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Issues conceded to esculate until finally from my arms you were driven away Reasons unstated that were to frivolously important to tell me, you leave me heatedly in a publiclly embarrasing, discontent, childish display From me you steal sweet, sugary, tantalizing kisses, with lips poised above mine in a mischivous sort of way Kissing me passiontely telling me I'm not the one from this world who should leave as you order me to stay So for months I tensely wait Until one night you finally return, kissing me thinking you can make everything all better and everything will be all okay But I can't sit here and pretend that just because I'm still turned on by your kiss that everything will be spectacularly fine The way you treated me was way out of line But I still love you more than anything but I no longer no how to say it I'm scared to death of losing all of your sentiment I'm afraid to death of walking back into the same trap and falling for you again Coming after me as if I'm an animal in heat and you've caught a whiff of my scent You've kept me here this long under your tender thumb Walking towards you in a trance living at the beat your drum No matter how angry I am one glance of you and again under your spell I will succumb Not being able to live with or without you The extent of the emotion I feel for you if only you knew Now and forever you are a part of me Each silhouetting memory Cuts through me like a silvery sharp blade Even though some moment's you infuriate my life with you I'd never think to trade Because you mean more to me than life itself You're the one who led me to my actual self You're the one who knows my truer side When i'm with you I never want to leave your side Accepting you with legs open wide You're the star in the mysterious guide that shines the light for my guide Your inviting eyes I can't say no to or decline Your limbs wrap around me like the rustling vines My fingers with yours intertwine Like in a dance or a vision of the perfect melody All I have to offer I wouldn't begin to give to anybody Just you no one else Because our past history has one of the most intriguing storys to tell I try and make myself disappear but every time my effort just fails Being with you is the only time I succeed I hate having to admit that you are something I need My tongue sucking on yours with sexy greed I cut your name into my skin with a knife and again for your honor I would bleed I know I'm your favorite head case Cutting the stems of your dozen red roses as I place them in a porcelain vase The stars in the sky cut out in little twinkling diamond spheres revealing your face Looking up to never let me forget Seeing you licking my lips, as my appetite for your love becomes wet Just hearing the sound of your voice turning me on as I hotly sweat You own my mind and soul My secrets and fantasies you're the only man I'd ever let know Even though we've had our differences I wouldn't be able to make it in this world without your divine existence You know me as well as the back of your hand Normally I would demand For any individual who had reached the entrance of my life at this point To back off and make sure I'd change With you my cup filled with joy runs over and annoints If you forgot me or knew me any less it would make me feel awkward and strange You make life so much more exciting and different Around you I look at love in a new and better perspective Excess Headache laterZ Stare at me blankly From the top of the weekly todayz page Stare at me quaintly When I question you why Why the hell You have nothing to say Except for oh well When I say To your masculine yet feminine face You wore a disguise trying to fool me Guess what I transformed your mystery From superglut It won't work on me just like it didn't work on you! You think you'll never miss me Just wait for the numberz to start falling Murder by numberz Because come December My soon to b of twenty yearz I'm going to slaughter every person'z heart you hold dear Thought your smile I'd never hate heiy sexy lady I can nao longer relate To the adornmentz you wear around your neck I kissed your breath That slowly turned into my skeleton That you tucked away neatly That you hid away indecently Bestowing my tarnished Lipz of molten metal in the closet! Pretty baby I touched you Not just one piee of you Not just the oily hair and skin that makez you I SKINNED YOU ALL THE WAY DOWN JUST TO MAKE HIM INTERESTED IN YOU! What did you Ever give me my darling? You gave me the finest of nothing! You didn't ever fawking want me You were using me to destroy your lovely With the deathly Injustice of feeling jealousy You took me Just to claim you were cheating with me To hurt her Some job you did hurting her You ended up hurting me Now you've turned on me Once again easily Az the the first time you did it to me Chorus You don't want your lipz to fall anywhere near me Don't wish to hear me? Oh you're going to hear me all right bitch Don't you dare fawking doubt me You fawking owe me You gawd damned slobbering whore I won't love you nao not any more I won't try to b nice to you any more I'm not pleasing? Were you ever? Begging me? Out of consenting For your representation In contempt of insubordination? You did it to yourself YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF FAWKING BLOOD SUCKING PARASIDE REMOVE YOURSELF Chorus You don't want to b near me? That'z quite fine I don't want you anywhere close to me You thought you could fool me Yes me Little miss rabbit made out of velvetine Velvet may b a material I'm wearing But you've never once understood what liez underneath You only know my epidermis The linez of my anatomy You don't know my mind I never let you into that furnace You'll never get the chance to know me I don't want you to Closed off to the world Of bitchy little girlz Who made me into Thiz alien of distrust That i've turned myself into You and all the rapistz Who have the nerve To say they deserve To b called and treated az men I can't look at them I can't look at you I don't want to look at them