Private Heaven
Version XXV


[x] Twin Layout ¤ Temptation [x]

Version XXV (25) features the man who intoxicates with cherry blossom's misteria anywhere he goes. The owner of your question 'Who's that one?' as he walks the thin red line between death and life, because he, is Death, in its most exquisite ideal.

In the eye of the storm, he is the eye.

In the scream of the love making, he's the pleasure giver.

In the silence of a confession...

he keeps the last word.

...

[x] Sounds ... (of a bridge falling)

If you look in detail, very closely to all details, this is the exact opposite from sweet Selenia's one. Her intention in the composition represents an original way to say no to war, and I fully agree with her.
It started as a "challenge" for me since it's very simple and because I love the Ying-Yang concept. Also, because it's been long time since Private Heaven graced itself with the sexiest of all assassins out there. But of course, there is a song I've been listening while I was imprinting my feelings on this layout: Sadame, from the X TV animated series. It was also, the song played at episode 16, which itself, remarks extraordinary the melancholic concept of the lovers whose love will remain for centuries, and their lives will be repeated over, and over and over again through the upcoming generations of Sumeragi's & Sakurazuka's.

Because it's a cycle. Because it's love. And because they belong to each other.

- Sadame (Destiny) piano version.

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[*] Leticia
[*] Quick name: Let-kun, Godmother (given by the Family), kiddie-frightener, unsane, baka, gringa, Marilé (Only biological family).
[*] 22
[*] December 8th, 1980 (same day John Lennon died, Saggitarius).
[*] House:
[*] dark ebony wavy medium short hair, white skin and gold brown eyes.
[*] 3rd year of Librarian Sciences
[*] CLAMP, Seishirou Sakurazuka, Severus Snape, The Weasley Twins, huge storms with thunders and wind (yeah, sue me), snakes, music, arts and books.
[*] Hikari no Naka e (Maaya Sakamoto)
[*] Hobbies:
* molesting otouto
* designing (or pretending)
* RPGing
* reading
* music
[*] Something else: Generally nice person. Though if you get to her wrong side, you'll hardly come back.



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AIM icons, Harry Potter adoption sprites and more.
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A Tribute clique for those who lived an intense love story... Status: open
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The only and Official Alucard Fanlisting. Now, with Hellsing adoption sprites. Hellsing lovers, jump in! Status: open
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CLOVER's Lan & Gingetsu analysis shrine. Status: needs a *lot* of work.

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Friday, March 28, 2003


Social blogagge & related:

Errhmm... X updates. Right. I am so bored to see those 'bad guy' cliches of speaking way too much before killing someone. Just slash the goddamn angsty bastard and get it over! Honestly, Fuuma.

WELCOME BACK! *wavies* Drool worthy layout, Sele. I was thinking about my next layout and Seishirou was up there in the top of my head. It's been long since I made one with my beloved assassin and I think it's time for me to sit, think and design *thoughtfully* about it *leSighe* I have so many ideas sleeping on my HD...

BTW, changed layout here and added a few links from the 2 million HP RPGs linking to us. I couldn't catch with all but if you are linking us there, please let me know. The tracker I put there it's new since we didn't have one when Shirou was the current manager, and it's catching the URLs with some delay.

*BIZOOO* Tanou, where are you? I've checked your blog with the new layout (BTW, prettyful ^^ ) but you haven't posted in days.


You are Tsai Luan!
Find out Which Chinese Maiden you are.


Ooohh, beautiful ^__^

Another missing one here. Melaaaa~~~~aaann! *sniffles* Damn exams.

Shi, dear I can't access Nadia's blog either. I've been trying for days now but I just can't. *kicks server* What is going on?

<-webmistress talking->

Che, te sigue dando error en las cuentas de Teishu? Te recomiendo que uses tus cuentas web, no las de teishu -.- de paso, estuve haciendo un poco de limpieza en el FTP. Fijate si tenés que limpiar algo vos también ^^ El layout nuevo para T-com ya está. Me falta actualizar el de Superb Karma y casi estamos. Mandame mail por cualquier cosa que necesites cambiar porque no ando mucho en los mensajeros, estoy ayudando a mi vieja en la licitación de libros para la biblioteca ._.

< -/webmistress talking ->

High heels on a rocky planet? LMAO, that sounds like a bad 70's show. Add the afroken wig, the collars, the mini-skirt and Farrah Fawcett pose. It's a very old serie, IMO, and they are lacking of new plots. Perhaps it's the production team who needs new minds on the subject.

