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Thursday, October 2, 2003
{EDIT »} i'm reading joseph heller's catch-22 to the praise of dara. so far it's ok but i've just read up to the second page so i will update on that in the future.

i ate a payday candybar. i need to throw up now. ahaha inside joke. kinda bullimic too. oh well.

FCCLA and RMT are the clubs that i will enter in. i feel so.. extracurricular. my brother is so wankster. ugh. never again. please. ahh.. the randomness.. {/EDIT}

school. enough said. i'm getting bored just looking at that word. i think for lyrics, i'm bringing "clocks" by coldplay, but i don't get most of its meaning. poor me.

suddenly, it dawns upon me that i must recieve a first aidcard for health class. now the funny thing about that is i don't want to go take a whole first aid class so i can get a little card that will be of no use to me in the future. that wasn't really funny, but i tricked you. uh huh. you heard me. sucka.

anyways yams don't agree with techno. oh well. i shall just rock out with my bad self. for real. dogs. yo. check. it. bwahahaha.

tommorow. you. me. lunch.
...freestyle.

s: ryan !
s: i need help !
s: jabberwocky ! ahhhhhhhhhh shoot it !


ahahaha the hilarity of aim. *sigh* PREAP pre-ap is a mother. your mother. just kidding. pre-ap is smarter. ahahaha. don't beat me up. i'm just insulting your female parental figure. run with it.

your turn!
..
..
oooooooo!! you go insert boy/girl here

song // clocks

Monday, September 29, 2003
well i have returned to my blog. hello blog.

by the way, it is you who is the geek. or maybe me. yeah. me.

school has been.. fine. mostly. met some new people, a very unnexpected thing of me to do because of my inherent lack of social ability. homework.. sucks. well i haven't had that much considering the massive quantity of stuff i'll have to do later.

kill me. kill me now.

my brother is learning of the internet. and with the gust of immature electronic whim comes his obvious lack of internet ettiquate. [did i spell that right?] his screen name for aim is 'azn all star jock' for the love of god.

nevermind. kill him instead

eggs taste like... chicken? haha. wow. i need to get off whatever i'm taking. coincidently i took a stick from the school. i'm a rebel oh yes. you better recognize. or else you'll get hit. my walking stick. that i stole... shutup.

we have to bring song lyrics to school. i'm thinking of getting some coldplay lyrics because they're deeper then most rap songs... "uhh.. the denotative subject is rollin on dubs and wanting more girls, which connotativlly means.. he wants to drive a car and fornicate with women."

maybe politik and in my place.. or trouble. too many to choose.

song // rubberneckin' [elvis vs. paul oakenfield]

Friday, September 26, 2003
ahh.. the wonderful. wonderful three day weekend. let me bask in it's wonderful, wonderful glory.

song // speakerboxxx/the love below
06:06 p.m. .

Thursday, September 4, 2003
school started yesterday. it was.. tolerable. saw people i haven't seen before, and some new friends. i have monica in two of my classes, algrebra II and child psychology. whoopee! but alas. i have no classes with nadine or kendall, as well as other unnamed people. :'( i miss those guys already, although i see them in the hall. and there's already a big issue of kendall and me falling apart friendship wise, and this is our last year together. at least nadine and her have websites so we can keep in touch sorta. and april's in seattle which makes me even the more sadder.. i feel so.. *sings* far away.. doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore.. don't you know that i'd be so glad to see your face at my door, but it doesn't help to know, that you're so.. far away... */singing* deng. i deserve an award.

well so anyways, classes were alright. but some of them are so.. advanced.. it's like.. hard. i'm scared of getting a bad grade or my parents will like.. eat me or something like that. gwar.

well as for today, i forgot my key. so as i walk home i am thinking, oh shoot, i have nowhere to go, for aileen is not coming home until 3:00, so i see that my garage is partially open. desperatly, i crawl underneath, getting my clothings all dustified [ahahahahahaha. ugh] and once inside i attempt to pull my large textbook laden bagpack inside.

it won't fit.

i pull and pull and finally from outside the garage, i take things out of the pack. once the bag was of suitable size, i tugged it in and reassembled the missing pieces of what was once my nice organized carrying case of school paraphenelia. and as i walk in, i see my father is home.

grrrrr...

anyways, i also learned some japanese in [wouldn't you know it] japanese class. hajimemashte! boku wa ryan diaz! doozo yoroshiku! bwahahahahah! i think i may have even spelled some stuff wrongly.. oh well. good night.

song // rancid \m/-
03:06 p.m. .