I don't want to look at you Ever again! Enclosing myself into a wax muesum Bottling up the emotionz I released for you in a threesome Melting zombie girl looking in Through the mirror you threw her silver statue into Self Hatred laterZ avalanche of feelingz laterZ They all hate me I've become a stray to you my lady And you disappeared from me Didn't want to make you have to bother with me And I honestly Thought we had more I guess you proved to me I can't think that way any more I still want to see you Even though you Can't stand the pressure of talking to me You won't answer me You now know only how to ignore me They call her LASHER She'll bash you over The head for doing nothing to her Jealousy Iz a sentiment that betrothez her She hatez me I love her I've alwayz adored her And I meant nothing to her Except an annoyance Of a distraction that bothered her Until what I said made nao difference She broke herself By hanging herself And pushing herself Into the nevous armz of a mahn on purpose You know what I have to tell? I nao longer will let you hurt her! Come on I want to hear it I want you to tell me Say the wordz Say go away to her Tell me to leave you alone You know you want to I've alwayz known All along You think I'm one who'z gone All the way down to bad? I listened to every fawking emotion you had Felt you Gave you Everything you COULD EVER FAWKING WANT How do you repay me by calling me an intrusion Chorus Are you jealous of him? Tell me Won't you fawking tell me Tell me what you think of him You can't hurt me Like you think you can Because I know better to let you punish me With your crossing manequin Fake smile of a masterpiece I let you have me Night after night I'd never have given you what waz inside of me If I'd known I'd come out to b right Come out to only having Me, myself and I Don't try and make my eyez approach otherz sadly I WANT TO B HAPPY DAMN YOU I NEED TO B HAPPY Chorus What do you believe thiz iz? They should write a book about you You'd like being famous Now wouldn't you Little miss tragedy Wait wait you DON'T understand tragedy Because your pain haz come to b make believe Centered around attention Sitting with a billion friendz Yet still claim to b empty You lost your trust? Guess what? I never had any trust! I knew it'd mess up The whole project Of turning on and off the dimwitz That we label off az humanity Misery lovez company And you've got yourz Now haven't you Don't want to hear it Don't want to know it Don't want to feel it Want to watch you drain YOU FAWKING BITCH I'M SICK OF HAVING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE AGONY THAT YOU THREW AT ME WHEN YOU MISLED ME WHEN YOU FUCKED ME IN THE HEAD FUCKLING SLUT I WISH YOU WERE DEAD terrible evening laterZ Why do I feel so weird? I hate the way you made me fall for you so hard I hate the way your love caught me totally off guard I hate the way you can make me want to play the part Of being your slut, your captive little tart I hate the way you break my heart I hate the way loving you makes me feel completely stupid I hate the way I want to be your apt sexual pupil I'd love to sacrifice cupid I hate the way you can make me trade away my every scrupal For just one of your velvet kisses You've got me crawling the earth on my knees You're sensuality I'm just not able to resist I hate the way everyone looks at me as if I'm a freak with a disease I hate the way at my nudity you prolongingly stare I hate the way you break all the rules, and never play fair I hate the way you can turn my fire into ice I hate the way you inevitably say I'm made of sugar and spice I can't always be nice I can't always forget the fact you've hurt me more than twice I hate the way you're always right I hate it the most when we contemptuously fight I hate the way the sight of you makes my saliva drool I hate the way you can make me look and feel like a jealous fool I hate the way you never tell me any of your secrets I hate the sound of your silence I hate the way you can make me laugh I hate the way not having you leaves me unwhole, a girl who just has half I hate the way I miss you when I see any other couple being sweet I hate the way my world without you is oblique I hate it whenever you lie and cheat I hate the way no one else can replace you because you're so ultimately unique I hate the way just the thought of you is a turn on I hate the fact you're never around and you're gone I hate it when you never call I hate the way I don't hate you at all Not a little Not one bit I hate the most that my love for you will always come through to show That I never will be able to let go chew you do you screw you then im through with you thats all you do to me so stay away far far away dont say you love me because i dont want to feel or see the possibilities I don't want to think of the probability Of is what you're saying real Your love never comes with liabilities I know you've had your fun and I no longer will let you steal So go elsewhere Dont ever touch me again dont you dare For affection im desperate But from you my movementz intrepid my open eyes see every move you make Dont you forget it Uncordinated laterZ You think you run some part of me don't you jealousy I run over you before you can have the chance to run over me You don't own me Not in the least And you think you know me? Not in the least You know my stage side You don't know my fun happy go lucky energetic side So blond little bimbo don't begin to judge me on the plaintive of Sapphire You know from my ex because that sweet naive bubblegum crisis chickidee died! I've got jazz and I have the blues of rythym I want to blow those phony, tiny problems of you worrying over who to pick your fiancee or my asshole ex boyfriend to smithereens What do you know little miss sixteen You haven't tasted life in a glass menagerie Yes lets hear you whine about how one of your nails chipped Mine don't do justice dagger like tips That want to sink into your flesh so violently when you ask me which outfit Excuse me if my words are pointed and clipped But hearing you say you have been through half the shit