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Okay so you're almost never in the show. But you write the gah damn show! Your most famous appearance was choking on a piranna.
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Beast
Beast. . . . Smoking a cigarette an ash fallz from my mouth on to your bed Shooting down the drainpipe without a net Seemz I never get enough of you Thinking about you and in one minute Just one minute I'm already wet How do you control my mind and why are you alwayz sneaking around in my head I can't b good but then I can't b bad Because I can't do either right and you alwayz get mad Silence in the back Paint my nailz and lipz black What am I? I no longer know and I no longer fucking care International bitchy little spy Come on run and tell your mommy Come on baby COME ON WHY DON'T YOU GIVE ME A FUCKING CHANCE!!! Why not give me a break Come on baby Just a little more martini in my glass Hold me down bitch until I do break Iznt that what youre after IZNT IT? Im last in line and you have such an ugly face Nice overallz Can I take them off and to the floor fall? Can I b taken out mm you're too damned tall Kiss me with my back pressed against the totalz My feet banging into the safe Are you sure? Totally sure? I'm just your normal candy girl all tripped up on xtc speed and cocaine Give me some more a whole lot more I'm waiting to have first bite'z taste Chorus Love me you vampeal Love me before you take away my fangz Kissez of cinnamon go ahead you're welcome to steal Hurry up and decide or Im leaving on the next train Next transister to death Because you see my lovely mister I'm alwayz the one sitting alone in the dark smoking meth I tried to go to rock and roll heaven But I waznt on the kiss list Chorus Chronically depressed Behind closed doorz where your eyez cant see me iz where I undress Im a loser I must confess Nervous break down mess And I wish I had more titz so youd b a little bit impressed But I don't so I go on hating myself Baiting you out of your chair Wondering whatz underneath those pantz are wearing underwear Demented little drama queen I have no beauty creamz Im sickening totally disgusting I wish I were nonexisting An impotent member of the horror press Pretty Pretty Princess I wish that were me Im too ugly And Im starting to get me More and More daily And deep down youre gonna hate me Because Im just plain out nasty A beauty emergency I'll never b sexy I'm a slave of disease And when you kiss me youre kissing an ugly beast

wishin
okayz thiz iznt the pic but eih i couldn't get the exact one that tyger boiy gave me shrugz i have no webpage to put it on ;/ eh ill try and find somewhere to put it later on since I can't edit my gurl page at the moment ;/ eih life sux lol eih but today waz wellz i wouldn't go that far lmfao eih tho tyger boiy sent me these picturez of thiz one chick eih it made me feel kinda just bleh coz i hate myself and my body coz i think itz just nasty ya know what i mean? lol eih ohhhh wellz. my mom bitched at me once again today a.) for lighting firez in the house and burning her bed when i waz smoking a cigarette shez evil b.) supposedly not being helpful enough shrugz fuck her Im sick of her bull shit w/me.eih next on eventz what happened? lol eihh ohhh yah! my creepy stalkerz still after me he needz to die Im a go hide somewhere and not ever let him know im alive I think everything on thiz compukerz fucking up so id better hurry and write thiz entry lmfao he said he wanted to talk to me I said that waz just too bad and told Melissa who he kept callin lookin for me sorry again Melissa you know I love ya sexy ;p Melissaz so kewl you got my permission to kill him Mel he doez need to die lol eih letz see I told her to tell him I waz going out to Brianz so he couldn talk to me lmfao. Eih tyger boiy showed me Taschaz breastz tonite that waz pretty freaky like seeing your sister naked where shez such and nothin more than a friend ;p eih I know some really crazy ppl Tim wantz me to send him a pair of my underwear that uhm I put cum in lmfao hez gonna get scared when I send him those lmfao eih letz see what else did I have happen today? eih ohhh yah Melissa kinda scared me today I thought she straight up hated me or somethin but I think she waz just afraid of losin me to someone else which she SHOULD know thatll never happen becoz I love her very and extremely much and would never leave her behind I love ya Melissa doo never doubt it ;p eih I guess Ill go now so laterZ

Admit