*^o^* Wah, this girl is linking me but unfortunatelly I can't read Polish. I can use an online translator, but they are so bad that they translate the entries like a bunch of nosense X_X Anyways *wavies* Hi hi ^^

*looks at time* OMG! *falls asleep*

03:40 a.m.
BGM :: ........



Monday, March 24, 2003


Watched random bits of the Academy Awards today and I could only shook my head when they said 'BOOO!!!' at Michael Moore in his anti-war speech. Oh well.

The most heart breaking part for me was the award for Peter O'Toole who received his special mention and they made a flashback of his career *leSighe* I was little, but I caught very clear the slashy hints on the movie production for Lawrence of Arabia... Many say he wasn't homosexual, even. But the proof is clear at the dedication of The Seven Pillars of Wisdom:

"I loved you, so I drew these tides of men into
my hands and wrote my will across
the sky in stars.
To earn you Freedom, the seven pillared
worthy house, that your eyes might be
shining for me.
When we came."


In addition to this, it's a rich field of Slashy writers out there creating wonderful pieces like these. Can't help it. The idea of the delicate English man and the Arabian lover claims for many happy thoughts <3<3<3

01:54 a.m.
BGM :: not much. ^^



Friday, March 21, 2003


Smile! XD I finally decently received Raid with its 20 tracks *lesighe* It's a pirate copy, but in Argentina with the coming and going prize of the dollar we love pirate stuff. Not love, just... rawr, it's the only way to get it. So, bye bye to random MP3s sleeping in my hard drive! *deletes*
I'm working on sprites. Yes, again. I am actually experimenting with Hellsing sprites. Specially with animation, since I pretend to create one I am *fully* satisfied of and also look as much IC as I can... *scratches head* the actual base I made of Alucard is too short, I have to make him taller, more threatening and not so candy looking or I'll die of diabetes. Integral looks cute <3 and I DO want to make an animated Walter-sama with his strings *lesighe*
So if you see me iddle on AIM, you know what I'm doing ^.~

05:39 p.m.
BGM :: Shine / Hellsing OST1 Raid



Thursday, March 20, 2003


Fucking ignorants So here are my two cents on this war: Get a history book, read, think and then act, people. Last night I had the disgrace to talk with Liza who is one "Mighty American", and we talked about war who finished being a racist, ignorant, arrogant dumbass who happens to represent my distate for the percentage of people who think that way in that country to no limits.

Thankfully, and I put my hands together to give thanks to that, there are wonderful people out there who realise about the sickness of this matter and the lives taken in this useless greedy action.

When discussing with mom and aunt, we talked about how long will this take. Some say 10 years, others 5. And mother said "not so long", since the technology made such an evolution that, sad it is, they can push a couple of buttons here, and they explode on the other side of the world, erasing 'numbers' instead of people, human beings. Terrible.

"The most peace-loving people on Earth are now at war". Whatever you say, dude. Please.

03:28 p.m.
BGM :: ...



Thursday, March 20, 2003



Which wizard job suits YOU?


Nya. And to think I was interested once in Journalism ^^;;

02:38 p.m.
BGM :: Mokona's song / MKR OST



Tuesday, March 18, 2003


Let's vision (in some picky aspects, not so general) on Hellsing

Order 1: The undead ---> Seras you BITCH. *dies of jealousy*
Order 2: Club M ---> Ewwww. But yay for Seras to move her bum and do her JOB. *shakes head* Lil' whiney putz.
Order 3: Sword Dancer ---> *sniffle* Meanies. Didn't Andy take Mick for his eternal lover. Oh yeah, Anderson is here
Order 4: Innocent as a Human ---> *smokes* Oh yeah... if you want to enjoy the most lustful moment with Alucard in the entire 13 episodes, this is the time to do it. Hehehe! *pushes newswoman off and points toward her own neck* Heeeeere vampie, vampie, vampie!
Order 5: Brotherhood ---> The dude with the British flag stuck on his chest. WAH!
Order 6: Dead zone ---> 1) Yan is screaming 'Finish me coz I'm annoying!' the 25 minutes the episode lasts. Nothing new there.
2) WALTER-SAMAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 What a man.
3) Alucard -> *in awe*
Order 7: Duel ---> "Vatican dog" Muwahahahahaah!!! XD Other than that, Alucard gets this cool jello/eyes form. Ah yes, Seras continues with her "Master... daijobou ka?" plus whine, complain and angst. Other than a toy, I don't see why Alucard wanted to turn the girl into a vampire. *shakes head*
Order 8: Kill House ---> Helena is too much for only 2 chapters during the entire anime. *lesighe*
Order 9: Red Rose Vertigo ---> *utterly confused* Hooray for Laura's lesbian vampire tongue! *twitch*
Order 10: Master of Monster ---> Love triangle. Seras getting her heart broken (watch it screencap by screencap! XDDD *is eBBBil*)

