Version Nº => 24

=> Posterboy {who}

Meet the new layout's poster boy for my blog (known as Private Heaven): Arucard from Hellsing. The man is a vampire, yet not a normal one (if you can call normal a vampire, muwahaha. -_-*). He takes the miserable existance of non-humans of Great Britain, temporary employed at the Hellsing organization by Integra Hellsing. With whom he holds a rather... *ahem* particular relationship (what I call: LoveYou / HateYou / GimmeMore... copyright Leticia S. XD)

Powerful, intense, passionate, unpredictable, sexy, arrogant and the embodyment of 'bloody bastard'; he walks among mortals mocking of their nature and calling them inferior than him, minding his own game, his own rules, and much to his own disagree, devoting himself entirely to the one he swore loyalty. For his own personal twisted reasons. <3<3<3

=> Musik {sounds of doom}

Inspiration came from the pleasure master himself, so let's say Arucard keeps his rank of muse pretty high. As much as you can get his wibes from the opening song, which you can download here:

--> Logos Naki World - Hellsing Opening

But... the song that rang in my head while combinating the different elements you can appreciate at the main image, besides the cover of the OST 1 (named: "Raid"), was "Long Hard Road Out Of Hell" by Marilyn Manson.

And you know what?

I was a rabid fan of the twisted Florida boy :P Yep. I just happen to pick from all styles what I like and at age 15 (My... so many years ago x_x), my musical instinct drove me there. I don't regret my musical tastes, since I'm a person with constant evolution in each sense. I simply *hate* to stay in a place. And that period of my life gave me yet another perspective to understand the world from another couple of lens I haven't used before. Marilyn Manson, helped to that in a way. My mother, who's the most open minded 60 something woman out there, happened to like some of it too, because all my life she kept a close dialogue with all my tastes. But that's another story.

From one of the 36 CDs I still keep from MM, I picked this song that belongs to the SPAWN movie, from the original soundrack, performed by Marilyn Manson and Sneaker Pimps, whose singer was the coure of the band and now that she's not with them any longer, nothing will be the same (Note from the blogger: DAMN IT! >___<''')

Now, why this song? Simple. It fits him perfectly. It's like an ironic words game of his eternity, like the 'I don't care' shell he keeps on his deepest and whicked feelings for Integra, his condition of (blatantly saying it) slave, and his personal hell. GOTTA LOVE IT! <3<3<3

Of course, you can download the song here:

--> Long Hard Road Out of Hell - Marilyn Manson

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[*] Leticia
[*] Quick name: Let-kun, Godmother (given by the Family), kiddie-frightener, unsane, baka, gringa, Marilé (Only biological family).
[*] 22
[*] December 8th, 1980 (same day John Lennon died, Saggitarius).
[*] House:
[*] dark ebony wavy medium short hair, white skin and gold brown eyes.
[*] 3rd year of Librarian Sciences
[*] CLAMP, Seishirou Sakurazuka, Severus Snape, The Weasley Twins, huge storms with thunders and wind (yeah, sue me), snakes, music, arts and books.
[*] Hikari no Naka e (Maaya Sakamoto)
[*] Hobbies:
* molesting otouto
* designing (or pretending)
* RPGing
* reading
* music
[*] Something else: Generally nice person. Though if you get to her wrong side, you'll hardly come back.

--> SITES

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Domain shared with FC

- Click! Superb Karma -
MP3 site.
Status: open.
- Click! Menthol -
AIM icons, Harry Potter adoption sprites and more.
Status: open!. ^^
- Click!For Life -
A Tribute clique for those who lived an intense love story... Status: open
- Underground
CLOVER's Lan & Gingetsu analysis shrine. Status: needs a *lot* of work.

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Saturday, February 15, 2003


So, here's the new layout. Phooey.

And check it out, coz there isn't only one song to download but 2. *points to the left* Go go go.

05:19 a.m.
BGM :: Da Funk / Daft Punk



Friday, February 14, 2003


Hey, happy Valentine, Leticia.

Because the motherfuckers of the library reduced your salary to $100 (U$S 33,5) for 2 hours of work every day. And not even in the library, but the internet section, which reduces you to the mere level of 'employed low shit', when you've just received your Professional Librarian title with Honors, and the third promedy in the entire fucking goddamn College.

I hate life. And I hate humans.