just another little thing i wrote ;p. . . . Admit Relishingly call me pretty Ambassodly call me sexy Lick your lipz because you think I'm hot Why do you want me when you could have any chick sitting on your see saw Sex on the roof top You want it raw Catching dropz of rain that have fallen on my forehead into your mouth Sexy driftz from your lipz I say no and you pout I could admit I like hearing it I could admit I love it I could admit I like your tongue licking my clit I could admit that I like you removing my outfit I could admit I like the taste of your lipz I could admit that Im yourz under credit I could admit that I want it I want more than just one single kiss I could admit it all But then therez a lot of thingz that I could admit I don't understand why you want me Love is just another big mystery And it leavez me here in my negilgee I could take all of my clothez off I could let you sit there and watch But what would I be if I let every male tell me to take it off Don't get me wrong Because I want you to touch me I want you to but deep down I know Im really ugly With me you won't stay happy Chorus Crazy you must be crazy To want someone az nasty az me What iz it with you Whatz with you today? Whatz with today today? I've tried everything to b scary You still want it plain and simply I guess I can't change your mind of intimacy So go ahead and think Im sexy Chorus Kiss me Just shut up and kiss me I know you want it When I want it even worse Wanting me torn to a curse A spell I can't in any meanz reverse So I guess your stuck Stuck in your own free will Why can I never b still? One more button undone And youre kissing me slowly and when your tongue enterz my lipz I know youve won What did I do? How did I do? Wondering if I waz good enough for you I want you Cant stop thinking of it With another button undone And I wonder if you're just a lousy liar Waiting for you to run

Snake
Snakeface. . . . the Throwing Musez. . . . Not another drive-in movie, You know you can't be still... Move me... Sanke, snake... Face out an open window... Water in my eyes... Beat me to it... Meet me here next time... One more button undone... You talk too loud, I'm talking to you Talk it into the ground... Move me... Snake, snake... Face out an open window... Fire in my eyes... Beat me to it... Meet me here next time... One more button undone... Next week I'll be a lousy liar... Next time I'll say when... You move me... I dunno why but weirdly thiz song remindz me of myself I guess my situation w/most men and ppl since they never listen to me and Im addicted to snakez ya know what I mean? the asshole ppl who have to have victim after victim and are greedy and could honestly really care less about me and just me iz never efficient and satisfactory for them eih you hear it played whenever Liv Tyler throwz herself at Maxwell Caufield in Empire Recordz gawd I love that movie ;p eih itz just a really awesome song if ya feel like it ya should go download it it haz thiz eerie nice sound to it I love the song for some weird little reason guess it just makez me feel like myself since I see too many snake facez eih enjoy ;p

SeX and Cigarettez Please?
heiy here I am again doubt thizll b the only entry for the day just pretty god damned pissed off right now my mom waz tryin to force me into having a colinostomy i waz like FUCK NAO!!!!!! i aint having that done I dont care what the hell she dayz nop I had three cigarettez today ;p letz see got two in my pocket ;p Im a lil thief Id love to have more tho so if youre in the mood go ahead and send them please? letz see thatz not the reason Im so pissed to Im pissed coz my mom first of all bitched at me for the way I smoke paper for monoxide bitching Im not going t have you burn down my precious house "I" am not half az important az her fucking stack of brickz house eih and if the god damned bitch wouldnt b so fuckin stingy w/a CARTON of cigarettez and could give me ohh maybe on pak? then I wouldnt have to smoke carbon see my point? itz not really my fault I have to smoke somethin? eih Im also pissed coz she waz bithin about m bow wow Cinnamon how much she hated him and basically saying itz my fault and then she made thiz disapproving, disgusted, annoyed sound when I told her that my pantz had come in an we needed to go pick them up i got a "we'll see" more like a NAO! Im so sick of never doing anything never getting anything I dont have a normal life and most the time I wish I were dead. eih wonder where Melissa iz and why her ass won't talk I LOVE YOU MELISSA hi Tascha the tyger Im not talkin to but I love thiz keyboardz startin to piss me off too grrrrrrr. Hi Jilly busy w/ppl love you tooo heiy anime chat full of ppl i love ;p heiy everyone else not around that I love ;p Im dling Empire Recordz music gotta love it ;p. and my page blog page that iz lookz so fucking kewl thank you soooo much Beckerz you rule!!!! ;p eih hopefully tomorrow/later will get better I NEED SEX ANYONE I WANT WANTZ TO GIVE IT COME GIVE IT BABY!!! that mainly goz for Melissa and Tim but if youre sexy nuff Ill give it to ya for free lmfao eih I had my psychotic stalker after me again today called Melissa wayyyyy too much Im really sorry for that Melissa you know i love ya tho ;p eih letz see i guess thatz it for now kill the stalker guess ill go finish talkin and then go watch Empire Recordz again laterZ