I have is a really psychedelic trip I'm the little hippy chick who's snorting cocaine in the bathtub full of her own crimson blood The little boy who's all over your naked body used to tell me I looked like an angel I loved telling him how I'd look even more angelic back drowning in filthy water with slashed wrists lying dead in the bathtub Little miss neurotic That's me plaguing you with bubonics Bouncing baby clones You with youe heart made out of stone Little raver chick who's a mystery in your head Nothing more than a vision in your head Because you won't let me amount to more than bacon inbetween two slices of white bread Chorus Why don't you take another bite You were so wrong mister as you used to call yourself "right" You and I aren't anything alike Such a bitchy little snob I bet you've never had tears to sob Perfect ice queen with an even more perfect ice king Every word I listen to means so much to me When you read or listen to it you don't feel a thing Pricking me again when frigid royalty boy acts as if he and I have never met NEVER SHARED A SINGLE INTIMATE PIECE OF LOVE NOT ONE DROP Nah I'm not going to be upset You're not worth it even though I hate you a lot Chorus You act like the love we made wasn't anything except a diversion to escape boredom I'm going to blow your brains out from here to kingdom come STOP FORGET IT JUST DROP IT I know you're only saying it to use it as a technique for me saying that all you wanted and used me for was sex and the way it made you upset So I'm not going to walk on your sinking sand Go relish on your make believe pain and once again worry about what name brand Of clothing to wear when you go out to dinner Or is your dinner once again the cliteris? With you I wouldn't begin to be surprised But I no longer care about you and you're trophies that you collect of womens hides Go out and find someone else to steal their soul and on yourself pride Just know while dwelling in your crumbling Camelot you won't ressurect to own mine you dont love me from my lips do you hear the meaning behind each word? Things with you and I just couldn't work You attack me for saying you don't care Why shouldn't I feel suspicious of your intent when your feelings were never there? Don't question the hostility when I say I hate you It's not a magnification when I say you hurt me I'm not pretending when I say I never want to see you again Breasts and thighs Aren't accenting to my eyes The charecteristics of a females anatomy is merely small talk to guys No that chick's boobs weren't sexier than yours! honest! NICE TRY Now why don't you really test being honest Don't graze or touch me ever again The basic brush of your fingers makes me itch even more than poison ivy I can't stand your possession I'm sick of your whores ganging up on me all at once to tear me down because I'm still devastated Even though I'll never let you win and I won't any longer show you the signs of me becoming frustrated I have a real way of pissing men off I guess it's just a black market menstral woman adonis gift Need a lift? Too bad try hitch hikers thumb Because I'll leave you stranded plumb Chorus A tiny piece of me still wishes things with you could be the same But it all washes away like the slobber of back wash that slowly begins to dribble down my chin and in your eyes spray I hope you die it's what for I ask every night when I pray No I take that back You hurt me okay You lied to me okay I'm fine with the fact that you used me You know why? Because i'm ten times the person than you are and I don't have to solve my problems with a childish display Chorus You think your in control of your existence but you're so out of touch its pathetic. No one will love someone who wont even take the time of day to love someone else When you're only involved with yourself. i find it so hard to believe that you hate yourself when only "you" matter so much. When all you do is continue to act as a bad ass and perform when you know I'm hurting so much You have no idea as to what you want in life and i wouldnt doubt it if you amounted to nothing permanently. so you can watch me if youd like you can watch me walk away you can watch how happy i am without you While knowing how to kiss and breathe life Honest Suspicion Stray cat walking down the alley Searching for Tom cat O'malley Insert your tongue in the folds of the valley Feels really good when you move your fingers in and out Even better when it's in your mouth Sykadelic meow meow I get all the cat calls Here pussy pussy MEOOOOOW Jumpin outta my head pow Chasin after my tail I like to eat the fish from your lips and ravish and lunge for the smell You can try and catch me Dominate it Maybe I'll let you pet me but I wouldn't bet on it Stroke my nice silky fur Let'z see if you can make me pur Meow for me long and hard my darling Maybe I'll let you b my master maybe I'll let you do nasty things I hate having to beg you for more But you and I both know I will I won't let you use my nine lives A feline godyss is for what I strive I am the wicked feline I hate to wear your collar or your leash Because when I want to leave I have no release Sniffing you intently with my little pink nose inbetween my whiskers You spiked my milk mister Cats outta the bag I want it I want it bad I'm not in this for your chix I'm not in this to be looking at bigger tits You say you will but you won't You aren't worthy of the hair under my armpits You only like going to the joints where women strip The anchor has set sail on my ship I used to every minute want your kisses Now I don't want anything of you and I tell you no and you just can't understand it I invited you to a midnight picnic on the side of the road But you never came to show I laugh at the fact you just don't get it How could anyone not want you little mister perfect? PERFECT HA! You're nothing like I thought You're nothing at all and nothingz what I got I still love you just a tiny sliver But then I just end up forgetting it because you fail to deliver The sensitivity of light I need Because in the end after I've smoked you I end up in the