Disclaimer: This is all Laurelgand and Moonsong's fault. If not for them I'd never be writing this stuff on this page. Blame them and especially Laurelgand for the corpse tea.

[version 29] The virtual diva herself: Sharon Apple, the idoru from Macross Plus. The title of the blog comes from the title of William Gibson's novel Idoru, about the elusive virtual Japanese idol singer Rei Toei. Lyrics on titlebar from Sharon Apple song Pulse.

" 'We don't "make" Rei's videos," Kuwayama said, 'not in the usual sense. They emerge directly from her ongoing experience of the world. They are her dreams, if you will.'

'You dream as well, don't you, Mr. Laney?' the idoru said. 'That is your talent. Yamazaki says it is like seeing faces in the clouds, except that the faces are really there.' "

 
transmission [] harry potter, yaoi, and stuff
date [] nichiyoubi 11.18.01
music [] macross plus, pulse

I have been doing nothing all day. Actually I have been doing really nothing all weekend. I need to update the SnK site, but I've been sitting here umm...reading Harry Potter fanfic. ^^;;

I really didn't mean to get into the fandom...honest. I didn't think the books were incredibly good. I mean, yeah they were good, and J.K. Rowling's writing style improves very noticeably and dramatically from the first book to the fourth...if this keeps up, I'm excited to see what she has in store for the next couple of books. But it was the fandom that really got me. I think someone said that before...but I can't remember who. *shakes head*

I think part of the reason is that I haven't read good fanfic in so long. When I first got into anime I'd sit up all night just reading fanfiction. But what I found is that after a while there's not really a whole lot of GREAT fanfic out there. Most othe fanfic is mediocre-to-good, or downright crappy. I guess I've spoiled myself enough on good fanfic to not be able to appreciate regular fanfic. Or something.

Anyway, the Harry Potter fandom has fanfiction like it should be written, and that's probably why I can't get out of it now. Authors who really care about their stories, not just looking for a way to add their names onto the 1000000 fanfics out there in existence. It kind of makes me sad, because the HP fandom is already going downhill too...whenever a series hits the limelight, the quality of fanfic decreases (example: Gundam Wing or Weiss). It's not a pretty thing.

I recently discovered the little blurb on WB's so-called "Harry Potter Porn," and even as someone who doesn't regularly look for yaoi/slash/whatever language you want to call it fics, that highly offends me. Writers should be able to write what they want, and what's the point of bannning two well-written, in-character, grammatically correct HarryXDraco fics when there are are horrible quality fanfics out there featuring just as smutty renditions of heterosexual parings? It's those authors who write unreadable crap that need to be banned. If you want to ban yaoi, ban all that horrible crap coming out of the GW fandom before banning HP fics. (Not to bash GW fic authors...I am one, and my favorite GW fic happens to be shounen-ai.)

Anyway, enough ranting. I think I am going to go see the HP movie over Thanksgiving with my brother and check out the new Star Wars trailer that's supposed to be coming out on it. There are so many good movies coming out in the next couple of months...it's going to be awesome. ^_^ I'm pleased that people are actually getting some ideas in their heads of what makes a good movie, instead of churning out mass-marketed movies which rehash the same old plot elements. I'm especially excited about the Lord of the Rings movie.

Actually, I should be doing my homework, not ranting about Harry Potter. I might be on tonight, I might not. I might be looking for my HP fics. XD I think the Harry/Draco pairing is getting up there with DuoXWufei on my list of good yaoi pairings.

....I LIKE DuoXWufei! *is probably one of the 10 people in the world who does*

cadet tarrant reported to the mess checker at 2007 hours

 
transmission [] analysis
date [] kinyoubi 11.16.01
music [] weiss kreuz, a heart that cannot understand

I'm back with food! Ano...I hate random analysis thingys but at the same time they're rather amusing. This one is here

Your view on yourself
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship.
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love.
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you.
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success?
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of?
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self?
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

Hmm...most of it's accurate. Some of it's amusing. XD Go do your own analysis thingy!

