vision Turns us in to compromise What good's religion When it's each other we despise Damn the government Damn the killing Damn the lies Hush It's okay Dry your eyes Dry your eyes Soulmate dry your eyes Dry your eyes Soulmate dry your eyes Cause soulmates never die Soulmates never die Never die Soulmates never die Never die... Soulmates never die Soulmates never die Soulmates never die Soulmates never die -Placebo I hold an image of the ashtray girl As the cigarette burns on my chest I wrote a poem that described her world That put my friendship to the test And late at night Whilst on all fours She used to watch me kiss the floor What's wrong with this picture? What's wrong with this picture? Farewell the ashtray girl Forbidden snowflake Beware this troubled world Watch out for earthquakes Goodbye to open sores To broken semaphore We know we miss her We miss her picture Sometimes it's faded Disintegrated For fear of growing old Sometimes it's faded Assassinated For fear of growing old Farewell the ashtray girl Angelic fruitcake Beware this troubled world Control your intake Goodbye to open sores Goodbye and furthermore We know we miss her We miss her picture Sometimes it's faded Disintegrated For fear of growing old Sometimes it's faded Assassinated For fear of growing old Hang on Though we try It's gone Hang on Though we try It's gone Sometimes it's faded Disintegrated For fear of growing old Sometimes it's faded Assassinated For fear of growing old Can't stop growing old... -Placebo Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. I'm in the basement, you're in the sky, I'm in the basement baby, drop on by. Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, Hold your breath and count to ten, Start again, start again... Hold your breath and count your step, And fall apart and start again, tart again... (x13) Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages. Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, Hold your breath and count to ten, Start again, start again... Hold your breath and count to ten, And fall apart and start again, Hold your breath and count to ten, And start again, and start again, Start again... (x16) -Placebo Wasted face that swallowed time With Armageddon crawling She's insane, this friend of mine And she's always bawling Hear her calling Hear her calling you Hear her calling Hear her calling you There's a place within her mind With rains already falling She's insane, this friend of mine And she's always bawling Hear her calling Hear her calling you Hear her calling Hear her calling you She's preparing for the flood The deluge and the sliding mud She's preparing for the flood Running on black market blood Black market blood Wasted face that swallowed time With Armageddon crawling She's insane, this friend of mine And she's always bawling Hear her calling Hear her calling you Hear her calling Hear her calling you She's preparing for the flood The deluge and the sliding mud She's preparing for the flood Running on black market blood Black market blood Black market blood Black market blood Black market -Placebo Careful not to fall Have to climb your wall 'Cause you're the one who makes me feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Problems with the booze Nothing left to lose I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared The face that fills the hole Stole my broken soul One that makes me seem to feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Troubles with the gear Nothing left to fear I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared With every bet I lost And every trick I tossed You're still the one Who makes me feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Problems with the booze Nothing left to lose I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared I'm weightless I'm bare I'm faithless I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared -Placebo Slip and stumble at my first offences It's not treason, it's no lie You talk in paragraphs I write my sentence It's not treason, it's no lie It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream Crush and crumble under your defenses It's not treason, it's no lie You frame the photograph I sit on fences Change your season, love can die It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream If we tear out the tumor It's later, never sooner If we tear out the tumor It's later, never sooner It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up Wake up Wake up Wake up It seems a place for us to dream It seems a place for us to dream You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up You'd better keep it in check Or you'll end up a wreck And you'll never wake up Wake up -Placebo I was hanging from a tree Unaccustomed to such violence Jesus looking down on me I'm prepared for one big silence How'd I ever end up here Must be through some lack of kindness And it seemed to dawn on me Haemoglobin is the key Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat At the time they cut me free I was brimming with defiance Doctors looking down on me Breaking every law of science How'd I ever end up here A latent strain of color blindness Then it seemed to dawn on me Haemoglobin is the key Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground, go Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground As they drag me to my feet I was filled with incoherence Theories of conspiracy The whole world wants my disappearance I'll go fighting nail and teeth You've never seen such perseverance Gonna make you scared of me 'Cause haemoglobin is the key Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heartbeat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heart beat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heart beat Haemoglobin is the key To a healthy heart beat Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground, go Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground, go Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground, go Now my feet don't touch the ground Now my feet don't touch the ground, go. -Placebo You're the one who's always choking Trojan You're the one who's always bruised and broken Sleep may be the enemy But so is another line It's a remedy You should take more time You're the one who's always choking Trojan You're the one who's showers always golden Spunk and bestiality well it's an Assisi lie It's ahead of me, you should close your fly I understand the fascination The dream that comes alive at night But if you don't change your situation Then you'll die, you'll die, don't die, don't die Please don't die You're the one who's always choking Trojan You're the one who's always bruised and broken Drunk on immorality, valium and cherry wine Coke and ecstasy, you're gonna blow your mind I understand the fascination I've even been there once or twice or more But if you don't change your situation Then you'll die, you'll die, don't die, don't die Please don't die X4 -Placebo Run away from all your boredom Run away from all your whoredom and wave Your worries and cares Goodbye All it takes is one decision A lot of guts, a little vision to wave Your worries and cares Goodbye It's a maze for rats to try It's a maze for rats to try It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Sick and tired of Maggie's farm She's a bitch with broken arms to wave Your worries and cares Goodbye It's a maze for rats to try It's a maze for rats to try It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die It's a race, a race for rats A race for rats to die Burn away Run away, run away Run away, run away Run away, run away Run away, run away -Placebo wrote this novel just for you It sounds pretentious but it's true I wrote this novel just for you That's why it's vulgar That's why it's blue And I say thank you I say thank you I wrote this novel just for Mom For all the Mommy things she's done For all the times she showed me wrong For all the times she sang God's song And I say thank you Mom Hello Mom Thank you Mom Hi Mom I read a book about Uncle Tom Where whitey bastard made a bomb But now Ebonics rule our song Those motherfuckers got it wrong And I ask Who is uncle Tom? Who is uncle Tom? Who is uncle Tom? You are I read a book about the self Said I should get expensive help Go fix my head Create some wealth Put my neurosis on the shelf But I don't care for myself I don't care for myself I don't care for myself I don't care I wrote this novel just for you I'm so pretentious Yes it's true I wrote this novel just for you Just for you Just for you -Placebo I was never faithful And I was never one to trust Bordelining schizo And guaranteed to cause a fuss I was never loyal Except to my own pleasure zone I'm forever black-eyed A product of a broken home I was never faithful And I was never one to trust Bordeline bipolar Forever biting your nuts I was never grateful That's why I spent my days alone I'm forever black-eyed A product of a broken home Broken home Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed I was never faithful And I was never one to trust Bordeling schizo And guaranteed to cause a fuss I was never loyal Except to my own pleasure zone I'm forever black-eyed A product of a broken home Broken home Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed Black-eyed, black-eyed Broken home Black-eyed Broken home Black-eyed Broken home Black-eyed Broken home Black-eyed -Placebo It's in your reach Concentrate It's in your reach Concentrate If you deny this Then it's your fault That God's in crisis He's over It's in your reach Concentrate It's in your reach Concentrate If you deny this Then it's your fault That God's in Crisis He's over Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space Find me space It's in your reach Concentrate It's in your reach Concentrate If you deny this Then it's your fault That God's in Crisis He's over Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart It falls apart It falls apart Falls apart Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart? Every time I rise I see you falling Can you find me space inside your bleeding heart? It falls apart It falls apart Falls apart -Placebo Ahaha revolution Dope guns fucking in the streets Revolution Dope guns fucking in the streets Aces take your time Queens are left for dead Jacks can stand in line And touch themselves instead Aces take your pity And keep it warm in bed Aces take your time Cut