Sunday, August 31, 2003
after a putting a chunk of my life into searching for coldplay sheet music, i have yet to realize that i have just wasted it all. i need to learn how to play it on the piano, so i can.. y'know. play it.

but much to my happiness, i figured out that you can find my blog on google, if you type in 'oriental synonym" and curiously enough, not silver lining. that tickles my fancy. and my fancy is not often tickled. maybe amused, but not tickled.

i saw chicago and it's pretty good. some very catchy tunes they're cranking out. who knew richard gere could sing and dance. it's like someone made a voodoo doll of him and started making him do things never even believed possible. or i'm just being overly critical. but a big suprise was john c. riley [or otherwise known as that large guy from chicago, the hours, and gangs of new york]. man he sings pretty good. and by pretty good i mean great. it was like .. unexpected.. but his song is one of my favorites. *sings* mr. cellophane, shoulda been my name, mr. cellophane..*/singing* ahh. whatever.

everyone went to seattle. but me. poor poor me. *thus ending the self pity portion of this entry*

goodie. my laundry is finished. i must now go downstairs and retrieve them. whoopee.

song // in my place

Friday, August 29, 2003
it's the friday five folks. enjoy [or... else(?)]

1. Are you going to school this year? hmm. depends. are you asking me a question? ugh. ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer [haha just keeding friday five, you know you my buddy.]

2. If yes, where are you going (high school, college, etc.)? If no, when did you graduate? well normally i would be classified as a high schooler, but since i attend a junior high, the classes range from 7th-9th.

3. What are/were your favorite school subjects? i excell in every class. bwahahahahaha. i am mr. know it all. but at home, i forget evewything. kind of a lost cause. so why attend.

4. What are/were your least favorite school subjects? pe. that class is a sucker and should be shot in the back while thinking there is a leprachaun coming toward it and ready to be caught. kind of rhymed. hee hee.

5. Have you ever had a favorite teacher? Why was he/she a favorite? i have had numerous, but i would enjoy talking about those i hate moreso. those who have given me less then stellar grades. those who constantly talk and talk and bore me to no end. and those who survive my dasterdly attempts at wiping them away from the earth with my mind powers. forshame.

song // rob zombie ... forget the name of the song..

Friday, August 29, 2003
coldplay won! 3 for 3! bwahahahha!!

just a note
12:49 p.m. .

Friday, August 29, 2003
yay! april has returned! oh me oh my. haha, now our rap duo is once again a triplet! haha. yay!

and no this is not made to amuse you. :P haha

did anyone see the vma's? britany, madonna, christina, and missy's performance was strange to say the least. everyone, inlcuding mary j blige had a look of disgust, like, what are these *beep*'s doin? haha. ehh whatever. seeing justin timberlake angry at their little kiss was so funny. everyone was standing to clap, and he was sitting down all bitter like. bwahahaha. oh to see the stars feel like creating songs that smite their ex lovers. fun fun.

i could never be a police officer. if guns were shooting i'd be running with the crowd.

ehh just a random thought of mine. i'm done.

welcom // april and nadine [kinda late]
11:14 a.m. .

Tuesday, August 26, 2003
yay! nadine is back! i also created me and nadine's joint blog for anyone willing to see it, oh and if nadine is reading this, check your email to see how to post and do everything on the blog!

now all i have to do is make one for me and kendall.. so much work to do. so little time.

song // the seed 2.0

Sunday, August 24, 2003
a very tired ryan you have encountered today. three words, rush, camp, sleepy.

raider rush was fun, saw people i haven't seen in forever. i got some of my school ish. err.. gym pantaloons, my planner, and my schedule. my classes are..

S1
1. child psychology howell
2. japanese I burch
3. algebra II martinson
4. pre-ap english watson[?!]
5. pe [diediedie] story
6. advance physical science voos


S2
1. marine science donison
2. japanese I
3. algebra II
4. pre-ap english
5. food science wilkie
6. advance physical science


there. you. go. whatever happened to ms. zapatka. gash. me and kendall need to riot.

when i got home, i went camping. it was fun, but i missed ryan's birthday [and no for one i am not just talking about myself]. deng. i need to compensate.. i'll just give him canada. or maybe ten dollars

song // danger danger, high voltage

Thursday, August 21, 2003
hey ya'll what's up?
*waits for your answers*
..
..
yo mama!

