Disclaimer: This is all Laurelgand and Moonsong's fault. If not for them I'd never be writing this stuff on this page. Blame them and especially Laurelgand for the corpse tea.

[version 31] The legendary band Luna Sea. From left to right: Ryuichi, Sugizo, Inoran, J, Shinya. Guitar is Sugizo's ESP Eclipse S-V. Lyrics from Into the Sun, the last song that Luna Sea ever wrote and one of their best: pulsing, primordial, enveloping you in the rhythm of an ancient beat.

the noise twisting around us
now we cut it away and run
towards the birthplace of the gods
into the sun
until you are destroyed
burn on stronger still

 
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mokuyoubi 12.13.01 | malice mizer, brise

[Gerald talking to Lyra on IM at 1 in the morning]

Gerald: i hate studying
Gerald: ><
Gerald: i really don't care what the five rules for effective supervision are
Gerald: magical! merriment!
Gerald: communion with nimrod!
Gerald: err those weren't the five rules by the way

I made a commemorative wallpaper for Malice Mizer. The 800x600 version is here and the 1024x768 version is here here. Neesan has also used the smaller version of it for her blog layout...*sniffles sadly*

ger flew into the sun at 0122 hours

 
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suiyoubi 12.12.01 | malice mizer, garnet

On my note about Garnet and the lack of a farewell song below in my last entry.

Scratch that.

I don't know if this theory will hold any water at all, but Moonsong has already mentioned this, so I will expound on it. Garnet sounds almost exactly like Au Revoir, one of the Malice Mizer songs from the Gackt era. Garnet is also almost exactly half as long as Au Revoir, besides being only...half a song. There's one verse and one chorus, and that's it. I don't know if this version if the correct version or if there's a longer version somewhere, but this is very fishy.

If you listen carefully, you'll notice that it also carries the sounds of other past Malice Mizer songs. Egee, Je te Veux, and Beast of Blood come to mind, and the recording style makes it sound ever-so-faintly like an indies recording. The chorus also is reminiscent of Gardenia.

So maybe I was wrong. Maybe Garnet IS Malice Mizer's farewell song, a combination of EVERYTHING they've ever done wrapped up into one song, which is why it sounds so...weird. After all, when you take fifty-odd songs and combine them into one, it's bound to get a little strange. It's like Garnet is a reprise of Au Revoir. And we all know that reprises of songs usually come...at the end of an album. And we also all know what "au revoir" means.

Mana...you idiot.

ger flew into the sun at 2243 hours

 
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suiyoubi 12.12.01 | malice mizer, garnet

Well, if you've talked to me or neesan in the past two days, you probably know.

Malice Mizer disbanded yesterday, December 11, 2001.

I suppose it really isn't that big of a deal and shouldn't be to me, but when neesan told me, I thought she was joking. But there it was, on their site. I didn't know what to think. I still really don't.

There's the obvious response for people who don't follow Malice Mizer, jrock, or music in general: "so what? They're just a band." But Malice Mizer is more than just another band to me. I've been a loyal fan for more than year; perhaps not as fanatic as some, but Malice Mizer has been so much of an inspiration to me. It might seem ridiculous to some people for fans to get upset over "some band," but I'll just say that I take my music very seriously, and for people whom I've never met and music that I've never heard played live, they've touched me tremendously. I haven't always agreed with what they've done, but I've never stopped listening and believing.

I first heard of Malice Mizer online. I wasn't a very big visual jrock band fan at the time, but the sites that I visited spoke highly enough of them that I decided to give them a try. At that time, Gackt had been absent from the band for about a year and activity was slow. I downloaded most of their Merveilles songs and then went and bought the CD. I couldn't have made a better choice. Merveilles is one of the best albums I have ever heard and one that I still listen to regularly. The music in it has made me laugh, cry, and tears at my soul like very few pieces of music have ever done.

When I heard that Klaha had joined the band, I eagerly looked forward to more songs, and was surprised and oddly shocked at first at the "new sound" that I heard from Malice Mizer. Looking back, I realize that Gackt's direction was very different from Mana/Klaha's, and that I shouldn't have assumed that they would keep making the same kind of music with Gackt gone. And they didn't. It took a while to sink in, but I remember when it struck me that Klaha fit in with Malice Mizer much better than Gackt had. And that his songs were different in a wonderful way.