the deck The queens left for dead Soft and wet scarf tied to the bed Jack is all tragic when he's stands alone Feelin' demonic harmonic In a no go zone You look well suited Like you came to win Lust spite and malice Your degrees of sin Cruisin' for pity And looking pretty as fuck Ace take your chances Queen wish you luck Aces take your time Draw your final breath Jacks are feelin fine They've clubbed themselves to death Aces take your pity You sleep with it instead Aces take your time You can play your card I'll hold onto mine Tied up in the reasons Ace take your time Looks turn to lovers Flames into fires Jack loves his tragedy Queen her desires You look well suited like you came to win Lust spite and malice Your degrees of sin Wrap me in your trauma And I may just give you mine Queen take your chances Aces take your time Dope guns fucking in the street Everything will blow tonight Revolution Dope guns fucking in the street Either friend or foe tonight Revolution Dope guns fucking in the street Cut the deck The queens left for dead Soft and wet scarf tied to the bed Jack is all tragic when he's stands alone Feelin' demonic harmonic In a no go zone You look well suited Like you came to win Lust spite and malice Your degrees of sin Cruisin' for pity And looking pretty as fuck Ace take your chances Queen wish you luck Dope guns fucking in the street Everything will blow tonight Revolution Dope guns fucking in the street Either friend or foe tonight Revolution Dope guns fucking in the street -Placebo Coming up beyond belief On this coronary thief More than just a leitmotif More chaotic, no relief I'll describe the way I feel Weeping wounds that never heal Can the savior be for real? Or are you just my seventh seal? No hesitation, no delay You come on just like special K Just like I swallowed half my stash I never ever wanna crash No hesitation, no delay You come on just like special K Now you're back with dope demand I'm on sinking sand Gravity, no escaping Gravity Gravity No escaping Not for free I fall down Hit the ground Make a heavy sound Every time You seem to come around I'll describe the way I feel You're my new Achille's heel Can the savior be for real? Or are you just my seventh seal? No hesitation No delay You come on just like special K Just like I swallowed half my stash I never ever want to crash No hesitation No delay You come on just like special K Now you're back with dope demand I'm on sinking sand Gravity No escaping gravity Gravity No escaping Not for free I fall down Hit the ground Make a heavy sound Every time You seem to come around No escaping gravity No escaping gravity No escaping gravity No escaping gravity Gravity X4 -Placebo Days before you came Freezing cold and empty Towns that changed their name And a horn of plenty Days before you came Counting breaths inside me Even crack cocaine Couldn't start to hide me Won't you join me now? Baby's looking torn and frayed Join the masquerade Join the masquerade Won't you join me now? Baby's looking to get laid Join the masquerade Join the masquerade. Days before you came It always seemed enticing to be naked and profane There is no denying Days before you came Thunderbolts and lightning Each day a brand new vein Each tourniquet colliding Do what you anyway X4 Won't you join me now? Baby's looking torn and frayed Join the masquerade Join the masquerade Won't you join me now? Baby's looking to get laid Join the masquerade Join the masquerade Days before you came Days before you came Days before you came Days before you Days before you came Days before you came Days before you came Days before you Do what you anyway X 4 -Placebo Come back to me awhile Change your style again Come back to me awhile Change your taste in men It's been this way since christmas day Dazzled, doused in gin Change your taste in men Come back to me awhile Change your style again Come back to me awhile Change your taste in men I'm killing time on valentine's Waiting for the day to end Change your taste in men Come back to me awhile Change your style again Come back to me awhile Change your taste in men It's been this way since christmas day Dazzled, doused in gin Change your taste in men Change your taste in men X8 -Placebo ( The voices you hear were taken from Brian's answer machine ) Hey motherfucker, I'm after you. I know where you live. I will fuck you up the ass and I will sneak into your room and cut your cock off And stuff it in my mouth and chew it up with my little teeth. -Placebo Slightly bemused by his lack of direction Hey you, hey you Came to this world by caesarean section Hey you, hey you Chooses his clothes to match his pallid complexion Hey you, hey you Now it takes him all day just to get an erection Hey you Things aren't what they seem Makes no sense at all Things aren't what they seem Makes no sense at all Goes out to cruise and to meet his connection Hey you, hey you He never scores he just gets an infection Hey you, hey you He dreams of a place with a better selection Hey you, hey you Still it takes him all day just to get an erection Hey you Things aren't what they seem Makes no sense at all Things aren't what they seem Makes no sense at all Things aren't what they seem Makes no sense at all Things aren't what they seem Luxemburger Queen He's a Burger Queen Slightly bemused by the total rejection Hey you, hey you Came to this world by caesarean section Hey you, hey you Dreams of a place with a better selection Hey you, hey you Dreams of a face that is pure perfection Hey you Things aren't what they seem Luxemburger Queen Luxemburger Queen Luxemburger Queen He's a Burger Queen -Placebo An introverted kind of soul The earth did open Swallow whole Careening X4 Her next of kin who lived in sin Was asking God to let her in Careening X4 I'm a man, a liar Get into your bed I gotta place it on the rack Got a place inside it X3 An extroverted kinda girl Did tour the world with MC5 Careening X4 Her younger sister, had a blister Where I kissed her on her thigh Careening X4 I'm a man a liar Guaranteed in your bed I gotta place it on the rack Got a place inside it I'm a man a liar Guaranteed in your bed I gotta place it on the rack Got a place inside it X3 I'm a man a liar Guaranteed in your bed I gotta place it on the rack Got a place inside it I'm a man a liar Guaranteed in your bed I gotta place it on the rack I got a place inside it I'm a man a liar Guaranteed in your bed I gotta place it on the rack Got a place inside it X3 -Placebo Kitty your face so forsaken Crushed by the way that you cry Kitty your face so forsaken What a surprise You try to break the mould Before you get too old You try to break the mould Before you die Kitty your heart that it racing Stung by the love in your eye Kitty your heart that is racing What a surprise You try to break the mould Before you get too old You try to break the mould Before you die Kitty your face so forsaken Crushed by the way that you cry Kitty your face so forsaken Say goodbye Sing for your lover like blood from a stone And sing for your lover who's waiting at home If you sing when you're high and you're dry as a bone Then you must realise that you're never alone And you'll sing with the dead instead .......instead You try and break the mould, Before you get too old You try and break the mould, Before you die Sing for your lover like blood from a stone And sing for your lover who's waiting at home If you sing when you're high and you're dry as a bone Then you must realise that you're never alone And you'll sing with the dead instead ...... instead -Placebo Never thought you'd make me perspire Never thought I'd do you the same Never thought I'd fill with desire Never thought I'd feel so ashamed Me and the dragon can chase all the pain away So before I end my day Remember My sweet prince, you are the one My sweet prince, you are the one Never thought I'd have to retire Never thought I'd have to abstain Never thought all this could back fire Close up the hole in my vain Me and my valuable friend Can fix all the pain away So before I end my day Remember My sweet prince You are the one My sweet prince You are the one X5 Never thought I'd get any higher Never thought you'd fuck with my brain Never thought all this could expire Never thought you'd go break the chain Me and you baby Still flush all the pain away So before I end my day Remember My sweet prince You are the one My sweet prince You are the one X9 My sweet prince My sweet prince -Placebo Sucker love is heaven sent You pucker up, our passion's spent My hearts a tart, your body's rent My body's broken, yours is spent Carve your name into my arm Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed 'Cause there's nothing else to do Every me and every you Sucker love, a box I choose No other box I choose to use Another love I would abuse No circumstances could excuse In the shape of things to come. Too much poison come undone 'Cause there's nothing else to do Every me and every you Every me and every you Every me, me Sucker love is known to swing Prone to cling and waste these things Pucker up for heavens sake There's never been so much at stake I serve my head up on a plate It's only comfort, calling late 'Cause there's nothing else to do Every me and every you Every me and every you Every me, me Every me and every you, Every me, me Like the naked leads the blind I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind Sucker love I always find Someone to bruise and leave behind All alone in space and time There's nothing here but what here's mine Something borrowed, something blue Every me and every you Every me and every you Every me, me Every me and every you Every me, me (x4) -Placebo It takes the pain away That could not make you stay It's way to broke to fix No glue, no bag of tricks Lay me down The lie will unfurl Lay me down to crawl Your smile would make me sneeze When we were siamese Amazing grace in here I'd pay to have you near Lay me down The lie will unfurl Lay me down to crawl Don't go and lose your face At some strangers place And don't forget to breathe And pay before you leave Lay me down The lie will unfurl Lay me down to crawl Lay me down The lie will unfurl Lay me down to crawl -Placebo Any means in your horizon Heaven in a tourniquet The afterlife to keep your eyes on Bitter pill you take you take today With expert levitation forward Polished to the nth degree It takes it's smile from every children You take