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>>Sunday, March 7, 2004 >> 01:24 p.m.

we've downloaded an incredibly addictive game called Billionaire II.

really addictive.

I got an empire! I got an empire! *mocking kid voice* muahahaha!

psh. i'm only a billionaire in such games so grin and bear it.

on with another topic.

this whole week passed and me and my friends devoted our free time watching movies. My classmate brought his vcd player to my friend's apartment and we got to rent movies every day. from suspense to sappy to really *yawn* super super boring. (don't rent my little eye. i tell you, you'll regret it. eventhough kris lemche is one of the characters, i suggest you ignore that movie for it has nothing to offer but absurb and obscure storyline, nekkid people, and bland actors.)

oh yeah, i got to watch little giants on HBO last thursday... ugh friday (madaling araw na kasi eh! hehehe). it was my fave movie during my sophomore year in hs, together with big green and mighty ducks 2. *sigh* i was so into devon sawa that time. but when i heard about his foolish racist comment of never dating filipinas because they are prostitutes and look like monkeys, i've ripped off my 10-pesos worth of devon poster, shred it to pieces, and let our dog spit at it. what a racist little bugger. grrr. >:( Malaos ka na sana, you snake.

thassit for now. ^___^U also, much thanks to foxxy for the Valentine's gift! ^___^

movies and a bucket of popcorn

>>Saturday, February 28, 2004 >> 10:50 p.m.

thesis done... mission accomplished.

hindi kami included sa top three researches, but thassokay. i'm happy for my firends and classmates who won, they truly deserve it. ^___^

yesterday was our testimonial dinner and it was okay. at first, napakaboring, talagang ho-hum. nagising lang ang diwa ko nung fashion show na... yummy boys... hehe! ang finale, yung isang model, nako! naka t-back! shit. patay yung prof na organizer... andun yung manang na super conservative na dean ng student affairs! hehe.

after the dinner, i went with the four of my friends in Padi's, walking distance lang from our skul. hehe first time ko pumasok dun, at take note, kami lang ang hindi umiinom ng beer! para daw kaming elementary! by 1 am umalis na kami and then went to my friend's apartment, andun yung iba naming classmates. syempre inuman, pero sila lang. one of friends threw up, hehe. muntik pa ko matapunan kundi ako tumalon. ^^;; wala talagang tulugan. Hay...

next lay-out will be up soon. ja! ^___^

hehe

>>Sunday, February 15, 2004 >> 02:55 p.m.

fwoinally written an entry. woo-hoo!

the past few weeks were quite ugh, eventful to say the least.
we've had an educational trip to laguna...
gathered water samples in marikina (for our research)
work on thesis manuscripts
deprived of sleeping
and bullied our brains to the fullest of its capabilities
and prepared for our thesis defense.

tough gruff.

aside from that, my groupie had been showered with insults from no less than my great lunatic of a professor herself - prof. *bleep*

she accused us of tinkering and fabricating the data - sush. -___-;;

slammed the door before us when we tried to present the evidence

and told our leader she doesn't want to see her again. (%^#@!*&$#@!)

hopeless case as you might say, truly correct.

but we showed her last friday what we can do. until then she realized she was wrong.

fucking wrong.

she asked for forgiveness and we forgave.

but never will we forget

all those insults, humiliation, name calling, door slamming and making us wait until 8 pm in school.

grr.

I'm back!

>>Thursday, January 22, 2004 >> 11:40 p.m.

hmmm.
hmmm.
Hm.Mmmmm...
hay buhay.
hehe, joke lang po yung sa last entry... i'm not really asking for donations mga kababayan.
hehe, galit ang aking mader dear nang kanyang mabasa. i am so sorry my mother. won't write it again... wag mo lang bawasan ang baon ko plisss!!!

hmm

>>Saturday, January 17, 2004 >> 09:56 p.m.

Took a break from blogging, but now, I am ready for a grand comeback! *insert evil laughter here* hehe, ugh, I take that back. No. No grand comebacks. (readers: yehey!!!)

