Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html hehehe.

personality disorder test. ehe.

>>Monday, November 10, 2003 >> 11:02 p.m.

tired.
exhausted.
weary.

i wanna give up!!! *ear-piercing scream*

tiring practicums plus almost impossible school schedule plus thesis plus a new professor cum terorista plus lack of precious sleep equals...

eh. you do the math.

yehey. human anatomy and physiology!!! *snort* although we had fun in the laboratory part of the subject because of the wacky professor doctor cayari, our hearts skyrocketed off our chests because of the uber-terror, nervous system disturbing, sweat glands activator and the jose rizal look-a-like professor for the lecture part, doctor *bleep* (name omitted). gawd. isa syang mapamuksang tinik ng pating na nakaharang sa aming daraanan para gumradweyt. first meeting pa lang, banatan daw ba agad ng recitation. syempre pag new subject, hindi mo pa alam yung mga terminologies and such doon diba? kaya nga tine take up mo eh. para matuto. katakut-takot na questions ang inabot namin eh syempre hindi namin alam yung mga sagot (its like asking a five year-old kid what is pythagorian theorem! +__+) at wala pa rin naman kaming textbook dahil siya ang mag de decide kung ano ang gagamitin at usually, hihintayin muna namin kung ano yung ipapabili nyang book for our guide sa subject. eh linsyak! ubod ng yabang! pag di ka makasagot, isang malutong na WRONG sabay iling na nangungutya ang isasampal sa iyo.

naawa naman ako sa dalawa kong klasmeyt. pag hindi nakasagot yung isa, yung isa naman. basta sila lang dalawa ang tinatawag. then dumating yung time na nag roll call sya. syempre tensyonado buong klase. then my surname was called.

bleep: how can you relate the positive feedback mechanism and negative feedback mechanism to the state of homeostasis of the body? *yabang effect*
may: *pause* sir, how can i relate homeostasis...
bleep: yes! so paano?
may: *clears throat* uhm sir, in my opinion, uhm, positive feedback mechanism, uhm, for example, if the body, uhm, functions well, uhm, eh, if a system functions well, there is equilibrium in the body and in negative feedback...
bleep: WRONG!!!
may: *upo* >.<

then my friend ela's turn...

ela: sir, how can...
bleep: WRONG!!! *grins evilly*
ela: if the...
bleep: WRONG!!!
ela: eh sir, *upo*

sheat. *bago spelling para hindi ma-bleep* parang ipinaliwanag nya kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng positive at negative feedback. pag wala ka na talagang maisip at sabihin mong, "sir, i'm sorry but i really don't have an idea", eh sasabihin pang "pilitin mo!". tignan mo ugali. at eto pa! meron ba namang propesor na habang nagkaklase eh tunog ng tunog and cellphone. syempre madidistract ang klase tapos sasagutin nya yung call! *%$#@!*&&^$$% sheat talaga! sheat x 486798657984 to infinity!

on the other hand, masaya naman yung laboratory time. marami kaming natutunan, unlike ke dr. bleep na hindi namin ma-absorb yung mga tinuturo nya dahil natetensyon kaming mag-isip ng mga sagot sa mga tanong niya. sabi naman ni dr. cayari, mas maganda daw kung maganda ang approach mo at hindi nananakot pag nagtuturo kasi mas matututo ang estudayante. tama nga naman! *palakpak*

dr. cayari: di ba mas masaya pag tawa kayo ng tawa kesa naman ninenerbiyos kayong hindi mapakali sa upuan! *laughs*

hell yeah.

so nyah.

>>Thursday, November 6, 2003 >> 01:25 p.m.

ha. saw the world-class pianist maksim mrvica in private conversations with boy abunda. adore him to heavens. absolutely annoyed with boy abunda for flirting. drats.

i overslept, that's why i'm not able to go to school today. pfft. way okay. nothing to do there but to run errands for professors (fax this, fax that!) and fix the bulletin boards. ack.

flight of ze bumblebee

>>Thursday, November 6, 2003 >> 12:23 a.m.

tagalog entry po.

yesterday was for snoring away. hindi ako pumasok sa skul at natulog lang ako ng natulog. why? i might be deprived of sleeping kapag regular na ang klase hehe! =P

lintek. gumagana na naman ang ang paboritismo sa klase namin. ayon kasi sa aming propesora na kinasamaang palad eh amin pang practicum coordinator, mahigpit nyang ipinagbabawal ang pag papracticum sa loob ng unibersidad, dahil aming binalak na mag practicum na lang sa stockroom at magtimpla ng kung anu-anong kemikal na kinakailangan ng mga estudyante sa kanilang chemistry at biochemistry experiments. ito'y aming sinunod at kami nag apply sa ibang institusyon. at anak ng tinapa. nakarating sa amin ang isang karima-rimarin at talaga namang nakakakulo ng dugong balita - ang uber-epal namin kaklase na pinaghalong chacma baboon at tuko, at animo'y tauhan sa larong adventure island (paitimin mo lamang) dahilsa kanyang puka shells na puti na hindi naman bagay sa kanya ay magpapracticum mismo sa aming propesora! putang ina! (oops.) field researchers daw sila mga ka-berks. hwel, field researcher rikishi's ass! nung kami ang nagtatanong kung maari ba sa loob na lamang kami ng skul mag practicum (dahil napaka labo ng aming iskedyul, salamat sa mga tangang tao sa admin na hindi yata alam ang ibig sabihin ng pagod,) hindi sya pumayag! tapos ngayon... lintek talaga! putang ina pa!

ehe. sorry for venting my anger here in kudaranai. nakakainis lang kasi eh. ang mangyayari tuloy, pag walang pinapagawa sa kanila yung propesor namin, e di sitting pretty lang sila habang kami eh nagpapakapagod sa pag ko commute at pagsunod sa utos sa kung sino mang naguutos dun. syet. i heyt this.

nakakainis!