the beating Any means in your horizon Every mink walks two by two We gamble to be born again You know I never wanted to With expert levitation forward Polished to the nth degree It takes it's smile from every children You take the beating The light divining, the light defining The light divining, the light dividing Don't let me down Let me-he Let me down Don't let me Don't let me down Let me-he Let me down Let me Don't let me down Let me-he Let me down Don't let me Don't let me down Let me-he Let me down Let me The light divining, the light defining The light divining, the light deviding -Placebo Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide I'll take it by your side Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide I'll take it by your side Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies I'll take it by your side Over saturation curls the skin and tans the hide I'll take it by your side Tick, tock x3 Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tock I'm unclean a libertine And every time you vent your spleen I seem to lose the power of speech You're slipping slowly from my reach You grow me like an evergreen You've never seen the lonely me at all I... Take the plan, spin it sideways I... Fall Without you, I'm nothing Without you, I'm nothing Without you, I'm nothing Take the plan, spin it sideways Without you, I'm nothing at all -Placebo Time to pass you to the test Hanging on my lover's breath Always coming second best Pictures of my lover's chest Get through This night There are no second chances This time I might To ask the sea for answers Always falling to the floor Softer than it was before. Dog boy, media whore It's who the hell you take me for. Give up This fight There are no second chances This time I might To ask the sea for answers These bonds are shackle free Wrapped in lust and lunacy Tiny touch of jealousy These bonds are shackle free Get through This night There are no second chances This time I might To ask the sea for answers These bonds are shackle free These bonds are shackle free These bonds are shackle free Get through This There are no second chances This time, this To ask the sea for answers -Placebo If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate. Another memory, scarred. If it's a bad case, then you accelerate, you're in the getaway car. You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us. If it's a bad case, you're on the rampage. Another memory, scarred. You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page, You're in the getaway car. You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us oh oh You don't care about us. It's your age, It's my rage It's your age, It's my rage It's your age, It's my rage You're too complicated, we should separate it. You're just confiscated, you're exasperating. This degeneration, mental masturbation. Think I'll leave it all behind Save this bleeding heart of mine It's a matter of trust X4 Because You don't care about us X4 It's your age, It's my rage It's your age, It's my rage -Placebo Meet The Brick Shithouse Kiss the Brick Shithouse X6 Meet The Brick Shithouse Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Lay him down, lie on Lay him down Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching, when he's around. Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching Meet the Brick Shithouse, Kiss the Brick Shithouse, Meet the Brick Shithouse, Kiss. Lay him down, lie on Lay him down Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching, when he's around. Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching when he's around When you come you never make a single sound, I'll be watching, when he's around, When he's around, when he's around, He's around. Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Lay him down, lie on Lay him down Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching, when he's around. Now your lover went and put me in the ground, I'll be watching when he's around When you come you never make a single sound, I'll be watching, when he's around, When he's around, when he's around, He's around. Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? Don't you wish you'd never met her ? -Placebo A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend with weed is better A friend with breast and all the rest A friend who's dressed in leather A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend who'll tease is better Our thoughts compressed Which makes us blessed And makes for stormy weather A friend in need's a friend indeed My Japanese is better And when she's pressed she will undress And then she's boxing clever A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend who bleeds is better My friend confessed she passed the test And we will never sever Day's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning Pure morning Pure morning A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend who'll tease is better Our thoughts compressed Which makes us blessed And makes for stormy weather A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend who bleeds is better My friend confessed she passed the test And we will never sever Day's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning Pure morning Pure morning A friend in need's a friend indeed My Japanese is better And when she's pressed she will undress And then she's boxing clever A friend in need's a friend indeed A friend with weed is better A friend with breast and all the rest A friend who's dressed in leather -Placebo Confiscate Razor blade Confiscate Hey Marilyn It kinda went like this Stay with me Stay with me Stop Stop stammering I uh I uh I I Stop I forgot where i put it I can't remember where i put it Swallow Swallow Hey Hey What Marilyn Yeah I I Well I Kind of It kinda went like this Kinda Stay with me Stay with me Stop Stammering Stop stammering I uh I uh I I I forgot I forgot I uh I forgot where i put it I can't remember where i put it I put it Swallow Swallow Marilyn Marilyn I Well I Stop It kinda went like this Stay with me Stay with me Stay with me Stop Stammering Stop stammering I uh I uh I I Stop Stop I uh Forgot where I put it I can't remember where I put it Swallow Marilyn Where i put it yeah I well Well I It kinda Kinda went like this It went Like this it Stay with me Stay Stay with me Stop Stammering Stop stammering I uh I uh I [echo] -Placebo 'Scuse me, I apologize, He likes your attitude, He tries it on for size, He spends the afternoon, Between your thighs, How's that for gratitude, I apologize. It seemed to last for hours, It seemed to last for days, This lady of the flowers, And her hypnotic gaze. 'Scuse me, I apologize, She's got vaccum cleaner eyes, So cute, She's got magazines, Filled with hair styles, 'Scuse me, I apologize. It seemed to last for hours, It seemed to last for days, This lady of the flowers, And her hypnotic gaze. She wears her tears on her blouse, Confused and racked with self-doubt, She stole the keys to my house, And then she locked herself out. 'Scuse me, I apologize, He likes your attitude, He tries it on for size, He spends the afternoon, Between your thighs, How's that for gratitude, I apologize. It seemed to last for hours, It seemed to last for days, This lady of the flowers, Her electronic haze. She wears her tears on her blouse, Confused and racked with self-doubt, She stole the keys to my house, And then she locked herself out. She stole the keys to my house, And then she locked herself out, She lays me down, She lays me. -Placebo The means are right for taking, Fade to grey, Trying to be ruthless, In the face of beauty. In this matrix, It's plain to see, It's either you or me. Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. Cas 'n' lie with a velvet glove, Reading like an open book, In the hands of love. In this matrix, It's plain to see, It's either you or me. Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. Encore [echo] Encore [echo] Means are right for taking Fade to grey Trying to be ruthless In the face of beauty In this matrix It's plain to see It's either you or me Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. -Placebo The means are right for taking, Fade to grey, Trying to be ruthless, In the face of beauty. In this matrix, It's plain to see, It's either you or me. Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. Cas 'n' lie with a velvet glove, Reading like an open book, In the hands of love. In this matrix, It's plain to see, It's either you or me. Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. Encore [echo] Encore [echo] Means are right for taking Fade to grey Trying to be ruthless In the face of beauty In this matrix It's plain to see It's either you or me Bruise, Pristine, Serene, We were born to lose. -Placebo I know, you love the song but not the singer, I know, you've got me wrapped around your finger, I know, you want the sin without the sinner, I know, I know. I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, the last in line is always called a bastard, I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, I know. I know, you cut me loose from contradiction, I know, I'm all wrapped up in sweet attrition, I know, It's asking for your benediction, I know, I know. I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, the last in line is always called a bastard, I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, I know. I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, the last in line is always called a bastard, I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster, I know, I know. -Placebo Alcoholic kind of mood, Lose my clothes, Lose my lube, Cruising for a piece of fun, Looking out for number one, Different partner every night, So narcotic outta sight, What a gas, What a beautiful ass ! And it all breaks down at the role reversal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me, And it all breaks down at the first rehearsal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me. Kind of buzz that lasts for days, Had some help from insect ways, Comes across all shy and coy, Just another nancy boy, Woman man or modern monkey, Just another happy junkie, Fifty pounds, Press my button, Going down. And it all breaks down at the role reversal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me, And it all breaks down at the first rehearsal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me. Does his makeup in his room Douse himself with cheap perfume Eyeholes in a paper bag Greatest lay i ever had Kind of guy who mates for life Gotta help him find a wife We're a couple When our bodies double And it all breaks down at the role reversal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me, And it all breaks down at the first rehearsal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me. And it all breaks down at the role reversal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me, And it all breaks down at the first rehearsal, Got the muse in my head she's universal, Spinnin' me round she's coming over me. -Placebo Chinese masseuse Comes between us Talks in haikus Plastic venus Got a headrush In her pocket Two rubbers two lubes And a silver rocket. Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id, Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id. I'm lonely, I'm lonely I'm lonely, I'm lonely Every morning My eyes will open wide I gotta get high Before i go outside Roll another For breakfast Burning clouds around And in my solar plexus Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id, Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id. I'm lonely, I'm lonely I'm lonely, I'm lonely Legs eleven Makes me stay up late Two fat ladies on my back And now it's 88 I'm a fool Whose tool is small It's so miniscule It's no tool at all Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id, Hang on hang on, To your iq to your id. I'm lonely, I'm lonely I'm lonely, I'm lonely Oh -Placebo Harder faster Forever after Harder faster Forever after Harder faster Forever after Forever after. None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade. Harder faster Forever after Harder faster Forever after Harder faster Forever after Forever after. None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade None of you can make the grade. -Placebo Shine the headlight Straight into my eyes Like the roadkill I'm paralysed You see through my disguise At the drive-in Double feature Pull the lever Break the fever And say your last goodbye Since I was born I started to decay Now nothing ever ever goes my way One fluid gesture Like stepping back in time Trapped in amber Petrified And still not satisfied Airs and social graces Elocution so divine I'll stick to my needle And my favourite waste of time Both spineless and sublime Since I was born I started to decay Now nothing ever ever goes my way -Placebo Stuck between the do or die I feel emaciated Hard to breathe I try and try I'll get asphyxiated Swinging from the tallest height With nothing left to hold on to Every sky is blue, But not for me and you, Come home come home, Come home come home. Glass and petrol vodka gin It feels like breathing methane Throw yourself from skin to skin And still it doesn't dull the pain Vanish like a lipstick trace It always blows me away. Every cloud is grey, Dreams of yesterday, Come home, come home, Come home, come home Come home, come home, Come home, come home Always goes against the grain And I can try and deny it Give a monkey half a brain And still he's bound to fry it Now the happening scene is dead I used to want to be there too Every sky is blue, But not for me and you, Come home, come home, Come home, come home Come home, come home, Come home, come home -Placebo Three letters trail off the tip of my tongue I still don’t know where they come from They just keep emerging Like a stupid line an actress isn’t allowed to stop rehearsing I don’t understand this I don’t understand you I don’t understand living I still can’t contemplate the scruples that make you behave the way you do Your temples are full of arrogance Your mind is filled with ignorance Delivered by your notions my residence Has now become known as indifference The thought of those letters that just keep appearing Drive me to the point of no longer being endearing You can thank yourself for making me despise the process of thinking Your make the art of the individuality of a female demeaning Flocking back to the state of depression I’m going to drop it into the canister of the trash bin Ending up in the same location that everything I’d ever felt for you did You can’t have me You can be the one to now feel lonely So just go on Carly Simon produced a song Titled “You’re So Vain I Bet You Think This Song is About You” You know what though scrotum of the filthiest frog I bet you’re too stupid to ever think my writing is about you Think again Because each degrading word is just about the actions that you did When it cames to the way you treated me The way you disrespected me The worse song can’t even place it But I won’t stop in the making Not when it comes to this Turn on your car stereo flip to the bands starring at least two angry chicks That’s it I’m going to tell the world of women exactly what you are and you’re going to hear it So get used to it You’re the only one to blame I will let go of the remainder of your pitiful name Not before all the emotions of my hatred have drained Out from underneath my finger nails To tell the tale Of all the darkest endangering damage Scars that destroy my body have become massive You can’t see them Not when you refuse to see it Or to point the finger at yourself For traumatically hurting her You killed the inside of her You have nothing to say for yourself Except you only saw her as a friend Deadliest liar of the vicious term called men Did I not have sexy enough legs? Were mine too stubby Or just too filthy For a king like yourself to ever touch me? Did I not have good enough lips For yours to be placed on my disposition The one that labeled me in your sight as invisible? The one that labeled me to your friends as unenviable? Was I not envisioned with the proper attributes? I’m sorry Well excuse me I didn’t know you had a contract written in blood that you could only date women with the hair color shade of barley! Did I not have big enough breasts? I’m sorry Well excuse me I didn’t know you had a law written requirement ordered for gigantic boobies! Perhaps the fault was I just wasn’t of the right sex Since you toyed with your male friends the whole evening while sitting right next To females who were available Just not in your taste envision able Fuck you I no longer need you I’m going to do just fine with out you I’m going to become ten times better than what you ever thought of me too! I’m going to make your life be filled with a million regrets Nothing you can do about it Not now in the present Just you wait for the future descent You’re going to hate it When you’re looking at me and fall back in love Your eyes are going to be full of it I’ll look straight past them Stare at me I’ll only condemn it You could have had me without a second thought I wasn’t what you had always wanted No not at that stroke of the clock Sad as it is I’ll become what you had always wanted With just the change of a few alterations You bought the cow and left behind what you thought to be the indecent formation You were stupider than a mule More dense than an ox I can’t feel an ounce of pity for you Because I hope the whore bites your testicles off Give her time without your sorry ass and she’ll be gone Laughing at the cowering dog The one chasing after his tail So stupid you can’t help but laugh your ass off at the diminished fucked up little boy lost in the size of a full grown male Guilty az Charged laterZ =^. .^= mrowww One Hell of a Weird Day what to call it oh what to call it eih thiz iz a conversation me and my friend Nick had bleh men they are so willing to like screw you they just never want to hang out with you bleh SilverFame: heiy ParkerPnKY: hey SilverFame: what are you doing up so late ParkerPnKY: trying to find some history on the Glyndon Hotel SilverFame: hmm whyz that ParkerPnKY: because its haunted. wanted to see what had happened there in the past SilverFame: really??? SilverFame: find out anything ParkerPnKY: nthing so far, found a website but its closed down SilverFame: hmm weird ParkerPnKY: we were there earlier recording stuff to see if we could catch anything SilverFame: i dont think ive ever heard anything about the glyndon hotel ParkerPnKY: something happened there SilverFame: interesting SilverFame: wonder what ParkerPnKY: there was this one room on the fourth floor that made all of us uneasy SilverFame: id love to go inside the castle in like versaillezz but you can only get in there with a realtor and most people wont go near it SilverFame: mrow id like to go in there ParkerPnKY: well, we got kicked out of the Glyndon SilverFame: i have a bit of a supernatural feel about thingz like that id probably feel stuff ;p SilverFame: lol why ParkerPnKY: we broke in technically SilverFame: lol damn SilverFame: that interesting huh ParkerPnKY: we had to see what it was all about ParkerPnKY: i went with 3 friends SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: why go looking for evil spiritz ParkerPnKY: we went up to the fourth floor which is condemned ParkerPnKY: just because ParkerPnKY: we are into that stuff SilverFame: thatz a bit retarded shyeah i am too but eih after last year and shaking the spirit of a demon away im in no demeanor to b looking for more to come visit me ParkerPnKY: anyway, we got to this one room, and once you walk in, your stomach literally dropped and it felt really tense in there ParkerPnKY: then we all got really hot SilverFame: weird ParkerPnKY: we left the room and it got cold ParkerPnKY: then i went back into the room, and all of the feelings hit me again SilverFame: shyeah probably a sign that the spirit wanted you out of there? ParkerPnKY: it was cool ParkerPnKY: and we recorded a weird sound ParkerPnKY: no one knows what it is ParkerPnKY: we just know we didn't make it SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: you know i think that a lot of people who are into that shit disrepsect the spiritz ParkerPnKY: actually, i do it to prove existence SilverFame: yeah well if itz said to be haunted thatz existence duh SilverFame: and of course therez existence SilverFame: dont you feel thingz just by yourself of spiritz? ParkerPnKY: no SilverFame: shyeah wait i forgot i guess you dont have that gift well id o all the time SilverFame: probably about every minute probably explainz the way i can have dreamz and the next day have them happen and then the way i get close to people if im really close to them i can feel their soul at all timez ParkerPnKY: haven't had a supernatural experience since i was 15 SilverFame: shrugz i have it every day ParkerPnKY: interesting SilverFame: it just happenz shrugz SilverFame: you just have to actually perceive thingz i suppose? ParkerPnKY: i guess SilverFame: and like nearly every human being iz so wrapped up in him or herself they dont have that ability or that gift that the under priveleged fucked up people do SilverFame: no i know itz no guess SilverFame: itz where you have yourself closed off too you have to be incredibly open ParkerPnKY: i am open ParkerPnKY: just have a different take on things SilverFame: nah not completely your not you have to be extremely open to all emotion you cant be afraid or try and distance pain from yourself of like spiritual concept ParkerPnKY: like i said, i got a different take SilverFame: shyeah and that different take iz what distancez it off id say shrugz SilverFame: so you at timez just cant lay down and have a total out of body experience if you concentrate hard enough? ParkerPnKY: no, because that would be an attempt to distance yourself from the pain of the real world SilverFame: no i dont mean trying to distance the pain of the real world i mean walking in the astral plane ParkerPnKY: no, i don't believe that a human is able comprehend that world SilverFame: and see thatz where youre wrong ParkerPnKY: well technically i could say you're wrong ParkerPnKY: because you don't know everything SilverFame: really how so SilverFame: true SilverFame: but you can get to the astral plane if you try hard enough SilverFame: you do in your dreamz ParkerPnKY: if you're dead, yeah SilverFame: no SilverFame: you just have to have an out of body experience ParkerPnKY: this is like a religion conversation. everyone has an opinion, but i'm not gonna tell you what you believ is wrong SilverFame: lol yeah it iz SilverFame: well may i ask what you believe? SilverFame: like religious spiritually wise ParkerPnKY: religion wise? SilverFame: lol yeah SilverFame: if at all ParkerPnKY: too late in the day for me to be able to talk that SilverFame: lol oh come on SilverFame: because i can seriously say i believe in all religionz i just fall foremost to the occult ParkerPnKY: i can tell you my theory on spirits, but religion i stay away from SilverFame: okay so you dont believe therez a god or any of that SilverFame: eih im not really sure i really do either ParkerPnKY: yeah, i believe there is, but i don't talk about it ParkerPnKY: cause it always leads to an argument ParkerPnKY: which just goes to prove that we are all going to hell ParkerPnKY: because no one can truly get along SilverFame: lol shyeah i do believe there iz one but i think it waz like me and my ex bf got into like he just iznt concentrating on a lot of people SilverFame: nah SilverFame: christianz are all walking contradictionz ;p ParkerPnKY: all religion is a walking contradiction SilverFame: and eih then again im open minded so shyeah ill listen to whatever i think you learn something if you listen to thingz that you may not even believe in just to have the opinion SilverFame: lol shyeah true SilverFame: but chirstianz are the worse at it ;p ParkerPnKY: i believe all religions are technically wrong SilverFame: at least i think so ParkerPnKY: because they blame other religions for our problems SilverFame: yeah SilverFame: see i dont get why should you just worship one religion? ParkerPnKY: so, religion is hyprocritical SilverFame: i know ParkerPnKY: i don't worship any ParkerPnKY: i believe ther is a good and i live my life with a certain moral barometer ParkerPnKY: god, i mean SilverFame: lol az i told mel one day god iz a contradiction to himself because if hez not supposed to sin wrath iz one of the seven deadliest sinz and there iz so much on hiz wrath ;p SilverFame: shyeah i know what ya mean SilverFame: im just saying SilverFame: why iz it that youre only supposed to believe in one god ParkerPnKY: i think god is a concept, not a person ParkerPnKY: its a state SilverFame: hmm maybe so SilverFame: i really dont know ParkerPnKY: heaven isn't white lights, angels and halos ParkerPnKY: its all in your mind's eye SilverFame: i just try and find a reason for why thingz do happen az they do SilverFame: not that i ever can ParkerPnKY: if you belive you'll go to a heaven with angels and all that you will ParkerPnKY: there is no reason SilverFame: interesting SilverFame: yeah there iz SilverFame: i think so at least ParkerPnKY: god didn't make bad things happen ParkerPnKY: we did SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: sure SilverFame: we make people treat us the way they do? SilverFame: i dont think so ParkerPnKY: we have the control over our environment ParkerPnKY: yes we do ParkerPnKY: why? because we are human SilverFame: really how so SilverFame: mmhm SilverFame: well i dont like to think of my spirit az a spirit of a human ParkerPnKY: this is the nature of the beast ParkerPnKY: we are a war like race. we've been that way, we evolved that way ParkerPnKY: hatred isn't gonna go away ParkerPnKY: this is the way we are SilverFame: shrugz ParkerPnKY: its mind over matter ParkerPnKY: we became masters of our domain SilverFame: i still believe in there being a fate and a destiny and there are reasonz for the way thingz happen ParkerPnKY: so technically, we became our own god SilverFame: shrugz guess itz cause im a mystic SilverFame: mrow shyeah that probably explainz my supernaturalness ParkerPnKY: yep ParkerPnKY: like i said, mind over matter SilverFame: shyeah lol ParkerPnKY: when we die, we become energy, pure energy. no morals, no hatred, nothing, but energy SilverFame: mmmm okay yeah SilverFame: im with you bad thing to get into thiz early lol SilverFame: eih i think when a person diez their soul iz still alive ParkerPnKY: that is our soul SilverFame: ah kay SilverFame: shyeah i kinda believe it could come bak in another form if it wanted to ParkerPnKY: i believe its all in our head SilverFame: shrugz who knowz SilverFame: i sometimez think that too SilverFame: and wonder if a lot of the stuff i feel iz just hallucination who knowz ParkerPnKY: like, we control where we go. if we think beyond a shadow of a doubt we're gonna burn in hell, we will ParkerPnKY: if we think we'll be in heaven, we will SilverFame: i guess ParkerPnKY: reincarnated, we will, because its all in our minds SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: lol eih then hell knowz whatd happen to me with my mind ;p ParkerPnKY: i think god took a vacation a long time ago and left us to our thing ParkerPnKY: why else would he give us freewill? SilverFame: thatz the thing i never understood ive been told he wanted us to make our own choicez and bull shit like that by christianz but i dont buy it ParkerPnKY: he did ParkerPnKY: well, it did SilverFame: maybe SilverFame: but if he wanted so much fucking goodness why do that? ParkerPnKY: we only use like a tenth of our brain power right now SilverFame: shyeah i know ParkerPnKY: i think in 100s of years, when we've unlocked everything in the brain, we're gonna find that we can create our own heaven or hell ParkerPnKY: its all in our mind's eye SilverFame: shrugz i dunno SilverFame: but if we could just create whatever we want why cant we jsut create everything else SilverFame: are you saying that if you just thought about something enough itd happen? ParkerPnKY: no ParkerPnKY: because we are not evolved enough to handle that kind of respoinsibilty SilverFame: ah i see ParkerPnKY: responsibility SilverFame: hmm i dunno all i know iz one day well find out whatever bleh ParkerPnKY: yep SilverFame: sighz i just wish i could find an answer for certain thingz now but eih ill get over it eventually ParkerPnKY: thats why i stopped worrying about it SilverFame: shyeah howd you do that one? ParkerPnKY: i just shut that part down SilverFame: eih lucky you can do that ParkerPnKY: stopped caring about what happens SilverFame: i cant accompolish that ParkerPnKY: what happens happens ParkerPnKY: thats how i did it SilverFame: because i do care what happenz SilverFame: and i hate it when bad thingz happen to great people i care about ParkerPnKY: i care what happens, and if its within my sphere of control, i'll attempt something ParkerPnKY: but as far as the planet is concerened, we're fucked SilverFame: lol so true ParkerPnKY: yep SilverFame: shyeah ParkerPnKY: thats why i say have sex, have fun and be careful SilverFame: i cant do that i still have the whole thing of finding that one person who wantz something meaningful ParkerPnKY: few and far between anymore SilverFame: maybe so SilverFame: i almost had it SilverFame: and i have had it SilverFame: just fucked it up with the way i waz SilverFame: shrugz SilverFame: mahn and im starting to get depressed again lol SilverFame: eih but itz nothing right now my thing iz i have thiz stupid fucked up thing im going to try and do and eih just that and i have my future to look at i am going to seriously be a writer and i wouldnt mind being in a band too SilverFame: i have to ask you tho your thing of sex how in the world do you keep from feeling used? thatz why i cant do the sex with no meaning thing ParkerPnKY: the easiest way is find someone that is looking for just sex too. be friends with them and just have sex on occasion. don't have to worry about that emotional rollercoaster that relationships are ParkerPnKY: you still have fun, do your natural instinct but don't have to worry about getting hurt SilverFame: yeah okay i have like one person im like that with i dunno if well ever have sex again but shyeah SilverFame: yaeh SilverFame: i dont think im really looking for someone to date lately any way ParkerPnKY: i don't think it will work for you SilverFame: just really want to find someone i could hang out with like all the time and just have fun ParkerPnKY: because you aren't just looking for sex SilverFame: eih nah it doez werk in thiz one circumstance in a way because i dont mind having sex with him but i dont want i tt to go to anything beyond friendship i think itd b a bit weird ParkerPnKY: well, better keep your mind on that track of thinking then SilverFame: shyeah well i wouldnt mind finding someone that waz like totally meaningful and everything but i just dont see that happening shrugz i just really dont care any more i just kinda go with thingz at timez SilverFame: and eih i guess it werked out since we had already established a really