ruins of depression just as if id tasted the plant of weed Cough it all up What's that? Cough up some blood Hands all over the skankiest of sluts But they're nothin special nothin like me when it comez to gutz Not SO FUCKIN TOUGH all you care about is touching their butts and all they care about is feeling some of your expensive stuff But ya know what I've had ENOUGH I guess Im what could b classified az a bad ass bitch But I don't care one inch What the fuck you think Chorus Drool at someone else's cleavage I already feel underpriveleged Enough as it is So go play with one of your little sluts who's only out to get rich Yummy little gold digger Little wanna be wigga Is all you amount to Easy targets to screw Mansions with ten foot swimming pools Valet parking to park your car the queen of vulgar you let have you under rule Jokers are wild and damn aren't you the fool Chorus I used to feel confused I used to be your symphony orchestra who couldn't play the right tune while your ear was so amused Darling you'll have to find someone new to use Because I've grown eyes in the back of my head as long as in the center flesh of my rosy pink nipples You'll just have to go on with your ditsy blond angel who's life is so simple You think the thought of pretending to have sex is so boring and you hate to think of what if just what if you got turned on by the words I could procrastinatinly misuse to make you aroused The simple fact is neither one of you have the imagination to dream up such thoughts to be creative enough to sexually try something new The color has drained down to one hue I'm happy to be your ex spouse Because I don't want to think of what a life without imagination must feel like losing and falling and losing some more until there's nothing left of your tiny little straw house What does he scream at me now? I know his words will be gravely fowl These words which you speak to me I shall no longer allow I'll brand you by your temptuous dick You'd best run extremely quick I'll take you out with the flick of my wrist You place everything in my fault Explaining that's why I'm the victim of your murderous assault You lock the sounds of my screams inside a heavy vault Beating me face first into the floor Begging please no more My anguishing cries you ignore Kick, scream and moan In the dark alone That's where you left me with my wrists slit Telling me my frivolous ways just didn't fit I was too wild For your chauvinist style Chorus You take another sliver of my skin My flesh making amends For your devious sins Hanging by threads of palest silver, so thin Cutting away my life line as you sit there wearing that diabolic grin Dizzy once again my head spins Chorus Praying to the darkest angels to send me salvation In my legs I feel another electrifying sensation Tell me your master plan You bastard man Tell me your inclinations As you send me into this sexual transformation You think you're really something, that you're so ultimately bad You believe you have me beat, that you've got me on my knees and I'm had Well let me get my message across to you mister slick You're deluded and depraved You don't contain anything that any creature could ever crave You can't seem to understand the true meaning of love and romance You'd turn your back on all love has to offer without so much as a glance You're most faithless when you're trying to be true The time for honesty is past due You're nothing more than a soulless, conforming pretender Who doesn't understand how to be tender You only know how to live in a manifesting pretense You never seem to make any sense You want to give me all your seductive looks You're like a frantic crook You're out to steal my romantic heart Then you'll want to lure me into your bold, caressing arms But once you've reeled me in by the line Your charms will eventually start to decline You're such a deceiving fake Anything in your grasping hold you're sure to forsake You're like a creeping, bloodsucking parasite I'm the victim in your black, blunderous, besieging sight You're ready to feed off of my sweet, naive innocence I'm your sweet, sugary candy girl without any defense But not this time I won't become trapped in your silvery, silky, inter twining web of conceit I won't be sucked into your world that's so oblique and obsolete I'm too much of a fiery, cheerful, bright-eyed pixy to ever let you get my spirits down So coquettish, false and high; my love are you There is nothing left for me to do Then leave you forever darling To go seek my true Prince Charming kk here'z the lyrix and honestly reading thiz made me think of how it remindz me of him even more the way after we broke up he kept sending me so many gawd damned mixed signalz the reason why I kept loving him for so long after we broke up because I thought there waz a part of him that still wanted me and I think that'z what shez getting at with the you can't give yourself completely to someone else the way they want someone new but yet can't give you up either sighz then again hiz whole thing of wanting me to waz a complete fawking lie that finally in september of last year came out and then I bitched him out and gave him what he dsserved. Not going to b abused. Do you eat, sleep, do you breathe me anymore? Do you sleep, do you count sheep anymore? Do you sleep anymore? Do you take plight on my tongue like lead? Do you fall gracefully into bed anymore? I saw you as you walked across my room You looked out the window, you looked at the moon And you sat on the corner of my bed And you smoked with the ghost in the back of my head And I don't know, and I don't care if I ever will see you again I don't know and I don't care if I ever will be there Do you eat, sleep, do you breathe me anymore? Do you sleep, do you keep me anymore? You kick my foot under the table, I kick you back I can't say I'm able to stand for you or fall for you ever again Wish for a perfect setting? Wishing that I am letting you take me where you want me all over again? You can't give yourself absolutely to someone else And I don't know, and I don't care if I ever will see you again