Shibbay
LOL don't ask ;p I just heard that word earlier and I liked the way it sounded eih besidez the hottay used it ;p Wellz here I am again tellin ya all about me lil blog thiny and whoever decidez to read the bullshit I write ;p eih here goz nothing my question for the day why do people have to b such assholez? mainly family? I mean gawd I don't get to go out all day coz im such a fucking loser and so I sleep, sit here and wait, and wait, and wait i hadnt had hardly anything to drink all day, been trying to starve myself becoz i hate myself threw up not feeling so well im pretty sure big butt got me sick w/her sinus infection my luck us drinking after each other eih I guess thatz what I get for drinking out of a two liter diet pepsi bottle eih tho me and my mom are the only ppl who drink the stuff so seemz kinda realistic and non nasty eih? eih who carez none of you all live w/me so what are you lookin at? ;p Anyayz my sister waz such a bitch just coz i went out w/my mom when she waz going to go get soda, food, and other shit so i waz like eih my one chance at going ANY where so why the hell not dont I have just az much az a right to step outside to the car w/my mom az my bitch ass stuck up skank thinkz im so much superior than Heather when I try and act just like her and deny it? HELL YES! fuck her skank ass!. . . Anyayz next on our agenda letz see I wanna say I bak tracked my stalker and put him on ice!!! lol just kiddin but eih least i slipped past havin to talk to him eih? lol. . . .And next but definitely not least and wont b the last thing lol I know that Im in love definitely in love and want the person so bad we just have one problem even tho they feel that way about me therez only about a thousand milez between us ;/ eih i wish i could b w/everyone im soooo sick of sitting here never getting to do anything fun one day i tell ya one day im gonna b so fuckin great and certain ppl will b sorry. . . . okayz next on thiz thingy of like eventz I watched Empire Recordz tonite for the first time in ever I remembered the first time I ever watched it which waz gawd like two yearz ago it waz here at my house but i waz w/ Christina i remember she waz talkin to thiz other psycho we had met LOL. see how great the world we live in iz? lol eih and just all the music from that movie made me so reminisce however ya spell it LOL and I saw I really miss her I NEED to write her a nice long letter since I can't call her now where I no longer have long distance and I really miss talking to her shez kinda my mentor, I guess since I don't have her I go to tyger my other mentor who alwayz makez me feel better I love ya tyger ;p and then I have Melissa but I think shez just az bad off az I am and we really cant talk all that much about the deeper thingz I feel it just feelz weird at timez and don't get me wrong I love her to death but itz just with each friend the friendship and feelingz are different ya dig? eih tho I guess watchin that movie also made me realize how much I wish I had a guy to kiss and shit and just made me kinda melancholy ;/ eih oh wellz Ill get over it I suppose. heiy I think my tyger pantz finally came in so maybe Ill get to take a trip tot the Fayette mall and Gadzookz maybe Ill see some hot guyz ;p eih tho Ill b goin w/my mom what a drag ;/ eih ohh wellz just az long az she doeznt diss me again. . .;/. . .eih I think Ill write maybe if i really feel like doing thiz. . .lol. . .And there he waz standing by the chapelz window looking out over the dark midnight sky looking for her looking for destiny and there waz thiz midst in hiz eyez thiz misery thiz love thiz type of myst of longing, of yearning that just couldnt b destroyed. The type of look, the type of stare that would make any lady in her right mind stammer. He waz so damned sexy with that inner self longing of knowing what truly belonged that would stop anyone in their right trackz stammering. With hiz eyez flamingly glaring into the dark temple of onyx sky looking for