good friend thing bleh ParkerPnKY: alright SilverFame: lol shyeah sorry im bitching way too much ParkerPnKY: its ok SilverFame: sighz thanx ParkerPnKY: oh, found some stuff on hauntings ParkerPnKY: nothing about glyndon though SilverFame: kewl SilverFame: damn SilverFame: im wondering what happened there SilverFame: any idea when it happened? ParkerPnKY: have no idea ParkerPnKY: found something interesting about slaem cemetery though ParkerPnKY: salem SilverFame: wherez it at ParkerPnKY: in richmond apparently SilverFame: hmmm interesting SilverFame: i think itd b interesting to have sex in a cemetary ParkerPnKY: possibly SilverFame: shyeah definitely ParkerPnKY: well, go for it SilverFame: maybe i will one day ParkerPnKY: get your friend and go for it ParkerPnKY: just stay away from slaem ParkerPnKY: salem SilverFame: nah i dont think we just say whenever we go and have sex like that lol it just happenz SilverFame: besidez im not really in the mood for it right now SilverFame: whatz up with salem ParkerPnKY: apparently some say as you drive by it you can see glowing orange eyes come from the cemetery SilverFame: woah interesting ParkerPnKY: according to this website, its rumored a satanic church used to be near the cemetery SilverFame: where exactly in richmond iz it? SilverFame: hmmm have you ever been to that supposed huge haunted house like down town? ParkerPnKY: the one thats condemned? SilverFame: shyeah i think so ParkerPnKY: no, but we almost went after we went to the glyndon last night SilverFame: hmm shyeah i dont know what the story on it iz ParkerPnKY: well, you can get arrested for going there ParkerPnKY: its pretty close to glyndon SilverFame: yeah im not saying to go SilverFame: im just wondering why itz haunted or whatever ParkerPnKY: don't know ParkerPnKY: haven't seen that one either SilverFame: hmmm damn lol SilverFame: richmond keepz their shit too secretive on hauntingz ;p SilverFame: i still love that castle in versailez ParkerPnKY: versailes ain't mentioned so far either ParkerPnKY: theres still quite a few though SilverFame: weird SilverFame: i know the story behind the castle down there ParkerPnKY: which would be? SilverFame: well it'z said to be there waz thiz man and he waz like thiz really reknown doctor and stuff well he built like thiz magnificent castle for hiz wife well after a while the guy found some younger moer attractive female and he divorced hiz wife and like married her and either like the wife just died or killed herself and came bak to haunt the castle where her ex husband and hiz wife were living SilverFame: and she just continuez haunting it im thinking so that no one else can live there because she seez it az herz ParkerPnKY: cool SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: you should see it some time itz a mega pretty place SilverFame: shyeah i know about it cause my dad used to b a realtor SilverFame: and he worked with some lady who like had it to sale az a realtor ParkerPnKY: i have seen it ParkerPnKY: never been in there though SilverFame: and he said that she had told him like she had taken people appraising it and like they actually saw like something come out when they tried to enter it ParkerPnKY: something come out? SilverFame: yeah like a ghost ParkerPnKY: like? SilverFame: they supposedly i guess saw her ghost ParkerPnKY: oh SilverFame: shrugz i dunno i waznt there i just really think itz haunted ;p ParkerPnKY: thats cool SilverFame: just the feeling i got when wed pass it SilverFame: shyeah SilverFame: i think that place iz pretty nifty SilverFame: i guess itz cause i love medevil stuff shrugz ParkerPnKY: well, i gotta get off and get to bed. i got a list of places haunted in richmond. i'm gonna check em out sometime. apparently even madison middle is haunted SilverFame: okie dokie SilverFame: heh SilverFame: have fu SilverFame: fun ParkerPnKY: something about a cheerleader that was beaten to death or something. anyway, i'll talk to you later ParkerPnKY: have fu too SilverFame: woah kewl ;p ParkerPnKY: bye SilverFame: lol shyeah fuck my typoz SilverFame: bye lol yesh one hell of a long conversation and just to let it be known I still believe that there iz a reason for everything that doez happen and that there iz some greater force that causez it I'm just not exactly sure what it iz bleh Just a Thought Just Mega Insecure laterZ Feeling Sick Az if I didn't already hate men enough 
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More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva I'm going to go cry being az of if thiz iz the truth I'm DOOMED for life being az of I am just seriously getting over a Cancer I wazn't good enough for and then the love of my life waz a Cancer but i drove him off with my suicidal tendenciez, then we had the distance factor and he waz a mega whore and cheater bleh I want to talk to you But I won’t let myself do it You’re not worth wasting the time slipping out from underneath the moon It’s so fucking screwed The way my mind still calls out to you You despise me You distracted my disposition from healing When your soul won’t stop trying to connect with me I’m going to get out of thinking About you and the whore that’s so fucking disgusting Skin’s wrinkling Needing you is just a nightmare that I can’t stop dreaming You think all you have to do is snap your fingers to get me undressed Dude I have news for you You can’t just keep using me for your cheap conquests I love you I have to face it I still do I will always feel a sliver of emotion deep inside the pit of my stomach just for you You turned me away from you So I can’t speak with you I continue thinking of you But it will be with held and kept a secret To your extent our terms have parted Your lips next to mine have become deserted You can’t even contemplate exactly how much I miss you while I remain broken hearted I sit in an immobile development Just thinking about you in the amount of inconstant You don’t hear me and you certainly don’t feel me But I feel you and all I can wonder is, is this for eternity? I want to pick up the receiver Dial the numbers and listen for you to answer My voice the sound to your ears deliberately delivered I want to make the shingles of your spine tremble In the slight performance nearing a quiver The same way not having you sends chills down mine How thinking of you holding on to her drives me out of my mind I want you to bow down to the Mistress of Nine That’s me the crafty little feline The one who enjoys saying mrow to you all the time It was only you that could bring out that side Then you closed the door and locked the blinds Away from having to see my sight Because you know as well as I We had more than just the friendship vibe Chorus Tell the truth Just why can’t you Be honest and say the words I know are dying to come out of you Why say a lie That only hurts me deeper with the passing of time I’m still wracking my mind Trying to find the answer to the reason why You couldn’t have looked past my skin Just why you wouldn’t let my soul pass to come in Why wouldn’t you let it enter Why did you have to possess her For three months and then just abandon her Why the hell won’t you just answer!? Chorus I’m still greatly in love With what you were before you had to become The monster in wolverine boots The one who told me I can never love you Not like that Not the way you want me to We both know damn well you lied when you said that You could have loved me greatly You just chose not to sadly It will be your greatest mistake Give or take The lips that meet yours One day I will grow out of this adornment You’ll still be thinking of what you gave up and questioning it I want to make you feel this This dark devoid spot The one my soul wanders to unwillingly, slowly decaying into rot You’ve never came here before But you will know it for forever more Don’t lie to me Don’t say you want me You had your chance but you ruined it with me Remember what I told you when I was twenty years of age You can never have me again in any terms of way Forget her Do as you’re told for once You regret losing her What’s done is done I told you to treat her nice You just couldn’t take the advice You pulled the hair out from her scalp You’re the one who beat her brains out Now you want another go at her? That’s just too damned bad because you can’t have her! I kissed your face in the moonlight When the silver bells chimed on the hour of twelve It didn’t feel or taste right When your tongue against mine delved Straight past a thousand nerves striked Poising your hatred so obviously Love is a thief positively Lips dipped of the moonlight Bells are dinging at a quarter past nine Dawn is transcending to daylight You’re no longer mine As you promised to stay You’ve left the memory of what happened behind On toward the shallow stream Can you remember the words I said before I lost my sight When I begged you to tell me what you saw in the vision of a dream Eyes connected from two slanted dots Liar is the foundation of my hypothesis When your fingers touch my icy skin the blood seeps to clot You’ve taken what you came to get Your mind forgets What you and I had after your feet dangled outside of the bed Ink disappearing from the grave plot You no longer see my name inside of your dampened thoughts Death of her your wish has been thoroughly granted The fire has burned out and spit is the only thing left to become implanted Bells ringing again and again Through the vertigo inside my head Knocking me out Lips black and cold You kiss them one final time so the story of her can be told That her darling did not run out Why no He was there kissing her one last time after the blood in her veins no longer flowed Lies all he can tell is lies Don’t believe those two imperfect blue eyes They aren’t one bit sexy, yet they still have the momentum to hypnotize I don’t understand it when they’re manufactured from glass and can’t even feel emotion worthy to cry Kill him I beg you to let me watch him die I need to see and spy If and only if his eyes can really feel If they will Shine back with the pain they despise As agony circumcises To take over those eyes that always shone with confidence so boldly Brazen You with hold yourself with confidence It’s all false evidence He’s just in love with himself He fails to love anyone else So you’re dumb to listen to his fake conscience He has nothing to say that won’t terrifyingly fail us Don’t