Alucard's handy guide of "Breaking Seras heart in less than 10 screencaps"

Alucard: ......   Seras: @_@

Angst-o-meter : 20%
Sad-o-meter: 30%

Look at meeeehhhh *whines*
Angst-o-meter : 25%
Sad-o-meter: 38%

'M-Master...' she doesn't even say that, her trademark lamey phrase

Angst-o-meter: 50% --> becoming critical
Sad-o-meter: 40%

Alucard: You know what? I think there's someone else apart from me in this operation. Hmmm... must be the wind.

Angst-o-meter : 60% -->critical
Sad-o-meter: 50%

*sigh*

Angst-o-meter: 73%
Sad-o-meter: 58%

...

Angst-o-meter: 89% --->*screen flashing* DANGER!
Sad-o-meter: 70%

Alucard: .... *concentrated in Integral's operation* Seras: *sniffle*

Angst-o-meter: 90% *red lights flashing all around & alarm calling*
Sad-o-meter: 82%

Ooohh... touchy. *eye rollage*

Angst-o-meter: 88%
Sad-o-meter: 95%

*plays chessy version of Love Story as background*

Ansgt-o-meter: 100 % ---> it's actually the meditating part when one says "Well... shit"
Sad-o-meter: *explodes*


Leticia: *rolls back laughing* Is it too obvious that I enjoy her misery? XPPPP!!!!

Order 11: Transcend Force ---> Helena for dinner is not a good menu for you. This Incognito dude... well.
Order 12: Total Destruction ---> *cheers for Fergusson* You'll be remembered. Incognito's marks and androginity remind me a LOT of Nataku. Errrhhmm...yeah.
Order 13: Hellfire ---> *cries like mad* *sigh* I want more.

EDIT: Changed link here. *wavies* Congrats on new home. And yay for bondage up there @_@;;;; reminds me of my alter-ego cousin >o< ooiiiii....

08:53 p.m.
BGM :: I.B.C.J. Houiami / Hellsing OST Ruins



Tuesday, March 18, 2003


*taps fingers on table*

You know what I was thinking this afternoon? It's funny when you've just talked to someone, agreed on something and then have the iiiiicky little feeling that the other is stabbing you from behind plotting something with another at your back.

*looks at clock* Right. Time to go to work.

03:04 p.m.
BGM :: a remixed version of the remixed version or another remix of a song I don't remember the name. :P



Tuesday, March 18, 2003


*watches Hellfire over and over again*

*THUD!*

*blinks*

*thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud! thud!*

x______X... itai...

11:36 a.m.
BGM :: Shine / Hellsing OST Raid



Monday, March 17, 2003


Pretty, useful and impressive XD

03:20 p.m.
BGM :: Joanne Hogg / Kokoro



Monday, March 17, 2003



What Anime Art Style Are You?

Kekekekekekeke ^.^

02:39 p.m.
BGM ::



Saturday, March 15, 2003


Wah. Plenty things to comment in these last days. First, mom promised me that if I approved all the terms in March, which I did, she'd help me buying the CD-R to clean my poor laptop and make some money of CD recording. So? Meet my new baby XDDDD Sony rockssss!

Leticia's 3rd type contact experience with the CD-R:

CD-R: *working working*
Let: *blink* *goes to get some orange juice to kitchen*
CD-R: *ejects CD* *Screen says: Success.
Let: O.O 7 videos of 25 minutes each in less than 5 minutes!?!?!? *faints*
ACER Laptop: *sigh of relief* Yes! Get them off me, bitch!

