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Wednesday, May 28, 2003
BLOODY HELL!! XD
I've just found out something. If you look at this screencap you'll find 2 things:
* Severus is a GOD disguised as mortal *droools*
* The woman behind him... IS NARCISSA! Narcissa Malfoy, I'm telling you! She has to be. Look at her neck. She's wearing the same silver curled snakes as in Lucius' clothing. And she's just wearing expensive clothes like Lucius in that Quidditch scene, different from the rest of the people at the stands. Not to count that she gapes and stands up when Draco falls from his broom. Just has to be her. *nod nod* 01:32 a.m.
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Tuesday, May 27, 2003
Let it Be - even though I haven't seen this movie,
I heard that it's just basically all the
Beatles arguing. Yoko's there too.
What Beatles movie are you?
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06:06 p.m.
BGM :: Help / The Beatles
Monday, May 26, 2003
Conclusions after reading Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle kindly scanned and translated by Aoi...
Again, CLAMP is putting its money and time on safe ground. The CCS ending was something open and expected to create a second part of the story. But, this time they wanted to make something new and with the every present 'destiny, magic, wings' cocktail, a trademark. I'm sorry to say this, but I'm getting used to this kind of moves from Wonder 4.
So you ask, "What's CLAMP for but that, then?" Yes, as I've mentioned on the Xtv vs Xmanga article, CLAMP does have a success formula to assure themselves a good amount of fans. But or else I'm too picky, or the Japanese group is losing its creative capacity.
The crossover on series? Done. The recycling on characters? Done. The destiny as conductive string of the plot? Used and *abused*. So what's new? Well, sad to say, it is the unoriginality.
I'm truly sad about this "new story" of CLAMP, since the fan's expectatives are fooled with from the 4 chicks. I don't know if it's just me, but Touya here reminds me a lot of Kazuhiko. The interesting point in the character developement falls on Yukito, who seems to be more courageous and determined than in CCS.
Resume: CLAMP is on crack. I stand for that. 12:39 a.m.
BGM :: Shine / Hellsing OST 1 Raid
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Hey, this woman has a name. According to my mother, it's "Leticia" ^_~ The image from the layout comes from the cardass masters collection for X. The image is divided in parts and printed at the reverse of the cards, like a puzzle, you know.
In other news, we have a new president. Weee! 06:48 p.m.
BGM :: ------
Saturday, May 24, 2003
And... DONE!
MP3 SITE UPDATED!!
 *masses scream* Finally the Let got her dirty hands working all day into one of her sites to finish the updates. Yay! Hence, at least I *DO* update. There is a new structure in the downloads because I started with the Rurouni Kenshin Seisouhen OST project. So there are 4 tracks from RK and the rest 7 are random picks of mine. Hope you'll like it ^__^
Random: I just checked Solid & Etc after a little while and... Hell is hot hot, and so are you, Walter-samaaaaa!! <3<3<3 *massive drooling* 06:13 p.m.
BGM :: a random song on the radio I'm not pretty sure about its title.
Saturday, May 24, 2003
At last I'm finally updating Superb Karma. I'm uploading the MP3s right now and encoding in the meantime. So fellas, the site will be up today.
Practicing some of my lame-ass French here: Nyo, Tanou-cherie, est-ce que la chanteuse Mary Black est... vrai? *blink* *sweatdrop* C'est une casualité très formidable qu'elle chante une chanson intitulé "Paddy's Lamentation". *Let dans la doute* Si c'est exact, est-ce que nous pouvons rencontre cette chanson à WinMX? Voilà pour la inspiration! XDDDDD <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
*waiting for Madam Cécile to kick me for my many possible French mistakes >o<'''*
Me. wants. hot. choco ToT... aieeeee... 03:30 p.m.
BGM :: Saeko Suzuki / Miyu yachiyo
Friday, May 23, 2003
Today I went on a reunion with the Siderar heads. I went with the vice-president to talk about the financing of the repairing of the Library building and see what could we do about it. So far, it's cooked. And I had the oportunity to explain my Online Referencist project, which caused a very good impression.
Matter of fact is, we have to MOVE. And the old asses at the Directive Commission are a bunch of 80 something lazy asses who can't move a finger. I'd honestly do it, calling the construction companies, fill with the data they need, hence, I've done it with mom before. It's not like a licitation is the 8th wonder for me. I *do* have experience on this. But oooh...