And really, it's not about what vocalist sings what song, but about the overall message. And I think that through their nine years of making music, Malice Mizer has carried their vision admirably. I wasn't a fan when Gackt left. I wasn't even a fan when Kami passed away. But it doesn't mean that they and all of the former and present band members haven't passed on their vision.

I suppose it's different for me because Malice Mizer is the first band to disband that I actually followed while they were active. Luna Sea and X Japan and the ones of the past...yeah, they disbanded, but I wasn't there. I didn't experience it. This...this is real.

I don't know how it happened, and quite honestly, all of us who are Malice Mizer fans are shocked, because we never saw it coming. There wasn't a hint, not anything on their site about solo work, nothing. That's pretty understandable, because Malice Mizer is one of the most reclusive and secretive bands I've ever known, but it would have been nice of them to warn their fans. Then again, maybe Mana thought it would be easier to break it all at once, but I would have thought there would be something. As romantic as they are, maybe a farewell song? X Japan had their The Last Song and Luna Sea had Love Song/Into the Sun. The last single Malice Mizer released was Garnet. It's a nice song...but it's a disappointment for a last release. That makes me believe that something must have happened that lead to this breakup. That it wasn't a planned incident.

Some people are saying that this is temporary and that they'll get back together. If so, I'll be looking forward to it. I'm trying to ignore the little voice inside my head that tells me that bands are never as good as they once were after they get back together after a hiatus. We'll see what happens.

I'm saddened by their loss from the jrock community. Many of the newer visual jrock bands have more looks than they did talent. Malice Mizer was one of the few that had the talent and the vision to reach out and explore. Even though I believe that their height was during their Merveilles period, and that they were never the same after Gackt left (and I know many fans will agree with me), Klaha's addition to the band was probably one of the best things that could have happened to them at that point. I know I speak for everyone when I say that we were all looking forward to the band's new direction, and this is an incredible loss.

I for one can say that their message was heard. Through Japan, throughout the whole world. I think Mana would be pleased.

To Mana, Klaha, Közi, Yu~ki, Tetsu, Gackt, and...yes, even Kami...until we meet again. Because even though we have not met in person, we have been together in spirit.

I believe that.

I've translated Malice Mizer's farewell message from their site. You can find it up at Shiroi Heya if you're interested.

ger flew into the sun at 2218 hours

 
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getsuyoubi 12.10.01 | siam shade, love

OK so I'm majorly procrastinating on my paper here.

Moonsong: You know... the problem with DEG fic in script format, besides the obvious, is when someone walks over to Die...
Moonsong: Observe: Shinya: Oh no! *goes to Die*
Gerald: ........................
Gerald: *DIES*
Gerald: *no pun intended*
Moonsong: o.o

ger flew into the sun at 1822 hours

 
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getsuyoubi 12.10.01 | gackt, another world

*smirks at neesan* I see you finally discovered Happy Swing Space Site and Teru Me Night Glay. *dies* When I say Glay English is the most amusing thing in the world, I'm not kidding! *hugs* I'm glad you're feeling better anyway today. And did you know that you posted some of your entries this morning twice? And there's one entry that's blank. XD Must be the pitas server.

I actually had a very productive weekend. School's out, but I had to get up on Saturday anyway to help out at the 14th annual Coats for Kids, which is a charity event to hand out coats for underprivileged kids for winter. We did security, so we wore our BDU's there. I didn't know that we were going to be outside, but I got put outside handing out tickets to people so they could go stand in line to get into the building. The line was freaking LONG and when we got there at 7 AM (the thing started at 8) the line was already down the block wrapped around the building. The volunteer coordinator told us that people had been lining up since 5 PM the PREVIOUS night. -_-

Anyway, it happened that Saturday morning was also when it decided to get cold and start to rain, and we were stuck out in it. I didn't really mind though. It was worth it to see those people get their coats and stuff. It's a different experience doing stuff like that, and I'm glad I did it. You get a glimpse at how the lives of other people who are less fortunate than yourself, and I really hope that some of those kids get to break out of it and go to college. I got to brush up on my Spanish too, though I dunno if the people actually understood me. ^^;; It's been a few years since I've spoken it...been busy with Chinese and Japanese.