08:12 p.m.
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Friday, February 14, 2003


FELIZ ANIVERSARIO!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3!!!! I'm sorry I couldn't give you anything, couldn't send you a present either... but I'm actually lacking of money >_<''' (nothing new there, but still, I can always make some little sacrifices to make things for my friends) and what's worse, not even I could make a pretty online present for you simply because I'm braindead T_T well, the important thing is what I want to tell you here:

As many circles life makes you turn into, as many bumps you receive or joyful moments to remember; I'll be here thinking of your strength you keep to face those situations, as you are doing it right now with every single episode in your life. I remember one of the first mails we exchanged and I keep it so dear and close to my heart because it came from the lightly fearful Dhan, not sure if he wanted to trust or speak too much to this 20something girl in Argentina. Somehow the "Dark Hinoto" as you like to call me, found in you an unique friendship leading to the unofficial adopting of a sibling <3<3<3

For all this and much more I'm forgetting, have an excellent day with those who love you, my dear. AMO VOCÊ!!! ^____________________^

04:05 a.m.
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Friday, February 14, 2003


OMG, I'm STARVING!

The allergy I had a couple of weeks ago resumed into one lone result: go to the doctor. I've been revised and she gave me a strict diet based on vegetables because she says I'm lacking of some vitamins so... I have to go under treatment for a while -.-

Let's make it clear from the very beginning. I do not like vegetables. At all. I'm a carnivorous person and I can't think of anything else but grass on my mouth when I eat vegetables. Now, I'm forced to eat 2 plates of it at lunch, then some cereals and yogurt at night as dinner T_T I'm going to start munching on my mousepad soon.

Plus the work at library this afternoon was... cathastrophic -_- I had to clean the 82-2 section (Theatre) and I found many, many books I had to throw because of their humidity state. Forty seven in total. Arggg.

And here's what brighted my day:

Yume no Naka
Shiranai Hutari
Niji wo Miru Two


(Translation:
Within a dream
Two strangers
View rainbows)

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Written by him (and, though unrecognized, part of it mine too ^^;;;)

01:31 a.m.
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Tuesday, February 11, 2003


Meet my new discovery.

Meet the man haunting my whickest current dreams.

Meet what my next layout will be potraying ^_~

One last thing...

Arucard is eating my brain piece by piece. Slowly.

12:29 p.m.
BGM :: Logos Naki World / Hellsing



Monday, February 10, 2003


And just to go on Tangelly's molestation...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU SLASHY HERO!

;P

05:46 a.m.
BGM :: the thunders outside. There's a storm, yay!



Monday, February 10, 2003




X_X;;;... okaaaaaaayyy...

12:50 a.m.
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Saturday, February 8, 2003


I made 2 layouts yesterday. One for here (which I don't know if they'll use O.o) and for here. Where I plan to update (FINALLY!!!!) very soon.

And I'm off to be the kitty amusement park T_T

EDIT: THERE YOU ARE! Yay! XD

Edit 2: No more kitten. The monsters of my family took it off to the vet again. I hate them.

11:11 a.m.
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Thursday, February 6, 2003


You are not European
You are not European.

What's your Inner European?

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.... suteki da ne? ^^;;;; ^^;

12:46 p.m.
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Thursday, February 6, 2003


*PURR*

Aahhhhh... ooohh... aaahhhh....

Divine creature that walk on Earth, on British ground... <3<3<3<3... That sends shivers down my spine with the infinite silky gift that comes from the bliss of your throat...<3<3<3<3... You, that touch every fiber of my senses with the delightful bliss of your solemn presence... <3<3<3... :

I am, never doubt of it, your devoted slave.

*Alan Rickman's fangirlism squeal*

###^______________^### isn't he Divine?

04:37 a.m.
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Wednesday, February 5, 2003


I may be going to dissapear from time to time like her now, for I have to study for my exams in less than a... month. Not only 1, but 3. ^^;;; and don't ask me how I do it because my college buddies have hated me enough for this these 3 years.

It's the first time that I leave 3 final exams for March. But surprisingly, I'd almost say unexpectedly... I feel like actually *studying* Laugh if you want. But I could say that during all my school time, since first grade till college, I rarely have studied. Memory? No. Luck? Perhaps. How did I pass my exams? .... I don't know. The fact is that I did, and with fairly good grades. Up to 8 (of 10, which is the highest mark here), and still... well.