I am too young to know what I can and know how to do.
In a way, it certainly flatters me and amuses. But when the practical situation of this requires my presence, it ticks me off, because I'm left behind the score. Whatever, I'm not easy to be silenced and I do want this library to grow. Different from them, I'm into evolution. For good. 04:34 p.m.
BGM :: nothing.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Mom started searching for a special casette tape last night, and in between the mess, she found one of mine. She taped it 1 month before I was born at the clinic and you can listen to my heartbeats ^^ Yep. The tape was from before I was born. It was so cool.
Then we continued listening and heard my first words, then when I was 2, 3 and 4. And at 2 I was so dumb that I didn't know how to count more than "1...2...3...4... and 1" XD
There's another part where mom is asking me to sing and I sing like.. 2 or 3 songs with an über cute childish voice (wow. I was cute at one part of my life >XD) and after every song I ask "Press that one!" that meant, the play button, to listen to my voice. Little narcissist XPP
Then there's the little '80's radio mix' made by me. It was surely me pushing buttons on the radio and recording everything. In the mix you listen to some soccer matches, 80's sucky pop songs that didn't last more than a day on air, a song sang by Josephine Baker (I really don't remember which one is this), the news, my doggie barking, a militar march and some random babbling from the old people of the house. Abstract DJ I was! XP 01:40 p.m.
BGM :: my voice whem I was 3 years old.
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
OMFG!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDD!!!!!!!
THE PACKAGE!!!! IS!!!! HERE!!!! XDDD At Last!! XD XD XD XD XD XD!!! *glompage* *kissage* I watched Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets this morning with breakfast and licked my Alucard Action Figure XDDDDD *licks licks* And with his little blood bag >XDDD!!!!!
GO WORKSHIP HER because this is a GREAT way to start the day ^___________^ *kissy* THANKS, thanks and infinite thanks to you, mon coeur <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!! 01:34 p.m.
BGM :: CoS HP OST XD
Saturday, May 17, 2003
Looking at this, I ask...
CLAMP on high crack consumption? Me thinks so. It's Eriol 5 years later after CCS (supposing that he became a clutz, short tempered pestering dude for the looks of the scans) and Arashi dedicating her lonelyness to become a dealer and (after loosing Sorata) prostitute.
CLAMP? Impress me. Because this is not catching my attention at all. BORED. 03:39 p.m.
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Saturday, May 17, 2003
Must... do... French... homework... must... do... French... homework...
ARRGG! Damn my lazyness! *yawns* =_=ºººººººº 08:45 a.m.
BGM :: the cars outside my window early in the morning
Friday, May 16, 2003
Oohhh.. I'm inspired XD so let's take advantage of this rare situation. I am in love. Yes. With an angel. And which is worse, a painted angel *pout*
It happens to be from Antonio de Bellis' work "The rescue of St. Peter" because he's unique. I could spend hours looking at it and never get tired. It's like one of those images you get engraved in your retine that can't easily go. Plus... I've been listening to Opera. Result? Torna a Sorrento included as a very matching phrase of the wallpapers. I guess some Italian friends will be pleased with it ^_~ At least /I/ am.
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BGM :: Torna a sorrento / Luciano Pavarotti
Thursday, May 15, 2003
Looooove me do :P
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01:08 p.m.
BGM :: Love me do / The Beatles
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Sweet mother of...
I am scared. For real. Ali and I think that "Can you Taste the Blood Tonight' will make it into the soundtrack somewhere. Be afraid.
He then moved her body to another chair, placed two pokers in a cross formation at her feet, removed her heart and placed it in a saucepan, wrapped in newspaper.
Waah! The dude worked at McDonald's! *snicker*
Heh. Britain has the best news XPPPP
09:26 p.m.
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Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Nuriel: Known as the angel of fire. The strength of
heavens armies lays at this angels command.
Simply put... you are leader material, but dont
get too cocky.
Which Angel Lays Within You?
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06:50 p.m.
BGM :: Smells like teen spirit / Nirvana
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
#1 Tired. Tired. TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRED.
Today I had the biggest event ever where I had to be everything I could be a *more*. Mom needed my help at work for a ceremony of inauguration and many important political people were coming to the University. Hell broke lose.