her the one who would seal hiz fate and make him whole with her being he had one strong slim hand on hiz slim waist and the other on the windowsill. with hiz black gorgeous eyez, hiz extremely muscular extremely sexy taut chest, hiz six pack stomach, hiz long legz and sexy ass he had one hell of a steaming body. He waz waiting for her, waiting for her to make her ghostly appearance. The mahn of sexiness waz called Rogue. Sweepingly from behind the altar az she sat looking at him in hiz masculine beautiful posture Delilah came out of the shadowz to walk silently up behind of him and place her handz over hiz eyez. She whispered into hiz ear "Guess who ;p" He turnz around to gaze long and probingly at Delilah in her mid nude clad form. "Where have you been? Itz been too long since Ive seen you last." "Wouldnt you like to know" she scandalously repliez az she flickz her fingertipz across hiz hard peckz. "Yes I would like to know" Delilah kissez him passionately "I never kiss and tell" she tellz him with a smirk "Now why don't you help me out of these clothez my lord" she drawingly speakz while pointing to her tank top and skirt. He slowly startz undressing her first taking off the shirt to reveal her unprotected bosom with her rosy nipplez that stood out tautly hard. Then he went to unzip the skirt in the bak and letting it fall to the floor breathing in and out sharply az he stood looking at her naked body in the moonlight. "Now let me help you undress" she slowly startz licking hiz lipz letting her tongue slide in and out of hiz mouth az it slowly dripz down to hiz neck where she suckz on the tender skin letting it slowly drift down when she startz kissing and licking hiz chest and placing her handz all over it, then slowly letting her handz glide down to unfasten and unzip hiz jeanz sliding them off slowly and then licking hiz stomach and letting her tongue lick over hiz belly button and then he pickz her up in hiz armz and carryz her over to the altar straight under the crucifixion of the cross. "You make a beautiful adornment of sin my gorgeous she-devil" he slowly walkz forward rubbing hiz handz all over her body "Yes well you make an even better display of sin Satan" and slowly he started making love to her over and over on the altar az hiz sacrifice of love belonging only to the moment Delilah moaning and saying yes please yes over and over to hiz earz pleasure and az badly az she didnt want it nor liked admitting it she knew he waz her master and there waz no denying how much he wanted her and she couldn't stop it just the question of why rested upon her lipz for eternity

Icy
eih heiy everybody herez my second entry blah I feel a bit excluded/left out since the lil circle/loop of anime freakz have left me out again they didnt invite me to come talk not that I really care all that much too many people in there especially one certain person haz really been getting an attitude w/me either that or I just get ignored itz not like anyone givez one smidgen that Im around and if i didnt come around for a few dayz think theyd notice? hell nao! eih I think Melissa hatez me or something too she barely haz talked to me today ;/ I feel a bit weird and i wish i knew what to do im just sick of the way ppl treat me and im honestly sick of myself i hate myself i feel so ugly and nasty i seriously need to quit eating but i cant itz the most hardest thing ive ever done im doing better right now tho im going to do it and shit letz see im also still really wondering about that guy im in love w/i just dont know whether to say anything or not and i wish ppl would stop telling me they did coz i feel like they dont ;/. . . okayz i guess thatz about it for whatz going on in my life. . .ooey gooey chewyz gonna come eat you Melissa. . .eih I guess Ill go for tonite. . .I smoke wayyyy too much monoxide. . . .KISS ME DAMNIT! lol kz im leavin now ;p

Want
eih somethin else I wrote bout how I don't want that person and how badly they want me shrugz. . . . Want me Bad. . . . You no longer deserve to know my true feelingz I'm too afraid to tell you in case you run off to the authorities squealing Smoking while staring up at my bedroom ceiling Half way expecting to see you pulling back the covers revealing That I've gotten undressed but you're not Lying here knowing how Im completely sexually willing But for some not willing enough To give it all the way up I'll put you on hold I'll leave you on reserve Sorry darling but fuck iz not a verb Itz an action that can b az loud az me walking out on you saying au revoir You want me You want me so bad And baby Itz so fucking sad Because I don't