For the tachi...especially whoever was in the chat at the time when we were discussing...you-know-what...thank you. For listening. ^^;;; I might not be the most with-it person in the entire world, but I know I'm richer for having friends like you guys. We were all meant for something great, I know it. I believe that.

I can play Be With You on acoustic guitar!!! ^____________^

Anyway, I am on page 4 of my monster Air Force paper. 2 more pages to go! *dies*

ger flew into the sun at 1715 hours

 
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suiyoubi 12.05.01 | gundam 08 ms team, mirai no futari ni

Jen: I was in my Japanese lit class today and we were reading a short story called "The Bloody Sword" where this Buddhist Deity kills some guy with a sword
Jen: but that's not th point of my story ^^;;;;;
Gerald: annnd?
Jen: anyway, the deity's name was Bishamon.... and the first thing I thought was "that sounds like a Pokemon name"
Jen: >.<
Gerald: o.O;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Jen: my second thought was "bish is short for Bishounen"
Gerald: *dies*
Jen: then it lead to... the Bishounen Pokemon God, and I LOLed in class and told my partmer Chatherine what i was thinking
Jen: and she and I were laughing so hard that Prof.Alvis was staring at us
Jen: ok, so the Bishamon story wasn't as funny unless you were there...
Gerald: XD

Gerald: heee
Gerald: *cackels8
Gerald: ....err
Gerald: that was *cackles*
Jen: now really Ger- I thought *cackels8 was some new Jrock band
Gerald: THAT'S IT!!!!!!!
Gerald: MY NEW BAND NAME!!!!!
Gerald: *CACKELS8!!!!!!!!
Jen: ....................

Lyra: Maybe you'll invite Ger to talk to us in Music Class, Ger? We can have Jrock day. XD
Lyra: Errr...Gackt. ><
Gerald: *looks thoughtful* sure i can invite myself
Gerald: hello self?
Gerald: would you like to come to class today?
Lyra: invite Gackt to talk to us in Music class....
Gerald: you would?
Gerald: great!
Jen: *snickers*
Lyra: *dies laughing*

ger flew into the sun at 2224 hours

 
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getsuyoubi 12.03.01 | x japan, endless rain

New layout! Was thinking about Luna Sea today while blogging at Shiroi Heya and got inspired...so here they are in all their uh...really dim glory. XD I actually got the pictures off of one of my wallpapers for my computer. It's a really nice picture with the 5 of them kind of lit by stage lights from the top, fading to black. A kind of eerie, spooky look.

Last week of school...and the countdown is on: 4 days! We have PT tomorrow but that's not so bad, since it's the last one and it's a 700 workout. We better not do anything dumb. >< I plan on going to all my classes this week. We'll see how that works out. ^^;; I have a tendency to sleep in.

Been having really weird dreams lately. I won't share on the blog since they're rather...explicit. As in the sex and violence kind of explicit. ^^;;;; It's not really disturbing me, I just wonder what I'm doing these days to warrant these kinds of dreams. *snrk* Maybe I don't wanna know.

I can kind of play the chorus to Be With You on acoustic guitar. -_- Here's hoping that I'll be able to practice during finals. And Lyra, I'll see what I'm doing that weekend...it'd be nice to come and see you again! We have to watch Galaxy Quest! XD XD

ger flew into the sun at 2014 hours

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luna sea

Name |:| Gerald Tarrant
Age |:| 20
Occupation |:| College junior, Air Force ROTC cadet (AFROTC Det 825, AS300, Marauder Flight)
Favorite band |:| L'Arc~en~Ciel
Favorite seiyuu |:| Seki Tomokazu
Image song |:| Luna Sea, Into the Sun
At the moment, obsessed with|:| Macross, Kaikan Phrase, Harry Potter, Jrock, Gackt, guitar, and karaoke
Likes |:| Music, anime, HTML, fanfiction writing, corpse tea, and packages!
Dislikes |:| School, homework, wing staff meetings, flames, getting up early, comforsting!
Current mood |:|

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POW/MIA
Name |:| Major James Hale Tucker
From |:| Paunee, Oklahoma
Shot down |:| 26 April 1966 over North Vietnam
Flying |:| RF-4C
As an AFROTC cadet of AFROTC Detachment 825 at the University of Texas, Austin, I wear this POW/MIA bracelet to aid in the efforts of the United States to bring home those men and women who served our country in combat and have yet to return. It is a statement and a promise, a pledge that they are not forgotten...