*others are shocked and run toward your moniter*
"ooo diss.."

bwahahahaha! anyways..

i have met the devil.
and he's a dentist.

ugh. i got some fillings.. gwar. i remember the days when they used to just coat your tooth in some metallic coating, thus creating a "silver" tooth to show to your friends, but now they put you through a painful process of drilling, sticking needles into your gums, and peircing your teeth. one half of my mouth was numb and limp. but i did enjoy the nerve gas, or was it laughing gas.. it was like. whoa. i felt like i was falling into oblivion when they were adjusting my chair. i almost had an episode. but good that that chemical already thrust my body into submission, and i could not feel any part of my whole self.

it was trippy.

after i got home, aileen and the families went putt-putt golfing. it was fun, and plus i saw the guy from the commercial. XD 'rubbing it in since 1997" or 1996.. whatever. that phrase is chockfull of subtle connotations. -_-;;

mm.. taro/ube bubble tea.

watching // crop circes; explained [!!]

Wednesday, August 20, 2003
yay! i have a fan! or at least i think i do. ehh ^_^ that made my day [considerably more better to be clear]. i always wanted to go up to someone glare that them for a while then say in a gruff soft slow voice, go ahead. make. my. day. then have a staring contest, as old clint eastwood cowboy tunes play in my head. ahh the things that happen in ryan's world. but alas, i think daniel has already beaten me in that aspect. or has he.. *visions of sneaking into daniel's house with a knife for no particular reason* bwahahaha.. well anyways, if you ever come back to this godforsaken place, thanks for the compliment! ^_^

on another note, this is way too overboard.

gather round children, and ye shall all listen to a tale of ryan's experience this day. *ahem* i walk into the bathroom [oo he's talking about bathrooms, eww giggle giggle *ryan throws his shoes at whomever disrespects the waste cleansing room {to be politically correct}*]. well anyways, i walk into the bathroom and get ready to dispose of my intestinal urea *glares at the immature bathroom laugher* and lo and behold, heavens to betsy, there resting via a plastic covered wire hanging on the side of the bowl.. is a urinal cake. now most people would shrug this off and continue with their business. not ryan. obviously i feel that someone suspects that my bathroom is not so fresh and neither so clean. i am amazed by this new revelation, or perhaps dazed by the intoxicating fumes protruding from said cake. so look at it. and stare. the staring evolves into awestruck observation. and if it had not been for my achy breaky bladder, it would have continued for quite some time. so then i finished my business and was off, like a jackrabbit.. thinking.. of a better country hick-esque metaphor... the end.

song // too tired for noise..

Wednesday, August 20, 2003
well i've tried to join some fanlistings, but the chobits fanlisting's form for joining wasn't working, and i couldn't find the form for x/1999 oh well. i think i may have even typed in the wrong informations for some of them. oh well. it's my first time. sue me [but don't really sue me.. gwar]

it's not mcdonald's colors haha. you just are hungry. :P

i need something to do. oh well. haha monica is ms. know it all. hopefully she won't be that annoying harhar.

song // cop that disk

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
grr. i just had to view the member pages. i feel so jealous haha. so many talented webmasters.. of course i will provide links.

[x] [x] [x] [x] [x] [x]

my studies of many just those weblogs show that many mexican/latin webmasters rock at layout creation. grr.. i need those genes! haha i can dream [in espanol].

feeling // jealous

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
bwahaha! yay! the rainbowness works! haha. i just added some stuff to the top up there.. it was nekked. XD country hicks.

i'm using my old dated messed up computer downstairs. it's like whoa. if whoa means slowa. haha it rhymesa. whee! well anyways. so many memories on this old clunky thing. it's a little faster then i remember it. hmm. it's aliiiiive! *thunder strikes* ehh i'm being melodramatic.

the young'ns are playing the sims for the playstation dos. for mi espanol readers. XD silver lining is going international, baby.

if i had a dollar and you had ten, i have posted four times today.

i'm such a nerd.

happiness // is working rainbow links

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
well i just made a layout for aileen, but sadly the rainbow links aren't working.. we got it from jennyspageNET. the frustration.

i must finish my health homework by the start of school. i have 6 chapters to do. grr.. they are very easy but it is so l o n g it is like trying to swallow a pill that is made for an elephant. except pills for elephants are mostly suppository. XD haha. fecal.