*is very happy* I love you, Sony.

click here ^_^Working on some of the updates on Teishu, I finally finished to work on a decent layout for Menthol, my Harry Potter adoptions & AIM icons site. *sigh of relief* Now it works for every resolution. It features Rei Ayanami and I really like it ^^ It's simple but works just fine for the purpose. No major updates though. I'm trying to still organize all the new stuff I have to add. But it will come soon ^_~

Everybody check THIS. Don't let your eyes betray you, it takes 23 million screencaps to get the perfect ones X_X Isn't Ali great or what?

THANKS! XDDDD Your layout looks so coool XD

It is known around the Book Fair of my city that I work 'unofficially' from time to time there. Mother is part of the Comission and last year I put the general programn of the activities of the fair online. It looked pretty handful. Now they are coming back for more XD. I am the official webmistress of the Book Fair now XP *welcomes work*

Woot... long entry. Will blog later ^^;;

03:15 p.m.
BGM :: nuttin' really



Friday, March 14, 2003


So here are my Friday Five. And so dammed proud of them! XP

1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?

Err... it's the same for me. I like talking but I'm pretty structured on it. the typical "hi, how are you" then talking about the other's short life and "Well, see you". Used to like that a LOT when younger, of course. Now I don't get or talk at all on the phone, and if I do, I call international, which happens like... one time in the whole year, if it happens ^^;

2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

Hmmm, Graciela K. The wife of the President of the Book Fair to make a contract with me to be the local webmistress for their official site (*will blog about that later*)

3. About how many telephones do you have at home?

Just one. The black, shiny lovely General Electric one.

4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?

Hmm from time to time. Most of the time the hung down before I can start throwing my blasphemies on them back.

5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them an e-mail or a letter? Why or why not?

*chuckle* Well, I have to admit that I am not a happy camper to write e-mails, though they are needed. Letters, less. But I do if I REALLY have the motivation and need to express what I want to express in paper, hence, something more tangible than words in a screen. The phone is lovely in that aspect, yes. That's why I make international calls, just for dear people.

05:11 p.m.
BGM :: the sound of the cars outside because I'm at work.



Thursday, March 13, 2003


I'm Mrs. Severus Snape
The HP Male Marriage Quiz made by Sapphire.


#######^_______________________^#######

BTW...I AM A PROFESSIONAL LIBRARIAN WITH TITLE AND ALL NOW! XDDD!.

02:52 a.m.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2003


*semi existencial question*

Why the hell am I not interested at all into TLOR, when I've read the book 9 years ago and I think the movie is a lame comercial excuse of the almighty American money starved directors???

Maybe it's just my general idea. Blah.

07:19 p.m.
BGM :: the brubrubrubru of the doves outside my window.



Sunday, March 9, 2003


So.. I went to a family reunion. It was weird, really. Twenty one unknown members of my own family that I met and I had no idea they existed. Pretty tolerable, civilized people, yeah. And one surprise.

I have my own alter ego on my family.

A girl named like me, Leticia. She has a zillion tatoos on her arms, back and legs. She has many piercings, smokes everything she has at hand (drugs included, douh), drinks until her stomach is dead, she moves between some local mafia groups and didn't even reached the 9th grade. And she's 17. Her skin is deep brown, not like mine, milky white and I'm surprised she doesn't have a son or daughter by now. She's my absolute opposite. It was a weird experience. It was like putting yourself at a mirror and say "See? This is what you'll never be"

She spoke a little with one of my newly discovered cousins and then, she dissapeared to the PC. Fuck it, if I knew there was one, I'd go directly towards it. But.. nah. Even in my idiotness, I know when I have to remain, talk and behave and when something is not worth of my time. Basic social rules.

The rest was pretty good. I have 4 female cousins, two male ones and the rest are indirect uncles and aunts. It was rather cool.

I'm going to have my last exam on monday and so they said "Hey, we could get all together again for Tuesday when Marilé (Me. That's the name they give me) gets her title on Monday". They all looked at me waiting for a reply. I replied "Hmm.. yeah. But I don't know. I mean, I feel... well.. embarassed" and blushing a bit, but then they said, "Come on. We are family, after all"

And I stopped.

Heck yeah. We are family. I already forgot about that. All the time I was like visiting strange people. Like a normal just 'new friends' or something meeting. Just something that you go once and then, maybe go again or not. The sensation was strange and a bit shocking.

Anyways, when we left they kept on saying "Come and visit us. We are here".

I'm not a very family fan. But the encounter was strange.