Quote
"Everywhere I go I'm asked if I think the universities stifle writers. My opinion is that they don't stifle enough of them."
--Flannery O'Connor


Various Obsessive Lists
I Have List
Japanese mp3 List
Japanese Music Video List
Temple
Top 100 Favorite Characters
Wish List


Websites
Aoiryuu.com
AsrunDream.net
Battalion HQ: the 08 MS Team
ChaoticEmpire.org
Crimson Legend
Dark Lords of the Sith
The Four Gods Sky and Earth
Landover
MidnightRevolution.org
Seraphitus
Something Eternal
Sainan no Kekka
Totsugeki Love Heart!


Destinations
Air Force Link
Elfwood
Empty Movement
Fiction Alley
The Fire and the Rose
Mitsukake.com
Moonsong's Realm
Niaserie
Planetcolu.com
Quicksilver's Labyrinth
Schuldich als Sunde
Solace: Your Journey's End
Ueno Park
WeissKreuz.net
Winter Iris


Weblogs
Exar Kun
HP and the Midnight Revolution
Jen
Laurelgand
Lyra Stormrider
Kevin Marks
Mearl Dox
Moonsong
Nathan Liang
Quicksilver
Saishi
Sainan no Kekka
Shi
Shiroi Heya
Team Twee
Tin Mandigma


Anime
1. Macross 7
2. Shoujo Kakumei Utena
3. Tenkuu no Escaflowne
4. Gundam X
5. Cowboy Bebop


JRock Songs
1. Transtic Nerve, Overhead Run
2. Feel, Everlasting
3. B'z, Gold
4. Luna Sea, Into the Sun
5. Janne da Arc, Mysterious


JRock Promotional Videos (PVs)
1. L'Arc~en~Ciel, Dive to Blue
2. Luna Sea, Tonight
3. X Japan, Endless Rain
4. Glay, However
5. L'Arc~en~Ciel, Driver's High


Anime Songs
1. Macross Plus, A Sai En
2. Tenkuu no Escaflowne, Yakusoku wa Iranai
3. Macross Plus, Pulse
4. Macross 7, Galaxy
5. Gundam 08 MS Team, Mirai no Futari ni


Anime Openings
1. Macross 7, Dynamite Explosion
2. Final Fantasy VIII, Liberi Fatali
3. Kaikan Phrase, Datenshi Blue
4. Tenkuu no Escaflowne, Yakusoku wa Iranai
5. Serial Experiments Lain, Duvet


Movies
1. Star Wars
2. Gettysburg
3. The Emperor and the Assassin
4. Ben-Hur
5. Thirteen Days


Books
1. William Faulkner, The Sound and the Fury
2. Margaret Weis, Star of the Guardians
3. C.S. Friedman, The Coldfire Trilogy
4. Stephen Lawhead, Song of Albion Trilogy
5. J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings


IMAGE SONG LYRICS!

Rebirth.

INTO THE SUN
Luna Sea

it's time to go

tsukiageru rhythm osaekirezu ni
kanjiteru nara sundance

if you feel the pumping rhythm
without holding back sundance

sabaku wo yuke kimi wa kagayaku
yume nanka ja nai sundance

gingo into the desert you're shining
it's not a dream at all sundance

get the freedom

taiyou made ato mou sukoshi sa
kogetsuku you na sundance

just a little farther to reach the sun
an almost scorching sundance

kimi wa honou ai wa moumoku
moetsukiru made sundance

you are a flame love is blindness
until we burn to ashes sundance

karamitsuku noise
furikitte hashiru
ima kamigami no moto e

the noise twisting around us
now we cut it away and run
towards the birthplace of the gods

into the sun kieru made
maiagare motto takaku
into the sun hateru made
moeagare motto tsuyoku

until you disappear
fly on higher still
until you are destroyed
burn on stronger still

ima umarekawaru
hikari ni tsutsumare
ima hitotsu ni naru
ai no na no moto ni

now we are reborn
enveloped in light
now we become one
in the genesis called love

doko made mo tsukinukete
into the sun
saa ikou tsukinukete
into the sun

keep piercing on forever
into the sun
come on, let's go piercing on
into the sun

it's time to go


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