Hmm, nothing extraordinary happened to moi in the past few days, nothing worth blogging. Hehe, maybe my life was cursed to be so nondescript, so plain, so… ordinary. You wake up, get ready for school, go to school, study, go home, study (oh really?) and finally sleep… then do that routine over and over. >_<

Weird as it may seem, I am satisfied with that. Not pleased, but satisfied.

*some random hammer hits may on the head*

sheesh. Need to lay-off the caffeine. Tsk.

Anyway, we dissolved our group in thesis. T_T nothing’s happening and so, we decided it’s best to give up and part ways. *sob* *sniff* *snort* *sneeze* I joined the rotifers group, wayi joined the decomposing bacterias group, and pao joined the lemon grass group. (ganda ng pangalan ng groups no? ^^) hehe, we three parted on good terms by the way. The ugly thing is, our ex-groupmate, jonna bade us her affectionate death glare farewell last thursday. We bade her exultant cheers of goodbye. *fireworks display* ^0^

Ya know what?

Thesis drains all of me. (drains the contents of my mother’s wallet too.) plankton net costs a hefty Php 650 and we will need at least Php 10,000 for all the tests and tools and all that. Syet. Napakamahal!!!

I am in dire need, and so are my groupmates, so I will grab this rare opportunity… hehehe

Eherm. *clears throat and grabs a megaphone* my scholarship foundation is open for donations and all those who are interested, kindly contact me through here, in kudaranai. Drop a message at the tag-board and we’ll arrange everything. All money will cover our thesis’ expenses. I repeat. My scholarship foundation is now open for donations. All those who will help will receive a plaque of appreciation from the rotifers group, your name landing a spot on our acknowledgment page, and an aquarium full of rotifers to amuse you with. (just have an electron microscope huh!) thanks and God bless.

^___^

swing swing swing!

>>Saturday, January 10, 2004 >> 01:41 a.m.

these past few days, my head is bugging me. *rubs temples* it aches so, and won't go away unless i go to sleep. *sigh* damn. i need to wear glasses again. and shoot. change the obscure sleeping time.

chickory checkers. thassit fer now. ^__^ not that i am depriving you of a senseless rant or anything, i think i need to rest my confounded eyes for a bit. hehe. nonsensical entries will be on the next entry. (readers: no!!!!! *earpiercing scream tapos takbo sabay tago*) see ya!

hehe. (walang maisip na title kaya yan na lang!)

>>Sunday, January 4, 2004 >> 05:11 p.m.

wow, as usual, i woke up late. last night i slept around 3-4 am, (which is which, i dunno, i never bothered to look at the wall clock anyway.) because i'm so absorbed in a certain LOTR fanfic consisting of 20 chapters. heehee.

yes. my new passion. lord of the rings!!! muahahaha! kinda late for something that the world already craves huh? i know. i don't really like lotr before, coz i thought it was very difficult to understand. (well with all those elvish words and etc...) i've watched both fellowship and two towers, they were both okay, but in order to fully understand the story, i need to get the books. I am completely lost while watching and their names are very hard to memorize. hehe. i have to budget my baon again coz the books are quite expensive. of course, i still love harry p! but while waiting for HP6, i'm going to devote my time reading lotr, and giggling over legolas! (with his fair of face beyond the measure of men... -J.R.R. Tolkien)

and because i am so drawn into LOTR, i wanna study the elven language! both Quenya and Sindarin!!! XD (readers: taas ng pangarap nito ah!)Eto pa! Dahil adik na adik ako ngayon sa lotr, I even dreamt of it! ^^U

Nasa middle earth daw ang yours truly... na warp daw ako dun... *shwingilingiling* *celtic bgm*

Legolas >> I am Legolas of Mirkwood, son of Thranduil, and pray tell who you might be fair maiden? *million-dollar elfin smile* XDD

May >> *ultra kilig* I am May from Birchtree. The land of condensed milk! Where the people say "Birchtree! its everybody's milk!" XD

poof. the dream ended there. shit. T_T for crying out loud. all thanks to my banshee of a neighbor for waking me up. hehe. maski sa panaginip corny ako ah! XDDDDDD

lalaladida.. lala!