I don't know, and I don't care if I ever will be there I saw you as you walked across my room You looked out the window, you looked at the moon And you sat on the corner of my bed And you smoked with the ghost in the back of my head Do you eat, sleep, do you breathe me anymore? Do you sleep, do you count sheep anymore? Do you sleep anymore? I don't know, and I don't care if I ever will be there Will be there? Blast It "Oh my my Oh hell yes you've got to put on that party dress.Buy me a drink Play me a song Take me az I come cause I can't stay long Last dance with Mary Jane one more time to kill the pain I feel summer creeping and I'm tired of thiz town again." laterZ okie dokie before I put anything else up took me long enough to go through all the piecez I have on that website but I found the actual good poem I wrote that'z about basically Cinderella and the corner thing I'm pretty sure I honestly did write down the meaning of what the corner doez mean a hell of a lot better than in that last thing I wrote that sucked. shrugZ You look at me with disdain as I clean the stables Peasant has become my renown label Ashes and soot hang to my face You call me a slob of disgrace Hatred brims inside of you because I'm not one of your own blood and blue breeding Why breathing becomes bleeding I feel the whip begin to crack Against the small of the gentle skin of my back I don't sharply perform your task quickly enough So I receive a thrashing so bitterly rough A glimpse of hope comes to rest in my eyes When you tell me that if all my chores are complete I may accompany you to the ball, what a magical surprise You give me endless manual labor, duty after duty, so much work with absolutely no way to finish all and have completion Another dream gone, shoulders slumped my head hanging down, my world becoming dark once again with oblique absolution Running as fast as my two wobbly legs can carry me, I go to hide away in my safe haven of my own little corner In any other dimension, everyone looks at me strangely I feel like an alienated foreigner In my own little corner, in my own little chair I can be whatever I want to be In my own little spot that no one else can touch I can fly away from this nest and be of jewels I'm the king's jester, the one who makes him look like an utter fool I'm a huntress on safari in Africa, chasing down the tiger and lions and giraffe I'm the princess of the ball as the prince takes my hand and I coyly laugh Here sitting in my sinister rags Watching the clock as it drags Time passes on by Oh how the minutes do fly Waiting here in ashen and soot with the tears flowing like a river from my mystical eyes Wishing for a mysterious savior Hungry for love, a taste I no longer free Tears stream down my face as I rock myself back and forth in my chair singing my own personal lullaby Wishing that these dreams would stay out of my head and just die La la la I'm the queen of a palace can savor Then out of no where a poof of smoke appears But to my ears what is that ruckus of a noise I hear Why it's my fairy god mother! My hands move to fling back the tears and let them become uncovered Oh how I speak of my dreams She however tells me that I can't just depend on her, things are never quite as simple as they seem Once again rejected, I feel like a silly, mindless dreamer I offer her a cup of tea with saucy creamer I go to light the fire But when I walk to the chimney and fireplace to my eyes amazement it's already been lit Magic becomes her, a trait I austerely admire She asks me to come by her and sit I tell her how much I wish to go to the ball But my chores are unfinished, I have no carriage, and nothing to wear at all She says hush child Touching my cheek tenderly mild She asks if I have a pumpkin I reply outside in the dark garden She takes me by the hand to lead me outside to pick up the round orange vegetable Placing it on ground level She then speaks her magic words Bibbidy Bobbidy Boo, so strangely absurd Then a royal carriage becomes designed My eyes light up like sapphires and shine Then she asks for four white mice Out of no where they become four magnificent horses twice my size She then takes a dog and rat to make a coachman and groom She then said we've got to get you off soon Looking at my rags I cry out in despair But godmother I have nothing to wear! She looks at me oh poor dear I almost forgot She told me to spin around and around Dizzily I thought I'd fall to the ground In amazement I looked at my gorgeous gown and glass slippers So light as if there was nothing there, not even a zipper She told me to make sure I was out at midnight But that wasn't enough time to take plight She said child be happy with what you're getting You could still be in that house sitting So I didn't say another word and got in the carriage Could a country bumpkin and prince really join in marriage? I'll have to see at the exquisite ball I haven't a minute to stall I must find something to say to the prince as we dance This night is my only chance. mrow kk so it'z not zactly az my corner waz but heiy it'z what my corner came from mrow so it'z a bit special and eih doing that play alwayz brought something out of me that kept with that corner and I never lost it az freakish az that izh sighZ I guess I'm just too far imaginative hmm Will never wrote bak to me about that poem so he either just didn't want to give it to me or just couldn't find it so I ended up writing my own corner poem and it might have been better if I'd wrote it way bak then when I actually felt more magical about it but hmmm thiz onell do I have a mega Cinderellaish poem I wrote somewhere I'll have to post it some time anyayz thiz one iz centered only around the corner that "I" had. Enter my dear Enter and step lightly Into the magicalest corner Your eyes will forever look upon brightly And I sat here for hourz in silence Waiting. . .. . Just waiting for us to be together And you never came any more nearer To kissing me Than that night you layed with me under The ceilingz starz Sitting beside her Sitting on top of her While you listened to her