listen to his colorful tales It’s all stories that never took place Imaginary is the place where he dwells Hate him Come on be smart HATE HIM Come on don’t fall for it Don’t believe him Come on don’t allow it Don’t believe him He’s just shallow in depth of all of it Let him have it then If you allow for him to take it He’ll take all of it And give nothing back of it He’ll use up all of you He’s used to getting it And he’s no different when it comes to you He just wants to use you and then forget all about it Ever happening You think I’m just haunting I’ll let you go ahead with daunting it You’re going to find out eventually Because in his mind he’s no less than royalty Innocence sucked dry from competition I asked you to stop pretending in repitition You never listened Abusing cold and cough medication Lethal release as I lose the boundaries of an education Jaded lips relieving themselves on incantations Sex becoming an imitation A provision against love I’ve lost everything of myself yet you never won I won’t give in to you Even as much as I still fucking love you You can’t have it Not the last morsel I’m withdrawing it Wall of electricity thank yourself you built it Your lack of emotion holding it in place Remove the veil from her filthy face She’s not the one you wanted so run away She was just a nice piece of flesh for your dick to drape A nice piece of tail for your fingers to wade in No amount of kissing can take away the suffering The anguish you have induced An adolescent of ugliness that your mouth of lies seduced Two words for you FUCK YOU Three more words for you I HATE YOU Remember please remember How much pain you embedded into her Hand tremulations Shake her to the ground You divorced her with the rejection of a piercing humiliation You have no idea how far she has fallen down Just from your resentment of a relation Detailed of liking someone as in me You have no idea how far it kicked me When you took back your love from me You were only looking to breed I was too unclean For you around your groupies To let yourself be seen You couldn’t tell them go home Not when it entailed you and me being alone Chorus Spell sitting across your forehead I cast it just to make sure you’re beheaded I despise you and her I want you both to drop dead Lose all of her love Take away all of his fun Be my guest Everything of him I’m against I want it to replenish Turn all the way back into hatred See what he’s really for in the demeanor of being He’s just like all other men He’s just got it very well hidden Chorus She’ll soon see you for exactly what you are I can’t wait for her to use your face to shoot darts You kiss her now in the dark So you can hide the fact you’re a liar Right the wrong I can change just like you from night to dawn Four paws is what you keep falling on You’ll soon be falling on your back Just you give me so long Until I break your composure You’re nothing but a poser Hiding all of his responses Underneath his clothing The ones you threw off across the foyer Deep down he’s a voyeur Soon all the females you enjoy staring at are going to know Lips that I own Will speak out in the defense of a male asshole You won’t have an attorney you won’t have a lawyer Male disposition infused you’re coming out from under The lamp shade you used to shadow yourself under Your hidden agenda has been discovered Your agility to escape out the side door is blundered Hands around your disgusting neck and you’re getting murdered No more breathing No more lying You’re such a fucking disgrace Don’t worry I’m going to end your distressing prophecy With your neck dislocated Traitor disguising himself now incriminated You won’t have a chance to plead Because when you try to beg me for forgiveness that tongue of yours won’t slip forward to speak I’m going to make every appendage of flesh on your slimy scaly body BLEED! The H Void laterZ =^. .^= mrowwww walking around in the haze of loving you so tired, not used to this not knowing what to do am I smart enough to make you see if this is hard for you, then it's twice as hard for me oh, can I give my heart away oh, can I do this every day this troubles me and I know it troubles you and the worst part is that I know you love me too trying to say it so you know that I'm sincere my love and my devotion, throw away my fear and if you're willing, then so am I how can you ever know if you never even try oh, can I give my heart away oh, can I do this every day this troubles me and I know it troubles you and the worst part is that I know you love me too -Go Sailor what do they know when they say I'm too young as I get older and until my life is done I'll be the one who had love that was true they all had nothing, and I have you we'll be together forever in love together forever in love together forever in love I'll be your reason for starting your day you'll be my true love in every way I'll always need you, I promise that now through good and bad as long as this life will allow we'll be together forever in love together forever in love together forever in love my life is for living I'll spend on giving you all that I can my heart and my hand my life with you will shine brighter than gold memories of heaven for when I get old never again will I wanna run away I didn't think that I could ever feel this way we'll be together forever in love together forever in love together forever in love together forever in love -Go Sailor her melody wants her desperately cried only tears, 'cause she's so far from here she's a ray of sunshine my only ray of sunshine yellow hair, far away stare nothing's right, 'cause she's not here tonight she's a ray of sunshine my only ray of sunshine I know that I'm going nowhere I wish that she'd come back to me she's all I need, she's all I need all I need to end my misery she's a ray of sunshine my only ray of sunshine she's a ray of sunshine my only ray of sunshine -Go Sailor thinking of you left behind leaving the door open wide turning around, do you know I'm there? the last thing you said hanging in the air don't you know this kind of heartache never mends? should I tell myself it was an accident again? please don't leave me, don't go, I'm not ready yet spinning around having too much fun fancying I was the only one losing your patience every turn do you see a lesson to be learned? did you really mean to leave me behind? did my feelings ever cross your busy mind? please don't leave me, don't go, I'm not ready yet I spent half the night a stranger I was calling out your name crying so hard, I couldn't tell you how I felt I waited all day you never came -Go Sailor The Boy who Sailed around the World I know a boy who sailed around the world started off with his cat he fell in love with a girl now what do you think of that? they visited many lands madagascar, tonga, and france but now he lives all alone in a rusty old houseboat and there floats out in the san pablo bay when he goes, I won't know but she'll write him every day today today he's fishing in his spot but never a fish caught she brought him sandwiches and scared away the fish how could he understand she's a lover of the land he's a lover of the sea they were lovers that couldn't be sailor, go give her the time of day if you go, don't you know she'll write you every day but I said it before and I'll say it again don't ever go out to sea with a friend I said it before and I'll say it again don't ever go out to sea without your pen would you sail with me, would you sail with me would you sail with me around the world (would you sail with me, would you sail with me would you sail) with me around the world (would you sail with me, would you sail with me would you sail) with me around the world (would you sail with me, would you sail with me would you sail) with me around the world go sailor go sailor go sailor go sailor go sailor go sailor go whoa, go whoa, go whoa -Go Sailor I never should have told you everything I did 'cause maybe you might still like me you were my love for that entire day but I lost you to a windy street so go ahead and marry her don't mind me that's what I get for being blind I never meant for you to drive so far away just 'cause I was on your mind, I was on your mind I have so many things I still want to say now I know I never will 'cause your much to busy making plans with her did you notice I adored you still? so go head and marry her it's what you want I hope that your forever stays but sometimes I imagined that I did things right I wish I could have made you wait, I wish you'd wait I still remember the feel of your coat when you smiled and said, "Ok" and your eyes that said, "goodbye" and the way they cried all night, I blame that night so go ahead and marry her she's really nice she's everything that I can't be I just hope that somewhere in your wedded bliss you find the time to think of me, I hope you think of me -Go Sailor sometimes I come home to no one but it's much better than having no fun with you you said that you'd start calling but when does that start 'cause I'm still waiting but I won't wish your plane down just this time, next time you won't be so lucky I have no sympathy left for you please just pay me what you owe me monday I got a postcard from you but I don't think I know what you hoped to achieve with all the spaces you left in between I'm sad that none of it means anything but I won't wish your plane down just this time, next time you won't be so lucky I have no sympathy left for you please just pay me what you owe me long distance calling big stars are falling long distance bother too late to call back now I won't wish your plane down just this time, next time you won't be so lucky I have no sympathy left for you please just pay me what you owe me -Go Sailor you probably think I'm foolish and shy but I only act this way when you walk by hi, how are you? and what did you do that has made me this way? I don't have a thing to say when i'm with you i become so jumbled inside my confidence crumbles my cleverness dies when I met you I knew there was something to this and it's silly, but I thought so in your kiss I'm trying to say that I'm mean but instead your laughing at me because of what I said hi, how are you? and what did you do that has made me this way? I don't have a thing to say when I'm with you I become so jumbled inside my confidence crumbles my cleverness dies when I met you I knew there was something to this and it's