>>Saturday, January 3, 2004 >> 12:45 a.m.

wow. new year, new start. and like other people, i have to have my own quirky set of new year's resoluzhunnnn!!! ^_~

1. I'd try to be more punctual. (hehe. whenever me and my friends are to meet in a certain place, count on it that i'd be the last person to arrive.)

2. I'd try to extend my patience.

3. I'd try to devote my free time in studying than goofing around.

4. I'd help with the household chores.

5. I'd try to update my fanfic more often.

6. I'd try to be more of an optimist than a pessimist.

7. I'd try not to doze-off in our histology class. (hehe!)

8. I'd pay more attention to my professor's lectures than my seatmate's gossips. (another hehe!)

9. No more kodigo's for me! Eventho it's badly needed! (hehehe~!)

10. I'd never let laziness overcome me again! (ows???)

hmm. quite a short list. that's all i can think of right now.

and yeah. new year's eve was a blast! i really had fun that night. my older sister and cousin bought firecrackers!!! (5 stars, sinturon ni hudas, whistle bomb etc.) it was helluva fun!

drats. morning came and our nosy neighbor accused my cousin of firing his eyes with a baby rocket. like hello? we don't even have a baby rocket! he then spotted my two sisters casually leaning on the front gate and he accused them too! And all the people who passed by. o_0;; shit. talk about being paranoid. he then goes off making up stories that we are a bunch of silly brats who don't know how to respect older people and all that bullshit. and they say love thy neighbor. nya! >_<

damn it. i'm loving legolas more and more. *rabid fan-girl squeal*

new year. new start. new rant.

>>Wednesday, December 31, 2003 >> 03:38 p.m.

i went to PAWB (protected areas of wildlife bureau) for my practicum yesterday, and the sad thing is, i went alone. my classmates weren't able to go because of commitments (thesis and the likes). Good thing nag practicum din sila sheila at ella sa BAI (bureau of animals) kaya sumabay na lang ako sa kanila.

how come frekkin' time moves the slowest when you're bored? back in the office, i was cursing boredom for smiling at me and muttering swearwords to the wall clock, for sluggishly dragging the minute and the hour hand. since my classmates were absent, i have to take lunch alone. and so i crossed the street, waited for a jeepney en route for SM North but nada came. a few passed, but all full. shit. no choice but to take a cab. and fuck, a ride to sm costs 35 pesos and the driver takes another 5 pesos for a tip. bullshit. curse those taxi drivers! *@^%$#$!! hope they rot in hades!!!

anyways, i went to the food court, looking at the passersby while eating my lunch dismally. then i went back to pawb, only to find out that the regular employees were mandated to attend a meeting, so i was a taong bahay in the office. imagine, for 3 hours! syet!

anyhoosh, enough of that shit.

I wanna greet you all a HEPI NEW YEAR!!!! God Bless us All!!! *fireworks display*

camille >> hehe 19 + 1... before i used to say, "i am 12 years old 7 years ago!" and people would go like "grow up..." ehehe! Anyways, thanks for everything and hepi new year to you, jenny and your family!!! ^___^

yvette >> sorry no starstruck pics here! hehehe ^__~

hehehepi new year!

>>Monday, December 29, 2003 >> 02:08 p.m.

Hehe, I don't really know this song but the lyrics caught my attention. I'm referring to Ani di Franco's song "Untouchable face". hehe, the song is dripping with angst! (notice the redundancy of the word "song"? hehehe)

Untouchable Face
think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much

two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say

except fuck you...

i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying

is fuck you...

absotootly wonderful. Fuck you and your wonderful face. hehe. astig. i'll definitely download this one.

so f*ck you and yer untouchable face...

>>Sunday, December 28, 2003 >> 09:30 p.m.

Hwaw! fwoinally! a new lay-out! i'm not really familiar with divs that's why i usually download pre-made div lay-outs for kud but thankfully i managed to find a very helpful tutorial in div layers! ^__^

lay-out features the infamous gryffindor trio. cute ne? made by koge donbo! sya yata yung nag create sa mga characters ng di gi charat...

Much thanks sa lahat ng bumati sa akin nung christmas! Thanks din kina miao and foxy for the wonderful gift! ^___^ Merry christmas and a hepi new year y'all! ^__^

yehey!