Beseeching you with stabbing herself with the dagger And you stole it away from her You never gave it back to her You stole her Stole everything from her You never gave that back to her either Now did you my dear And I still can remember Everything I dreamed that I could be When my feet entered Into the castle's den of that corner I dreamed that you'd love me Stay with me forever You left her Did you have to Or did you just want to I'm betting you could have stayed If you had wanted to To another damsel your lipz strayed I never waz beautiful and don't lie to me in my dismay I know you know I never viewed myself az such Not until that day When I sat there Becoming farther and farther away From what the truth could bring anywhere but there In a world so imaginary In a dimension of fantasy Where I kissed you Where you kissed me Where I disillusionally owned beauty Just for you And I lost you Didn't I When you And I Came bak to life Leaving the enclosed side Where no one could see us but you and I And when we reentered to the life so ordinary You forgot all about me And went on to her You know what I learned? Maybe it came from all the wasted, useless nightz that I sat in that corner That taught me, that gave me thiz courage I've earned That I don't need you No I don't have to have you I can go on without you And become even better than you And I can still go bak To sitting bak Down in thefarthest depth of that corner Only no longer with you Because I lost you Long ago And to be honest with you I think that it waz for the better, that you're no longer the one I love to know 
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personality Every single time I hear Shirley Manson sing the song Special It takes me back to a part of time that's grown residual A time warp thats only partial That part of me you no longer hold on to That certain part of you I never thought I'd lose Or I would have held it more close and dear Dying just for one last time to hear The words that used to lead me back home that were everclear Why did things have to turn out this way? I feel like I'm portraying some character on stage Some fifteenth century medevil scene centered on the edge of the balcony You used to love me You used to adore me You used to want to be with me You used to say I looked beautifully Until you began to push me Over and over until I fell into the rushing sea But now you're gone I'm trying my best to move on But it's really hard when every sound Reminds me of dancing with you on that mid summers eve while I was wearing that lavendar gown Sitting here with my face crushed into a frown Because even though I really hate you I still miss everything with you I had I loved only you but it all just burned and crashed Depressed so depressed I take and burn my arms with a lighter until the flesh is blistered Chorus Telling myself I need more than some bastards sex Wondering on my hitlist who's next Where's my favorite knife and gun? Down with the sun Some men like you on days like this make me wish I were a lesbian or a nun A convict on the run You're a real conartist However I'm the smartest I'm a woman who will find out what your wicked ass is up to Screw you Chorus DIE DIE DIE YOU SUCK MORE THAN I DIE DIE DIE NO MORE CHANCES THIS TIME GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE THAT'S RIGHT INVISIBLY DISAPPEAR DO I MAKE MYSELF CRYSTAL CLEAR I LOVE YOU BUT ITS ALL OVER GO ON MUTT OF A ROVER THERES THE DOOR YOU KNOW HOW TO OPEN AND SHUT I GUESS MY BOUNCER WILL THROW YOU OUT ON YOUR ASS BECAUSE TO WALK AWAY SAYING YOUR UPSET YOUD NEVER HAVE THE GUTS so long now I no longer will rehearse the lines as your shadow Fuck you fuck you Preordained prudes Heather's wild and ambidextrious so let's stick her in the mental institute Among close friends I bring up the subject of pain and each and every one of you get with me an attitude FUCK YOU EACH AND EVERY LAST ONE I was there I was there! When YOU Took a knife and some ketchup and FAKED to slit your throat to get attention and a vacant stare To go through with the cold hard facts you don't have the guts Each and every one of you betrayed my trust Rushed to the hospital I've actually nearly died so many times and I REALLY did bleed the red serum that came out of my arm was not ketchup or red juice of tomatoes Come sit with me for a spell Easy come Easy go I was there with you all the while when you were a child and were eating playdo You were the most sexiest five year old on the block Everyday that ancient hundred year old teacher wrote your name on the black board with chalk Constantly telling you, your parents need to practice discipline With you her strict rules never could win Kiss me like you used to again Of all men I'd never want anyone else for a play mate Pulling the fire alarm making the whole town evacuate A real class clown, a rebel who loved to spray graffitti I've always tried to be your sweety I'm sorry to say I can't always be sweet or happy I was adopted to a family When you left me for six weeks Now their motivation is to throw me away because for them I'm too differently unique Why am I patronized for being a senseless wildy? Kissing you wildly To forget all the pepto bismol bridesmaids I used to with associate Until they got too snobbish and superior to say hello I'll remain mellow Licking you all over real nice and slow Forget the previous prevail Being your slave you tell me to row As you say master I've had too much sugar better feed me some of that oil of castor Before I get too silly and act like an alcoholic in jubilant laughter So many of my friends on me have turned their backs Wishing with you for happily ever after Should I care Should I care Snap crackle and pop Some days I feel like the little lost puppy whos been left too long in the pet shop Crack and weed Sounds really good right now to me Dance my cares away Leaving all my worries for a rainy day Asking me why do you accept our invitations Why do you send them Do I need an explanation? Saying I'm good company when I'm not wild or complaining because I'm distraught Asking me for a compromise