school is so close. i can't wait. i need to see my friends. grr. i still have the lock kendall gave me/i stole from her. it's red and yellowish. i am going crazy trying to find out the combination. i think i'm gonna have to break it or something. well anyways about lockers, i think i have to share mine with brian. that's fine. just wonder if everything will fit. i need a lock. grr.. gonna have to go to the store. i would rather stay home.

this song makes you wanna dance XD

i need to go to a dance. so much pent up energy. the caffeine. the pure unadulterated caffeine haha, high school, it seems, will suck for people. not me. no siree. i'm still youthful. bwahhahahahaha. the end.

song // get low

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
conflabit all. i tried to get a shoutbox from dekap.com but it wasn't listening to me. if only knew how to do those '.css' thingamajiggers. anyone know of a place where i can learn it all?

i'm trying to waste space.

aileen is making noises with her violin. well that's kind of what they are for.. but they are not the traditional kind of sounds, y'know?

the fan is on.

i was wondering where it was.. then i turned around. aileen's family generously gave me some bubble tea! whee! haha. it kind of tasted odd/strange/weird because it was mango.. the sour kind. aileen let me try TARO and it is good in the hood. i approve. it tastes like cookies, but in liquid bubble tea form. AHAHAHA [kid tested, ryan approved.] i like.

well what is happening in our world today? let's see.. a man drove around with a man embedded in his windshield. lovely.. hmm.. a man fights off a bear with judo.. wahahahaha. and.. a childcare centre won't let kids pretend to be superheroes. how sad. XD

ugh. school is starting soon. do you know where your children are? hmm.. i need a bumper sticker. yes indeedy.

i'm dumber than a box of hair.

anger // shoutbox

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
well i changed the layout again. go figure. mainly i change layouts because i get tired of looking at my previous [then, present] layouts and believe that they are inferior. i wonder how long this one has. i seem to change my layouts whenever monica or nadine change theirs. but since nadine is in the phillipines, i have been influenced by monica, who made her colourful layout to soon. XD

the funny thing is, i'm not chinese [for those who don't know], in fact i am filipino, so i can't read what the characters say.. they could be cuss words or something of that matter, and i would not know it. charming.

i forgot to mention that my uncle's car [honda civic, that model but jungle green] was stolen a few days ago. in front of my house.. it's weird because i was there the whole time. o_O;; it makes you feel insecure.. and due to my already paranoid nature my tension is heightening. yesterday someone dropped a fork and i freaked out. funny story but kinda sad.

well anyways it was found, and he has it back. i don't know how it happened. [both the robbery and the recovery] but oh well. the world returns and takes cars in mysterious ways. XD haha.

hmm.. i think i need a new layout.

song // you promised me

Tuesday, August 19, 2003
testing testing.. 1, 2, 3. was that necessary.. you decide.

just a test folks

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silver lining

silver lining is a weblog. more specifically it is a weblog that belongs to ryan. nothing here, mainly. just the rants and daily happenings of an average teenage male. one who enjoys talking about cheese, and has an urge to rule the world. by having a cruel yet efficient dictatorship or by smiles. whichever comes first.

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name: ryan
a.k.a.: kurai
gender: male
sign: pisces
email: click
IM: sociaphobia
race: filipino

thought: gross.. lady's man made episode..
cloth: shirt. jeans.
food: buffalo wings
need: new layout

The current mood of fignewton21@hotmail.com at www.imood.com
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writing style: dark
naruto char: naruto
feeling rep*: naivete
color rep*: yellow
lifestyle: fun
outlook: content
anime hair clr: white
m&m: m&m's minis
pie flavor: pecan
candy: laffy taffy
personality: 62% esspresso machine
pooh char.: 62% pooh bear
real color: silver
coke type: real
chinese symbol: spirit
nerd type: computer
soul origin: dark water
magic power: flight
mage type:air

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version 9.0 is mainly brushes not unlike version version 7.0. i got the brushes from many various sites, but i am not sure where.. i had these for a while.. :( but i am not claiming these brushes as my own, and where i got the brushes from is here i am very sorry if you are the one who made these brushes and i want to thank you for creating them for others to enjoy! ^^;; i hope i won't get in trouble if i don't put them down.. the paranoia! scary. well if you know where these brushes came from, please email me and i will put it up. thanks!

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