*yawns* Which reminds me, I have to get going now. Aaaaand, I'll be back in a while ^^

02:28 p.m.
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Tuesday, February 4, 2003


Okaaaaaay....

For the little ones who think that Catholic Church can't do anything but making fun of itself, I dare you read this article. And no, it's not a MAD magazine article. So.. because I'm eBBBBil and I can, and because I'm legally bauphtized as Catholic THOUGH I'm far from being one of them, I present you the extra-official new religious stamps the Vatican put on sell. Before you spend 20 miserable minutes of your existence flaming me, I warn you, I won't read it ^________^

In The Name of The Father...

... The Son...

AND THE GOLDEN MINE I'VE MADE OF THIS! Muwahahaha!! *insert evil laugher with Satanic BGM here*

... Amen!.

05:29 a.m.
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Sunday, February 2, 2003


Malene. Click to enlarge ^_^ I joined an X based RPG that promises LOT of fun. It's been a while since I last got involved with the X players, last time was here, and... unfortunatelly some of the players had a lot of things to do IRL so it went to sleep land *sniffles and huggles her Oharu Kigai character*
My try for character this time is the Chi no Ryuu Yumemi (Kanoe's place, to be more exact) Malene Spinnennetze. The German speakers/readers will know some of the meaning of her name ^_~. I found myself falling into this game through this young man, who also applied for 2 Chi no Ryuu characters so if I'm approved, I'll be making his life miserable XD Anyways, you can go and read her story to know more about it. It's required that the players make a site for their characters profiles. So there's my try ^^; Notice for everyone: know that I haven't seen FLCL, but to make Malene's embodyment, I used Haruko's base, because she fits into my idea for the Not-your-cup-of-tea-Dreamgazer type I love. And I used my beloved experimental online music group, Nitrada for her image song XDDDD. I've noticed I've received some referrals from Nitrada & Love me, so if you are interested, go and download it from Malene's profile site. If you are interested into roleplaying with well thought, interesting characters, do not hesitate to give it a try. ^^

09:47 p.m.
BGM :: Love me / Nitrada



Friday, January 31, 2003


Learn Japanese with the menacing trio. *shudders* (notice how subtle they are while reading what the producer is telling them to do, specially Rupert Grint O_o;;)

Yesterday there were 41º grades. Today, 43. I'm feeling heavier than a rock in the middle of the Atacama desert. The day is literally insopportable. Do I need to say I'm going to sink into the swimming pool all day to survive? Well, now you guess why I love winter so much.

Living 6 blocks away from the river doesn't help. The humity KILLS.


You are maroon. You represent cunning stength, but usually a manipulative power evolves from it. You are vengeful and impure, and have nearly lost all hope at become beautiful inside again.
What inner color are you?

Quiz by Shirono

O... kay. What a nice life prospective. Hm. Juri-san. Whatever, that's what it counts.

and I'm off.

02:50 p.m.
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Friday, January 31, 2003


MUWAAAHHAHAHAH!!! SHE is moving HERE!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3

Congratulations for the new baby! *clicks glass of champagne* ^_________________^

04:19 a.m.
BGM :: Stay / Lisa Loeb



Thursday, January 30, 2003


blue fairy
You like to be alone and see everything around you.
You like to do things alone. You are a fall fairy
but fall is a very pretty and soft time of year

What kind of fairy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Nice. Only that the maker of the quiz REALLY needs a good grammar book.

02:34 p.m.
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Thursday, January 30, 2003


For some odd reason I'm desperate for sugar right now. And there isn't a freaking sweet on the house at all. What do I have to do? Munch on sugar.
I don't think I'm diabetic. I rely the fact more on the probability that it's related to my... nerves and tension about my upcoming exams PLUS the uncertainty about my job. And the money income for my house.

Today my hands burnt. Literally, burnt.

It's a common thing that I have a kind of alergy on a specifical period on the year (sept/nov) where the skin at the palms of my hands change. Yes, just like if you'd take the dry glue off your hands when you were a kid, remember? Just like that. But this afternoon my hands went dotted with red spots, it was burning like flames. My blood wasn't actually running. So I had to keep my hands up as an idiot until they went to normality. Took 20 minutes.

Damn it. To make things greater, the climate is so, SO fucking hot that it won't rain for days. I LOATHE SUMMER.