I won't compromise my nature for a bunch of wanna be sluts Surprise Surprise Grabbing that sexy butt Stuck in a rut For any of you I won't change Scratch some more at that mange Why don't you take what you say for a ride and have your life rearranged? Forget it I'm out of place so in your gang I won't revet Why should I believe a word your intrusive lips bitingly say? Feeding me from Jars of Clay Your ingeniuous seduction led me astray When you feasted upon my big black scar It's a sick sad world For you I bled and on my skin there lies the strawberry gashes that show the pain I suffered for you in the permanent marking scar It's pathetic when a boy like you can't take a vow and love a girl Like me Someone for all of your longing would and has suffered You pass it off as nothing, the devotion to your soul I gave is ancient history My eyes becoming two tiny slits of aquamarine as they are shutting and closing I thought I really meant something to you while you got down on one knee while proposing You promised you'd marry me on that long cold wintry night, but then you left me cold and dry My heavy trembling pure as snow bosom weeping the most sorrowful cry You leave me forever while out playing with your play mates of the month and then the next day pop back up and say hi What is this hide and go seek or Simon says? Your mind was stolen by an animosity of an adultress Take your hands off of me, keep your lips away from mine no way do I want them gently pressed To any piece of my epidermis Liar Liar Pants on fire Too bad they couldn't have burned that dampening dick Take the life right out of you deceitfully quick I can't believe I fell for you and that trick Playing the role of the Prince and the pauper I really believed you were someone like me mister drama king soap opera Don't trail your fingers down my cheek and softly massage them through my red hair of copper You love to play spyder games Wrapping me up in the long, thin, silky spun spiderwebs From the mind shake out all those cobwebs Don't try and nudge your knee inbetween my legs I won't give you any head My heart's love trickling away like the droughtest ebb GET OUT OF MY HEAD Stay out of my dreams Satan my darling why won't you give me some control Enough control to fight the diminishing trial of this washed up has been asshole? You made me into the most teasingest platinum sex demon Is my pussy my ultimate weapon? Dick being the one thing to decapitate my breathing? Lucifer answer my apparition I've been a magnificent heathen Poisoning the innocent minds of others, blood upon my fangs seeping I wear the platinum horns Crosses are a segment I burn Christians are naive prudes that I trick into my demonic ways as their deviance is soon learned So why do you force me to stay here on this earth like this Impractical and jealous Confused and relentless Being overwrought and overzealous To just win the heart of one of God's angels Why did you not tell Me not to look into his mysterious eyes To not believe his innocent yet guilty lies Hes the one the master of heaven sent to take over my mind To try and turn me back into a heavenly princess TAKE THIS BASTARD ANGELS LOVE AWAY GET THE HELL AWAY I can't love you any more I'm sick of losing to someone with your talent to swindle and score Fuck your blind innocence Give me the chance to impurify by licking my pussy and I'll turn you into the minion You should be my dark silver prince Just give me a chance to work my dark, dirty tongue on you and soil your clean linens Don't stop listening Because until you taste the platinum sex demon you don't know what you've been missing You really fucked up my trust issues Don't hand me any tissue Because I won't waste any tears over a bastard like you Maybe some skin But then that's entirely different Because I hate having your name branded across my flesh I was stupid enough to turn everything into a mess Sorry for bringing you down with my insecurity You gave it to me by rejecting my sexuality Dating every whore you could locally I'm going to ride on into the next town Bottoms up on the ground I don't need any guy or man So asshole who owns no spine or dick I don't care if you're not my number one fan I used to be yours until I heard you were talking about me behind my back Hit the road jack! Clickity clack Go my stallions hoofs Cause we're leaving your dumbass whining for my pussy back home on the roof Jump off for all I care I gave my life just to be with you and you threw it all away Nothing with you is ever fair I guess you really think it gets to me Beautiful day Gorgeous day To walk outside in plain daylight in my negligee Go find some little sweet innocent things to believe your lies that is that exciting and wild Have fun trying to find Some chick to meet all the passion you require Chorus The edge of my high heels stepping all over your face as if its the sidewalks pavement So long sexual business arrangement I'm as versatile as a fruit cocktail salad Your tongue insertion upon my lips is no longer valid It'll have to be cut into like an over limit ran out plastic credit card Here's a nice little written resume For the fulfillment of the application of your tart From you I guard my heart And I guard it well so you no longer can persuade Me into your umbrella like warmth and your tactless tirade Chorus Your sluts better keep their comments in their handbags Because like it or not I'm not your hag HA! NOT ANY LONGER I HOPE YOUR SKANKY ASS ROTZ! You think you can push all the right buttons on me like using a mechanical robot So sad for you I'm not mechanic So go play with some ceramics Because this females one hot tomale I'm going to have to put an end to your folly Because my body's on fire I won't become what I despise truly Which is you And just because you're a man doesn't mean that I can't be just as good as you So cut back into your hormones Put your nuts and scrotum Where your mouth is Sorry to lead you on only to disappoint Each threat I receive from a bitch guardian is just as hurling as being held by gun point So sick So fed up I want the knife to go through my