love you emotionally I don't love you potentially I don't just not want you momentarily I don't want you permanently This didn't just come recently I try and say no firmly I try and let you down gently I walk away confidently With every piece of me feeling guilty Because I want to see you and the rest of the world happy And I don't want one person to cry or hurt themselvez over me But you won't take no for an answer and you've turned on me psychotically I never get to see you You never get to see me It's not going to work and I dont want it to Someone I don't love deservez more than me I deserve to be with him You deserve to be with someone more like her Someone who understands you truly You only want me for the black lingerie I wear along with the silver trim What do you know about her? Az in what do you know about me-the real me? Chorus You don't have the answerz Just another live in tax provider Taking care of me your invitation of protection just doesn't strike me as the cure All you want to do is have the end of the leash in the palm of your hand and b my master King of her castle Tame the wild filly by applying the bridle and saddle Ive told you nao but you continue to follow me all the way down to Brazil Try and rock me to sleep in your cradle So you can keep me az an infant forever who sucks from your bottle Im not your little red head to coddle Fairy queen whoz going to turn the tablez Chorus You want me to come to you? You want to have me to screw? Letz get one thing straight on the who iz whoz Im not yourz and you should know itz true You and I together is just a thought I cant construe I wish you'd find some other girl to pursue Downed the bottle of shampoo When it shouldve been something on your head you used Easily amused But I no longer am Im tired of being the android The pretty little druid who'z opinionz we alwayz avoid No more wearing clothes too tight When the moodz not right No more playing the coquette tonight No more being the item of lust Go on for me b filled with disgust Should I care when Ive lost all my trust? Should I let you have me when all you want iz to lick my bust? When youre not the one I want with the ultimate thrust Should I sacrifice all I am just Just because youre nice enough? Because over my body you make a fuss? You don't like the fact I want to die and at timez I feel I must I cant help it I cant help it Thatz why I love him because he can get me through it I know now from your response loving all of me you can't do it You want me You want me because you think Im sexy You want me so bad You want it all along with cellophane dressing You want me and itz so fucking sad

NAO!
eih thiz iz somethin I wrote about the guy whoz in love w/me but I just can't love bak . . . Don't Love you. . . . Im sorry Im so sorry The answerz no I said I love you but I don't I kissed you but no again I wont I cant wear your hood and cloak Sit in the tub to soak You want to mate with the eggz yolk Im sick of every second of I dont love you and you should know no no no I SAID NO! why dont you just go? Go away for good I wish these wordz were somethin your mind understood Im not trying to b mean Im not trying to b rude I dont want to get an attitude But if i have to Ill use it for this substitute To let ya know that love doeznt mean Im your prostitute Stay the hell away No longer kiss me Stay the fuck away No longer tell me Im lovely Im already in love with someone else So you cant win my heart bak ever mister male I may wear the skin of scalez I may b a bitch who miserably failz I may not feel or look too well But I cant go along with this fake fairy tale I dont love you I dont love you And thiz time Im going to tell you Tell you to your face Because thiz loveless one sided relationship you must realistically face That Ive moved on to another time and place

Unconsciously
eih thiz iz a song I wrote about the guy I'm in love with and some of the stuff I've felt lately enjoy ;p. . . . Unconciously. . . . . He lovez me He lovez me not Mugger in the street rape give me all youve got No one really lovez me So ill continue to sell my body in the street Smoke the monoxide seven dayz a week Tell me not to but I cant stop Tell me to remove my top Stare at my breastz stare at my sexy little bra I know you wanna fuck me bad and you wanna b on top You say if I do it you'll do it too so I guess the plaintive is to not get caught Stupid little whore in love I dont know what do I can have nearly a whole cigarette in just one puff I dont worry about wearing the policez handcuffz Coz being stuck not knowing if your lovez real iz sentencing enough I wish I