this is my last nocturnal invasion in the compy. Tomoroow, i'll happily face the irks and ires of studying and bully my brains to the fullest again.

and oh yeah, my sked forbids me to watch meteor garden. Goodbye, you mushy but highly addictive chinovela.

Gallopin' Gargoyles. I've ran out of things to write. *knocks her head* I think i'll just spend the rest of the morning playing Sims.

or maybe bugging my sleeping sister. hehe. *playful grin*

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Bitter.>>Saturday, June 7, 2003>>01:51 a.m.

[Angst] I dunno if its the wafers or the marshmallows, the coffee or the huge fish bone that was stuck in my throat but heckers. I feel so bitter.

I duuno why people get so bitter when there's nothing to be bitter about. I dunno why people feel so lonely when they've got company. I dunno why i feel that my life's wallowing in solitude when others think its not.

Whether it be the wafers or the marshmallows, the coffee or the huge fish bone, i still can't figure it out.

But one thing's for sure, I loathe myself.[/Angst]

[written yesterday afternoon, while looking after the sari-sari store.] ^_^

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Pahabol>>Friday, June 6, 2003>>03:32 a.m.

Bakit puro hehe yata ang previous entry?

Ngek. I'm such a dork.

I think i'll die in a hole somewhere right now. >_<

Oo nga pala...

Cher >> kelan mo ba ire-ressurect ang the Grapevine?
Sheila >> ikaw den! nagkita lang tayo kahapon sa skul!

recommended link >> emode!

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

o_O>>Friday, June 6, 2003>>01:24 a.m.

Listening to >> ZzZZzzZZzz by My sleeping elder sister's snoring. *kalokohan*

Thankums to Chill Zyra and Schrenima for the link! :)

woot. i've slept for 15 hours today. (<-- so??!!) i was thinking of breaking Vic Zhou's record but unfortch, that damned alarm clock woke me up. drats.

Wahh. Magpapasukan na. I've checked my papers and the sked sux. MWF are jammed with mind-twisting major subjects whilst TTH are for ho-hum ones. Tsk. *dabog* *kicks everything*

Hardin ng mga Bulalakaw [Meteor Garden] >>
Mei Zhuo >> Shan Cai, ang ganda mo!!!
Xi Men >> Dao Ming Se, ang gwapo gwapo mo!!!
Wahahahahahahaha!!!

its very refreshing to see these two drunkards bringing back the hilarious side of the series after all the skirmishes, snubbings, arguments and lab trayangol thingies of Dao, Shan Cai and Lei. Sayang nga lang eh sandali lang yung mga scenes nila sa MG. tsk.

Hay mah alcoholic bebe Vaness... kelan kaya tayo magkaka daupang palad? *wistful sigh*

ash >> hehe, nakita ko na yung buhok nya sa concert! ehehe! parang kinuryente muna sya! nyak nyak!! XD Ayoko din yung style nung buhok nya sa pepsi ad pic. Tikwas yung dulo ng buhok nya.

I'm considering of changing the lay-out next year. (nyak!) hehe, i mean next week. Pag sinipag that is. o_+

Oo nga pala! in the middle of that 15 hours sleep, i've dreamnt two dreams about F4. (nyak!) hehe, i wouldn't write about it, kase meh pagka corny. hehe. But i think my dreams are telling me something. what is it? QUIT! Ick. I'll quote what mah peppery aunt used to say to me when i talk rubbish about meeting F4 and stuff.

Peppery Aunt Delia >> I think you should befriend reality once in a while for a change. *words dripping with cruelty*
May >> Okay, i'll just chew my nails 24/7. X3 *layo* nyek.

hasta la vista! *flees*

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Dahil sa Keyk>>Wednesday, June 4, 2003>>03:49 a.m.

hanggang dito ba naman eh inaabot pa ako ng writer's block?

Dala siguro ng inggit dun sa matanda na bumili ng keyk sa italian tomato na meh libreng kiss pa galing ke Vaness. Syet. #@$##$^%$&^$ -----BLEEEEEEEEEEEP---------

Am raising hell dun sa gustong mag ban sa meteor garden. Wish you luck na lang. Kahit meh pagka keso ang MG, lab ko yun.

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Confounded.>>Sunday, June 1, 2003>>12:16 a.m.