I woke up at 6 am and I'm still with my eyes open after running and stressing on everything I had around to get everything set and ready for the act. I left before it begun. I don't like politicians.
#2 I need a biiig punching bag.
You know, sometimes I really hate when people I care about tell me 'I'm fine' when I know they are a bag of shit inside, worrying like bloody, fucking insanes.
I'm at work still. Fuck. 05:31 p.m.
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Monday, May 12, 2003
Oh, scratch the last post. I'm tired of TF.org. Morons.
This girl is actually the one approved at TF.org for the Alucard fanlisting and wanted to use my work because she liked it. That's all. Her friend burnt my ass out on private mail and called me bitch. Oh, boy. What have I done to ever get the idea of EVER send my apply for that? *headache headache* *curses self* *thud thud thud thud* Why me, why me when I thought I wasn't going to get a headache for a single day. Arrrggg, it's my bad karma
I'm off to sleep. *collapses* 01:49 a.m.
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Sunday, May 11, 2003
*EATS HEADS*
One stupid girl mailed me to ask me if she could use one of the wallpapers at my Alucard Fanlisting for her fanlisting layout approved by TheFanlistings.org. My reply? No. Fucking. Way.
I worked my ass out on that fanlisting to provide the fans something extra when they joined and also the Hellsing fans and because of the FL.org's desorganization, I didn't get approved. So go and get the 2 brain cells working in your head to make yours. Be creative, people! 09:33 p.m.
BGM :: nothing
Saturday, May 10, 2003
Guess what I discovered I can do? *chuckle* Yep. Photoshop brushes. And no, don't look at me like 'wwoooaaahhhh, so she finally discovered America' *end sarcasm to self* ^^;;;; I had no sincere idea of how easy it was to make them and I'm sure you can make them too if you take your time enough to sit, play a little with photoshop and let your creativity go. I'm a vintage fan, so that's why I'm offering this set of 4 brushes for download with the condition that if you are going to use it, please make a small link to my blog. It's not that much, isn't it? ^.~ Yep, this is a linkware just to see if you'd like it. Perhaps, I could make a brushes site... who knows *ponder*
Vintage1 (Photoshop 6) / Download here
On other news: I am officially in luvvvvv with Loreena McKernnitt. MY GOSH! XDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!! *listens over and over again* This is the kingdom of inspiration, I am telling you <3<3<3<3<3<3
07:30 p.m.
BGM :: Snow / Loreena McKernnitt
Saturday, May 10, 2003
Shi, the wallpaper comes from Hiddencache, where you can find other works from the talented webmistress. ^^ 02:42 p.m.
BGM :: nuttin'!
Friday, May 9, 2003
Book fair reunion cancelled. Blaaah *pokes*
But I walked around a bit downtown and guess what I found on a record's store? Loreena McKernnitt's "A winter garden" album. Lovely Rae loves her and I listened to a couple of random songs online, so I bought it. Aaahhh. *nodnod* I'm currently listening to "God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen". Very nice.
*waves a kiss to Tangelly* ^_~ 08:40 p.m.
BGM :: God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen / Loreena McKernnitt
Friday, May 9, 2003
 *pokes radio* Get good music, you. Well, here it is ^^ the wallpaper version of the current layout for you to download. The preview can be found at the stats bar (at your right) under the image song. The version is lighter for a simple reason: I believe it looks better on desktop like that. I like playing with contrasts very much lately. Don't know why. Enjoy ^^
Today I have the Book Fair meeting again. And tomorrow I have to go to my French class. At morning. Early. Ooii.... -o-....
I'm contemplating the possibility of another quiz for Teishu. I simply have to empty my head for 2 seconds and actually fill it with ideas *whacks self* I don't know why I'm so distracted lately.
Watashi wa toshokan ni ikutsumori dewa arimasen T_T *groan*
12:04 p.m.
BGM :: the TV on at the kitchen
Friday, May 9, 2003
Hello, Eye-san.
Simple and clean, big space for entries *throws confitee* Creepy Seishirou-san looking at you! *pokes in the eye* XP
I have a big kick with Fiona Apple and Sei-chan's songs. Really. Since a long time ago. Criminal is definately his song (change 'girl' for 'boy'. Ehehehe) and Never is a Promise the final dialogue between Sei-chan & Subaru. I made a wallpaper for this version but I have to upload it on the layout, which I promise I'll do tomorrow *nodnodnod* ^_^
*pokes her*. You have talent. Because I say it and that's it. End of discussion. X3
Por qué carajo salen propagandas en el cgi-bin de teishu, ahora? O_o;;....