could tell I wish I could know Im curious of your taste Im curious of your smell How did I again end up under this bewitching spell Not another male not another female Push me up against the wallz rail Kiss me before my head hitz the nail And Im knocked again by you unconsciously You enjoy looking at my body nude I can't lie that my sensez don't approve I like it when you put your handz on my body their touch so smooth Footsteps on the roof Iz it my imagination or iz it the truth There'z another lady one who'z new Someone who'z got it put together with superglue I want you God how I want you But I wonder, cant help but wonder If what you say iz true Wearing the fitting shoez But I haven't found mine yet And I have everything to lose Chorus Doez he love me Doez he love me not Gave it all that I've got And Im still not sure fully That you love me That you want me Kissing me on a bench in the park If you dont love me then stop Just another sexy little girl to you to grope While filling her head full of hope That you love her but she'd be better off being on dope Shooting cocaine in the rain You're lying and therez nothing left to explain Chorus I went to bed with you on my mind feeling so happy I woke up to hear someone else'z voice calling me Telling me they love me Trying to touch me I want you but for that I have to go to the bottom and scrape For dayz and dayz and then you still probably don't want me and my filthy little wayz you cant handle me no one can understand me im made too differently gothic demeanor entirely kiss me just kiss me underneath the moonbeamz and raindropz Hold me and give me the biggest glompz All over my feelingz youre never afraid to stomp And I dont know if love me or hate me I cant tell until I see you with the blond Drivez me crazy To be with you unconciously

lovaz
heiy thiz iz my first real entry and i just wanted to make some commentz and shit I suppose im sick of all the sucky ppl that life forcez me to submit my will to being around such az today I waz in the little aim anime chat az if Im invited to usually go eih not alwayz wanted there and don't think i waz thiz evening when someone TRIED to act like they knew more about NIN just becoz they're their favorite band and I mean thatz all good and all but I mean really Im friendz w/someone whoz a MUCH bigger NIN fan and doezn't just like them for the fact Trent Reznor iz the foundation of it eih anyayz they should check their factz first BEFORE they say Im definitely wrong becoz I have the proof of the matter it waz the fact they were saying NIN came before Skinny Puppy when NIN followed Skinny Puppy I have thanx to one of my main gurlz one a my sistaz Tascha the tyger I have quotez from the book of NIN that iz all factual thingz and quotez that came from the author and Trent Reznor. And to prove that Skinny Puppy came before NIN Im going to put the quotez becoz yes I kept our conversation Taschaz lol coz i wanted to keep those just to show it ;p and plus itz interesting to me ;p TASCHA YOU ARE A GAWD!!! anyayz here are the quotez " nine inch nails takes the dance noise style of such pioneering ;industrial' groups such as Cabaret Voltaire, Ministry and Skinny Puppy to its logical extreme." . . . " Reznors first completed song was the harrowing suicide fantasy "down in it". " I took a very experimental approach to it," he reports. " The original version i did was about half the speed of the one on the record. And it was a total rip off of 'Dig It' by Skinny Puppy; i'll admit that now. But lyrically i was experimenting with just kind of train of thought. writing down whatever i thought" eih so there you have it the NIN god and just an important person*really a God ;p* haz it all down coz she knowz her shit ompared to some ppl who don't go get their factz straight and are so fucking stuck in their own wayz and stuck on their stupid assez to look past and see heiy maybe I'm wrong, maybe thiz person who haz some information could b right and just becoz I love thiz and "THINK" itz mine and I "KNOW" everything there iz to know about it Im wrong. Yet do you think they admitted they were wrong? hell nao!!!! They were just all bitchy and were like and you think I care you should care bitch if theyre really your fuckin favorite band get your factz straight!!! I mean hell Garbage iz my favorite band but Im not going to sit there and say I know every single little thing and if I hear something that I dont think iz right Ill go research it and if I do have it wrong I WILL admit that. Eih oh wellz screw the closed minded ppl. Eih okayz on to my next subject and the other thing that'z troubling