04:22 a.m.
BGM :: Say / Lisa Loeb



Wednesday, January 29, 2003


For some days I've been playing with graphics and since I've started working on my avatar for the forum, I made a couple of ones maybe some of you would like to use. So, here they are, for free usage. Save on your own server though, because they won't stay online for long.



From Angel Sanctuary, Chobits, Angelic Layer and DigiCharat. I personally like Lucifer-sama's one <3<3<3<3 Hopefully they'll find grateful owners, not like someone who doesn't appreciate them ¬_¬ºººº... Bah, you are a bloody bastard but you know I love you, Melan.

04:00 p.m.
BGM :: Gloria in excelsis Deo / Vivaldi



Tuesday, January 28, 2003


Joined here. I like it, interesting people. Like my avi?

The climate is so damn hot that I'm sure that if you want to fry an egg on the pavement, you'll success on it. I'm writing on my laptop from Okaasan's garden. Went to the swimming pool and the water was /warm/. Geeez. And it's a huge pool, where the water is constantly refilled. *sigh*.

And I'm still melting.

I'm making a new layout for Teishu. I'm sorry to hear what happened with your layout. Anyways, I'm sure that your domain will wear one of your breathtaking creations. ^^

06:53 p.m.
BGM :: The cicadas singing.



Tuesday, January 28, 2003


Ranting. So read if you want, if not, bugg off.

I feel like wanting to vanish from life. I feel that everything I touch rottens. Even my loved ones. the fact that it's been days since I last talked with Mou scars me and digs my nails more into my head. Because there is something very wrong with me, and I wish I could know what is it. Despite of being born, of course.

What is it that ties me to this unsupportable being such as myself. Life is a parade of dull boring faces and I don't like to admire over and over again the monotony of my life, so I try to improve myself on what I like to do. Still, I don't success. I look at me. What do I see?

What do I see....

The living corpse of Leticia Sayal walking through the grayness of life. The girl alien to a hug. To a smile.

A family who loves her, but can't do anything to make her happy. Friends who are too busy in their lives. Three marks on her heart that are eating each inch of her humanity. Unceasingly.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry to all the people who has been touched by the marks of my dirty hands. I'm sorry for putting yet another stone in your lives with my sufferable existence and having to deal with this bag of waste.

To all those of you who know what I'm talking about, my most sincere apologises.

04:01 a.m.
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Monday, January 27, 2003



Take the What layout are you? quiz @ Angelette.net

*dies laughing* And I hate frames, really! ^^;;;;; but they do are one of the greatest inventions on web for me ^^;;;; *feels embarassed at the akward situation*

03:36 p.m.
BGM :: the sound of my old ventilator e_e....



Monday, January 27, 2003


*gasp*

I simply L.O.V.E this layout. I've never seen that picture and now I'm in love with it. I <3<3<3 Kanoe too, in fact, my laptop's name is Kanoe ^o^ <3<3<3<3

04:36 a.m.
BGM :: Thinking of you / Bonnie Pink



Sunday, January 26, 2003


Asuka Updates. Right

I just have to say I love Sakurazukamori Subaru. Kanoe's developement with Hinoto's reveal has been much expected, IMO, of course if you've watched the movie. And... yeah, pretty much undestood Kanoe's lines at the TV series. If he killed her or not, well, that will be said in next Asuka but I think of the image of Kanoe strangled hmm... are those wires, in the vision? Hhhhhmmm....

No matter how much you look at him. No matter how much you can see that he's falling in his own deepest pit. No matter how many silly fangirls make a 'KamuiWhore!' of him...

The Sumeragi is merely... Seishirou's steps still walking on earth. <3<3<3

EDIT: For those ones who have NO idea of what I'm talking about, please proceed here. ^^

04:34 a.m.
BGM :: Sadame Piano v. / X TV



Saturday, January 25, 2003


Serial Experiments Lain Layer: 01 WEIRD

YESSS!!! XD Lain vol 1 & 2 are here! Only that I see it in black and white >___<''' my tv is dead and I'm using a very old one. Since it's NTSC, I can't make it go on colors. *kicks the thing* Stupid box.

Last night I went on a poker party >XDDD!!! It's been long since I last did it and I had lots of fun. Not so many money ($40) but lots of laughs ^^ I didn't loose my luck on this as I thought.

Love those colors too, Nadia <3<3<3<3<3 Very spiffy

And so he goes to the army -___-;;; you have a last chance to escape from that shit. USE IT!