>>Tuesday, November 4, 2003 >> 08:50 p.m.

got this from sakura riu!^_^

Five details about you!

1. cynical
2. biology student
3. creative(?)
4. friendly
5. always hepi.

Five details about your appearance right now.

1. baby-faced. XD (no dyok!)
2. not too tall, not too short.
3. shoulder-length hair, straight.
4. slim
5. mukhang tao.

Five things you did today

1. went to school
2. went to robinson's place manila
3. nag videoke with friends!
4. forgot to watch smallville!
5. currently surfing the net.

Five memorable things that happened last year

1. we won the cheering competition
2. engaged in a fight with a close friend
3. rejected to write for the school paper due to dark humor injected in every piece i wrote
4. stopped writing for a while... (curse you admin.)
5. met blogspot and pitas.

Five things that everyone should know about you

1. hate rich people... the snob (and stupid) ones.
2. weird.*hehe*
3. friendly and nice.
4. ayoko sa taong mabagal maglakad!
5. gusto kong mag pa-dreadlocks.

Five favorite bands/musicians... currently

1. Jason Mraz
2. Garbage
3. All American Rejects
4. Enya
5. Counting Crows

Five Favorite movies

1. Harry Potter 1 & 2
2. The Phone
3. Sweet November
4. Harriet the Spy
5. Ginger Snaps

Fine things that make you happy

1. whenever my poems/fics get a review!
2. friends and family
3. food!
4. going online
5. good things. ^_~

Five things that disgust you

1. favoritism... *growl*
2. backstabbers. (who doesn't?)
3. mayayabang! *glares*
4. pervs who release their sexual frustrations online! nyarrr!!!
5. racism. (pak that ideology!)

Five things that impress you

1. succesful people
2. great writers and poets
3. yung mga naka dreadlocks! (hehe)
4. awesome special effects sa movies
5. breakdancers.

hehehe

>>Monday, November 3, 2003 >> 10:28 p.m.

my. schedule. sucks. yes. big fucking time. 18 units all in all, quite a few. major subjects eat 5 hours and the minor ones consume two. practicum devours half of the day (100 hours of pure servitude, awright.) and thesis, our sleep. (with the highest probability, yes.) very nasty. no reason to be peachy and fantastic. all in all, 12 hours of nonstop brain beating, skull-bashing, knowledge-revolutionizing, sleep-ravaging and boredom tolerance. weeeee!

no social life at all. no night life. (never had a night life.) no computer. no net except for doing research works. no chatting, no e-mailing. hay. i bid my affectionate farewell to the things i usually do this sembreak. *sob* goodbye, goodbye.

second sem.

>>Monday, November 3, 2003 >> 05:41 a.m.

ha. woke up at the wrong side of the bed. i'm feeling grumpy now! grrr! *simangot* di ko alam kung kelan start ng second sem so i decided to check the almost-useless website of my school. haha. never failed to gimme a slight churn in the stomach region. as usual, hindi updated ang lintek. i really have to go to school today. so nyah.

Cup of Coffee is such a powerful song. i absolutely adore it.

its 5:44 and i'm already wide awake.

>>Sunday, November 2, 2003 >> 07:02 p.m.

hehe. will tps publish my work? hope so. *optimism sets in*

walking alone
by the sea...
at sunset
makes me
bethink things
that remind me of you.
but there will always be
a sinking feeling
of emptiness
brewing within.

holding an old tree branch
i traced your name
in the drenched sand
but let the waves
wash it away.

the wind blew a cold zephyr
i embraced myself
trying to wisk away
the lingering desire,
wishing that you are here
to hold me in your arms.

the trees bowed down
as if kneeling in honor to a princess...
and i am your princess.

reveries.
those wistful reveries.
of us laughing and dancing under the trees.

i walk alone,
by the sea
hand in hand
with the sand...
the wind...
with the waves
and the trees
learning to forget the things
that will forever remind me of you.

the poem above is nostalgia, authored by yers truly. lol. pure crap.

do i really have to put a title?

>>Saturday, November 1, 2003 >> 12:54 p.m.

i had fun last night. swear. nag overnight ako sa cemetery together with my grandmama, 2 of my cousins and my elder sis. call me weird but i enjoyed it. we were goofing around, strolling, looking for pizza hut but ended up buying ice cream and greenwich pizza square. or was it squares? sheesh. lalala uber senseless you think? told ya. boredom will always have a bad effect upon my constitution.

argh.

>>Friday, October 31, 2003 >> 03:11 p.m.

ha. archived the index page. nyanya!

hay. i'm actually blogging everyday... before, senseless entries are sporadic. hmm. sue boredom. sya ang meh kagagawan nito! nyehehe.

ha! i resurrected my fictionpress account! i actually submitted another hogwash ageyn!!! and me got a review!!! *hepi* hehe. never fear my dusted and cobwebbed harry potter fanfic... i'm going to update you. i'm close to defeating writer's block. we're getting there. we're getting there.

okay. enough.

now what...