me. . . .k'z I know thiz guy that I met when I went and stayed in Deleware for a month bak in September-October, we met the last nite I waz there we smoked some weed together made out but thatz it, never said i love you, honestly didnt get to know each other. I guess maybe i waz so fucking great or something hard for me to believe but they became a bit obsessed and like kept callin me and shit so i tried to b sweet and live through it and act interested and stuff and like get to know them but i know az of now im in love w/someone else and im not in love w/them and yesterday they told me i love you and asked me if i loved them and i said yes even tho Im not in love w/thiz person at all! I mean don't get me wrong, they're sweet, nice, great to kiss and do other thingz w/, a great person to talk to, and i mean just totally decent to me, yet therez the problem we really have nothing in common i dont think they can take the fact that im suicidal and letz see just im in love w/someone else! eih so i feel pretty bad for saying that ;/. . . .Next thing thatz fuckin w/me iz that the other guy that Im really in love w/yah? wellz he sayz it and showed it a couple nitez ago that he lovez and wantz me but ya know im alwayz CONSTANTLY questioning it coz i feel like he doeznt coz he really doeznt show it yet sayz it so it kinda makez me wonder iz he really being truthful? ya know what i mean? i hate thiz part of love becoz i cant ever tell when im in love w/someone if they really love me bak ever! gawd me and my intuition. . .eihh i guess but ya know even tho i feel like itz totally wrong becoz i dont have any idea if they really feel anything for me right? wellz i keep wanting him soooooooooo bad! I mean I want their body all over mine and I just get all these thoughtz yet I dont want to have them becoz im scared what if they dont really care what I feel? ya know? eihh i', also really lonely any more and really wish i still waz with Melissa ;/ Im really worried about her any more too shez alwayz sooo sick i wish someone/something could make her feel better and finally get well becoz i value and love her az a person more than people im related to w/blood and i just wish her everything and all the best ;p eihh ohh wellz guess that nuff for now laterz. . . . okayz I feel like writing a lil bit of fiction so if you wanna see something scandalously/perhapz arousing feel free to read thiz if not feel free to say to hell w/it ;p Iscis walkz into the room "Heiy sexy" slowly walkz sexily over and sitz down on a chair and startz staring at Devilin. "You're the sexy one Iscis" "Sexy? me? don't make me laugh" "Don't make me show you how sexy you are Iscis" "I'm not a bit sexy and you know it" Devilin walkz in a lithe stride over to the chair pickz Iscis up and carryz her over to the bed setting her down. "God you're so beautiful" He lookz at her up and down Iscis blushez "Eihhh stop looking at me like that!!" She waznt red from the fact she waz embarrassed, because to b truthful Iscis loved having hiz eyez capture every single piece of her essence like that. She waz blushing becoz of how hot he made her feel and how bad she wanted him to touch her all over and to melt in hiz armz. "You know I need to cut all of these body partz off of myself." Devilin comez to rest beside of her and slowly pushez her bak on to the bed and slowly startz to undress her. FIrst her low cut long sleeved gold and black shirt came off, then her black pantz. Then he slowly just looked at her in her bra and pantiez then he said in a low husky voice in her ear "What body partz do you mean these body partz?" and slowly startz licking and sucking each of her nipplez into her mouth, and then he licked down her stomach to her pantiez and licked over them and then slowly takez them off and starez at her shaven pussy and then startz licking her cliteris and inside of her pussy. Iscis iz moaning uncontrollably and loudly "mmm now do you want to cut those body partz off?" slowly startz licking and sucking on her nipplez again while she'z still furiously moaning. "I don't think you'll ever cut these off" He stopz just to stare at her in her naked form. Iscis'z breathing iz incredibly hard and rushing in and out in spasmz. She then half heartedly tried to get up from the bed saying "Heiy you can't stop me from doing anything I want" Devilin pinz her down to the bed by laying on top of her laying hiz head straight in between her breastz "Eih oh really? I don't think you're going any where" lookz up at her and smilez. then he lickz and kissez in between her breastz and holdz her tightly and fallz asleep w/her in hiz armz