chest To act for finalization of putting my existence to fatal rest You don't need me You'll be fine without me Sorry for saying this so periodically But I can't help but feel these narcissistic feelings each day Killing me would be really fun Every asshole and bitch would go smile in the sun ITS ALL OVER ITS DONE! You're trying to bring me down in ruins Don't give my body any more blood or fluids You want to get rid of me? I'll take the pills I'll die for your jurisdiction Fuck your cruelty I'll be more than happy Good bye my love It's better for me to be leaving like this Either way I won't be around enough Enough for you to see nor enough for us to talk about you licking my clit A diamond in the rough YOU HATE ME FUCKING ADMIT IT NO NO MORE HYPOCRISY I CAN'T LIVE WITH IT Chorus You tell me I need to get a life That no one matters behind this digital screen When have you ever given the oppurtunity to get a life? I'm held here prisoner to be held up in condemnation to be seen By every hypocrites eyes YOU LOVING ME BLAH THATZ ALL LIEZ FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU YOU PUT DOWN EVERYTHING I FUCKING DO HOW CAN I HAVE ANY FUCKING THING WHEN YOU WON'T LET ME MAKE ANY DISCOVERIES? FUCK YOU TO HELL YOUR WORSE THAN HUNTING DOWN THE EX BOYFRIEND I LOVE TO CALL THE BASTARD MALE Chorus I'm sorry my darling I've come to this final conclusion Even though you're the only guy worth loving I must die its my only solution To end this fucked up utopian society Because to the domineering governors eyes I am not a priority Saying she loves me But if you love me why did you only merely care about your job as a priority WHEN I ALMOST FUCKING DIED IVE REALLY TRIED Blood is the liquid I've cried Liquid angel With skin that bears strawberry gashes all over the surface so clear and pale Liquid vanishing . . . VANISHING LIKE ME!!!!!!!! Hey mister champion I'm going to rain on your parade I'm going to disgrace your campaign Mother fucking cheap skate You're as evolutionary as the first primate All I ever was to you was second rate Say good bye to your rat race Because the banshee godyss is here to filtrate and enter us into space I've met the outer irresistence of impatience Putrid hatred has taken over my platanence You once told me you wanted to be my friend never my enemy YOU ONCE AGAIN LIED TO ME! We can never again mean anything to each other Because relationships aren't for prominent little girls and boys Like you and I I hope you suffer Grow up kid because this is one chick who will never go so low as to be called your whore side kick I've got you licked Because I know how to give you up and turn away I know every word you speak means nothing and will crumble into sandpaper You try to spread your wings with a paper airplane You don't know how to make the dimensions fly once again you fall into a terrible domain Stupid pain FUCK YOUR REIGN YOU HAVE NO REIGN OVER ME I DON'T DESIRE IN MY BED YOUR COMPANY You want to know the reason All those whores ran away screaming? It's because you don't know how to give a woman pleasure When trying to make love because you don't follow every stroke to measure It's not making love to you its only screwing Another piece of steak for the chewing Chorus I used to think the only red meat I would consume would be you But I soon learned your more poisonous than any animal's dead flesh To be honest I'd rather see you dead Than some poor little creature who's defenseless Because your more deadly You only hurt and laugh over it when its over and through FUCK YOU NO WONDER NO ONE WANTS YOU You're too vicious for wanting Because the only organ in your body that goes on pumping IS YOUR DICK Chorus You don't care about me? Well guess what I could care less about you too All you do is bring me to go and commit self injury I overdosed enough about you So fuck you go as far away as you can Because I want to feel the love of someone who's a decent man Not some ravenous liar Auctioning you off I'd say a dollar would be my highest buyer For your stupid ass Because you only bring tears and grief to pass SO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM EVERYTHING EXCEPT YOUR SLITHERHING KIND BECAUSE WOMEN WILL DO WELL NOT TO GIVE YOU THEIR HEARTS OR MINDS You hurt me over and over Walking away this time I won't be glancing at you from over my shoulder I'm leaving you behind You can cry til the sun doesn't shine You're out of the picture Growl and grrr All you fucking want I'll make you regret all the hurt Leave with your hooker of the month I hate you and your name Walking ten miles in the rain Never again having you haunt my dreams I'd sell my soul to be rid of you for the rest of my eternity Some say I'm ugly Others say I'm lovely Never knew what I meant in your eyes company Seeing you yet not loving you makes me feel funny Help me Exhilerate me Desecrate me Do anything you want to me Thats what you used to pull This joke of a relationship annuled I'm sorry my pretend death broke your heart I only wanted to know you cared not tear you apart Don't believe me you stupid asshole Go scurry down your burrow and never approach me again you slimy mole Chorus I know all about your prostitutes You're the one who started it because you're so uncouth What surprised I'd find out I always discover the truth Marrying me off to the demolishing vampire count Saying he deserves me more That's just what you say to ease your guilty conscence You don't really give a damn about the things you did to me in any consequence Don't continue to tell me you love me or wish for me to have happiness Because believing you has always been my biggest weakness Chorus You probably think I'm a gay lesbian When I'm merely a headstrong feminist Men straightly is my preference But think what you like about me conformist I'm just a funky strange little chick Who doesn't want to suck on your nasty dick Funny girl Funny girl What are you thinking my sweet Let the eyes approach me and stop me in the street You'll never be satisfied With one so strange To pacify myself I'll blow your head off in the gun range Revenge iz sweet |