*upo harap pc para mag type ng entry* *barok*

Nyar! Kainis. Manonood sana ako ng Space Ghost Coast to Coast kanina pero unfortch hawak ng sister ko yung remote at nanood nung taiwanese drama na pinagbibidahan nina Jerry Yen at Karen Mok. badtrip. *mukmok*

Fanfic Updates >> Syet! 12 % complete. Still suffering writer's block.

Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix >> yey! *talon* lapit na June 21st! Mare release na ang HPOP! Wahu'! Anyweys i've been reading HPOP rumors right now, and i definitely hate the particular specs regarding Ron and Hermione! Grahh. I don't want them to become a couple! *inis* *dabog*

Look at this >> vaness pic

I showed it to my brother and this is how our conversation goes...

May >> *hatak damit ni brother* Look! *points at the monitor then squeals*
Brother >> Sino yan? *tingin sa monitor* Yakkk, di ko alam me fetish ka pala sa mga chinese girls! eww! *makes face*
May >> Girl? *gulat* eh si Vaness yan! &*%$@#! yung sa F4!
Brother >> *Lapit sa monitor* Ahh, si Mei Zhuo? *pronounced as Mitsu-o* Akala ko babae. Mas maganda pa nga yan sa yo pag naging babae yan! Asa ka pa. weHEHehehe! *takas*
May >> Why you.... *habol*

Hehe, my brother really thought Vaness is a girl in this pic... and i too, hafta admit, talagang girl na girl sya dito! Wahahaha!

Hasta la vista!

Juz found out! Yung bigger hit na sinasabi sa GMA 7 eh another taiwanese drama na ang title eh My MVP Valentine. Aysus! Yung boyband na 5566 (wuwuliuliu) ang bida dito. (hmm.. parang combination ng lock ang pangalan hila ha!)Pinalabas daw ito after the MG series, so basically, MG rip-off sya. Hmmm.

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Walang maisip na title>>Saturday, May 31, 2003>>01:26 a.m.

Blagabag! *nahulog*

Thankums to ash, hellofreaky and maki for visiting my bloggie!

Ranting Starts Now!

Oh hindeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *deafening scream* *emote* Baket mo nagawa sa akin toh mah bebe, bahkeet???? *slaps herself* *recovers* Anyhoot, this pic is from the Meteor Rain series, Mei ZHuo Pian. *kahit di alam kung ano ibig sabihin ng Pian* Grabeh, gusto ko syang mapanood!

Gareth Gates >> Ano naman ang ginagawa ni Gareth Gates dito? Hehe, la naman. I just saw him in MTV while doing my usual routine of channel surfing and i spotted his MV. Waw. He did a remake of Unchained Melody ha! *gulat* What's the verdict? Okay lang. *yawns* *antok*

Crush Gear >> Wang Hu and Kouya cheek-to-cheek! *background music starts* Yeheh and we were dancing cheek to cheek! *kanta* XD

GMA 7's pantapat sa Meteor Garden >> I've seen the commercial kanina. Hmm... ano kaya yun? Para ring MG, meh apat na guys at isang gerlalu. Tapos nakita ko parang members ata ng basketball team yung apat na guys. (slam dunk?!?) Hehe, mag hit kaya? Let's see.

[I've composed yet another craptacular poem and this time it's about Shan Cai and Dao. (hehe, na-inspire dun sa mga scenes sa meteor garden 2) Here it goes.]

From the way things are going, I noticed that I am slowly fading…
In his preoccupied memory.
Its as if I am merely a shadow
That clouds over his happiness…
His dreams.
And his soul.
We crossed paths one day
But I noticed he’s not looking…
Straight into my eyes.
And when I look at those soulful pair of his
I can’t see myself.
My reflection is gone.
The sparkle wasn’t there
And the old flame’s vanished into ashes of oblivion.
And then it occurred to me…
That of all the things we’ve shared…
All the precious moments we’ve treasured
Were mere specks of dust to him…
For he ceased to love me anymore.

sensya sa senseless entries. Layas na ko dahil nagngingitngit si grandmama! Babay! ^^ *takbo*

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Well...>>Friday, May 30, 2003>>01:24 a.m.

