Thursday, March 18, 2004
T_T // 03:05 a.m.
ouch. that hurts. I shouldn't have done the assignment by myself. I should have discussed with people instead. class average 60%. I got 30%. Failure sure is a bottomless hole, the lower I go, there's always always a more lower level for me to fall to. :T Why am I so dumb? I can never think of answers by myself. I can never complete any assignments, labs, basically anything and everything without other people's help. I can never finish any tests and exams. And I'm always around people who's doing better than me. But then again, no one can be dumber than me. Just coz that's the way it is. I'm just very very stupid. The tiny tiny bit of self-esteem I have left is gone now. I have nothing in me anymore. I no longer have any ability to do anything. Why am I even here? I feel like a burden to my partners in labs, because I don't do anything, and don't know how to do anything. I feel like such a leech and I have no way of correcting that. I want to, but everything I do shows me I don't have the ability to improve myself. I'll just rot and.. that'll be it I guess. Life is depressing. Not that anyone would care, but I'll probably update again when I'm feeling better. Til then, bye.
Monday, March 8, 2004
wheee~ // 02:47 a.m.
umm.. it's late, i know.. and i should be sleeping, or doing homework, or more importantly, studying, instead of.. playing... >.> evil game indeed.. with it's catchy tune, cute graphics... >D And here i shall infect you all with it. Muwahahaha.. Go plaaaay~~~ Ohohoho---
to help a little bit, search somewhere in this sentence for a screencap of my result. >3
night all, have fun playing~ >E
Saturday, March 6, 2004
uhh... // 02:40 a.m.
so yeah.. i was busy... midterms and stuffs... i gotta study more... i want to be around average! not below.. :X and there is still a lot more to come.. so update will be really spaced out from now on.....
if you were the new spam person on the tagboard.. (whose tags i deleted) i don't mind, just as long as you tell me that was you.. if not, that i may consider closing it... i think i said it before.. i don't want nor like to attract weird traffic to the blog.. coz it's my own little space here on the web. i only allowed the junomak and the impostor(:p)'s posts to be on just becoz i know who's behind it. anyone else i don't know who types junk are considered spammers... >.> and ya.. i hav a serious dislike of anything spam-related..
oh! also, i received that new virus, which is a zip file only opened with a password, in my mail twice.. -_- of course i deleted it.. but the email msg in it that is to lure people to open and execute the file inside the zip file is really something.. :P it tries to disguise the sender as an Yahell(:p) admin.. and saying that my email would stop receiving mail if i don't activate the stuffs inside the email.. well.. let's just say that.. i could receive the 2nd virus email just fine.. -_-;
odd thing happened today, internet connection from and to school was down for a few hours after school. there was absolutely no traffic to and from the school servers. so weird. never had that happened before.. but they were down :x made me felt so helpless and bored, coz i was doing work in the lab at the time, and i needed to use the web to search for info.. ended up going home after that, since i couldn't accomplish anything there :x it's good that it's back now :T
okie.. time to go.. me tired.. bai...
Monday, March 1, 2004
XD // 01:34 a.m.
and to JunoMak, one word: Haha. *rofl*
I can't even believe I'm responding to this XDDDDD *inside joke man you boon XD*
Monday, March 1, 2004
hmmm.... // 12:32 a.m.
Makes me wonder who read my blog.. and how do they come across it o.O...
Anyway, to Joseph, I do know this is supposed to be an independent "art" film kind of thing, not endorsed by hollywood or anything. I'm just saying, and I quote: "the movie has been so.. hyped-up. makes it looks as if this is a hollywood movie out for money. i don't like that, doesn't matter if it is intentional or not." You can't deny that a _lot_ of attentions' been paid to the movie by hollywood. And yes, I do realise the world is made up of people of different ethnic and religious backgrounds.. what does that has to do with my view of the movie? o.O;;
/ends response
Moving on...
Just finished watching the oscar :x I should have been doing homework.. but.. :x _the_ movie won like.. everything single one of its nominations. except for 2 (i think), that i think was won by the ship movie. :x No, wasn't the pirate movie, the other one. boo.. kinda wish it would win *something*.. coz it looks exciting XD and for best song? blah.. I kinda like that french animated movie's better. it sounds so much more entertaining. :X
EDIT: blah.. l0tr info slightly wrong, but wtheck, i don't care. :x no like this movie either :x blah
oh oh! I saw Lost in Translation on friday. kinda want to drag H and you to watch it with me, but 1st, H had to work on her lab, and you, i couldn't find during the day. :x But! *o* *o* such a good movie! it truely deserves the praise it gets. Funny moments I found are actually when japanese was spoken and no one knew a thing what they meant, and everyone watching just goes along laughing and wondering and guessing XD of course i don't understanding what was said to a T, but i can guess to a certain extend. XD what a good laugh it was! XD I want to own it! the only peeves i have thou, is that it would be better if subtitles were provided when jpn was spoken, so we could know what was being said exactly. but then, i guess that kinda lost the feel of combining the actors and audiences' sense of lost with a foreign language. it's good it's good! (and cute :3) XD now i have 2 movies i want to own on dvd :3
okie.. little more oscar tibits before i go. for once, i couldn't find any bad fashion! there are lots of pretty dresses *.* some of the jokes were funny but overall, kinda drag a little as time goes. ah well.. there goes another year. :D
and that's it for me.. i'll be buried over the next few weeks.. so, expect sparse updates :x