Neesan, remind me to send you the orchestra version of Tsuki ni Inoru today. ^^

QS, I will have Trowa's side finished by tonight. Sorry I fell asleep. ^^;;;

Laurel, I found Kamui's Yakusoku. If you're on tomorrow, I'll give it to you. ^_^

OK that's it for now. I'm going back to bed. XD Oyasumi!

cadet tarrant reported to the mess checker at 0606 hours

 
transmission [] long naps
date [] kinyoubi 11.16.01
music [] lareine, fuyu tokyo

Today it rained. ^^;; Actually, it was yesterday now. It'd been drizzling off and on all day and it just so happened that right as I got out of class and had started walking to my car that it started pouring. It took me an extra 15 minutes or so to get home since the traffic on the highway was pretty much not moving. ><

So I got home and got into dry clothes (do you know how uncomfortable a wet uniform is?? ^^;;) and decided to write something for SnK. Unfortunately the power chose at that moment to go out, so I decided to take a nap. I thought, "well, I'll wake up at about 8 and then finish my work and go to bed."

At 2 AM I woke up and looked at the clock and said "It can't be 2 AM!"

Well it was *dies*

So that is why I'm awake now. I'll probably go back to bed in about half an hour or so, but I need to get something to eat cause I'm hungry. XD

cadet tarrant reported to the mess checker at 0536 hours

 
transmission [] hmmmmmmmmm
date [] mokuyoubi 11.15.01
music [] glay, special thanks (piano version)

OK so I told everyone I was going to bed an hour ago and stayed up to type my review of Glay's However vid. No, I'm not obsessed, what are you talking about? XD

Neesan, I WILL convert you yet!! *puts Miki Piano on endless repeat*

Sorry I haven't blogged in a few days. And sorry for that...inscrutable entry below. I was in a weird mood on Sunday night and pretty much just frustrated with everyone around me. I'm better now though. ^_^ And feeling pretty damn accomplished. I've managed to get my homework for every class done for every day this week BEFORE 10 PM. *looks proud*

AND I got an email tonight from someone. XD I don't want to say more than that, but just say it was a pleasant surprise. Neesan and QS know who I'm talking about XD. He really does surprise me to no end...

Ah, damn PT. *grumbles* Due to my having to wake up at an ungodly hour of the morning tomorrow, I'm heading to bed. Oyasumi ^^;

cadet tarrant reported to the mess checker at 0059 hours

 
transmission [] hitohira no jiyuu
date [] getsuyoubi 11.12.01

I believe in you. I have to believe that, becuase I can't believe in myself.

meguri kuru toki ni
yakusoku o ubaware sou
kono ryoute sashi nobete mo
kokoro wa hanarete

I feel the changing seasons
will see my promises broken
even if i reach out with both hands
my heart will stay distant

 

 
transmission [] finally
date [] mokuyoubi 11.08.01
music [] hyde, evergreen

The long-awaited layout has finally arrived. >< I was actually gonna put it up last night but the pitas server was down from about 5 PM to sometime this morning, so I gave up. But I did it this afternoon! *looks proud*

I've been trying to finish Idoru for a long time now but all I have time to read is about 2-3 pages a day. And it's not exactly a short novel...it's the only novel that has kept me interested in it for any amount of time lately, however. Maybe it's the Macross element. XD

Neesan...*squish* Ganbatte ne? ^_~

We have that 24 hour POW/MIA run tonight, which marks the beginning of POW/Alumni/Dining out day. What fun. >< I won't be home at all tomorrow, and I'm running the campus loop tonight at 3 in the morning. *dies* Yes, I know I'm insane. No need to tell me again.

I'm currently listening to Hyde die on Blurry Eyes...for such a semi-depressing song, he's sure having fun with it! ^^;;

SnK mission logs and sides will be posted tonight.

cadet tarrant reported to the mess checker at 1819 hours

[IDORU]//[v29]
sharon apple
[macross plus]

Name |:| Gerald Tarrant
Age |:| 20
Occupation |:| College junior, Air Force ROTC cadet (AFROTC Det 825, AS300, Marauder Flight)
Favorite band |:| L'Arc~en~Ciel
Favorite seiyuu |:| Seki Tomokazu
Image song |:| Hamasaki Ayumi, Endless Sorrow
At the moment, obsessed with|:| Macross, Jrock, Shoujo Kakumei Utena, mp3s, CD burning, and BLOGS
Likes |:| Music, anime, HTML, fanfiction writing, corpse tea, and packages!
Dislikes |:| School, homework, wing staff meetings, flames, getting up early, comforsting!
Current mood |:|

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POW/MIA
Name |:| Major James Hale Tucker
From |:| Paunee, Oklahoma
Shot down |:| 26 April 1966 over North Vietnam
Flying |:| RF-4C
As an AFROTC cadet of AFROTC Detachment 825 at the University of Texas, Austin, I wear this POW/MIA bracelet to aid in the efforts of the United States to bring home those men and women who served our country in combat and have yet to return. It is a statement and a promise, a pledge that they are not forgotten...