Not only I love your writing style, now I love your poetry. I hate it the way you charm me. Evil, evil, evil. *tugs on your arm*

Que pelotuda ^^;;;; perdoname que sea tu hermana, pero yo le arrancaría los pelos y la revoleo por la ventanilla XP

... and I'm off to clean this trash where I'm living called 'house'. Ugh.

09:59 a.m.
BGM :: random sounds from TV.



Thursday, January 23, 2003


*kisses pack of Philip Morris* Ah, I missed you.

You know? Unlike many people, I can control my likeness on cigarettes. I can smoke for 3, 4 months, sometimes just a week, and then not touch a cigarette in almost a year. I smoke when I want and when I don't, I simply don't. I like this attitude of mine.

... the more I look at Ayumi Hamasaki, the less I like her. She looks like a plastic doll. Maybe it's just me.

*whacks self* Before I forget, thanks to all of you who left your lovely messages at my tagboard and your respective blogs about my layout ^_^

You are correct. I don't care about this any longer. If they don't reply to the mails, that's maybe because they aren't interested? *shrugs* I sent a note to the Spanish ML where the artists who closed the Links section because of 'Japanese arts abuse' and no reply. So the hell with all of them. Nobody cares, so whatever.


Which Poem Are You? made by Lucky

Wow.

01:48 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003


You're the Real Seishirou in Tokyo Babylon.This is you without the genki veterinarian mask. In reality you're really scary and extrememly possessive of your Subaru-kun. Following anime

You're the Real Seishirou in Tokyo Babylon. This is you without the genki veterinarian mask. In reality, you're really scary and extrememly possessive of your Subaru-kun. Following anime bishounen rules, you are as sexy as you are evil. You kill Hokuto and you scar Subaru for life. Go you. You're a possessive bastard and we love you.
Which Seishirou are You?
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The Seishirou I love. Ah yesssss <3<3<3<3

01:14 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003



*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.
What pisses you off?
Created by ptocheia


Duh!

12:18 a.m.
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Monday, January 20, 2003


Okay. So taking the initiative from the Online Fanarts Protection union, I'm making my part on the respect. I take this quote:

"Don't just say "I can't", try to draw one and use it in your website! Even if that is an unsatisfying one, that'll be original, more entertaining, and more fun website to both you and guests"

so there it is. If I don't get a fucking laugh from my visitors or a toe licking expression of awe at my art (Note the sarcasm ball falling on you. AAAHH!!!!!!), then I give up on my support for this. Ehehehehe.

=>>> Hinoto Hime
=>>> Sakurazukamori Subaru
=>>> Shikigami
=>>> Severus Snape

Why am I taking this with my style of humor? Because I consider all this ridiculous. And why is that? Because when you ask for permission sending 3 million fucking emails, the artists ignore you, not even replying "Get off, I'm not allowing you to use my fanart on a layout or wallpaper". WTF? They say "do one and put it on your site" as if making a CG would be SO damn easy. Not everybody can draw, or can they and I'm the only one at the human race that can't make a drawing? So there. Rant all you want on me.

And they can't say that I didn't try.

08:56 p.m.
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Monday, January 20, 2003


I was watching TV the other day, more specifically at the news. And they commented about an advertisment about war on US. It was a guy who went to charge gas on his car and then, they practically acussed him of 'traitor' or any of those sorts for contributing to the Arabic states because he was getting... gas? *blinks* My, American stupidity has no limits sometimes. NO. Let's not generalize, ok? Just MOST of them. Because I know excellent people who are American and have more brain.

Can't they see that war is archaic? Ok. enough 2 cents of what I give about the whole thing.

Yaaaay for Camelot because it's been a bloody month and they haven't send me the LAIN vol 1 and 2 I asked. Fuckers.

The climate is being funky. Hmmm... 2 minutes of rain, 2 minutes of sun, 2 minutes of frying hotness, 2 minutes of icy cold. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

TV comment: Para las/los argentinas/os :PPP Vieron a Laport simulando bailar flamenco en TV? Con ese tatuaje hecho con fibra Castel en el lomo? >PPPP *se mata de risa* Y la mina cantando parecía que le estaban pisando el callo cada cinco segundos *rolls laughing on floor*

The most interesting thing on TV for long: an interview to the trash collectors from Cliba. *claps* You guys rock. YES!!

04:07 p.m.
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