silly, but I thought so in your kiss -Go Sailor if you moved a million miles away I'd still visit you every day flying across the sea is not the farthest I would go I'd go around the world just to see you 'cause I know my love is bigger than an ocean my heart swims in a sea of devotion my love is bigger than an ocean my heart swims in a sea of devotion for you if the water takes my boat away I'd still find you in less than a day flying across the sea is not the farthest I would go I'd go around the world just to see you 'cause I know my love is bigger than an ocean my heart swims in a sea of devotion my love is bigger than an ocean my heart swims in a sea of devotion for you for you, for you, for you for you, for you, for you for you -Go Sailor I dropped a penny and you picked it up you want to be something when you grow up you make me laugh and you don't even try you say that sometimes you just like to cry I'm in love with that I'm in love with you and I'm in love with everything that you do you couldn't make a mistake in my eyes just the way that you are has got me hypnotized that I'm dreaming, dreaming dreaming about you I asked you if you could ever love me you said the oranges in your garden are free I asked you if there was more to this thing you said that you liked the way that I sing I'm in love with that I'm in love with you and I'm in love with everything that you do you couldn't make a mistake in my eyes just the way that you are has got me hypnotized that I'm dreaming, dreaming dreaming about you somebody took all the things that I wish for the most and put them in you, in you I know that I shouldn't like you this much I can't help it oh well, I just do I just do I said that being your friend was okay you called when I wasn't home yesterday I offered romance to you by mistake still you laugh at most every joke that I make I'm in love with that I'm in love with you and I'm in love with everything that you do you couldn't make a mistake in my eyes just the way that you are has got me hypnotized that I'm dreaming, dreaming dreaming about you -Go Sailor I'm still crying and I don't know what to do I'm still trying to forget all about you soon enough I will be over you it won't matter where you are or what you do someday I hope to forget that we ever met just as soon as I'm through crying I'm still crying and I don't know what it might be that just when I think that I don't miss you this crying comes over me soon enough, I will be over you it won't matter where you are or what you do someday I hope to forget that we ever met maybe then I will stop crying soon enough I will be over you it won't matter where you are or what you do someday I hope to forget that we ever met just as soon as I'm through crying I hope to forget that we ever met maybe then I will stop crying -Go Sailor this is the last time that I'll wish you dead I think I've decided to like you instead I'll throw away the letters that I never meant to send 'cause now I've got more love to give than to end therefore this time I mean it this time will stick you're easy to like when you're not making me sick and maybe you can come to my house for tea we won't talk about all the pain you caused me I've become quite adept at pretending your nice if you don't believe it, pretending will have to suffice although this time I mean it this time's for real just 'cause you ruined my life, it's no big deal so I'll take the pins out of the doll I'll take the darts out of the wall I'm just so nice now I'm not like before I don't think of hurting you much anymore it's a fine day for sailing let's go for a spin you don't have to worry that I'll push you in I'm so happy now I'm friends with most everyone even people like you don't deserve to have none so now this time I mean it I just don't have time to waste hating you all those days are behind me for good those days are behind me for good -Go Sailor the smell of january makes me think of this time last year when we were still so in love the same flowers are growing in the same place at the same time in the same way as last year last year, when you were mine my old calendar is marked on this day the special day that I have now put to hate the same flowers are growing in the same place at the same time in the same way as last year last year, when you were mine if we had never met, then I would never know this empty longing for a time so long ago I'm glad you're gone but sometimes I don't think it's fair that this time every year my mind will be somewhere away I go down all the streets that we once walked on thinking of things I haven't thought for so long the same flowers are growing in the same place at the same time in the same way as last year last year, when you were mine -Go Sailor Just so fucking Confused Why’d you have to leave me I’m tripping over your dishonesty Why’d you have to leave me I’m tripping over your dishonesty I just wanted to love you You just wanted my affection to supplement you You fed off of me For twelve solid weeks You never grasped the meaning Behind saying you loved me Little boy wanting to try on the role of responsibility He only ended up fucking it up just like his contradicting identity Why’d you have to deceive me I’m tripping over a has been reality Why’d you have to deceive me I’m tripping over a has been reality I met you inside of the book store I wasn’t what you had been hoping for You stared me in the face with disappointment Then later on you had the nerve to lie about your fake sentiment You had the guts to call me your friend When I had never meant anything to you except a game to play with in your head Turned up side down and twisted All the way around to the point of being fucked Sick, disgusting, and demented Injustice on a strange female is the trial you performed Why’d you have to disturb me Why couldn’t you just confront me Why’d you have to disturb me Why couldn’t you just confront me Coward disguising himself in the form of a saint It’s a pretty picture to paint Masochist lying inside of a girl who’s felt far worse things than pain She fell in love with a twit of a male who possessed less than half of a brain Disobedience in the form of a dog is easier to lose and train Then a mongrel hiding deep inside of a male classification You went too far in provocation Time to teach you a lesson involving agony and aggravation Why’d you have to address me You weren’t brave enough to confess your lies to me Why’d you have to address me You weren’t brave enough to confess your lies to me You had her wrapped around your finger At least that’s what your mind liked to think I managed to change that kicking away your deceitful demeanor I threw away everything You were going to use on her Your absurd tradition of betrayal is going to become extinct You can no longer lie to her You could only think about her for fucking She showed you how wrong you were however Why couldn’t you just show me What an asshole you were misrepresenting yourself with me Why couldn’t just show me What a dick you were underneath what you were concealing yourself off as with me Dishonesty Used to taste sweet When you licked back and forth across your lips You had it changed by a dark hearted bitch Who stormed an electrical war against you and your mistress You had me For way too long sadly The farce is through Between me and you Now it’s time for me To degrade you just as filthily Until I dispose of your expectations just like you did for me Hey Mister hypocrite I want to hear you say it I know you know it’s true Why won’t you just tell me the truth I’m tired of fussing over you I’m tired of thinking of how much I used to love you One day I’m going to show you How pathetic you were in choosing her You say I’m ugly but you refuse to look in the mirror To question your beauty’s measure Let’s forget it I want to end this So just speak out Open up your mouth Say to me Those words I want to hear coming SAY IT SAY I’M RIGHT EVEN IF YOU FUCKING REGRET IT! Stop making me wait Stop lengthening closing this situation Just because you feel sorry for hurting my feelings If you’re so damned apologetic Why in the first place did you do it? You can’t answer it Because you know the reason for it Is what I’m telling you You have too much pride to ever let me get through to you Then thousand years later You lock eyes with me on the portable elevator You say hello haven’t we met before I reply I don’t know is it really all that important? You know in your head I never mattered So don’t accuse me of hating you when I let the violence splatter All down the side of your nose Let me go You can’t have me No not now DON’T YOU DARE FUCKING GRAB ME! Get the hell out Get the fuck back Turn around and walk down the street I won’t look at your disappearing ass crack! Chorus Anger filling my flared nostrils I want to bitch slap your whore into the hospital The one you traded me in for Since she was a better looking model Double standards are your score You speak words to two female ears that don’t become audible Just shut up and go away You had me a thousand yesterdays You had your chance You dropped it on the back of the porch and stepped on to her block Didn’t look back at me for one last glance I can’t help but feel hatred when I hear your name and the word romance Chorus I’m going to get through this You can’t suck me down any more Syrup that’s purely parasitic Take it And advise your slut to drink it I no longer engorge myself on your tonic The one filled with blasphemy and fallacy I’m going to tear up and crumple your fantasy The one that involves corrugating a threesome Involving you, her and me It doesn’t work that way in my world Because I’m a girl who’s not that easy You’ll have to get your kicks from the cow Elsie No these clipped words have nothing to do with jealousy Stop flooding your ego to the tenth level Bust yourself over the head with a jack hammer and dismantle Your demented distemper Red head owning a huge temper I hate to say it but this is over I no longer belong to your possession You are no longer here inside of me Take yourself and your wife to the next therapy session Learn to forget all about me Because you can applaud yourself for hurting me Yeah clap all about it just once Because I’m no longer gentle And letting your feet even think of walking on me the brutality rewarding your actions is a policy you can’t handle Lone
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