Remarkable thing, this is my mother's family, what I'm meeting. If I had to meet my father's family, who knows what I'd find. And you know what? I don't want to. What I know from the Sayal family is not something I am proud to be about carrying their blood.

So that's it. My experience of the day.*sigh* Back to normal life.

06:09 p.m.
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Saturday, March 8, 2003


THE ALUCARD FANLISTING IS UP!

The Alucard Fanlisting Ehehehehe! ^^ you saw it coming, didn't you? It's the first Fanlisting I make and with semi character Shrine purposes. Conteins media such as avatars, AIM buddy icons, wallpapers and some sound files *blush* If only my bloody microphone couldn't be so...!!! *sigh* ^^;; Anyways, it's there. Enjoy your visit and join if you consider him the sexiest vampire around ^_~

03:20 a.m.
BGM :: city sounds at night at the avenue out of my window



Friday, March 7, 2003


Today I received a letter (finally!) from my friend María Sol.

We have been the closest friends at High school, shared our despise for it, made a pretty bunch of crazy things and have been called 'sisters' by our own families. She told me about her news, many of them, were expected. She's an English Major and she's teaching on a private Institute since 4 years now, and she's going to get married next year, after 3 years of being with her boyfriend. WAH! More than 5 long years since I last heard of her. She had to move to Ensenada (a city near La Plata, Buenos Aires) due to her father's job and we didn't break the contact. I went there a couple of times and she came here as well. But then, life teared us apart. And still, we remembered each other. She wrote me a beautiful letter where she wrote that she cherishes our friendship, the importance my friendship was for her, and how she misses the days we were together *sniffle* I do, too. Very much.

It made me very, very happy <3...

Ooon a more 'social' note, here are the links from Amy Brown I promised to Len (these are some of my favorites):

- Mab Queen
- Green sprite
- Vines
- Tattoed
- Bookworn II-->One of Rae's faves as well.
- Periwinkle
- What are YOU looking at?--> *hearts*
- Fire element--->PERFECT!
- The brat--->another of Rae's faves. I think she made a tatoo of this one
- The Human Myth

All these are reproductions that can be found at Amy Brown's site where you can check more details about the artist. You can also drool on her Figurines too, for example. I've seen a quiz on faeries featuring her art as well. Enjoy the art of the Fae. ^__________^

12:38 p.m.
BGM :: nuttin'



Thursday, March 6, 2003


Exams:

Library Administration and Management ---> approved

Cathaloguing ---> approved

Coming next:

Literature

BOOYAH! I got another exame in the nest :P

05:26 p.m.
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Thursday, March 6, 2003


For the Alucard lovin' masses, here's a petite gift I made with my sucky microphone and my Hellsing VHS 1: Alucard saying "It's a beautiful night. In nights like these, I claim for blood".

I showed this to her and her and... I created two monsters XP!!!

05:19 a.m.
BGM :: Alucard's secsaaay voice



Tuesday, March 4, 2003


Shaking stress out: finding comfort in the Fae

- Title: Unfolding
- Title: Faery's Moon
- Title: Bathing in Moonlight
- Title: Faery Harp

Artist: David Delamare.

*sigh of contentment*

06:29 p.m.
BGM :: Orochi / Kitaro



Tuesday, March 4, 2003


I finally managed to talk to the General Secretary of the library today to get my bloody salary. They haven't been laying me since January and it's only ,50 each month.

So she said that I 'owe' to the library a month of my current pay (in numbers) because last year, at the beginning, they didn't pay me so I asked for something, which I did, but I inmediately returned it after I got my first official salary. Today, she says she doesn't remember so I have to ask the Accountant. I talked to her, and she says she doesn't actually 'remember' me giving her the money, that I should keep a track of that. And of course, I had to say, "Excuse me, but I thought /YOU/ were the accountant. Not me"

Her face turned into a 4 different shades of red I haven't seen before. It was freaky. But she pretended to keep it cool (though inside she was murdering me) and told me that I'll get my pay from February. Not January, since I didn't pay her the bloody money.

So that's it. After getting yesterday 10/10 in my exam. Excellent marks for a career that they STILL don't recognise at my work.

Sooo that's life. I'm sitting now in front of the PC of the library, developing the Online Referencist project and waiting for the world to change. Really.

05:04 p.m.
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Tuesday, March 4, 2003


Exams:

Library Administration and Management ---> approved

Coming next:

Cathaloguing

Literature

End of report. Good night.

04:56 a.m.
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