Quote
Leaders are people who do the right thing. Managers are people who do things right.

--Warren G. Bennis


Various Obsessive Lists
I Have List
Japanese mp3 List
Japanese Music Video List
Temple
Top 100 Favorite Characters
Wish List


My Sites
Aoiryuu.com
AsrunDream.net
Battalion HQ: the 08 MS Team
ChaoticEmpire.org
Crimson Legend
Dark Lords of the Sith
The Four Gods Sky and Earth
Landover
MidnightRevolution.org
Seraphitus
Something Eternal
Sainan no Kekka
Totsugeki Love Heart!


Websites
Air Force Link
Elfwood
Empty Movement
The Fire and the Rose
Mitsukake.com
Moonsong's Realm
Niaserie
Planetcolu.com
Quicksilver's Labyrinth
Schuldich als Sunde
Solace: Your Journey's End
Ueno Park
WeissKreuz.net
Winter Iris


Weblogs
Exar Kun
Jen
Laurelgand
Lyra Stormrider
Kevin Marks
Mearl Dox
Moonsong
Nathan Liang
Night~Mare
Quicksilver
Saishi
Sainan no Kekka
Shi
Shiroi Heya
Team Twee
Tin Mandigma


Anime
1. Macross 7
2. Shoujo Kakumei Utena
3. Tenkuu no Escaflowne
4. Gundam X
5. Cowboy Bebop


JRock Songs
1. /\ucifer, Silent Melody
2. Lareine, When 25:17
3. Hyde, Evergreen
4. Oblivion Dust, Alien
5. Glay, Hitohira no Jiyuu


JRock Promotional Videos (PVs)
1. L'Arc~en~Ciel, Dive to Blue
2. Luna Sea, Tonight
3. X Japan, Endless Rain
4. Glay, However
5. L'Arc~en~Ciel, Driver's High


Anime Songs
1. Macross Plus, A Sai En
2. Tenkuu no Escaflowne, Yakusoku wa Iranai
3. Macross Plus, Pulse
4. Macross 7, Galaxy
5. Gundam 08 MS Team, Mirai no Futari ni


Anime Openings
1. Macross 7, Dynamite Explosion
2. Final Fantasy VIII, Liberi Fatali
3. Tenkuu no Escaflowne, Yakusoku wa Iranai
4. Gundam Wing, Just Communication
5. Serial Experiments Lain, Duvet


Anime Fan Videos
1. Fushigi Yuugi, Dreams Come True (SES)
2. Macross Plus, After, In the Dark
3. Shoujo Kakumei Utena, Peace and Love Incorporated (Information Society)
4. Gundam Wing, Invincible (Pat Benetar)
5. Serial Experiments Lain, Try (Natalie Imbruglia)


Movies
1. Star Wars
2. Gettysburg
3. The Emperor and the Assassin
4. Ben-Hur
5. Thirteen Days


Books
1. William Faulkner, The Sound and the Fury
2. Margaret Weis, Star of the Guardians
3. C.S. Friedman, The Coldfire Trilogy
4. Stephen Lawhead, Song of Albion Trilogy
5. J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings


IMAGE SONG LYRICS!

This is for everyone. You know who you are. ^_^

ENDLESS SORROW
Hamasaki Ayumi

tatoeba hitorikiri de
nanimo mienaku natta to shite
tatoeba sore demo mada
mae ni susumou to suru no nara

even if all alone
you lost sight of everything
even if you would still
try to move forward

koko e kite, kono te o

come to me and take my hand

kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga
hitotsu shika nakute mo
boku ni moshi tsubasa ga
hitotsu shika nokotte nakute mo

even if you have only a single wing
even if i have only one wing left

tatoeba shinjiru mono
nani hitotsu naku natta to shite
tatoeba soko ni wa tada
zetsubou dake ga nokotta nara

even if you lost
everything you believed in
even if the only thing left
for you was despair

douka kono inori o
hane no nai tenshi ga
afureteru jidai de

I beg you, hear my prayer
in an era full of wingless angels

kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga
nokosarete nakute mo
boku ni moshi tsubasa ga
hitotsu demo nokotte-iru nara

even if you have no wings left
even if i have only one wing left

issho ni...issho ni...

together...together...


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