Sunday, April 18, 2004
arrrrgh! // 12:07 a.m.
I think.. (maybe I'm looking into this too much, but..) a person who serves on irc should REALLY need to FINISH their sends before quiting irc! As you maybe able to tell, I was AGAIN left with an unfinished file while the person just.. quit. left. in the midst of me downloading the file. You see, I wouldn't mind as much if I were able to find that file in other places, but nooo.. it has to be one of those files that no one else but this person has. And not to mention, this person's send is slow, and the file is big. So.. ARRRRGGHHHHHHH!!!!@#@$#%@@@#
Yeah, I'm upset alright.. since I don't think I'll ever see this server ever again, reason because I've never since it before until today. And I'm not one who hangs around irc 24/7 just to catch the person so I can have my download. -_-
*sigh* I must be pathetic.. getting all this upset, not really upset upset, but just.. feel bummed I guess.. over this little thing called manga downloading. :x even I shake my head to myself... :x But yeah.. I don't think anyone would like it if the thing they were downloading got disconnected, right?
Anyway, some recent news of me: I finished the 2 exams in which I got the 20% midterms of. And judging from my own assessment of my performance in the exam, I don't think I'll pass.. And even if by luck that I would pass, I don't think I'll be able to pass the term.. which means.. it's very likely I'll be forced out. ... ... I really don't know what I will do then... which leads me to, I really want a summer job, something that makes me feel productive, something that tells me I'm not really useless and hopeless in everything I try to do. That's all. Think that's asking for too much? :x
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
// 10:19 p.m.
saw this on -somewhere- and stole it from the person :3
LAYER ONE: The Basics
Name: i shall remain nameless.. actually those who know, know already..
Birthdate: a special day ;d
Birthplace: hospital :P
Current Location: toronto
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5' 1/2"
Right or Lefty: righty
LAYER TWO: On The Inside
Your heritage: chinese
Shoes you wore today: sneakers
Your weakness: internet
Your fears: failing
Goal you'd like to achieve: success in school/life and money
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: i want more sleep... =_=
Your best physical feature: :(
Your bedtime: 2-3am
Your most missed memory: don't know. i don't remember a lot of things...
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Single or group dates: i don't know.. never been to one
Adidas or Nike: neither.. reebok(sp?)
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: aren't they the same thing?
Chocolate or vanilla: choco
Cappuccino or coffee: cappu w/ lots of sugar
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Swear: only in my head when under extreme upset-ness
Smoke: no
Done a Drug: medication? yes, others? no
Sing: in the shower or when i'm alone
Take a shower everyday: yes
Think you've been in love: no
Like(d) high school: it's ok.. nothing too memorable
Get motion sickness: maybe.. don't really know anymore..
Think you're attractive: no
Think you're a health freak: not really..
Get along with your parents: okayly..
Like thunderstorms: yes!
Play an instrument: no
LAYER SIX: In the past year have you...
Made Out: duh.. no.
Gone on a date: no.
Been on stage: no
Been dumped: no
Gone skinny dipping: no and never :x
Dyed your hair: no, but thought about it.
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: o.O;; no.
Been caught "doing something": no.. except for that one time when i was imitating to sing like an idiot and was freaked out when my dad sneaked up on me and laughed at me.. o.O;;
Been called a tease: no..
Gotten beaten up: by parents? yes
Shoplifted: ahrm.... no comment :x
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
Age you hope to be married: don't know.. when/if i can find a guy who labu me and i labu him back i guess..
Numbers and Names of Children: i like Rose as a name for a girl, haven't thought about this much really..
Describe your dream wedding: simple and.. simple :P
How do you want to die: while sleeping, painless
What do you want to be when you grow up: ... a successful person who makes lots of money :3
What country would you most like to visit: japan/singapore/all-around-europe
LAYER NINE: In a boy/ girl
What gets noticed: face/clothes/personality/smell
Best eye color?: doesn't really matter as long as it's not some weird colour like white or with weird contact lenses
Best hair color?: doesn't matter as long as it looks normal
Short or long hair: short
Height: taller than me by 2-3" at least, but not TOO tall
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
Number of people I could trust with my life: o.o 1. me :x
Number of CDs that I own: ahrm.. @.@ a lot if you count anime cds.....
Number of piercings: 0
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of scars on my body: lots from bug bites :x
Number of things in my past that I regret: going into engineering, and staying in. otherwise, nothing much really.. either way, i still have to live with life as it is..