Oh baby, baby, oh baby baby, Wo Je bu Neng shi qi ni... *kanta ala F4*

Meteor Garden >> Hwaw! *rabid, drooling, fan girl squeal* I really, really wuv Vaness Wu x 123456789 to infity!!! He looks so hot in basketball gear! Flexing his muscles! Flipping his shiny hair! Ahhh. *squeal* Hehe, I remember our conversation in the living room kanina habang nanonood ng MG at nung nag commercial break:

May >> Grabeh! *kilig* Ang sexy ni Mei Zhuo! Ang laki ng muscles!!!
Lei (my sister) >> Ang gwapo ni hua zhe lei!!! *kilig din*
Inay >> Oo nga ang ga-gwapo!!! *squeal ala Mei Li sa Cooking Master Boy* Ang laki pa ng muscle ni Vaness!
Itay >> *glares* hmp. *labas bahay*

Jealous Tatay ko ke Vaness! wahahahaha!

Topic jump.

uh-oh. look's like GMA 7 is up to something. Due to the phenomenal success of ABS-CBN's Meteor Garden, seems like the said network is planning to import a drama pretty similar to MG. Hmm. Wonder what that is. *thinks* Don't tell me its Meteor Garden 2!+____+ Man, that sucks. Deja Vu if ya ask me if MG 2 will be aired in GMA. Why? Remember Betty La Fea and Eco Moda? *inis* Wag sana.

Crush Gear >> Ngek? Bading ba si Wang hu? *confused*

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

have you?>>Wednesday, May 28, 2003>>02:20 a.m.

I never thought that
Bittersweet things
amplifies loneliness
and that loneliness
ignites longing
And that longing
leads to nothing.

Sad...but true.

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Back from Nothingness...>>Sunday, May 25, 2003>>01:49 a.m.

*upo sa harap ng pc at nag type ng walang ka kwenta kwentang entry* welcome back to me! yehey!!! good thingy my mother sensed that i was rapidly drowning in the sinister pool of internet deprivation and actually bought me a prepaid card when she and dad went out for groceries and stuffs! Bless Mama! *hearts* Even tho we had a small tiff this morning she bought me a card! Aww... albeit this is too late, but heck, its the thought that counts so... Happy Muzzer's Day Inay! *Fleur dela Cour Style* XD

Wut happened when i was offline? One word: Nothing.

i decided to post some offline entries that i wrote, but prolly some other time, for indolence had a bad effect upon my constitution.+_____+

Meteor Garden? Wow. Phenomenal. Everyone is crazy over them, that includes me of course.

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Crazed over Meteor Garden, Vaness Wu and a cup of steaming coffee>>Sunday, May 11, 2003>>01:42 a.m.

I feel listless, sad to say I can’t do something about it. Negativity has gotten over me, and there are times I get so jaded that I became almost lifeless. No soul. No heart. No emotion. No anything.

So I get myself a cup of coffee, to dull the pain, to extinguish hopelessness, and to douse sleep.

A Cloud of steam emerged from the cup and I stared at the russet-colored liquid that seems to evoke a thousand sentiments in just one swig. I saw my reflection, with a blank expression etched in my features...

A half-filled mug in one hand, a plate of un-eaten muffin in the other. Radical.

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

Vaness Wu is tattoed on my mind.>>Wednesday, May 7, 2003>>03:03 a.m.

Yay! i am so glad i finally managed to change the crappy, macaroni, dowdy lay-out! *hasta la vista indolence!* As for my Fliptical Illusion bloggie, nope. I will never desert it, but i'll continue to blog there from time to time.

Small musings and miscellaneous opinions:

Meteor Garden >> pretty entertaining and equally good! The characters are ever so yummy, especially mah bebe Mei Zhuo! X9 grabeh, me kakompetensya na ang Click at Berks! For gulays and kalabasas' sake, i am now a Shan X Dao shipper! XD Hehe, nabasa ko sa episode summaries kung ano ibig sabihin nung nasa blackboard: Shan Cai is not a virgin nemore! *well sabi nung ep summary!* Pak those pathetic fashionista gerlalus, sabi na nga bat lolokohin lang si Shan eh! Grr. Good thingy Shan engineered a plan of retaliation! Serves them right for being such a pain in a fat man's arse. XD

hasta la vista!

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.

>>Wednesday, May 7, 2003>>02:53 a.m.

where is mah entry? aw, nevermind. it showed anyway. *kicks herself*

i solemnly swear, that i am up to no good.