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
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X_____X;;;; OMFG. Divine Comedy is my favorite book of all history *EVER*, but I am /NOT/ violent. *blinks* Wow...
... and I'm off to sleep *collapses* 03:19 a.m.
BGM :: nothing really.
Thursday, May 8, 2003
 We went with mom to watch Chicago, the movie based on the musical. And before I begin with my comment, I'd like to remark that both of us watched the musical a couple of years ago and I have to say...
blah.
Go and see the musical. I recommend it over a million times over this movie. Honestly. The role of Billy Flynn is TOO big for Richard Geere. He doesn't have the potential required for Billy's voice, nor the charisma. His role is VERY forced. Roxy's role is so so, I don't know the actress well. Renne Zelleweager or something like that. She portrayed Roxy as a DUMB, not as the foxy Roxy Hart we all know. And it didn't convince me like the character did in the musical. The only that you can count as 'fairly good' is Catherine Zeta Jones. She had to REEAAAAALLY train those muscles to move. Her role is... pretty good. Not Velma completely but, good.
And the movie itself. Ohh yeah color and blah blah blah, but nothing you haven't seen at the theatre. If you are dumb and didn't catch the story, then ok, this movie is for you. You'll get it faster.
02:40 a.m.
BGM :: Beautiful / Christina Aguilera
Wednesday, May 7, 2003
At work. Bored as usual. Hoping to get my ass out of here soon. Chicago tonight on cinema. Hoping it will be good. Report later. 05:04 p.m.
BGM :: the stupid blonde next to me typing
Wednesday, May 7, 2003
For once in many days (liar. I do it every day. Scratch it if you want) I sat to contemplate what happens around myself and what or exactly *where* do I want to go. Again.
Ok, so let's put all in a balance, shall we?
I'm intelligent, I am logical, I am educated, I am still educating myself (as everyday one can do it in its various ways), I have my family still with me, I have found a pair of wonderful friends.
Negative:
I am getting my apathic/hyper period in a weird way (Up, down, up, down, up, down, etc), I don't have money, at my job they are going to pay me even less (They were paying me U$S33 now they'll pay me U$S16 each month), they don't consider me at all for anything, I'm doing the job of a half brained 12 year old, I'm beyond lazy.
In resume, I feel incomplete. I'm 22 years old and I'm growing nerves every single day. I need to work, I need it so badly, but there is no chance to get any job in my career around. My mother wants to pay me U$S 16 more each month if I go to help her at the library where she works. I'd love to, but I don't like that. She is paying me from her salary. And I want to earn my own money by my own sacrified damn work. It gets so depressing every day. I have no way to get damn money into this house to keep us alive and I'm the youngest of both of us, dammit!
I'll have to get any job. Somewhere, anywhere. I'm biting my lower lip every time I have to ask for money to mom, almost with tears in my eyes because it's not fair, it's not goddamn fair that she worked her ass out all these years to keep me safe and now when I can earn my own money, I can't do it, because there is no work anywhere. If my blood would be worth of something, I'd willingly give it for money. Honestly.
So I have to eat my pride and go to be used as a bag of nothing sitting in a self proclaimed trown of ignorance at that library, looking how others who didn't study at all because they were too damn lazy are taking the roles where /I/ should be standing, providing a good service, not an administrative stupid face to the public.
See how all my dreams are collapsing. Can you see them? Falling one by one, as I am being stepped over without being able to do anything. Pressure, tension, power. Murder to the soul. It's driving me crazy and I need to scream it.
I'll do it. I'll be a doctor, you hear me, goddamn fucking world? I'll be a Doctor in Information Services and Librarian Sciences as I've been dreaming ALL MY FUCKING LIFE and I'll strangle my actual self, this person I despise because she can't be able to do anything at all, because she's too young for the jobs and too capable to sit at a stupid PC in a place where they don't recognise anything of her aptitudes.
I was born for revolution on December 8th, 1980. I'm always evoluting and I can't stand here. I'll defeat this world of ignorance. I'll step on it and I'll raise myself victorious. 01:05 p.m.
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